#keeping my fingers crossed for her
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This week I met a person who kept saying that "everything happens for a reason".
I can't say I believe it any more. Mentioned the well-worn argument: if that's the case, all the bad stuff that happens, all the tragedies and suffering, violence, illnesses and abuse, they happen "for a reason" as well.
Which. If we assume that's true. Makes the system so rigged that I don't really want to believe in it.
The missing piece might be her belief that she's not alone in all this, though. That she needed help, and at that point, she received it, sent from The Lord, whomever they might be.
So yeah. Maybe not feeling alone in all this is the key.
#keeping my fingers crossed for her#but i'm afraid it might be sth serious#and i'm slightly scared for her daughter#it felt slightly predestined that we met but rather because i needed to hear this sentence more than once#but it also makes me wonder if making a similar choice -- hopefully with a different outcome. this time -- would work#and if falling back into the 'good old schemes' would make things worse or actually change them for the better#i can't believe how different i am compared to me 'i could handle all that' these years ago#on the other hand i seem to actually yearn for nyc. and improving lives. and doing important things#and not the things conveniently called 'important' only when they're postponed to the last minute and no one cares but sb has to take over#and calling that 'help' when it's actually 'work'#how could that ever work? everyone deals with the outcomes of their 'bad' choices and gets wiser. and here i am.#wise. or i'll none#... trying to fix the bitter parts of life rn (and not with just sweets). or preparing to try#yay (:
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Starstruck! Wher are you now? How is the tourney journey going thus far?
we all lost track of time a little there. -several months worth of propaganda making time. thanks for checking in! it looks like her tourney journey will continue after a little nap! << prev || [masterpost] || next >>
#starstruck dee#my art#oc (2024): starstruck dee#starstruck has made it to round five of the tourney!! this is absolutely incredible!!#thank you SO so so much to everybody who has supported her so far and helped her get here!!! it means the world to me (and her!!)#i'm hoping i can be a bit more active again this month and i wanna give it my all!! polls will be dropping soon; keep an eye out!!#sorry for being so quiet and mia. stuff has been: a lot.#i also need to get back on reblogging art pieces by others. i have *hundreds* of gorgeous pieces in my drafts! 😭😭😭#including a lot of gift art! i'm so sorry. it's just been a wretched time lately. trying to reclaim my creativity again. fingers crossed!
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9-1-1 ▸ 7.05 you don’t know me ↳ eddie & bobby heart-to-hearts (6.3/6)
#911edit#eddiediazedit#bobbynashedit#911 abc#911#eddie diaz#bobby nash#bobbyeddieconvos#cnomadedits#dailytvfilmgifs#tvedit#filmtv#userbbelcher#cinematv#dailyshowbiz#how does this man think this translates to loving HER??#god i need them to really address how he's romanticized this relationship#i am keeping my fingers crossed for the end of this season
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ALSO
Cooper and Barb!!!!!!
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love a tragic doomed romance, we know from the beginning that she divorced him because the dad at the party mentioned alimony for why he’s performing at kid’s birthday parties
and then we ACTUALLY meet her their interactions are so sweet but also there’s a sense of foreboding because she of the look she makes when presenting the idea of him being the face of vault-tec and
gaaaaaaaaaah
I believe that she wanted to do what was best for her family, so much so that she was willing to end the world if it meant getting into a good vault
I don’t think Barb is an evil person. I think she was a scared person. It seemed like the end of the world was right at their doorstep, she already experienced first hand the worry of someone she loves going off to fight in the sino-american war.
then she got into a company that was offering a solution and it seemed like a wonderful thing she could invest in. So she rose through the ranks to secure a future for her family in a time when the future was so ambiguous and terrifying.
by the time Vault-Tec was in full swing she was in a high position, she drank the cool aid and her main focus was on protecting her family, no matter what.
I think in a desperate effort to protect her family from annihilation, she became the very driving force that destroyed the world.
there’s so much beauty in that, burning the world for the people you love.
anyway that’s me ranting about Barb because we love a gaslight girlboss <3
#fallout tv series#cooper howard#the ghoul#barb howard#give me that pain#I want Barb and The Ghoul to have a lovers to enemies situation#I want there to be complicated feelings#I want that hardened wrinkly ass exterior he keeps to tightly wrapped around what’s left of his humanity to be peeled away#the moment he lays eyes on her#I don’t think cooper howard stopped loving barb when he found out what she was doing#I think he mourned who she was and loathed who she had become#But there’s always that longing for the past that he shows in Fallout#and I think the memories of who barb WAS will make whatever will become of them in future seasons (fingers crossed) so many shades of gray#I want there to be blood and tears#and I want him to be completely destroyed by the end#AAAAAAAAAAAARGH#*shredding these two with my teeth; spitting and drooling*#Jahshdgsgsgsg#Give me ghoul pain#Let his past haunt him#And give me more of his (ex) wife#She’s hot
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I’ve been trying to get into the Life SMP series for a long while now, so I’m trying to at least be caught up with Wild Life. So far LD “I just ate my shovel” ShadowLady is my favourite.
