#kinda-reformed-emos

[badass-queer-couples-battle]

Sword gays showdown, round 1, bracket three

Propaganda:

For Nico:

Son of Hades master of the dead. He wields a dark sword of Stygian iron and commands the dead. He’s also got the cutest relationship with the son of the sun god .

Listen he's one of the OGs rolling up with a Stygian Iron sword and a happy meal about to commit necromancy 

he's a small, (justifiably) angst-filled teenager with a giant black sword that can kill pretty much anything as well as sucking away the victims soul. iconic. 

He definitely uses a sword and I’m pretty sure it’s some rather emo one 

very first canon gay person I ever read * his sword is made of black iron mined in the Underworld and cooled in the River Styx, and traps the monsters he kills within it, preventing them from reforming (this is edgy as all fuck and I love it) * he has used it to raise and command an army of dead spirits

For Liu Qingge:

Warning for spoilers, He’s the War God of Bai Zhan Peak basically the original sword gay in the world of SVSSS, whether or not you ship him with Shen Qingqiu, Luo Binghe or neither the point still stands that he’s a draw his sword first ask questions later kinda guy. Also SQQ basically canonically calls him a pretty boy, what more do you need 

He's one of the best swordsmen in-universe! According to the author, he's not interested in a relationship so he's canonically aro and possibly ace as well!

[blueshinefox]

About my older art and other things

They're kinda awkward to look at, not gonna lie. I stayed in the comfort zone of a particular style and I feel like it's kinda kicking me in the ass right now. My characters have actually started out as furry OCs that became multi-fandom OCs that became simply just… whatever… OCs. It's just that inspiration motivated me to draw furries more and to have art block a little less. Hell, it's what lead me to this wonderful community and a proper escape from whatever the hell Twitter and that side of the furry community became. I would still be a cringe Twitter artist if it weren't for the furry fandom. The scene/emo subculture that I feel has redeemed me in a way. Almost like a reformed villain in a sense.

I can't remember when exactly I came up with Shizuka, my main fursona that initially was designed as my first fursona back when I was obsessed with Titmouse, Inc. But I know that I came up with her core idea in 2019 around August or so. I then started to create her in late August and then revealed her in December.

Also, my character design skills were all over the place at the time… Makes them hard to look at… Hell, studying art taught me a lot about character design as a whole. But I don't know exactly what my thought process was on them while drawing. I just kinda drew what I knew…

And as I said above, it kinda started kicking me in the ass, but it was enough to cause distress, and it didn't sit right with me. It almost felt like a stigma in a way, which I can't shake the feeling that my content is starting to get a little stigma. And I don't know why.

I was 17 years old when I joined both the furry fandom and the scene/emo subculture. I don’t know, it just kinda feels like an embarrassingly late age.

Anyway, sorry if this rambling was a little deeper than I originally intended it to be. But it was just a lot that I wanted to get off my chest. I wish I could not worry so much about my characters, but it's hard.

[black-hat-asks]

Seriously! cioban got mad at me already for using a crystal summoning beetle! Ugh.. I really don’t wanna use another one..those things take forever to reform..

Guess I’ll have to do this instead..{a moment of silence} SHABLAMO! {she suddenly grabbed a spray paint bottle from her bag, throwing it onto the floor. It then exploded into a rainbow smoke mob of paint and glitter} listen dude, the whole goth thing is cool , but your kinda overdoing it! {she’d yell, picking up some of the paint like mixture and drawing the same symbol as her necklace on the wall, opening a portal} YOUR LUCKY I DIDNT HAVE TO USE A BEETLE CHARM OTHERWISE ID DRAW MUSTACHES ONTO YOUR PORTRAITS! {she’d fall backwards landing on the back of her perfectly timed friend who ran back through the portal, closing it. Sat on the floor, was another note. It read : this place could use some more colour. Try using some lighter colours emo! L-}

(Also, cioban is lamb in Romanian, that’s why it’s his name! :D)

Black Hat let out a deep groan of frustration before summoning Flug once again to clean the mess.

