#kindaaa childish

[straaaa]

( 💌 ) #february letters challenge !

hey love,

you need a list of reasons that make you happy?

here ya go :

i. GOJO SATORU ; you and i both know how happy this man makes us, so, yk what to do 😁re-watch jjk girly.

ii. chocolates ; do I even need to say anyth? go grab a chocolate, love <3

iii. watching animes ; girlllll .. it makes you sm happy and yk it.

and as of now, idk abt the other stuff that makes you truly happy other than the reasons listed above, will edit when I find out lol! <3

— astra 🩵

[dr-spectre]

Hello everyone, wanna give a quick update because I have some important stuff to share.

So basically I've been thinking about this for a little bit now and... i wanna start slowing down. I look back at the posts I've made and I've realised that I've done a LOT of posts over the past several months.

IM NOT GONNA DISAPPEAR DONT WORRY!!! I won't be gone!!! I'm not taking a giant break or anything. I just need to allow myself to recharge a bit. Because I feel myself actually getting tired and burning out and i wanna prevent an actual burn out from happening.

When I look at my inbox and I see the asks I get, sometimes I go "man... I really don't wanna respond to this... it'll be too much mental effort. But... the person might get upset or feel hurt that I didn't respond..." that shit weighs a ton on me. It's not to say that peoples asks are bad, HELL NO!! I love getting most of them! It's just that... I'm tired and sometimes I don't know how the hell to respond to something.

Another reason why I wanna slow down is because well... I kindaaa had a mental crisis... I've been feeling very... numb and angry? recently? which is kinda weird considering that Shadow Generations came out and Splatoween is around the corner. Yet i... feel nothing.

I feel my love for Callie slowly dying. It's just that... the common and gross takes about Hypno Callie are starting to really get into me and I'm feeling it's effects. When i see Callie i don't go "CALLIE!!!!!!!!" anymore, i go "Callie....." It's making me feel sad and when i see Callie i think about those takes. They flood into my head.... i feel so childish and dumb... and that i should accept what's "canon" instead of being some obsessive autistic loser.

I don't know what even happened. I think i hate the Splatoon community and youtubers HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I've also started to feel numb because when i tend to become very passionate and excessive, i then get told off for it. It's like im always pushed down. So if they want me to shut up... fine... i'll shut up. I'll be a grey nothing burger.

Anyways, i'll see you guys later.

[myunggjaehyun]

✫ INTRODUCTION ✫

✪ ROLEPLAY ✪

✰ BOYNEXTDOOR's leader, Myung Jaehyun!

✰ Everything about this blog, including roleplay are SFW. No NSFW please.

✰ I am 90% lee and 10% ler- I don't ler anyone much (unless your my members!!) buuut i can still do it!! >:[

✰ Pet names are alright as long as they aren't offensive or just rude in a way.

✰ My worst spot-? Don't have one- (I MIGHT be lying.)

✰ I do better with roleplaying with male idols, but Im open to roleplay with female idols.. I just might be a bit shy and awkward, so sorry in advance.

✰ I get shy easily, dont mind me. ☻

✰ BUT I'LL STILL ACT LIKE A BRAT.

!! I WANNA MAKE IT VERY CLEAR THAT I AM NOT PRETENDING TO BE JAEHYUN AT ALL, THIS IS JUST ROLEPLAY. I AM MY OWN PERSON BEHIND THIS BLOG, NOT JAEHYUN. !! ɞ

✭ ABOUT THE ADMIN ✭

✡ Name: Zero

✡ Age: 17-20 years old

✡ All interaction must be kind, I get hurt easily unfortunately so I'll probably feel terrible if we get on the wrong foot.

✡ Most of you already know me, so I dont have much to say honestly.

✡ my main blog is @minsungii

✡ you can find my writing blog on my main blogs introduction

✡ triggers are all the same, please read it agajsjrkfjrhI

✡︎ Tiny warning- I age regress often.. so I might be kindaaa silly and playful and all childish. If you're not comfortable with that, please let me know so I can avoid using it as Jaehyun-

love you guys!!

[aroaceconfessions]

Tbh I'm actually... so relieved. In a way. Like, for some reason people talk about finding or waiting for ""the one"". Which is, sorry y'all but, a really flawed and kindaaa stupid concept. I'm relieved that, if this ""one"" is a real thing, I don't have to search for them.

