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HOT, SINGLE, UNSTUDIED SPONGES. 3000 NAUTICAL MILES AWAY. Come sail the distance and read Tiger Tiger!
#tiger tiger#ludovica bonnaire#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#This comic has been on my radar for *years* and I only recently - finally - sat down to read it. And by god is it amazing.#I don't want to spoil anything! But if you like amazing art and character writing *and* high seas adventure? READ TIGER TIGER.#If you asked my who my favourite character is I could not tell you. I truly like them all!!!#I even like the sleezeball who has less charm than a dead rat. He's *my* darling little rat man. With every disease.#A special shout out to my lad (he is the lad of all time) Jamis Arlesi.#Who - upon walking into frame makes me go 'Sir! Is your bosom too heavy? Do you need a new bra? My hands are free on Thursdays!'#And Ludo! My lass! I love her dearly! Every page made me more fond of her.#Book smart and uses it in very good ways! Naive enough to think it is all she needs! Learns a lot and stays kind through the horrors!#I could go on and on but...you...the person reading this...you *are* going to read it - aren't you?#So I'd hate to spoil you any more! Go read Tiger Tiger! Do it! For the sea sponges!#Rumour has it they are also freshly divorced. It was messy. Sea sponge needs a distraction. That could be you. Distracting that sponge.#You wont know until you click that link and start reading!
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While listening to Epic, I noticed an interesting pattern with how antagonists are portrayed, and how Odysseus’ interactions with them are coded.
In Epic, the monsters Odysseus faces are rarely fighting for their own sake. Polyphemus attacks Odysseus’ crew to avenge his sheep, and Poseidon destroys his ships as revenge for his son’s suffering. Similarly, Circe only threatens Odysseus to protect her nymphs. Odysseus does not kill any of these enemies, and while he is occasionally criticized for letting them go free, the overall implication is that he did the right thing by sparing them.
Then we hit the Thunder Saga, and Odysseus begins his arc as a ‘monster’ by killing the sirens. His actions here are brutal, and whether or not they are justified is, I think, up to the listener. However, it’s significant that the sirens are the first foes Odysseus faces on his journey who aren’t either defending or avenging what they love. They attack unprovoked, and while Odysseus’ method of execution is gory, he is never punished for it by other characters within the narrative. Apollo is the only one to protest, and even he is swayed easily when Athena says (among other things) that the sirens were “trying to do him worse.” The sirens attacked first, and while Odysseus’ response was ‘monstrous,’ his crew obeyed his commands and he was not challenged or ostracized for giving said commands. He is only treated as a monster when he yields to Scylla, who also attacked without provocation.
Thus, in Epic, the monsters fighting to protect or avenge their loved ones are protected by the very story - killing them may be more convenient, but it isn’t the answer. However, the monsters who attack without provocation, for their own amusement or satisfaction, do not receive such respect. Killing them is acceptable, and cooperating with them is monstrous.
By this logic, Odysseus is justified in his actions, however atrocious. He attacks to protect his family, and therefore deserves mercy.
The suitors, on the other hand…
#epic the musical#epic the musical spoilers#epic the musical analysis#epic the wisdom saga#epic the cyclops saga#epic the thunder saga#epic the ocean saga#I’m back!#it’s been a while since my last analysis#I know this one’s a bit messy#honestly I haven’t been too inspired by epic recently#mainly just because I’m busy#but things will definitely pick up again when the new saga comes out!#more things will pop up between now and then#definitely more analyses#they just might be a bit slow#I love epic I just feel like I don’t have much new to offer to the fandom right now#hm… if anyone has something they’d like me to analyze and write about let me know#kind of looking for inspiration at the moment
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#it’s been a minute#fear not though i’m still a hlvrai poster through thick and thin#hlvrai#benrey#benry#hlvrai benrey#my art#forgive me for the messiness of this one i haven’t had the motivation to do anything rendered or clean recently#I have been drawing!! just haven’t been posting any of it#i know this is tumblr and no one cares but i like to talk lmao
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"That despite having experienced inhuman suffering, she has nonetheless been able to gain the strength to face life."