"You know the first time is annoyingly charming, the second time just makes you look pathetically repetitive." He sighed as he burns the note once again, this time without even reading it.

"Also, 'Shamblamo'? Not even the most worthless and meek hero would say something so stupid. Do not attempt this a third time, weakling. I will be far less forgiving."

[kafkaoftherubble]

Bro, why are your answers so sibei emo?

But also, wow, your answers are so polished, it's obvious that someone has really put you through these sorts of questions as practice, huh? Whoever that person is must be quite the YYDS, 呵呵。

Q13 - good one! I'm glad I have one dude who's going to commit all intellectual property crimes and another who's going to steal from the rich. I honestly don't really know what crime to commit if it were up to me.

What I could think of for now is quite lame, I think?

Maybe I'll steal all scientific journals and nonfiction books in the world and distribute them for free, but that's kinda a type of intellectual property crime already.

I'd love to engineer expensive, elaborative cons to fool billionaires, politicians, etc. and then distribute the rewards to the people they harm! Imma be the Great Pretender! Laurent please find a way to let me shine! But that's basically what you're doing already...

Maybe I'll just study in academia and pursue whatever knowledge I like without ever paying a single fee.

I'll run to be the Prime Minister as an atheist non-Malay who's not heteronormative. It's not a legal crime, but does it matter in this country? If I'm shitty enough maybe I'll lead a coup and forcibly become PM.

I really don't have any cool crimes to commit after all. Or rather, any answer I can come up with is always contextual, and I don't even know if what I want to do is criminal or not.

Q18 - that was my answer!

Q20 - That's the true premise of Hellbound, in a nutshell, man.

Is hell also just "a place you will suffer?" Cause' that's a pretty wide place. It's this place, too, from time to time, because brutha don't we suffer from time to time?

Maybe it doesn't matter where this objective hell is supposed to be. It's a shitty place to live for lotsa people, then it automatically fails its residents, and is therefore due for a reform.

Q22: I will very likely not kill someone else to save you—and might even choose to save that stranger over you (provided I wasn't going to kill this stranger out of self-defense; if it's the latter, I may relish in the chance. Homicide is still not my answer for Q13 because I won't deliberately seek it out).

But you already know that, right?

I think it also depends on who's on track to die, and whose death is gonna be more problematic to the people who survive them. The question didn't say we can't ask the thoughts and opinions of that stranger, right?

Q23 - Emo ass motherfucker. One day when I become a stand-up comedian, I'll embellish your stories and make up shit about you for my materials so you'll be fucking remembered... as a clown.

Q25 - If the Devil is the same character as the popular depiction of him, I can already tell you his answer is gonna be, "Fucking duh? I don't deserve to be in here, you dumbass."

For The Dark Ask Game (I expect an essay from you):

13, 18 (I am sure you will choose the same damn organ I chose, 😏), 20, 22, 23, 25

13: I would turn into Robin Hood. Steal from the rich, give to the poor. If I don't have to worry about any kind of consequence (legal punishment, death, etc.) nothing could stop me.

18: UTERUS. I'm never going to make a fucking baby, bitch. Get over it or get out.

20: If hell is a place that punishes people for not following a specific religion, then yes I'm going there. But honestly, if anything like hell exists it would be beyond human understanding. So I have no idea. Maybe we all go to hell.

22: It depends. Someone's dying regardless, so I'm not really concerned morally speaking (fucked either way, ahahahaha), but: what would the person I love want me to do? Have they accepted their death, or do they want to keep living? Would they feel guilty about sending someone else to their death? If I have their life in my hands, the least I can do is honor their choices.

23: Ah, I would rather die peacefully! What's the point in having everyone cry over your death if you're not there to see it? Just because no one remembers it doesn't mean I had no positive impact. Maybe I'm not as sad about this because I already live my life relatively unremembered, so I'm used to it.

