#kim jonghyun the man you are

[keehomania]

crazy how even google knows

[multi-kpop-fanfics]

Unholy

pairing: sugar daddy!Seungcheol x socialite!reader

genre: smut smut SMUT - minors dni.

warnings: dom!cheol, bratty sub!reader, thigh riding, cursing, ass slapping, cheating, degradation, use of petnames (baby, princess, darling), daddy kink, hair pulling, manhandling, unprotected sex (stay safe), mentions of breeding, marking, finger sucking, possessiveness, cheol and reader are actual red flags

no word count, it was speed-written

summary: inspired by Unholy - Sam Smith ft. Kim Petras

Author’s note: This was written on an absolute whim i’m going through some serious cheolrot - tagging @duhnova​ for obvious reasons

nsfw taglist: @rosecult @bibinnieposts @ovai @littlemisssarcastic21 @tinkerbell460 @jonghyuns-husband @romromthedeer @y00nzin0 @llsiriusminorisll @booyouwhore17​ @delicatewerewolfsoul @aliceu

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“Come on, princess, shake those hips like I know you can,” Seungcheol slaps your ass and you whine, “Better give me a good reason for letting your pussy make a mess over my pants.”

“Y-Yes, Daddy,” you pout your lips and speed up your hips, grinding your pussy over the crushed velvety material of his pants, “Your thigh feels so fucking good, ugh.”

“Darling,” Seungcheol grips your jaw and forces you to look directly at him, “A pretty little baby like you shouldn’t use bad words.” He parts your lips with his thumb and you eagerly suck on it, moaning and swirling your tongue around the thick digit as if it was a cherry lollipop.

“Oh, Y/N...” Seungcheol chuckles as he watches your body shake over his thigh, “You’re trying so hard to be worth my time and money, don’t you?”

Under different circumstances, you would have clawed his eyes out for treating you like another desperate gold digger, but quite frankly? He was absolutely right in everything he said.

You don’t even need his money, but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t love it when you use his sleek black card to pay for all the unnecessary accessories, makeup and clothes that shine a bit more than a set of Swarowski earrings. Besides, it’s not like they were unnecessary to you, since being a socialite practically requires flashy clothes and accessories.

Choi Seungcheol is no better than you - a seemingly responsible man, attending all social events with his beloved wife, never missing a chance to show how much he adores her in front of the cameras and blinding lights of the high society.

That’s what she thinks as well, judging from the comfortable and luxurious life she’s leading thanks to her lovely husband.

Except said husband loves money more than anything else. And if it’s money well spent? Two birds with one stone.

Another thing Seungcheol loves is getting his dick wet - And your pussy does that with a perfect streak of two months.

“I’m definitely more worth than your little trophy wife,” you bite back with a smirk, “Otherwise you wouldn’t be here to fuck me, Cheol.”

His demeanor changes within a split second and he’s lifting you off his thigh, throwing you over his shoulder and then throwing you on the bed of your apartment, face down on the mattress and ass up in the air.

“You are in no fucking place to talk about my life, little bitch,” he flips over your dress and harshly pulls your panties from your body, ripping the flimsy material in half, “Nepo babies like you only want to spend money and fuck around like you own the world.”

Seungcheol slaps your ass once, twice and two more times before he unbuckles his soiled pants to let his rock hard cock spring free. He digs his hand in your hair and pushes his cock in your cunt with one swift motion, your eyes rolling in the back of your skull.

He starts fucking you like a mad man, his pelvis slapping against your ass without mercy. You almost feel like frothing at the mouth from how good it feels to let the fat tip of his shaft bully your pussy and 

“Fucking nepo baby with a fucking tight cunt,” he grunts, his lips hovering above the shell of your ear, “My fucking nepo baby. Say it.”

“Y-Your nepo b-baby,” you gasp, “Oh my God, Daddy, your cock is so good!”

“That’s more like it,” Seungcheol plants his right leg in the mattress to fuck his cock deeper in you, “That’s how you should act when you’re with me, especially underneath me, Y/N.”

The noises you make are whiny, loud and utter music to his ears. You’re drooling on the sheets, your hair sticking out in random directions due to Seungcheol’s iron grip on it, mind going blank from pleasure.

The knot in the pit of your stomach tightens to the point of breaking in a rather violent manner, the previous stimulation from riding Seungcheol’s thigh amplifying that sensation.  

“D-Daddy, I’m gonna cum, fuckfuckfuck, I’m cumming!” You scream like a baby bunny caught by a predator as your pussy tightens around his cock, your walls massaging his length in a final attempt to milk him.

Your heart drops when Seungcheol pulls out his cock and jerks himself off until he blows his load all over your ass, milky streaks painting your skin. He lets out a groan and taps his cock on your asscheek, biting his lip at your wrecked sight.

“Why didn’t you come inside me?!” 

“Oh darling,” Seungcheol buttons his pants and smooths over his clothes, “Did you really think you deserved to get your pussy filled up with my cum after misbehaving so much?”

“But-” You opt to protest and sit up, but Seungcheol stops you with his hand on your jaw again.

“Y/N. If I say ‘shut up’, you shut up. If I say ‘cum’, you cum. If I say you don’t deserve my cum in you, then you fucking don’t.” He taps your cheek twice and captures your lips in a short-lived yet filthy kiss full of his tongue, leaving you wanting for more. 

“See you next week, princess - You better behave until then or I’m cutting down on your ‘pretty girl with pretty pussy’ privileges.”

[kiestrokes]

Kie, I am in desperate need of some SHINee hard hours 👹 but also soft bc you know I am a soft bby

So what do you think would make the members go feral for you but in like a ✨tender✨ way, and how would that manifest?

SHINee Soft Kinks That Lead to Hard Hours | NSFW

Pairing: SHINee x Gender Neutral!Reader/You/Yn Rating: NSFW. Mature (18+) Minors DNI. Genre: hard hours, headcanon, imagine, fluff, smut. Warnings: Jonghyun is mentioned below, warning to my fellow Shawols who still find it difficult to read or see him.

Sexually Explicit Content: non explicit smut, kissing, biting, marking, fondling.

🗝️ Note: @chans-room I might kick you out of the jaeger (again) for this...esp after you know I was secretly drooling over Minho's tummy in our DM's last night. Nothing is beta read per usual.

Disclaimers: This is a work of fiction; I do not own any of the idols depicted below.

Kim Jonghyun We are going to keep Jjong PG-13 out of respect, but Jjong's biggest soft kink is eye contact, add in touching and you've seen how it instantly makes him a magnet to other members and idols. Jonghyun needs to caress and kiss every inch of your body and as soon as its reciprocated, it's like you set him on fire in the best way possible.

Lee Jinki Ohhh Jinki 🫠 hear me out...Jinki's soft kink is laughter. He loves laughing, but a person who is just so willing to laugh too? Oh, he is whipped. It takes you a little while to figure this out, why this man is always attacking you with kisses in the middle of your giggles and smiles. Jinki is soft and romantic, intimacy with him is slow and sustained. He's holding off his orgasms for an hour, working you slowly through several first.

Choi Minho MinhoeMinhoeMinhoe. The way to this man is through his stomach. You make him a feast and he's immediately taking you to bed afterwards. Where you can’t stop yourself from kissing a nipping at his swollen belly. His abs still faintly outlined underneath the stretch of his stomach. He has the softest, most supple skin from his strict skincare and grooming schedule. Fed Minho is a little slower about things, he's going to take his time. Making everything all that much more intense. Not as drawn out as Jinki, Minho is sensual and you're both coming in no time.

Kim Kibum Can I do this? Yes...okay. He might be the hardest to configure when it comes to soft kinks, I think Kibum really loves receiving gifts. Especially if he doesn't have to tell you himself. I can just imagine it's a random Tuesday morning and you picked up something he had been eyeing a couple weeks ago (you also feed the dogs because Kibum cannot stand the smell of their food). He gasps, clutching the item and then clutching you. Peppering you with kisses between his praise. He is quick to reciprocate in working your body to a quick orgasm with that talented mouth and pretty hands.

Lee Taemin I think for Taemin it is honestly anyone that can keep up with him dancing. In the middle of the club, the undulating bodies, the closeness of everything. The minute your hips track with his and you never step on his toes, not even once 👀 Taemin is ready to corral you into a dimly lit corridor. Being intimate with him is not quick, everything is sensual and drawn out mirroring the way that he dances. He takes his time, because there is no need to rush in our little cancer bbys mind. Little touches from his small hands everywhere until you're dragging his pretty lips back to your mouth. Taemin doesn't mind when you take control, but he still has these tendencies (the grip on your waist, on the back of your neck, in his gaze) that let you know he is in mutual control.

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[nerdyjournals]

SCORPIUS

Genre: mystery Y/N Notes: they/them, female presenting Ship: REVEALED IN THIS CHAPTER

MAN WANTED FOR THE SUSPECTED MURDER AND DISAPPEARANCE OF TWO JYP UNIVERSITY STUDENTS

Two hours ago, police released information regarding the ongoing case of the body found in the Han River earlier today as well as the disappearance of her friend.

