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TW: SH, Suicide, Mental illness
(I would not have done this if it wasn’t for @raedioactive)
I swear people on this app don’t really talk that much about what it’s like to go through declining mental health.
1. I am not afraid to say I have done many bad things that involve sharp objects, and it truly doesn’t help. Feeling like shit is normal it happens, you feel like there is literally nothing you can do. And doing things like self-harm at the time felt like they help, but then it gets to a day you do it and it goes horribly wrong. But trust me there are tons of other coping mechanisms, and I’m everyone says this but my ideas are better. Eat pretzels 🥨 and drink fruit shoot. It works. And if you ever feel like doing it, just log on to tumblr dryer it works too.
2. People also don’t talk about how failed kids always feel, there are days I come back home and just cry cus it’s been shit. In my life I have attempted to take it away many times and thankfully I have been unsuccessful. Yes, there are many days you feel like : a failure, let down, burden, nuisance ; yea I know it sucks. But I can pinky swear you are probably not, and taking your life away is not worth it. Even if you feel like no one in the world cares there is always this tiny pathetic den, it kinda sucks right now but there’s time for growth.
3. Finally, parent and mental health don’t always go together very well. I am really grateful that I was lucky enough to have parent who take me to specialists who can help me with my many problems(anxiety, BPD, and ADHD), but I understand that’s not always the case. I mean I personally don’t mind venting or anything, I’m all ears and usually free. And it’s also at minor ages, mental health is hard and fucking sucks and from experience I 100% would not recommend. But like mental health KO if you know what I mean.
Thank you for reading, I hope it gets the exposure to reach the target audience, but anyways adios. Please don’t kill yourself🧚🧚
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Time Traveller AU pt 6
Part 1 is here. Part 2 is here. Part 3 is here. Part 4 is here. Part 5 is here. Time Traveller AU masterlist is here. Check out my MASTERLIST for more!
PART 7 is here!
Its been a week since Baldwin finally came clean about the kiss with Charlotte, a week since you cleared of him "cheating on you", not that you cared if he did, and a week since you realised Guy tried and failed miserably to sabotage Baldwin through Charlotte.
Its also been a week over the due date you were supposed to return to Egypt to get your tools from Abbas, but its been hard to leave when Baldwin insists on spending time with you 24/7 because wants to make up to you for "suspecting his devotion to you".
He draped himself over your shoulders, caging you in his arms as he pecks your temple. "I'm sorry for making you doubt my love for you, princess. No, no- clearly, I'm the one at fault! Let me make it upto you~" Ugh, sometimes him being such a green flag is making it seem like a red flag. But you cant argue because... well, if you dont let Baldwin shower you in affection, then he might stop chanting "its my fault, princess" and change the narrative into "its your fault, princess and you need to be punished for doubting me- the KING, for slapping me- the KING, for thinking yourself so highly that you think i cant have all the women i want, me- the KING! To the dungeons you go, darling!"
Anyways, you both were now sitting down in the royal gardens, Baldwin's head laid in your lap as you worked your fingers through his luscious locks, absentmindedly braiding his hair while he made you tell some stories.
"And so, she found out her husband was cheating on her because she found out a jar of strawb- a jar of lard in her house." You looked down at his face, finding him already staring up at you, eyes full of awe. "And she doesnt eat lard. She hates it, so she never allowed it in the house."
Baldwin let out a small gasp. "And then what did this- Sharkerilla lady do?"
"Shakarina left Pickle. Divorced him." You told him, adding in small daisies in his hair. His face displayed pity. "Wow. And how do you know these people?"
You paused for a second. You cant explain to him how Shakira and Pique were celebrities and the concept of drama channels on youtube.
"We were neighbours." You hummed, patting his head. "There, I did your hair. Now I'm going-"
"No. Come on, we havent spent enough time." He whined, blue eyes looking at you pleadingly.
You scoff. "Baldwin, we've spent the entire day together. We ate breakfast and lunch together, we read books in the library, we looked at tiaras and crowns for the wedding, we even played chess." He lifted his head up from your lap and rested it on his palm as he leaned on his shoulder.
"And you lost all 5 games." Baldwin grinned, making you smack his forehead gently.
"I need to go-"
"Why?"
"Because I need to make arrangements for my trip to Egypt." You explained as Baldwin groaned, plopping his head face-first into your lap. "No." He mumbled against your dress.
"No?"
"No." He raised his head, pouting at you. "You're not going to Egypt. I miss you too much."
You gave him a lazy smile. "I'll be back soon."
"Not soon enough." He argued. "I have to go find my family, Baldwin." You continued on with your lie, raising a hand to caress his cheek. He sighed and leaned into your touch. "I can send the knights to find them." "They wont be able to. Only I will. Besides, I need to know what theyre like, if its even best to let them back into my life again, hm?"
He pondered over for a moment. "Then I will come along?" "What? Why?" He gave you a charming smile. "Because I dont want to part from you. Not for weeks, not for days, not even for-" He leaned up close to your face, eyes darting from your eyes to your lips back to your eyes. "-a minute."
Your face flushed and you looked to your side, using your hand to push his face away, making him chuckle as he grabbed the same hand and pressed a kiss to it. "You're so adorable, my little prude."
You shot him a glare. "I- I'm not a prude. But at least one of us should have a little shame."
He gave a chuckle, poking your still flushed cheek. "Shame? Whatever for? I love you." His eyes lit up in amusement as your head whipped towards him. Baldwin raised a brow at you. Its not the first time he's confessed, but... it still catches you offguard everytime.
"Did you hear me? I love you." He repeated, eyes still twinkling at how you continued to become flustered.
You opened your mouth and then closed it like an idiot, not knowing how to reply.
"Thank you." You finally said, looking anywhere but at him. He burst into a fit of laughter. "Oh god- I tell you- I love you and you say "thank you"? You really are something out of this world!" Baldwin teased you, making you huff.
"Lets not get off topic, Baldwin. You cant come with me to Egypt because you cant abandon Jerusalem. If your throne is empty, Guy- though he doesnt have the brain for it, or Salauddin or someone else will attempt to take your throne from you! You have a responsibility to your people! Keep them safe." You reminded him.
Baldwin stared at you before sighing, leaning back and resting his head on his arms. "You're always so smart, aren't you?" He smiled with his eyes closed. "I suppose it is a good thing that you care so much for your future subjects."
-
Next day, you were all set to leave for Egypt again. Baldwin and you stood at the gates of the castle as the kingdom all gathered around to bid you safe travels. You were ignoring Baldwin's stupid lovey dovey eyes boring holes into you, because there are people here and you dont want this blue orbed man to embarrass you.
But alas, he took your hand in his, making you look at him. He flashed you his dimples, bringing up your hand to press a kiss to it, the crowd cooing while you blushed (though it could be mistaken for anger with how hard you were frowning).
Tearing his eyes away from you, he addressed his people. "O people of Jerusalem! Your princess is going on an important journey. I ask you all to pray for her safety and well being!" The crowd looked on you two with awe, or more at Baldwin for being such a doting husband-to-be.
"While I know that your hearts must ache to see your princess depart from us for some time, I bring you good news to keep your hearts at peace as well." You looked at Baldwin in confusion. Good news? What is he talking about?
Baldwin smiled at you, the sunlight hitting his face at angle that made him look majestic.
"In 3 weeks time, the princess and I will marry!" Your eyes widened as the crowd erupted in cheer.
Baldwin hugged you close, and you whispered. "Three weeks? But I'll be gone for at least two! I wont have enough time to make-"
"Dont worry about a thing, princess. Sibylla and I will make all the arrangements necessary and trust me, it'll be a wedding for generations to remember." He pulled back, grinning at you as he pecked your forehead. "You just focus on returning safely, okay?"
Sibylla, Guy and their son were also there to bid you farewell. Sibylla pulled you in for a tight hug, promising to give you a grand wedding and that she'll keep your prefrences in mind. Their son ran off and Sibylla went to chase after him, leaving you alone with Guy.
"Bye." Guy gruffly said while you smiled tightly at him. "I know what you did, you buffoon." He looked at you slighted. "What the hell are you-"
"Charlotte? The letters? Yeah, we'll talk when I return. And you better not cause anymore trouble for me or else-" You turned to look at Baldwin, waving sweetly at him. Guy gulped, taking in your threat.
-
As usual, your first stop was at Salauddin's camp. You would go without stopping here, the knights Baldwin sent with you claimed to know the way but... you dont trust them to know how to survive the desert. And you knew you were right when some people from your caravan started feeling faint.
"Return to Jerusalem and take care of yourself." "But we cant just leave you, princess-" "You are not going to be able to serve me if you dont survive the desert. Salauddin's camp is near and with his guards combined with mine, I'll be more than safe. Go now. And tell the king that I insisted you returned." You assured them, commanding a few knights to guard them on their way back.
Looking ahead, you saw the sand hill beyond which Salauddin's camp was. Isabella, your lady-in-waiting, gave you your niqaab and chaddar.
-
"And then, he told me about who Charlotte was and what really happened. It was all a big misunderstanding." You told Salauddin as he moved his pawn.
"You believed him?" He raises a brow as you made your move.
"Of course! I already knew Guy was behind it. I figured it from the letters, and his face practically gave it all away when I confronted him about it." You reached under your veil to fan yourself. "Is it burning in here or am I just imagining it?"
Salauddin turned and brought you some cold water. "Guy could be a threat to you. Dont trust him."
You turned your head to the side, barely lifting your veil before bringing the glass underneath it to your lips, gulping it down as you let out a relieved sigh. "I know. Guy is a tool, and tools are meant to be used."
His lips quirked slightly at your words. Sitting back down, he played his move. "When do you plan on leaving Baldwin?"
"Soon. The plan is in motion." You took some time before moving your knight. Salauddin wasnt making this game easy for you this time and neither was the hot temperature.
He leaned forward, taking your knight with his bishop. "And how do you plan on doing that when your fiance has just announced your wedding date?"
You narrowed your eyes at him. "How did you- spies?" Salauddin's silence confirmed how news travelled so fast. "You dont need to worry. I'll be long gone before the wedding day."
"Care to indulge me on your plan?" He popped a date in his mouth.
"No." You replied making him glare at you. "If your plan involves relying on Guy, then you're even stupider than you look."
You scoff, pushing his king down. "I'm sorry, how many rounds have you won against me?" He smirks, though you suspect that he's just trying to cover up for being a sore loser.
"Maybe I just let you win so that you get to live." Of course, how can you forget his "win or you die" version of chess.
"Whatever you say, grandpa." His jaw clenched, making you chuckle. "Your existence gives me a headache. Leave."
As you walked out, you're suddenly hit with a wave of dizziness. Under your veil, your face is sweaty, you cant even use your hands to wipe it away because of how clammy they are, you even feel beads of sweat rolling down from your neck to your leg.
"Are you alright?" Salauddin came up behind you, eyes studying you stumbling a bit.
"Yeah- I'm just- hot..." You muttered, sweat gathering around your upper lip while your mouth felt like cotton. He watched you blink slowly as the sun hit you in the face, making you raise your hand to shield yourself, even though your muscle cramped.
"Y/n?" You heard him call you, but black dots clouded your vision and then in a second, you fainted.
-
You woke up to the sound of drums playing outside. Looking around, you recognised this to be the women's tent you had been in the first time Baldwin brought you here.
Isabella walked in, halting for a moment when she realised you were awake before rushing towards you. "Princess? Are you okay?" She poured you a glass of water, helping you drink it. "What happened?"
"You fainted from the heat. We were going to take you back to the kingdom but Sultan Salauddin advised us all to stay put here because the air was only going to get hotter for the rest of the day. And by night, it would be too cold for us to make it back." She smiled gently. "He was kind enough to offer us stay here."
You nodded and sighed. For sure none of you wouldve survived if you were to return to Jerusalem today.
You walked out of the tent to see it was night now. The drums you heard earlier were being played by some men of Salauddin's, accompanied by few women clapping and having an overall merry time around the bonfire.
You didnt spot Salauddin with them, but you suppose he's probably either working or resting.
The temperature had indeed dropped as night fell, and you wrapped a shawl around before joining the camp fire. You sat down on the ground with some women, smiling as they immeadiately welcomed you warmly. The one on your right was quick to show you her baby, and you recognised him to be the one you saved.
