#killian amell

[thiefbird]

For the DADWC: "Brushing your lover's shoulder/waist as they walk past," for Killian Amell x Loghain Mac Tir?

Oooooh we're having Misunderstandings today!Set the morning after the first time they sleep together, for @dadrunkwriting

Loghain cursed his luck, not for the first time this morning, and likely not for the last. The Seneschal of Vigil’s Keep had cornered him, once again, to simultaneously complain about his presence there and ask for assistance in its running. His presence there was, apparently, a poor reflection politically on Warden Commander Amell, while also of great help.

The man had a point, of course. A known maleficar, associating with a publicly vilified traitor to the throne was a poor look, especially with his Commander's.... fraught relationship with Loghain's new son-in-law. And with reassignment from Weisshaupt due any day, Loghain ought to be spending his time at the compound in Denerim, with Anora. Killi- Warden-Commander Amell -would have problems enough without his presence to complicate things. There had already been one assassination attempt. He did not wish to be the cause of another.

And yet he remained, pacing around the boundaries of Amell's life like a hopeless mongrel begging for scraps. Pathetic.

It had been week, now, of glances, and of passing too close for comfort and yet still too far. Until last night's feasting, too much wine and merriment for anyone's sake, even before Amell had brought out the cask of West Hill brandy.

Maker, he was an old fool. Glances had become a hand on an arm, an arm around a shoulder had become, somehow, drunken fumblings in his sparse quarters.

He wished he could remember it more than as a blurry, frantic need. He wanted to commit the whole night to memory, to page, yet it was lost to him almost completely, other than the knowledge that it had happened. How cruel a twist of Fate, to grant him his secret, loathsome wish, yet deny his memory.

He'd awoken late, alone and miserably hungover, and stumbled through bathing and dressing in a miasma of self-loathing. He'd been accosted in the hall by Varel before he'd even made it to the great hall for breakfast.

And in a final, hateful twist of Fate's knife, Varel's various complaints and requests had yet to end, despite the distinct sounds of Amell and Mistress Woolsey approaching from breakfast, deep in discussion about some detail of the arling. Loghain turned towards them, despite himself, and immediately regretted it.

Even clearly exhausted and hungover, Killian was... Maker, he was beautiful. Captivating, in the same way Maric had been, though near his opposite in looks. An Archdemon could have fallen through the Vigil in that moment, and Loghain would have scarce noticed.

Finally, he forced himself to look away, turning back to Varel instead of staring at Amell. He stepped a little to the side to make space for them to pass, and as he did, he felt something brush his waist and side, the oddly familiar tug of magic arcing to kiss flesh through his tunic. Amell's hand, cupping his hip ever so briefly. The gentle caress was so outside of anything he'd expected after waking alone the way he had, and in its unexpectedness, he flinched away.

The tingling of residual magic on his skin drained him of his wits for precious moments, and by the time he had regained himself, Killian was turning the corner. Loghain craned his neck just in time to catch Amell's green, green eyes staring at him in - hurt?

Void take his soul, what had he done?

[thiefbird]

I got super excited by the Hawke blood thing too! Although I haven't finalized any of my Hawkes' appearances yet.

Here's Dirthail Mahariel of clan Sabrae(left), and Killian Amell of Kinloch Circle(right)!

I was tagged by @greypetrel to make my OCs in this picrew! tysm ❤️

My Canon girls as always 💕

Top L-R: Amihan Amell, Sinag Hawke

Bottom L-R: Imryll Lavellan, Violetta Amell

my brain is too fried atm fjfj so if you see this you're tagged! (only if you want to ofc lol)

[fade-and-loathing-in-thedas]

Since lovely @icy-warden tagged in this picrew (thank you for that!! 💕💕💕) I'm taking it as a sign that fate wants me to do this for another couple OCs lol So here is:

Killian Tabris, Loretta Cousland and Akroma Amell

Tagging: everyone who wants to give this a go :)

[bruxbea]

in this Blog:

-The Hero of Ferelden is an elf blooded entropic Disney Princess who can’t swim

-The Champion of Kirkwall is just canon!Hawke doing more Jack Sparrow/Sinbad improv without the excuse of alcohol

