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[kinuhanino]

Alright who's gonna take on for the team mental and emotional health wise by making a You Are My Sunshine edit between Nicky and Agatha (and Rio)

i believe the "please dont take my sunshine away" should be extra juicy

[kinuhanino]

As the void may know, I've been rewatching Ducktales 2017 with my gf and have been pushing my Weblena agenda on her

Recently, we were talking abt shipping and cute stuff and then we got onto the topic of fanfics

The topic of fics turned into me suggesting one of the Weblena fics i enjoyed back when the Weblena fandom was thriving

conversation as follows:

"I'm gonna read it tomorrow!!"

"Aww come on!! Atleast read one chapter tonight"

"FINE. I will. im just scared im gon get hooked on this ship KNOWING DAMN WELL theres literally no food in here. DON'T DRAG ME INTO UR HOLE"

"MAKE UR OWN FOOD!! SELF SERVICE!!"

"BITCH??"

"no but seriously u should read it"

"oh wait im an artist hmmm....."

So anyway I'll hopefully convert her by the end of the season

If y'all want to know which fic i suggested its Crossing The Streams by TerminalMiraculosis and since she's a gamer (im not) she said that she sees the gameplay clearly and is really annoyed at the fact that she genuinely likes the gaming aspect of fic (success!)

I have now introduced her to Weblena Week 2024. She might be participating, let's see.

[kinuhanino]

why are you so pretty u literally just died

anyway making a weblena animatic

i have a different weblena animatic i did 3 years ago but medibang locked me out so *cries in 3 weeks of work (from 3 years ago) gone*

idk when it will be up i just started drawing today

[kinuhanino]

The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives is Lena Sabrewing's song.

A Lyric by Lyric breakdown ✨✨

Because each verse fits Lena so well it's actually so insane

Like... this song fits her backstory to a T. I'm half convinced she wrote it herself.

also note! I imagine the song being sung by Lena. As in, This is Lena talking to Magica, or telling Magica these things she feels.

another note: this is solely my interpretation of Lena's backstory and how it could fit in the song! any other interpretations are valid but this is my personal take on it.

So without further adieu, here it is!

The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives

Tell me once again I could have been anyone, anyone else Before you made the choice for me

Born from the shadows, Lena could've literally been anyone. She could've been just a homeless kid roaming around the streets. She could've been adopted by a family. She could've made friends. Could've started a band. Be a musician. An Artist. She could've stayed in Italy. Be among the people there. Have a life of her own.

But no, she couldn't. Didn't.

Because she was the shadow of Magica De Spell. A mere puppet used for trickery and deception. And the key to setting her former caster free.

My feet knew the path We walked in the dark, in the dark I never gave a single thought to where it might lead

Lena was made on Mount Vesuvius, which is in Italy. She had to - practically on her own - ('cuz i doubt that Magica was helpful) go from Italy to the US to get to Duckburg, whilst being a newly made living person from the shadows, most likely not having a single clue on how to be a person.

She was probably so confused at first. I feel like Magica immediately ordered her to do something complicated and yelled at her for not understanding what to do.

For the first few years, she probably just blindly followed Magica's instructions. She followed the path Magica paved and led her to, and it was littered with shadows and darkness.

All those empty rooms We could have been anywhere, anywhere else Instead, I made a bed with apathy

Eventually, Lena probably learnt about Magica's nature and the morality of it. She probably saw how other people treated each other, or maybe she was able to watch a TV show that showed her what a good and honest person would act.

Eventually, however, she would have to arrive at Duckburg and follow through with the plan her master made for her. She'd be at the place where the main plan were to commence, and she'd have to put her morals aside for just a little more to finally be free.

My heart knew the weight Ten years worth of dust and neglect We made our peace with weariness and let it be

*15 years of dust and neglect.

Lena wasn't cared for in the slightest. It's really evident given how Magica treated her throughout the series. Magica only wanted her powers back, and Lena was the means to get it.

She didn't care about where and how Lena was supposed to live in this world. She didn't even consider her alive.

And Lena knew this, so she just chose to live through the bare minimum. There wasn't any point in her making any friends since she was just a tool. There was no point for her to get attached to anything because she wasn't staying anywhere for long.

And eventually, Lena probably got bored of "living". She grew to care less about everything and everyone around her. Her life was just a means to an end. She didn't and couldn't experience what it felt like to be alive because there always was a shadow lingering behind her, telling her that she was wasting her time on something useless.

Name your courage now We could have had anything, anything else Instead, you hoarded all that's left of me

*insert scenepack of Magica possessing Lena's body*

need I say more?

