#kai tag

[justslowdown]

Bork engines revving up

[aphverse-confessions]

kacey should've been aphmau's second love interest in pdh s2, not ein. the love interests should've been kai and kacey. see, it even has a ring to it! kai or kacey? alliteration. so marketable.

meanwhile, ein should've been the deuteragonist-turned-villain of the show and (at least spiritually) aphmau's younger brother (but still very protective like an older brother and suspicious of the other boys in her life and their motivations. this would lead to a lot of conflict and paranoia, as well as some excellent yaoi potential).

all it would take are a couple of tweaks and everything would've been so much better. you can keep a lot of the plot points that have nothing to do with einmau unchanged as well, such as the alpha and omega thing. and just like that...

incest crisis averted!

see how easy that was? oh jesson the things you could do if you knew how to write and not be weird...

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[softichill]

Quick lil character lineup

[freckledgeto]

kai has been rejecting me a lot lately chat am i cooked

[kaisilveira]

Intro post

Bungou stray dogs OC roleplay account [09/01/2025]

name: Kai Silveira

age: 16 years [03/01] (month/day)

identity: Biromantic transmasc (he/him)

ability: doesn't have one

I keep my closet free of skeletons 'cause I'm much better at digging graves /lyr

Kai currently lives on the streets of Yokohama, alone. He lived for a year at an orphanage but decided to escape and try his luck at the big city.

Enjoys wood carving and handwork alike. He doesn't have a favorite color but any unsaturated one will do. Kai loves fruits, mainly mangos and pears. Also nature documentaries enjoyer.

He isn't sure about what he doesn't like, but a safe bet would be expectations directed at him, considering that it's a big anxiety trigger for him.

He has GAD (generalized anxiety disorder) and some not-so-healthy stims, like nail/hand bitting and scrathing his skin. Kai isn't aware of it yet, but he sometimes regresses (to around 6-8yo) after harsh anxiety/panic attacks.

>> The "Kai-verse" <<

Because the mod can't stop putting him through ⭐️situations⭐️, he, at the moment, has two different and completely disconnected guardians/parents! Think of it like AUs!

We have:

🃏♣️ -> Kai's under @mama-bird-kyola's care. She found him in the streets and immediately took him under its wings! (Wings. Haha. Get it. Because Nikolai.). He lives in its house along with the rest of the Nikolai and Fyodor family

😼☔️-> Kai's under @fukuzawa-armeddaddyagency's care. Kai asked Fukuzawa for shelter during a rainy night, and he too was immediately adopted into the family! In this "AU" Kai already found wood carving as his favorite hobby. He's friends with his calico cat plushie and @videocassettes-and-promises.

I'll try to tag the interactions accordingly

picrew

||mod info||

Main account: @ranidaee

other rp account: @the-catsushi

mod is a minor! (In the can-drive-a-car way lol) please avoid heavy nsfw topics, I am not comfortable with those!

My interactions will probably be around hurt/comfort topics. Heavy angst isn't my thing. I like humor/crack rps but don't know how to do those right lol.

Thaaat being said. Content warnings for this blog are mainly for self-harm (Because of Kai's habit of picking his skin) and panic/anxiety attacks! I try to tag those but won't promise anything

No DNIs just don't be an asshole and we'll be vibing

english is not my native language, sorry for any (very) possible mistakes (I'm from Brazil!)

[the-hot-zone]

before the beginning :)

from the "no excuses writing meme," reblogged here. mutuals who write rb this so i can appear in your inbox.

BEFORE THE BEGINNING — three sentences (or more) about something that happened before the plot of my current project

extra context: they're both on horseback in this bit, just outside the barn. matulin is the name of isko's horse

The forest should have been alive in the midnight heat. There was stillness instead: the absence of owls’ calls and bullfrogs’ croaks, of the sneaking of soft animal bodies through the blue-black underbrush. Every few beats, lightning cracked across the sky in electric spiderwebs, leaping cloud-to-cloud, illuminating their tall, jagged shadows from within. Thunder did not yet reach them. Rain, an impossibility. Beneath him, Matulin's eyes flashed white in the darkness, and Isko reached down to sooth a hand over her shoulder. Her hair was damp with sweat. In his other hand, the barrel of the shotgun had grown warm. “It’s too late in the season for this.” Jamie broke the silence. His voice was rough, strained in effort to speak as lowly as possible. “We saw smoke to the west last week.” “Could be nothing,” Isko returned. “Won’t even be a dreg if it is.” Silence again. Neither of them wanted to ride forward into the uncertain night.

