#sorry fot mad

[expressionless-fr]

why's there so many zionist bs in the Iran tags.. I am DISGUSTED. Iranian 'zionists' and Israel supporters do not actually support Israel. they're doing it out of spite. most of them don't even know what is Hamas. they don't even know what the fuck's Israel doing.

Naive.

if our regime was against Palestine they would've suppprted it to death. Zionists are free to believe that Iranians are supporting them when all of us. all of us know this bullshit ain't true and that they're doing it out of spite.

They don't even know the history of Israel and Palestine. this makes me so angry. I know my own people. Zionists don't get your shitty hopes high.

[jopjab]

hi sorry i died again i was busy drawing nothing but prsk characters/vsynths in chiikawa art style for 3 days straight

[goatedgreen]

i just overheard a guy at my work who claims to be a writer talking about fucking AI and how its helping him so artworks for his "novels" and how he gets all his inspiration from video games and everyone who was listening to his pseudo intellectual bullshit was like "wowww thats so smart! you must get so much writing done like that!" like yeah if all your ideas are taken from elsewhere and you dont pur effort into building characters im sure its very easy to churn out bullshit on a regular basis

but thats not the part that really pisses me off. what REALLY gets to me is that this guy OFFERED TO CRITIQUE MY FUCKING WRITING. and i did send him a sample! and his critique was SHIT!!!!!!! there was like maybe two valid comments (using certain words too much, paragraph breaks) but the rest was just him NOT READING THE FUCKING STORY.

at the end (which by the way i need to mention that i emailed him a pdf of a draft chapter which he printed off, marked in pen like a teacher, then scanned back to me) he had all these questions which, if he had a brain, he would know didnt make any fucking sense .

"how is Owen running in the woods with a long skirt on without tripping?" well, dickhead, earlier in the chapter i actually described how hes wearing trousers now!! it's actually really important that hes wearing trousers because theyre Melody's son's clothes!!! and that's important!!!! ALSO, even when he was wearing a skirt, i described it as SHORT. not long. ALSO ALSO, you can totally run in long skirts. yes even in forests.

he asked me why i didnt show Owen's "anger" more when he "decided" to shoot his father.............. he was scared and pulled the trigger by mistake because his father's yell made him flinch. he was never angry at any point in the whole 2000 words i sent you. he didnt even want to shoot the fucking gun.

at first i thought this might have been my fault for not making character intention clear enoufh in my writing but every other person i sent it to got it immediately and didnt ask the same stupid questions. so.

his other criticism was that Owen's dad wasnt homophobic enough. which i wasnt even going to comment on because what the fuck????

ALL THAT TO SAY that when i then overheard him bragging about his oh so effective "writing process" i had a realisation of just. "oh! no wonder his critique was so shit! hes just not a very good writer!"

[mangoposts]

yo that anon pissed me the fuck off. i'm so mad. they're literally turning 21 this year, what do you expect from them? to stay 17 all their lives? this ain't how it works girlie pop imma tell you how it works. they grow up. that's literally it. they grow up that's literally it. their content will change, their creativity will change, they will change. some of y'all are expecting them to do the same content they did 3 years ago but a lot of shit changed??? literally just moving to la was a big change fot their channel and themselves so of course they're not gonna do the same content they did when they were in boston. i don't know i might sound stupid right now but these kind of fans make me so so mad. like they ARE grateful they literally thank us at the end of almost every single fucking video. what do you expect from them? them dick riding us? be so for real idk. if you don't like their new pfp, intro and content just unsubscribe and get the fuck outta here no one cares. you can't say shit like that when it's the literal OPPOSITE of what they do. they are grateful, they love us and they do care about us. it's not because they went from 10k to almost 6 million and moved from boston to la that they don't give a shit about us anymore wtf? ill never understand these people i swear they make me so mad. anyway, sorry hi mina ur so sexy i love u😘

💯 Agree. Wish i could give them better fans who understand all the shit they’ve been through and the sacrifices they Fr make to give us multiple videos every single week. It’s draining and it’s exhausting yet they do it anyway despite the massive amount of ungrateful people in their ear every single day because they know there are a lot of other fans who appreciate it. They deserve more respect Fr. They put their all into their content and they’re busy working towards their careers everyday and people repay them with ungrateful attitudes and focusing on their love lives. Fucking gross and im over it

Anyways hi i love u too

[yveltalreal]

sorry getting mad at miguel and victoria for training with their pokemon is insane. i used to watch my mom train with her pokemon all the time and even i trained with them a lot!! like idk crucial experiance to hear "THINK FAST" and then have to move before an aggron hits you or prepare to be thrown by a beheeyem. its good training! prepares you pretty well fot surprise wild pokemon attacks

[tivalon]

In need for a break

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Author's note: It's been 14 years since I last wrote a fanfic, but sometimes things just have to get out of your system. Please be kind, I'm neither a native speaker nor a proificient writer. <3 I hope you enjoy it!

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It was a calm and snowy day in Ishgard. Tivalon enjoyed his rare visits in his old home city. Melancholy filled his heart with every step, as he had so many bitter memories of this place. He leaned against a stone pillar and closed his eyes, when a familiar voice caught his attention.

„You have lost weight again, haven’t you?��

„Uncle!“

Tivalon stared angrily at the elder Elezen who appeared behind a building, then looked away unnerved. What a welcome.

„I shouldn’t be surprised. Your constant meddling with world affairs takes its toll after all. Look at you. You look like your own father!“ Though Tivalon’s uncle was not wrong, his brusque way of lecturing him upset him more than it should have. „Uncle Etienne, this is none of your business! Shall I leave the world in shambles, shall I look away when there are people in need?“ But inside he knew his uncle was right. Tivalon looked way more worn out than an Elezen his age should. Hells, his uncle looked way younger than him, and he was twenty years older!

Etienne started his ramblings again. „What would your parents think …“ he couldn’t finish his sentence. As rare as it was, Tivalon snapped at his elder. „What would they think, yes. If they were still here. If you had not left them to die!“

That was a unfair, and Tivalon knew that. „Uncle, I … I’m sorry. I know you were not to blame.“ He looked desperate, shocked by his own words. Slowly he turned his head at the elder Elezen. Etienne could not be mad at his nephew. Guilt was his companion since the day his sister and her husband died. And he knew all too well how much the children must have suffered from their loss. Etienne had been young and unexperienced at that time, freshly recruited to the city guards. There was not much he could have done when the attack hit the city. „It’s okay. I also feel your loss.” Awkward silence filled the air between the two men. The uncle broke the silence again. “I … I am proud of you. I really am. How could I not, we all owe you our lives. But I can’t say that I approve of you constantly straining yourself. Or of your company. It seems you have found a new family, isn’t that so? That boisterous samurai catboy and his assembly of misfits.“

„They are my friends, my family even! Ahtares might be a flamboyant good for nothing poser, but he has a good heart. And an exceptional skill when it comes to find good people. Sure, they are a bit special, but all of them are trustworthy friends.“ Well, they surely had a habit of getting into trouble frequently, especially after long party nights. He had to bail most of them out of jail a few times this month, the Maelstrom officers knew his face and his purse quite well now. But Tivalon loved all of those lunatics dearly.