Like?? I don't want to wait or search for this imaginative person who is supposed to be perfect for me and have a perfect life with. Who, I must add, I may never meet. Because, for example, I may live in Australia, they in Spain, and we both hate traveling or can't afford it.

Just imagine, like. It's so childish? You can never have a good relationship (any kind) without work from both sides -- working through issues, trauma if needed, to be able to communicate, to forgive, to make up after a fight, to understand each other, to CARE equally for one another, ect. I think most people (not everyone tho) imagine they will meet ""the one"" and BAM! Everything is perfect and life is amazing! I mean, it doesn't work like that. You can't find a soulmate. You have to work to make someone your soulmate.

I'm in the grey area and I'm so glad I don't have to this. I guess I can if I want to? Idk but even if this "the one" exists and if I have one - nice, hope they have watched Legend of Korra. But if it does exists and I don't have it - I'm more than happy with this too. I love being grey aroace, honestly.

[surveysonfleek]

1543.

How do you handle people who are overly enthusiastic all the time? they’re fine in small doses. their positivity can actually boost my mood.

Do you smoke? yes. Do people say you look like a certain celebrity? haha no.

Who do you think you look like? no one tbh. it’s rare that i find a ‘doppleganger’.

Do you ever run as fast and as far away as you can for no apparent reason? nope.

Does running make you feel less stressed out? not really. i hate running.

Best cure for a hangover? sleep.

Do you have hope in bad situations? yes! Name a flaw that you think you have: stubbornness.  Name something that you like about yourself: i’m loyal.

Do you have a cynical outlook on life? not really. i look at everything from a realist’s perspective.

What’s an assumption people make about you? i can sing. i actually can’t sing.

What’s an outfit that you wear that makes you feel hot? XP i haven’t gone out in so long that i don’t even know anymore! 

Do people view you as a strong person? i hope so? What’s a word that you overuse? surely.

Who was your first love? my current boyfriend. Do you hate reality tv? don’t love it, don’t hate it. Ever loved someone who didn’t love you back? no.

Don’t you hate when people act like they know what you’re talking about but really don’t have a clue? haha yes. i’m guilty though. Do you believe in Tyler Durden? no. Sorry. Fight Club Reference. :) -

Ever changed yourself for a crush/bf/gf? no.

Do you have a laid back personality? yes.

Write the names of the song you’re listening to, then write “in my pants” after it. Childish, I know. Just do it. XD i’m not listening to anything right not because stupid spotify isn’t working on my computer.

Had a blast from the past recently? kindaaa. Ever done karaoke? Did you like it? plenty times, i like it :) Ever had a paranormal encounter? nope.

Ever seen a pregnant woman smoking/drinking? yes, i’ve seen a pregnant woman smoking before.

What kinds of little things make you happy? many things.

What’s something you want for your next birthday? idk. i’ve passed the age where i look forward to presents. i just look forward to good food and company.

Ever traveled across your country? yes. Do you have a hero? my parents. Do you hate when people talk to you about their relationships? not really. unless it’s something i have to listen to constantly. Don’t you hate when you get hit on by creepers? haha sure.

[soft---darkness]

Business Trip, Part Three

AHHHHHHHH! Part three! It's here! This chapter is kindaaa boring? But it was nessicary so :/ part four is already half way done though, so don't lose interest yet lol.

Same warnings as last time, but this chapter is a bit tamer

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Dark smiled just slightly as he walked up the stoop of his manor, more from relief than anything else. The past month had been taxing. Dark had had to deal with a lot of people he did not like and had to do some unpleasant things, so he was almost overjoyed to be coming back to his own house. Not to mention being able to see Eric again…

That had to have been the hardest part of the trip. He would go back to his hotel, knowing full well that Eric would not be there to greet him or bounce about excitedly. He would never admit it to anyone, but he had become very used to relaxing and de-stressing through Eric. No matter how hard his day was or how annoying the other egos got, Eric would be there to smile at him and make him feel better. So needless to say, Dark found himself quite eager as he unlocked the door and stepped inside his home.

As he stepped through, multiple egos called out greetings to him from various parts of the house. He simply nodded in response, not caring much about the others and instead scanning the room for Eric. He spotted a few egos in the living room piled on the couch. He looked them over and named each one off in his head. Wilford and Bim were watching some childish cartoon and Dr.Iplier was reading a book next to them. Eric was not there but Dark was not surprised. Eric rarely hung around the other egos and Dark did not blame him. He wouldn't either if he had a choice.

