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ratherbefangirling · 9 months ago

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Mi casa (2)

Genre: Omegaverse AU, Angst

Pairing: Ot7 x alpha!reader

Summary : Namjoon wonders if letting you in thier home will destroy it? He hopes it won't but if it does. He will start from scratch again because for his soulmate there isn't anything he wouldn't do.

Warnings: past mentioned abuse.

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Yoongi sits in his office working. After his comment about you possibly being Namjoon's mate. Namjoon sweared at him and left. Before Yoongi would have made a fuss about it but now he knew better, understood the more nuanced sides of his packmates including Namjoon.

Yoongi and Namjoon had both gone to the same middle school and high school and hated each other to the core. Or Yoongi hated that Namjoon was more alpha like and smart, always at the top of his academics. Namjoon on the other hand was jealous of Yoongi's more omega like features and his ability to not care about anyone's opinion.

They had gone to different colleges. They had met once again when Jin and Namjoon's pack had decided to introduce them. They surprisingly melded well. At that time Yoongi and Jin had already decided to form a pack and Jungkook and Namjoon were roommates.

Yoongi had a rough time accepting Namjoon as his future pack. The first time they met again had been, for a lack of better word disastrous.

Still even though they had their differences most of the time they could put aside thier petty personal grudges for the sake of the pack.

Yoongi still remembers the day they had come to the conclusion to put the people they cared for before thier frankly childish behaviour.

Working for the shelter was a tough job. In a day Yoongi sees more terrible things than most people do in months. As much as he finds his job fulfilling it makes him tired and angry and it's made worse for having to show up at a job where everyone else is also tired and angry and there's nothing he could do about it (not to mention dealing with officials, lawyers and policemen most of whom are entitled and haven't suffered a day in thier lives.)

Despite the majority of their time together being spent in arguments both firm in their beliefs (which is why they often seek each other out) he actually hates fighting with Namjoon.

In the pack he is usually agreeable with Jin and Hobi, Jungkook is his baby, Taehyung and him may have different world views but usually the younger one is very doting taking full advantage of calming Yoongi after riling him up because they are pack. He does bicker a lot with Jimin but its nothing like how Namjoon and him fight.

Thus only Hoseok or sometimes Jin who ends up using his alpha command can interfere. The alpha command (which Jin uses sparingly and in absolute necessity) is reserved between the pack and only works towards the pack. It has no effect in ruts and only the pack alpha's command has any noticeable effect.

Just like the other times the matter of concern hadn't been huge. Towards the end of the winter Jungkook had fallen sick. Incidentally everyone was busy. Hobi and Jin had to leave to Hoseoks close cousins wedding. Jimin and Taehyung had to give finals of their masters degree. Which left Yoongi and Namjoon.

That day Namjoon had an important meeting for the project he had spent months working for.

"I'm leaving hyung." Namjoon said picking up a bun to have in transit.

"Namjoon. Stay and help. You know I have to start with a lot of work.

"Hyung can't it wait. I have an important meeting." While the statement wasn't meant to be dismissive but Yoongi felt anger bubble through.

"What do you mean can't it wait"

"I said what I said hyung." Namjoon says irritated. "I have an important presentation I can't miss."

"Are you trying to say my work isn't important."

"I didn't say that hyung but you work in a shelter when I have an actual job." Later Namjoon would feel immense guilt because of his careless words. But then he was one tracked towards his job. Not ready to back down at all. Corporate wasn't kind to omegas.

"I'll stay back." Hoseok says.

"But your cousins wedding." Namjoon mumbles.

"Taehyung and Jimin will be done early because of their exams." Jin says.

"Yes we can come early don't worry.." Jimin says.

And that was that. Namjoon and Yoongi resolve their fight and treat the pack to a nice dinner. Making a pact to be more careful in the future.

It might be a little irresponsible but Namjoon needs to think and he hopes Yoongi won't tell on him to Jin.

But it's not very simple for Namjoon to decide.