-The Harold of Andraste is an escaped LoZ protagonist who doesn’t know to correct it to “Herald”

Each one is wooing a warrior, and nothing is getting done in any direction save sauntering vaguely upward (downward?)

all of them have been tapped by Isabela…I assume…

[savingthrcw]

Some helpful links so we can interact more easily: we are mutuals? GO FOR IT. Want to let me know/help me remember which characters I can throw at you? Go to the 'like if interested' post and hit the heart!

navi with wanted connections is HERE.

memes, permission to ship call (permission to have my muse interested), plotting call, reverse meme call

Muses: Kate Austen (Lost) [Open to: canon and canon div. characters I already know // crossovers: yes]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Sarah Walker (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls // opens // threads - like if interested Jenny II, regenerated Doctor's daughter (Doctor Who) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes] starter calls - like if interested

Neria Surana, elf mage Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Lily Tabris, elf warrior Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Clarke Griffin (the 100, s1-s6) [Open to: a few canon and canon div. characters from the 100 // crossovers: no]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Alien Jemma Simmons (AoS, s1-s4) [Open to: some canon and div. characters - some ocs // crossovers: yes (selectively)]: starter calls / Opens - like if interested Alex McHugh (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]: starter calls // open // - like if interested Terra Branford (ff6) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]: starter calls // opens - like if interested

Testing: Book!Alina Starkov (Grishaverse) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls // interest checker Show!Alina Starkov (Shadow and Bone) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]: starter calls // like if interested

Ana Lucia Cortez (Lost) [Open to: a few Lost characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls // opens - like if interested Ellie Bartowski (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]: starter calls - like if interested Shale (Dao) [Open to: some canon and div. characters - some ocs // crossovers: yes (selectively)]: starter calls - like if interested Cassandra Cillian (the Librarians) [Open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls - like if interested Tauriel (The Hobbit) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]: starter calls - like if interested

Under request (I won't answer your open starters with them unless given permission!) Ellana Lavellan, elf mage / inquisitor, never follower (DAI) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no] - starter calls // threads - like if interested Solona Amell, human mage (??) Eldritch horror / hero or follower (DAO) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no] - starter calls // threads - like if interested Emma Swan (OUAT) [open to: Killian, Snow and David // crossovers: no]: starter calls -like if interested

[thiefbird]

Alright, here come the blorbos!

Dirthail Mahariel and Killian Amell

Raeneth Hawke and Fen'len Lavellan

Tagging anyone who wants to do it, pls pls pls show me your babies!!

I’ve been tagged in the tag game 🥹 This picrew is so cute and fun and I’ve adored getting to use it for my blorbos! I already had a Mahanon one on hand (left) which is set ideally to be his post-Landsmeet vibe in origins. On the right is my Inquisitor Arlan Trevelyan (WHO IS SO CUTE ACTUALLY) and his pre-Conclave appearance. He gets a little more grungy throughout Inquisition but getting to see him so cute here almost makes me change my mind. Thank you so much for tagging me @demandthedoodles !!

😈 mutuals turn. @beastofmoss @fenharel-apologist94 @vahingoniloinenlapsi @thiefbird GIVE ME THE BLORBOS…

[warden-wolfxe]

empty main acc: @also-wolfxe dragon age acc: @warden-wolfxe (you are here!) everything else acc: @wolfxe

tags below:

(i have a keep! it only works on PC, though)

types:

talk tag (original posts)

meta tag

lore tag

oc tag

other oc tag (other ppls ocs)

art tag

favs tag

grey warden tag

da critical

character tags:

charming (alistair)

birdie (zevran)

feathers (morrigan)

cookie (sten)

granny (wynne)

pebble (shale)

nightingale (leliana)

keggar (oghren)

dane (loghain)

his majesty (maric)

golden boy (cailan)

bann (teagan)

gruff (riordan)

ponytail (duncan)

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rose (velanna)

pigtails (sigrun)

lurch (justice)

shade (nathaniel)

blondie (anders)

seneschal (varel)