Etienne smirked. „I see. You found a flock to tend to. But since when have you followed that red mage catboy’s beliefs? Have you not been a truthful paladin? You have made a habit of following stray cats it seems.“ That was more than enough fot Tivalon to lose his temper. „Don’t you dare say ill about master X’rhun! He has a pure heart, an unwavering will, and is a master of his trait! And I will not tolerate anyone who crosses my friends and family. When did you last care about anyone but yourself? Besides, a have more than one profession, as you should know.“

The fire was lit again in Tivalon’s eyes. Good. The sly Elezen laughed, finally the gloom that had surrounded his nephew was gone. „That’s more like you. I do not intend to throw dirt on your master. Or your guild, call them what you like. But look at you. You are so unnerved. When did you last lose your composure so fast? Grant yourself a break. You deserve it. And you need it.“ 

Tivalon paused. He was right. And though his uncle was a stubborn, arrogant, high and mighty Ishgardian brat sometimes, his heart was at the right spot.

„I  … I’ll do.“ Tivalon looked away, he didn’t need to see the smug grin on his uncle’s face. „Very well. I shall take my leave. Greet your sister from me. And your cousins, should you be so lucky to run into them. You are always welcome at my house. All of you.“

Etienne smiled. He was proud of his sister’s children, even if he had a hard time showing it. Tivalon bowed, and returned the smile. He loved his family, after all. All of them.

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

I know you're gonna say don't apologize but I'm going to apologize anyways, so sorry if this is weird but; I've always adored cannablism and everything with it, and part of me has wanted to start adding it in a sense to my own rewrite, but the only place in which I feel it fots would be with Shad (who basically losses his soul and becomes a thoughtless beast) or Esmund (who is driven mad by his own hunger for power [literally and metaphorically]), so I guess I'm just asking if those seem cool or workable?

Again aorry if this is weird or somethin. :<

Tw, cannibalism

You’re correct. I will say not to apologise. But I’m also gonna say thanks bc I love being given an excuse to discuss cannibalism.

Those work really well. I like to apply it to all of the divine, due to magic lore and the fact that I think they all slowly became corrupt and began thinking of themselves as above those they were intending to serve, the people, so I will support most divine cannibalism HCs.

If you ever want to, you can always discuss it with me further if you just want help ironing things out or getting reassurance, I’ve kinda become the cannibalism guy of the fandom so I might as well take advantage of my position.

And honey, you’re talking to someone who just called themself the cannibalism guy, I think you should be a little less worried about coming across as weird here.

[jjcocker]

i dont ever wanna feel emotons becayse when I do i turn into thsi I fuckignHATE EVEYRTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EVERYTHING I SAY HERE RN DOES NOY REFLECTYM ACTUAL THOUGHTS IM JUST REALLY FUCKINH MAD. NO OEN TALK TO ME FUCK OFF AND EGT FUCKED SOMEWHERE I HATE MYSLRLG WHY AM ICRYING OVER THIS FUCK ME FUKF MY LFIE FUCJ YOU I HOOPE YKUNEVER SEE PEACE AGAIN WHO AM.I EEVN TALKGIN TO PLEASE IGNROE ME IM SOFFUKIGN IMAMTURE ILL NEVER BE A REAL MATURE PERSO EVER IM A STHLID PETTY KID ABD KT EVEN IN THE VIDY KF OBE ABYNKRE J HATE YKU AML NI U DIBT JM SKRRRH UN S FUCNJGB MAD IM SORRY AGAIB I HATE THIS SHIT U HOOE EVERYONE DIES RJGHT FYFJING BIW IIM SORRY FOT EVER FEELING MAD AND ANDGYR I DOTN KNOW WJY IM CRYINH ON FUCKINH TUMBLR UT I AM BECAHSE IM A LETTY STUOUD FYFKIBG JID ABD AKL IDO US WHINE AVOUT EVEYRHTING I HAET EVERYONE I CSNT DO ANYTHING RUFGT IN A PETTY TYFKING KID IN LITERALLY THEOWING A RYFKIBG TANTTRYN OVER THIS SHIT VECAUSE UN A OETTY GYFJIBG DYMVASS XHUKD U GATE TBUS UN SKRRY UMSKRRYKSURMDKGKEJGKEGWKGKNENGMGNMDKHKKRKHKEKGKEKGKEKKGKEKRLGKEKHLRLKG

[loudstan]

I know it was me who tell you to post the fic and make a whole ted talk about it and make a whole analysis about the other guys but dam girl

I was crying, i was gasping i felft so bad about lele and i feel so much sympathy for y/n and the the PLOT WITH SOWNGA (IM SORRY I DONT KNOW WHO TO WEITE HIS NAME THAT BROKE MY HEART LOUD OKAY IS THIS THE SING I NEED TO STAND ATTEZ?????)

and the end, omg HE KNEW THINGS AND THAT MADE MAD FOR A REASON THE CAPTAIN SURELY IS THE CAPTAIN FOR A DAMN REASON

And then jisung crying and being so scared fot Chenel 😭😭😭😭 and kun OMG QIAN KUN WHEN I CATCH YOU MAN i was crying really bad and then he just went like "Yeah 🧐 i even send you 🫵 postales 🫥" amd i giggle

I was a little conflicted with the chenle and siren at the hotel part at the end and the silence spell and kind the whole situation but girl!!!!! I have the biggest reader blog bc depression is taking the best (and worst) of me but this is what i was missing about reading, the emotions the surprises the conflicted feelings the hate and love, damn , Loud I even wanna go back to write myself and am crying really hard because i feel i give up on living and writing was something i been attached since i was 9 and i dropped bc that atupid sick i have (honestly my depression cant fuck off) Yeah, i definitely gonna go back to writing hshs my therapist needs to hear about this.

Always is a pleasure.

This was the captain the entire fic

If writing is something that brings you joy then you should definitely give it a try! I only started with this blog but even if it’s not a ‘serious’ hobby it’s fun and I like doing it. If my angsty stories made you want to go back to one of your passions then I’m glad I posted them

Life kinda sucks sometimes, I know that, but I think that it’s the little things what make it worth living. Keep being strong and do more of what you love!

[fairy-lights-and-blobs]

The first bite is entirely 100% deserved. Some rich idiot kept trying to flirt with the owner, trying to get the place closed in favor of building some spoiled brat ANOTHER Hero Agency.

And, EXCUSE YOU! That's Danny's emotional support mom-adjacent Person. Naturally he's going to Interrupt. Oopsie! Ma, there's some Absolutely Urgent Bullshit that needs your Undivided Attention!