The man in question is connected to a fatal shoot out that took place seven years ago that took the lives of three people, including local Detective Kim Jonghyun.

When reaching out to the family of the late detective, they revealed that the suspected identity of the body is their younger cousin. This case is suspected to be treated as a homicide case moving forward.

The autopsy of the body is currently underway and we hope to uncover the identity of the body soon.

If you have any information regarding the suspect, please contact your local authorities.

-

The TV clicked off as you leaned back in the hospital bed.

"Is this really going to work, Minho?" You looked over at your friend, sighing as he sunk in the uncomfortable hospital chair.

"It has to. The guys have already gotten to the detectives and are plotting what to do next." He looked over at you. "I know that look. Speak."

"Maybe we should call it." Minho shot up and reached for your hand. You flinched but let him take hold. "Too much is happening because of me, and you already got hurt." Your eyes drifted over to the small spattering of belongings, finding the little charm that matched with two others. "I don't want anyone else getting hurt."

"Hey, look at me." He tilted your head towards him, eyes drifting to the charm around his neck. "We already told you that we're in this for the long run. No matter what." His hand gripped yours tight as his phone began to ring. "Are you up for another visitor?"

"Is it him?" Minho nodded. "Go get him please."

-

Jisung rocked on his heels as he stood in the hospital waiting room. Jinki dropped him off before he went off to help set up the con with the others.

"Jisung," Minho's voice caught his attention, "you have your pass?" The boy nodded. "Come on. She wants to see you."

Minho gently took his hand and took him down the hall. Jisung felt his chest clench at the sight of you on the hospital bed. You held out your arms and he rushed into them, gently holding you and sighing into the crook of your neck.

"I'm okay, baby," you whispered into his ear. "Minho saved me. Our hero, right?"

"I thought you were gone." He slowly began to rock you back and forth. "I thought Minho was gone." The other boy sat on the other side of the bed, laying one hand on your shoulder. "My heart hurt so bad."

"It would take a lot more than a couple bumps and bruises and broken bones to get rid of me." You chuckled. "Besides, we still have to tell the others about us." You pulled back and pressed your lips to his forehead as Minho leaned his head against yours. "I love you both too much to let this go unsaid."

They all pulled away from each other and settled into the silence.

"Why is he after you?" Jisung asked.

"My cousin killed his brother in a shootout months ago. He wants revenge on those who killed him." You started to run your fingers of the back of his hand. "I'm just thankful it's only one and not any of the others."

"What would getting rid of you do?"

"Fulfill his need for revenge? I don't know." You turned to Minho. "How's the case building?"

"We have enough to get him on attempted first degree murder, but with his brother's connection they may be able to dig up more. Possible sentence, life in prison. Best sentence, the death penalty."

The other two looked a bit uneasy at how gleeful Minho looked at the last sentence.

"You're lucky we love you or we'd put you in an asylum," Jisung laughed.

"So what's the next move?" You asked. "Minho mentioned something about a con?"

-

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Give Me A Hug: Chapter 2

Pairing: Taemin x Female Reader Word count: 1.8k

DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction made for the personal entertainment of readers. The writer does not ever intend to offend her readers nor does she aim to spread false information about anyone so as to pay any disrespect to the real-life persons on whom the characters are based. She also does not claim ownership of any of the images that are being used.

chapter 1

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TAEMIN

It has been a busy day. But what’s so different about it is, that woman from the elevator this morning tore my t-shirt apart.

I’m absolutely sure that I’ve seen her before. I just can’t point my finger on where exactly. And when.

“Somebody asked me out today,” I announce to Minho Hyung across from me as he takes a huge bite of his sandwich. 

“Really? Who did?” His words are almost inaudible.

“The woman who tore down my top.”

“Oh, that? I don’t think that’s what it is. She’s just guilty for the little accident she caused. Get over yourself.”

“What are we talking about over here?” Jinki Hyung joins our table with a tray stacked with a meal good for three people.

Minho Hyung and I stare at him.

“What?” he says after taking a spoonful of kimchi rice. 

“Taemin thinks some woman asked him out.”

“Good for you! What’s she like?” Jinki Hyung cheers for me.

“She’s almost as tall as me, shoulder-length hair, and she looks to be twenty-seven or twenty-eight,” I inform him. “Oh, and she’s Kim Jonghyun’s manager.”

“Ah, Y Noona.” 

“You know her?” I ask Jinki Hyung in a bit of surprise.

“Yeah, I’d seen her around before. Think it was three, four years ago, when I was still new here. She was also a stylist. I actually got to talk to her today. And damn, she did not age a day. She’s still as pretty as I remember her to be. She’s a year older than me.”

“Really? That means she’s five years older than me.”

“Why? Does that bother you?” Minho Hyung asks.

“Not at all, I like older women as much as I like, well, women in general. I just wonder if she’s still single.”

“Pfft!” he rolls his eyes. 

Jinki Hyung and I share a look. 

Apparently, he’s still sulking about his break-up. They had been together long enough for him to think that she was the one until she replaced him with a much more mature man. Not to mention richer.

Minho Hyung just keeps his head down as he chews his food slowly. At least he’s eating. In the past months, we couldn’t even get him out of bed. 

“Oh, there she is,” Jinki Hyung acknowledges.

I catch sight of where he’s gesturing at the glass window to find Y standing just in front of the building. It seems like she’s waiting for someone. 

I chug my glass of water before heading out. “Gotta go,” I wave to the Hyungs.

I race out of the restaurant, through the halls of the ground floor, and then through the lobby and the revolving door. 

As soon as I get to the spot where I saw her a few seconds ago, she’s gone. 

“Yes, I know. I’ll be there soon.” A woman’s voice reaches my hearing. “I just can’t find a taxi anywhere.” 

I turn around and it’s Y on the phone. I approach her the second she hangs up.

“Hey,” I call out as respectfully as possible.

“Oh, hey,” she smiles back, her eyes squinting from the afternoon sun.

“Remember me?” I say as I show her the tear on my back.

She giggles. “Of course.”

“Look, you’re not going to find a taxi at this hour. Why don’t I just take you to wherever you have to be?” I offer.

She stares at me, hesitating. “No, I can’t do that to you after I ruined your shirt.

“Come on, you can treat me after your thing. I can wait. I’m free for the rest of the day anyway,” I raise my eyebrows at her, trying my charm.

She pauses for a while. “Alright, that’ll be great.”

“Yeah?” My smile extends even wider as I feel excited.

“Yeah,” she nods, yet I can still see she’s a little hesitant.

So I lead her back to the building to get to the parking lot up the elevator. 

My friends would surely laugh at me if they saw me letting a woman ride my car. Since this car is so important to me, I never offered rides to anyone but Kibum Hyung and Minho Hyung. Even when I dated, it never got serious for me to be intimate. Except, of course, for the one-night stands I had back when I was in university. Then again, I never let them even get near this car. It’s my parents’ reward to me for finishing my studies. They saved this up for me all those years.  

I know it’s just been a day and I don’t know what this exactly is but I automatically smile when I lay eyes on her. 

But still, I have to figure this out before I get too serious. 

I pull the door open to the passenger seat for her. 

Her smile is small and toothless, but her eyes light up when they land on mine for a second while she hops in.

I check if she’s entirely in before shutting the door and then walk around the back to get to the driver’s seat. 

I exhale. “Alright,” I say comfortably as I start the car.

She stares at me, her eyebrows furrow. “Why are you smiling?” she asks.

I stare at her back in confusion. “Sorry?”

“You’re smiling.”

“Oh,” I stutter. “I just had a good day at work.”

I didn’t realize until now that I was smiling this whole time. So I bite my lip as I put on my seatbelt.

To my right, Y struggles to pull hers from the back of her seat.

“Here, let me,” I offer. Leaning to her side to gently pull her seatbelt to put it on her until I hear the click.

“Thanks.” Her face turns red subtly.

This time I feel myself smile. I just can’t help it.

As we drive to the highway, she keeps herself quiet, looking away from me and to the window, as if thinking far.

I hesitate to say a word, but I have to ask her something important.

“Y?” I speak her name formally. 

She doesn’t respond. Either she’s too deep into her thoughts or my voice is just too soft.

I check her out for a second, then eyes back on the road. “Y?” I repeat. My voice is a little louder yet stays gentle.

“Hmm?” she finally responds.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah, why?”

“You still haven't told me where we're going,” I remind her. 

“Oh, shit,” she slaps her forehead, laughing at herself. 

I laugh too. Not only because she’s funny, but also because she’s fucking adorable. 

. . .

Two hours have passed and Y hasn’t come back down yet. She advised me to wait in the lobby and pointed me to the nearby convenience store in case I needed something. She did say that her meeting with her lawyer might be a while but I insisted on waiting in the car. I should’ve listened. 

I hear the vibration of my phone on the little compartment below the air vents to my right. My mom is calling me.

“Hello, Mom?”

It takes a few seconds of chattering sounds in the background before she speaks. “Taemin, you said you’re coming to the hospital tomorrow, right?”

“Yes, Mom,” I feel pleasantly serene by the sound of her voice.

“Don’t you forget it. I have to pick up your father at the airport.”