Next, Dark moved on to the kitchen. Again, he looked over the multiple egos that were populating the area and frowned. Google Blue and Google Red were sitting at the table and seemed to be having a heated discussion about finances while the Jim’s filmed it excitedly. But no Eric.

Dark felt his aura twitch in annoyance, his rigging getting slightly louder as he walked out of the kitchen. It wasn't that he hadn't found Eric that was bothering him, he had only checked two rooms in the whole house after all, but it was the fact that Eric hadn't come to him. It had become a pattern very quickly in their relationship that whenever Dark came home from being away, whether it was a short trip or long one, that his little bunny would come bounding down the stairs to greet him. Dark had come to expect to hear the beat of excited feet as Eric came down the stairs, and found himself sorely disappointed that his lover was nowhere to be seen.

A feeling of dread slowly manifested in Dark’s chest but he shook it off in annoyance. There was no reason to think that something was wrong, even if Eric’s absence was...unusual. He most likely just had headphones on or something and was simply unaware that Dark had come home. Dark nodded to himself as he went up the stairs, happy with his reasoning. He would enter his room and there would be Eric. He was sure of it.

He approached his door swiftly with a small smile and twisted the nob open. The door opened slowly and Dark’s face fell. His room looked almost untouched, almost exactly how he had left it a month ago. Worry filled him again, much stronger this time. Where was Eric? Had something happened? He almost called out, but reasoned that if Eric had not heard him come home, he would most likely not hear him now. After looking the room over one more time, he decided to go ask the others. Perhaps Eric had just gone for a walk. It was unlikely but possible.

When Dark came back down to the living room he noted that Wilford and Dr.Iplier were still there and that the two googles had moved to the couch to continue their conversation. Dark walked up to the others and fold his arms behind his back, waiting for the others attention. Dr.Iplier and Wilford turned to him and waited but the Googles were to caught up in their own affairs. Dark roughly cleared his throat, the noise ending in a soft growl of annoyance as the Googles finally turned to him.

With everyone's attention finally were it should be, Dark addressed the group. “Has anyone seen Eric lately?” He didn't let his worry seep into the question and kept his face impassive, impatiently waiting for an answer.

The group seemed caught off guard by the question and Wilford voiced his confusion, much to Dark’s agitation. “Eric? What do ya want with him Dark?” Dark growled at Wilford who put his hands up In surrender with a chuckle. “I was just asking Darky~”

“What I want with him is nobody's business, I asked where he was...and I am getting impatient.” He turned his attention back to the whole group, who were all looking quite uncomfortable now. Good.

“Um...I haven't really seen him at all lately, now that you mention it.” This time Dr.Iplier spoke up, sounding hesitant and well aware of Dark’s anger. Dark faltered slightly, eyes widening for just a second before going back to his scathing glare.

"What?” He hissed harshly. His aura had gone long past the range of comfortable rigging and the others cringed. Everyone looked at each other with worry and confusion. All except Google Blue. The android looked completely unbothered and decided to speak up.

“Eric left early this month. His father came to collect him and I saw him off” The Google answered confidently and was quite calm. Up until his throat was grabbed that is. Google’s eyes widened in shock and his hands flew up to where Dark’s hands gripped him. He beeped in alarm, a red warning popping up on his hud that told him his airways were closed. The others gasped in surprise and then went deathly quiet as the watched Dark seethe.

“Excuse me?” Dark’s tone was low and screamed danger, but Google could do little but hang limply by his throat. “You let him go with his father?!” He snarled and threw Google to the floor, watching him gasp for air and try to pick himself back up. Google stumbled to his feet and looked at the demon with wide eyes, not understanding what the problem was.

“I...I did. I assumed that because it was Eric's kin that it was...okay, and...” The android explanation tapered off slowly as he saw the dangerous look in Dark’s eyes.

Dark’s aura was raging around him and the high rigging was making the others wince. Everyone held their breath as the angry demon cracked his neck on both sides and took a deep breath.

“I will be back...and when I am, I am going to tear all of you apart” The entity turned around after that, ignoring the looks of fear the others sent him. It wasn't until he stepped out of his door that he let fear edge itself into his chest. Eric was with his father, and had been for nearly a month. The damage was sure to catastrophic. With a regretful sigh, Dark set off to find Eric.

[atopearth]

Shall we Date? Wizardess Heart Part 15 - Mel Glover Route

How rude of Mel to just steal her apple and eat it!! I’d be so angry! Well, what a great first day for the heroine; she gets lost in the forest because she heard the voice of the tree, meets Mel, gets scolded by Leslie and then Sigurd comes to pick her up with Smokey, his flying magical beast! Now she doesn’t even need to walk back lmao.