And, you know...Danny tries not to ask for help. Poor kid came pre-traumatized, you see. Sorry, Mr. Scumbag, she'll have to reschedule this talk for later.

But, of course, spoiled rich brats never take no for an answer. Guy plants his hand fully on Danny's face and pushes him away. Leave him to his devious ways, Child (said with contempt).

So what is Danny to do if not Bite? He's got baby fangs For A Reason.

Guy has to be shipped to the E.R to stitch up his entire hand. The local feral raccoon dug his teeth into his hand VERY DEEP. Like, deep enough for nerve damage to be a concern, Deep.

They have it on camera. Rich Fuck being mean for no reason to a traumatized child. A Hero never does that. The gall of this man!

Danny gets headpats and clingy toddlers worrying if he's ok. His teeth are a little pink from the blood, but he's all shoujo sparkles. He's fine, Ms. Part-time Mom is fine, the Museum stays open. He's good!

Just...you know. Can he use your basement? He's gonna mad science himself a Supply of Fento Anti-Creep sticks. Can't accuse him of using a Quirk, if he uses a metal bat instead :)

Excuse you Mr. Lie Detector, sir, but his Quirk makes him able to go through walls and be invisible.

No, he doesn't have a Fanged Quirk, those were always there! You see, ever since his powers started developing, his teeth also started changing! (Technically not a lie, which Good Enough, says Tsukauchi's Quirk).

He was sent to live with his new Kinda-mom, while his actual Mom and Dad settle things back home, and he's just defending His People and his home from creeps wanting to take it away.

Why all the questions? He's just a poor little meow meow, just a bastard wet cat of a boy, he's Going To Cry ;^;

Later, the Museum Director asks him to never emotionally manipulate a Police Officer again. That was disturbingly convincing.

And yes, Danny has So Much Passion for the subject, that he continuously draws in little kids and their parents, who are lured in by this unhinged teenager, wildly gesticulating while bouncing all over the place, and still managing to give a more coherent tour than the last guide.

And did you know...don't tell anyone this, but Danny has tasted a nebula before. Leans in real close to a whole classroom of Very Interested Kids and starts whispering like he's telling a secret.

It tastes like raspberries!

The kids don't care if he's lying or not because IT TASTES LIKE WHAT?! How?!?!?!

So of course, danny rambles on. Chemical composition and rotation periods, and the birth of stars. And did you know the moon always has the exact same side facing Earth? Because it's rotation and translation period happen at the same time: 27 days for both of them! It's like trying to walk around your friend, and every little step you take you turn just a little towards them!

One such tour ended with an entire class of kids falling asleep on the pillow of the projector room, a star chart lighting up the ceiling. Danny wakes up to two brave kids drawing on his face, playing connect-the-fot with his freckles and matching them to the stars above.

Naturally, worried parents wanna intervene, but the Museum Staff snort and tell them it's ok. Meanwhile, Danny has two squirming kids under his arms like they're sacks of flour. His face is still all covered in the drawn constellations.

They take a group photo like that. Danny, his two little captives, and the others all leaning into their New Favorit Role Model. The photo goes up on the wall, and Danny is happy as can be. He got to ramble about Space, made a Visible Difference for a bunch of kids, and got head ruffles and praise from the parents.

That is one Happy Danny.

There's a whole WALL covered in cork, specifically so Danny can use it to pin the photos of every tour. To every kid that he can inspire to Love Space just a little bit. So many little future scientists, so many minds that enter His Place fixated on Punching Other People, and leave with a little space in their hearts made in the shape of Danny the Tour Guide, who taught them about space, and nebulas, and so many things they didn't know about!!!!

What do you mean, Heroes are what it's about? Come here Child, and let Danny teach you about everything that's Out There.

Nezu wants him as a Teacher when he's a little older. He's making a great difference in their community. More than most Heroes. His Passion and Knowledge have no comparison. No price that will buy him or the Museum people he's adopted as his Aunts and Uncles.

Danny is irrevocably One of Them. And he'll do his damnedest to make sure these kids learn to love science, and appreciate the Universe.

Okay but? We of the DPxDC? Are COMPLETELY Sleeping on DPXBNHA?

And not even for the Main Plot Shenanigans!

Just?? It has ALL of DC's super powers? But MORE OF THEM. And like 80% of the population has um! Danny can?? Finally achieve his DREAM of being???

JUST SOME DUDE™!

Yeah, he's in Japan. That's a bit of a learning curve. And YEAH, there was a cataclysmic war like a few centuries back that sorta... fucked everybody up. No one wants to talk about it. There may be mass graves and Never Forget memorials. But?

On the SURFACE!

This place seems utopian!

No ghost hunters! Advanced technology! Robust social services*!

Wait... what was that asterisk? What do you mean "corrupt shadowy government organizations"? What do you MEAN "Immortal Supervillians"? NO SPACE PROGRAM!?!? AaaaaAAAAAAAAAAH?!?!? I'M IN HELL!!! This is ACTUALLY THE BAD PLACE, THIS IS HELL, OH GOD NOOOOOOO-!!!!!!

Cause see?

There are SO MANY REASONS he'd end up there?

Think about it! Wish that he lived somewhere his weird biology wouldn't exclude him from becoming an astronaut? In Quirks having Bnha Japan EVERYBODY has weird biology! Y'ain't special! You could TOTALLY be an astronaut!..... if we HAD those! We do not. Shut down that program during the Quirk Wars and never really started it again. (And somewhere, Desiree LAUGHS)

Or MAYBE? Things are getting a little hot on the ground? Bit TOO spicy. The Family Fenton and Friends have fallen back, behind the barely holding shields. Not even the Mansons considerable political maneuvering could stop the inevitably of human fear and blind unthinking hatred. Money can't buy everything, in the end. There is only ONE(1) way out.

Through the Zone.

Plan: Strangers In A Strange World is a go.

They're all Limnal enough to fake it. Sam with her plants. Tucker with his technology and persuasion. Jazz with her limited empathy. Their parents with their... well, weirdness. And with a touch of ghostly assisted meddling? Well, they've always BEEN there! Haven't they?

And that's not to MENTION the random 4 year olds with no control! JUST coming into their powers! With all those big emotions in tiny bodies? Startling events and tantrums? Villian attacks? What could THEY possibly hope to do to control or guide that fresh new power? It does what it does and the rest of us are just along for the ride!

If Danny happens to be minding his business and gets accidentally kidnapped by a VERY distraught 4 year old? Well, that's hardly the KIDS fault, now is it? They're FOUR! That is basically a toddler! Tiny child! They are upset, confused, and didn't mean to do ANYTHING. He's a hero. And Heros don't blame little kids from accidents, no matter HOW stressed it makes them.

No, the curse like a sailor INSIDE their head. Like an ADULT.