“I won’t forget it, don’t worry,” I assure her lovingly. I could never refuse her every request. “How’s it going over there?”

“Oh, you know, fine. Everything is okay today, no complications at all.” Her voice sounds obvious that it’s trying to sound cheerful, but I just see right through her.

“That’s good to know. Well, I have to go now. I’m hanging out with my friend tonight.”

“Sure, honey. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

I hang up. Chills run through my veins as my throat aches from trying too much not to tear up. What happens in our family these days is something I’m not used to. Well, none of us are. All we can do right now is stick together until it’s all over. Whether it’ll result in a celebration or devastation. 

So I shake it off, swallowing my tears. I then decide to get out of the car. 

I take a little walk to the store. As I enter, I proceed straight to the beverages section. Upon choosing what I should have, I immediately recognize somebody familiar hiding by high stack cases of beer. 

I tap his shoulder. “Hyung?”

Kibum gasps in shock. “Fuck, you scared the shit out of me,” he intensely whispers.

“What are you doing here?”

“See that guy over there by the snacks? I dated him.”

“Oh, God. This isn’t one of your stalking sessions again, is it?

“Will you keep it down? He might hear you.”

“Kibum?” I guess he already did. “Is that you?”

“Oh, hey! How have you been? It’s been so long.” Kibum fakes enthusiasm.

I try not to burst into laughter, sensing how awkward this is. I recognize this guy who he used to date. Kibum Hyung was all over him until he was friend-zoned. Fuck buddies as he would say. 

“Good. I’ve been good. I’m married now,” he informs us happily, showing us his wedding ring. “Is this…?” I didn’t expect him to look at me.

“Ah, yes,” Kibum says, still faking. “This is my boyfriend, Taemin.”

“Nice to meet you,” the guy smiles at me.

“You too,” I say back politely. And suddenly, it’s not funny anymore. It displeases me to even think about being this guy’s boyfriend. I so want to kill him for implicating me in his schemes. He and I have always hated each other. Minho Hyung is the only string that ties us together.

As they’re keeping up with this awkward exchange, the bell rings by the entrance as someone proceeds inside. 

“Hey, thought I’d find you here,” Y approaches. 

“Great, Noona’s here!” Kibum exclaims. “Look, we have to go,” he says to the guy. “It was great seeing you.”

He then suddenly links his arms between Y and me and pulls us out of the store.

Y looks at me with a weird look, her expression confused.

I just gave her a shrug, not knowing how to explain that Kibum is kind of a crazy-ass fuck. 

This is not the first time I got dragged into his skits like this. Back in college, we pretended to be cops to scare another ex-boyfriend of his away. As expected, we got busted by a real policeman, none other than Officer Seo. It was a great fucking day for everyone.

chapter 3

[ikjun]

got tagged by the overtly lovely and talented @suuho @hyunsung and @bethereforme for this giffing year in review and i am more than happy to join again this round! 🍊

tagging @possession1981 @eeunwoo @kimtaegis @sunghanbin @xiaojuun @tvxqdbsk @milkpansa @ppanghanni @hwiyoungies @booskwan @kimjiwoong @wifehwa and anyone else who wants to!

rules: link your favorite and/or most popular post from each month this year <3 (it’s totally fine to skip months!) and tag some CCs you love!

JANUARY: 🍊 most popular: 230108 jaehyun (unsurprisingly <3) 🧡 favourite: hakyeon in bad and crazy, song joong-ki in vincenzo

FEBRUARY: 🍊 most popular: fave semantic error character: cho sang-woo 🧡 favourite: hoshi as a dancer, ateez: fever epilogue, ateez: treasure pt. 2

MARCH: 🍊 most popular: jongsan home quiz hug 🧡 favourite: tohoshinki classyc tour, wonwoo's gose slay

APRIL: 🍊 most popular: seonghwa according to tumblr 🧡 favourite: jonghyun's birthday post

MAY: 🍊 most popular: hongjoong loves atiny 🧡 favourite: seventeen's fml, sm station: hybrid

JUNE: 🍊 most popular: wooyoung for single's magazine 🧡 favourite: hoshi's birthday set, aroha revival: sanha

JULY: 🍊 most popular: hard, the 8th studio album by shinee 🧡 favourite: gikwang's i'm not you, jun in the psycho mv

AUGUST: 🍊 most popular: mingi's birthday gifset 🧡 favourite: yunho's nexus / reality show, yunho in tarantino

SEPTEMBER: 🍊 most popular: junmo and gicheol, the worst of evil ep. 2 🧡 favourite: kim shin and yoo deokhwa, goblin ep. 12

OCTOBER: 🍊 most popular: soonwoo favouritism, hakyeon in castaway diva 🧡 favourite: wang yeo and kim sunny in the goblin finale, junmo and gicheol: i'm your man

NOVEMBER: 🍊 most popular: dino's wait teaser 🧡 favourite: tvxq down @ mamas, hakyeon in castaway diva, hakyeon in castaway diva 2

DECEMBER: 🍊 most popular: the devil judge ep. 15 🧡 favourite: changmin in the down mv, jongsan the world ep: fin

🧡 OVERALL FAVOURITE: wang yeo and kim sunny's final kiss

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@ synopsis .ᐟ — your ex moves in with his wife next door

@ warnings .ᐟ — language | murder | affair | alcohol overdose | sua is literally mentally and emotionally unstable | toxic marriage | slight smut | traumatizing events — if you’re not okay with the topics above, please don’t read. thank you.

@ the characters and events in the story are all fictional except for the k-idols taken to fill in the imaginary role of a main character. nothing in my works is an attempt for sexualization nor it’s a hate towards anyone. please keep in mind everything is fiction and the way idols act is not presenting their actual picture nor i want to ruin their image to the society. if you’re staying up for reading. i hope you enjoy. don’t forget to like and leave a comment. it means a lot. thank you. .ᐟ

How many fake smiles can a person hide in one day? How many teardrops can be swallowed from the sight of others? How much anger can we hold at the end of the nerves in our fingers, before we pull the trigger? How much can we hide in the garden of lilies? Can I hide her freshly curled locks of the light brown hair? Her perfectly new polished set of black shoes maybe? Can I hide myself? Or will everything come back splashing onto me, like her blood on my white Valentino dress.

⊹₊⟡⋆

If I had known him for years, hearing that he got married would be a nice joke of the day and I’ll forget it through the laughter. I would tell you he’s not the man ready to step in the wedlock.

But the worst part of it — I had known him for years.

I guess a close person can become a stranger someday and I was convinced that’s true when his grey BMW parked in the yard of the house next to ours.

Her slim leg stepped out of the car, wearing a huge smile on her face.

I think every sane person would’ve reacted the same way I did if they lived next to their ex-lover and his wife — house by house.

I didn’t know what was actually killing me. The fact that I had to watch them together everyday or that he had found someone after me to get married to.

The only person you should laugh to is me.

Kim Eunji, with her dimple smile, withened teeth, a beautiful brunette without a single grey hair on her head; she would stand at their yard — planting lilies.

I would admire her every morning from our kitchen window.

Taemin would think I’ve gone crazy.

Two warm hands around my waist and a soft kiss on my neck, pulled me back to reality, away from the neighbors house to the cold tiles of my kitchen floor and to a man to whom I said “Yes.” five years ago.

“ You’re up early again, hm? “ — his morning voice whispered against my ear.

“ You know I can’t sleep if I see the sun is already up. “

“ I know, that’s what worries me. “ — he chuckled, moving away from me towards the coffee machine.

I wonder if that’s the only thing that worries him about me.

His black hair looked messy in the morning. Fluttered at all directions until he would style it for work and leave the house.

His face is softer than cotton, even at the age 35, he looked younger than teenagers these days.

I know I made a mistake with him.

The only person who was with me after college, at the worst moments of my life, when I was moving out, through break-ups…

It was him — Lee Taemin, my husband.

I love him.

But the person who used to show up every Friday for a movie night in my old apartment, who would pull an all-nighter with me while I was studying, who convinced my stubborn mother to let me go to that trip in the third year of high school that everyone were going to — who left me alone at the mere word about our future.

Who’s hugging Eunji right now behind my back.

Kim Jonghyun, him, I love a little more.

“ Will you be okay tonight again? “ — Taemin asked, adjusting his tie.

“ As usual. “ — I sighed.

Taemin’s arrival from work sharp at three in the morning like a Swiss watch wasn’t the thing that bothered me. That left me enough time to blankly stare at the window at the house next door.

I avoided every contact with that house outside of my windows when I realized who moved in. But not even two months later, on 10th of September, Eunji knocked on my door.

She was carrying a bowl of cookies in her hands with her infamous smile. She introduced herself as the new neighbour in the street and how she didn’t find enough time to visit us earlier due to moving in and tidying up the house and blah blah blah… No one cares.

Taking the bowl from her hands, I noticed a sparkle coming from her hand that cut deeply inside my heart and made my eyes petrified on the object she was wearing.

A wedding ring.

It would be unpolite not to invite her inside for a cup of coffee, even tho all I wanted to do is smash the door in her face.

While she was sitting on the couch, across from me, blabbing about her life and the moving, I observed her every movement.

What did she have, that I didn’t?