"Jibrael." She told you his name. The baby was almost a month old, and his chubby cheeks made you coo. Jibrael- or Gabriel, is an angel who acted as an intermediary between God and humans and as bearer of revelation to the prophets, most notably to Muhammad (PBUH). In Christianity, Gabriel was the archangel announcing the coming birth of Jesus Christ and John the Baptist. In Judaism, Gabriel is a helper to Daniel and a warrior angel for God's cause.
You played with the baby for a while before handing him back to his mother to be put down for sleep. It was getting cold now and most had already left to go to bed now. You wrapped the shawl around you closer, snuggling into it as your eyes gazed at the dancing flames. You felt someone sit next to you.
"How are you feeling now?" Salauddin asked, keeping his eyes ahead.
"I'm fine. Thank you for catching me."
"I didnt. You fell. It was funny." You turned to glare at him (the respectable gap between you two did not go unnoticed... or unappreciated by you.) and perhaps for the first time you saw him smiling. Genuinely.
Though his thick beard covered most of his lower third of the face, you could see his sharp jawline that sculpted his face. Strong. Hard. His lips, bottom one appearing to be plumper than the upper one, were resting in a relaxed smile.
The moonlight seemed to soften his sharp features, but his kohl lined eyes adorned with luscious lashes shone with amusement and... something in the orange hue of the bonfire.
He turned his head to you. "What?" You were thankful for your veil covering your expression for being caught staring at him like an idiot. You shake your head, dismissing him, turning your head back towards the dying fire.
"What are you going to do once you leave Baldwin?" Salauddin asked, stoking the fire.
"Leave."
"To where?" You shrug. "Anywhere. Maybe try finding my family. Or venture somewhere else."
"He wont give up so easily." You rolled your eyes. "Yeah yeah, because he loves me and all-"
"He wont forgive your betrayal." Salauddin cut you off. "He wont forgive you for the embarrasment. He wont forgive you for the insult of rejecting a king. He wont just- let you go." He looked at you, his tone haunting as he uttered the next words.
"Baldwin will hunt you down. And he will make you wish you were dead."
You stared at him, processing his words. Baldwin would... hurt me?
"Are we talking about the same man?" You ask him with a light chuckle, though your throat has ran dry.
He nods. "I know he seems like he couldnt hurt a fly, and physically, he couldnt until you cured him. But I've seen him on the battlefield. I've had him as my enemy and I've observed him obliterate people who just tick him off." He offered you some dates, and you took a few. You were hungry, and these looked pretty good right now.
"Baldwin is smart, calculating. He's the king, he has the power to end his enemy very easily. At the drop of a hat. But he doesn't. He waits for the perfect moment, or rather creates the perfect chance to torture any man who had the misfortune to be on the receiving end of his anger. And he does it with a completely cool, clear mind." And even though Salauddin has fought Baldwin many times, they both know they're only fighting for their people, for their religion. Its nothing personal, so they're technically not enemies.
"So what do you suggest I do to not piss him off so badly? I've already tried rejecting him respectfully."
He stayed quiet for a few moments, stoking the fire. He smiled when he felt your curious eyes on him.
"There is a way." He said.
"Which is...?"
His smile widened even more. "You're not ready for it yet." You frowned. "Drop the act, Salauddin. You came here by yourself because you wanted to tell me the plan. Stop teasing and just tell me." He chuckled hearing you become frustrated.
"In due time, Y/n. In due time." You roll your eyes, standing up. "I'm not going to beg you to tell me. But your "plan", which I dont think exists, it better not mess with my escape." You stomped back inside your tent, and Salauddin snickered as you tripped a bit on your chadar on the way in.
He stood up, giving a nod to the rest as they all settled in for the night.
-
"Salauddin!" You cried out, your eyes full of tears that he could see from a mile away, even if your were wearing a niqaab. He could feel your agony, your distress. You were standing in the middle of the desert alone, the boiling sun along with your black chadar covering you from head-to-toe, would only be increasing your body temperature. Why were you all alone? He left you with his caravan. Or did Baldwin leave you in this harsh enviorment to die? Did he find out you were going to leave him?
"Salauddin!" You called out to him again, your voice wet from all the crying. This time, he rode his horse towards you. Fast. He needed to get to you, even though the galloping hurt his shoulder. Yes, he got wounded while he was fighting. He sustained many injuries, many gashes, so much so that by the time he reached you, his white armour had turned bloody. But he was not bothered by it, no. He needed to reach you. You. How long have you been out here? Arent you dying of thirst?
Your arms were still wide open, though drooping from the lack of energy. He could hear you sobbing as you called him again, and he all but ran towards you, bodies colliding as he pulled you into a strong embrace. Muscled arms wrapped around you, comforting you that he's here now. You're safe now.
Salauddin looked around as you bawled into his chest, trying to see if everyone had really abandoned you here and... left you die.
You pulled away from him, but Salauddin didnt remove his hands from you. And thats when he felt the cloth you were wearing. It was too thin. The sun must've burned your skin now. Is that why you're crying? You're in pain?
In a blink, he removed his own thick black chadar that rested on his shoulders and wrapped it around you, pulling it over your head to stop more heat damage.
"Y/n?" He spoke softly as you continued to cry so brokenly as he adjusted the cloth over your body. "What happened?"
"Y-you left me!" You blubbered. He shook his head. "No. I- I left to go in battle. I couldnt take you along. It was dangerous-"
"You left me, Salauddin! You left me here! Baldwin- he hurt me! He hurt me so badly! And you weren't here to protect me!" You sobbed out, your eyes red and swollen from the tears. "I am a part of the ummah! I am a Muslim! You- you were supposed to keep me safe! On your honour, I was in your care! Why didnt you save me, Salauddin?"
Salauddin felt his heart being crushed at your words. He failed to keep you safe? But... he was at war. What was he supposed to do?
He grabbed your shoulders, pulling you to his chest as he rubbed circles into your back. "I'm sorry." He whispered, shushing you as your body shook from tears. "I'm here now. I promise to keep you safe, Y/n. I will never leave you again. I will never let anyone hurt you again. I swear, Allah as my witness, I will do everything to keep you safe." You pulled your head back from his chest, your red eyes looking at him weakly.
"You're too late, Salauddin." You whispered and a sharp sound whooshed through the air, making your body jolt in his arms. You both looked down and thats when he saw it-
An arrow. Poking through your chest.
"Y/n?" His voice trembled, watching the life drain out of your eyes.
You fell, and so did Salauddin, catching your body. He couldnt- he couldnt believe it. He cradled you in his arms, readjusting the chadar over you again, softly calling your name.
Wake up. Wake up, Y/n. Return to me.
Footsteps approached him, though he couldnt bare to tear his eyes from you. He already knew who it was.
"Why?" Salauddin asked him.
Baldwin kneeled down to his level, staring at you for a moment before yanking his arrow out of you, making a stream of blood gush out. Salauddin panicked, tried to cover the gaping wound with his hand. He looked at Baldwin in disbelief. This... this was not the Baldwin he knew. Baldwin was never so cruel- so heartless.
"She deserved it." Baldwin stated before stabbing him in the chest.
Salauddin continued to hold you in his arms, watching Baldwin leave on his horse as you two bled out to your deaths in the middle of the desert.
Salauddin woke up with a jolt, his forehead sweaty as he breathed fast. He could feel his heart beating against his chest loudly.
Nightmare. Thats all it was. He was still in his bed, in his tent.
He got up to fetch himself some water, taking sips to slow down his heart. Judging from the darkness, he knew it was still nighttime. It was quiet, everyone was asleep except for a few men he left to guard them.
It was quiet. Too quiet.
Salauddin whipped around just in time to knock the shadowy figure standing behind him with a sword. In a second, Salauddin had overpowered and snapped his neck, only then realising more shadows moving outside his tent.
"We're under attack! WAKE UP!" He yelled before grabbing his two swords and running out to defend his caravan.
-
You woke up to screaming and Isabella pulling you out of bed.
"We're under attack!" She says, yanking you out of the women's camp that was set on fire. Your eyes were wide and for a moment, you were frozen as you took the scene in front of you.
Fire. There was fire everywhere. All the camps were ablaze, along with some people being burned alive. Haunting screams echoed the entire area. Time slowed down as you saw Salauddin's men fighting... some people. You couldnt figure out who they were, but you knew they werent the knights Baldwin had assigned for you. No, you saw them fighting these mysterious figures as well. They were covered in dark clothes to blend in with the night, had hoods and masks covering their faces but they fought skilfully and very fast.
"Princess, we must leave!" Isabella caught your attention again, dragging you away from the chaos. You saw her following a knight- your knight, who led you towards a horse for you to escape with.
Salauddin... where's Salauddin?
You looked back frantically and you spotted him in the sea of flames, cutting through multiple armed one with his two swords slicing them brutally.
For a moment, your eyes met and then in the next, he screamed your name.
Isabella had pushed you away just in time as two men came at you with swords. You knight yelled at you to run. Again, Isabella pulled you to make an escape but it wasnt long before you two got separated by a woman who was on fire, running in between you two.
"H-help her." You told Isabella who took of her shawl to put out the fire. In the middle of all this commotion, you heard a distinct cry.
A baby's cry.
Jibrael!
It was coming from one of the tents. You ran in, looking around for the baby before spotting the bassinet. You grabbed the crying baby and held it close to your chest, trying to shush it as you walked towards the exit only to halt when you saw who was blocking it.
The shadowy figure. He was wearing dark hood and mask, while the rest of his armour was made of leather. He was armed with swords, daggers and a satchel.
It clicked. Assassin.
The assassin stared at you with dark eyes taking a step forward. You backed away, holding the crying baby protectively to your chest. He tilted his head at you, and for a second, you thought you saw amusement in his eyes.
Slowly, he walked out of the tent without saying a word but he stood right behind the curtain of the tent. You saw his shadow pull out his sword before standing there still.
What is he doing?
You turned around, hoping to find another exit but thats when you saw it. Two more shadows stood outside the tent and then they dropped something on the tent walls.
Fire. They lit the entire tent on fire and stood outside with their swords, giving you the choice to either die by their swords or burn yourself alive.
The fire spread fast, burning the flammable tent easily. Dark smoke started to surround you making you cough. The baby continued to cry harshly and you pulled him under your chadar to protect him from the fire and smoke.
But you didnt realise it until it was too late. Your chadar, your clothes had caught on fire as well. You screamed for help, screamed in agony as your skin burned. It felt like you were being branded, felt like someone was ripping your skin off.
Is this it? Is this how it all ends for you? Suffocated, skin charred, body naked? In a period where no one knows who you really are?
You fell to your knees before hunching over the baby, cradling it in your arms as its harsh cries burst your ears, protecting him from being burned for as long as you can.
Allah... Allah... Allah...
Through the thick smoke, a figure ran and covered your body with a thick cloth, patting down to put out the flames.
He picked your trembling body up, your arms still wrapped around the baby protectively. He walked through the ablaze tent, his face still covered by the smoke, or perhaps your vision was too blurry.
He exited the tent, the smoke cleared out and a gush of air filled your lungs. But you were burned, suffocated and exhausted.
The last thing you saw before your world faded to black was Salauddin's face.
-
You woke up to the sound of Quran recitation. A gentle, steady voice read the words beautifully.
Fluttering your eyes open, you looked around the room for the source. To your side, you found Salauddin reciting the Quran with his eyes closed in concentration. Was he a hafidh? (Hafidh is someone who has memorised the Quran completely).
He opened his eyes when finished reciting, looking stunned for a second to find you awake before a small smile graced his lips.
"We're in Egypt now." He informed you before concern washed over his face. "How are you feeling now? I changed your bandages in the morning, but I think its time to replace them." He grabbed the bowl of water and bandages on your side.
"B-bandages?" He stopped before understanding your confusion.
"You were in the tent when the assassins set it on fire. Your... clothes caught on fire, which stuck to your skin and burned it as well. I had to remove the remains of your clothes to treat your burns-"
"What?!" Your eyes looked down to confirm his words, he had indeed changed your clothes. "Why did you-" Your hands touched your face, heart sinking as you realised your veil was not there.
