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Can I commit crimes? :3
as my wonderful amazing bestest ever girlfriend, yes babe you can commit crimes!
#kae post#the adults are talking!#kae thinks this is really important#hehehe#thinking about meri again
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help ok why
average day for me:
pain - 7
fatigue - 7
mental health - 8
best day i've had ever (not that long ago):
pain - 5
fatigue - 4
mental health - 6
bad days (they happen way too much):
pain - 8
fatigue - 10
mental health - 9
WHO TOLD ME THIS WANST NORMAL (my parents, old friends, doctors, teachers, etc)
My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.
I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think âWell, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot moreâ so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that â10â is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said â6â because I thought âWell, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.â
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augh the ot3 and saimatsu...... i just love themb so so so so so much there are so few ships i feel this strongly about... nine times out of ten if i "ship" something it's in a sorta hypothetical way where i hardly ever imagine them doing romantic things together and more just. i like them when they stand next to each other and their dynamic is good/silly/tragic/etc. but saimatsu and saiibomatsu make me so unwell (positive) like. if my aro romance repulsed ass is imagining a ship getting married i have it BAD for them ok
#ot3posting#ALSO KIIBO IS ARO TO ME fbshfjdh see what i mean#i dont think it comes across very well in my art/posts#but i do see the kiibo parts of the polycule as being distinctly queerplatonic in a way#not because it's lesser than shuichi & kaedes relationship but just bc that's how kiibo is and thats how it works out!!!#i imagine his confession went something like#'i love being your friend and it feels so special to me but i don't really want a big change in our relationship-#-i just want you both to know how much i feel it and how important it is to me'#and shu/kae r the ones who do more typical romancey stuff but that doesnt mean they dont all#spend time together and hug and kiss and say i love you etc whatever else couples do#i just think. it's all very new for them both romance and esp polyamory#they wanna break away from boxes and preconcieved notions and just be their own people for healing purposes#so they just let it be. theyre important to each other and are each others partners and that's all that matters#plus i love qpr saimatsu too#and its a little hard for me to conceptualize romance without any kind of Aroness to it yknow#so i like to sprinkle it into my fave ships. im having lots of fun#anyway more absolute nonsense from me i'll be here all week
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i guess she just really liked his head.....
#suggestive text#geminitay#ethoslab#hermitcraft#kae doodles#blood tw#(<- its not like super duper bloody but i figured its stil important)#anyway im soso proud of how this turned out!!! i really love how blobby i made gems hair ithink it looks pretty neat#and like. i think its always a win when i do backgrounds. personally#like even if its not a great background im working hard at it#yknow? anyway here have a geminislay
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Hii can I ask for husband hcs for childe, neuvillette, kaeya, albedo and kazuha?
Just general hcs on what married life with them would them would be like :)
If that's too many characters you can just do your favourites out of them-
Thank you for your time! Have a good day <3
"espousal"
ă»â„ă»i actually haven't had a second since this req was sent but i am FINALLY GETTTING IT DONE DNWOEIEOWOQWIEWO
ă»â„ă»childe, neuvillette, kaeya (separate) x gn!reader
ă»â„ă»fluff time!!!
ă»â„ă»kissy times, lots of physical touch, suggestive at times, my clingy bois!!, talk of marital issues, protective kae (my beloved), i think thats itttt! enjoyyyy!!
kaeya is a TEASE, still. he straight up never stops, even though youâve been together for so long. Heâll do anything to make you blush and catch you off guard, for no reason other than he thinks its funny, yet adorable when you react to him.Â
he loves to give massages. the intimacy of it all is so important and fulfilling to him (even though he has to keep an eye on his cryo powers the whole time to make sure his hands arenât cold) (bless him, lil baby). sometimes if heâs doing this, heâll give you little kisses all over, and talk about his day. other times heâll tell you how much he loves certain parts of you, your tummy, thighs, or whatever else heâs feeling enamoured with at that particular time. other times, heâs completely silent, and just basks in the feeling of being able to be with you, soft breaths or sighs from both of you filling the air.Â
at times, he can be a little overly protective of you, even if you yourself are well versed in battle. this man wants to make sure youâre safe at all costs, because he knows what itâs like to lose family. in a way, youâre most of what he has. he isnât losing you.Â
he has some weird/funny habits. poking your cheeks, accidentally staring at you, sticking his tongue out at you, or at times even gently biting you for giggles. he definitely has a playful side hidden underneath his suave façade, which only you can bring out.Â
ajax always wants to keep your relationship fresh and exciting! he'll always have new date ideas, or make secret plans of where to go on your next vacation (which are revealed to you about five minutes before leaving). be it a new restaurant or a revisit of your favourite places, trust he will bring as much energy and passion as always.Â
he's clingy as heck, always wants your attention and is a spam texter, one hundred percent. he has really high energy so he can sometimes take a lot of patience to deal with. defo gives you at least 10 good morning kisses before he leaves for work, and might even wake you up if you're asleep. don't punch him, he's just desperate for your (albeit sleepy) attention.
heâs learned a lot about how to navigate issues in your relationship over the span of it, and is still learning. because of his childhood he can sometimes not fully understand how you feel about certain things, but he loves you, and knows he can learn no matter how long it takes. as long as youâre willing to be patient with him, he will definitely put in all his effort for you.
if thereâs one word to describe childe, its curious. he wants to know everything about what makes you tick, and this doesnât stop even after youâre married. he can sometimes struggle to speak softly when youâre upset because he has a tendency to joke around about things quite a lot, but if you tell him that you need serious time, he will definitely provide it for you.
neuvillette definitely thrives on routine, he kisses you twice each morning. once on the forehead when youâve both just woken up, and once on the lips before he leaves to begin his work as iudex. of course this also applies when he gets home, but perhaps heâd rather keep those routines behind closed doors ;)
neuvillette can struggle a little sometimes, but he always tries his hardest to listen to what you said all those years ago; âi love you, if somethingâs wrong weâll work through itâ. when he has an issue he will first mull it over alone, before coming to you.Â
he is an excellent comforter. although he doesnât see it himself, he has an incredible ability to recognise each of the emotions displayed on your face. he knows if youâre thinking, its best to stay quiet and let you come to a conclusion before speaking any more.Â
random one but he LOVES when you do his hair for him, it makes him feel so cared for and loved. he feels really relaxed when you massage his scalp for him. just gives that warm fuzzy feeling, yâknow?
sometimes when youâre at home heâll start following you around the house for no apparent reason. well, there is an apparent reason, heâll just never admit to it- he wants a hug. you might go to your bedroom or the kitchen to look for something, and heâll just be trailing behind, waiting for your attention. when you finally give in and wrap your arms around him, burying your head in his chest, he lets out a low, calming hum. heâs content.