Just? Imagine~☆

The slow transition from *starry eyed shoujo sparkles* "This is SO COOL~!" to "huh, that's... kinda weird. And Sus. Weird Sus. Maybe nothing... oh! A distraction!" To "okay, this KEEPS happening, that was shady. You all saw that right? You realize that's not NORMAL, right? That that's fucked up? Not cool?" To "oh god, oh God, OH GOD! I'm in HELL! This is actually HELL! I'm trapped in HELL!!! WHAT THE FUC-"

Like? This kid LOVES space. LOVES the stars. And this is one of the few Superhero Cannon that SPECIFICALLY MENTIONS that IN CANNON? Thanks to Quirks? As in Superpowers? That VERY THING got fuckin SCRAPPED. Gutted. Consigned to be a relic of the past so they could all focus on punching each other Real Good.

He would weep BLOOD. Chew the WALLS. The LEVEL of unhinged this child would unleash? Not as Danny Phantom... but as DANNY J. FENTON? Beautiful. Vaguely psychotic. Definitely doing the Fenton Name proud. God, the NOISE HE WOULD MAKE would be inhuman and yet somehow? Come entirely from his human half.

They👏 Would👏 Hear👏 BOSS👏 MUSIC👏

I don't even know if he'd CARE about the main characters. They'd be tangential at best. The man would be in a one man war with I-Island over their lack of space program and hoarding of scientific progress. Probably living out of an abandoned building or forgotten subway station. Just? The MOST bedraggled, feral genius to ever haunt Japan.

As opposed to the REFINED feral genius. Who is Nedzu.

I bet Danny stands outside his school at one AM waving his scientific papers at a camera and YELLS. Like a deranged lunatic. Mismatched slippers and a "haven't slept in a week" crazed glint in his eyes.

He's Nedzu's new best friend. They GET each other.

And, yes, Nedzu COULD let him in... but it's faster to just let him yell and read the papers through the camera. Who CARES if they both seem insane! Let's shout about advanced physics and engineering at 1 am! Over the speakers!!! Oh? You need to physically SHOW me the notes? Well I COULD unlock the gates... OR just wait for you to finish scrambling up the walls like a feral Racoon, to then throw yourself OVER them.

Either, Or.

I'm just SAYING! We are SLEEPING on this! There is so, SO much fun to be had! Danny breaks rules and minds! His outrage over injustice and the complete lack of SPACE! His protection instincts going BUCK FUCKIN WILD. The INDESCRIBABLE hate boner he would have for Mr. "Lemme just rip parts of your soul out so I can collect your powers like pokemon cards" AfO.

There? Is SO MUCH, guys. SO MUCH!

@hdgnj @the-witchhunter @babbling-babull @hypewinter @nerdpoe @lolottes @dcxdpdabbles @mutable-manifestation

[hello-nichya-here]

Depressed Azula telling Ursa/Zuko that her being born was a mistake. Their reactions? If Mai and Ty Lee heard her say this while they still hadn’t forgiven her, Ty Lee would probably stay silent but her face would turn somber, she would feel sorry for her. And Mai… well, for some reason the first thing that comes to my mind is Mai saying “yeah no shit” even though she wouldn’t say that. Even if she’s absolutely enraged with Azula, at one point or another, Mai loved and had genuine fun with Azula. So if Azula wasn’t born Mai’s life would be so different. Probably an arranged marriage or something like that.

I keep thinking about something like “Azula and Mai reconciliation arc” or just an arc that is devoted mainly to Azula and Mai’s relationship. And that this arc would take place during Azula’s redemption/recovery/her own arc. Azula would be furious with Mai too. Because imo she always shared a deeper connection with Mai than she did with Ty Lee. I don’t mean to undermine her relationship with Ty Lee though. It’s not like Ty Lee would forgive and start trusting Azula right away. It’d take time fot both of them to understand one another’s issues and accept one another’s perspective. Especially for Azula. 

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Ursa would immediately get in “Protective, deeply regretful mama that will kill and eat anyone that says a single bad thing about her suffering baby” mode, while Zuko would go “Panicking older brother with conflicting emotions about the little sister he can’t help but love despite years of brainwashing” mode.

I doubt Mai would be that harsh on Azula - or be harsh on her at all. At most, Mai’s gonna hide that she feels bad for her. She might still be mad at her, hold a few grudges and be hesitant to get too close again, but she still loves Azula.

I don’t think Azula had a deeper connection with either of them, just like they didn’t have a deep connection with each other than with Azula. They’re all very different from each other, so naturally their bonds “feel” different. They’re one of the few “girl clicks” that I actually believe all genuinely care for each other and that they all get something out of their friendship. If it weren’t for Ozai’s influence, they’d probably never have a falling out - and even then I just don’t buy that they won’t be friends again eventually.

[purpleirisflower]

I don’t know what possessed me, since I’m not very active in social media, but about a month ago I made myself a TikTok account. In general I feel too old fot the app, but recently I discovered  Harry Potter related content. To my disappointment and surprise I saw quite many (at least on my feed) pro Bellatrix, pro Voldemort, pro House Black, pro Marauders and anti Snape stuff. I don’t mind role playing. 

What bothers me is that so many like to label Severus Snape as a bad guy, not bothering to understand his complex character. I don’t think that Snape is a pleasant person, someone I’d like to hang out based on a mere first expression. I agree he was mean to some of students, but I did’t felt that strong about since I grew up in early 2000s in an ex-Soviet country where majority of teachers were old and mean. I remember a teacher called one the girl in my class a ‘gypsy’ and another one told a boy he should be sent to another school where the imbeciles are. Those are just a couple of examples that I can shoot right away. Perhaps I don’t agree with some of his teaching methods, but com’on, non of the Hogwarts professors had any degree in teaching :D Plus he was very depressed individual, who probably didn’t want to be a professor anyway. 

But back to the topic. He was not a bad person. He was able to love and care and show a great loyalty to people. There are plenty of posts analysing his love for Lily and how he cared about Dumbledore, Harry, McGonagall etc. Sadly, the book is written only by the point of view of Harry. I’d like to see the story from the other angles. Wouldn’t it be interesting to see it through the eyes of Hermione, Bill Weasley, Narcissa Malfoy, Lupin, Snape, Mad-eye Moody, Tonks or even Dolores Umbridge?

We don’t have much information on most of the deatheaters to say that they completely rotten people, except the Voldemort himself and Bellatrix of course.

When it comes to Marauders. I don’t think they were evil, but I don’t like them. They were bullies. Maybe James Potter and Lupin really did grow up and regretted their past behaviour, but Sirius was still in his thirties a brat. I have sometimes thought why are there so many Marauders’ fans. And the reasons might be that they’re a merry group of friends who are praised by generally positive characters like Dumbledore, Hagrid and McGonagall. There are the father and godfather of the main character, so they have to be good. They belong to the house of the main good guys and the two ringleaders are described as handsome. But still I don’t understand why are they more likable than Severus Snape?

