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the-apple-of-her-eye-au · 5 months ago

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Yall I can't explain how much this photo means to me.

I know the hellaverse can have its flaws but one of its qualities is how accepting it is of sexuality. You've got so much in this one pic!

Bee's flames being the pan flag, stolas' hair stripe being the male gay flag, ace Mammon, gay Fizz, ace via, trans lesbian sallie may- AHHHHHH

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wu-wakfu-undertale · 6 days ago

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bonjour wakfu fans. i am, how you say, back in the fucking building.

also do we remember when this happened

#im doing a rewatch for the first time in like 5 years or so. can u tell #a lot of things did not age well. but i still find it funny that amalia threatened to throw herself overboard just because yugo didn't #wanna wait things out #also do we ever think about how for adamai his first interaction with yugo is kinda intertwined with his father figure dying. b #because i do.#“yugo how come you get to keep *your* dad?”#i wanna make wakfu charms but like no one but me would want them bdbdbd #im gonna make them eventually anyways because i wanna be that one store that has popular shit and also niche shit people never heard of #wakfu yugo #wakfu #yugo wakfu #amalia wakfu #wakfu amalia #wakfu season 1 #wakfu season 2 #THEY WERE SO TINY OKAY. THEY WERE SO SMALL #i miss s1 ad :[#also i adore yugo shooing off az to go sit in the stands in the gobbal game <333

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captn3 · 2 months ago

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fairly odd parents still infecting my brain have a redraw

og screenshot ^ im already working on stuff with backgrounds i dont need to make even more

#fop #fopanw #dev dimmadome #fairly odd parents #the fairly oddparents #fairly oddparents #development devin dimmadome #fairly oddparents a new wish #fop dev #fop a new wish #fanart #from here on out are my own tags #memo's constellations #✳️#:dev #ahhhh millions of different tags for one thing i did not miss you #I STILL GOT IT THO! it being creating actual full lined pieces #very fun drawing. back to the reference sheet and animation mines for me though #i dont think i said it but i'm actually animating in fopanw reanimated!!#this drawing was just a quick break and also to make a discord icon thats my own art #i havent been so hyperfixated on something since fuck. i dont even know #but this show is taking over my mind dogggg its all i can think about #i keep saying this but #if you told me like a year ago that id be being really ill about doug dimmadome owner of the dimmsdale dimmadome etc's grandson #to the point of adding him to my fucking kinlist which hasnt been updated in fucking months #i would not believe you #but. here we are LOL #if you think im insane. honestly i dont know what to say except watch anw cause Jeeeesus christ dev dimmadome is one fucked up kid #okay sorry for ranting in the tagsss certified memo moment of ranting in the tags. its over now BYE <3

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quarterprioritymidnight · 2 months ago

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ngl babes idk how much longer i can do this 😭

#personal #i know not everything is for me and thats fine #but idk im getting such fatigue with this band without it being the whole actual band #i know intimate gigs are important and special but like just continually doing these tiny runs #building up the hype and demand and the prices #knowing people keep getting their hopes up and get more desperate each time #and like saying everything is super limited and then adding more things #but never enough so that everyone gets a chance to experience something or is fully satisfied #it just feels super fucked like their management is just doing everything they can to squeeze every last penny out of people #without committing to a full tour #sorry im a bit drunk so im being quite hyperbolic but idk man im so over this whole project lol #i miss kyle and woody and will :(#like truly i look back at the old tour photos and im like those were the days 😭#this is now a full hate blog NOT just a joke hate blog #its not that deep lmao just im probably gonna not be so active with the blog until proper bas5 cause ampersand is pissing me off rn icl #girl imagine hating blue sky sm you start boycotting the entire album run 😭

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starlooove · 3 months ago

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Im saving up for a laptop and it’s mainly for school but also I want to be able to play games with mods and have a good dvd player any recs let me know please