Namjoon has a soulmate. A real soulmate.

Namjoon remembers vividly being alone. So alone that it ate him inside. For a long long time he felt unlovable. Unwanted. Being part of the pack helped alleviate some of those feelings. But being part of a seven member pack sometimes someone felt like a seventh wheel. And he would rather it be him than anyone else.

But having a soulmate. His soulmate meant nobody would be lonely. He would have his own person. He didn't doubt the packs love no but he was ultimately selfish and he wanted something that was entirely his. Someone that was his.

His alpha.

He got butterflies just thinking of it.

He knew it wasn't going to be easy. The pack may not approve but he wasn't going to abandon her. No matter what. You were his. Only his. His own Alpha.

And if he had to fight the world or his own pack to have you. Namjoon realised he would. Because you needed him too. He would take care of his alpha. He would make everything okay again.

The atmosphere in the house is tense, Jungkook notes. Yoongi is irritable and in one of those moods where he needs to be left alone. Namjoon has gone camping with his friend Jackson. Jin seems antsy and Hoseok looks like he's waiting for a bomb to drop. Jimin and Taehyung are as clueless as him.

The Maknae line decided to have a sleepover trip. A staycation at a nearby hotel. Its partially to give the hyungs space and and partially because its been a while since the three hung out together.

They spend part of the night gaming into the late hours of the morning together. As the morning sun rises Taehyung nudges Jungkook.

"Go get food. Junkookie.."

"I dont want to you get it if you're hungry" Jungkook says still busy in his game.

"Rock paper Scissors the Looser gets the food."

"Fine." Jungkook agrees. He ends up loosing against Taehyung who hi fives Jimin happily and they continue with the game.

Jungkook stretches. His muscles aching since he's been in the same position for so long. He grabs the car key and drives to a convenience store nearby.

He spots Namjoon and Jackson talking and goes near them.

"Are you sure Namjoon? Don't you think you're taking it way to far?" Jackson asks Namjoon.

"If I have to leave the pack I will."

Jungkook's mind blanks. Everything seems immaterial. He leaves the cart He was holding to run back to the hotel. This couldn't be happening.

When Jungkook more or less storms in both Taehyung and Jimin look up.

"What's wrong? Where's the food?" Taehyung asks.

"Namjoon's going to leave the pack."

"What the hell Jungkook?" Taehyung swears.

"What? Tell me clearly what happened?"

"He was talking to Jackson. He said he'll leave the pack."

"But that makes no sense." Jimin said.

"I'm not lying I swear." Jungkook says.

"Is that's why the hyungs are so on edge." Taehyung pointed.

Silence fell.

"Surely they wouldn't hide things from us right?" Jungkook asked tearing up at the thought of their family breaking.

"Maybe it's a misunderstanding and it'll sort itself." Jimin tried to reassure the maknae and hugged him.

"You must have misheard it. There's no reason to leave the pack." Taehyung reiterates.

"But I heard him"

"You must have heard wrong." Taehyung says anger evident in voice.

"Taehyungie calm down. You too kookie. It could easily be a misunderstanding like taetae said there's no reason to leave the pack" Jimin says.

Jungkook nods sniffing. The thought of Namjoon leaving scares him to death. He wonders if Namjoon feels unloved or unwanted. He decides he's going change Namjoon's mind.

"Let's just order room service OK?" Jimin says

Taehyung nods and calls. Making sure to order extra icecream because he thinks they'll need it.

So yeah that's it. It's been a while since I wrote anything. I just can't seem to these days. I miss the boys terribly. I hope you liked this. Mostly I'll try to finish this in the next part. I felt I had to end this part because it would go way too long though it ended up in the shorter side and feels slightly unbalanced to me. Tell me what you think.

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ratherbefangirling · 1 month ago

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Karz: the debt of love (2)

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Pairing: Seokjin x heiress Reader(past) ; Jungkook x idol Reader (present)

Genre: Drama, Fluff, Angst, Reincarnation AU, Revenge.