#collei#genshin impact#gi#erm. hi#something not pokemon related for once? shocker i know#anywas this was a collei piece i did a while ago that i never finished#been having Emotions abt her recently and i wanted to share even if it's a little messy...#anyways. she makes me insane.#also yes the flowers have meanings it was Intentional. however my drawing skills for nature and memory are both not all there so.#take it as you will#anyways collei i love you girl...#shes a physical manifestation of death and rebirth she's resurrection do YOU SEE MY VISION#also i miss you short haired collei but her hairstyle rn is cute too...#my collei design in my head has changed so much lmao. i tried making her a little more matching to how she is in my head now#thinking abt her growth and learning as a form of defiance. reclaiming her life....#she refused to die!!!!! and now she's hurting but alive!!! im gonna pass out dont look at me.#i am not nearly as good as putting my thoughts into words as some other collei enthusiasts so Just Trust Me#shark's scribbles
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Been too lazy to continue much less finish this thing so.... Forever messy sketch
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#pavia reverse 1999#click reverse 1999#reverse 1999#pavia#click#messy sketch#i was originally thinking of placing zima instead of click but#imagined if pavia was a merc in some war click happens to be in#also made a mistake with the p in pavia's neck tattoo#not that anyone cares about that#but i have been obsessing over finding what very specific fonts his tattoos use#and i only realized recently that the p is visible in his leap of the wolf skin#too many long tags i know but lemme just hide what i wanna say
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#sick to my stomach#like I said#whatever you think of his performance#the way williams handled everything was just so messy#e.g. not announcing/acknowledging him leaving first BOTH TIMES bar like a single line in the article when carlos was announced#the way alex didn't even know abt the recent news until the day they announced it speaks volumes alr#or james acting as tho logan ever had a fighting chance waxing poetic to the media abt how he needs to improve#and then doing shit like giving his car to alex#and courting other drivers rather publicly#imagine how mentally crazy it must have been#not gonna go on here cuz I've alr ranted before but yeah these r just some instances#logan sargeant#Ik F1 is cut-throat but the way williams handled this was so bad#williams racing#monza gp 2024
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it is truly hilarious to see the contradictory statements coming from ppl behind the scenes. like how bad was the communication on this show that you couldn’t even agree whether you wanted to make two characters gay or not
#coming out of s2 ive been rly baffled by what direction they intended to take meljayvik#only discover in recent days it didn’t seem like they knew either#like did the writers know the animators were making constant visual parallels between mel and viktor#two characters who don’t even interact in s2#ive heard that they wasn’t many of the same writers carried on from s1 which also seems to explain some of the inconsistencies/ambigous#direction certain characters were going in alongside s2’s messy politics#to clarify this is all very funny to me#at least twitter has been entertaining#arcane
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not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEE😭😭😭#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinder☺️)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quick— i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinder😊#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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ok so I have many thoughts about the 90s Psylocke-Revanche storyline but first and foremost they were both victims. neither Kwannon nor Betsy chose to be a part of this whole thing. Betsy went into the Siege Perilous willingly, but she had no way of knowing what she was getting into. Kwannon was thrown into it all as she was dying. they didn't choose the change, and their identities following the change were tangled and mixed. neither can be blamed for what happened. Spiral, Matsu'o Tsurayaba, and Nyoirin, however can and should be blamed. it was a collaborative effort, but very much not the Psylockes'.
#yael's x men ramblings#ofc there's the weight of betsy spending so much time in kwannon's body and appropriating culture#and whatever she did later that i haven't read yet#but she's not at fault for the body swap#she can feel guilty and kwannon can feel angry#(betsy can feel angry too and she has)#but at the end of the day these are misdirected emotions#FOR THE SWAP#again. later things are a seperate matter#there's also the fascinting thing with their personalities being merged#the uncertainity of whether these feelings are yours or not#it's so good#ofc bc 90s that idea was used in a racist way#but i think that's what's so different in their dynamic from the 90s to now#now they know who they are. they know their thoughts are their own#then they were lost inside their heads and hated the only person who felt the same and could maybe solve the mystery for them#their dynamic was more interesting in the 90s#as indivduals they're obviously much more layered and interesting now#once that bond of minds has been removed their interactions aren't as messy (and fun to read)#anwyay. those are my two cents. i love kwannon#i have a love-hate relationship with betsy it depends which side of the bed i get up on#she also can be boring as hell sometimes especially in recent comics
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anyways something about when fall out boy said "Seems like the whole damn world went and lost its mind / And all my childhood heroes have fallen off or died"
