#kn.vent

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being a romance favorable aro is so shitty. I want to be in a pretty relationship and get all the kithes and attention and wear my partner's clothes and all of those fluffy shit but I can't feel any attraction irl.

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I hate being mentally disabled it makes me not being able to word my shit right and makes me seem stupid and dum..

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why's there so many zionist bs in the Iran tags.. I am DISGUSTED. Iranian 'zionists' and Israel supporters do not actually support Israel. they're doing it out of spite. most of them don't even know what is Hamas. they don't even know what the fuck's Israel doing.

Naive.

if our regime was against Palestine they would've suppprted it to death. Zionists are free to believe that Iranians are supporting them when all of us. all of us know this bullshit ain't true and that they're doing it out of spite.

They don't even know the history of Israel and Palestine. this makes me so angry. I know my own people. Zionists don't get your shitty hopes high.

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hate hate hate how she gets away with everything she does.

don't read tags if you're sensitive they contain a lot of bullshit and I ain't sugarcoating it ty

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I hope people realize paraphillias are not something that goes away. educate yourself.

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don't you just love psychologically torturing your enemies

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the silence scares me .

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don't you just love it when god talks to you in your dream about what he meant in Quran while you're being physically assaulted

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the amount of harrassment I got from my own people made me deathly afraid of Iranians. as much as I love to interact with fellow Iranians/half Iranians it scares me. so much.

the paranoia coming from people who harrassed me and made fake accounts to stalk my Tumblr blog as well makes me think all of others are the same,the only safe place for me to interact with Iranians is in Rubika.

I know it's not like that. I know. but it hurts.

I wish it never had to be like this, I wish I wasn't so afraid. I wish I wasn't so paranoid and stuck in the past. I wish I had a safe place for myself. I wish. I wish. I wish.

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I think people don't understand how being alone really means. what having no one means.

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come back the DELULUS

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I'm so so sixk of her lying I'm so sick I'm sick of her manipulation I'm sick of believing her I'm sick of loving her I:m sick

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NO. I NEVER WANTED YOUR STUPID MOTHERLY FEELINGS. I WAnTED TP BE SOMEONE YOU WANTED TO FUCK DUMB NOT SOMEONE WHO SEE AS A SON.

I DON'T WANT YOUR STUPID MOTHERLY LOVE. FUCKING KILL YOUR STUPID FEELING AND GET LOST.

I DON'T WANT A 'MOTHER' I NEVER WANTED ONE. I HATE PARENTAL LOVE I HATE FRIENDSHIPS I HATE PLATONIC BULLSHIT.

YOU LEFT ME THE DAY YOU 'CHANGED' YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME.

YOU LEFT.

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I wish someone would come and massage my legs

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so I'm really afraid of killimg myself

I foumd a way

I can make the forbidden drink and forget about it and then go drink it after a few hours B)

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my mental health is so fuxked up I cried when the are you ok massage shpwed up