25: I would ask if there's anyone in hell who he doesn't think deserves to be there. I'm just curious if the devil himself agrees with the sorting, or if he even cares.

[thankskenpenders]

Bunnie: you wanna FUCK with me old man! * pulls out a big bottle of ghost pepper sauce* * starts chugging it without stopping* Eggman: WHAT the actual shit! HOW Bunnie: southern blood and spite

[skelimagines]

Ink, Error, and Fresh with a s\o who's a trans boy with anxiety?

I mean- ~Mod Feral

Ink Sans

He’s not the best at cheering one up, even though he tries. Unfortunately his solution to whenever one is upset is to quite literally to remove them from the solution. So you? He’s dragging you everywhere. He’s conflicted on how to solve some of your issues though, but at least he can get you an unlimited supply of binders and such.

Error Sans

He doesn’t handle his own mental problems too well, let alone yours. He’s likely to ignore your panic attacks and just kinda try to hang with you and make sure you’re unharmed once you’ve calmed. Nothing else matters, really. He’ll likely passive-aggressively give you what you need when dysphoria kicks in, but nothing more.

Fresh Sans

Bruh he doesn’t know a thing about feelings or dysphoria or anything like that. He’ll attempt to keep you in a positive mood, but he’s not good at this.

[moss-and-marimos]

(warning for transphobia and talk of religion and religious trauma) They chose the name for themself after getting kicked out by their parents after they came out to them, its a way for them to kinda like recognize their religious trauma and moving past it, theyre kinda emo/goth? and wanted a name that felt fitting with that, its got a lot of personal significance for them and like they use it more in the sense of someone studying philosophy or generally trying to learn than as like the meaning of someone who follows Jesus, its also a reference to like ‘puritan names’ (?) that have fallen out of use, in the same vein as like humiliation or reformation or obedience and other odd names like that just because they sound cool (in large part they just chose it bc it sounded cool vbjdhfbd but the personal significance is a big thing too I promise)

Heyo! Am here to hear about the OCs. I tried scrolling your blog for OCs to ask about, but I couldn't find any (or maybe I just didn't scroll too far). Either way, is there any OC in particular that's been rotating in your brain like a microwave?

Hi Hi!! sorry about that, I need to reorganize things and add a general oc tag instead of just organizing everything so only I can find it vbjdhfbdjfd ^^' but hmmmm ive been thinking a lot about some of my stories with angels lately?

Ive got a few but the main thing with the one ive had in mind is that theres 4 main characters, Mar and Disciple who are humans, and then Vir and Gogh who are their respective 'guardian angels' not necessarily in the christian sense but im not sure how to describe it very well, but yeah their job is to watch over mar and disciple and eventually somehow both of them have near death experiences and start to be able to see vir and Gogh even though theyre not supposed to be able to. Another character is sunny, who is another angel, and his human is in a coma so most of the time he just hangs out with vir and Gogh because theres not much he can do for his human at that point. At the end of the story they all become friends, but im still working on fleshing them and their world out a lot fun fact: Gogh gets his name bc he looks kinda like the painting starry night as this incomprehensible angel thing

[infinite-insignia]

@kinda-reformed-emos​

Oh, they’re not doing anything. Nothing except getting the crap scared out of them when this guy decided to show up out of nowhere. Seriously, they practically jumped back with how startled they got. Like...why was this guy even talking to them?

Were they doing something wrong? Because, last time I checked, standing around and thinking isn’t exactly a bad thing to be doing. Or maybe this was another one of those older kids coming by to pick on them? Jeez, they hoped not.

Then again...they’ve learned to expect the worst with these kinds of things. Y’know, people approaching them out of nowhere and stuff like that. And in those situations, if they tried to explain themselves or even make casual conversation--it never ended well, to say the least.

So, what were they gonna do instead? Stand there like the terrified child they were. Yup. They ended up glancing at the hedgehog for a second--only to immediately start staring at the ground to avoid eye contact.

