#keiupdates

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short update post let’s go!

like here’s updates in the various fandoms i write for, wanna write for, etc 

Ongoing

CLAMP

i’m gonna start an epic reread of all the major clamp works and redo TSE

maybe

here’s hoping

Hetalia

oh god i just. where do i start...

anyway as a reminder these are the ships i ship in hetalia in a ‘don’t try me’ way

amechu

and ofc there’s ships i dislike but i’m not gonna like start slamming them rn cuz i don’t care. just don’t @ me them and we’re cool.

i also wanna get back started on posting on @aphsouthasia​ and @aphindia​ but i just got a full time job so you know... shit is hard, difficult to manage by myself

ummm

MCU

samsteve series

i gotta...settle down and get the image i want for the fic i got planned. it’s gonna be them at a party. that’s all i know. someone remind me to email mrs d.

Finished

Tokyo Ghoul

i give up. i’m not gonna write another fic for this fandom/series again. i lost my interest in 2016 and yeah time to just admit it and move on. it’s over. done. finished. 

!!! NEW !!!

WicDiv (the wicked + the divine)

i love and adore this series with all my heart and soul and you better believe i’m plotting fanfics for it.

bitch

you don’t even know!!!!

i’m in love with this series and I just...you don’t even know!!!! 

(maybe you do if you follow my twitter )

anyway that’s it for updates 

ciao 

sk

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(TW Death, Suicide)

Chester Bennington of Linkin Park (and other bands) has died. He was one of my favorite singers and honestly? His music saved my life several times. 

He will be missed. 

If any of my followers is in need of help during this time please, please reach out to someone. Also here’s some resources from @mentalillnessmouse‘s page! 

Urgent

Mental Support Community A forum where you can post  when you are in crisis RIGHT NOW, and need peer support as quickly as possible.

Samaritans UK (email, postal mail, in-person, and over the phone

Crisis Text Line– USA, text with a trained crisis responder

BoysTown National Hotline (email, chat, phone)

National Suicide Prevention Hotline (phone, chat)

National Resource Center on Psychiatric Advance Directives

RAINN online hotline [Rape, abuse, and incest national network]

Lifeline Crisis Chat is a online chat where you can talk to trained operators in times of crisis- Australian based.

2-1-1 phone number to call in US for resources including emergency housing and food (United Way)

You Feel Like Shit – An Interactive Self Care Guide is a great place to start if you’re having a bad episode and need help calming down (this is good for troubleshooting your mental health, but it does not contain interpersonal support)

Niteline: an emergency chat service for nighttime from UK. run by students for students

Project LETS has peer support chats

Stay safe everyone, 

Kei

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if you’re like ‘where is kei?’ have you checked my twitter? or my new personal @sammyakei? or that twitter? have you checked out my website @sammyaworks??? 

basically i’m looking for a full time job rn and playing some video games. i’m also writing for @samwilsonbirthdaybang and some zines/trying to get accepted into original and fanfiction ones! !!!! plus.... mhmmm i just posted a few chapters and fanfics that you might’ve missed! 

so i’m around this just isn’t my base of operations anymore really. 

okok ~ 

i’m off to finish my rewatch of kill la kill ! 

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time for updaaates with kei

so let’s review... 

i ended up missing my graduation ceremony cuz i went to the hospital for the weekend... however, after this week with me turning in a few things i will officially complete my BA!!! then i have to decide what i’m getting my MA in...so pray for me to make the right choice

i’ve quit my retail job after my hospitalization cuz wow no i couldn’t do it anymore. sometimes you gotta know when enough is enough. 

i have two low stress internships ! one pays, one does not. i’m excited to do them both! 

i’m still planning on moving to california so please be patient with me as i get through this summer....

i have changed my usernames and will henceforth go by “kei” on here and all fandom related sites. to reflect this change i’ve updated my:

 tumblr

 ao3

instagram

twitter

listography 

ko-fi (where folks can tip me for my hard work if they wanna) 

and my curiouscat for folks who can’t wait for me to check my tumblr inbox. 

so tldr; i’m gonna officially earn my degree on friday and i have a shitload of links for yall to look over. 

the main site i keep 100% up to date is twitter and then listography! 

i’m still working on original stuff but i’ve delinked that from this account <3. 

-kei

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made a thingy on my page for folks who are nosy and for myself to keep better track of my hobbies 

kay i also updated some info on my blog in general as well !!! 

i’m getting surgeries and exams all throughout july so don’t be shocked if i’m MIA <3

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i have to get fucking tubes put into my ears because i keep getting super bad ear infections and if this new medicine change doesn’t work i’ll have to get a full allergy test to see what the fuck i’m allergic to ahah i hate 

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TWO GREAT THIGNS HAPPENED TODAY 

no 3 

I PASSED MY MATH CLASS

I GOT AN /A/ IN MY POETRY AND POLITICS CLASS 

and i’ve officially graduated from undergrad!!!

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Basically, @keiimos is for all my fandomy stuff while @worldofsammya/ @sammyaworks is for all my IRL more serious stuff ! 

I don’t expect to be paid for writing fanfics (that’s sketchy groundddds) but folks can follow those two accounts and check out my site/patreon too. 

Peaaaace, 

Kei

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on sex, sexuality, and expectations in my fanfics

around this time last year i created a fanfic called taking the last train home which was going to be about alfred and yao falling in love and having sex and what not, whatever. 