If you have any thoughts, please don’t be shy!

PS! Sorry, but English is not my first language.

[gemsbokk]

im sorry but i feel like like this should be addressed:

nowhere, as far as i know, it is said that these countries specifically are coded to be these real life countries. I'll admit, I'm a white slav, so maybe i just don't see it all, but i feel like this whole discussion is really unfair.

yeah, you can feel like it comes across as racist. no one can take that away or try to convince you you're not feeling a certain way, and i imagine getting a ton of anon asks is doing more harm than good.

it is suggested that kim is supposed to be inspired by japanese culture not fully, because japan does not exist in elysium; and even that is by surname only. his name can feel like a cho chang situation but i feel like, from what i've read, kim might just as well be supposed to be a revacholian name (kim points out that he is native to revachol, so it wouldn't be weird, and "kim" used to be very often a male given name, coming from scandinavian "joakim" or "joachim", or just very popular in ussr back in the day; which estonia used to belong to). my point is: it is more than probable that this is just super unfortunate accident. fantasy worldbuilding has worked like that ever since i can remember with taking inspiration from different cultures and countries and lifestyles. the cultures there are vaguely resembling ones we know from real life. similarly, the character "gorący kubek" just means "hot mug" in polish, which is a nod to am instant soup thing we have here. zawisza is read wrong. it's not supposed to be realistic.

you've mentioned other cultures are probably just as uneasy with it as you are, so, to provide perspective (i know some people say slavic people are just white no matter what, but please bear with me here): every single person i know and have seen, both online and irl, is having a blast. yeah, slavic culture is insanely broad and if you tell a polish person they're just russian with extra step they're going to get mad. but fantasy world takes inspiration, and i wouldn't exactly call that coding the way we usually mean it.

i have no idea where the whole "china/india" part came from. again, maybe i've missed something because in no way i am an expert, but i really wish people didn't come and just say things in your askbox that.. kind of don't make sense?

second, i do feel like the accent part was used very weirdly. it takes very little to learn that the actor just had a belgian accent (i searched it up because i had similar thoughts at the very beginning when i couldn't put my finger on what accent it is exactly). i know when you're constantly tokenized it gets easy to be wary, i can't blame you fot it, but accusing an indie game of racism is because of your own, again, unfair.

which brings me to the next thing; it's an *indie* game. an indie, estonian game. it just won't ever have as crazy assets and abilities to hire poc actors and holding them to the same minimum as large, american/western studios who do have the abilities to provide that (and are often let off with much more than indie productions, but that is a whole another thing) is highly unrealistic.

i couldn't help but notice that you just. don't seem to enjoy the reading part. which is a shame because that's what the game is famous for, and it really sucks that something that is not your cup of tea got shoved into your hands, and no one is having fun with that. all the things i listed might sound apologetic, and yes, i won't pretend: right now, the game is my favourite thing in the world. however, i still think it's just not okay to accuse people of racism based on one hour into the game (or a bit more? from what i've seen you mentioned playing for a short time).

but maybe it's just not for you? the format, the storytelling, the worldbuilding? no game is able to be for everyone and that's perfectly fine. no one should jump at you for not liking the game, but it's also kind of unnecessary to fill the tags with hate towards a game you haven't played a lot plus people from the fandom that are mean to you but ultimately have no place in the fandom tag i think.

it's fine not to like it. disco is an extremely uncomfortable game. it's okay to just leave it alone, and you should not be judged because of that.

to be fair, it's not one place that's asian coded, there is seol (mix of japan/korea) and samara (china/india). and most of the cultures are treated this way, like all slavic countries are put into one, america coded place is also hispanic and so on. basically, there are no 1:1 parralels, it's all a bit of a hodge-podge of cultures. the elysium world is supposed to be more condensed than ours, so don't know if i would be offended if there was a character from a made up country that had first name russian and last name czech for example. it's a bit of a nitpick considering that this made up world doesn't want to be too specific and separate nations the same way we do irl, because would that still be a made up world? or should it then make up hundreds of new names that don't exist in our world to not offend us?

I'm exhausted. it's the writer's responsibility to not make their character seem like a caricature, and they failed. end of question. i don't care what the world's lore is because it doesn't affect real life lore, bruh. china/india is so much worse tooo 😭😭 both countries are so ethnically diverse it would be weird to generalize even one but putting them together is comical!!!! this worldbuilding system sounds very.... insensitive and i have a feeling asian cultures aren't the only ones getting stepped on by it. super not making this any better.

[andromeda612]

Continuation...

Read part 1 here

"I-I I'm tired of this liying disease!" And the farewalls are there again.

And then her classmates look confused.

"What are you talking about?" Mylene is looking aware but less hostile than a few seconds before.

"Is a very rare condition, it makes me lie against my will, and well when in my old school my classmates found about it they started to bullying me, they were to cruel, and I was just to scared when I first come to Dupond, because I didn't want to live that hell again, so I never said anything, I know it was unfair but it was horrible and I'm still in theraphy fot that, and then Marinette discovered that I was lying and was so hostile about it and I just panicked, and it get worse when I'm under stress, and then this guy just call me out and I panicked again and just started to threw off all that ridiculous nosense and and I'm so sorry" again the liar is crying full force, the we-know-the-truth squad have to admit it, Lila is a very good actress.

Now, some of the class starts to soften, the girls the most, some still look confused but the anger is gone.

"Do you really can't help it?" Rose, sweet Rose asks looking more sympathetic

"I can't and I'm so sorry, this stupid disease had put me in too much trouble before, I just wanted to feel safe and make friends"

Rose, Mylene,Sabrina, Kim and Alya seems to buy it, the rest still look a little unsure

"You can talk to Principal Damocles, he knows about my condition, after all it was my illnes what got Marinette expelled, I'm so sorry Marinette I hope some day you can forgive me"

And with that the rest look convinced, and start to comfort her. She wins... oh boy! How WRONG she is!

Alix, Nathaniel, Marinette and Adrien look defeated, the liar gets away with no consequences again, but Marc just look unimpresed and a little bored, the game isn't over, time to his next move and Alya just give him the perfect push.

"Don't worry girl, Marinette hates liars but she didn't know that is not your fault, of course she forgives you, and she and Marc also apologize to you for making you scare, right guys?"

"I-I" Marinette doesn't know what to say, she doesn't want to apologize for something she didn't do, but she would look like the bad guy, her friends who know the truth give her worried looks, but then Marc makes his play.

"Marinette has no reason to forgive her or apologize, nor do I" his tone is calm and his demeanor is firm. His boyfriend, best friends and Adrien are surprised, Marc has some trick under the sleeve apparently.

"What? Did you not heard her? Is not her fault! Come on!" Marinette just pray that Alya would be spare of Marc's anger.