this is from pahimakas, my fungal horror/dystopia wip set in the same universe as the other wip i've been talking abt. what's written above is the inciting event that takes place about a week before the plot actually starts. these two live on a rural farm in the midwest, and it's the tail-end of spring, where herds of infected should be no longer active. and yet. the wip follows the story of isko manlapaz, a large-animal vet turned physician. thematic concepts include the radical valuing of human life over all else; the grief of seeing someone make a decision you wish you’d made yet things turning out just as horrible; and the unavoidable truth of doing harm to people you love. title comes from a Tagalog word translated as "last farewell or last will."

ps: absolutely nothing bad happens in this scene and everything is fine :)

[geoxstxrs]

Ash perhaps? if you're still doing this,,,

RAHHH ASH !!!

enby (they/dust/cloud), gay + asexual.. he’s also partially deaf and non-verbal :3

[kai23-doodles]

girls don't want flowers

girls want a hyper realistic 8 kilogram metal car model with functioning steering wheel and headlights of her childhood/grandpa's car

I am girls

[victor-aguilar]

Hello, Kai.

[justslowdown]

Do you still have Kai?

Of course! he's my soul dog and part of me

He's been happier lately too. His neuter helped him relax, and he really loves life at the kennel property. He acts more like a puppy than when he was an actual puppy--Kai's a barky, silly, ambiently happy guy now who rolls around for no reason and sings husky songs

He also rests his chin on me and Gazes more often

I hadn't realized how seriously he took, and how stressed he was, by his self-imposed responsibility back in GA but he was a totally different dog! It's like the best parts of him have bloomed and it's a joy seeing him so worry-free

[aphverse-confessions]

I genuinely love Kai from PDH, he's such an autistic MOOD too from what I remember of him and I think he deserves some more love

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[softichill]

Just realized it's been a bit since I posted UV. Here's Kai in her slightly tweaked design

[freckledgeto]

top 5 tumblr posts

this one

this one

celibacy

all of kai posts

life changing

[cable-salamdr]

:D

C:<

[sleuthh0und]

@envephalon "This is you."

[the-hot-zone]

3 19 and 23 hehe

3. how you feel about your current WIP

i will answer this for the memory of collapse. brief explanation of this wip bc i don't think i've explained it fully here yet. the setting uses environmental horror and fungi as a means to explore the tragedy of human connection and destructive grief. essentially a fungus has infected most of humanity and turned them into what are basically zombies (not actually, but zombies is a useful shorthand). the fungus follows seasonal patterns; during the summer, it uses the smoke from wildfires to spread infectious spores. the infected essentially find locations higher up and near wildfires to release them. in the fall, when more rainstorms occur, the infected are on the move again. the worldbuilding is complex and meticulously researched.

rough story synopsis: a man named darren sets intentional fires throughout the summer to kill colonies of infected. when he burns a peach orchard while doing so, the consequences of his destruction find him.

as for how do i feel. god. what a question. it's the most stylistically ambitious project i've embarked on. the style calls back to 1900s sci fi esp ray bradbury. it's also heavily influenced by poetic concepts as a means to immerse the reader in the story. color symbolism, physical structure, diction, tense etc etc all chosen and employed with purpose. it's formatted as two stories at once, braided together through the past and present and the interaction between them. it has so much research for the smallest of details that barely appear in the story as a means to make every second of it feel realistic. so i'm worried i can't pull it off, first and foremost. it's also horror and a short story, both of which i've never written before AND have also said in the past i couldn't envision myself ever writing.

secondly... basically similar to your current wip, it was born from self exploration. it's an extended metaphor for dealing with two losses that happened to me around a year ago that were eerily similar. it's about grief and the loss of connection and the catharsis yet tragedy of choosing destruction and so on and so forth.

basically i have so many feelings abt this wip and when it is finished i will explode. yay <3

19. the most interesting topic you’ve researched for a fic

the memory of collapse is not a fic but i researched how to establish a control line to prevent the spread of a wildfire. also, the melting point of paraffin wax. for a fic, going back to my atla days, probably all the linguistics work.

23. pick three keywords that describe your writing

i've been purposefully modulating my style with what i write but some keywords could include poetic, well-researched, and intricate

ask game here (i encourage my writing mutuals to rb so i can bother y'all)