ANYWAY READ ON FOR A THING THAT I TYPED UP re some stuff about my fanfics and specifically that one amechu fanfic that all the kiddos love 

the sex in taking the last train home was going to be more intense than anything i’d featured before so i put it on a secret account or whateeeever but...that resulted in a lot of comments that just left me like ‘wtf’ cuz they were gross and kinda insulting to get, you know? as someone who has been writing since i was 12 and who is literally ABOUT TO GET A DEGREE in writing it left me feeling very disgusted and pissed so i deleted it off that account and moved it to my main account but locked it for registered users only! 

but like....that didn’t stop the gross comments, at all? so i was just at a loss because along with that, i’m also a sex repulsed person and while sometimes i don’t mind writing about characters having sex, writing detailed sexual encounters was pushing me past “out of my comfort zone” and into something more like “this is annoying/i don’t want to do this”. 

fanfiction is a HOBBY. sammyaworks is where i post my stories i’d like to receive ($) support on but listen, i’m not writing fanfics so i can make a profit off of characters/concepts that aren’t originally mines. i’m just not about that life and never will be! 

i don’t want my hobby to not be fun! when fanfic stopped being fun i knew i had to step away from it. i think the only fanfic that i have released so far that’s ‘new’ in 2017 was a MCU samsteve fanfic. like...usually i would’ve released 20+ one shots or chapters or whatever by now. but for who? why? this is not a paid job. this is a hobby and so i’ma treat it like one. i’m not going to stress myself out when i have a whole life to worry about. 

anyway, back on topic which is like...i’m just so tired...and i hate being tired of my hobby so that’s why i’m on a break for most fan projects. while i’m on a break i’m doing a LOT of heavy behind the scene background editing for certain WIP fanfics and some of them might be taken down and never put back up (DO NOT REUPLOAD THESE) and some of them will be halfway taken down (aka chapters) cuz i’m reworking/rethinking the chapters. 

this is what’s going on with taking the last train home. i had a talk with one of my friends and they helped me come to the decision that the real story in taking the last train home isn’t so much the sexual relationship but the emotional relationship and development. the story was suffering and i was bored with writing it (i legit haven’t written anything new for it for the better part of a year) because i was trying to force myself to include sexual encounters in an unnatural way. 

so i’ve removed all the overt sexual stuff and will eventually (once i have time but NOT rn) replace with something else i haven’t decided on yet. 

ANYWAY yeah that’s it from me. 

thanks for reading. 

i’m done

-sk 

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hi for those who care i got a job at ‘people shop here and buy shit constantly even when we close in 5 minutes and they KNOW this cuz they can read the damn sign’ 

and also i graduate (probably?) this saturday 

i say probably cuz my teacher was threatening to stop me from walking across the stage and i was just like ‘brah’ 

-chinhands- 

anyway that’s about it from me

--if you haven’t noticed i’m in the midst of changing my online handle 

someone send me a message later on this week so i can reconnect my ao3 accounts and etc to this tumblr page 

kay peace 

-kei

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hi all! oh boy is life wild rn 

i have a HUGE event coming up on on wed aka i’m screening a documentary at my school that cost ah you know $3,000 in total to put on no big deal 

i’m graduating on may 13th 

i got another job 

and i’m moving to LA in july! so yah busy busy lololol 

see yall soonish! i am so #stressed 

also yusuke is END GAME FOR P5 YOU CANNOT TELL ME OTHERWISE 

-sk

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hi i was just informed that i graduate in less than a month aka 3 weeks! i basically have two weeks left for class and that’s all she fucking wrote soooo yaaaah 

i’m super busy, super stressed and i keep being asked to do interviews and i just found out today i got nominated for an award at my uni? so that’s cool....

um yeah! that’s about it school wise 

graduation is may 13th! 

other things of note

-i have a new part time job

-i start an internship the week after i graduate 

-i started bullet journaling 

-i bought persona 5 and i lost my god damn mind i love all of them i love my children i cannot stop playing this game fucking SAVE ME

okay 

i’m out 

-sk 

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more updates: 

i would love to have more support on my patreon 

undergrad graduation is may 13th! grad school starts may 29th....

i’m moving to LA in early july~

i just applied for like 5 part time jobs oh my god 

i’m dying i haven’t done anything for my senior portfolio 

so much hw so little time 

-shrugs- what else is new tho loool 

ciao 

--sk

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happy bday to me 

so announcement

for one year (from 24-25 aka from march 2nd 2017 through march 2nd 2018) i will be aiming to make a vlog per week that explores topics that interest me and/or about me 

so look forward to the first video idek this weekend lmao 

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update time 

I HAD 

TO FUCKING

CUT

MY HAIR

SO SHORT THAT I CRY 

I AM SO SAD 

SEE i had to CUT IT MYSELF you don’t know how mad i am rn 

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heya folks so here’s some updates 

1) i am now off of bedrest! i started back classes this week... all my teachers have been so nice....

2) i made a new ao3 account for my fanfiction only and in the process i fucked over myself so hard that i have to repost over 60 fanfics ! i started the process but holy shit it’s so many fanfics guys 

3) i made an ao3 account JUST FOR MY ORIGINAL WORKS  make sure to check it + my patreon out  cuz supporting my original works makes me happy + helps me live a bit freer 

4) since i have separated out my two ao3 accounts (fanfiction/fandom vs original/professional) i MIGHT possibly unlock some of the fics i had locked? we’ll see 

5) i filed paperwork to legally change my name? did i already say this...i cannot remember lmao BUT i also have started going by sammya in person with people! AND my diploma will have my changed name on it <3 

6) izzy drew an nyo!amechu pic and i am in love please look at this 

kay that’s it from me 

sk