Wow, what an honour for the heroine to be his buddy. Mel is so amazing to author textbooks, travel the world and be so knowledgeable about magical trees and plants etc. Lmao at their awkward interactions. Kate looks cool! Legit can’t believe the heroine is older than Mel, he looks so much older lmao. Loll at Mel’s eyes sparkling when he started thinking that the reason they lit up as buddies was to balance her childishness with his maturity haha and other theories. Awww his first impression of her was cute and interesting! I’m so surprised hahaha. Omg, it was so unexpected when Mel actually reacted with emotion and kindness when she said that he should sleep better otherwise his body will always be tired, and that she cares about him because they’re buddies, then he thanked her saying it was nice that someone was looking out for him! That’s actually really cute! I guess he’s always used to being alone so this made him realise that the feeling of someone caring about you is pretty nice.

Omg, honestly didn’t expect him to kiss her already lol. And to be when they were hiding under the podium too lol, so random. Not sure whether to feel happy or insulted that he kissed her because he felt that her heart beating really fast had influenced his heart to be the same, and that made him feel like kissing her lol. That’s wonderful, Mel🤨 It’s kinda funny how mature Mel can be but also how childish he can be at other times. It was nice of Mel to personally craft a new wand for the heroine since her one broke. I’m surprised the heroine so willingly gave the wand back to the magical tree and restore it when the wand was given to her by her parents. Guess it’s better to thank the wand and let it be useful to the tree than to keep it as just a memento.

Not sure why Mel doesn’t want to be her buddy anymore but he made her cry! That’s no good, Mel! Amelia is like the best friend ever btw. She lets the heroine cry her heart out, take her around the city to cheer her up, give advice and tell her that giving up so fast on Mel isn’t something she’d do and during all this, she somehow found the address of Mel’s master so the heroine could go visit and see what’s going on!? Dude, where can you get a great friend like this? She’s logical and understanding, I love her. I was just about to call Mel childish for running away after seeing the heroine, and then I remembered that he’s younger than her lol. But yeah, it was really cool and funny when she used the magic that he taught her to restrict his movements for a moment so she could catch up to him, she’s smart and capable haha! Only when she’s chasing boyfriends hahaha.

I always find it so adorable when a guy holds the girl’s hand and puts it in his pocket to keep their hands warm. Like, I’m not sure how big those pockets they have are since my clothes barely have any pockets, nevertheless, it’s so sweet and cute. Mel’s words can be blunt and hurt the heroine’s feelings but I think his self awareness towards this and apologising for it is very considerate. I’m glad he finally realised that the feelings he has towards the heroine is love. Took him a while but it was cute how their relationship progressed so I’m happy. It’s so cute how Mel says he’s a kid only when it’s convenient to him hahaha. I always forget that he’s younger though considering how mature he is most of the time. It was so adorable when they both didn’t want to leave each other, omggg. So corny but cute lmao.

For this season/arc, it’s a hard choice but I think I’ll have to choose Sigurd for the best route this time. Mel is a really close second though! And Leslie is a far off third lmao. Honestly, I think in terms of the story and progression, Sigurd’s route wins hands down, but in terms of romance, Mel’s was much cuter, sweeter and it progressed at a good pace. As for Leslie’s route, it just lacked in both areas and I don’t like Chica hahaha. Mel’s right though, they’ve kissed already and they’ll eventually be doing things that are even more embarrassing than him piggy backing her, so really she should just let him carry her since her ankle is like that loll. He’s so honest with his feelings and thoughts after he confessed lolll, the heroine is going to die from embarrassment🤣

I’m not sure why Mel is hiding things but I really wonder whether shooting an arrow with the Bow will really cure the magical tree that’s wilting? Kate seems kindaaa suspicious. And she is! She’s a bit frightening tbh… Was she jealous of Mel all this time? The preview for the next chapter was kinda sad though, Randy said Kate seemed like an evil person whereas Azusa said that from his perspective, she just seemed like someone overwhelmed with sadness, it made me think of Azusa himself and I guess he can really relate to that. I guess Mel wanted to protect Kate and bring her back to their side but it didn’t work.. I wonder why Kate is doing all this since she has the power to go through parallel worlds transcending time? You can see why she doesn’t like the heroine since she’s been thwarting her plans as the Sol Maiden in the different worlds aside from this one. So, the heroine getting together with Mel brings the world to an end? (Since Kate is successful this time around, hahaha)

I find it saddening that Kate is really doing all this because she feels so inferior to Mel since he can do anything, is super happy and has everything in life, whereas ever since she was abandoned as a child, she never had anything that was truly hers until she found out she had the power to transcend time, so now she wants to destroy the world and make herself the only living person so she can finally be special. It’s a terrible way to think about things especially if she succeeds, she’ll realise she’s not special at all because people are only special when they can be compared with someone normal. If she’s the only one alive, no one will recognise that she’s special anyway, so what’s the point?