"You removed my niqaab?! My clothes?!" Your fury was only a disguise for your fear of what he'd seen, what he'd done to you in your vulnerable state.
He shook his head. "I had to do it as soon as we were safe. You were hurt-"
"Why? Why did you have to do it? Why not Isabella or any of the other women?!"
His face turned solemn. "Isabella... was gravely injured. She was in no position to look after you. Most people- most women from my tribe did not survive. The few who did were also wounded. The men... I just thought you wouldnt prefer someone you didnt know to look at you in such state." Salauddin looked at you, his eyes clear. "I did not do anything unbecoming of a man. Allah as my witness, I did not touch you with ill intent."
Perhaps it was the way he said it, or perhaps you just wanted to keep your mind at peace but... you believed him.
"How's Isabella now?" You let him change the dressings on your arms, watching him like a hawk as he moved quickly and carefully, no unnecessary touches or lingering that would make you uncomfortable. Even when he treated the the burns on the back of your legs, he worked fast, applying some balm on the red areas. The balm was like a cool gel against your irritated skin.
"She's better now. Just needed some rest." He replied as he finished wrapping the bandage on your legs. "Your back." Salauddin softly asked. You hesitated.
He sighed. "Y/n... I need to apply the balm or your skin will scar." You slowly turned around, holding your breath as you removed the robe from your back partially.
If he wanted to, he could've done anything when you were unconcious. You calmed yourself.
Again, Salauddin's hand worked fast, applying the balm quickly and placing some gauze over the marks. He pulled your robe over your back again, letting you turn around with a flushed face.
"My... my face?" You asked cautiously. You did not know if damage had been done there as well.
Salauddin understood you. "Fortunately, your face was save from the flames." He stood up and went over to the wardrobe to grab you a white chadar, handing it to you so that you cover your head with it. "Maybe when you were ducking over Jibrael, your arms covered both you and him from the fire."
"Jibrael...?" You asked. He smiled assuringly. "He's fine. You saved him... again." You sigh in relief. At least this wasnt all for naught.
Salauddin sits back down in the chair and though you've covered your hair with the shawl, he keeps his eyes trailed down on his hands in his lap. "I must ask you of one thing." You peeked at him before keeping your eyes focused on your lap as well.
"Will you... tell Baldwin about this incident?" Why would you when it would only cause Baldwin to panic and prevent you from leaving the castle, or his sight at all? You still need to come here to get parts for your time machine and even if the machine was working, you need to be able to use it without Baldwin or his army of knights breathing down your neck.
"No. It will only cause misunderstandings between you and him and I need to punish the real culprit for it."
He frowned but didn't raise his gaze. "And who might that be?"
"Those men... they were assassins, right?" He hummed. "Judging by how vicious they were, I think they were Ismailis."
Ismailis were a sect of Shia Muslims. Basically, like the great schism of Christianity into Orthodox and Catholic Church, Islam also had a schism that divided it into Sunni and Shia Islam. Shia Islam further had divided into different sects, of which one was Ismailis.
Sunni and Shia Muslims have been at war with each other since the beginning over religious differences. And considering Salauddin was not only Sunni Muslim but also targeted many Ismaili assassins so that they would not oppose his rule, it would be an understatement that they wanted Salauddin dead.
But... you know Salauddin had already gotten rid of most of the assassins and established his dominance over them. You're sure he's already had a peace treaty with them.
"Salauddin, you have an agreement with the Ismailis, don't you?" You watched his eyes widen slightly. "You're on peaceful terms with them at the moment?"
"How did you know?" Of course, the great Sultan Salauddin, an orthodox Sunni, wouldn't want the world to know that he spared the Ismailis. No, that would stir rumours that Salauddin has empathy for Ismailis, for the Shias, and which would lead to the rumours of hum being a Shiite Muslim.
You waved him off. "I know your character. I know of your mercy. Besides, I know both you and the Ismailis have a bigger common enemy- the Christians. Its more than likely that the Ismailis are supporting you so that you defeat Baldwin and claim Jerusalem, then they can focus on you. Plus, if the Ismailis wanted to kill you, why wait until now? They know you've been camping outside Jerusalem for months now." Salauddin was... impressed by your deduction skills to say the least. How are you connecting the dots so fast? Just who are you, Y/n?
You rubbed your chin. "So that means that someone not only hired the assassins but also wants us to think that the Ismailis were behind it all." Who could it be? Someone who wants to harm Salauddin but... they also wanted to harm you. It couldnt be the Roman Catholics or other Christians. No, they'd know better than to interfere with Baldwin, their Holy Emperor's war. Especially not with his wife-to-be in harms way. Who... who would know that you're with Salauddin and still attempt an assassination-
"Guy." You muttered, pinching the nose of your bridge. Of course, its fucking Guy, shit for brains Guy who cant sit still and wait his turn to play king.
"Guy? Why would he attack me when you're still here?" Salauddin's mind immeadiately gives an answer as soon as he asks out loud.
"Because I am here." You groan. "He's trying to eliminate us both, or at the very least- me, while I'm with you so that he can provoke Baldwin to go to war with you because you "killed" his future wife. He would tell Baldwin that it doesnt matter if they were Ismailis or not, we were all Muslims and this is just how Muslims are! He'd send Baldwin off to not only go to war with you but rather go to war with Muslims everywhere! And knowing Guy, he probably hopes that Baldwin dies in the process of his rampage. If you, me or Baldwin are all dead, or even one of us is, then Guy will only have to worry about dealing with one less person. His best bet was probably to get rid of me and you both, then have Baldwin go to war with all the Muslims who killed his fiancee. He's using all of us as pawns so that he gets to sneak on to the throne and be king!"
You heard Salauddin sigh. Perhaps he agreed with your theory. Perhaps he didnt. Whatever he may think, you know he will still conduct a thorough investigation of his own to find out who the real culprit is,
"Dont worry, I will deal with Guy. In fact, I'll let you have him to slaughter as you please." Of course, Salauddin will kill Guy. He has to pay for the blood of all his people.
Salauddin watched you get up from the bed and walk towards the vanity. "How long will these take to heal?" You asked, referring to your burns. "Usually take about a month, but the balm I used will significantly fade the marks." Good. You dont need Baldwin freaking out over them.
He stood up to take his leave. "I'll check on what information they've been able to gather from the assassin we caught. You-" He pointed towards the bed. "Rest. I mean it. These burns will only get worse in the heat outside, thats why I gave you the coolest room in the palace." He continued to glare at you until you finally sighed and sat on the bed. "I have to go see Isabelle-" You tried but he raised his hand. "No. You are to stay here, in your room. No one gets in, and no one gets out. I dont trust anyone to not try to kill you, not even in your own entourage- whatever is left of them. My men are stationed right outside. If you need anything, you tell them. But you are not to leave your chambers."
"I'll see you at dinner." He left and you saw the guards stationed outside your door.
The great thing about Egyptian palaces was that they had big windows to allow for ventilation. So you were already out of the window and climbing along the edge. You were about to jump when you heard someone call you.
"P-princess?!" Isabelle looked at you in horror. Apparently, you had climbed down near the balcony of her room. "Oh hey, Isabelle! How are you now?"
"I- I'm fine- princess, please get down from there!" She practically begged, fearing for your life. You climbed over her balcony and hugged her. "I'm so glad you're okay! Because I need you to do me a favour." You gave her a sweet smile while she looked at you in confusion. "See, I need to go out for a bit but Salauddin has told me to stay in and rest. So... I need you to cover for me again, just like last time."
"I- what- princess-"
"I wouldnt ask you if it wasnt of grave importance." You pleaded, finally making her give in. "Okay, I'll go to your room-" You stop her when she begins walking away.
"You cant just walk in there. There's guards stationed there and they wont let you in."
"Then how am I supposed to get in?"
You smiled at her. She didnt like that smile. It wasnt... well meaning.
"Well..." You looked at the balcony and she followed your gaze, almost immediately coming to tears.
"Princess please-"
"I am right here. I will help you, I promise Isabelle! I wont let you fall."
-
After helping a trembling Isabelle climb into your room, you had finally made your way to the madrassa. You had covered your face with your chadar and sneaking inside was no feat.
Abbas jumped out of his seat the moment you entered.
"Y/n! I thought you forgot all about me- wait what happened to your hands?" He referred to the bandages.
"I had an accident while conducting an experiment." "What experiment? Can I be a part of it? Please please please-"
"Abbas." You silenced him. "Business first. Did you make the tools I asked you to?" He quickly ran to his desk and pulled them out from the drawer. You examined them. They werent the best but you could make do with them. You nodded before asking for a paper so that you could draw the last few bits you needed.
"I need these by the end of this week." Abbas chuckled. "Oh I thought you were joking. How do you expect me to build- whatever this is! in a week? No way. I would need to get all the material and-"
"Abbas. I need it this week. I dont care how, but you have to do it."
He looked at you suspiciously. "Maybe if you could just tell me what it is that you're making-"
"No. I cant. And you will make me this by the end of the week, if not earlier because I have a very good reward waiting for you."
Abbas rolled his eyes. "I dont need your money-"
"I will let you ask me anything you want. Any question on any topic you'd like." You knew Abbas's thirst for knowledge.
You saw the twinkle in his eyes. "I will still take the money." "Of course, but I'll pay you after you make me this." He sighed and agreed.
"Wait- check this please?" He handed you his journal that had some math equations. You huffed, grabbing his pen and working on the mistakes. "I'm doing this just so that you do my work." You gave him some other math problems you did in grade 8 and handed it back to him.
You turned to leave before pausing.
"Abbas?" He hummed. "I think... we should set some security measures." You whispered.
"Whatever for?"
"Just in case someone came looking for me or my work. You know you're not supposed to tell anyone about this."
"I couldnt even if I wanted to." He tilted his head. "Why would someone come looking for you? Are you in trouble?"
You shake your head. "No. But you're aware of how other... scholars are eager to steal ideas." He nodded, being a victim of such crime.
"What do you have in mind?"
-
Salauddin was informed when you had returned to the palace. Of course he knew the moment you left. This was his Egypt. Not a bird flies without his knowledge here.
He sent out a spy after you, both to keep you safe and to follow you around. He couldnt help but let out a huff when he was told of your daring climb out of the window. Didnt he tell you to stay in bed?
"This girl..." He grumbles.
The spy told him that you went inside the madrassa. Why? What business could you possibly have there?
Perhaps you're creating a poison? To kill Baldwin? No, there would be easier ways to get poison. You did tell him and Baldwin that you were going to Egypt to find your family, but he has a hard time believing that.
Just what were you upto?
He'll find out soon enough. This is his kingdom, he finds out things. And he'll find out your secret too.
He knocked on your door before entering. You were sitting on your bed, your face now covered with a niqaab and your hair with his white chadar. His clothes. He felt something warm in his heart at the thought.
"How are you now?" He asked, his hands clasped behind his back.
"I'm fine. Just bored waiting here all day." You sighed exasperatedly.
Such a liar.
"I apologise for not being able to entertain you. I was busy with the assassin." You looked at him in anticipation. "He didn't reveal much but he did say that they were hired. I suppose that would bring us closer to your theory."
He watched your eyes narrow in thought. "It has to be Guy. He knew I was going to the desert to you first. He needed to get rid of me without anything to come back on him. Coward."
The door was knocked.
"I hope you dont mind- I had them bring dinner up here." Salauddin explained, letting the servants in. They set down a dastarkhawan in the balcony. A red table cloth was set on the ground, onto which many dishes were placed. You both sat down on cushions, the area was lit up with candles placed. You were busy admiring the view of the pyramids from your seat while Salauddin poured you some ginger kehwa.
"Here." You lifted your niqaab a bit to sip the hot tea, a sigh escaping your lips. Salauddin's lips quirked a bit but he, like you, kept his eyes focused on the pyramids.
You picked up the plate of dates from your side, knowing how fond he is of them. "Here." You mimicked his voice, making him smile as he grabbed a piece.
You both silently ate, admiring the view and enjoying each others presence.
Some time later, you were both done with dinner and just sat in silence. That is until Salauddin spoke.
"I'm sorry." You looked at him. "For letting you get hurt."