"There is not such a thing like a lying disease"

"But you heard her, is a rare condition and Principal Damocles knows about it, now you are being rude, Marc you are not like this!" Marc's patience is getting thiner and his face is showing it, he normally has a saint's patience but being in Mendeleiev's class makes you to develop a no-nosense character, and Marc is getting tired of this circus, our dear squad are at the edge knowing what a done Marc is capable of. Well most of them, Adrien honestly is getting scared, who would think that the little sunshine could be this intimidating?

"Yeah, I'm still wonder how is that Damocles bought that bullshit" every body froze, Marc never swore, even Chloe looks impresed. Marc is still speaking.

"I thought that you would try that, but honestly I wasn't expecting that you actually would use it, you are desperated, don't you?" And now he is using the silver tongue, his favorite three persons already have seen him like this, in the few ocasions that he gets this mad (insert anecdote about Marc beating the shit out of some random asshole that dared to upset Alix, you would read that once I post this on Ao3 and we get to that chapter)

The rest of the class? well, their jaws almost touch the floor, Marc, sweet and polite Marc just swore and now is being condescending?

"Wow, dude! Calm down, now you-" Nino tried to play moderator, but a single glare of a pissed off and so done Marc was enough to shut him up. The rest also winced for the glare, Was Marc always this scary? And Adrien now fears for his best bro's fate, lucky for him Lila is Marc's only target.

"Now let's get things straight, shall we? There is not a condition that makes you lie against your will, my proof? There is not a single study, academic paper, investigation or even a notice about it. And no, saying that you are the only case in the world is not excuse, quite the contrary actually, being the only case the scientific comunity would be doing lots of research about you, and you could always ask to remain anonymous, so that is not excuse either.

The only condition that involves lies is the pathological lying, but that would mean that you are aware of your lies, I'm sure Markov can confirm this with a quick research, Markov? Could you please?"

"On it!"

"Now, even if this illnes was real, that still doesn't explain the sheet answers or the necklace, or the fact that you were unharmed but somehow lying at the end of the stairs when Mari was expelled, it also doesn't explain why you were willingly let Marinette been seen as a bully just a moment before, or you were going to say that was all a big misunderstandig? Were you?" His voice is firm but calm, and his face remains stoic, Adrien can't help but think that Nathalie would be proud.

Now Lila is stunned too, this wretched boy just debunked her card to save face, and she didn't even had the chance to reply, the ravenette didn't let her say a word and every body is to nervous to try and interrumpt him.

Even Markov seems uneasy when he shyly (and even a little scared) interrumpts him.

"Eh, I just finished my research and according with the data, indeed there is not a disease that makes you lie against your will, I take some liberties and analyzed Lila's behaivor and what match with it is, as you said, pathological lying, but that means that she is aware of her actions and lies"

Just for a brief moment Marc came back to his sweet and gentile self "Thank you Markov" and then the scary and no-nosense Marc was back.

"So, Lila, that mean that you perfectly knew what you were doing when you lied to them. Care to explain?"

Lila was about to talk, already making an excuse, but Marc decided that honestly she just have one move left and it was not worth his time.

"Save it, I know, you just wanted to look cool and make friends or some garbage like that"

Well, actually yes, she was going to say something between that lines, damn it! Who is this guy?

"Well, It would be believable if not for the fact that more than friends, it seems that what you wanted were servants and admirers"

Again everybody is to shocked to intervene.

"I mean, how many times did you fake being hurt so they would carry your things, or make the hard work for you, or take your notes? How many times you said you were too busy so they would do your homework? How many times you were "broken" "because you donated all your money for that charity" so they would buy you lunch? And how many times you return that money? How many times you help them? How many times you promised them something but never kept that promise? How many times you aked them for something but never return the favor?"

Lila: So Marinette did talked to you about me! Otherwise how is that you know all of it? I have never talked to you before!

Marc: Marinette was not the one who talked to me about you, and I realized that you were a manipulative liar by myself, you are not as smart as you think. And even if it was Marinette who talked to me about your tales, is irrelevant, the fact is Are you really the person you said you were?

The rest of the class is now thoughtful, remembering inf fact all those times, and slowly realization sunk in their minds, and now their eyes are narrowed towards Lila, indeed, were they her friends or just her pwans? Is Lila the person they thought she was?

Lila is really really doomed, there is a too low posibility to get out of this that is almost null and she knows it. Her classmates start to demand explanations.

Marc: Check, Lila

And Lila just can see him with hate. Where is Hawk Moth????? She need some powers now!!!!

Meanwhile with the squad...

Adrien: wow, just wow

Marinette: are you ok?

She knows is pretty stunning the first time you see Protective! Marc in action.

Adrien: Yes, I just wish that this would be less... intense but Lila brought it to herself

Nathaniel: Oh dude! This isn't over

Nop, if they knew Marc and they do, they know that Marc is not done yet. Adrien is taken back for it, there is more?

Adrien: What do you mean?

Alix: Listen, Agreste. Marc is all about the right words, he just said Check, but every body knows in chess the game isn't over until someone says Checkmate, he isn't done yet.

Indeed, Marc has not yet delivered his final blow. And just a look to his face is enough to know that he is ready for it. where normally is his sweet smile now is a confident and cold smirk, and his always gentile eyes are burning with a fire that screams determination and victory.

The squad is on edge, and if Nathaniel is blushing a little not even Alix says something, to intrigued to tease her friend.

And between the voices demanding answers and the one trying to sell her excuses, Marc's voice is heard clear and strong, something rare for the always soft spoking and shy writer, making every body to remain silent. Not even Chloe dares to say word.

"In fact Lila, I'm curious, why would you do that? They were always kind to you and Marinette was never really mean to you, so why?"

Marc stands up from his seat beside his boyfriend and walks to where Lila is cornered by his friends. His walk and moves are confident, his head high and his eyes scream 'don't get in my way'

Nathaniel suddenly feels VERY thirsty, and the rest of them, even Alix and Marinette who have experience with this side of him, are astonished to see their naturally shy and anxious friend being so confident and bad-ass.

Some are starting to think that he was abducted by aliens. They clear the path, so Marc is front of Lila who is still sitting in the blanket, and looks down at her.

Now here I have a good monologue about Marc being so HBIC with Lila, but I don't want to show it until I post the fic in Ao3, this is just a draft. But he says things he knows would anger her, until Lila snaps and stands up in fury and screams about how much better than everybody she is, about what she really thinks about her classmates even about Ladybug, how much she hates her, Marinette and now him, and juts to put the nail in the coffin, she says that she wish that they were dead so they don't mess up her plans.

(Don't think Marc is reckless, he is clever and knows that Lila would be a very potential Akuma, maybe someone else, so when he comes up with his plan he said to the team that it would probably make Lila akumatized, Marinette said that she would handle that, they don't question her, after all she was who gave Alya that interview with Ladybug, so they trust her)

And then some gasps make her remember that they have an audience, she looks around and is met with the horrified faces of her classmates.