#dvd player #tbh that’s like. my stupidity #i have a portable one on hold u just plug in #and i think that’s enough #i just added that in case I’m missing smth 🧍🏾‍♀️#the main games I wanna play are sims bg3 and cyberpunk tbh #maybe Minecraft but. sorry guys #i was a Minecraft kid who never got into playing Minecraft SORRY #Im mission orientated and the blocks gave me headaches sorryyy #like i DID play Minecraft but after a farm some animals and iron tools #I couldn’t give less of a fuck anymore #my problem is I thought Minecraft was gonna be aphmau mcd and Stacyplays off rip #Im lazy #anyways #if I play my cards right I can get my family to give me their dvds #i have a jem one on hold rn #i want Nick and boomerang shows tho #dexters laboratory Johnny bravo etc.#and 321 penguins #i don’t want kids but idk I keep thinking of my family’s kids growing up with what I grew up with #FOR ME PERSONALLY I want danny phantom and Ben 10 #Bc I watched like. 3 episodes of DP and my 5 yr old laptop quit #and i never watched Ben 10 but it was good apparently?!#POWER RANGERS SAMURAI IS A MUST #maybe It’s the sickness making me nostalgic #but It’s more like I want physicals of these #i know I come off as a hater but I only really hate on things I love and Can improve #and as much as I hate online that’s bc irl I’m having a blast #so yes. i do want su dvd. ✊🏾 AND VOLTRON SORRYYYY #IK but hear my out those I’d like HAVE to buy secondhand I’m not spending more than $25 per two seasons

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miamicommune · 6 months ago

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thinking abt how nemesis kind of sets up what should be the most thematically interesting ambition in FL and how quickly that fades as it goes

#had a good amount of time to think abt it now and the knife price cut just hit so ive got some thoughts #nemesis puts a good amount of time into asking the player how far they're willing to go for revenge but the message dilutes as it goes #you start off and it costs you hard-earned lessons to /not/ kill someone really early on. to /not/ kill it costs you extra #and then as you go ur just given more and more cost gates and it never quite hits that same note again #not until right at the end where you can spare m_ ______ and m_ ___#but there is the feeling that you're doing it no matter the cost #and i think that's why the knifegate change has me hurting. like as much as it was a pain it also felt amazing to get through it #i think what should've been added rly was an option to get the lethean tea leaves from the esuriant smith or lilac #bc the main thing that's missing from the whole 'revenge tragedy' plot is the ability for the player to have turned away at any point #only to keep pushing on because they just can't bring themselves to forget #in the end it just feels like that early 'kill for the keys' or 'just knock them out but its harder' should've been a recurring motif #like the bodies always pile up in revenge stories. how much are u willing to do to ensure they don't??#it'd have been nice to have more options #ways around dealing with that devil other ways instead of taking red honey ways of not (probably) worsening the condition of a seeker #idk #im also at least a little bit mad abt the fact that for all that cost there's almost never fun post-nemesis things #always seeing hearts desire options (HATE u mr cards) and BaL options and what do nemesis players get. hellicon house stuff.

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whomturgled · 1 year ago

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i have so many feelings and i hate it

#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and #and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and #i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me.#i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and #its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine #and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like #be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work #even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much #and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea #and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an #auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them #i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk.#theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk #i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all #i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but #ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u #ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are #i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too #but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and.#urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf #i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc #like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk #i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can #like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and #more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff #i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m #bc i get to decide that :^(#when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk.#theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh

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mooodyblue · 1 year ago

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i hope y'all know i haven't forgotten about any day now 🥹

#i've been seeing ppl reread it recently or discover it and anytime i see a notif for it im like OH. Right #i swear to goodddddd u guys i think abt it every single day #im putting too much focus into requests and not the things that i wanna write #im gonna do a clean up of my requests this week cuz im sitting on 20ish and there's nooo way #i know its like #why do i keep requests open if i can't bring myself to write them all #thats such a great question unfortunately i just do not have an answer to it #but also im like ... what if i get something really good and i can combine a couple requests into a huge fic #anywaayyyyyy i added (SLOW) to my profile like it makes any difference #i didn't mean to ramble here i just wanted to let yall know that i know it still exists and i miss her and think abt her every day #bc i have a lot of ideas it's just a matter of writing it out #i started on part three ages ago and never went back to it #let's all pray i get at least one more chapter out by the end of the year 🥴🥴#been slacking this week cuz i been busy but not busy #it's a long story #damn ok lily shut up

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gemharvest · 2 years ago

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Mannnnn I am so exhausted and yet the dread of school tomorrow looms over me. Gags.