Summary: the debt is always paid.

Warnings: verbal abuse; imagery for flashback ? Which feels a lot like what I imagine a migraine does ..should this be a warning?

Like all trips made between bestfriends your trip also didn't make it out of the chat. He got busy with his exams and you lost yourself in album production, choreography, magazine shoots and sponsorships. You also had to pay a fine to your company for violating the contract and performing at a private party. Also got scolded by the CEO for being careless and almost ruining your career.

What if they think you've got illegal sponsors? There you go acting like a low life street performer.

But the reality was, you knew he hated it when you acted out of his control.

On the brighter side you and Jungkook were texting each other regularly. Sending each other memes and jokes and flirting. Any spare time you had was spent texting him. Ofcourse you were using a fake account.

The more you got to know the more you fell in love with him.

So you decided to come clean to him about yourself and you both agreed to a long distance relationship.

In conclusion, life was going really well for you.

So it was no wonder everything fell apart.

You had been having strange dreams. You chalked it to the busy schedule. You struggled to sleep and the you didn't want to take medication because you were scared of dependency.

You were all dressed up for your show. The middle of your latest tour. A little nervous. No matter how many times you performed. Or loved the stage. There was a little voice whispering I'm your ear. Do you even deserve this?

Your manager knocked your door. It was time.

You stand up. Looking at the mirror. Putting on a bright smile and going on to the stage.

As soon as you are on the stage you feel yourself relaxing. The cheers, the lights, the sound in your in ears. And you sing. Enjoying yourself. Waving to your fans. Till its the last song of the set.

Slowly your vision gets blurry. You rub your eyes gently trying not to mess your makeup.

Betrayal can only be paid in betrayal.

You adjust your in ears.

You are such a princess.

It suddenly starts raining heavily but no one seems to be affected. You look at every one a little confused.

Someone wraps their arm round your neck. You turn back. He smiles at you. As beautiful as he is. He's not someone you know and yet... and yet you don't feel alarmed at all. Instead you feel comfortable. He smiles at you.

What are you looking at my love?

He turns you round and instead of the crowded concert hall and flashing lights. You're in front of the sea.

His laugh sounds like windshield vipers. As usual. He's goofing off. Even at your honeymoon. He's made friends with the restaurant owner. And gotten you a discount.

We don't need a discount! You tell him.

But how your lips are not moving?

No ones too rich for a discounts. Even you.

But I'm a Park.

It's evening. And you're looking at your husband?

You can tell he's sad but you don't understand why? You reach to him and suddenly everything disappears.

It's too loud. Every light is blinding you. The metronome is ringing in your ears. You feel your vision swim. Someone's rushing towards you.

"Jin?" Your voice is barely a whimper.

But it's not Jin. Who is Jin?

The last thing you see is your manager rushing towards you as you fall.

You wake up in bed at a hospital. You can tell you've been sleeping a while. Your throat is parched. No one's around and it makes you a little sad. You press the button calling a nurse.

The nurse comes in.

"How are you doing sweetheart?" She's an old lady and you feel your heart warm. It's the most affectionate thing you've been called in a while.

"Water.. May I have some?" The nurse nods.

You feel better as you drink.

"What happened?" You ask.

"You fainted and were bought here. You also hit your head and sprained your leg."

You touch your forehead and true enough their is a bandage.

"Is it bad?" You ask.

"Well the doctor will be coming to explain in a while but they're just keeping you for observation. The wound isn't deep. "

"Thank you sister."

"No problem. I'll go call the doctor."

You nod grateful.

The doctor comes. He checks you and basically repeats what the nurse said.

You think about the weird thing that happened. You narrate your story.

"It could be due to your exhaustion. But we'll keep you under observation and I'll recommend a psychiatric evaluation. OK?"

You don't really want to go to a psychiatrist. If anyone got to know your reputation would be in tatters.

"Is that really necessary doctor?" You ask.