You exhaled, trailing your eyes back towards the night sky that was littered with gleaming stars.
"I know. But you shouldnt be, Salauddin. I'm not made of porcelain."
I know. I saw you jumping off the palace walls with the confidence of an assassin and the grace of a headless chicken.
"Still, you're under my care. I am responsible for you-"
"I free you of this burden." You're not a burden. "I am not that hurt and I am not scarred for life. If anything, all that incident made me question is just how far would man go?" Your eyes glazed over as you recalled the incident in the tent, where the assassin left you and the baby to burn to death. You could understand killing you, but a baby? He was willing to let a baby burn?
"It makes me believe just how barbaric people were to the Ahl al-Bayt (family of Prophet Muhammad PBUH). How easy it was for them to slaughter his lineage, how easy it was for them to keep water from them, how their hearts did not halt for a moment when they heard the cries of Ali Asghar- who they killed with an arrow in the neck." Your eyes glistened. "A baby. He was just a baby. How would've his father felt in that moment, holding his dead son in his arms, knowing he had to bring him home to his wife?" The battle of Karbala was one of the most heart wrenching tragedies of Islam and whats worse is that Prophet Muhammad knew of it years before it happened. He knew his own grandsons will face martyrdom years before it actually happened, when they were just little children in his arms.
"Man is cruel." Salauddin stated.
"But Allah made man. Why... would he allow man to be so cruel? Even animals are not this merciless." You wondered.
"Because man cannot see God." He says. "There are signs of His existence, signs for those who wish to be guided. Animals can see God. Angels can see God. Humans... Allah has made us with the ability to think, to choose. Man chooses to be cruel when he forgets that Allah is watching, that these things- the stones, the trees, everything around him? They're all living beings who will testify against man." He smiles. "But that is why the true believers also have a greater reward in the hereafter. What do you think of the reward, of what you'll get when you enter heaven? You dream of wealth, of food, of all luxuries. But there's a greater reward waiting for us. Do you know what that is?"
You gave a slight shake of your head.
"The true believers will see Allah. They will get to meet their Lord, their Creator, the One who saw them through it all, the One who knows their secrets and kept them hidden, the One continued to shower His blessings upon them even when they were not grateful." Those words... they comforted you. How peaceful it is to the heart to hear that your Creator waits for you. The One who has seen you shed tears and took care of you in this world will also take care of you in the next. And at the same time, this is such devastating news for the sinners too. Those who act selfishly, who forget who their Lord is, they will end up in hell and will never get the opportunity to see their Creator again, to ask of mercy from the most Merciful.
"Still..." You mumbled, wanting to find an excuse for such wickedness.
"It is not our place to ask why, Y/n. Allah does not owe us answers, explanations. He already has given us His book for guidance, his prophets for example. But know this- everything happens for a reason. Maybe the battle of Karbala was just to show us how quick man can turn on his own. Perhaps in the future, a time will come when people will kill many women and children, slaughter men so brutally while the entire world watches and yet... no one does anything. And then people will wonder- surely, man is not so evil. Surely, man wouldn't kill innocent children. Perhaps then they will remember history."
-
Salauddin woke up with a sigh. He had gone to sleep after he left your room last night, but he woke up from yet another dream he had of you. You. You. You. Since that night in the desert, he's been having constant dreams about you. Its either you dying at the hands of Baldwin or Guy, or its you asking him to help you. Tonight, he dreamt of you two celebrating Ramadan together, with you picking up the plate and offering him dates, however unlike dinner, you were sitting much closer to him in his dream, by his side. So close, he could see himself in your eyes.
Salauddin wasnt vain enough to admit it to himself- he had feelings for you. But what were they?
Lust? Not really, he's seen far prettier women than you. Beauty... is subjective and Salauddin is a firm believer in "beauty is in the eye of the beholder".
Admiration? No. He admires your intelligence and your wit but Salauddin also has those qualities.
Infatuation? Sure he does think about you often during the day but not enough to call it obsession.
No, its love. It has to be. His heart doesnt know what exactly it is about you that draws him in. His mind doesnt comprehend why he feels like you belong with him but his soul, every fibre of his being screams that you do.
Allah has created someone for someone. He created Eve for Adam, He creates a woman from the rib of the man.
Salauddin touches the side of his chest, just above his abdomen.
Perhaps you're his missing rib.
You were smart, you were daring, you were also stupid enough to put yourself in harms way but it was... endearing. More importantly, you were the only person who could bicker with him, stand your ground against him and get away with it too.
He sat down on a chair, looking out at the pyramids. Like the man he's named after (Prophet Yusuf/Joseph), Salauddin believes in dreams having meaning. Perhaps its a way for God to talk to you, to warn you or guide you.
And from all his dreams about you, he's come to interpret it that he must save you from Baldwin... and everyone else. And he can save you- he can save you without you having to go through the trouble to be plotting against Baldwin and endangering yourself by working with Guy.
He could marry you.
If you were to marry Salauddin, you would become the queen of Egypt and the wife of the strongest Muslim leader of the time. Not only that but the entire ummah, Muslims around the world will come together as one to fight against Baldwin, against anyone who dares to harm you. You would be safe, you would be secure by his side as his wife.
But the plan is easier said than done.
Baldwin wouldnt backdown so easily. He would wreak havoc and if he's as obsessed with you as Salauddin has seen him, then he wouldnt stop at nothing to get you back. Baldwin will have to be dead for you to be safe from him.
Besides Baldwin, you yourself also are a hurdle. You havent shown any interest in him (which is understandable because you're engaged) but he doubts you're interested in marrying anyone at all. You're not one to be affected his wealth or status, you dont go for materialistic things. He's sure if he were to ask your hand, you would laugh hysterically and then maybe try mocking him. And Salauddin does not want to force you to marry him. He wants you to want him.
There is a way he could convince you. All he has to do is make himself look better than any man, especially Baldwin because you do seem to have a soft spot for him despite trying to sabotage him.
A sinister idea comes to mind.
What if Baldwin breaks up with you?
If Baldwin, for any reason, decides not to marry you then not only will you be free from him but a war will be avoided.
All Salauddin has to do is give Baldwin a reason to break up with you. He could send some concubines to him, but he doubts Baldwin would use them. And even if he did, it isnt reason enough for him to call off things with you. No, the only way Baldwin would break up with you is... if you're unfaithful to him. You dont need to cheat, dont need to sleep with any man. No, you dont have to do anything at all. All he has to do is make sure you're in the right place at the right time and Baldwin's there too, just enough to create doubt in his mind. And the ball will roll from there. Baldwin will continue to second guess your loyalty to him until he's driven himself insane. Then he'd leave you without ever punishing you for a crime he thinks you committed but has no proof of. Thats when Salauddin will swoop in as your knight in shining armour and you'll see that all men but him are shit and you'll say yes to his proposal-
No.
He sighed, rubbing his temples. Despite it being a perfect plan, the safest plan- Salauddin cant bare to stain your character. He cannot spread a rumor about you being unfaithful. He cannot have anyone talk badly of you, even if it will end up with you in his arms. You're important to him. And if you ever figure out that Salauddin was the one behind it all, you'd never forgive him. You would never trust him.
The thought of you not trusting him, just like you dont trust him enough to tell him why you sneaked out of the palace, it hurts him. He doesnt know why but he wants you to trust him- trust him enough that you come to him with your problems and have faith that he will solve them for you. He will keep you safe. He will protect you.
He will have to find another way.
Salauddin offered the morning prayer before reciting the Quran, asking Allah for guidance for his problems and good health for you.
He walked out of his room and turned to the corridor where your room was, only to find you sneaking out of the room with Isabelle. You were still wearing his white chaddar, and it engulfed your small body like a blanket as you hurriedly walked down-
You tripped on the bottom of the long chaddar and fell face first.
"Princess!" Isabelle cried out as she helped you up, but you quickly dusted yourself off and continued talking her ear off as if nothing had happened, the tail of the chaddar trailing behind you as Isabelle walked beside you to keep up with what you were saying.
"Idiot..." He whispered to himself, though he was smiling. He called a servant and ordered him to bring the finest chaddars and niqaabs for you. He cant have you tripping all over the place because you wear his chaddar that was too big for you, despite how adorable you looked in it.
-
You knocked on his door.
"Salauddin, I was going to the market-"
"And you came to ask for permission? Okay, granted." He waved you off with a smirk.
You rolled your eyes. "Where do you get the audacity- nevermind. I came to ask if you'd lend me a few gold coins? I need to buy some things, souvenirs if you will." You had lost your coin purse in the desert and you need to pay Abbas.
He raised a brow. "What do you need? I can have it brought to you here."
You pursed your lips. Why is he being difficult? "I dont know what I need until I look. Just give me some money, I promise to pay you back as soon as I can."
He stood up, walking upto you but you neither backed away nor moved your eyes from him. "Its not about the money." He pulled out a pouch and dropped it in your hands. "I worry for your safety. Who knows how many others Guy has hired to kill you? I'm coming along."
"Aww, you're worried about me? That's so sweet-"
"I wouldnt want my image to tarnish because a guest died in my care." Your smile dropped as you grumbled something under your breath.
"Whatever. I still dont need you to tag along-"
"Good thing about being the sultan is that I dont need anyone's permission." He cut you off before walking past you. You stomped after him. "Salauddin, dont you have work-"
"You can either come with me or stay in your room for the rest of your stay here." He stated.
-
"What?" He heard you snicker beside him. Your eyes twinkled with amusement. "Oh, its just these rags suit you a lot." Salauddin and his guards had worn disguises to blend in with the commoners. He didnt want to draw attention to you two.
He rolled his eyes. "I have to blend in for your safety-" "I have never looked more in danger than I do right now. Look around and see people staring at a lady dressed so modestly is surrounded by brooding men wearing rags." You giggled as Salauddin looked around to see some people were indeed looking your way.
You stopped at a small stall that was selling some jewellery. You were looking at some rings, trying to choose something for Sibylla. The shopkeeper, an old man must've seen Salauddin standing over your shoulder looking around for any suspicious men.
"Son, why dont you help your wife pick something? Focus on her!" The shopkeeper said, catching you both off guard. You looked at Salauddin and laughed at his surprised face. Continuing to pull his leg, you stared up at him and batted your lashes. "Well, husband? What do you think would suit me?" You asked raising two different earrings to your face. One had a ruby in it, the other had sapphire.
He looked at you for a moment.
"Neither."
Your smile underneath your veil vanished, and you placed the earrings back on the table.
"The blue opal ones." He nodded his head as the shopkeeper handed him the tear drop gold earrings that had the precious stones fixed in it. He brought the earrings near your face, never touching it as his eyes assessed his pick.
"They bring out your eyes." He said before paying the old man and giving them to you, all while you were looking at him in awe.
"Wait! Why did you pay? I had the money." You two had begun walking again. "You mean the money I gave you?" You frowned. "I'm gonna pay you back." He smiled. "You dont need to. I have enough. As for the earrings... consider them a gift."
"Gift?"
He hummed, his chest puffed up. "Part of the hospitality of the sultan."
You glared at him before smiling. "Thanks." You two continued to walk around the market, Salauddin gave alms to the poor he encountered. You were standing at another stall, watching in fascination as the man ground up the black powder and mixed it with oils to make kohl. He filled it up in a beautiful vessel before asking if you'd like to try it.
"Oh, I dont know how to." Especially not without a mirror, which the man didnt have. But he was persistent to sell his product and when he looked at Salauddin's kohl lined eyes, he offered it to him.
"Would you apply it on your wife?" This time, Salauddin didnt react like he did the earlier when he was associated with you. He took the wooden stick dipped in the kohl and looked at you for permission.
You gave a nod. He walked upto you, gently cupping your veil covered face. You thanked God for the niqaab, or else he would've seen how violently you were blushing.
"Chin up." He whispered before tilting your chin up. Your eyes shifted as they stared into his brown ones. "Open wide." He ordered, even though your eyes were already saucer shaped from the close proximity.
He began tracing the soft edge of the stick along the waterline of your right eye. He seemed to have noticed that you were holding your breath. "Relax." He softly commanded, patting your cheek with his thumb. That broke you out of your trance as you narrowed your eyes at him.