I like that the summon was successful and that there’s more trouble to come but I honestly find Kate a weak villain especially since she was convinced so easily when she was so intent on destroying the world… It was cool to see the heroine’s clothes transform LOL, Sailor Moon moments hahaha, well gotta look pretty when you save the world from darkness I guess? Omggg when the heroine saved the world and all her friends and their familiars were thanking her, Taffy was sooo cuteeee when he jumped at her and clung to her saying he loves her omgg, I want Taffyyy! It was nice to see the heroine get to enjoy the festival this time around with Luca and everyone, sounds like fun~ She also delivered her part as the Sol Maiden well without any mistakes! The only sad thing was that Mel wasn’t there to share all this with her :( Personally, like the headmaster, considering the situation, there should be no reason for his licence as a magical tree doctor to be revoked since he did it to save the world, I don’t think anyone has the right to judge him for that!

Glad everything turned out well with Mel just being reprimanded and Kate being taken by the ministry, but with their master there to watch over her, so I guess now she can reflect but also get what she wanted most, which was the care of the master. Lmao when the heroine asked what Mel would do if she failed the academy judgment exam and he said he’d laugh hahahaah. He’s right though, regardless of whether she passes or not, that doesn’t change the fact that he loves her. I always forget that the story spans across only 13 days, so really, they met, fell in love, confessed, saved the world and then Mel proposed to her?! A lot of things really happened.. You could give me 13 years and I still wouldn’t be able to do those lmao.

I never considered the heroine becoming a magical tree doctor tbh since just because she can talk to them and cast the protection spell doesn’t mean she can become one too lol, but I guess considering how clingy both Mel and the heroine are with each other in this route, working in the same profession, travelling together and being together all the time would suit them. I love the engagement ring Mel made, it’s made with wood from the magical tree and it has a snow apple on it lmao. I’ll forever remember Mel eating her apple🤣 I felt it ended so nicely with Mel being able to fulfill his dream of attending school and it’s alongside the heroine~ Sweet!

Overall, I quite enjoyed Mel’s route, I guess it really helps to pick up on all the romance that Sigurd’s route lacked, but it was kinda to the point that the whole story was basically romance with a bit of plot hahaha. Well, it was good to finally see Mel’s perspective and how this event was related to Mel, but I think it was rather undermining and Kate was a meh kinda villain since her reasons and determination was rather flimsy. Anyway, if you want some more cute romance, then this is the one XD Overall though, I liked Sigurd’s route the most because I felt the heroine grew the most in that route and really became a strong independent woman that Sigurd couldn’t help but fall for eventually haha. Then I’d pick Mel since he’s sweet and I felt that he and the heroine grew together nicely in this route, where they learnt to rely and believe in each other and not just love each other I guess haha. Last is Leslie is because his route was really bland, I personally do like Leslie but his route just felt like nothing happened haha.

[halees-comet]

bitch u KNOW im tellin u to do ALLLLL those questions! good luck!