"I'd recommend it once. It's upto you."

"What if it gets out?"

"Don't worry Patient records are strictly confidential. " He assures you.

You nod. That dream was very vivid. And it disturbed you. So, despite your trepidation you decide to see the psychiatrist.

The doctor leaves. You decide to check your phone but you don't want to end up reading the articles. The room is quiet. Too quiet that it puts you on edge. The low buzz of the the Air-conditioning. The tick tock of the clock.

Creak.

The door to your room opens. You pick up the butter knife at your bedside which came with your food earlier.

It's Namjoon. You release the breath you had been holding.

"Why you holding a knife stupid." He asks.

You throw a pillow at him. "You're stupid."

He shakes his head and comes to sit next to you.

"Thank god. You're awake. You scared me." He says.

"You're here."

"Ofcourse I'm here." He sits by your bed. "How are you feeling?"

"Better now you're here."

"What happened?"

"Overworked, fainted, and had a bizarre dream." You reply."I was married and on my honeymoon."

"Let me guess to Jungkook?" Namjoon says pointedly.

You feel guilty all of a sudden.

"It wasn't Jungkook?" Namjoon asks noting your crestfallen expression. "Its fine Y/n it was just a dream." Namjoon comforts.

You're still silent.

Namjoon gently touches your shoulder. "Y/n it was a dream nothing more. Stop overthinking it."

"Yeah you're right." You nod.

"Trust me I'm almost a doctor." He says trying to make light of the situation. "Besides I had to sneak in your room it's past visiting time. You're lucky I like you enough to break rules for you."

You suddenly notice he's dressed in scrubs and a white coat. You smile.

"Thank you."

He pats your head. "You're welcome."

"The doctor said I should get a psychiatric evaluation." You confess.

He nods. "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"Yes please."

"Ok just text me the details. Now go to sleep. I have to leave before I'm discovered."

You nod and close your eyes and before you know once again you are fast asleep.

🌧🌧🌧

You sit in the kitchen. Jin's preparing something. Jimin's helping him. Taehyung sits by your side. He's putting ribbons on your hair and making braids. The sun is warm. It's summer vacation.

"It's ready now." Jin says.

He puts the pot directly on the table cloth. Later it'll leave a mark and you all will burn it to get rid of evidence and blame it on the laundry guy for misplacing it. In case your mom asks. Though luckily she didn't.

Jin's been trying new recipes. Jimin your younger brother has gotten better at it too. You and Taehyung are just good at making it pretty. Though you're still better than Taehyung. You practiced at home to help out Jin with cooking. But somehow when you're around him you become careless.

You dig in and polish your plates in a matter of minutes.

"It's your birthday Jin. Are you sure this is what you want?" You ask him. As Jimin and Taehyung splash each other in the pool. You sit by the poolside with Jin. Helping him barbecue.

"I dont think there's more I can ask for?" He says kissing your forehead.

You smile. You open your bag and you take out a small box wrapped up with a bow. You give it to Jin.

"You didn't have to Princess."

"Open it." You say excited.

He shakes the box but no sound comes. He opens the wrapping as you wait excitedly.

He opens to find a handkerchief with a badly embroidered rose and their initials written below it.

"You suck at embroidery. Thats the worst rose I saw." He says.

You hit his arm lightly. "Its not a rose it's a Poinsettias. Your birth flower."

He looks impressed but he's not going to spare the chance to tease you . " You sure. Aren't you making up a flower to hide your incompetence."

"You suck." You say as you push him into the pool.

He grins as he comes up.

"Boys. Y/n in the water now." He commands. Taehyung and Jimin grin mischievously and get out of the water and before you can back up and run away they have you by your arms.

"Taehyung.. Jimin.." You try to plead with them but to know avail and you're thrown into the pool. You almost panic and drown but Jin comes to your rescue.

"Bullies" you pout.

"Everything is fair in love and war and princess ,this is a bit of both."