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mr. tethras (varric)

sunshine (bethany)

junior (carver)

red (aveline)

broody (fenris)

daisy (merrill)

rivaini (isabela)

choir boy (sebastian)

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seeker (cassandra)

chuckles (solas)

curly (cullen)

ruffles (josephine)

hero (blackwall)

tiny (iron bull)

buttercup (sera)

iron lady (vivenne)

sparkler (dorian)

kid (cole)

junior (kieran)

lieutenant (krem)

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slick (neve)

scout (harding)

scruffy (lucanis)

smokey (taash)

bangles (bellara)

slayer (davrin)

bones (emmrich)

arrow (felassan)

venom (viago)

orlesian (antoine)

pissy (tarquin)

oc tags:

warden (my warden - cain cousland)

twinkle (renan tabris)

hunter (veron mahariel)

buttercup (dean amell)

frosty (solona surana)

sage (natia brosca)

his eminence (duran aeducan)

ghost (caron)

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killer (my hawke - muriel hawke)

giggles (killian hawke)

lucky (my inquisitor - arthur trevelyan)

brainy (theodore bayart-trevelyan)

fancy (mahanon lavellan)

lily (itheilia levellan)

trinket (strike cadash)

gloom (kaaras adaar)

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rook (my rook - vali aldwir)

pawn (evander ingevellar)

bishop (cyril laidir)

knight (thorne)

king (jesse mercar)

queen (solaris "sol" de riva)

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marcher (connor trevelyan)

stickler (salem trevelyan)

bunny (ellion)

loomy ("dion" devotion)

ship tags:

warding (warden/charming aka cain/alistiar)

roseden (rose/warden aka cain/dean)

killdie (killer/blondie aka muriel/anders)

blurch (blondie/lurch aka justice/anders)

blurchler (blondie/lurch/killer aka justice/anders/muriel)

curky (curly/lucky aka arthur/cullen)

kook (king/rook aka jesse/vali)

kneen (knight/queen aka thorne/sol)

[solsthiems]

Did my DA OCs in my current worldstate in the tapestry style

[hopeduckling13]

I need more blogs to follow since my dash is constantly dead, so please like/reblog this if your blog is about one of the following topics.

• Captain Swan

• Jennifer Morrison

• Colin O’Donoghue

• ACOTAR and Shatter Me series

• YA/NA books in general

• Olicity

• Timeless

•  Taylor Swift

•  Twice

• Jaspenor

• Lucifer

• House MD

[marimocakes]

so much dragon age

dragon age dragon age dragon age

i played inquisition and then fell in love with thedas so i... played origins and am in progress through dragon age 2... origins was rly hard i almost gave up multiple times. it didn’t help that the warden emotes not even once in the whole game bc it’s hard to connect to a character that has no facial expressions! (until i headcanon’d her into a super stoic like jotaro who holds all their thoughts and feelings inside)

of course i made up some story where there’s wardens from every origin that survive so there’s some of them here (sorry cousland & mahariel)

* also oops killian is a male name?

* also playing the dwarf origin was p fun. i usually play as a girl in RPGs and it was great being a bearded guy

[thiefbird]

Got tagged by @fade-and-loathing-in-thedas to do this picrew for my Dragon Age OCs!

Dirthail Mahriel(he/him) - canon romance is Morrigan for DAO, and he ends up the center of a complicated polycule later(in a relationship with Alistair, Anders, and Morrigan, none of whom are involved with each other). He's a Reaver/Berserker/Bloodmage(bc i do what I want)

Killian Amell(he/him) - no canon romance for DAO, though he has a fling with Zevran. Post DAO romanced Loghain. He's a Shapeshifter/Bloodmage/Arcane Warrior!

Raeneth Hawke(they/them) - half-elf!Hawke, canon romances are Anders and Merrill. They're a Force/Blood mage!

Fen'len Lavellan(he/they) - canon romance is Solas and Iron Bull. He is a Necromancer (and also a blood mage, but Inquisition is Mean and won't let me actually play as one)

Tagging anyone who wants to do it(please show me your babies!!!)