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? my cousin at the beach2. Are you outgoing or shy? usually p shy3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my babycats when i get homeeee4. Are you easy to get along with? I like to think so5. If you were drunk, would the person you like take care of you? he has many times before6. What kind of people are you attracted to? lumberjacks7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? lol yes of course. this month is 4 years together❤8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Well considering all these questions are about nathan..9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Nopeee10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my person: courtney 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “Yesss”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?I’m the One - DJ Khalid, Quavo, Chance, J Biebs, Lil WayneWhere Does the Good Go- Tegan & SaraDespacito- Fonsi & Daddy YankeeAmerican Girl- Tom PettyFreaks and Geeks- Childish Gambino13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? not to be too nsfw but if you’re not pulling it, plz do not touch it14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Kindaaa15. What good thing happened this summer? I got to come home for a v long time!!16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? beeeb gonna kiss u forever❤17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Aliens r heckin real my dudes18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Hahaha no19. Do you like bubble baths? loveee em20. Do you like your neighbors? No! Too loud21. What are your bad habits? Always forgetting to clean the lint trap in the dryer, eating too many chicken nugs, using all the hot water in the shower oops22. Where would you like to travel? Italy, Greece, Mexico, Peru, make that all of latin & south america, Fiji, Thailand, Ireland, lots of places23. Do you have trust issues? o boy yess24. Favorite part of your daily routine? makeup i spose?25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? This question is ugly- working real hard to fall in love with myself so not answering26. What do you do when you wake up? Check my phoneee27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Darker plz28. Who are you most comfortable around? Nathan29. Have any of your exes told you they regret breaking up? Do not converse w them30. Do you ever want to get married? Yes! Nathan put a ring on it!!31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? Ok weird q but ya32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Miles Teller and Orlando Bloom. Or Cara Delevigne and Orlando Bloom.33. Spell your name with your chin. Gsbvv34. Do you play sports? No35. Would you rather live without tv or music? Tv36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? hasn’t everyone??37. What do you say during awkward silences? But ummm38. Describe your dream guy/girl? makes me laugh, better than me at math, feeds me when sad, loves to touch my butt, handles my crazy, is nice to animals and humans, lil sensitive, lil rough around the edges, wears flannel, has beard, treats me like a princess, is named nathan martin39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Lush, crystal shops, candy shops40. What do you want to do after high school? Already there.. still keepin on41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? No42. If you’re being extremely quiet, what does it mean? Sad, angry, bored, anxious, stressed, uncomfortable 43. Do you smile at strangers? I try to!!44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? no thank u45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? gotta pee46. What are you paranoid about? literally everything 47. Have you ever been high? yes 48. Have you ever been drunk? yes49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? nope no sneaky bitches here50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore? tye dyeee51. Ever wished you were someone else? spent the majority of my existence doing that 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? Stop being so damn insecure53. Favorite makeup brand? Maybeline?54. Favorite store? GeoCentre gift shop lol55. Favorite blog? @everlasting-daisy @peachisty @glowpathy @gardence @marigoldbub @safetea 56. Favorite color? pink!!57. Favorite food? tacos 58. Last thing you ate? cake batter and chocolate chip cookie dough frozen yogurt with cheesecake bites and cookie dough bites and lucky charms marshmellows on top!!59. First thing you ate this morning? Olive Garden60. Ever won a competition? fitting the most cheeseballs in my mouth & also eating jello through a straw the fastest61. Been suspended/expelled? nope, good noodle62. Been arrested? nope63. Ever been in love? Yessss❤❤64. Tell us the story of your first kiss. ok so i was 13 and camping w my fam and friend. we met these guys who wore slayer tshirts and talked in a fake british accent and we thought they were so cool. one night they were trying to get us to sneak out of the camper away from my parents. ended up kissing in the camper doorway (so romantic right?). his name was jason. he used too much tongue and it was gross.65. Are you hungry right now? yess bout to go get some leftover bread sticks66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? my only “friends” on tumblr i know irl67. Facebook or Twitter? Facebook 68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr. I deleted my twitter69. Are you watching tv right now? noo70. Names of your bestfriends? Nathan, Courtney, Matt, Chelsea, Miranda, Tyson71. Craving something? What? A burger from A&W72. What color are your towels? blue and grey72. (There’s two 72s?) How many pillows do you sleep with? 173. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? in my place? probs 3, all from nathan when we were long distance 75. Favorite animal? BELUGA WHALE76. What color is your underwear? light blue77. Chocolate or Vanilla? strawberry 78. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate chip cookie dough 79. What color shirt are you wearing? black80. What color pants? maroon81. Favorite tv show? Catfish82. Favorite movie? Armageddon, the Sandlot, Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs, Tangled, Anastasia83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? ok obv the first one84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean Girls 85. Favorite Character from Mean Girls? Karen86. Favorite Character from Finding Nemo? the starfish guy87. First person you talked to today? my daddd88. Last person you talked to today? Nathan89. Name a person you hate? Trump90. Name a person you love? HI MATTTTT91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? nooo92. In a fight with someone? nooo chill93. How many sweatpants do you have? like 3 pairs?94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Like 5? I dunno95. Last movie you watched? the new Beauty and the Beast!💖96. Favorite actress? Shailene Woodley, Aubrey Plaza, Anne Hathaway, Emma Watson? I dunno97. Favorite actor? Orlando Bloom, Miles Teller,   Josh Hutcherson? I dunnooo98. Do you tan a lot? only when i go home in the summer99. Have any pets? two cats and a fish100. How are you feeling? sleeepy101. Do you type fast? on a computer102. Do you regret anything from your past? no ragrets103. Can you spell well? I am an english major soooo104. Do you miss anyone from your past? no one that’s still living105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yesss106. Ever broken someone’s heart? probably not 107. Have you ever been on a horse? yeee108. What should you be doing? sleeping109. Is something irritating you right now? nah110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes bc he was abusive??111. Do you have trust issues? p sure i already answered this… yes112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? only really let myself be vulnerable in front of nathan113. What was your childhood nickname? Hale-bale114. Have you ever been out of your state? I live in Canada now so yes115. Do you play the Wii? LOL what a strange question also no116. Are you listening to music right now? nope117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? heck yeah118. Do you like Chinese food? UM YES119. Favorite book? East of Eden 120. Are you afraid of the dark? not really 121. Are you mean? I hope not???122. Is cheating ever okay? NO123. Can you keep white shoes clean? unlikely 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? sure125. Do you believe in true love? Absolutely!126. Are you currently bored? nah127. What makes you happy? sunny days, trees, flowers, crystals, disney movies, my cats, baths, ice cream, chocolate, babe, my family and pals, good hair days, wine, campfires128. Would you change your name? nah129. What’s your zodiac sign? Capricorn130. Do you like Subway? nah131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? remind them of my relationship 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? repeat q133. Favorite lyrics right now? “Body like a back road, drivin’ with my eyes closed, I know every curve like the back of my hand”134. Can you count to one million? Ok but i obviously won’t 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? Ummmmmm idk I’m a bad liar136. Do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed137. How tall are you? Around 5'4"138. Curly or straight hair? naturally p straight 139. Brunette or blonde? depends on the season 140. Summer or Winter? summer>>>>>141. Night or day? Both142. Favorite month? December 143. Are you a vegetarian? I was for like 8 years 144. Dark, milk, or white chocolate? Milk145. Tea or coffee? Teaaaaa146. Was today a good day? yes😄147. Mars or Snickers? Snickers 148. What’s your favorite quote? “nothing in nature blooms all year, be patient with yourself”149. Do you believe in ghosts? heck yeah150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on the page? “I don’t know that I want to wait for Christmas…”