I wasn’t completely sure why was I jealous of her, what specifically bothered me about her?

Was it the way she looked, wearing the colors that match her hair and skintone or was it the fact she has the man I want?

After three house of her gibberish and the drunk coffee that I was fighting so hard not to pour the mouse poison in, Eunji left my house.

I saw Jonghyun in December, while removing the snow from our porch.

Totally unready for the encounter with anyone from the next door, I was silently cleaning. But the creaking sound of the door to my right side made me look up — meeting his eyes.

We stood, both frozen for a minute and twenty seconds, before he decided to speak up.

“ Sua? “ — his voice called my name silently, in the cold air outside, making the hot smoke leave his mouth.

Sua. Sua. Sua.

My name spoken by him was everything I ever wanted to hear for the rest of my life. I don’t want him to stop repeating it.

His dark eyes, taking a glance at the house I’m standing in front of, then back at me with a slight surprise.

“ You live here? “ — he asked, tone louder than he said my name.

“ Yeah. “ — I simply reply.

“ For five years already. “

Five years since I live here, without you.

Five years married, not to you.

Five years since I last saw you.

He nodded, taking the air inside his lungs to speak more stuff he might regret later but the sound of an engine and sight of a man stepping out of the black Mercedes in my yard stopped him.

My eyes never left Jonghyun while he was quietly checking every detail of Taemin who was walking right towards me on the porch.

I flinched from the warmth of Taemin’s body next to me.

“ Oh uhm— Jonghyun, this is my husband… Taemin. “

I followed the expression on his face while I was saying these words out loud. His lips slightly opened, jaw relaxing from the shock that went through his body, but he collected himself quickly, a smile covering up the previous reaction.

“ Nice to meet you. I’m Jonghyun. “ — he said, nodding his head.

Taemin returns with a smile.

“ Nice to see someone finally moving into that house, it has been empty for ages. “

Should’ve stayed empty.

“ Probably that’s why the price was discounted, so they could get rid of it. “ — Jonghyun joked, smiling again.

I couldn’t hear Taemin anymore, nor the conversation they were having. I wasn’t even freezing on the temperature outside, all I saw was his smile in my eyes.

I missed it.

After Taemin went inside the house, I walked behind him, closing the door.

My eyes meet Jonghyun again, while he was sitting in his car, ready to head off to wherever he was going to.

We stare at each other for another ten seconds.

I’m closing the door completely and he’s driving down the street.

On Monday, in February, something happened that could only be seen in romantic movies.

Taemin’s voice notes he sent me announce that his arrival home will be early in the morning because of the meetings. I leave his messages on read, taking the pack of cigarettes from the pocket of the leather jacket in the hallway. I open the front door, exiting the house.

Taemin can’t stand the cigarette smoke, he would complain whenever I lighted one in the house because the smell would stick around for days.

I sat on the cold pavement in front of the door, lighting the cigarette up then letting the first smoke out in the night sky.

“ Malboro Gold. “ — a voice next to me spoke, a very familiar voice. My head follows it and now my lips are curving up in a smile.

“ Some things never change I guess. “ — he added, sitting next to me.

“ A wolf sheds his coat, but cigarettes? Never. “ — I said, handing him the half-full pack.

He pulls his hand up for a moment, shaking his head. “ I quitted. “ — he said, exhaling.

“ Oh. “ — surprising. I put back the box next to me again. “ Looks like some wolves don’t shed cigarettes only, but even the character. “

“ Eunji can’t stand the smoke. “ — he speaks.

I turn my head, staring at him him for a moment.

“ Wow… She must mean a lot to you since you quitted smoking for her. “ — I say, looking back up at the sky.

From the peripheral vision, I see him nodding his head. “ Why are you smoking outside? It’s cold. “

“ Taemin can’t stand the smoke. “ — I answer, inhaling the smoke.

I feel his eyes on me. He’s thinking. I know what. I don’t love Taemin enough to quit something.

“ Is he home? “ — he asks.

“ No, but he can smell the leftover smoke if I do it inside. “

He nods.

“ Why are you outside? “

“ I was about to head to the convenience store for some stuff before Eunji comes back home. “ — he answers.

Eunji is not home.

“ Eunji is not home? “

“ She left to visit her parents. She’ll be back in the morning. “

Now I’m the one who’s thinking. I’m grabbing the pack of cigarettes again, opening it up for him.

“ It will wind down ‘till tomorrow. “ — I say with a smile, watching him.

His eyes fall away from me towards the box in my hands, he chuckles, taking one. I hold the lighter out for him, lighting his cigarette.

Suddenly, it’s like we’re back in the parking lot behind our old school, hidding from the professors just so we could smoke. He’s taking out the coins from his back pocket, counting up to see if we have enough to buy Malboro Gold so we can share. He’s kissing me, then we’re running back to class.

The situation is lowkey the same, the two of us with a Malboro at our fingers, sitting on my front porch, hidding from the scary professors — my husband and his wife.

“ I would kill for a glass of whiskey. “ — he speaks, breaking the silence between the smoke in the air.

“ Don’t need to say it twice. “ — I’m nodding my head towards the front door, standing up, putting out the cigarette by stepping on it, entering the house — leaving the door open.

“ How smart it is for me to enter? “ — he asks, standing at the entrance, admiring me through the hallway as I’m holding out two crystal glasses for the whiskey.

“ It’s not smart at all. “ — I say, with a slight smirk in the corner of my lips, opening the bottle that was on the counter.

I hear the front door closing, then the steps entering the kitchen. I hand him the glass of whiskey, taking my own.

I watch him closely, beneath my lashes as I drink up.

Four glasses later, I was on the kitchen counter with Jonghyun’s hands around my hips, my hands in his hair while we’re kissing.

My legs around him, pushing him towards me closer, breaking every existing distance between us.

“ Take me to the bedroom. “ — I whisper against his lips, breathing heavily.

My body was burning, his skin stinging under my fingers.

I thought everything will end here until he took me in his arms, away from the counter, exiting the kitchen and taking the steps up on the staircase.

Kicking the door open with my foot, we were in complete darkness after he carried me inside, laying me down on the bed.

I was ready to break all the vows that I gave in front of the altar for the touch of the man above me, in the bed that I share with the man who placed a shining object on my finger of the right hand.

The heavy breathings of pleasure and whisperings filled the bedroom. Everything is too good to be true.

“ I missed you. “ — I repeated over and over again, receiving the passionate kisses down my neck in return.

His hands explored my body like he never touched it before, but the touch so familiar he remembered every sweet spot I own.

The look in his eyes that shined above me even in the darkness made me fall in love again.

My name whispered from his lips again, next to my ear brought me to heaven.

And I felt blessed.

But then again, we’re not in the movies, do you really think this will end happily?

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I woke up in the middle of the night, around four in the morning, when the night was slowly vanishing from the sky.

I was alone in the bed, the silk sheet wrapped around my naked form.

I stood up, throwing the sheets from me to the floor, as I quietly looked around the room.

The air smelled differently, the amount of passion I shared with the man in my bed last night, lingering at my senses.

No note, no clothes, no sight of him spending the night with me. Nothing but his smell that drowned Taemin’s out on the sheets.

On the other hand why would he even care to wake up next to me, he had to run back home, before Eunji comes.

Before Taemin enters.

Suddenly the blessing I received started to burn down my throat. The taste of his lips still on mine as I lick them from the sleepiness.

I took the sheets and the pillows inside the bathroom, hastly putting them inside the washing machine, turning it on as I watched inside the tube, hoping my sins will be washed away in the contstant loops.

Back in the bedroom, I opened the windows wide, the cold air immediately made my body shiver. I needed a shower. I smell like the forbbiden apple.

I grabbed the pack of cigarettes on my nightstand, lighting one up as I stared at the wall of the house next to mine.

The only way to cleanse the air was to intoxicate it with something more addictive than sex.

The smoke Taemin hated so much.

After I showered, Taemin arrived home at the same time sun came up.

“ You awake? “ — was the first thing he said, when he saw me in the kitchen making coffee. “ But it’s five in the morning honey. “

“ I fell asleep earlier last night. “ — I said, giving him a slight smile. “ Are you hungry? Did you eat? “

“ I did. I’m gonna shower and go sleep. I’m so tired. “ — he said, kissing the top of my head as he grabbed the cold bottle of water from the fridge.

In the meantime I admired the garden of lilies from the next house, that were about to bloom so beautifully in the spring.

Taemin came back into the kitchen as I sipped on my coffee and somehow I sensed what his first words will be as he entered my calm morning thoughts with his annoying aura.

“ You smoked inside the house again?! “ — he asked, more like pointed out. His frustration about to pour over inside the coffee I was drinking.

“ Sua for fuck’s sake we talked about this. You did it in the bedroom? Did it cross your mind that I’ll sleep there once I’m back? “

I took a sip of my coffee looking up at him.

The back of my brain started tingling and I wanted to laugh in his face, screaming out that he’s so funny for making a huge fuss over a smoked cigarette in the bedroom where I slept with another man.

He sighed loudly, his fingers running through his hair.

“ I’ll be in the guest room if you need me. “ — he said, exiting the kitchen.