[thatfooltheycallweaver]

OC Masterlist (updated occasionally)

These will have links added eventually

Fallout:

Unkown Vault Dweller

Mark Hayes

Tessa Creek

Gemma Lyndon

Unknown Sole Survivor

Danica Frost

Baldur's Gate

Evethra

Isolde Mehrunes

Amaris

Vanderyth

Yoltoordiiv

Unknown Monk Tav

Unknown Dark Urge

Varric

Aveline

Eris

Sable

Brütal Legend

Mars Wildheart

Nikki Halford

Dyna

Cascade Hollow

Hellion Bloodstone

Judas Starbreaker

The Mountain King

Ralmar the Lich Queen

Unknown Automaton

Marvel:

Cassandra Falk

Jacqueline Chastain

Wynn

Leliana Arnbjorndottir

Rune Arnbjornson

Tolva + Arnbjorn

Rhys

Yvetta

Alva

Mephala

Evony von Jäger

Cynthia Lewis

Alexandra Cane

Erin

Cora

Amicia Woods

Celeste

Sierra Collins

Amber Collins

Danielle Green

Caterina Florentino

Valeria

Variants + "What if"

Crimson Peak:

Cordelia Baker

Anthony Baker

Only Lovers Left Alive:

Vivienne

Lorelei

Sirius

Dorian

High-Rise:

Victoria Holly

The Night Manager:

Madeleine Lawrence

Stranger Things:

Willow Morgan

Scott Morgan

Melody Parker

Jamie McCoy

The Lost Boys:

Vale

Magnolia

Rue

Astrid

Kris Pierce

Dragon Age:

Regina Cousland

Arabella Mahariel

Myrin Tabris

Gwydion Amell

Katerina Hawke

Thalia Hawke

Killian Hawke

Rynn Hawke

Hazel Trevelyan

Annette Trevelyan

Tamera Adaar

Elenwyn Lavellan

Ketari Adaar

Victoria Trevelyan

Canazli Adaar

Adiris Lavellan

Skyrim:

Primrose

Gwendolyn

Zambia

Morrigan

Assassin's Creed:

Marsilia Lancaster

Stella Caliara

Labyrinth:

Irileth

Star Trek:

Aurora Dexion

Meridia Callahan

Kynareth Quinn

Serana Topaz

Calisto Syrabane

Loretta Foster

Juniper Ostara

Viridia Lavellan

[beepbopppfdfd]