#ventings #also it took two days for gee mob plush to sell out again which is very funny given this is the ONE time i didnt give into fomo-#-and buy the instant i knew it was available. which is adding to my exhaustion but its not a main thing i just wanna complain-#-about the small thing so i can pretend the big thing isnt there #got about a month left and i need to get my ass to finish some late work ive slacked on but i cant catch a break.#chanting `fuck it we ball` as the wind repeatedly blows stop signs towards me that either narrowly miss or hit me straight on the noggin #but i just keep chuggin #i hope this makes sense to anyone reading this im trying not to be depressive abt this if anything im starting to grow resentful #and said resent is fueling the last wisps of energy i have to get through this

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bluupxels · 2 years ago

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thinking.... if i pick up the borealis’ again gen 3 could be ready for the infant update and new pack by the time they come out....

#given my track record mods would be fixed and hairs would be recolored by the time i get there too #everything i do is deliberate.....#the only thing thats been holding me back from playing them is its about to be a 9 sim household #thats so scary i can barely handle anything over 4 #the younger twins have grown on me but they really threw a wrench in my plans...#i mean i didnt have any actual plans there's just too many sims now #i miss them though also the gen 3 spouse has been sitting in my library for months i need to let them out!!!!!#also waffling over keeping healthcare redux in for their save.. at least for now #bc there's so many sims and what if they all get some sort of sickness then thats another thing i have to keep track of....#but that mod has been fun in my test save #one of the kids has diabetes and now i can put the little dexcom on her :)#not to make diabetes sound fun and quirky but its in interesting coincidence they added that #fun fact: my old cat had diabetes and i had to give him insulin #this got out of hand omfg im delirious bye #court rambles

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dlnqnt · 6 days ago

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prepping this years film round-up collecting movie posters is bull

#i hate doing it i should just grab them when im done w the film #also. letterboxd cannot be trusted #i s2g a few things i slapped in a private list straight disappeared #and im mad bcus now idk what im missing this was litchrally the point of logging everything on letterboxd >:U #the only reason i caught on was bcus i found out they removed the mr and mrs smith miniseries #for some reason ??????????? like i replaced the movie placeholder w the miniseries when i found out #and i checked yesterday and it was gone #and i only know bcus i loved that miniseries sm of course id remember adding it #but what abt the things i didnt like enough or retain info on ?????????????????????#and i didnt keep a separate log so >:/ >>>>>>>>:/#fuck u letterboxd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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calico-kiwi · 3 months ago

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someone save me helllpppppp

#kiwi shares their thoughts #not in real danger just severely overworked and stressed atm #much work to do almost no time to do ANY of it #i’m stuck playing catch up somehow??? when its only been like 2 and a half weeks since school’s started???#and i haven’t really missed any school???#idk man i’m falling behind in ap calc (was kinda alr behind)#ap bio work keeps piling up #because i was absent for half of my asl class today i had to make up like 3 assignments that we did in there #there’s ap lang assignments due friday that i will have literally no time to work on bc sports (thank god i got an extension)#but now i have to spend ANOTHER weekend doing school work #i literally have not had a weekend to have me time since school started #we’re hosting saturday too so i doubt i’ll get much done then that day #my september schedule is so full it’s about to explode #i have to sign up for like 20000 things (hyperbole) and my extracurriculars are only adding to the workload #(being vp for a club and also trying to help start up a school newspaper w only four people is ROUGH)#i have college recruiter meetings and i need to schedule an orientation at a shelter i want to volunteer at #i have to worry about preparing for my driving test #and the straw that broke the camel’s back is that when i get home from sports i immediately do chores then homework and then eat + shower #and suddenly my friend group is having issues and i don’t have the bandwidth to deal with ANY of that shit rn #so like #I HAVENT HAD TIME TO GO TO TAEKWONDO ALL WEEK #IM MISSING OUR BELT CEREMONY BC I HAVE A MATCH TMMR #I WAS SUPPOSED TO MAKE SALSA IN COOKING TODAY BUT I HAD TO GO PLAY SPORTS INSTEAD 😭#oh yes and my brother has covid i just found out like an hour ago #im negative w no symptoms thank goodness #oh AND the picture lady for picture day didn’t tell me my fucking bra strap fell off one shoulder when i took my picture #so now a perfectly good picture looks wack af bc my right shoulder is bare and my left one has a strap and it is NOT cute 😭#that’s my yearbook photo dude gives guy a heads up abt stuff like that 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#n e ways life is kicking my ass but all i want is for it to tuck me in give me a kiss on the forehead and tell me “i love you”