I saw Jonghyun two days after what happened in my house. He was helping Eunji paint a fence around their garden, that she was so caring about, adding more of the exotic flowers she bought.

He was happy, laughing with her as I quietly admired them.

I wondered if he regrets sleeping with me, I wondered if that meant something to him, I wondered if he told Eunji and why didn’t she leave him already,

I wondered if it will happen again.

And it did.

It did happen again two months later, in April, the night I saw Eunji taking the car and driving down the street, but the light inside their house stayed on.

I knocked on his door quietly.

Starting the conversation about what happened back in February and how we should sort things out but the sorting ended with me on top of him in his arms in the living room.

From then, it continued, on and on.

The addiction to him was worse than my cigarettes.

He started staying with me throughout the nights when Taemin was out of town, when Eunji wasn’t home neither.

“ Why did you marry Eunji? “ — I asked him, staring at the ceiling as I listened to his heartbeat, laying against his naked chest.

“ She’s a sweet woman. Really kind. “ — he spoke. “ Helped me through lots of shits. “

“ Did she help you get over me? “

“ I wouldn’t be here now if I she did. “ — he said, making me chuckle.

I raised my head from his chest, smiling.

“ Let’s get married then. “ — I said.

Silence.

His face with an unreadable expression.

Did I cross the line?

“ Sua… I- We can’t get married. “

And I kept those words in my mind until June — when Taemin invited me to have a dinner with his other colleagues, saying how they achieved some deals overseas and they are celebrating.

I pulled a white Valentino dress from my closet, matching it with white polished pumps. A ring around my finger showed me off as a married woman.

My reflection in the mirror scared me, I looked so mature and perfect. I reminded myself of Eunji with a great posture with perfect nails.

Taemin drove me to some fancy restaurant where his company made reservation for a dinner.

At the entrance he greeted the hostess.

“ Lee Taemin and Lee Sua. “ — he said.

“ Ah, right here.. “ — the hostess checked out names on the list. “ Welcome Mr. and Mrs. Lee, the dinner is right down the hall. Enjoy your stay! “

Upon entering the dinner hall, my shoes alerted to a sharp stop, scratching the wooden floor in process. Heart drummed inside my ears as my eyes met with the pair of eyes seated at the table and a pair of lips that softly smiled at me.

Kim Jonghyun and Eunji.

Taemin’s hand at the small of my back made me take the rest of the steps inside the hall as others politely bowed when we entered.

“ Oh my God, you look absolutely stunning Sua! “ — Eunji commented, sitting across from me.

I gained up the strenght to smile back, nodding my head. “ Thank you. You are gorgeous as always. “ — I spoke, my eyes falling on Jonghyun as he stared at his plate.

“ Sua, Eunji is a secretary at our company. “ — Taemin said. “ Wow.. Who would’ve thought that the world is so small. “ — he chuckled.

She’s working with Taemin?

My hands clenched on the nicely sewn up end of my dress.

“ Yeah right, totally unexpected. “ — Eunji added.

“ You didn’t tell me? “ — I looked at Taemin, with a smile that hurted my teeth because of how hard I was pressing my jaw.

“ Oh I didn’t? ��� — he looked at me, cluelessly. “ Sorry, I probably forgot. “

I didn’t engage in the conversations throughout the dinner. Eunji and Taemin talked the most, Jonghyun adding a few words here and there until I started begging Taemin to go home.

Once we entered the hallway of our home, I angrily threw my bag and jacket on the floor. The fingertips of my hands burning and the veins of my neck held the boiling blood inside.

“ How can you forget to tell me that Eunji was working with you?! “ — I yelled at Taemin, who stopped walking in the middle of his way up the stairs.

He stayed with his back turned to me, frozen, probably thinking of a possible excuse he could give me.

“ Didn’t you already get the message that I hate that woman to the core?! Can’t you read between the lines and see all the signs I’ve given you ever since they moved in?! “ — I continued pouring out the heaviness of my heart and the jealousy I contained.

“ Didn’t you get the message that I hate Jonghyun, no? “ — Taemin said, turning around to look at me, slowly walking closer, step by step. “ I guess you didn’t since you liked sleeping with him. “

All the boiling stopped, the stove in me turned off and all the power I had was out. Vanishing in the air like smoke.

“ Come on, speak up now! Let me hear you. Why’d you sleep with him? Did you think I won’t find out? “ — Taemin continued, his eyes filled with an abnormal amount of rage, his ears red and now his stove is boiling up the blood.

“ Come on Sua fucking hell speak up now! Why did you fuck him? You didn’t think I’d notice if another man has been touching my wife? You didn’t think I’d notice the way you fucking look at him?! I saw him leaving the house before I came back home Sua. Don’t play excuse games on me now. “

My jaw shaking. The tears threathening to spill from my eyes. The blood inside me now completely cold and my heart barely managing to pump up the will to live.

“ I’m sorry… “ — I spoke.

My voice cracking.

Taemin chuckled, then started laughing. “ You’re sorry? You’re sorry?! What are you sorry for Sua? For wasting my time and fucking around with other men behind my back? “

“ I don’t fuck other men, it was only with Jonghyun and I said I’m sorry, can’t you accept it? “ — I looked at him, tears rolling down my cheek.

I won’t stand here being accused that I’m the type to sleep around with every man out there.

“ Can’t I accept it? “ — Taemin repeated. His eyes holding the disbelief in them. “ Uhm— Yeah sure I accept it. “ — he joked. In this situation he’s joking. He’s about to laugh in my face.

He made two steps, entering my personal space as his face got on my level, staring deeply into my red puffy eyes.

“ Hey Sua, I fucked Eunji. I’m sorry, can you accept it? “ — he spoke, in a whisper.

My body that was once frozen, was now free from the spell his words put me on.

“ Y-You what… “ — I exhaled.

“ Well I said I’m sorry now… Didn’t I? “ — he said. “ See what it looks like now. “

“ You did what? “ — I spoke up again. “ You did what, you son of a bitch?! “ — I shouted at him, my hands lunging on his chest, pushing him away from me.

“ Are you mad now?! Are you mad that you’re not the only slut in this house? “ — Taemin said and something in me snapped.

My mind went black and my blood that was boiling on the stove, spilled everywhere. The first thing that was into my reach — a bottle of the whiskey Jonghyun had in February — smashed onto Taemin’s head.

The bottle didn’t break, but Taemin fell down to the floor.

“ Repeat that again! “ — I screamed at him.

The second time his head collided with the bottle, the glass smashed, cutting my fingers in process.

I gasped. The blood once boiling was now splashed against my shoes.

Not mine, but the blood of my husband.

He lied on the kitchen floor in his own blood. The smell of whiskey filled the room, as I silently cried, leaning on the wall.

I was waiting for the sun to come up.

Sitting on the counter in the kitchen, with a cigarette between my fingers, I calmly observed the garden next door, dried tears and blood covering the rich look.

I noticed Eunji entering my vision, watering the glowing flowers in the sunlight. Throwing the cigarette down beneath my ruined shoes I stepped on it before grabbing the knife from the drawer.

Eunji didn’t see me when I walked inside her garden, until she noticed my shadow covering the sunlight.

“ Oh Sua, hi! What brings you here? “ — she smiled brightly at me, showing her dimples.

“ Cut the act you whore. Who gave you the permission to sleep with my husband? “ — I spoke, tired of pretending to be a good neighbour anymore.

Her face turned pale as she stared at me.

“ Sua… I- I don’t know what you—“

I placed the knife under her throat, holding her in a tight grip with my other hand.

“ I said cut the fucking act if you don’t want me to cut your throat apart. “ — I gritted my teeth.

“ I-It was only one time. T-Taemin was the one who made the first move. “ — she stuttered.

The tip of the knife pressed againt her neck.

“ Don’t lie to me. “

“ I’m not. I agreed to sleep with him after he told me you were sleeping with Jonghyun. “ — she said. “ I had to pay you back somehow, you know? “ — her smile decorated the once frightened features. “ Your husband is good in bed, don’t know why you didn’t keep him. “

And the knife made a slice.

Then made a stab, and another one, and another one. The blood splashing against my white dress, leaving dirty dots, ruining the flowers she fell into behind.

“ You fucking bitch, you stole my man first! “ — I screamed, throwing the knife into the bush.

Her shaking hands, covering up the torn apart neck, giving up as she lifelessly laid in the garden of her beloved lilies.

I pushed her futher into the flowers that covered her fresh brown locks and the black shoes she wore.

I walked back, towards the Mercedes parked in my yard.

That’s when Jonghyun parked his car in the driveway. He rushed up towards me immediately as he saw the blood dripping down my white dress and shoes.

“ Sua what the fuck happened?! “ — He grabbed my shoulders, looking down at my hands.

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I looked at him in silence.

“ Are you hurt? Where is this blood from? “ — he panicked.

“ I love you. “ — I spoke, grabbing his cheeks that left bloody prints on them. I kissed his lips, one last time.

“ You ruined my life. “ — I added, before I pushed him away as I continued walking towards the car.

“ Sua wait! “ — He ran up to me.

“ Sua where are you going? What happened? For God’s sake speak up! “ — He watched me get inside the car as he banged against my window.