adam mccarthy / jared padalecki

adolfo villanueva / miguel herran

aidan riordan / jamie dornan

alasdair macmillan / james mcavoy

amelia mckinnon / chris pratt

anderson watts / ricky whittle

andrew holland / armie hammer

asher de rouvroy / dacre montgomery

atticus selwyn / matthew noszka

aurora de rouvroy / chris hemsworth

austin radwell / brant daugherty

benji salazar / froy gutierrez

bradley harrington / zac efron

cain woodhouse / jon bernthal

carlos castilla / alfonso herrera

carter fawcett / james wolk

casper st clair / kj apa

cedric st clair / richard madden

chad maddock / matt barr

charity st clair / kj apa

cheyenne rivers / gavin leatherwood

clint montgomery / murray bartlett

cole macintyre / joe dempsie

colin fleetwood / ryan kwanten

connor fleetwood / william moseley

conrad st clair / michael fassbender

corinna sharp / noah centineo

cormac riordan / colin o'donoghue

cyrus patel / avan jogia

damian dent / finn wittrock

daphne macnamara / chris evans

darcy lockhart / shawn mendes

david chambers / mitchell hope

dean o'callaghan / derek theler

derek o'callaghan / max thieriot

desiree delavergne / charles michael davis

dmitri markov / tom hardy

dominic king / michael b jordan

dorian van dyke / grant gustin

drake summers / cheyenne jackson

duke collins / dwayne johnson

duncan riordan / chris wood

dustin greer / jeremy jordan

elliot burke / sebastian stan

emily riordan / josh dallas

emmett rabnott / aaron tveit

ernest mccarthy / mark ruffalo

ethan fletcher / jacob elordi

evan anthony / luke mitchell

ezra adler / adam brody

felix castilla / alberto rosende

finn sheridan / sean maguire

fletcher o'bryen / taron egerton

flynn maguire / tom holland

frank harrington / jeffrey dean morgan

gareth dearborn / luke evans

garrett khan / zayn malik

gemma bertinelli / beau mirchoff

george hamilton / david harbour

gianni mantovani / dj cotrona

grace zhao / charles melton

graham o'gorham / ben affleck

gregory dobbs / richard harmon

guinevere abbott / matt bomer

harvey frost / Alex Fitzalan

hayden granger / matthew morrison

henry chamberlain / john krasinski

holden cavanaugh / miles heizer

ian mccluskey / dustin milligan

isabella castilla / miguel angel silvestre

jackson platt / gregg sulkin

jakob stark / john barrowman

jared buchanan / andrew lincoln

jasper bertinelli / nico tortorella

jeremy leighton / zachary levi

jeremy wallace / robert downey jr

julian maxwell / david ramsey

justin antwhistle / casey cott

kenneth o'malley / nick zano

killian sheridan / niall horan

kyle armstrong / scott eastwood

lana talbot / ryan reynolds

lance harville / charlie hunnam

lars nystrom / mike vogel

leopold zielinsky /aaron taylor-johnson

lewis birch / hunter parrish

lincoln teller / jai courtney

linus von essen / joseph morgan

lloyd llewellyn / ian bohen

logan preece / elliot fletcher

lucas west / brandon routh

lucas west / brandon routh

lucrezia de vitis / joe manganiello

lydia pryde / tom ellis

magnus nystrom / dominic sherwood

malcolm brant / dylan mcdermott

marcel de rouvroy / justin hartley

marina grimaldi / justin baldoni

markos apostolidis / theo james

marshall dunbar / michael evans behling

martin abercrombie / penn badgley

matthew fell / dan stevens

max fleming / dylan o'brien

micah rybinski / ross lynch

miles sheppard / dylan minnette

nate rockwell / ben mckenzie

nicolas de rouvroy / logan shroyer

noah benson / liam payne

nolan o'shea / casey deidrick

oliver hawkins / brett dalton

owen lee / markiplier

parker penn / jason ralph

patrick talbot / jason ralph

percival snow / daniel gillies

peter rabnott / robert buckley

peyton summers / cody christian

phillip mccann / paul rudd

piper macnamara / colton haynes

preston macnamara / oliver stark

quentin radcliffe / thomas doherty

quinn o'callaghan / gus kenworthy

rafael cortez / mark consuelos

ramon rosales / oscar isaac

raymond voltoni / milo ventimeglia

reynard payne / rome flynn

roderick macnair / david tennant

roger madison / hugh jackman

romeo grimaldi / nick jonas

roscoe royale / keiynan lonsdale

rowan summers / tyler blackburn

ryan kingsleigh / charlie puth

scott maguire / jake gyllenhaal

sean prewett / tyler hoechlin

sebastian luczynski / antoni porowski

solomon zimmerman / daniel sunjata

sophia platt / henry cavill

stefan nystrom / alexander skarsgrd

sullivan tate / rob kazinsky

teddy farley / wolfgang Novogratz

tim anderson / bob morley

todd salazar / josh segarra

tristan zhao / ross butler

ulysseus khan / rahul kohli

valentino cortez / tyler posey

vicente cortez / michael trevino

victoria fawley / stephen amell

vijay balaji / manish dayal

vishal balaji / arjun gupta

warren vablatsky / matt czuchry

willa rabnott / chace crawford

winston wilcox / charlie cox

wyatt stretton / steven r mcqueen

xavier brady / amadeus serafini

[bruxbea]

My Dragon Age Journey so Far:

Warden Keira Amell: Right funny story, turns out the “Would you Lick a Lampost?” Guy was in fact my voice of reason and with him out of town atm I’ve gone and partnered with The Phantom of the Opera to take down Disney’s Ursla, any questions?