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#i have a lot of painful and nuanced emotions about the very recent news#there's something sickening and terrifying when you've felt an affinity for an individual's public performance of identity#even knowing that it's parasocial and that you don't know that person irl#and then finding out this person in whom you saw aspects of yourself that perhaps even helped you feel more confident and comfortable#was capable of this kind of cruelty .. or they were taken from the world without real warning ..#you are allowed to grieve the people you lose .. both the literal and metaphorical#the dynamics of parasocial relationships are weird and messy and sometimes unhealthy on both sides#but this betrayal kills the person you hoped they were and you're allowed to grieve that while disliking who they have been shown to be#also not the place i know but dream has cleared his name several times over shut the fuck up and stop mindlessly parroting lies about him#shut ur pretty mouth
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Feeling
Sick-er
#i feel sick#been like two months#gone to er#gastro and ent#plus urgent care#going to give urgen care another try#if nothing maybe another visit to hospital#cross fingers they find out what i got#got worse despite meds#wants to melt into a puddle#moms coming in as vocal support#im so tired#going on reddit to search up what the hecks wrong with me#last time was sick for months and found out the type of infection i got through reddit and google 🙃 😭 🫠🥲#doctors are good but its so hard to find ones that care#crossing my fingers#rant post#rambles#wants to get better#should be sleeping#but had to do some chores and now i can't#either its a messy gut or infection#still got more stuff to do but doing bit by bit#brain is mush#my insides burn#reddit knows so much like doctors just want you to be gone in 5-10 minutes and leave you wanting more#was able to get some insight with recent doctor but again not much went online i discovered that i may have a blood issue#moomin seems like a lovely show should see it one day#after doing outside stuff tomorrow going to put it on and hopefully sleep to it#i want to hard pass out kind of sleep and feel better in the morning rest
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And what if during this short family trip I end up updating my aventurine fic. Huh. What then
#ok funny thing I’ve been thinking for a while is my recent fics usually have this pattern of basically reader having had. a past lover of#sorts that they’ve either lost or had to separate ways. and for the f/o side of things this is conflicting for various reasons#for narumi I think it’s obvious just as with aven except cherry on top for aventurine is the fact that the past lover bares a resemblance to#him in some ways so he feels like a cheap replacement bc he doesn’t know if he came first and readers mind is too#messy and fucked up to separate the timelines at that point#poor jing yuan is more#busy trying to stabilize the reader to worry about such details of a past lover or a child lost……#shit wait I Did have a jy fic I never finished……#danyl talks
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A much needed updated meet the artist post. I think I was like 19 when I posted the last one lmao
#my art#digital#meet the artist#this is messy i know#i rly just needed something to post bc it's been a while#i've been working on multiple zines so none of the stuff i've drawn recently can be posted at the moment
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So there’s this thing in VtM…
When one vampire feeds from another kindred, it may happen that they drink too deep - and for vampires, blood is everything; it’s the essence of life, and it carries that bit of Self that (in humans) might be called a soul
And when you drain another dry… when you devour and destroy another person so thoroughly… it stains you. You’ve committed what many see as the ultimate sin — the most complete kind of cannibalism. Dark veins grow within your aura, and those with the skill to see such things will Know Your Crimes.
Given time, these marks will fade.
…provided you don’t do it again.
MEANWHILE
I never meant for any of this to happen but my baby bat Hatfield is out here making choices pls send help
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#just me rambling#ttrpg stuff#my art#hi Hatfield#while Yes. Hatfield DID diablerize their sire as part of their backstory#I never meant for it to be a Thing That Kept Happening#but multiple times now I’ve rolled messy at the wrong(right?) moment#and the ST was like ‘YO HATFIELD ITS SNACKTIME’#I have more dots spread between ventrue & malkavian clan disciplines than I have in my own clan powers#just because I keep ACCIDENTALLY EATING PEOPLE and the exp from that has to go SOMEWHERE#this most recent one especially…#I didn’t MEAN to eat the Ventrue Clan Primogen/Mithrean cult leader#I just wanted to. y’know. take him down a peg so he’d be a bit more cooperative#BUT THEN#but then…#he tried calling my bluff#and I rolled a messy crit#and ANYWAY Hatfield has been recognized as the cult leader/avatar of divinity now?#h e l p#I’m just a nobody Brujah who doesn’t know when to quit and SOMEDAY that won’t be enough anymore
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Hi there! I absolutely love your works and, having followed you for a while now, I also really admire you as a person and an author in general. Every update on AO3 and Tumblr is always such a delight. I'm sorry if this ask is coming out of the blue or if it's something you've been asked before, but how did you take the plunge from writing predominantly fanfic to posting original fiction in serial form and also self-publishing novels? I'm currently in the process of drafting two original works after writing/posting fanfic regularly for years, and I'm just lost as to how to set everything up. I have a general idea (post chapter-by-chapter on AO3 and offer early access and some exclusive content on patreon or some other subscription service), but it all feels so daunting right now. Any bit of info or advice on how you got started would be immensely appreciated <3
Hi anon,
Tbh, I went from writing fanfic to original fiction because I had original characters in my fanfiction and readers asked me about them.
I had no kind of...dreams of being an original author in this way, I was published via other pathways already, and fanfiction was really an escape for me, a chance to break with all the conventions of standard writing and just do what I wanted.
But I needed a broader cast than what the movie gave me re: my first fanfics, and I added my own OCs, and left them in the background as much as possible, but even back while writing that fanfic, even the OCs were getting fanart. Sometimes readers would send me anons about them, or ask me more details about them.