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#OH MY GOSH HEY GUYS#BEEN A MINUTE#EHEE#genshin impact#genshin x reader#kaeya#genshin#genshin kaeya#neuvillette#childe#tartaglia#ajax#genshin headcanons#genshin fluff#kaeya x reader#kaeya alberich#neuvillette x reader#neuvillette genshin#childe x reader
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Okay okay okay I feel like a genius and I know this is a lot and Iâm so so sorry I just think itâs make a really compelling story!
Princess!reader is betrothed to Arthur. Neighbouring kingdoms with palaces very close together (this is important I promise). Sheâs like six months younger than him and itâs been set up since she was born. So she arrives at the palace, looking absolutely stunning, and sheâs terrified. To his credit Arthur is very nice, very sweet. He shows her around, introduces her to people, makes sure sheâs comfortable, etc..
But how could she possibly be looking at him when the middle brother is the same young boy she would secretly meet over the summer, the first boy she ever liked, kissed, and danced with around the forest before they both grew up? The boy she always thought sheâd marry? The boy who is now sneaking into her chambers to kiss her absolutely breathless.
The same boy she still lovesâŠ
@bright-shiningstar I am SO SORRY that this didn't come out sooner, but every single time I looked at this request it literally made me squeal out loud, so I had to make sure it was perfect!! I think I rewrote it at least five times, so I hope you like the finished product! Thank you so much for requesting!
Buddies in the F1 world: @hey-kae @vinvantae
Warnings: Some swearing, probably some grammatical errors
Day 0
âY/n, do you remember the Leclercâs?â Your parents had sat you down after dinner.Â
âYes, has the agreement gone through?â Your parents had spent most of your life drafting a treaty with the Leclercâs, offering your hand in marriage as a staple. Prince Lorenzo was married to a young queen of a neighbouring kingdom, joining the two realms. Prince Charles was deemed too old for you. So that left the youngest. Now that you were old enough, the treaty was solidified.
âWe got confirmation today,â your mother said, smiling proudly. She was so pleased to see her eldest daughter married off. âPrince Arthur is officially your fiancĂ©!â
Your younger sister leaned into your side, trying to be a rock of comfort. You werenât completely angry about being forced into marriage (the few times you had visited the Leclerc patriarch and matriarch, they had been kind and enchanting to you. You had no reason to think that their sons would be any different.) but you were petrified. You would be moving away from your family and home. You didnât know what lay in front of you.
âAnd youâre leaving tomorrowâŠâ your mother tied the strings of your distress.
âWhat?â Your sister, Megan, cried out. She latched onto you, pulling you close. âThatâs not fair! Why canât she stay for another week?â
âBecause the wedding is in a week,â your father explained. âThe Leclercâs have it all set up. Luckily, theyâre kind enough to give you a week to acclimate yourself to their family. Chin up, darling,â he said to you. âThis is a joyous occasion.â
âI mean, I wouldâve preferred the middle son,â your mother whispered. âMore status and closer in line for the throne, but the youngest is acceptable.â Your father rolled his eyes.Â
âWhy donât you retire for the night?â your father prompted you. âYou need to look your best tomorrow.â
âI canât believe youâre leaving so soon!â Your sister dragged you away from your parents. âI thought I would get more time with you.â She hummed sadly.
âMegan, itâll be alright. Iâll make sure youâre invited to the wedding.â You felt odd reassuring her, wondering if it should be the other way around.Â
âOh, thatâs right,â Megan groaned. âYouâll be Princess Y/n Leclerc in a week. That doesnât sound right at all.â
âWhy donât we have a sleepover, hm?â You needed to distract Megan with something else, otherwise her worries would double your anxiety and stress. âJust like old times.â
âYes!â Megan squealed and ran ahead of you. Her slippers padded down the hall. âIâll grab my pillow!â
You grasped at this moment of silence to try and calm your racing heart. Unbeknownst to your parents and sister, the marriage to Prince Arthur wasnât the biggest of your concerns. Your breathing was uneven and you palmed your eyes, getting rid of any semblance of tears.Â
Were you ready to see Charles again?
***
You couldnât breathe. Tears and snot obscured your face and clogged your airways. The rational part of you that wouldâve been saying, someone would realise you were missing and come find you, was drowned in your fears of, oh my gosh Iâm going to die alone and have to spend my few remaining days eating tree bark!Â
You werenât sure how you had run this far, but you were sure it was to be your doom. If only you had stopped by the stables to grab your pony, Newt. If only you hadnât strayed from the path. If only you had turned around once the sun started to set.Â
Internally chastising yourself, you sat down at the base of a tree. You knew that yelling would be no use and you should probably conserve your energy. You wished that you had paid more attention to those survival lessons the knights had taught you.Â
âUm, excuse me?âÂ
Your head shot up at the sound. âWhoâs there?â you called out, jumping to your feet.
âMy name is Charles,â the young voice explained. You couldnât see the owner. âAre you alright? I heard someone crying.â
âWhere are you?â you demanded to know.