“ Open the fucking door Sua! “

“ Go away Jonghyun! “ — I screamed from inside the car.

“ I’m not leaving until you get out and we talk! “ — He said, walking in front of the car, crossing his arms. “ I’m not moving until you get out! “

“ Fucking go away Jonghyun! “ — I pressed the siren as more tears escaped my eyes.

“ Taemin is fucking dead! Eunji is dead! I killed them! “ — I turned on the engene watching him as he stood not moving at all like me in front of Taemin last night.

“ W-What… “ — he mouthed.

“ I’m sorry. “ — I mouthed back, pressing the gas pedal as I closed my eyes.

And with one hit, it was all gone.

All the sufferings of the love a human can feel.

The man my life revolved around was gone.

The world where we lived in as a happy neighbours stopped.

People soon started gathering up around the two houses that are gonna be empty from today on.

Police sirens echoed in my head as I was seated back on my kitchen floor with a glass of whiskey and a cigarette between my lips, holding Jonghyun’s head in my lap, Taemin’s body coldly laying behind the counter.

Overdosed from my own feelings that burned with every sip of the alcohol, my world went to black just how I wished to paint it.

— Jonghyun’s favorite color.

And for a fortnight there, we were forever.

[plussizeappreciationfics]

Could you write with Shinee's Kim Jonghyun and a Latina woman? I feel like he's the type of man who would fall in love with a plus size Latina woman. The request is something very soft, reader is fixing Jonghyun's tie, her husband of 10 years and has déjà vu from when she did this when they were dating

Hey love, the idea is great I prefer to let Kim Jonghyun rest beautifully in peace, he's a soft spot of mine that I prefer to not touch💔💔

I'm happy to write this with another idol of yours that still walks the earth♥️

[1eos]

saying taemin isn't a better singer than your fav when taemin was personally vocal coached by THEE KIM JONGHYUN now i need you to be very serious for a moment

so you're aware the only reason you are here in this moment trying to act like taemin is the best singer on earth simply bc he's in shinee and has access to ppl who sing better than him? that's interesting. that man not even the best singer in shinee PLS stop huffing that gasoline from sm!!!!! it's fucking up your brain cells remember you can only have the high road when it comes to dancing when its time to discuss VOCALS taemin can't even get A musical role let alone serve like this!!!!

[29daffodils]

When you get this you have to answer with 5 of your fav songs and then tag your mutuals to do the same :) (no pressure <3)

thanks for the tag @peachym00 🩷🌸 i would have done this under the reblog chain but just didn't feel like scrolling so much 1 in the morning I'm so sorry 🫣

so here's some all time favourites and current ones. might be a little more than 5 songs. but oh well. when have i followed rules 👀

in no particular order :

1. yellow by coldplay

this is the song that helps me not give up sometimes. in my incredibly lonely life, this gives me hope that even if no one else is by me to tell me they love me, maybe one day i will love myself.

2. make my sun shine by swim deep

this is the song i discovered through my favourite BL manhwa "the shape of your love" and never looked back. this was also the first time i ever saw music used in a manhwa, music that was readily available and of course i fell in love with the mc who was quite similar to myself. this song is peppy and sweet and just so fluffy it can rot your teeth.

3. the aspidistra flies by stars

i found this song through a sasunaru fic once upon a time when i still used ffn. the fic was great and so is this song. a perfect ode to love, if you ask me. i loved it so much that i actually wrote a fic to it for my favourite boys and I'm still not over it. it's been over a decade.

4. stranger by jeff satur

jeff has so many good songs and I'm fairly new to thai pop artists, but god damn, this man knows how to write love songs. this is my favourite from him simply because no one talks about it and the atmosphere it creates. I'm a sucker for rare things lol, be it a manhwa or this song. and maybe i have a thing for snow and cold and relationships falling apart and mending at the same time. i dunno. i love the melancholy in this song.

5. first love by BTS (min yoongi)

You say don't leave like this Don't worry even if I leave You'll do well on your own I remember when I first met you Before I knew it you grew up

min yoongi, the man that you are. i love pretty much everything by him. I'm also new to BTS's music but this guy is something else. i started with his solos and then listened to BTS. but goddamn, the moment i heard this one, i was done for. this could have been a tie with amygdala or snooze (both of those are my favourites), but the passion in this is unmatched to me and, well, this reminds me of the person i lost. somehow it feels nice to know someone else felt the way i felt back then. also it always makes me cry.

p.s. : i also discovered this song through an incredible taejin fic lmao so if you wanna read that, i'll drop a link.

some honourable mentions :

1. epiphany by BTS (kim seokjin)

this is the first bts song i ever listened to, back before i even cared about any kpop. let's just say, i hope i learn to love myself too.

2. paratiisi by ville valo & agents

this is a song i found after i lost my best friend to suicide. i was recced this by her cousin and i instantly fell in love with it. sometimes it reminds me of her, though V's taste was more sabotage by chisu 😂

3. moonchild by RM

this is the song that gives me hope these days. that's all i gotta say.

4. awake by BTS (kim seokjin)

this is the song that puts into words my current state of mind. i really am in a super shitty place at the moment and i dunno if i'll ever get out of here but i wanna hope.

5. diphylleia grayi by jonghyun

yeah okay this song just makes me howl cry alright. i love it very much even though i haven't dared look up the lyrics. i hold most of jonghyun's songs very close to my heart. so.

ahhhh i think this is it! tagging @boyslovecorner @ae-azile @lilitblaukatz @thisautistic @goodbyeapathy8 @justfionn and if anyone else wants to do it! feel free to ignore otherwise!

edit : tagging @skyfish7 in this because i've finally found her!!!!

[keehomania]

“ballads are boring,” so close! ur favs cant sing! try stanning shinee instead

[anotherdescentintomadness]

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Birthday Portrait

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The Zhoulders 2.0

The Zhoulders 3.0

Horsebit 1953 Gucci

Modern Yiling LaoZu

A King in Bronze (XZ x Boucheron)

Cosmic King

Singapore Shirt Sleeves

Sparkly XZ (Weibo Night)

Milan Xiao Zhan ‘24

Backless Xiao Zhan

SKZ

Han JiSung Portrait

Lee YongBok Portrait

Bang Chan Portrait

Lee Minho Portrait

Yang JeongIn Collage

Hwang HyunJin portrait

OOO

Lee SangHo portrait (Rie)

Jung WookJin portrait (Nine)

WookJin Sketches // 1 // 2 //

Lee YongSoo (Mill)

Kim JunHyung (JunJi)

Shin KyuBin (KB)

Lee TaeYeob (YooJung)

SHINee

Everybody

TaeMin Guilty // Never Gonna Dance Again // Advice // Fuzzy Boy // Keys to My Lock // Best Take My Own Advice // Just Me and You // You Are My Messiah (IDEA) // Poison Apple (Guilty Set 1）

JinKi New Beginning // Bias-Wrecker

JongHyun Navel Gazer // Contemplation // Blush

BTS

Jung HoSeok (j-hope)

Min YoonGi (Suga)

ATEEZ

Park SeongHwa

EXO

Doh KyungSoo

Jackson Wang

Birthday portrait (L’Officiel)

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SCORPIUS

Genre: mystery

Y/N Notes: they/them, female presenting

Ship: DECIDED BUT SECRET

One by one, the cars pulled up outside the old juice bar. Chan was the first to get out, walking up to the dark door and looking in. It looked empty.

Shine E. Investigative Services

Chan knocked his knuckles on the glass door as the others stepped out and walked over.

They stood there for a moment, just waiting until the door opened to reveal a man. He looked like he hadn't slept in a while, but his eyes widened as he scanned over the group and spotted the bag in Felix's grip.

"Get inside." He gestured them in with a flurry. "Hurry."

They piled into the building as the man scanned behind them. He locked the door and rushed them to the center where five desks sat in a circle, three of them occupied.

"You seven must be Minho's friends," the man said as he sat at one desk. "I am, oddly enough, also a Minho. Choi Minho at your service." He pointed to the other three. "Those are the other investigators of this little business; Kim Kibum, Lee Jinki, and Lee Taemin."

The three wave at them before returning to their files.

"The bag if you please." Minho held his hand out to Felix. "Thank you. Alright boys, let's get to work."

"How do you know our friend, Minho?" Chan asked.

"Your friend, Y/N, is our partner's cousin." His eyes drifted to the empty desk. "We owe it to him. Anyway." He pulled out paper after paper. "What do you guys know about what's going on?"

"Honestly, nothing. They've been pretty tight-lipped about it all."

Minho gestured them all over to the desk where all the pieces were laid out.

Images of Y/N littered the table, some ranging from their weekly meetups to her job to even class. The one commonality was the gentleman in each photo.

"What's going on?" Hyunjin asked as he lifted a photo.

"That guy has been tailing Y/N for months because of her connections. Our friend, Jonghyun, died in a shoot out with this guy's brother." Minho's finger stabbed against the man's face. "He wants revenge and targeted her specifically."

"How does our Minho play a part?" Chan was curious. "Why is he a suspect?"