"Dont tell me what to do." You grumbled. "Open wide." He ordered again bringing the stick up to your left eye for a second coat. You hated the way he commanded you, hated that he seemed to be having his fun with this.
"Dont order-"
"If you dont listen to me, I will marry you today." Your eyes blew wide open in shock.
"What-?!"
"Hush." He smiled placing kohl on your now wide eyes. "Whats wrong? You seemed to enjoy playing my wife but when I joke to marry you, you dont like it."
He's... joking?
Without realising, you blinked causing the still wet kohl to spread in your eyes. Salauddin had pulled the stick back just in time to not poke your eye out.
You hissed in pain, raising your hand to rub your eyes but Salauddin caught your wrist pushing it down.
"Open your eyes, Y/n. Look at me. I said- look at me." You opened your eyes to stare at him, your vision blurry from the mixture of tears and kohl.
Salauddin grabbed his handkerchief and began to dab the excess away as he tutted at you to stay still. Once he was done wiping the excess away, he blew cold air on your irritated eyes gently.
"I swear... if you dont sit still, I really will marry you today." He threatened you as he watched your red eyes glare at him. He didnt like that you were in pain, even if your own stupidity was the cause of it. This time when he applied kohl, you didnt dare to move an inch.
Fortunately, he worked faster this time around.
He gave a nod of approval when he was done. You dont know whether it was because he liked how your eyes looked now or if he was admiring his own work.
Salauddin handed the man money before taking a few bottles of kohl.
For the next hour, you two walked around in silence mostly. The image of your kohl lined eyes occupied his mind, not only because of how beautiful they were but also all the emotions that switched in a matter of seconds. You could try and hide your feelings all you want but your eyes tell. The eyes... they're the window to one's soul.
He saw attraction, anger, mesmerisation, disgust and pain in your eyes. Or maybe he's overthinking this. Maybe it was all just momentary and you really do hate the idea of being married to him.
You were both standing at yet another shop, this one was selling dates. Salauddin walked inside the shop a little more to inspect the quality of the dates, expecting you to be following behind him but when he turned around, you were gone. He walked outside the shop, hoping to find you there but it seemed like you had vanished. Even his guards hadnt seen you.
And then, as Salauddin whipped his head around, he saw the silloutte of your chadar disappearing around the corner. He ran after you, hoping to not lose you in the crowd but as soon as he turned around the corner, he couldnt spot you anywhere. He ran down the street, looking left and right but you werent there.
Where are you, Y/n?
He began walking back towards the main street when in the corner of his eye, he caught the sight of a familiar chadar. He turned his head to the right and there you were, standing with your back to him under the shadow of the large canopy of the shop talking to some man.
He walked up behind you, the man you were talking to seeing him first.
"Y/n." He snapped. You turned startled before your shoulders relaxed at the sight of him. "Oh, its just you. Did you buy the dates?"
Dates? You're asking him about dates after you just made his heart stop for a few minutes?
"Why did you leave me?" Ya Allah, that came out way more desperate than he wanted it to.
"I was getting something from this man." He raised a brow, almost as if he didnt believe you. You sighed. "This is Abbas. I hired him to make some things for me?"
"Such as?" You narrowed your eyes at his accusatory tone before nodding at Abbas, who then pulled out a heaxagonal shaped board that looked somewhat similar to a-
"Its 3 people chess!" You exclaimed, bouncing on your feet as you handed it to Salauddin. "I designed it and had Abbas make it for you!"
"For me?" He asked, turning the board around as he tried to understand how it would work.
"Yeah. I wanted to thank you for saving my life. And for your hospitality. And for lending me money."
His eyes softened slightly. "You dont need to thank me, Y/n. Its... my duty. I'm responsible for you." You waved him off. "Yeah yeah. Look, just take this and I'll teach you how to play so that one day you could play it with your wife and... kid? Or maybe with your wife and Baldwin? Or two wives-?"
"Y/n, I appreciate the gift but I would appreciate your silence more now." You pouted at his words but never the less, you both left to return to the palace, unaware of the eyes watching you two.
The mysterious figure wrote down what he'd seen before using messenger eagle to deliver the note to Jerusalem.
-
It had almost been a week in Egypt. You and Salauddin were having lunch together when a guard came to him and whispered something in his ear, the sultan frowning.
"Whats wrong?" You asked him.
He looked at you. "Baldwin... he's coming to Egypt."
"What? When?"
"He's crossed the desert. He should be getting here today, in a few hours." Salauddin was still frowning. Why is Baldwin coming to Egypt?
You shook your head. "Baldwin wouldnt ever leave Jerusalem, not unless..." Your eyes widened at the realisation.
"He's coming for a war." Salauddin confirmed.
Fuck.
Part 7 is here!
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Egg loves squiring for Ser Duncan — most of the time.
“Have you put on your salve?”
His master asks sternly, nose wrinkling. Egg frowns. He pulls the small ceramic pot from a satchel. The paste was made from herbs Aemon had told him about on their trip to Oldtown. It was a horrid substance that could entirely mask a natural scent.
Ser Duncan forbade Egg from traveling without it. He believed Egg invited too much untoward attention with his scent unmasked, though Egg never ceased to remind his master that he was perfectly safe with the towering Alpha knight.
“Yes.” Egg answers exasperatedly. Though he flushes as Duncan doubles over to sniff discerningly near the young Omega’s neck.
He shivers at the nearness, feeling his skin prickle tight in a primal delight. Subtly he presses the silken curve of his neck to his master’s nose. He feels a large hand tighten like a manacle around his upper arm — it keeps him from moving any further or closer.
“Not enough,” Duncan mutters, his breath warm on Egg’s neck. His pupils are larger than they had been before. Big black pools spread through the green of his eyes.
“Mm, should I apply more, Ser?” Egg asks, wringing his tiny pale hands together.
Duncan sighs, sitting on the edge of the strawbed in the room they had rented. His tunic is unlaced and the fabric parts across the breadth of his virile body. His trousers hug tight to the beginnings of arousal thickening between his powerful thighs.
Egg feels his mouth and cunny begin to water.
“Bring it here,” his master beckons, and the boy knows what will happen before it happens.
He shuffles close on bare little feet and holds the pot of salve in his palms.
He offers it like a tribute to a benevolent god, raised between his cupped hands. His heart races a bit faster as his master dips a large finger into the small ceramic pot, the substance makes a squelch that makes Egg’s tummy flutter.
“You put some on your neck?” Duncan asks.
And Egg nods.
“Yes, ser.”
“Only your neck?”
He nods once more, albeit more reluctantly. He knows now he is in need of correction. Instruction.
Duncan’s throat bobs thickly as he swallows.
“Scents come from more than just the neck, Egg.”
The young boy nods. It all sounds terribly familiar and he’s certain Aemon had taught him all of this before, but he could be so forgetful.
“Put your foot here.” His master commands, and so he does. He balances a bare little foot on the edge of the bed. His chemise flutters, soft as the rain.
Ser Duncan bares a thick finger wet with the greenish scent-blocking paste. Slowly, he hikes up the hem of the chemise, past a bony ankle, to a knobby knee. Egg’s breathing turns shallow.
The first smear is innocuous. Rubbed into the soft skin behind his knee until it is fully absorbed.
Ser Duncan repeats the process with Egg’s other knee. His large, calloused hands make the young boy’s soft skin prickle with gooseflesh at the attention.
He continues to apply the substance to other unassuming parts of Egg’s body. Upon his wrists where tiny scent glands lay.
Dunk gathers another generous glob of the salve upon his fingers.
“Lift your arms,” he says.
Egg flushes, he feels a bit dizzy, but nods. He wriggles an arm free of the gauzy material of his chemise, baring a little sunken underarm, smooth and hairless.
At the barest touch, his body buzzes with sensation, a laugh rips out of him and he crosses his bony legs.
“Hold still,” Ser Duncan huffs.
“It tickles,” Egg replies with a pout.
He squirms as Ser Duncan applies the salve, eyes watering with the effort not to laugh. When they are done, he exhales a big breath, giggling in the aftermath.
He’s sticky all over and hates it.
Ser Duncan pauses, like he isn’t sure what to do next. Or rather he does know what to do, but doesn’t want to.
Egg wonders if he should ask to be touched.
Please, Ser, touch between my legs, it’s very hot there and it’s all your fault, he thinks with all of his might, hoping beyond reason it might penetrate that thick skull.
Ser Duncan, red in the cheeks and ears, clears his throat.
“Raise your shift.”
Egg all but tears is over his head, tacky thighs made bare. He’s dripping nectar that smells of apple blossoms and sweet smoke.
Ser Duncan’s nostrils flare deeply and Egg hips inch forward, anticipating the way the large Alpha lists forward subconsciously, ensorcelled.
He licks his lips, yearning for a taste and Egg wants Duncan to taste…
A large hand cups the entirety of his pasty little bottom. He squirms at the disparity in their size. His cunny pulses.
Touch me, he thinks, on the verge of tears. So very desperate.
A finger dips into the pot of salve and comes away with a coating of the masking substance. Slowly and with considerable effort, Ser Duncan begins to apply the paste along the supple skin of Egg’s inner thigh.
They both tremble at the exertion needed to not come together.
But Egg needs more.
When Ser Duncan’s hand approaches a second time, the green of the towering knight’s eyes are barely visible.
Egg’s hips grind forward in search of relief. A thick digit presses between the valley of his thighs, all wet with nectar, to brush against the pulsing pink heartbeat of his desire.
A moan whirls up from the young Omega’s throat. His Alpha growls, exasperated and outwitted.
“Please,” Egg croons, hips canting slick and fast.
A shrill sound drips from his lips as his master’s finger, heavy, callused digit bumps properly against the cleft of his quim, peachy and plump.
His Alpha is kind and chivalrous and perfect and rubs dutifully at Egg’s swollen cunny with the heel of his palm.
The friction leaves him buzzing.
He whines between his teeth, pulling at the fabric of Duncan’s tunic. He cries out sound so thoroughly relieved as he is plucked up with one hand cupped beneath his tiny, round bottom and sat upon the bulge of his master’s cock. His hips rut mindlessly in an instant.
Ser Duncan lays back on a bed much too small for him, limbs sprawling in every direction. Egg braces tiny hands on the breadth of the Alpha’s powerful chest, bare little cunny scraped raw on Duncan’s roughspun trousers.
His tongue droops against his chin, dripping and pink as he grinds against the massive bulge between his master’s thighs.
The fabric of Dunk’s trousers doesn’t chafe as horribly when thoroughly wetted with his slick. Egg yelps out little happy sounds the closer to his peak he becomes.
Broad fingers spread the plump lips of his cunny, where his shy bud is nestled, letting it grate deliciously against the harsh fabric of Duncan’s trousers. Tiny white-gold sunbursts flash behind his eyes.
His back arches and his toes curl and he comes with a cry, body tingling and tacky with sweat and salve and slick. Beneath him, his Alpha’s cock pulses, stiff as steel.
An encouraging pinch to his soft little bottom keeps his hips rocking, despite the way pearls of overstimulated tears bead along his long, white lashes.
“Good lad,” Ser Duncan purrs and Egg moans, his head feels on the verge of splitting like an overripe melon, bursting with pheromones.
“Legs together,” Duncan tells him, where the salve upon his skin is applied thickest. The towering knight wrestles down the soaked roughspun fabric of his trousers far enough for his manhood to spring free against the stern muscle of his abdomen.
Egg braces his legs together, skinny, yet soft little thighs making a lily-white prison around the width of his master’s cock.
The slip of his slick and cling of the salve make each thrust smooth and wonderful. Sweat beads on Ser Duncan’s brow, laced with his scent, Egg wants to lick it away —— to taste him in the truest sense.
Teakwood, blackened bread, and steel.
The wet clap of their bodies fills the room. The strawbed squeaks at his master’s ardor, as does Egg. He lays now, cheek pressed into the bed, bottom lifted well into the air, his legs together.
His thighs are fucked raw, relentless until Ser Duncan’s seed spills across the ruddy flesh like a soothing palm. The towering knight braces a hand against the wall, steadying himself against such a potent release.
And Egg, not one to waste, rubs the seed and salve alike into the white of his pasty skin.