Not to mention the fact that they just seemed nervous--or at least on edge. They were being all fidgety with their hands--it kept them occupied, at least. Well, that and the fact that it was sorta just...a thing they tended to do when they got nervous.

And, uh...as we’ve made clear, they’re very nervous at the moment.

“..................................”

Aaaand cue the silence. They’re not talking to this guy. Nope. They don’t trust like that. They’ve got their reasons to have such major trust issues--and for someone as young as them, those kinds of things can have a lasting impact.

[lnfinitc]

Nero stared in awe and horror "Another me, and he's still evil! Come on I just had to deal with an evil Scourge!"

【 “The jackal I once was is GONE.     A lesser, insignificant creature     UNWORTHY of drawing breath.     A     specter?    An     illusion?     It doesn’t matter what you are.     You will JOIN my former squad     and   past  self �� soon   enough . ”  】

[antirepurp]

kinda-reformed-emos replied to your post: i wish tumblr had a poll system

Pillowfort has some weird terms and conditions, and can also take some of your art

oh rip that’s like the opposite of what i heard of it back when it was going around :(

[chillisonic]

✧ for Nero or Scourge

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse. 

Scourge

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[greengreasehog]

Water please!

((Hey there, thanks for reading my rules :D!))

[phantomtied]

Doodle with Fleetway or Scourge?

Send “Doodle” for my muse to draw yours.|accepting

negas only seen scourge once before

[merildae]

You doin good? 💙

ehhhh

[metalspindash]

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

@kinda-reformed-emos

Scourge!

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance / pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  / newly entered /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  / unrequited from your muses side /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parentstal figure to your muse  /  parental figure to my muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

[sylensombrr]

Afterdeath Family Headcanons

No one asked for this, but I wanna talk about it and I don't wanna forget lol. Get ready, this is gonna be a long one. In my head canon, the Afterdeath family consists of Geno and Reaper,(obviously), who are the parents, and their kids Raven, Sorell, Silver, Goth, and Shino(as well as other fan kids like Candy, Momo, Demise etc. but they won't be mentioned. Might make a separate post about them if yall want/if I feel like it). They live in a huge gothic mansion, I don't know where it's located but if it's in an AU it would be next to a graveyard.(They give off huge Addams family vibes, so I had to take influence from that) They also share the house with two pets, a cat named Krueger and a raven named Archimedes, as well as three other people, Lotus, Rurik, and Palette, but I'll talk about those three later.

Geno(He/him) •Geno is in a group called "Triple Threat and Regret" consisting of him, Lust and Dance •They try to go out together every Tuesday, Geno's favorite location being Ccino's café •He's a bit of a hoarder but not much that it's a problem •Super fucking emo •Has a bit of a habit of adopting children he finds, ex. Lotus •Krueger is his cat. He found her in the graveyard. She was too old to live out in the wild, so he kept her •Horror movie fanatic, one of his favorites being A Nightmare on Elm Street •Coffee addict/Likes black coffee Reaper(He/they/it) •Best friends with Bill Sans •He's in a nameless friend group consisting of him, Bill and SD!Dream(Idea by @/_.dxnce.sxns.stan• on Instagram) •Huge heavy metal fan •Archimedes is his raven, which he treats like a familiar •Likes giving advice to his kids •Most of his kids vent to him rather than Geno •Surprisingly good cook •Wants to be or was in a band with Geno, Bill and 404 depending on the timeline/AU •He can play the guitar and scream Raven(He/him) •Loves to go to Comic-Con every time it comes around •Introduced Blueprint to rock •He and Blueprint and sometimes his cousin Gradient go to concerts together •He enjoys getting high with Blueprint and just vibing •Blueprint is a year older than him

Silver(He/it/xe) •May or may not be adopted(idk I read it somewhere, but now I can't find it) •Loves to play with Shino •His favorite siblings are Shino and Sorell •Trans male •He is a bit annoyed by Rogue but doesn't mind when ze stays there as long as ze doesn't talk to him •Has a tiktok and likes to make cosplay videos, mainly anime •Would cut you if you told anyone