"They're together, no? Romantically?" They all shrugged. Well, everyone except Jisung. "Ah. I see. Well, in any case, your friend is closely connected to her and spotted the danger months out before reaching out to us." Minho's fingers turned over another piece of paper. "Do you really think your friend is missing?"

Taemin let out a short but loud laugh before returning to his work.

"No no no. He's playing the middle man between everyone right now."

"What does that mean?" Changbin leaned back and crossed his arms.

"Him and the police are lying to the public and tricking this guy into believing he's safe. Boy's putting his criminology degree to work."

"I thought he was a dance major?" Jeongin asked.

"I thought he was an English major?" Hyunjin asked.

"Okay, we get it. He's an enigma." Chan sighed. "Why is he putting in so much work to get this guy?"

"Because this guy and his family committed a lot of crimes and killed a lot of people he attacked her at the river." Minho pulled out the photos taken last night. "That's when it all went sideways. Your friend had to be held back and basically thrown in after her just so he didn't kill the man himself."

The last picture thrown down was of Y/N's injuries. Cut up face, broken arm, knife wound on the lower abdomen, bruises on the neck. It was a lot.

Jeongin curled into Felix, trying to erase the image from his mind

"You boys were sent here for a reason." The other three detectives looked up from their work, looking as if a show was starting. "Your friend trusts you enough to work with us while he works with the police to bring this guy down."

"And what part would we play, bait?" Chan asked, getting protective of his boys.

Minho leaned back in his chair with a smirk on his face.

"Half of you have performance degrees, yes?" Most of them nodded. "You guys ever con a man?"

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Helllooo. My trip is going well, though there's so much going on and I'm extremely tired, I don't have enough time for work 😭😭

See idek know if Madrid played well, but it's good to hear they can win when I'm not watching. Lmao right, he could've pulled a Zizou, but waited for him at the car park instead kwjdkskajsjahajaj

Man City? I don't know her, I'm sorry...

Omfg my Exol flatmate has been freaking out about all the Exo stuff, I hope I can bring her a little Exo related gift, perhaps Kim Kai?

Sports being fixed shocking 🔪 they're not even subtle. Okay maybe I'm holding a grudge cause I have two F1 friends and I sometimes read their posts and both dislike Leclerc and I definitely remember him pissing me off at some point, je suis désolé Charles jskajsksjajawjaj. But fuck Max! Oooooh a Lewis movie, a docu or a regular film?

Maybe if Chelsea did the Rover challenge they would manifest a win, because it's looking BAD for them 💀

Seonghwa needs to give me a Radiohead cover, I still of him singing Creep for a few seconds 😭 or a different Troye song, something about more... cheerful. Idk even cover Anti-Hero from Taylor cause I surprising tolerate that track. Or you know.... TAMINO. It's him in Rewrite the Stars! ❤❤❤❤ and not San giving us a sad cover too a d a song that Jonghyun has written. I haven't heard it yet, because I don't wanna be sad lol

I only heard the Xikers song once, it was fine, but I'm just not interested, and my boy Yechan - the only one I know is giving HJ lol.

I'll send you a whole truck of miso aubergine 🍙 if you stop mentioning undercut Hwa! Ok but he's legit the only one who looks good to me with undercuts... not my fave hairstyle, but still it's Hwa http://twitter.com/atinyteez009/status/1645777420413460481?t=4DN7__sgeyNsFQWfLDOg8g&s=19 except for middle row left and right THAT BALD ASS LOOK NEEDS TO GO. HWA BBY I'M SORRY BUT THIS IS A JUMPSCARE https://twitter.com/hwaberrymilk/status/1641244669551190016?t=6J038XLKmCEVkRgOTq3-SQ&s=19

No way he went coconut head when I have a chance to see him?!?! https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1646889850082058242?t=bzDLXyXSeSsPZV-EuZUVlQ&s=19 he looks cute, but there's nothing to brag about, boy :/

I hope we'd be able to record the Taemin meeting 😭 I'm so happy. Sad that it's not the whole Shinee, because I miss them, but Lee Taeeeeeeeeeeeemin!!!! If we get Ten, Taemin and Taeyong to do the Rover challenge I want SuperM back! Btw if my friend convinced me to go to the Dojaejung album premiere I'd have seen THE LEE TAEYONG, but I didn't :"))))))

Yeah Ravi... I can see why he was desperate, but??? My guy, covid fucked everyone over you're not special

I was so shocked seeing WayV like?!?! YY was very cute and shy, they all were. I also spent too much money in that dumb grocery store, like why even, was blinded by the men! SM actually disappoints me greatly, but at least they like me now... I'm hoping for Ateez in Japan, but idk 🔫🔫🔫

I watch Kamisama Kiss and Maid Sama regularly <3 truly the blueprints

Many kpop idols should just stfu, seriously. And need to act like adults, Bambam's agency wants to sue people and alright, does who call him a pedo need to relax, but... no apology? I'm so disappointed in Chaeyoung and her shitty response, girl :/

I'm so stocked for Barbie, even if it's bad I'm living for it, but I'm looking forward to edgy MEN reviewing it lmaooo. Omg the Le Sserafim photos and teasers?! So gorgeous, I hope I like the song though

Model is annoying and Y/N was too nice to him! I still stand by that! Ooooh true Domino as well, it fits so well.

See one of my friends went to the EXO meeting, she's Korean and was appalled by the shit she heard and saw :( kinda ruined the experience for her, because some bitches next to her were awful

Pls I hope Pique's girl cheated and especially with Pep 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Hellllooooo https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1646412780126314496?t=URn3wDrqRANfwQsY3gwniQ&s=19

https://twitter.com/NotBonkyP/status/1647252825884315651?t=2YBhU2HWp8M4rd_dzjJpTQ&s=19

????? And they're going to Qatar too. I'm gonna go and stand outside KQ's building and yell. And Waterbomb festival, uhm not Seonghwa soaked kn water THANXX - DV 💖

hello!!!!

Helllooo. My trip is going well, though there's so much going on and I'm extremely tired, I don't have enough time for work 😭😭 //// See idek know if Madrid played well, but it's good to hear they can win when I'm not watching. Lmao right, he could've pulled a Zizou, but waited for him at the car park instead kwjdkskajsjahajaj

hello!!!! hope you’re having lots of fun!!! see madrid only played well bc all our players were injured 🤚🏻 NOO SERIOUSLY AND THAT OTHER DUDE IS TRYING TO BE INNOCENT??? MF U MOCKED A UNBORN CHILD WHILE UR A WHOLE ASS ADULT !!!!!!!! anyway, not a new news but real madrid fc dropped to a new low and is distorting and rewriting spain’s history <3 local football news : neymar’s having his second kid, hakimi did a uno reverse , livapool doing a 1-6 😳, rm dropping to a new low by bringing n*zi’s in it?????? mané and sané beef, benzema next season last season, and messi barca ✊🏻😭

???? like barcelona’s presi was unalived by that dictator they are saying favoured barca????? legitimately what the fuck

Man City? I don't know her, I'm sorry... /// Omfg my Exol flatmate has been freaking out about all the Exo stuff, I hope I can bring her a little Exo related gift, perhaps Kim Kai?

man city the one that’s most likely gonna win the treble?? hMMMMMM THE EXO STUFF PLS THE WAY I WAKE EVERYDAY TO NEW CONTENT IT FEELS SUSPICIOUS, yes! if ur in sk april 20,, u might see kai at a hello 82 event! ur exol flat mate better be ready bc we are getting the cb and world tour 😭😭 AND I WILL BE THERE, I WILL BE THERE

Sports being fixed shocking 🔪 they're not even subtle. Okay maybe I'm holding a grudge cause I have two F1 friends and I sometimes read their posts and both dislike Leclerc and I definitely remember him pissing me off at some point, je suis désolé Charles jskajsksjajawjaj. But fuck Max! Oooooh a Lewis movie, a docu or a regular film? /// Maybe if Chelsea did the Rover challenge they would manifest a win, because it's looking BAD for them 💀

NOT even a little it’s ridiculously mad how they are messing w certain teams just for a former racers kid to win,, we are tired of the dutch national anthem, put that same energy to schumachers kid too then 🔫 LMFAOOO SEEE if they dislike leclerc they do not know race 🔫 this overtake he did was insane

honestly i think the universe dislikes him so adding a few dislikes won’t hurt i guess fbwndbsn but he’s mad resilient i rmr his father passed away and the next day (?) he was at the race and won it and then his godfather (bianchi) died and then his close friend did, crazy guy but just drives for ferrari, his teammate tho, he deserves it <3 really does ngl <3 YEAH MAX CAN GET IT HES ON MY LAST STRAW BC IF HE WINS THE CHAMPIONSHIP AGAIN ITS ON SIGHT I UNDERSTAND UR FRIENDS ON THAT PART 🤚🏻 a full fledged movie!! a biopic and brad pitt’s in it as well, i think he’s playing alsono or vettel!