#I mean I was gonna follow her POV regardless but STILL#that and her riding a horse while gigantic oh my god lizzie PLEASE#fingers crossed I can actually keep my promise to myself and start watching SMPs more regularly#wild life
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got a job offer from my aunt to paint some tombstones
#chdoodles#comic#my aunts nice :] we just haven’t talked in a couple years agsksgsksks#straight quote from her btw#it’s okay hun just let me paint tombstones#which is an absolute delight btw I hope they keep me#I’m supposed to call back Monday soooooo#crossing my fingers#anyways. yippe Cori jumpscare
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Praying that if anyone gets punched in the face/a black eye/cut and bruises, that they keep them for a number of episodes.
Please? Pretty please.
Let my faves be beat up. Let them be covered in blood.
We deserve to see that shit.
#my wishlistfor the remaining seasons#like#if their hair gets messy that’s good too#keep that beat up model plz#we wanna see it#praying 🙏#fingers crossed 🤞#guess I’m looking at you Callum but the others can play too#like even Soren got messed up#how many rocks has Rayla had dropped on her and not a hair out of place#come on lads#do me a solid here#the dragon prince#tdp
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friendship with my semi-hiatus ended, now this sim i made is my best friend 🤝
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 portrait#simblr#hey hi hello how are we doin#i promise you i will find a way to use her in something jdisjkls i'm kind of obsessed she turned out so pretty#btw not me just figuring out how to make my pics slightly less blurry on here#at least i hope it looks less blurry! it does for me so fingers crossed it's that way on other screens#yeah i have literally never understood what photo dimensions work on here but apparently mega long photos are fine!#i used to go crazy with photo editing when i was a ts3 main in like 2014 on my prev blog WHERE DID THOSE BRAINCELLS GO#btw i've been playing ts3 lately#i'm on gen 5 (i think) of a legacy that started with claire ursine and the baby she's preggo with at the start of sunset valley#although i keep having to move them to new towns bc my game is acting up on ea app and my saves corrupt a lot#holocene.png
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what if I draw her actually in time for the mid autumn festival
#WIP#bakuspeech#have given up on making her hold the instrument properly lol#it can levitate. its fine its literally fine#Im NOT gonna jinx it. but if this piece gets done properly. maybe. mmmaybe#I make a ref sheet for this đàn bầu too. to keep around...#the first version is still good imo. I really like this version but#the Shape of it is still based on the first one. that was a breakthrough for me Im attached to it lol#all the pokemon/miku collab art comin out is gettin into my brain again I NEEEEDD to draw miku. I need her ardently#so. this. fingers crossed I got to the end with it! dang!#have a good night lads! we shall see! we shall simply see. wish u a funny shaped treat that tastes good soon
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“Khonshu: Strikefile,” Moon Knight: Fist of Khonshu (Vol. 1/2024), #0.
Writer: Jed MacKay; Penciler and Inker: Alessandro Cappuccio; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Moon Knight: Fist of Khonshu#Moon Knight comics#latest release#Tigra#Greer Grant#never forget that Khonshu tried to break her and Marc up back in their West Coast Avengers days because she was too sun-alligned#and bold choice of Khonshu to use the same language as Exodus 20:5 when he doesn’t even offer perfect justice and unconditional love#embarrassing honestly#in any case forever keeping my fingers crossed that they manage to keep Tigra’s involvement in these Moon Knight books#active and as cool as she deserves#and never just «demoted to love interest» or oh Heaven help me fridged
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I do wish that ongsa would just tell sun the truth but that poor girl is so scared. And she wants to keep being sun’s earth but she also wants to keep being sun’s friend!!! And she’s afraid that if she tells her the truth that she’ll lose her completely!!! Also she’s literally 17!!! I need to give this child a hug
#look my favorite musical is dear Evan Hanson okay if I am anything it is sympathetic to lonely teenagers who do dumb things to keep the#connections they so desperately crave#fingers crossed she tells her next ep#but we shall see#23.5 degrees#23.5 degrees the series#23.5 the series
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hate when a bitch with virgin hair tells me olaplex ruined her hair hence it will ruin mine… ITS NOT FOR YOUUUUU
#olaplex kerastase and purology are my holy trinity#they are putting in the WORK#like how are you gonna ask me what i use on my hair to keep it healthy from all the chemicals#AND THEN ARGUE WITH ME WHEN I TELL YOU#GURL YOU ASKEDDDD#sorry for ranting but my best friend is on her plane back from london#my bf is at work#and my other best friend is on an interview for a possible job (fingers crossed for pookie pls🙂↕️🤞🏼)#and i already told my mom#but i need to yap so here i am :)#and this isn’t the first time i’ve been asked either so it bothers me more#kai.rambles
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Okay. As the supreme authority on all things Kevin Day I need you to give the veredict on something: is Kevin into CNC
(I feel like the AFTG fandom doesn't do a lot with consent play, which I get WHY, but it is as a matter of fact a pretty common kink for survivors)
supreme authority huh. ok lets see 🤔!