Sorell(He/they) (If anyone has or knows where I can his canon info, please tell me I can't find it anywhere) •Afab nonbinary •Big anime and manga fan •Raven and them like to trade manga •He likes to hang out with Tatyana sometimes(They garden and take care of her animals together) •Asexual •Grayromatic Goth(He/they/she) •He knows about Palette and Cray's rivalry, but chooses to ignore it •He was originally pretty cautious around Lotus and Rurik but warmed up to them •Prefers to hang out with Lotus over Rurik •Cray is like a brother to him •Thinks Rogue is pretty weird but still likes zir •He tried to keep Rogue and Rurik from meeting out of fear of them fighting •Wants to wear heels so he can taller, but Geno doesn't let him(he's too young) Shino(She/her) •Loves to play with Sorell, Silver, and Rurik •She keeps trying to get Rogue to play with her and is mad that ze never does (I don't have much to say about her lol)

Miscellaneous Geno and Reaper(mainly Geno) doesn't let any of their kids ages 13 and under be in the house by themselves, so they have either Rogue, Bill, Dance, or Lust watch over them. As of recent, Geno and Reaper also like to have family get togethers with Ink ,Error and their kids(Paperjam and Gradient) as well as Fresh. It usually ends up with Error and Geno fighting/debating over something stupid with Fresh, Ink, and Reaper watching them while the kids play Mario Kart or Smash in another room.

Next onto Palette, Rurik and Lotus which is where I kinda diverted from canon mainly with Rurik and Lotus to the point it could be considered an alternate version of them. Palette(He/they) Because of being busy with battling against Nightmare and his gang, Ink and Dream couldn't and weren't prepared to take care of a child. So reluctantly Dream asked Geno and Reaper to take care of Palette until they could, who was a newborn at the time, which they gladly did agreed to. After that, Palette only saw his Dream twice again and never saw his Ink. They downright abandoned him. •Palette idolizes both Ink and Dream, seeing them more as these fictional action heroes rather than actual people •He refuses to accept that they abandoned him •He wants to go help them fight and reform Uncle Nightmare when he grows up •He didn't even know Ink's name until he met Blueprint's Ink •He has low self-esteem due to him believing he'll never live up to the fictional and unrealistic idea of his parents that he has •He can't use his magic properly due to never being taught by Ink or Dream, can only summon his roller but can't use it •Rurik will give him lessons on his magic later on •He loves and wants to be friends with everyone •Except for Cray •He thinks Cray is annoying but enjoys their rivalry •He's secretly jealous of Blueprint for having contact with his Ink Rurik(He/him)& Lotus(He/they) Rurik and Lotus somehow ended in the Underverse, and now they can't get back to the Fellverse. I have an idea why, but I'm not done with that yet. They didn't have any place to live, so Goth and Palette brought them to Geno and Reaper. Since they were most likely never gonna get back to the Fellverse, Geno offered to adopt them and let them live in their house. Lotus accepted while Rurik declined now but still decided to stay there. •Lotus did not want to go back to the Fellverse while Rurik did •They are the same ages as Palette and Goth(this may change) •They have never dated in this AU, but might in the future •Rurik idolizes his parents similar to Palette and doesn't realize that they are abusive •Lotus has never met Rurik's parents, so he doesn't know what he's going through •Lotus and Rurik have the same powers as Goth and Palette(this may also change) •Rurik refuses to use his roller since doesn't want to be seen as weak with his "girly" weapon •He uses knifes and daggers instead •Lotus hates his parents •Rurik really likes Rogue and later begins to idolize zir •Rogue sees zirself in Rurik and later acts like a parental figure towards him •Rurik likes to play with Shino •Rurik originally started to hang out with Cray just to piss Palette off, but then he actually began to enjoy his company

Okay, that's all my headcanons I have for now. Yall can steal these if you want, but a credit would be nice. Might illustrate or talk about these more in another post if I feel like it.