A boy, a couple years older than you, maybe seven or eight, stepped out from behind a tree. âHi,â he said, smiling. He wanted to show he wasnât a threat. âCan I help you? You seem lost.â
âYes, I am!â You couldnât help a new onslaught of tears. âI was walking and I guess I took a wrong turn? Are your parents somewhere around here? Itâs almost dark and I need to get back.â
âMy parents are at home.â Charles prompted, âbut I can walk you home?â
âI donât want you to get lost, too.â You shook your head. âCan I come with you back to your village? Iâm sure thereâs transportation I could find.â
âOh, no.â Charles shrugged, causally leaving out the part that he was a prince, and if he wanted, could snap his fingers and order a ride home for you. âItâs alright. I know this forest like the back or my hand. Where do you live?â
âUhâŠâ You wiped your nose on your dress. âI live at the L/n castle.â
âThatâs not far away at all!â Charles smiled and you grinned back, already infected by his charms. âDid you know this forest is actually the border of Enza and Haas? I donât live that far away, either. Do you know about the Leclercâs?â
âYeah, my- the King and Queen,â you corrected yourself quickly. âTheyâre friends with them.â You werenât sure why your five-year-old self wasnât telling this new friend that you were royalty. Maybe you didnât want to scare him away?Â
âMy familyâs house is right next to their palace,â Charles said.
âWeâre practically neighbours!â You stood up and beamed.
âCan I walk you home, neighbour?â Charles giggled at his joke. You nodded and grasped his hand in the trusting way only children can.Â
It turned out that the Enza palace and the Haas castle werenât far away from each other. Once the pair of new friends realised this, they made plans to meet up more often. At the Haas gates, you made sure Charles would be safe and get home quickly. He reassured you that he had explored the forest for hours and would never get lost. He promised to meet you the next day at the clearing where you had met so you knew he wasnât being mauled to death by a pack of wolves.Â
Little did you know that a great friendship and a great love was suddenly born.
Day 1
âY/n. Y/n.â Megan placed a hand on your bouncing leg. âYou're practically shaking the whole carriage. I know youâre nervous, and this is an awful thing to say, but maybe try to hide it?âÂ
âSweetheart, what I believe your sister is saying, is âcalm downâ.â Your father held a piece of parchment and peered over it at you. âThis is nothing to worry about.â
âYour father and I had the exact same disposition when we were your age,â your mother smiled softly at you. âI know the uncertainty youâre feeling, but trust me, it will get better.â
No it wonât, mom! You wanted to scream at her, how will it get better if the boy I used to love is living in the same palace as me?!
âIâm sure it will,â you said. A minute or so passed with Megan trying to fill the space with meaningless conversation.Â
âWait, wait!â The carriage passed a grove of trees that looked eerily familiar. âStop! Stop the horses!â Your cries turned frantic and banged on the side of the carriage. Sticking your head out the window, you repeated your demand. The driver yanked on the reins and before it came to a complete stop, you jumped out.Â
âY/n! Where are you going?â Megan shuffled to get out after you, tripping on her dress.Â
âY/n, get back here!â Your mother cursed, yelling towards Megan, âget her back here, Megan! Weâll be late!â
You wanted to rip off your dress. It was scratching at your body and snagged on branches and twigs as you ran. You needed to make sure it was still there. Then you would go back to your family. But you just had to be sure.
âY/n!â Megan groaned in frustration as her high-heel got caught on a tree root. She tugged on it and cried out, âYou cannot simply leave!âÂ
âPlease, just give me a moment!â you called back. The forest easily came back to you. It felt like a force was pulling you towards the clearing.Â
âDo you wanna play hide and seek?â You sat on the grass, watching a nine-year-old Charles throw a ball up into the air and catch it. And then throw it back up. And catch it.
âReally?â Charles groaned. âThatâs such a baby thing to do.â
âHey!â You kicked him in the ribs. He yelled out and squirmed away. âFirst off, I am not a baby! And second, youâre not being very entertaining right now. Iâm trying to think of things to do.â Other than having to sneak away from the castle, a hard thing about being friends with Charles was the age gap. He was entering a stage in life where he was determined to be cool and stoic and you sometimes wondered if he regretted his friendship with a little girl.
âYeah, yeah, sorry,â he mumbled, offering a pitiful apology.
âWell, if youâre not going to talk to me, then Iâll just go back home.â You stood and slowly shuffled over to Newt, who was tied up by Charlesâ horse, Scuderia.Â
âY/n, wait.â Charles suddenly appeared behind you and grabbed your arm. âIâm sorry, really. Itâs rude of me to ignore you. We can play hide-and-seek.â
âNo, youâre right,â you conceded. âItâs a little too childish. Wanna just talk?â
âYeah. Yeah, Iâm cool with that.â Charles couldnât help the smile that overcame him. He didnât know much about Y/n L/nâs personal life, but he definitely knew that you were one of his best friends.Â
âY/n, what the hell are you doing?!â Megan plucked a twig out of her hair.Â
âI canât do this,â you whispered, collapsing to the ground. The tree stood in front of you and the clearing still looked picturesque. It was where you had met with Charles all those times all those years ago. You wondered if you initials were still there or if the tree had scabbed over them. You didnât want to check.
âWhat do you mean? Y/n, you canât back out now. Mother will not allow it. Think of the Enzan royal family. This will ruin our relationship with them.â Megan crouched down next to you, sweeping your hair out of your face. You silently wondered how she matured so quickly.
âMegan, it would be better if this was a faceless prince that I had no connection to.â
âIs it not?â
âNo, I-â You sighed. âNevermind. Letâs go. Iâm sorry.âÂ
After a tense carriage ride that consisted of your mother berating you for running off and you apologising profusely but not giving any explanation of why, the Enza palace came into view.
âStand tall, good posture, donât speak unless spoken to, and let your father and I handle the political aspects,â your mother reminded you. She swept your hair back into place and ran her fingers along the creases of your dress. She huffed at the dirt stains courtesy of the forest floor. âItâll have to do. Now, come along.â A footman sprung open the carriage door and your father stepped down to victorious trumpets. He helped your mother down and the footman offered his hand to Megan who took it graciously. You refused the footmanâs hand, jumping down on your own.Â
âY/n, you look dejected,â Megan whispered to you.