She showed her true colors, now is imposible for her to save face, nobody is going to believe her again. She looks again to Marc and sees his victorious expression, it was a tramp and she took the bait, fuck!

"Checkmate, Rossi. The game is over, you lost"

She is furious, all her work, her empire is ruined, and is all this brat fault! She looks for an akuma but nothing!

Her classmates are now angry and she is outnumbered, she runs away.

Nobody dares to speak, still processing what just happened, and then is Marinette the first to collect herself and jumps out of her seat and runs to hug Marc.

"YOU!!!! YOU LITTLE DIAVOLIC ANGEL! YOU ARE AWESOME THANK YOU!!!"

Marc giggles, his sweet and gentle demeanor back, and returns the hug.

"Nobody mess with my beloved ones and gets away with it"

Now, the rest also react and remember

HOLLY MOLLY MARINETTE WAS RIGHT

They apologize, and she forgives them, they defended her after all.

They also cheer and congrat Marc, because holly shit that was intense! They now have a new respect for Marc

Nino: Dude! Remember me to NEVER be on Marc's bad side!

And yeah, all of them unanimously agreed to never make the cinnamon roll mad. Kim also wonders if is worth it to tease him to see his funny and cute annoyed reaction, after this he doesn't want to take any risk.

Alya: Yikes! Who would think that the cute Rainbow comes with storm included?

Alix: I would like to say that you get used to it... but that would be a lie, and we know that lying is not a good idea

Everybody laughs, and enjoy the rest of the evening.

Oh! And you remember the research our artist gang did? Just after going to Mari's home for another sleepover, once the picnic was over, they send some emails, to Damocles, the School Board and Mrs. Rossi.

Next day of school was a very interesting one, Lila was being ignored until is called to principal Damocles' office. The next thing they know is that there were some screams in Italian, Lila and her mother are in the classroom, Mrs. Rossi also give a piece of her mind to Bustier and Lila is forced to apologize. Again there is no akuma. HM has been a little quiet, maybe he is bussy in his civilian life, just like Gabriel Agreste who is in Japan in a business meeting, but that is just a coincidence, really! Oh and they may or may not have the whole thing in video, because Marc deserves to watch, he was the hero here after all.

Lila has what she deserves, karma is wonderful and Damocles and Bustier are sent to make some curses in education and dealing with bullying.

Everybody who matters is happy :D

[hellomynudebrain]

Minty Friday (Vxreader)

Hello nurses! This fic it's a colab with @lytholia check her art, and from a special event with @mysme-rbb

Enjoy it!!!

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Another friday afternoon in the spring

The trees has colorful flowers, the weather is getting warmer and the city is crazy as ever; the only place to relax from that riot is the park. And there's you, who is running behind your 99 pounds bobtail dog, because why not, you decided to bought him a new collar which was more fragil than the last one and broke on the middle of the park. So yes, you're running behind him with the most unconfortable pair of shoes and almost out of breath.

"Rosco, stop!" You screamed for all over the park while the people dodge you and Rosco.

Rosco was running as a horse and making to the other dogs bark, making the children scream and some old people cursing you because you can keep him calm.

The race is getting tired, you can't keep with the pace of Rosco and the shoes are killing you. Suddenly, Rosco stop on a bench and jump on the person who is sitting on the bench.

You're so embarrased from the way Rosco is behaving what make you run faster and apologize to the person.

Once near the unknown person, you see Rosco licking the strager's face. You rush to him and taking Rosco off from him and face him.

"I'm really sorry. My dog is not agressive but I hope he didn't hurt you" Blushing for the bad moment you had, you avert your eyes from him a second, however you can see him briefly. A handsome man with fine features, pale skin, mint hair and mint eyes which where cover with a pair of sunglasses, make you fall in love of him at first sight.

" He didn't cause any problem. In fact, he made my day really interesting. I've never seen a dog so cheerful as him" He giggles and caress Rosco.

"Thank you for been comprehensive. I always try to be careful with him but...today...today wasn't the day...Is there a way to repay you for this?"

"Don't mind it. He made my day..." He sigh and get up from the bench. "Anyway, take care of him, it was nice to meet you" He turned his back to you and kneeled in front of a black bag.

You are disappointed, because you wanted to talk with a bit more, nevertheless you take Rosco and turn your back as well. However just a few steps, you hear something fall on the grass. You turn your back and see the mint hair man trying to pick up a camara aquipment from the grass, he looks frustrated and sad, you couldn’t take it and go back to where he is and kneel before him.

"Are you sure you don't need something as repayment for what Rosco did?" You ask while you help him to pick all the camara stuff.

"... No... Well.. .If you can help me with this.. I'll be really greatful..."

"Yes, I'll help you. Just let me tie Rosco. I don't want to more repays to do"

He smile at you and you feel how the love arrow stab in your heart.

You tie Rosco as you can to the bench with the broken collar and help the beautiful stranger to arm his camara equipment with a warm and pleasant silence, like him and you were a couple.

Once you finish, the time to leave comes. You don't want to go, but you don't want bother him, besides he looks like a professional, maybe your talk wouldn't help him to concentrate. You walk through the bench and untie Rosco who was sleeping until you get near. You are hesitating and making more difficult to undo the knot only to gain more time, time to spend just a more with him. Your clumsy way to keep you there was a success, because the mint hair man calls you back.

"... Umh.. If I don't bother you... May you stay a bit more to help me? Just in case I mess up again, of course."

Your eyes fill with sparks and cheerful smile where evidente on your face.

"Yes, of course!"

You sit on the bench and look him work, focusing his camara on the beautiful view of the park.

The silence is present, but again not in an awkard way, but in a confortable one.

The mesmerazing view of him, keep you quite and Rosco calm, however, he decide to talk.

"I apologize for asking you to help me..."

"No, I have to be the one asking for an apology"

"... Hahaha... This is an apology festival."

You giggle, but a doubt comes to your mind and without thinking you talk in a loud voice.

"But if you're a professional, why do want my help?"

"... I'm a photographer... But lately my sight is not how it was... And the last time I came here. I saw this beautiful view and some how I got the need to take a photo of it...before my eyesight can't let me continue"

"Oh god! Is there's a way to help you to revcover it?"

"... Yes, a friend offered me to get a surgery... However, this is a punishment sent by God since I couldn’t keep my promise with an special person..." He turned her back to you and for a moment.

Your heart broke a little when you heard what he said, and it broke a little more when his sunglasses go down and let you see his eyes, a lonsome minty eyes, full of regret, nostalgia and with no hope in life .

How such adorable creature has to suffer like this? Those were your thoughts.

"... I don't know what happened but you should forgive yourself for whatever you did...You have the right to redeem yourself as any other human being!"

He turn his back and face you with a bitter sweet smile, a smile between disconfort and happiness.