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phagodyke · 5 months ago

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woke up feeling ruffff but took my meds and went back to bed for a while n I feel a bit better

#only slept 4 hrs yesterday so was rly hoping to get a solid nights sleep today bc i probably won't tonight....#but i didnt sigh. but my options are either to plough thru w today and make myself do this even tho i dont rly feel like it #or cancel plans and stay in and mope which will inevitably turn into self harm so rly the latter is a non option lmao #its all okay ill get into the swing of things n have a good time once im thereee #and i always knew i was gonna feel a bit like this like its an open wound for me i just need to be careful not to touch it #bc how i feel isnt based in reality its just insecurity n vulnerability n ik it can take months to fully recover from a previous episode #and part of the recovery process needs to involve facing potentially triggering situations instead of avoiding them #bc otherwise ill get increasingly worse bc its not possible to always avoid and ill be defenceless again when it does happen again etc #like its part of rebuilding my sense of self n confidence n hopefully i can eventually start to trust other ppl again n lower my guard #bc it sucks being contorted into this defensive pose all the time and i would like to allow myself to feel genuine connection w others !!#and to stop instinctively flinching and waiting for the hit im tired of my mind telling me ppl r lying + trying to hurt me when theyre not #im being a bit dramatic like i am doing a LOT better than i was a few weeks ago. n i def can handle this one #and the risk of triggering myself is much much lower anyway in this specific situation. so long as theyre not hiding shit from me again #i can think of several ways that risk could skyrocket n unexpectedly spiral out of my control n it makes it hard to breathe just imagining #but i need to believe that it wont. so if-no WHEN it doesnt then next time ill have proof that i can navigate it n i wont feel so anxious #it makes me laugh how stupid this is from an outside perspective. my brain causes me so much weird n 100% unnecessary distress #but its the only brain ive got n will always have so i need to work with it!!#anyway all that aside i genuinely am rly looking forward to this afternoon!! ive rly wanted to start doing more nice things for myself #n the fact it coincides w missing smth that could incite my rsd is kind of for the best even if it is making me anxious #i cant let my life revolve around anticipating how ppl might upset me n basing my decisions off minimising that damage #n while it would be nice to have company.. well ik its just as fun going alone bc ive done it before! n i need a reminder of that #ah im gonna turn myself in circles if i think much more. i dont need to justify anything #i hope they have a nice time and i hope i have a nice time and i hope that eventually someday we can have a nice time together instead #of separately. and i hope that someday ill feel included and wanted by other ppl and wont be posting on tumblr every time this happens LOL #this comes across like im saying i need to learn how to enjoy my own company or whatever but i prommy i already do..#what i actually need to learn is how to trust n enjoy the company of ppl i care abt without constantly being scared theyll hurt me....#but thats not happening today cuz i got other plans woooo OKAYY im gonna stop ruminating and get some chores done sjdkfh #.vent #<- well not rly a vent bc its not like im channelling feelings here im just rambling bc i have a lot on my mind. but still #this is prolly incoherent i keep putting my phone down and doing other things and then adding another thought LOL

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lavender---sunshine · 6 months ago

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Like ok how you going to guilt ME for not making you go 3 hours out of the way?