âAnd thatâs because I am.â You clutched your dress and Megan huffed, wrestling your hand away. You understood her gestures and held out your arm. Megan took it and led you closer to the Enza royal family.Â
âLook up,â your mother whispered. âAt least look at your husband.â But it wasnât your husband that drew your eyes. There, on the steps, was Charles Leclerc, or Charlie.
âDo you like anyone, chĂ©rie?â Charles felt odd asking this. Wasnât it always the girls who had to be obsessed with crushes and who-liked-who? Why was he bringing this up?
âUh⊠why do you ask?â You were eleven and it was weird to discuss this with a fourteen-year-old boy.
You werenât sure how your feelings for Charles started. You guessed that because he was the only boy even remotely close to your age that you saw, it was bound to happen.Â
âI donât know,â Charles mumbled. âMy older brotherâs seeing someone and my younger one is now obsessed with girls. I wanted to know if youâre also caught up in this lovey-dovey stuff.âÂ
âIs it bad if I am?â You were afraid that Charles would ridicule and tease you for being swept up in the romance that was apparently ruining the continent. Even your sister gushed about a stable boy that she was infatuated with.Â
âNo, chĂ©rie,â Charles said slowly. âI just need to know if thereâs another guy I need to compete with.âÂ
You laughed and said, âDonât worry, Charlie. Youâll always be my number one.âÂ
âGood,â Charles tried to hide his smile. The butterflies in his stomach made it harder. Charlie. You called him Charlie. It was like you were trying to intoxicate him in this new thing called love.
***
When Charles heard your name for the first time in three years, he froze. And to hear it directed at his younger brother, no less.Â
But when he saw you, time stopped.Â
You hadnât changed much over the three years, albeit your hair was a styled different and the way you carried yourself had stiffened. He desperately wanted to run up to you and kiss you until you both saw stars. He wanted to fold you in his arms and never let you go. He had lost you once and he wasnât going to let that happen again. At least with you marrying his brother he would be able to see you. If he couldnât touch you, seeing you would be enough. It would be torture, having you just within reach but unable to hold you, but it would be worse to not see you at all.Â
It had been torture all these years.Â
He cursed Arthur for being the youngest. If Charles had been born just after his youngest brother, he couldâve had you for himself. He cursed his heart. It wasnât fair to fall for someone he could never have. He wondered if his parents would try to marry him off too. He wondered if he could marry someone while you were in his home. For certain, he could never love anyone as much as he loved you. Would he stay single his entire life, watching you and his brother grow old together? Would he marry someone in a loveless marriage? Or could something else happen that changed it allâŠ.?Â
And then you looked at him.
Sparks ignited in his body. Then you looked at his brother. His heart was cleaved in two. Right. You werenât there for him. He had to remember that or he would torture himself into oblivion. He already was torturing himself. Charles didnât know if it would be better to avoid you or indulge himself in your presence.Â
His father started talking to your father and Charles noticed Arthur stepping forward to greet you. Your mother pinched your side and Charlesâ jaw clenched. From your stories, he didnât like your mother, but this only solidified his opinion.Â
Charles felt Lorenzoâs stare on him- the only person who knew about his rendezvous with you. Charles plastered on a smile and stayed stock-still.Â
âItâs a pleasure to meet you,â he heard Arthur say to you.
âYou as well.â Your voice was just as he remembered, if not more formal. You never spoke that way to him. Your words were always filled with laughter- not diplomacy.Â
âMay I give you and your sister a tour of our home?â Arthur proposed.Â
âThat would be lovely, thank you.â Megan detached yourself from your arm so you could walk with Arthur, your sister trailing behind. You brushed past him, holding your gaze forward. It would only pain you more to see him.Â
âCharles, you need to talk to her,â Lorenzo whispered harshly to him. âIt wonât do anyone good to have you sadly avoiding her. Arthur canât have his wife and his brother looking lovelorn without knowing the cause.âÂ
âArthur can never know,â Charles growled. âIt would make things worse.â
âHe doesnât need to know if you and Princess Y/n work things out before the wedding,â Lorenzo persisted.Â
Charles took a breath and finally said, âIâll think about it, alright?â
Day 3
Arthur had spent yesterday showing you around the Leclerc palace and luckily, it was of similar design to the Haas castle. Megan had left with a tearful goodbye, promising to visit a day before the wedding to help you prepare. Your mother left you with a kiss on the cheek and your father had hugged you tightly.
You had spent the third day in your new room, handmaidens helping you unpack and commission new dresses for you. The Steward and Housekeeper had sat you down, giving you an overview of what the wedding would entail and the customs of Enzan marriages and politics. Of course, you already knew most of it as your mother had begun drilling it into you at an early age.Â
You had collapsed into bed after they had gone, too tired to join the Leclercâs for dinner or even change out of your dress. Yet you still couldnât find purchase in sleep. It just wouldnât come.
It was late at night when a knock resounded on your door. You slowly peeled yourself off the bed- which didnât feel at all like your own- and said, âCome in.âÂ
âHi,â Charles softly said.Â
âOh. Hi.â You straightened up and bowed your head in a form of a curtsy.
âDonât- donât do that.â Charles shook his head. âI was never your superior.â
You stood silently for a while, the awkwardness resounding. It seemed like a chasm was between you two.Â
âIâve missed you,â Charles admitted carefully.Â
âI missed you too,â you said. âItâs been a while, huh?âÂ
âYeah,â Charles chuckled uncomfortably and you joined him. âAnd to see you with my brother, no less.â Your laughter stopped immediately and you looked at the ground. âRight,â Charles swallowed harshly. He couldnât seem to unstick that lump in his throat. âSorry. Iâm sorry. For it all. I shouldâve never ended-â
âI forgave you a long time ago, Charlie,â you admitted. A wave of relief passed over his face and it looked like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. In one sudden movement, you tumbled forward and engulfed the boy in a hug. Charles swept his arms around you, reciprocating immediately. It felt nice to have you in his arms again. It felt like home. He pressed you closer to him, inhaling. Charles placed a soft kiss to your hairline, mumbling about all the times he missed you.