Killian Hawke: I AM BECOME HIMBO

[savingthrcw]

Under read more, a reminder of who my muses are, so you can like for a starter (obviously if it says 'open only to a few characters' check the navi page to know which ones) (also on their navi and about pages you can find wanted ships too, and in my pinned post links to their opens and other individual posts)

Kate Austen (Lost) [open to: canon and canon div. characters I know // crossovers: yes]

Sarah Walker (Chuck) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]

Jenny II, regenerated Doctor's daughter (Doctor Who) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]

Clarke Griffin (the 100, s1-s6) [open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no]

Alien Jemma Simmons (AoS, s1-s4) [open to: some canon and canon div. characters, some ocs // crossovers: yes (selectively)]

Lex (Baldur's Gate 3, the Tav) [in progress, can be open to teammates but before arc 3]

Alex McHugh (Chuck)[Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]

Terra Branford (ff6) [open to: canon, canon div. characters and ocs // crossovers: yes]

Neria Surana, elf mage Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]

Lily Tabris, elf warrior Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes]

Book!Alina Starkov (Grishaverse)[open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no]

Show!Alina Starkov (Shadow and Bone) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]

Bad Wolf Rose Tyler (Doctor Who) [open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no]

Ana Lucia Cortez (Lost) [open to: a few canon Lost characters // crossovers: no]

Ellie Bartowski (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]

Cassandra Cillian (the Librarians) [open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no]

Tauriel (The Hobbit) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]

Ellana Lavellan, dalish elf mage / inquisitor, never follower (DAI) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no]

Solona Amell, human mage (??) Eldritch horror / hero or follower (DAO)[Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no]

Emma Swan (OUAT) [open to: Killian, David, Snow // crossovers: no]

[vstiges]

also meta about amell family, if you have any!! relationship with them before she was taken? after? does she send them letters? try to contact them during the blight, after?

send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on | meme.     

   Um!! lets see — I always characterized Eira as being born the same year Revka’s first child is taken to the circle and a year earlier than Astride’s death. The family is still in Kirkwall and it’s a few years before the father moves out the remaining four children. Before she was taken, she got along very well with most of her siblings, but she was often sectored off away from from her ‘father’ by Revka. Most of her memories are hazy, considering she was only six when she came to Ferelden, and all of them involve her mother in some way or another. Though, she often latched on to one of her brothers too, and has grown fond of what she can remember of him.    And it’s because the eldest sister was in the Gallows that she couldn’t stay in Kirkwall.

      She did receive letters from her family, mostly from her mother, in the near beginning, in very simple words a child could read and understand so there would always be a response in return. Sometimes little tokens of home found their way in the messages, a spare necklace or signet ring with the two falcons engraved within it. Although, every letter delivered was read and searched, most tokens confiscated by Irving before Eira ever got her hands on them, and it became apparent Revka might have been giving her belongings to all her children before suspiciously disappearing.  Once she got a letter from the Gallows, written by her older sister, detailing how she wished for the chance to meet her one day. But as Lord Fausten Amell’s money and power dwindled and left the family bankrupt, no templars could be bribed to deliver such letters to her or from her, and so somewhere down the line she stopped sending them. The Amells were no longer nobles to the outside world and therefore had no longer special privileges in the Circle.      Once she takes Amaranthine as Arlessa, she does attempt to look into the fates of her siblings, and the first record she stumbles across is that her sister in the Gallows was killed years before the blight, with the Amell estate going to a section of her family she’s never heard about by the name of Hawke. The second eldest ended up in Starkhaven, but was presumably was made tranquil after failing her harrowing. The urge to know what happened to the rest of them dies there, and she stops her search. Her older brother, Killian Amell, was sent to Ostwick, until escaping before his Harrowing and becoming an apostate while working for the mage collective. She does get to meet him, sometime during the Mage rebellion, but found his motivations and methods too extreme; their personalities clashed and they ended up parting ways on hostile terms.      She receives one more letter from her mother before inquisition begins, it’s vague and to the point, congratulating her work in Ferelden as a grey warden, but gives her no clue about her location. Leliana offers to find her, but she refuses—not after so long.