#a family member died. they live 3 hrs from me. and 8 hours from my parents #funeral is on Wednesday #first mom was like ok we'll come to Tuesday and all go together Wednesday and drive back the same night #I'm like...seems unlikely that you'll do that #she's like well a hotel will be expensive #(ok girl no offense but this family member lives in bum fuck nowhere. hotels are under $100. do you need money?)#im like you don't...need to stop by here. your adding 3 hours to your trip #shes like but we should all go as a family #(sir permission to speak sir but i dont want to be in a car with ya'll for six hours either...)#im like ok fine but come Tuesday. we all go up Wednesday. you leave Thursday.#she responds no we'll come on Monday leave Friday.#and stay at your place the whole time to save money #uh. no.#thats absolutely not how that works.#this isn't a holiday inn. i miss my parents but i hate that they think they can just stay here whenever #if it was just me fine. but i dont live in this house alone and hate imposing them on my roommate #also they didnt ask. they're just like we're going to be there a week.#hello? no girl. i have work. your not lurking in my house for 3 extra days for no reason #i told her no. come down Tues. we all go together wed. you leave thur. and also please keep in mind you inconvenience my roommate #when you just come over. i know this used to be your house but it's hers now and she doesn't need you guys in her personal space for a week #just for a 1 day funeral #hours later shes like oh we're going to spend the night there then. you have to drive yourself. you cant come with us. you don't want us #in your house fine. we won't come visit again.#GOOD. IF THERES ONE THING I HATE ITS AN UNINVITED GUEST #you don't need to drive 11 hours just to hang out with me for 1.5 days. chill.

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crabbunch · 7 months ago

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played persona 3 a few years back and it was literally life changing. reload came out an amount of time (??) ago but it was ugly and also i hated every single trailer i saw so im pretending it doesnt exist. was gifted p5 also a while back but i never got to the actual gameplay because the cutscenes annoyed me so bad. finally picked it up last week and well. haha. the story is bad. but sweeping every single enemy with my level 99 messiah picaro megidolan + almighty damage up + victory call is very satisfying so i'll probably finish it

#and thats why im not posting very much lately :3 #love skipping through cutscenes . gave up when we got to haru's dad and just started mashing that button.#makoto is the best character except for the part where she still wants to be a cop for some reason (???) her motorcycle is cool #i miss aigis and yukari tho :C and tbh everything about p3's atmosphere and story #gameplay is massively better tho. MASSIVELY better. if i never have to see one of those stupid floor bosses ever again i will die happy.#that one table that was a higher level than the Actual Final Boss is the one thing keeping me from straight up replaying it ad nauseam #got akechi added to my party today. i dont like his stupid face so im getting rid of all his good moves and not ever letting him fight #NO more megidola for him. only medium damage bless spells.#altho tbh i dont keep him out of the party in spite i guess. i just hate change and keep the same 3 guys there forever.

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alchemiclee · 8 months ago

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sometimes I say words and sometimes people like/reblog those words (sometimes even adding a tag comment!!!!) and i'm always like "omg do these words make sense to you??? do you like the nonsense that came out of my brain????????" it's always super surprising and makes me do a little happy dance.

part of me wants to talk about that nonsense with them more, but the other part of me is bad at people and too afraid 🥲😅

#lee text #in which lee misses having long autistic rambling conversations with people about interests where we both send paragaraph upon paragraph #as if we are trying to write a novel about the thing and sometimes that conversation would span over a few days and we keep going #until we have thoroughly disussed the thing with as many ideas as we can come up with #its hard to find that kind of person. they have to have the same interest at exactly the same intensity and have a general same opnion on it #same as in they like it and think its good vs disliking and wanting to debare rather than discuss. i hate debate. and they must be creative #and good at continuing the conversation and going with thr flow in a way that we both fit each others conversation style and yeah #i had a few people like that in the past ans miss that. but theyre so hard to come by and you meet them by chance #its not something you can force. its like an accident. so “looking for someone” doesnt work. have to feel their vibe and energy and match #anyway reading people's star rail analysis and theories and thoughts and whatnot is fun #since im too bad at people to talk to ans get along with just anyone. reading posts takes out the pressure to socialize correctly #but its still lonely not sharing my thoughts. thats why when random person likes or reblogs my posts i feel seen/heard #its nice. especially if they add tags. it feels almost like we reciprocated and interacted or something #i was seen and heard and they also are seen and heard by me and im honoured they also said words!!!!!! even if just tags on a reblog #anyway someone reblogged a post i made and added their thoughts in the tags and ive been thinking about it all day 🫣🥲😭🥺

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