âCharles? Can you promise me something?â you asked.Â
âAnything.âÂ
âCan you promise to never leave me alone again?â Your voice sounded so small and for the third time today, you unintentionally broke his heart.
âIâm sorry, chĂ©rie. I never meant to leave you alone in the first place. But yes, I promise to always stay by your side from now on.âÂ
âEven though Iâm betrothed to-â
âDonât talk about that, please.â Charles shook his head.Â
âOkay,â you conceded. âBut what will we do? Charlie, I still love-â
Charles cut you off with an Earth-shattering kiss. His hands circled around your lower back, gripping you even closer- if that was possible. You circled your hands around his neck, running them over his shoulders and down his torso. Every dip and curve was like you remembered. His kiss was just like you remembered.
âCharles?â The newly eighteen-year-old hummed in response and you glanced over at his figure. He was laying on a soft pitch of grass that was illuminated by a stream of sunlight that broke through the trees. His eyes were closed and a small smile graced his lips, showcasing one of his dimples. He had obviously been working out, and he had nicely grown into his body. He was wearing a loose tunic that highlighted his arms. The curve of his muscles made your heart jump a little quicker. You loved these moments with him alone, and you would be damned if your title of royalty got in the way. âHave you ever thought about growing up?â
âSure I have,â Charles said. âWhat about it?â
Your brows settled into a frown. âMy parents have started talking to me about marriage.â
âAlready?â Charles opened one eye to find you already looking at him. Your hands were clasped over your stomach and fiddled together with anxiety. âYou have a few more years.â
âYes, but they want to lock down a husband before itâs too late,â you explained. âApparently, Iâm already betrothed. I just donât know to whom.â
âYouâre already married?!â Charles sat up on an elbow, looking incredulously at you.
âNo,â you scoffed. âItâs synonymous with being engaged.â
âGeez,â Charles exhaled and laid back down. âI didnât realise I was pining after a practically married woman.â
âExcuse me?!âÂ
Charles smirked. âHonestly, Iâm surprised you didnât figure it out sooner, chĂ©rie. I thought you were supposed to be the smart one in this relationship.âÂ
âCharlie.â The nickname made his facade drop and his heart rate rise. Was it all a big mistake? Did he just throw away this coveted friendship that he had worked so hard to cultivate? âAre you serious?âÂ
âAs serious as death,â Charles whispered.Â
âDeath?â You couldnât help but let a laugh escape. âCouldnât you choose another word? Death sounds so cruel.â
âWhat other word would you like me to use to express my love for you?â Charles joined in your laughter, and once again, you relished in the sound.Â
âI donât care.â You rolled onto your side and Charles copied your actions, taking your hand in his. His fingers tapped over yours as if planning out the wedding dance. âJust so long as I can say it back.âÂ
It was all you could imagine for a first kiss.Â
You gasped, pulling back from the boy you loved. âCharlie, I canât do this. I- Iâm about to marry your brother, for goodness sake! I canât be kissing you and- and-â
âI know, chĂ©rie, I know,â Charles stepped back and he instantly missed your touch. âBut I love you too. And I canât bear seeing you so close, but knowing I canât feel and love you. It hurts. It hurts being away from you.â
âCharlie⊠we canât.â It pained you to say it, but it was true. You werenât about to be the type of person who cheated on their husband with their brother. Even if it was for love, you still had morals.
âYouâre not married yet,â Charles tried to smile. âLet me come to your room at night. Just to talk to you. Just to be around you. Weâre still best friends, are we not?â
You chuckled sadly. âYou always find a way to bend the rules, huh, Charlie?â
âFor you, Iâd do anything.â
Day 4
âI wish we could have met under better circumstances,â Arthur admitted. âYouâre an incredibly nice girl and I have a feeling we wouldâve made good friends. I mean, weâll still make good friends, but what Iâm trying to say-â
You let out a light laugh. âI get it, Arthur. I think weâll make good friends too.âÂ
âHow are you adjusting?â your fiancĂ© asked. âAre you comfortable? Howâs your room? We can repaint it, or redecorate if you wish?âÂ
âArthur!â You chuckled at the boyâs concern. âEverything is perfectly fine! Thank you. Youâre making this transition much easier.âÂ
âWell, I want to make sure my future wife enjoys herself,â Arthur shrugs. You stilled at his words. âAnd I wanted to introduce you to some of my friends. Maybe they could become your friends too?â
âSure,â you agreed. Arthur proceeded to lead you around the palace, presenting you to a series of guards, dukes and duchess, butlers and maids. You met Earl Carlos, Duke Pierre, Baron Daniel, Knight Max, Lady Carla, and attendees such as Lily, Lewis and his daughter, Lando, Sara, and Esteban. They all seemed extremely accommodating and pleased to meet you. Everyone promised to help you through your time in Enza and to be loyal to their new princess. Arthur hovered a hand over your lower back the entire time, and as much as you appreciated the gesture, it didnât feel the same as Charlesâ touch.
âArthur?â Like you had summoned him, Charles appeared behind you. âMother and Father are requesting your presence in the throne room. Itâs about finalising the formalities for⊠your wedding.âÂ
âYes, of course,â Arthur nodded. âCan you keep Princess Y/n company, Charles?â
âAnything, brother.â Charles clapped Arthur on the shoulder. âDid I ever congratulate the two of you?âÂ
Arthurâs brow twitched and you wondered if he could also see the buried sadness in Charlesâ eyes. âNo, but Iâll gladly take it now.âÂ
âWell, congratulations. Youâre lucky Maman and Papa found you a good one.â
âYes, I am.â Arthur pressed a sweet, chaste kiss to your cheek before rushing off to his parents. Agonous jealousy was splayed on Charles face the moment Arthur turned away.
âI donât know how many times I can say this in four days, but Iâve missed you,â Charles said, a sweet, awkward smile on his face as he shoved his hands in his pockets, stepping towards you. âWhenever Iâm away from you I miss you.âÂ
âAnd I donât know how Iâm going to stay away from you if you keep proclaiming your love for me.â You reached out and touched his forearm.