☀️☀️☀️

You wake up. The dream still poignant. You don't know why you keep dreaming of these people. There are tears in your eyes and in your heart a strange longing.

You sit in the psychiatrist cabin. Namjoon with you. And so is your manager.

The doctor asks you a couple of questions. You feel uneasy to talk about the vision so you just skip over it. Besides you're not even sure it was a vision.

"Tell the doctor about that weird vision." Namjoon nudges.

"Vision." The doctor stops writing and puts her pen down.

"I thought I saw something. Sort of like a weird dream and heard something. But that could just be my inears or shouting so I can't tell."

"Do you have any family history of any kind?" The doctor asks.

"I dont know I was abandoned at birth."

"Did this happen before?" She asks.

You shake your head in negative.

"I think it's more like stress. But I will still set up an appointment once every month for three months. Just to make sure. It's not something serious."

You nod. Feeling relieved.

"I advice you to take a break if you can in a stress free environment somewhere close to nature."

And that's that.

Your concerts are cancelled. The management isn't happy but they have no choice. Free time on hands and you're bored within three days.

So you decide to fly over to Smeraldo.

You exit the airport terminal on a wheel chair. And you spot your boyfriend. Dressed in a loose top and baggy pants and boots. Looking like a daydream. You wave at him. He spots you and comes towards your bouquet in hand.

"Welcome to Ma City, my lady." Jungkook says mimicking a strange accent you can't point the origin of. Its still funny causing you to giggle.

"Thanks for picking me up"

"The pleasure is mine." He easily picks you up bridal side and seats you in the passenger seat.

He puts you luggage in the trunk and then sits in the driving seat. He connects his phone in the car and plays your shared playlist.

"Was the flight comfortable." Jungkook asks putting on a seat belt.

"Yeah it was nice. I also had fun at the lounge. " You tell him excited.

"I can't believe you're here."

"Me either."

"I thought I was getting cat fished." Jungkook says.

"Well you're not."

He thinks for a moment a mischievous smile.

"You look better in photos " he teases.

You hit his shoulder playfully.

"Hey careful we could get in a car accident."

"Oh I'm sorry." You apologise.

"Nah we won't. I barely felt that."

The rest of the ride you both sing along to the songs. You lean against the window.

Until a familiar tune starts to play.

Suddenly you're sitting in a very different car. You turn towards the driver seat. And Jin's there.

"It's a beautiful car." You say.

"Only the best for the lady."

He puts a tape inside. He's recorded songs for you both to listen in the car when you drive together.

"Happy to have arrived safely and sad to watch you go, Princess."

As you look out the window there is the mansion. Home?. Jin takes your hand in his and kisses the back of it.

"See you tomorrow. Sweet dreams."

Jungkook gently wakes you up. You blink.

"I checked us in the hotel and sent your luggage as well."

You supress a yawn nodding.

"Let's put you to bed huh sleepyhead." He says gently and picks you up. You wrap your arms around his neck.

He takes you inside straight to your room. It's luxurious and has a lot of windows but since the sky is dark you can't tell.

He puts you in bed.

"You should have dinner."

"Oh yeah." You nod."Let's order room service."

"If its ok I bought food I made" Jungkook says scratching the back of neck and looking away.

"I'd love that." When was the last time someone made you food out of love and not because it was their job. You couldn't remember. You could feel yourself getting emotional. You try to blink away the tears before Jungkook catches on.

Jungkook opens up the lunch boxes he made for the two of you. And even feeds you.

Instead of saying thank you because thank you couldn't possibly cover it. You tease him instead.

"What if you were catfished the food would go to waste."

"It's ok I can eat all this by myself."

You laugh at his response.

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Author's note: no matter how much I plan, somehow writing is a different rail road 😭😭 That said I hope you liked the chapters. There's a lot of made up stuff. So I hope it was a decent read. Let me know your thoughts. Please it really makes my day. Also remember to reblog 🥹. Have a nice day💕

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