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Final Fantasy VII Remake Part 5 - Episode INTERmission (DLC)

I finally got a PS5! Well, I was trying to stop myself but I ended up caving in because apparently my love for Final Fantasy trumps all and I have to play Crisis Core and Part 2 of the Remake asap lol. Anyway, time to play the Yuffie DLC first! It's easy to make a story for Yuffie since her goal has always been to find good materia to protect and fortify Wutai or whatever so she'll go anywhere and everywhere stealing it haha. Her appearance is definitely super childish with the moogle hoodie lol. Kinda cute how you get to see Jessie, Biggs and Wedge in the background. Anyway, I completely forgot how the battle system works so I'm kindaaa mashing buttons and I kindaaa died LOL. Am I too old for this?🥲 As for Fort Condor...very amusing. Honestly, it's not my thing, I vastly prefer the original mainly because I liked the limited units you had to choose from and I enjoyed getting to control stuff like my medic healing soldiers etc, whereas I feel like for this one, I'm just spamming units out until I win lol. As for the Happy Turtle flyers which I assume are like the original Turtle Paradise flyers, it was very weird to have a dancing turtle guy tell me to find these posters lolll. I kinda liked the subtleness of the original because it felt like a fun little game on the side with no pressure. Anyway, the turtle flyers were easier to find than expected, I didn't even try🥲 As for the Fort Condor game, personally, I didn't find it very fun, it wasn't very challenging either tbh but I guess it’s not hard mode haha. But I guess that is kinda how it was in the original lol. Even though I remember the game, it's not like I really liked it that much haha. To be fair though, I didn't like most of the mini games in FFVII aside from Chocobo racing. I never thought I could hate motorcycle racing more but the Remake was able to do it, so I won't be surprised if snowboarding and the submarine game will be the thing of nightmares🥲