âThen donât stay away.â Charles wrapped you in a hug and you felt yourself giving in. âI can talk to my parents and Iâm sure if we just explain the situation, theyâll understand. We could get married and be together. Arthur could marry a princess from Wolff or whoever he wanted! Y/n, we could-â
âCharlie, my love, what of my parents?â you asked. âThey signed an agreement about me and Arthur. Not me and you. As much as I love the situation youâre describing, as much as I love the possibility of being with you, itâs impossible. Unless you can convince my parents otherwise, which is impossible, itâs not going to happen.â
Charles hummed, slowly separating himself from you in fear of someone seeing your embrace. âThen the least I can do is try.âÂ
You tied up Newt, silently counting down the minutes until Charles arrived. The seconds ticked by and you sat down at the base of the tree that had your initials carved into it next to Charlesâ. You traced Charlesâ initials with your finger, still in the euphoria of love. It was only a couple weeks ago that you and Charles had confessed your love for each other and he couldnât seem to stop saying it whenever he had the chance. It became greeting, conversation starter, and goodbye.Â
But for some reason, Charles seemed to be late today. As time ticked by, a light mist coated the air. Normally, he was early, even getting to the clearing before you, but you tried not to worry. He probably had some duties to attend to, like you had had a couple weeks ago. You had apologised profusely to Charles, but he had forgiven you with the price of a kiss.
Newt started to get restless after twenty minutes and the mist turned into drizzle. You, now eighteen, fished out an apple to calm him down. It was another fifteen minutes before Scuderia showed up, Charles practically standing in the saddle, rain dripping down his body. âCharles!â You stood up, waving him towards you. Instead of the brilliant grin that usually graced his face whenever he saw you, a frown was burrowed into his brow. âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
âChĂ©rie,â Charles didnât even bother to tie Scuderia up before bundling you in his arms and peppering kisses to your forehead, temples, cheeks, and nose. He twirled you around so his arms were crossed in front of you, cradling you, and started kissing your neck, collarbone, and earlobes.Â
âCharlie,â you laughed lightly. âWhat are you doing?â
âMy chĂ©rie, mon amour, Iâm sorry. I didnât want it to end like this.âÂ
âCharles,â you spun around in his arms, taking his face in your hands. You gently caressed his cheek in an attempt to calm him down. âYouâre scaring me. Please, tell me whatâs wrong.âÂ
âI love you, you know that, right?â Charles assured you. You nodded along. âThen you have to believe me when I say it pains me that I canât meet you here anymore.â
âWhat?â Your heart dropped and your stomach twisted. âWhy?âÂ
âMy mom and dad are getting suspicious, chĂ©rie. I think they know Iâm meeting a girl out in the forest,â Charles tried to explain it to you but you just became more confused with every word. âIâve already turned down one marriage proposal and theyâll get frustrated if I turn down another.âÂ
âYouâve done what?â You stepped back from him and Charlesâ hands reached out, trying to keep you close to him. You backed up, away from him, until you could feel Newt at your back. âYou never told me about that.âÂ
âI didnât think it was important,â Charles argued. âBut what Iâm trying to say is that I think itâs best if we take a pause on the meetings for now. My parents are already breathing down my neck and it doesnât help that youâre betrothed. Lorenzo found out about you and Iâm worried what will happen if someone else does too.âÂ
âCharlie, you turned down a marriage proposal?â You couldnât wrap your mind around it. âYou couldâve had a wife by now? And who cares if Lorenzo knows about me?! I almost- it feels like youâre embarrassed about me?â It came out like a question. You tangled a hand in Newtâs mane, hoping for some sort of stability. âYou never cared about my betrothal before this. Why now?â Charles swallowed and you could see a war debating in his mind. âAnswer me, Charles,â you demanded. âWhat happened that made you bring this up?âÂ
Charles took a deep breath and said, âyouâre the princess of Haas, arenât you? It all makes sense. Your betrothal, your outfits, your manner of speaking. I thought you were just a duchess or countess, but no. Youâre the princess.â
You werenât sure how to answer. How did you find out? seemed too accusatory. I thought you knew? was too deflective. What does it matter? was too aggressive. You settled on saying, âyes. And youâre Prince Charles Leclerc. Iâve kind of always known.âÂ
âWhy didnât you tell me?â Charles whispered.
âIâm not sure,â you admitted. âIt never really came up. Some part of me thought you knew- thought you had connected the dots and just accepted it. I didnât intentionally hide it from you. Iâm sorry.â
âY/n,â Charles started. âI canât hang out with you anymore.â The beginning of tears pricked at the back of your eyes and your face grew hot. You opened your mouth to say something, but Charles beat you to it. âItâs not proper for us to visit each other outside of the court. If people found out they couldâŠâ He trailed off and shook his head. âIâm sorry, my chĂ©rie.â
You couldnât meet his eye, instead focusing on a patch of wilted flowers. âOkay,â is all you could say. âGoodbye, Charles.â Newtâs mane was slick with rain as you climbed on. Your horse seemed to sense your urgency and quickly wove through the trees, leaving Charles behind. You wiped at your eyes, letting Newt take full control. You regretted it when a branch snagged on your arm and you cried out, a line of blood starting to appear. When you returned to the Haas castle, Megan didnât question it when you collapsed on your bed, instead opting to help you change out of your rain-soaked dress before curling up with you under the covers.Â
Little did you know, Charles was still sitting in that clearing, silently crying. Scuderia bumped his nose against Charles, but the prince just pushed him away.
Day 6
âSo, whatâre you going to do about it?â Megan asked.
âAbsolutely nothing,â you admitted. âThereâs nothing I can do. The treaty has been signed, the preparations are underway, and ArthurâŠâ You sighed before continuing, âheâs really nice. I could envision a future with him.â
âBut what about Prince Charles?â Megan sat on your bed, the night before the wedding. You had given in and told her everything. âCan you envision a future with him?â
âI want a future with him.â
A deeper voice whispered, âI want a future with you too.â Charles stood at your door, and peeking out behind him was Arthur.