He smiles up at his master as he does it, turning over on his back to show how it absorbs into his skin.
One substance masking his scent, the other dominating it.
Duncan’s throat bobs thickly as he watches. The green of his eyes returns slowly.
Egg angles his neck in invitation. A pearl of seed had landed on his chin and he eagerly rubbed it into the glands upon his neck, like the highborn Beta’s that perfumed themselves with faux scents.
“Do I smell better, Ser?” He asks innocently.
And sure enough, Ser Duncan bends over, partially dressed, with trousers around his knees and his tunic yet unlaced to get a good whiff of the little Omega.
Egg giggles at the intimacy of Duncan’s nose at his neck. Ser Duncan must smell himself, his seed, on Egg’s neck for his manhood twitches against Egg’s flat little belly. He wants to loop his arms around the Alpha’s neck and keep them tangled forever.
Eventually though Duncan pulls away, his face burns scarlet once more.
“Yes” he grunts in response and Egg beams, delighted.
In truth he didn’t smell very much like himself, the salve had done its job… mostly.
Though Egg had found there was a far more natural alternative to masking an Omega’s innate sweetness, far better than any herbs or paste —— An Alpha’s musk.
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🍓🍓 Would you like some more strawberries? For Mino and Moro?
More strawbs!
For Mino: If Mino was a full 1e character, she would be a Chaos Knight archetype for paladin, which is a ganzi-only archetype that I discovered like a full YEAR after I made her! It is a godless paladin variant that leans on the innate chaos within a ganzi to enforce the power of law.
"Despite the entropic forces inherent in ganzis, some forgo a life of chaos, instead harnessing their heritage to enforce the power of law. The chaos knight is able to tap into the nature of the Maelstrom in order to grant or gain small, unpredictable blessings to aid on her quest for order. The following archetype is available to ganzi characters."
It's hilarious this exists and literally no one told me about it. I found it out by accident just reading through 1e stuff.
For Moro: She's arguably even stronger in 2e than her Kingmaker 1e build, as a full Barbarian with sorcerer archetype and dragon disciple. Uses very little spells but is TERRIFYING with her claws and roars and acid ambient damage.
I would love, love, love to play her in a Kingmaker 2e conversion game with people.
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pronoun tag directory part 1/2 - singular sets
ordered alphabetically for organisation.
traditional english pronouns
he him
it its
she her
they them
traditional english derivatives
e em
ey em
he hix
hey hem
hi hem
him she (she him)
hy hym
hy hymn
hy hyr
hx hxm
tey tem
thy thym
nounself neopronouns
bug bugs
cub cubs
co cos
dew dews
fen fens
flower flowers
kit kits
mar mars
mew mews
paw paws
pup pups
purr purrs
rose roses
sol sols
star stars
other neopronouns
ae aer
bea beast
cae caer
cap captain
cie cir
co cor
fae faer
ke ker
key kem
kit kitz
kni knight
li lia
lu lucid
ne nem
ne nir
qit qits
sie hir
strawb strawberry
sy syr
thon thons
ve vel
ve vim
ve vir
vey vem
xe (xem/xir)
zae zyr
ze hir
ze zim
ze zir
zhe hir
zhe zhir
etc
any pronouns
any pronouns but he
any pronouns but she
any pronouns but they
no pronouns
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Storia di Musica #146 - Rick Wakeman, The Six Wives Of Henry VIII, 1973
Il nome Rick Wakeman è adrenalina per gli amanti del rock progressive. Le sue tastiere e il suo stile hanno reso celebre il suono prima degli The Strawbs (gruppo formidabile della prima scena folk rock britannica) e poi quello magniloquente e leggendario degli Yes, una delle formazioni regine di quel periodo. Già quando era membro degli Yes, a Wakeman fu chiesto di registrare dischi solisti: la sua abilità alle tastiere, al piano, all’organo erano momenti spettacolari che valeva la pena isolare dal contesto delle canzoni del gruppo. Il primo esperimento del genere è del 1971, con la John Schroeder Orchestra, dal titolo Piano Vibrations: un pastiche di pop e classica che non piacque allo stesso Wakeman; i brani erano una serie di cover di canzoni di artisti all’epoca di grande fama (Elton John, Leon Russell, James Taylor, Randy Newman) e Wakeman in pratica si limita a suonare il pianoforte. Discorso ben diverso avviene nel 1972: la casa discografica A&M gli propone un contratto per più dischi da solista, quando Wakeman era ancora membro degli Yes. L’ispirazione per il primo lavoro gli venne durante il Tour con la grande band britannica di promozione di quel capolavoro assoluto che è Fragile: stava leggendo in aereo un libro, The Private Life of Henry VIII della scrittrice scozzese Nancy Brysson Morrison, e Wakeman iniziò a pensare a come mettere in musica le sensazioni, e i caratteri, delle sfortunate moglie del Sovrano Britannico del Sedicesimo Secolo, fautore dello scisma anglicano e passato alle Storia anche per i suoi sei matrimoni, per avere un erede maschio al trono. Wakeman mette su un gruppo di sessionman davvero pazzesco: in pratica si aggiungono al progetto ex compagni dei Strawbs e degli Yes. In mesi di sessioni di registrazione durante qualche pausa del Tour degli Yes, segnati anche dall’allontanamento del primo produttore Ken Scott sostituito da Paul Tregurtha, The Six Wives Of Henry VIII viene dato alle stampe nel Febbraio 1973, ed è un concept album tutto strumentale. Wakeman in un primo momento aveva pensato a 7 brani, uno per ogni moglie del Re, e un ultimo dedicato a Enrico VIII, ma quest’ultimo non fu mai inciso. Il disco è caratterizzato dalle atmosfere ricche e potenti che Wakeman riesce a creare, il suono barocco e funanbolico delle sue tastiere, con la creazioni di tappeti sonoro eccellenti da parti dei grandi musicisti amici che lo accompagnavano (e si parla di giganti come Bill Bruford, Chas Cronk, Chris Squire, Steve Howe tra gli altri). I brani seguono l’ordine di matrimonio: si parte da Catherine of Aragon, che prese spunto da una canzone mai registrata pensata per gli Yes, Handle With Care, Anne of Cleves è la più sperimentale e strizza l’occhio al free-jazz, Catherine Howard è delicata e ha accelerazioni portentose, Jane Seymour ha la particolarità che le parti di organo furono suonate e registrate da Wakeman sull’organo della Chiesa di St.Giles-without-Crippeldale a Londra. Anne Boleyn contiene una parte ispirata al canto dei Metodisti The Day Thou Gavest Lord Hath Ended, e Catherine Parr conclude la sfilata di queste sei, per lo più sfortunate, regine. Come promozione, alcuni brani del disco furono “casualmente” messi in apertura e in coda di un controverso film su Andy Warhol che doveva essere trasmesso su ITV, e siccome l’attesa per quel documentario, preceduto da articoli di tipo scandalistico, era altissima, moltissime persone ascoltarono la musica di Wakeman. E infatti il disco fu un grande successo, entrando in Top Ten e rimanendo in classifica per decine di settimane. Il disco divenne un must persino nei concerti degli Yes, che nel monumentale Yessong (1973) lasciano a Wakeman il palco per degli Excerpts from ‘The Six Wives of Henry VIII’. Wakeman suonò l’intero disco solo nel 2009, a Hampton Court, durante il 500.mo anniversario dell’ascesa al trono del Re Enrico VIII, e di quella performance c’è anche un disco live. Visto l’immenso successo, Wakeman ripeterà l’esperimento prima con Journey To The Centre Of The Earth (1974), ispirato al libro di Jules Verne (e che ebbe ancora più successo) e poi con The Myths And Legends Of KIng Arthur And The Knights Of The Round Table (1975) sui miti del ciclo arturiano. Sono dischi che non hanno perso il fascino della potenza di quel suono, nonostante per i tempi odierni siano forse sovraccarichi di strumenti e melodie, e che regalano momenti di grande musica strumentale.
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THE KNIGHT OF BASKERVILLE
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ACDs novel The Hound of the Baskervilles tells the story of Sir Henry Baskerville who returns from Canada to take up the inheritance of his family, the Baskerville estate with the old manor house Baskerville Hall.
The Sherlock BBC adaptation, The Hounds of Baskerville, transforms the centuries old manor house into the modern high-security military base BASKERVILLE, supervised by the britisch government. Because the character ‘Sir Henry Baskerville’ had to be included as well, it’s understandable that a renaming of this important character became necessary.
But why Henry KNIGHT? Names are important in Sherlock BBC. Reason enough to take a closer look at the name and significance of ‘knight’.
TBC below the cut ….
What’s a knight?
- Nowadays, a knight is a person who has been given a rank of honour by the Queen or King of GB because of special achievements
- In the past a knight was a man of high social position, trained to fight as soldier on a horse for his liege lord
- In myths, legends and fairytales knights are often depicted as brave and valiant men who fight against all kinds of evil forces. They defend not only their king or queen, they often become ‘a last refuge for the desperate, the unloved, the persecuted … a final court of appeal for everyone‘. They stand up for justice and fight for those who aren’t able to help themselves.
Knights and pirates
Mycroft mentions in ASIB that his little brother Sherlock initially wanted to be a pirate. In TFP, right after Sherlock jumps through fire and flames onto a ship which will bring him to Sherrinford, he calls himself a pirate. Are there connections between pirates and knights? Of course there are:
One of the most famous pirates of the British Empire was Sir Francis Drake -Elizabeth I awarded Drake a knighthood in 1581 which he received on his ship, the Golden Hind.
William Knight was a 17th-century English buccaneer (pirate). Reading the Wikipedia entry about him, it looks like ‘Captain Knight’ has indeed raided ‘the seven seas’.
William Sherlock Scott Holmes, consulting private detective, the only one in the world and additionally dragon slayer, pirate and knight …. this man really loves to be dramatic.
(For more delicious pirate treats look up this post about Sherlock and the Pirates of the Caribbean, black spots and Treasure Island)
Knights are guardians, defenders, soldiers ... pirates ... who slay the most dangerous dragons and save damsels in distress …
(With every quiver of his beating heart The Black Defender).
Two ‘damsels’ in Sherlock BBC
A damsel - is an old fashioned term, meaning a young woman, often unmarried and of noble birth. Synonyms are: demoiselle, girl, maid, maiden, miss. The word comes from the Middle English damesel, from Anglo-French dameisele, from Vulgar Latin domnicella (young noblewoman), diminutive of Latin ... domina lady (x)
‘Damsel’ appears two times in Sherlock BBC in two different scenes from two different episodes. It is used by two different characters and aimed at two different persons.
Mycroft in ASIB talks about Sherlock and ‘dominatrix’ Irene Adler:
That’s all it takes: one lonely naïve man desperate to show off, and a woman clever enough to make him feel special. …. The damsel in distress. In the end, are you really so obvious? Because this was textbook: the promise of love, the pain of loss, the joy of redemption; then give him a puzzle … and watch him dance.
Magnussen in HLV talks about Sherlock and ‘eternal friend’ John Watson:
Very hard to find a pressure point on you, Mr. Holmes. The drugs thing I never believed for a moment. Anyway, you wouldn’t care if it was exposed, would you? But look how you care about John Watson. Your damsel in distress.
What an interesting combination of characters on both sides of Sherlock. And one more confrontation of the two (so often hinted at) opposites in this story - sex and friendship (Solutions or choices). Irene and Jim represent the female and male incarnation of sex, while John-I’m not gay-Watson represents the ‘eternal’ friend and fixed point in a changing age. Both aspects - sex and friendship - are called Sherlock’s ‘damsels’. And it’s even more interesting to see who makes those statements:
MYCROFT - owner of a laptop on which depends the security of the free world (”with potatoes on it - shelves in exchange for chips - I am glad you liked my potatoe - you’re suicidal, you’re allowed chips”)
MAGNUSSEN - who runs the western world from a library of secrets and scandals that isn’t stored on computers but on hard copy in vaults
A computer versus hard copies in vaults … Well, this reminds me of Sherlock’s explanation in The Great Game, regarding his brain. He compares it to a computer hard drive and adds that ‘it only makes sense to put things in there that are useful ... really useful. Ordinary people fill their heads with all kinds of rubbish, and that makes it hard to get at the stuff that matters?‘ And what might be a ‘hard copy in vaults’? This seems to be a perfect metaphor for informations stored inside the brain. That organ occupies the space in the skull called ... cranial vault.