Finally, I decided to write some hatesex between them, just something to kind of...idk get it out of my system? Answer what the readers were looking for?
The flow through therefore felt natural. Game Theory flows very naturally on from From the Darkness We Rise & Into Shadows We Fall. And from there, moving into other original works has been easy, in part, because I've often being doing alternate universes from a core of original characters.
If I want to introduce new original characters, I introduce them in stories where pre-existing original characters have already been established.
I didn't even start writing original works with a view to making money off that. In fact I thought it was a very foolish thing to do. A lot of people on AO3 don't want to read original works on AO3 and refuse to do it or only do it if it's PWP / pornography.
I started my Patreon account because readers asked me to. I got asks from very very generous people who wanted to know my Paypal, or asked if I'd start a Ko-Fi, and finally a few people just asked if I'd start a Patreon. I said I didn't think it was a good idea, and they said it was up to them if they wanted to pay me or not, but I should at least consider giving them the choice.
From there, I found it all very overwhelming. I made lots of mistakes. I had to go on hiatus for a year because I promised too much and couldn't deliver on many of those rewards. And for many years I only offered one early access chapter per week for one story, and my main stories were never early access (and still aren't, Underline the Black goes up for everyone at the same time - and while that may change in the future, it's definitely unconventional).
I've always been transparent with my readers that with very few exceptions, if they just wait, they eventually get everything for free. But if they want to support this kind of writing and/or enjoy it, and can comfortably afford to send some dollars my way, they can ensure that I can keep writing this way.
I have for a long time offered no exclusive content at all, I believe that can do well, but it's not my preferred way of doing things.
This career has been incredibly reader driven, anon. I would not personally attempt it cold, without a really fantastic readerbase who encouraged me every step of the way in the first place, because I am a cautious, insecure writer who doesn't like to take risks. So I can't give you advice on how to build this career without the support of the readers there in the first place, and I believe the only reason why I had their support was, in part, because of the actual strength of the writing itself. Which isn't to say it's the best, it's not, it's what I needed at the time and it's what a few other people needed, and that's basically how this works.
If you turn up with the writing, and the audience comes, and they want the story, you have the career.
In terms of practical advice - you can introduce original characters in fanfiction, just be aware that readers tend to be hostile by default if they pull any significant 'screen time' away from the fandom characters (and readers are extremely savvy to authors trying to build a financial business through AO3)
It IS daunting, but the good news is you can do a soft launch. You can open a Patreon or Ream account tomorrow and tell no one. You can mess with your graphics and your tier rewards to your heart's content when you don't have any subscribers. Build a buffer of early access/chapters, and make sure you don't overpromise on anything. Whatever you think you can realistically deliver to readers, cut it in half, because the stress of chapter update deadlines every month can really add up and it's a very different landscape to novel releases.
You can take your time, you can build interest slowly.
Remember you can never ever mention any kind of site where you're getting paid inadvertently, sneakily, or directly on AO3. You can't mention Ream, you can't mention Patreon, you can't mention Ko-Fi, you can't go 'learn more about my writing here' and link to those places. You can't mention buy links. You can only mention sites like Tumblr, Linktree, Twitter etc. Places where the point of sale isn't happening. Not doing so risks AO3's Not For Profit status and risks your entire account, and it's not worth it.
I did an interview with Subscriptions for Authors where I actually talk about many of these things so you can watch (or listen to) the podcast here if you're inclined! It also talks about the importance of community-building, gratitude to the readers, and generosity.
I am here because my readers wanted me to be. So I'm very concerned with making sure I can give them the best writing possible within my abilities. This makes me not very suited to offering 'how to start in this career' advice because it was a happy accident. It's hard to teach something I have never done your way myself, anon, because I worry I'd give bad advice. My writing had people turning up, but I'm not sure anything else I did, added much! I think responding to Tumblr asks and replying to every comment helped too! But...I don't know for sure.
But this career path does make me pretty well suited to offering 'how to keep this going' advice, because I've been doing this for ten years. <3333
#asks and answers#pia on writing#pia on subscription#pia on fandom#i don't know how i got this lucky#but i do know that i stay lucky because i work hard on the writing#so the writing is where it's at#i've been thinking a lot lately on drafting some kind of course on#how to write hooky serials#but if you're writing novels/books that won't be very suitable to you!#i'm not writing serials to turn them into novels#i'm just writing straight up serials that are very messy and difficult to turn into novels lol#idk i do all of this ass backwards#and recently just pulled out of giving a speech on my success as a disabled author#because i actually feel like i'm not good at what i'm doing in a way that is tangibly useful to others#if nothing else anon#make sure you join the Subscription for Authors Facebook#and watch some of the podcasts on YouTube#Christopher Hopper's keynote speech is particularly good
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