âShit,â Megan muttered.
âWhat are you doing here?â You stood up, eyes flickering to Charles before sheepishly locking eyes with Arthur. âPrince Arthur⊠Iâm sorry! I didnât mean-â
âNo, no,â the boy reassured you, his small, anxious smile seeming almost⊠hopeful. âYouâre a wonderful girl and an even better friend, but youâre not who I wouldâve chosen to marry. No offence,â he quickly added. âWe just donât click. We donât have that same spark that you and Charles do. And, well, I kind of have my sights set on someone else. Charles explained it all to me.â
You laughed. âGuess we really are the perfect pair, huh? Both pining after other people.â
âAnd you after my brother?â Arthur joked, gasping dramatically. âHow unfaithfully devious of you.â
âOh, shut up.âÂ
âWhat does this mean, then?â Megan asked for you. âWe canât just swap Charles out for Arthur at the wedding.â
Arthur grinned and said, âWhy not?â He slung an arm around Charles, clapping him on the chest. âGuess youâre getting married, big brother.â
Charles laughed loudly before turning to look at you. âY/n L/n, will you marry me tomorrow?âÂ
Your lips separated in half shock and half elation. âI- I⊠yes! Though I admit, I expected something a bit more extravagant.â
âChĂ©rie, Iâm just upholding my promise.â Charles opened his arms cheekily and even though you were confused by his words, you fell into them, happy to be able to hold him in the presence of others.
âHmm?â
âYou donât remember?â He lifted an eyebrow, throwing you his signature smirk.
You tossed a ball to Charles who threw it back. âAnything new in your life?â he asked.
âNope. You?â
âNope.â
After a minute of silence Charles said, âLetâs make a deal.â
âAlright, what is it?â
âIf, in ten years, we still have the same, boring lives,â You scoffed at his words. âthen we get married and make our lives un-boring, together.â
After a momentâs deliberation, it didnât seem like a bad deal to an eight-year-old. âOkay,â you readily agreed. âBut I doubt my life will be boring in ten years.â
âSureâŠâ Charles snickered at you. âIâll let you believe that.â
âHow can you not remember my completely legitimate marriage proposal?â Charles scoffed quietly, leaning down to bump his forehead against yours.
âWell, pardon me for not remembering something you said thirteen years ago,â you tapped him on the chest.
âHow could you not remember a proposal?â Charles asked.Â
âI would like to know the answer to that as well,â Megan spoke up.Â
âWell, does it matter as long as I say âyesâ?â
âNo, I guess not,â Charles beamed as he bent down to kiss you.
Day 7
Charles kissed you again, but this time it was in front of an altar, before a crowd, and with you wearing white.Â
Surprisingly, it hadnât took much convincing for your parents to understand the situation. Apparently, Charles had stayed true to his word and contacted your parents, explaining everything. Your father was just relieved you were still marrying someone and your mother had always preferred Charles anyway. King and Queen Leclerc, after hearing of the years of meetings you and Charles had shared, were more than thrilled. They were eager for you to join their family and a marriage of love always went better than a marriage of politics.Â
The wedding was already planned, the chefs already prepping, and the priest already booked. All they needed was to switch out Arthurâs name for Charlesâ.
âMay I present Prince and Princess Leclerc of Enza!â The priest announced to thunderous applause.
âHello, chĂ©rie,â Charles whispered and his nose bumped against yours. âOr should I say, Princess Leclerc?â
âI like that name best,â you grinned.
âI do too,â Charles admitted.
#charles leclerc#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc one shot#charles leclerc imagine#monarchy au#monarchy#royalty#arthur leclerc x reader#arthur leclerc#lorenzo leclerce#pascale leclerc#herve leclerc#f1#formula 1
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Character/Headcanon analysis: Koushirou Izumi and his parental tendencies
I like to call Koushirou "parental" when it comes to his 02 self - and I'm aware that may also be a very self-indulgent headcanon of him taking after Kae, even though she is more into soft parenting, whereas he himself is pretty occupied to make sure that his children are not blowing themselves up...
But of course you can also just call that him being a naturally supportive and caring person - always has been, ever since Adventure, even if certain events had to trigger him to not only be theoretically but physically helpful (such as whenever it comes to saving Mimi, Sora and Hikari - or telling Taichi to take it easy for once). The same attitude can also be found in Tentomon - though in his case, it's being protective on one hand and quite literally parental on the other (particularly in Tri).
Koushirou being thoroughly protective is the reason why I like to parallel him to Sora (and Hikari and basically Taichi too and thus Team Light validates me again), because them having self-sacrificial tendencies towards the others has ALWAYS been a thing - to various degrees. Again, Koushirou was ALWAYS taking on responsibility to make sure that others are safe (which is literally 90% of how his interactions with Hikari go, heck, Atlurkabuterimon trying to protect Angewomon is the biggest metaphor for that!). Unfortunately, my art did not become canon, but yes, I still maintain he was cut out of The Beginning (even as support) to give the spotlight to others for once. They still couldn't fully ignore him, hence why the "If Koushirou-san can't figure this out, how are we supposed to?" quote exists - the 02 kids have always relied on him and looked up to him, so it makes perfect sense. And Takeru acknowledged his support in his fanfiction as well! But they naturally didn't want him to get the spotlight, because it was about the 02 kids. 100% valid.
But then you also have the show vs. tell problem. Mimi says Koushirou is ignorant - and a lot of people take that at 100% face value. Taichi even defends him since he is pretty much aware of his quirks - and the scene above pretty much implies that Mimi herself knows how Koushirou is (= getting into hyperfocus mode and becoming ignorant towards everything he doesn't deem important in the process, hence being ignorant in urgent situations, but NOT in general). Stageplay!Kou is in a league of his own anyway, because he was allowed to voice his frustrations with "not being allowed to help by Taichi" again - and because he made everyone question how they really felt (like a good parent would always encourage their children). There are tons of examples, but to sum it all up: He is a connector, he is basically second in command, he is protective. His way of phrasing that may be awkward and not always understandable by others (hence why Yamato needs to explain it to Kae and Taichi to Meiko, IT'S A PATTERN), but...