(Mycroft & Magnussen A shadow of massive proportions)
A computer versus hard copies in vaults … two paraphrases for one and the same thing … a brain. Janus-faced, one could call it. A mind in conflict with itself. Time to choose a side for Sherlock Holmes. Friendship or sex? John or James? Saint or sinner?
What if Sherlock chooses neither? ‘I could just walk out of here’ (and carry on torturing myself in an isolated dungeon, locked up in solitary confinement with my worst enemy, that’s ME by the way, for another couple of centuries … I can’t die anyway, I’m an immortal literal character ... an undead)
What if Sherlock chooses both? A tempting idea …. :)))
A game for the brain
Chess is called the ‘game of kings’ (’Am I the current king of England?’) and chess plays a vital role in Sherlock BBC. Serial killer Jeff Hope compares the game he wants to play with Sherlock to chess … ‘it’s chess not chance’. There’s a chess board in 221b, the pieces are always standing on it, ready to play. It turns up in each episode, placed at different locations in the living room. The third episode of S1 is called The Great Game. A fake chess game in TEH. A game of chess in Tiblisi, Georgia between two massive lion statues. And let’s not forget the three mysterious promo pics for S4 … Sherlock and Mycroft playing chess and John sitting between them. There are no visual connections whatsoever in S4 to those pics. Anyway, chess is important … especially one certain piece type of the figurines, it seems.
Chess is a very old two-player strategy board game, originating from India around the 6th century. The oldest archaeological chess artifacts were excavated in Uzbekistan, central Asia, and date to about 760. Chess is played on a checkered board with 64 squares arranged in an 8×8 grid, with16 pieces for each player:
One king, one queen, two rooks, two knights, two bishops, and eight pawns. Each piece type moves differently and ... these are the moves:
The knight is a specialist ...
The chess piece called ‘knight’ is normally represented by a horse's head and neck. The area a knight is able to cover - to protect or threaten other pieces - forms a circle.
The knight moves unconventionally compared to all the other chess pieces. Whereas other pieces move in straight lines, knights move in an “L-shape”—that is, they can move two squares in any direction vertically followed by one square horizontally, or two squares in any direction horizontally followed by one square vertically …. a bit similar to the strange sitting arrangement of Sherlock and John, chosen for the plane scene in TST.
Presumed both men were knights on a chess board, each move of either man could bring him to the place of the other one. Mary isn’t in the way at all because knights are able to …. jump.
The ‘jumper’
Another characteristic feature of a knight is the fact that it is the only piece in the game of chess that can “jump over” other pieces, regardless of whether those pieces are black or white. Because of this, some languages refer to the knight as ‘the jumper’ (in german ‘der Springer’).
Of jumping and jumpers
Jumping in front of trains, of ‘transport’ and leaving behind strawberry jam, connects the Andrew West case from TGG with the Strawb-Fizz-Explosive-Flavour-Bus from TST, in which John meets E (Eurus/Sherlock). A quite explosive meeting indeed, thinking of Eurus’ passions grenade a little later.
(Bus spotted on and speculated about during setlock, in the night-shot with Faith 12.06.2016 x x)
Jumping from a rooftop, taking a leap of faith from the edge of a waterfall, throwing oneself through fire and flames out of windows onto an island ..... jumping, falling, flying and landing …. those are definitely main topics in Sherlock BBC. (Developement of the fall)
Considering the fact that the creators of Sherlock BBC obviously enjoy playing with names, words, double meanings and innuendos really very much, I seriously wonder wether there is a reason behind the decision to dress John Watson in his, by now, famous oatmeal coloured jumper or let Sherlock tell a room full of wedding guests that he ‘could go on all night about the depth and complexity of (John’s) ... jumpers ...’
PS: Taking the screen caps from the wedding, I noticed for the first time that a female voice says ‘jumpers’ simultaneously with Sherlock in this scene. It’s a bit like Mrs. Hudson suddenly chiming in with ‘softer, Sherlock’ during his conversation with Molly in TFP.
The Christmas jumpers shouldn’t be forgotten either. There are two of them which play a role in Sherlock BBC: John wears one in ASIB, the other one turns up in the fisherman deduction scene in THOB. @sagestreet wrote about the fisherman and his mother here. By the way … that’s most likely a reindeer on the fisherman’s jumper. Reindeer’s are a species of deer and deer, stags and harts are another heavy featured topic in this story.
(Sherlock the stag and the skull Stalking the deerstalker The three Garridebs Study in pink and green)
Change of colour
Also interesting … due to its L-shaped movement, a knight, beginning on a white square, will always end up on a black square, and vice versa. The colour of the square it stands on, changes with each movement. Changing is definitely another main theme - if not THE main theme - of this story.
Short version for the transformation from Rosie to rainbow: Rosamund=rose of the world=rosa mundi=rosa versicolor=changing colours/many colours/iridescence=rainbow
(longer version in these comments The elephant in the room/womb Prism)
Back to the game and the knights
Looking at the chess pieces on the board and the captured ones lying next to it, one can safely say that it had been Mycroft who started this game, because according to the rules of chess, white moves fist.
If Sherlock BBC is meant to be a great, metaphorical game of chess, with the various characters serving as chess pieces, then Mycroft starting that game, would coincide with a PILOT starting point. Before John Watson walks into the lab at Bart’s Hospital and meets Sherlock Holmes for the first time, before DI Lestrade summons Sherlock to the crime scene of the Lady in Pink, it is Mycroft who sends Sherlock an E-Mail, asking for his help in an ‘impossible situation’. Sherlock answers his brother with the famous Holmes quote from canon:
‘When you have eliminated the impossible whatever remains must be the truth. ‘
This interpretation would also coincide with the idea that in this story Mycroft represents the brain, Sherlock’s brain. Logic, reason and intellect. After all, it is this organ which starts every movement and every thought in everyones life. (The reptile in 221b)
It is Mycroft who first kidnaps and investigates the ‘eternal friend’ - Sherlock’s feelings for John. In the wake of the first explosion, it is him who brings the ‘West' case to Baker Street, who later downright forces Sherlock to take the ‘Woman-case’. It is him who releases the ‘Hound’ and also him who brings Sherlock back from the dungeon inside the forest. Jim becomes Eurus’ Chrismas present because ‘big brother’ allowed it. Mycroft is responsible that Sherlock gets involved in the Carmichael case and it is also him who tells Sherlock that ‘We don’t defeat them (emotions). We must certainly lose to them. Because they are right, and we are wrong.’ This case leads Sherlock to his very own Reichenbach Falls - ‘the greatest crisis of my career’ - the point where he throws himself into the waterfall, out of his own free will. No one forces him, there is not the slightest need to do this. Yet Sherlock jumps and flies.
Centre stage for the knights …. the jumpers ….
Henry Knight instead of Henry Baskerville …. it seems there could have been a lot of good reasons for the creators of Sherlock BBC to choose KNIGHT as the new surname for … THE Baskerville … the man haunted by demons.
(Shoes for the hound Investigator of secrets and scandals)
Source of chess info/pics (x x x), source of Sherlock BBC chess promo pics (x)
I leave you to your own deductions. Thanks @callie-ariane for the scripts.
October, 2019
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Strawbs
* Ilkka Alanko
* Damon Albarn
* Pablo Alboran
* Alice in Chains
* the kairos
* the kendos
* the sway
* last call
* linkway
* modern graffiti
* the plan
* silver million
* ulurus
* dogship
* zulu
* cassette theory
* down for tomorrow
* ambedo blue
* ask elliot
* All Saints
* Marc Almond
* Gabrielle Aplin
* Arcadia
* Athlete
* Jean-Louis Aubert
* Babyshambles
* John Barry Seven
* Bassheads
* Bat for Lashes
* Belouis Some
* Classix Nouveaux
* Cliff Bennett and the Rebel Rousers
* Cilla Black
* Bliss
* Steve Booker
* the krooks
* Brodinski
* The Chemical Brothers
* Chiddy Bang
* Chingy
* Chromeo
* Club Cheval
* Joe Cocker
* Avishai Cohen
* Coldplay
* Graham Coxon
* Bernard Cribbins
* Jim Dale
* Danger Mouse
* Deep Purple
* Dilated Peoples
* she demons
* Dinosaur Pile-Up
* Dirty Vegas
* Divine Comedy
* Eliza Doolittle
* Duran Duran
* Idris Elba
* Electronic
* EMF
* Adam Faith
* Shane Fenton
* Sky Ferreira
* Shane Filan
* Neil Finn
* The Finn Brothers
* Flanders & Swann
* The Fourmost
* David Fray
* Gass
* Gesaffelstein
* Goldfrapp
* The Good, the Bad & the Queen
* The Good Natured
* The Goons
* Gorillaz
* David Guetta
* George Harrison
* Richard Hawley
* glacier veins
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* Becky Hill
* The Hollies
* Hot Chip
* greyhaven
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* Interpol
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* hail the sun
* Iron Maiden
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* Jamelia
* Dick James
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* kaonashi
* Georgi Kay
* Keith Kelly[2]
* never loved
* night verses
* The King Brothers
* Beverley Knight
* Kraftwerk
* Billy J. Kramer and The Dakotas
* Kay Kyser
* Late of the Pier
* nova charisma
* third estate
* Bobby Lewis
* Lasse Lindh
* conquer divide
* Laurie London
* Bonnie Lou
* Love Sculpture
* Humphrey Lyttelton
* Conor Maynard
* picturesque
* Paul McCartney
* Kylie Minogue
* Matt Monro
* Mansun
* Matoma
* Matrix & Futurebound
* Mickey 3D
* Morning Parade
* Morrissey
* MPHO
* Mrs Mills
* Aya Nakamura
* The Paramounts
* Bob and Alf Pearson
* Pet Shop Boys
* Matt Pokora
* Duffy Power
* Rainbow Ffolly
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* Sigur Rós
* Neljä Ruusua
* Safia
* Mike Sarne
* Scarlet Party
* Peter Sellers
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* Silver Bullet
* Luke Sital-Singh
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* Spandau Ballet
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* Dusty Springfield
* Dorothy Squires
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* saves the day
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* Vince Taylor
* The Temperance Seven
* Tinie Tempah
* Bobby Tench
* Teresa Teng
* the juliana theory
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* Tomorrow
* Tina Turner
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* The Snuts
* VANT
* the vaughns
* The Verve
* The Vipers Skiffle Group
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* Paul Weller
* Keith West
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* young culture
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* althea & the memories
* the bootles
* the daughters of eve
* the girls
* the ladybugs
* the starlets
* the termites
* the whyte boots
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* the mama cats
* the chimes of freedom
* the blue orchids
* kathy lynn & the playboys
* the playboys
* the virginia wolves
* the sanshers
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* Bonzo Dog Doo-Dah Band
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* burning jacob's ladder
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* bane
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* KC and the Sunshine Band
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* LCD Soundsystem
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* chiodos
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* Milk Inc.