Swallowin' your doubt Like swords to the pit of my belly I want to feel the fire that you kept from me

She wants to feel love. She wants to feel warmth. She wants to feel the embrace of someone who actually cares about her. She craves it. The love, the lessons, the concern, all of it. She wants it, no, needs it at this point. She'd been deprived of it for so long, it's like breathing air for the first time after being submereged in the water.

And that family, the McDuck family, they gave it around like it was free candy. Sure, she had to earn some of it from Mrs. Beakley, but when she did, the love, concern and the protectiveness was offered to her, not only tenfold, but with no strings attached.

She's never experienced anything like it before. The feeling of security, the love that wrapped around her like a warm blanket. For once in her life, she finally felt safe. And now that the had a taste of it, she can never let go.

The moon will sing a song for me I loved you like the sun

At the end of the day however, looking back, she loved her aunt. Despite all of the torment, abuse, and neglect, during that period of her life, she loved her. It was wishful thinking on her part, but she truly deeply wanted Magica's love, approval, and care.

She loved her. She was her creator. She was there when she was made. And although it was probably grudingly, Magica most likely was the person who taught her the basics of life, or atleast, to blend in with the people.

Bore the shadows that you made With no light of my own

Lena is a shadow, case in point.

Additionally, Lena didn't have a life besides being Magica's sentient shadow. She didn't have a life of her own without her. She was just a slave to her master.

I shine only with the light you gave me I shine only with the light you gave me

She was only as alive as Magica wished her to be (atleast in her perpective). To her, she wouldn't be alive until she truly had her freedom.

And that was the driving force for Lena to go along with Magica's plan. She didn't want to do it (especially after meeting the McDuck family) but she had to. She never had a choice. The only choices she was able to make were in the guise of furthering Magica's ploy for revenge.

So, she shined (had freedom) only with the light (permission) she (Magica) gave her.

And she shined (lived) only with the light (magic) she (Magica) gave her.

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Thank You for Listening to my TedTalk!

u wanted to read it so here's a tag! @threeaxolotlsinatrenchcoat

[kinuhanino]

hey yall my weblena week 2024 day 4-7 thingy might come out late or on a later date since im gonna be busy for the next few days.

hopefully i get back on them quickly but I'm not so sure.

anyway hope you all enjoyed the first 3 days

I'm gonna post my "The Moon Will Sing is so Lena Sabrewing coded" post as a stand-in for day 4

[kinuhanino]

Anyone here got any timetravelling/other dimension aus with togachako?

like. A fic where Ochako gets to meet baby Himiko or Ochako going to a future where Himiko isnt dead or smth along those lines?

I REALLY wanna read something like that.

[kinuhanino]

i accidentally cut my finger while cleaning and why pray tell was my first thought "omg himiko toga would love this" ????

am i OK???

like "omg Ochako Uraraka core" ????

[kinuhanino]

'Est-ce Que Tu M'aimes' but its Togachako and Bakudeku with Ochako and Izuku looking at each other.

Chat let me cook please-

[kinuhanino]

I miss togachako so much its not even funny ToTT

[kinuhanino]

ok i know that Lego Monkie Kid is shortened to LMK but i still read lmk as 'let me know' and its both amusing and frustrating

[kinuhanino]

Papertiger nation u are in for a TREAT later just you wait...

[kinuhanino]

did you guys know im insane for togachako

i really wanted to do the Arkansas Daughter trend with them so bad but school got in the way but now im like hmmm....

(its the one that went "you with the dark curls you with the water color eyes")

[kinuhanino]

god i hate it when i get inspiration when school is near

like come one brain have inspo when we're free!

anyway ideas i wanna do but dont have time to do them

- Still/The Neva Flows - Damianya animatic

- Go Tonight - Nuts and Dolts animatic

- Who Was She - Weblena animatic

- Take Me Or Leave Me - Paper Tiger animatic

- Gravity - Catradora short comic

- Six poster (gonna watch it on oct)

- Togachako art (i miss them)

[kinuhanino]

Did you guys know i used to love Gravity Falls so much...

I have Journal 3 and The Curse of The Time Pirate's Treasure books

I used to ship dipcifica but now i ship mabcifica more (i find them both ok)

I need the Book of Bill you don't understand....

[kinuhanino]

Hey folks! I am rebranding from musicallypan to kinuhanino and from sopas to essem

i apologize for any confusion if any bcuz i doubt ppl care :stand:

[kinuhanino]

letting the void know that im done with my recognition so its back to our regularly scheduled rambles about my characters in the smallest fandoms i know