Sonon looks pretty cute! Dangg, killing Ramuh was annoying, had to try a couple of times zzz. Carbuncle definitely helped with the clinch heal, and as usual, limit breaks deal good damage🥲 Personally, I'm not that fond of Yuffie, and she has very exaggerated movements which annoy me for some reason when she's talking hahaha, I'm sorry, I know she's just a kid but still. It's nice to see little fanservice moments such as what Tifa felt when Cloud was gone, but they're pretty minor so yeah. I have no idea how Yuffie can slide up a pole and do it that fast other than some kind of game logic but okay lol, it does look cool I'll admit. I was so happy when Yuffie took off her silly moogle hoodie😅 Anyway, Sonon protecting Yuffie from getting squashed on the train was cute, and I liked how they kept how she gets motion sickness haha, how nostalgic. Poor Sonon lost his sister because of Shinra's weapons that were made by Scarlet. Is it proof that I'm old when I think Reeve is hot? LOL Anyway, I was sick of the breaking boxes game so I gave up after a few tries lol😅 Honestly, I'm sad that we're stuck in the Shinra building again because it's such a boring place loll. Aside from that, apparently Nero and Weiss are from Dirge of Cerberus? They look pretty cool but otherwise, nothing else is appealing about them. Funnily, their boss battle is easier than when I fought Ramuh lol, and I never even ended up using Ramuh for anything! Personally, I am quite fond of Yuffie's skillset though, I love not needing to walk alot, it's so nice to throw her weapon and then kinda "teleport" to the enemy haha, kinda reminds me of the warping in FFXV?

Sonon dying was expected, but I kinda didn't want it to happen because it was sooo obvious lol. I think it would have been perfectly fine to have him alive because there's so many reasons for Yuffie to be alone. She's such a free spirit and does things at her own pace, of course she would run around by herself lol, but I guess it is what it is. I mean, it's not like I'm particularly fond of Sonon anyway, but that's also because I'm not that fond of Yuffie either lol, but I think they were cute, and it would have been sweet for Yuffie to have a boyfriend in Wutai haha! I mean, the fact that Yuffie was an optional character in the original FFVII gave the writers a lot of freedom to write her story, especially since her main goal is to look for materia, so she can literally do whatever she wants without affecting the story. Anyway, I didn't cry. Seeing Zack was interesting, since it seems to be some sort of alternate timeline, they're definitely intent on pushing the Aerith and Zack pairing, which is expected considering all the marketing and everything but yeah... Personally, the thing I'm most excited to see in Part 2 is Kalm! I honestly don't care about anything else, I just want to see my favourite town LOL. I love the track Ahead On Our Way and it just makes me feel so nostalgic and calm whenever I think of the music and Kalm. I would also really like to play the flashback again because playing as Sephiroth is always cool but we'll see.

Overall, INTERmission was pretty much what I expected. Was it worth $30? Personally, it wasn't worth it for me because it added no substance to the story or the characters for me but I guess that’s how DLCs are. Sure, it was nice to see Fort Condor and the turtle posters, but if you ask if I enjoyed them? Not really. It's nice to see another Avalanche group, but since Yuffie and Sonon don't really do much with them, it was basically lost potential. Personally, I think the biggest mistake for the DLC was to make it set in Midgar again, and not only Midgar but it's literally the same places. Like yeah, it's kinda cute to think how Yuffie was in the same place as Cloud and them, but at the same time, I'm sick of this place lol. Especially Shinra Building, such a boring place. Anyway, considering Yuffie is a ninja and she was in the open world when you found her in the original, I would have preferred to see more of an "adventure" than this DLC that tries to bait you with some Dirge of Cerberus fanservice at the end alongside a pretty basic plot in which nothing happened. I'm actually pretty disappointed because Yuffie from this DLC feels like a legit kid and sometimes I can't stand her haha! I can't tell if it's because I'm old now or if she's just too childish for me now, or if the characters just translated better as blocks lolll. The best thing about this DLC was Yuffie's skillset, I love playing with her skills!

Otherwise, if you're curious about whether you "need" to play this DLC or not, you definitely don't. I'd say Crisis Core Reunion which will be coming out in December would probably be more crucial considering how much the Remake wants to sell Zack and his story. The fact that they're remaking/remastering Crisis Core right before Part 2 comes out goes to show that they intend on Crisis Core being important enough to know about for the future. Whether that's a good thing or not, I don't really know because I've never cared for Zack either. Considering my grievances, you might think why does she even bother with the Remake lol, but despite my whining, I can't not play something that is FFVII related, I mean I still need to see my favourite Reno and Rufus again lolll, all I want to do is march as a soldierrrr!😍