"I wonder if I deserve such a thing as reedem. A sinner like me doesn't deserve it, not after I became a beautiful being into a different one"

"But you do!" You screamed and continue after an awkard silence. "You do deserve it! I think it's the better way to pay for your sins If you did something terrible, try to mend things and do good deeds until the day you die. On the contrary, suffering all alone and pity yourself and that person won't change anything!"

He look at you with a surprise look, what makes you regret immediately all you said.

" I'm so sorry...I didn't mean to offend you... But... "

He begins to laugh.

" Hahahahahaha... I never thougth that I get to know someone as direct as my best friend... Don't mind it, this is a point of view I've never thougth before, thank you... I'll think about it..."

The rest of the afternoon was calm and you spent a talking with him more, but about stuff not relate with the first conversation.

After a while, you and him say good bye to each other, however, the fairy tale ended, because the silly you, never asked his phone or at least his name.

The next few days, you spent your afternoons to look for him in the park a pathetic intend to meet again with him.

Saturday, you waited on the same bench with the hope he'd come to the same place or find him walking on the road, but your waiting was in vain.

Sunday, you have a family meal and between the talk and the no ending questions of your family, you came too late at the park.

Monday, the weather was against you that day, since it was raining in the city, but that didn't matter to you. You took a cape coat and boots, you cover Rosco, put him a cape coat too, and went out directly to the park, running on the muddy floor, your flustered heart and a Rosco getting fun with the puddles, were hanging to the hope of finally find him, even in the heavy rain, but he wasn't there.

Tuesday, rushing out from your work. Running out of the bulding bumping with each person that walked near you, sweating and running to arrive to your aparment. You take off your heels, fixed your messy hair and make up because of the race you made and grabbing the dog leash and bring Rosco with you. You were sure to arrive at time and find him on the same place and the same hour, but you could only found a cute elders douple fedding some pigeons on the bench. Sad, you took Rosco and walked out of the park.

Wednesday. Your jerky boss, gave you so much work, so much of it, however that doesn't matter to you and with some help of some cups of cofee (six because you need the caffeine), the speed with you finished the work was you personal record, however you finished on time. You did the same you did on sunday, but with the help of the coffee you could swear you arrived faster, just in time to maybe meet him, but God was messing with you. An elder man who was walking in front of you, collapse and had a heart attack. You assited him and some people too. When the paramedics came, it was late, but you hope wasn't broken (you never learn, don't you?) . Runnin again to the same bench, you could only see an empty space.

Thursday. You are tired from work and from the hectic week you had. You feel so frustrated, at this point, look for him was a madness and the logic told you it was, but your lingering feelings fot the boy with sad eyes, the urge to see him, hug him and tell him that everything was fine was stronger, just the enough amount to make you run and look for him. But not today, because you logic won, and you're felling sad while hugging Rosco sitting on the floor of your livingroom. Just today, you logic won and your heart is broken.

Friday. You get up was usual, go to work, get mad on your jerky boss and finish your day as always. You feel discouraged, your hands feel heavy to open the door of you aparment, but somehow you do it. Open the door, throw away your shoes and bag on the entrance, walk in a zombie way, to finally throw youself on the bed. You closed your eyes and hold the tears, but Rosco is not reading the mood, and with a happy tail move and wiht his dog leash on her mouth, he scratchs your hand and lick you face. You only look at him.

"I'm only a chaperon and a food giver to you,Rosco? " He wags his tail and look to you as an answer (Yes, you are human. Now, let's go to the park)

With a really bad mood, you enter in the park. The world didn't change, but you feel like it did. The way you walk is reluctant, only to satisfy Rosco.

You are getting near the same bench you found him, but the hope of finding him is dead. A tear is about to get out from your eye, but Rosco again, won't let you get down, because a squirrel show off on the road, and Rosco loves to chase them.

Yes, you fly when Rosco begins to chase the squirrel, you are running againt your will tryin to stop Rosco but he's stronger. The squirrel run faster as Rosco do. You close your eyes, and from nowhere something stops Rosco from the race.

Your eyes begin to open slowly, only seeing a minty stain in front of you.

"I think we should stop to meet in these circunstances" The man you were lookin all the week is here, in front of you giggle anda playing with Rosco.

Your feelings are all over the overwhelming, the right amount to make you inner voice come out.

"I thought we won't never meet again..." Your mounth spoke while a the tear you were holding finally comes.

The mint hair guy panic and with a really concerned look gets near you.

"Are you ok? Did you get hurt? Where did you feel pain?" His gloomy side disappeard for a second which made you laugh. No matter if the feelings you have creep him, you want to be honest.

"No, I'm fine...I was just... happy to see you again after...I spent most of the week trying to find you, but my tries were in vain, I felt frustrated and sad...but now that you are here...I feel happy, because I like you..."

The silence after you confession is long and you don't dare to look him in the eyes, bu when you do it. You are shocked. The minty man was red as tomato and is covering his face with embarrassment .

He sigh and look you at your eyes.

"...You weren't the only one...After you left I felt funny and the feeling was a bother, because about you said and what made me feel....so....ehem...I decided to look for you and discover why I feel like that...but all the week I have bad luck."

You eyes get bigger with every word he said.

"Saturday, my friend invited me to drink some wine, but he drank more than I thought and when I arrived to the park, you weren't here. On sunday, my camara broke when I was trying to take a photo and I went to the tecnician but he delayed and when finally I could go out, it was really late and park was closed. On monday, I came before the rain got me soaked and got me sick for the last three days. I tried to go out but everytimea bodyguard of my friend got me in bed again."

You laugh again, because it was stupid how many times you wanted to meet but you couldn't. Suddenly, the sadness go away. Suddenly, both of you begin to feel bold and get near to each other. He put his hand on your cheek and caress it while clening your tears from hapiness and sadness.

You feel his breath getting close to you, you body react by itsefl and close the eyes. A little peck on your lips is where you want to focus. Your arms as if they have a mind on their own cross on his neck making the kiss a little bit passionate, and his body is not against it, because his hand pull you face closer to his. The time stops.

Both of you look at each other and with a enchanted gaze and blushed cheeks you manage to open your mouth.

"...What was you name?"

"....hahahaha...Jihyun"

And he kiss you again.

[skyburger]

okay sorry i fot distracted wnd this chart is not doing my long winding rambling opinions justice. Only importabt rhing i have to share is i remembered 21 pilots cover of mcr's "cancer" exists and jt makes me actuwlly mad i really hate it that much. could not even tell u why specifically i just hate it eo much i dont think theres any other song that pisses me off that much im sorry im a hater for that cover apecifically and also maroon 5 "girls like you" are legit the most irritating aongs of all time to me

somebody (me as soon as i post this) needs to make a chart or axis or some way to categorize song covers / songs that heavily sample or re-use parts of other songs / remixes (ect.) cuz theres so much i think about for this and a classification system of some kind would probably help me a lot. Hmm