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* Beth Orton
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* julia rizik
* back talk
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* the fame riot
* flying solo
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* gobi
* duke hiatt
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* The Shadows
* Alain Souchon
* Al Stewart
* The Stranglers
* Téléphone
* Jake Thackray
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* Vanessa-Mae
* Dinah Washington
* Whitesnake
* Kim Wilde
* Roy Wood
* Zaho
Fantasia Barrino
* Cassidy (rapper)
* Deborah Cox
* Jimmy Cozier
D
* Paula DeAnda
* Gavin DeGraw
G
* Tyrese Gibson
H
* Hurricane Chris (rapper)
K
* Alicia Keys
* Emily King
L
* Leona Lewis
* LFO (American band)
* Lyric (group)
robert randolph
* Mario (singer)
* Daniel Merriweather
* Monica (singer)
* Abra Moore
N
* Next (American band)
P
* Pearl Jam
* Mike Posner
S
* Say Anything (band)
* Sterling Simms
* Soil (American band)
* Ruben Studdard
V
* Luther Vandross
* Elle Varner
* Eddie Vedder
* Lord Infamous
K
* Killarmy
M
* Mobb Deep
R
* Asher Roth
S
* Sadat X
W
* Wu-Tang Clan
* Carlos Alomar
B
* Peter Baumann
C
* Suzanne Ciani
* Michael Colina
* A. J. Croce
F
* The Fabulous Thunderbirds
* Christopher Franke
vacation daze
* Eliza Gilkyson
* Jerry Goodman
H
* Dan Hartman
* Nona Hendryx
* James Newton Howard
* Lucia Hwong
I
* James Ingram
J
* Etta James
* Eddie Jobson
K
* Tony Kaldas
* Chris Thomas King
* Leo Kottke
M
* Taj Mahal (musician)
* Kate & Anna McGarrigle
N
* The Necks
O
* Patrick O'Hearn
* Jeffrey Osborne
P
* Phil Perry
* Willy Porter
R
* Kenny Rankin
* Leon Redbone
* Wayne Rhoden
S
* Shadowfax (band)
* Ravi Shankar
* Michelle Shocked
* Andy Stochansky
* Andy Summers
T
* Tangerine Dream
* John Tesh
* Toots Thielemans
V
* David Van Tieghem
* Kristen Vigard
roy montgomery
susana rose
* Cedar Walton
* Jennifer Warnes
* Usman Warsi
* Susan Werner
* Barry White
* Jimmy Witherspoon
Y
* Yanni
Z
* Dan Zanes
* 3 of Hearts
A
* Alabama (band)
* Eddy Arnold
* Chet Atkins
B
* Baillie & the Boys
* Bobby Bare
* Jeff Bates
* Matraca Berg
* Clint Black
* Catherine Britt
* Garth Brooks
* Kane Brown
* Tracy Byrd
C
* Paul Craft
D
* Skeeter Davis
* Dean Dillon
E
* Ty England
* Sara Evans
* Leon Everette
the thunder gods
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* Foster & Lloyd
G
* Keith Gattis
* Vince Gill
* Danny Gokey
* Andy Griggs
H
* Mike Henderson
* Becky Hobbs
* Ryan Hurd
J
crocodyle
* The Judds
L
* Miranda Lambert
* Eddie London
* Love and Theft (duo)
M
* Louise Mandrell
* Martina McBride
* Coley McCabe
* Pake McEntire
* Ronnie Milsap
* Niko Moon
* Lorrie Morgan
O
* The Oak Ridge Boys
* Jamie O'Hara (singer)
* Robert Ellis Orrall
* K. T. Oslin
the impressions
* connie deming
* Paul Overstreet
jerry butler and the impressions
* Dolly Parton
* John Pierce (country singer)
* Bobby Pinson
* Pistol Annies
* Angaleena Presley
* Charley Pride
R
* Eddie Rabbitt
* Eddy Raven
* Jerry Reed
* Jim Reeves
* Restless Heart
* Kenny Rogers
S
* Crystal Shawanda
* SHeDAISY
* Connie Smith
* Hank Snow
* Jo-El Sonnier
* Tommy Shane Steiner
* Tate Stevens
* Larry Stewart (singer)
* Sylvia (singer)
sam cohen
* The Thompson Brothers Band
* Josh Thompson (singer)
* Aaron Tippin
V
* Steve Vaus
W
* Porter Wagoner
* Clay Walker
* Dottie West
* Lari White
* Keith Whitley
* Chuck Wicks
* Wild Choir
Y
* Trisha Yearwood
* Chris Young (musician)
* Nick Adams (actor, born 1931)
* Rosalie Allen
* Fran Allison
* Manolo Álvarez Mera
* Ames Brothers
* Ed Ames
* Liz Anderson
* Marian Anderson
* Julie Andrews
* Paul Anka
* Ann-Margret
* Val Anthony
* Toni Arden
* Louis Armstrong
* Desi Arnaz
* David Arnold
* Eddy Arnold
* Kokomo Arnold
* Fred Astaire
* The Astronauts (band)
* Chet Atkins
* Gene Austin
* Patti Austin
* Charles Aznavour
* Don Azpiazú
julian perretta
* Alice Babs
* Joan Baez
* Mildred Bailey
* Pearl Bailey
* Janet Baker
* Josephine Baker
* Kenny Baker (American performer)
* H. B. Barnum
* Alain Barrière
* The Barry Sisters
* Claire Barry
* Jeff Barry
* Merna Barry
* jenny lewis
* Count Basie
* Dircinha Batista
* Les Baxter
* Kathryn Beaumont
* Thomas Beecham
* Harry Belafonte
* The Bell Sisters
* Jesse Belvin
* Tex Beneke
* Robert Russell Bennett
* Brook Benton
* Jack Berch
* Polly Bergen
* Bunny Berigan
* Luciano Berio
* Milton Berle
* Otis Blackwell
* The Blackwood Brothers
* Hal Blaine
* The Bobbettes
* Skeeter Bonn
* Connee Boswell
* jerry butler
* Don Bowman (singer)
* Boyce and Hart
* Bill Boyd (musician)
* Ishmon Bracey
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please. tell us more about your 'folk bangers' playlist. that sounds relevant to all of my interests. (folks and banging)
if you want a playlist for banging folks this probably isn’t the one for you, but if you want to Go Off, Historically then WHAT’S UP
The Parson’s Farewell by Bear McCreary (circa 1651)
Rogues in a Nation by Steeleye Span (1791)
Black Sails Main Title by Bear McCreary
You Will Burn by Steeleye Span (actually written in the 1990s, but you wouldn’t think it)
Ampleforth/Lay Me Low by The Albion Band (this was written in the ‘70s, but The Albion Band, and this album in particular, is made up of a bunch of old Fairport Convention members with vocals from people like Martin Carthy and Maddy Prior of Steeleye Span, and you really don’t get more Traditional English Folk than that)
Poor Old Horse by The Albion Band (see above)
Twa Corbies by Steeleye Span (1611)
Babylon Is Fallen by Sacred Harp (1640s - this is the only half-decent version I could find, as previously I’ve only heard it sung around a fire by drunk English civil war reenactors)
Over the Hills and Far Away by John Tams (late 1600s, sometimes something goes hard because of the feelings it stirs in your breast, and not because it actually goes hard)
Dance of the Druids by Bear McCreary (from Outlander)
Cam Ye O’er Frae France by Steeleye Span (circa 1716)
Cold Blows the Wind (The Unquiet Grave) by Morrigan (dates back to as early as 1400)
The Elf Knight by Steeleye Span (The Gowans Sae Gae variant of Lady Isabel and the Elf Knight, 1776)
The Outlandish Knight by Bellowhead (another variant of Lady Isabel and the Elf Knight)
The Hangman and the Papist by The Strawbs (another one written in the late 20th century by someone whose past life must have been thrilling)
Tam Lin - Anaïs Mitchell and Jefferson Hamer (1549 - and, listen, this isn’t a banger on its own, but when you compare it to other versions of Tam Lin it goes off)
King Henry by Steeleye Span (my dad and I go a lot harder than Steeleye Span when we sing this, but still)
Santianna/Santiano/Santy Anno by The Kingston Trio (1850s, another one that my dad and I destroy on car journeys)
Rocky Road to Dublin by The Dubliners (circa 1850s)
Ye Jacobites by Quilty (Ye Jacobites By Name was written between 1688 and 1746, and rewritten by Robert Burns in 1791)
Shiver My Timbers from the Muppet Treasure Island OST (do not fucking judge me, this song is an absolute banger of the first water)
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#can you tell I really really like Steeleye Span#answered#haven't the foggiest what to tag this#hhmm#FEEL FREE TO SEND ME YOUR FAVOURITE FOLK BANGERS#I love donning my Civil War maiden garb and Going Off#music#history#folk bangers
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B... Boyfriends
Facts:
- G is just short for Grape but he wanted his name to seem cool
- G has some kinda royalty complex & is kinda an asshole
- G is wearing pants I swear the boots are just coving it
- G also uses it pronouns I just was too lazy to add them on there
- G is a nonbinary boy & gay
- Black bear also goes by BB
- Black bear is somehow able to put up with G & enjoys hanging around prin
- Kinda the knight to Gs prince aesthetic
- BB is qpps with Strawb
- BB is very emo
- BB is transmasc & gay
- These two are dating
Who wants to see my fruit ocs who are all trans
#I will be making more#Any other fruit suggestions#Ocs#photo.jpg#personal.jpg#BB is a blackberry btw
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INTRODUCTION
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`-----------------`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Name┈┈
╰┈➤ Onyx / Nyx
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Age┈┈
╰┈➤ MINOR
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Pronouns┈┈
╰┈➤ They/Them (Enby)
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Sexuality┈┈
╰┈➤ Agoroace (stay away)
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Likes--
╰┈➤ strawberry shortcake
╰┈➤pretzels
╰┈➤ice skating
╰┈➤ VIDEO GAMESSS
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Dislikes┈┈
╰┈➤Valentino hh
╰┈➤P.E🫷🙄
╰┈➤ Willy Wonka
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈hyperfixations┈┈
╰┈➤ HAZBIN HOTEL
╰┈➤HELLUVA BOSS
╰┈➤OMORI
╰┈➤POKÉMON SWORD
╰┈➤STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE
╰┈➤ HONKAI STAR RAIL
╰┈➤RAMSHACKLE
╰┈➤MURDER DRONES
╰┈➤ little bit ut and dr
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈what I do┈┈
╰┈➤ ART
╰┈➤ PRETZELSSS
╰┈➤ strawberry shortcake
╰┈➤Video games😎
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈pretzels┈┈
╰┈➤ JUST LOVE THEM @kriscrossapplesaucereal IS JUST A HATER 🫶🥨
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈Boundaries(DNI) ┈┈
╰┈➤ NSFW/ 18+ content
╰┈➤proshippers
╰┈➤Homophobia
╰┈➤Racism
╰┈➤Abelism
╰┈➤Sexism
╰┈➤ect.
`𓏲 ࣪₊♡`┈┈other┈┈┈
╰┈➤ I survive on pretzels and pretzels only
╰┈➤I am the REAL strawberry shortcake/knight strawbs
╰┈➤This is a safe deteriorating mental health den
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#stvrrb#stvrvent#stvrpost#knight strawbs#onyxtherealstrawberryshortcake#pink fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbows#stvrrant
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An early Rolling Stones cut plus a track by Mick Jagger's idol Don Covay (with a young Jimi Hendrix on guitar), late 60s Beach Boys, the John Cale mix of a Stooges classic, plus the Kinks, Sandy Denny & the Strawbs, the Hobbits, Simon & Garfunkel, Shadows of Knight, Barbara McNair, a generous helping of garage band 45s, and more. 22 outtasight records in all.
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On this day in 1949, Rick Wakeman (keyboardist for Yes) is born in Perivale, London, England. 🎵 Wakeman intended to be a concert pianist but quit his studies at the Royal College of Music in 1969 to become a full-time session musician. His early sessions included playing on "Space Oddity", among others, for David Bowie, and songs by Junior's Eyes, T. Rex, Elton John, and Cat Stevens. Wakeman became a member of Strawbs in 1970 before joining Yes a year later, playing on some of their most successful albums across two stints until 1980. Wakeman began his solo career in 1973; his most successful albums are his first three: The Six Wives of Henry VIII (1973), Journey to the Centre of the Earth (1974), and The Myths and Legends of King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table (1975), all concept albums. He formed his rock band, The English Rock Ensemble, in 1974, with which he continues to perform, and scored his first film, Lisztomania (1975). (at MONSTERS OF ROCK) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAVj7wxpDoE/?igshid=1vl444htx5cri
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Hello
Are you Nyx or Onyx or either
Because people refer to you as Onyx but you refer to yourself as Nyx so I am confused now-
Uhm well both people I’m closer with I let call me Nyx for short but generally I do prefer Onyx cus it’s more natural ig
Ty for asking ^•^
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Banshee woman (my mother) sent knight strawbs on a quest to get an ancient relic (sent my gay socially anxious ass to get bananas), from the deep depths of the witches cave (from sainsburys) and I have lost my location on the map (how tf was I meant to know where they are)
Anyway I found the relic
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