LMFAOOO atp nothing can make chelsea win, not even our lord and saviour kai maybe if they get nagelsmann or enrique somehow come

Seonghwa needs to give me a Radiohead cover, I still of him singing Creep for a few seconds 😭 or a different Troye song, something about more... cheerful. Idk even cover Anti-Hero from Taylor cause I surprising tolerate that track. Or you know.... TAMINO. It's him in Rewrite the Stars! ❤❤❤❤ and not San giving us a sad cover too a d a song that Jonghyun has written. I haven't heard it yet, because I don't wanna be sad lol

STOP IT UR RIGHT HE NEEDS TO DO THOSE CLASSIC COVERS RATHER then the tiktok things pls 🔫 anti hero?? omg hwaxtay >> EVERYTHING STOP! ITS TAMINO X HWA AND MADDOX NEEDS TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN WHAT THE HELL, after hearing san’s cover i had to immediately go hear the lee hi’s ver and then stumbled upon her performance of it crying and then sobbed my eyes out

I only heard the Xikers song once, it was fine, but I'm just not interested, and my boy Yechan - the only one I know is giving HJ lol. //// I'll send you a whole truck of miso aubergine 🍙 if you stop mentioning undercut Hwa! Ok but he's legit the only one who looks good to me with undercuts... not my fave hairstyle, but still it's Hwa http://twitter.com/atinyteez009/status/1645777420413460481?t=4DN7__sgeyNsFQWfLDOg8g&s=19 except for middle row left and right THAT BALD ASS LOOK NEEDS TO GO. HWA BBY I'M SORRY BUT THIS IS A JUMPSCARE https://twitter.com/hwaberrymilk/status/1641244669551190016?t=6J038XLKmCEVkRgOTq3-SQ&s=19

idk what it is but kq doing a lot of songs w that middle eastern sound track that just ✨ like esp the real’s last part, play it at a party and everyone would sTEP UP LMFAOOO I GUESS I WONT GET IT BC UNDERCUT HWA >>>> very hot man, very,,, OKAY SOME PHOTOS HE REALLT LOOKS BALD FHWJFKSFHKS that last one, needs a slap on his neck

No way he went coconut head when I have a chance to see him?!?! https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1646889850082058242?t=bzDLXyXSeSsPZV-EuZUVlQ&s=19 he looks cute, but there's nothing to brag about, boy :/

NOOOO I WAS SO UPSET HE BROUGHT THAT BACK WHY IS IT ROUNDER THAN USUAL 😭😭😭😭😭 TAKE IT OFF HWA

I hope we'd be able to record the Taemin meeting 😭 I'm so happy. Sad that it's not the whole Shinee, because I miss them, but Lee Taeeeeeeeeeeeemin!!!!  If we get Ten, Taemin and Taeyong to do the Rover challenge I want SuperM back! Btw if my friend convinced me to go to the Dojaejung album premiere I'd have seen THE LEE TAEYONG, but I didn't :"))))))

PLS RECORD EVERYTHING GET HIS SIGN ON EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE A SHINEE MEMBER HOSTS IT 😭😭 speaking of superm, wonder how that dozen is doing jcbwkcjcl came and posted a picture then sent the kpop into a havoc and then disappeared smh,,, NAURRRRR U DIDNT SEE THE LEE TAEYONG????? TOP 10 BETRAYALS OF LIFE

Yeah Ravi... I can see why he was desperate, but??? My guy, covid fucked everyone over you're not special /// I was so shocked seeing WayV like?!?! YY was very cute and shy, they all were. I also spent too much money in that dumb grocery store, like why even, was blinded by the men! SM actually disappoints me greatly, but at least they like me now... I'm hoping for Ateez in Japan, but idk 🔫🔫🔫

yeah 😭😭😭 ravi bro use some of ur mind,,, like now u gotta do jail AND military?? AAAAAAAAAAAA STOP THEIR SKINS MUSTVE BEEN SO BLEMISHFREE,,, YANGYANG SHY??? DID HE DRINK SOMETHINGVFANBDWK WHAT DID U BUY FROM THE GROCERY STORE 😭😭 are the insides like pc’s and collectors items??? ATEEZ IN JAPAN!!!!! WATERBOMB FESTIVAL!!!!

I watch Kamisama Kiss and Maid Sama regularly <3 truly the blueprints /// Many kpop idols should just stfu, seriously. And need to act like adults, Bambam's agency wants to sue people and alright, does who call him a pedo need to relax, but... no apology? I'm so disappointed in Chaeyoung and her shitty response, girl :/

TRULY TRULY!!!!! omg anon do u rmr pretty rhythm aurora dream, alice academy, kodocha, itzurana kiss??? no seriously like what’s it take u to stop ur mouth,,, if i was in their place id say nothing AND still be earning, imagine earning millions for not speaking??? idols need to go back to being mysterious,, someone said her apology was straight out of chatgpt 😭😭😭 and youngji…saying the n word, wearing a ganesha shirt on a drinking show…while drinking 😭😭

I'm so stocked for Barbie, even if it's bad I'm living for it, but I'm looking forward to edgy MEN reviewing it lmaooo. Omg the Le Sserafim photos and teasers?! So gorgeous, I hope I like the song though /// Model is annoying and Y/N was too nice to him! I still stand by that! Ooooh true Domino as well, it fits so well.

I AM TOOOOOO!!!! booking tickets for it right after oppenheimer bc i think everyone will need barbie after watching that movie,, hoping both of the movies reach a great success!! this year’s movies are so packed, oppenheimer, barbie, dune 2, insidious series, hunger games, ghosted, pope’s exorcist, indiana jones, mission impossible, the nun 2, the exorcist (omg), wonka AND IVE BEARD THEYRE TRYING TO MAKE A LEGALLY BLONDE 2 ???? WE ARE WINNINGGG,, domino’s vocals are so stUNNING YES THE LSF SONG IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THEY DO

See one of my friends went to the EXO meeting, she's Korean and was appalled by the shit she heard and saw :( kinda ruined the experience for her, because some bitches next to her were awful /// Pls I hope Pique's girl cheated and especially with Pep 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

right 😭😭 idk why they treat them like this for having a family come on 😭😭 BUT WHATS GOOD KEXOLS WERE THROWN BY EXOS BODYGUARDS ✊🏻✊🏻✊🏻 THROWN!! KARATED!!!! kexols were also mad bc exo went to japan and were like “are exo japanese singers now???” gIRL IF U DONT SHUT UR MOUTH!!! APPARENTLY SHE DID SHE WAS FRIENDS WITH PEP’S DAUGHTER AND THEN PIQUE CHEATED ON HER WITH A LAWYER THIS IS SO MAD BUT FUNNY pep did it for shakira i knew he was a fan

Hellllooooo https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1646412780126314496?t=URn3wDrqRANfwQsY3gwniQ&s=19

that outfit😵‍💫😵‍💫

https://twitter.com/NotBonkyP/status/1647252825884315651?t=2YBhU2HWp8M4rd_dzjJpTQ&s=19 ????? And they're going to Qatar too. I'm gonna go and stand outside KQ's building and yell. And Waterbomb festival, uhm not Seonghwa soaked kn water THANXX - DV 💖

ateez in japan,,, anon are u 👁👁 not qatar come on 😭😭😭 SOAKED IN WATEF FBWNBDKW AND THE WET HAIR???? ANON HOW WILL U SURVIVE FBWNFHK

we winning??????

now hold on…

LMFAOOOO my asian queen 🤲🏻 this is so fun bc imagine her singing fireworks @ buckingham palace fbwkfbsk, can’t wait to see the coronation and the history

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i'm sorry to this man but you got THEE KIM JONGHYUN in the flesh and bone right in front of you and this is the first thing you look for oh be so serious

nauuuuuur do not say that to his gay ass does he not know how this man gets about his male fans ASDFGHKJHF

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“ 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚒 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎,

𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜

𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚜, 𝚊𝚌𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚜

𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜

𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚔,

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚔,

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚖𝚋𝚜.

𝚖𝚢 𝚟𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚒𝚗𝚔.

𝙖𝙡𝙡’𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙞𝙧 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙤𝙚𝙩𝙧𝙮… “

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎— 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘧 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘛𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘗𝘰𝘦𝘵𝘴 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵

— series of stories inspired by taylor swift’s album, the tortured poets department, in which you’ll get to see various idols x original female character.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ — t h e p l a y l i s t :

1. Fortnight | Kim Jonghyun

2. The Tortured Poets Department | Jeon Jungkook

3. My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys | Nishimura Riki

4. Down Bad | Cha Eunwoo — soon !

5. So Long London | ….

6. But Daddy I Love Him | ….

7. Fresh Out The Slammer | ….

8. Florida!!! | ….

9. Guilty As Sin? | ….

10. Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me? | ….

11. I Can Fix Him ( No Really I Can ) | ….

12. loml | ….

13. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart | ….

14. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived | ….

15. The Alchemy | ….

16. Clara Bow | ….

17. The Black Dog | ….

18. imgonnagetyouback | ….

19. The Albatross | ….

20. Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus | ….

21. How Did It End? | ….

22. So High School | ….

23. I Hate It Here | ….

24. thanK you aIMee | ….

25. I Look in People’s Windows | ….

26. The Prophecy | ….

27. Cassandra | ….

28. Peter | ….

29. The Bolter | ….

30. Robin | ….

31. The Manuscript | ….

ᯓ★ s p o t i f y

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