short answer: yes & i think kevin is probably somewhere in the spectrum between free use (pretending to be impassive but not unwilling) and bordering predator play (active struggle for the sake of being manhandled and forced to submit)
long answer: i was just talking about this with miss nanatsuyu but kevin’s extensive consent issues make the idea of enthusiastic consent feel embarrassing at best and confusing at worse so cnc in any capacity would be right up his alley in my opinion!!! he likes not having to say it outright and as a man canonically declared “as bratty as they come” i believe kevin would find it very hot (& cathartic! in a way) to be rightfully overpowered and told to take it :)
i had half an idea about that the other day (and excuse the poor writing i just put these things down in a hurry for later probing) for kevjean in a play wrestling sense and i think it pretty much sums up how i think kevin would like this dynamic 🏃🏽 it’s a lot about having no way out and, even knowing that he cannot take whatevers in menu for him, being told that he will anyway
#also re: on the other side of cnc i can see a few dynamics where hed be into it too#but a lot of it to me would be with a service top so we need to bring jeremy out for this one#ohhhh or actually neil is good too….#WELL anyway#i hope i made sense!!!!#this was a funny question cuz i think cnc is very fun to write#and ive been bothering my friend about her writing kevjean cnc#so lets keep our fingers crossed and our hearts open#asks#kevin#kevjean
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just finished the new fantasy high episode and havent seen anyone talk abt this so i wanted to say i am 100. one HUNDRED PERCENT sure. that fuckin fourdogs was at that party invisibly (the One And Only buttfucker to NOT make an obvious appearance?? rules-follower or no, i dont believe that for a SECOND) and that she stole the piece of the cloud runner that went missing, and that the moment of her swipe was the "something" riz missed on his check -- i also really *hope* it wasn't oisin that made those damn ice mephits (or "muffets" as my beloved drunk adaine christened them lmao) act up like that, but immmmm pretty sure thats exactly what was goin on since it wouldve given his party member advantage/an easier access point :/
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#listen i was oisin to be good & real & nice SO BAD. HOT RIPPED TATTED DRAGONBORN WIZARD ??? PLEASE#but. im also a suspicious-ass bitch lmao#also wait ik they spelled his name without the accent on his character art#but doesnt the name oisin have an accent over one of the i's?? idk jack abt shit so i could be wrong ofc#in any case. i like the concepts behhind the ratfuckers as a party (*except buddy. seeing him made me feel fucking ILL lmao.) but#i neeeeeeed them to get fucking TROUNCED by the bad kids. i NEED it. theyd be so much more tolerable if they got briefly asswhooped#like i think after that they could TOTALLY be friends and work together. before that?? FUCK no lmfao#anyway. i love-hate fishykitty whatserbucket and i need to see her lose#i cant wait for the ratgrinders to meet the unstoppable force that is the bad kids bigass hearts#deciding to team up with local shitheads & therefore turning them into op allies by sheer force of will and love#its happened to ragh its happened to aelwyn it kiiinda happened with kalina (jury's still out but my fingers are crossed!!)#spring break i believe in them!!!#bee speaks#its happening yall. i try to keep my incomprehensible blorboposting to a dull roar but now that im fully caught up on d20 i fear i may start#going full pepe silvia trying to figure this out#i cant binge it all in one go and have it rot thru my brain like slow-eating acid to leak thru in a contained matter#waiting for a new episode every week means i have time to THINK
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one day. i will see aabria iyengar on game changer. but alas today is not that day
#felt very very mild disappointment of her not being in the trailer but she is doing so many other amazing things#and all of the other episodes and casts look fucking fantastic i can’t wait#will simply have to keep my fingers crossed for season seven 😌😌#mari is irrelevant#dropout tv#game changer
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update: gonna teach my dog to pee on a pad 👍
#shes 15yo and now that its just me and her she has to wait up to 9 hours when im at work#so i just need to teach her to pee on that if she rly needs to#everyone keep their fingers crossed for me i need this to work fo my sanity#just ordered a box of those they have good reviews
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