Again, I just feel like 02 made him incredibly paternal in how he watches over the 02 kids, every time he talks to Iori, Miyako or Ken, he's kind and reassuring - yes, he does scold them and his potential suitors, ahem for being reckless, but also knows when to give praises.
(It also makes sense that he also mainly gets angry whenever he is being left out of things - especially if he knows he could have done something to support.)
We also all know that he has a very loving mother himself and, as mentioned, even if their parenting style might be rather different, he knows what is important, so... How can I not think it's because their relationship got better and he takes after her? Yes, Tri onwards didn't maintain the mom/dadness in him the same way, but he still feels responsible for everybody's safety, he gives advice and guidance all the time and that doesn't change.
#digimon#digimon adventure#koushiro izumi#izzy izumi#koushirou izumi#my two cents#meta#parental kou is one of my favourite kous#hence why i love 02!kou so much he is such an exhausted mom
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for the least favorite eps: Arcadia, PVB
okay let's go!!!
arcadia.
i watched this one last night and i felt like i had nothing to say. generally speaking, i think a few others have talked about it better than i can lol and they've kind of covered why i love it! and for me, i really have to step back from the general fandom view of it. this is one i have to look at the broader context of season six. if you just watch arcadia, i don't think it hits right at all. (also i think i need to dig into other episodes it reminds me of, but that might be a later separate post. we'll see. usually the connections i find make me love an episode more.)
season six is at one time one of the most msr seasons but also so tense. in the end, diana fowley shows up and it twists scully inside. this woman she knew nothing about, who was there when mulder found the x files & worked on them with him, who's been with him in the way she never has, and she shares mulder's beliefs. right into fight the future, where she may be absent but shes heavily impacting scully. to the point she's ready to walk away, believing mulder doesn't need her & she's only held him back. he gives her this whole speech, telling her how important she is to him, she saved him, made him a whole person. they almost kiss, before everything shatters & she nearly dies. but she's drawn back in. in the beginning, mulder's mad that that she couldn't hand over proof to the fbi, that she won't believe and she clings to what he told her in his hallway.
season six is very tropey, but most of it is also erased, they don't remember the events of dreamland or monday, triangle is a dream/the past. arcadia specifically, is taking a trope fandom usually makes fun or to bring two characters together, and uses it more like mulder & scully are working out some issues.
as kae says, mulder is peak annoying. almost insufferable. but it's these moments that tell us a lot. mulder says at the beginning that 'this isn't an x file.' he's not thrilled with the assignment, he's excited to get back to their work. scully disagrees, tells him 'it's unexplained,' and teases him. but it's tense. i think at other times it would have just been. funny. but he's making marriage jokes, 'not taking the case seriously,' and taking jabs at scully about 'fitting in here' â which is actually misunderstanding what it is that she really wants.
scully was also excited to get back to their work. she was just as bored without the x files, especially with the work they were forced to do. and maybe she did want to 'play house' but i think mulder ruined any fun she was having and her walls went up. so she started being annoying too lol
i love that this episode is tense, a little angsty. but their work partnership is still intact, even if a little strained. they go about their investigation in a fairly typical way, although mulder just tries to piss off the neighbors thinking this is simply human for most of it. i honestly love the way he tries to shake up the neighborhood. it's similar to mr. kline and is ultimately what got him & his wife killed. so he's on the right track (what a surprise). (and even when scully's right that it's an x file, i don't think she's right about anything else lol so classic.)
i always really liked @randomfoggytiger 's mulder analysis & this post lol, and i love the way kae connected the theme of this episode to a common theme running through the show.
i think fandom tends to view this through an msr lens, and not that isn't but it isn't the very in love & together phase of season seven episodes. it's them figuring out how to get there. not understanding what the other thinks or wants, what a relationship between them would like, or what it would mean for their work.
now for some scene specifics that i LOVE.
i love the way mulder reflects the man murdered in the beginning. mr. klein? is so fed up with the ccnrs & the uniformity. he's annoyed by win painting his mailbox. he's excited to get that weird lawn ornament. his wife is very accepting of his bothers, though she doesn't seem to care personally. it's just. it's very reflective of m+s through this episode.
and THIS moment. the way scully puts her hands up to be like 'okay enough, back off.' it's so funny. like. mulder & scully are affectionate. but it's mostly gazing, lower back / arm touches, hand holding...hugging is rare, it's reserved for deeply emotional & vulnerable moments. not just because. but here they have to. and i think that's uncomfortable for them even as they're soaking it up.
then after they're all moved in, as soon as they're alone:
this part says to me they were excited (personally) for this case, at the very beginning they're having a great time. i think scully is even amused by his "honeymoon" tape joke & his (bad) sandwich joke, i love when she throws the gloves at him lol
it's also just funny to me to see how they play these roles. like they just aren't good at it, they're not very subtle. but these people don't know them so it works. the neighbors are overly friendly and overly concerned, and mulder & scully are trying to find out why but they're not the easiest group to crack. despite the intense fear & worry cami clearly feels.
i also think this episode sets mulder up as a house husband, which is soooo fitting. i actually think this is closer to what he talks about in home than he's willing to think about. it's got a small town feel, close knit community, safety. it's just ... extremely suburban with too many rules. and he likes breaking rules atp more than following them. and this time, it actually is his job to break them. this was a perfect case for mulder, with or without the monster angle.
i think i've said this before in other season six talk, but from the moment i saw someone talk about how m+s don't have a blueprint for their relationship, it's the lens i see season six through completely. they start trying to communicate more clearly, not well but they're getting closer. here they're in a very particular limbo (especially after two fathers/one son), where neither of them can deny their feelings (but scully's are "the problem"), and their trust & partnership has been tested. agua mala was about reaffirming their trust & partnership and some off the clock bonding. arcadia is their first on the clock test, which undercover as a married couple is probably also kind of a nightmare for them given their circumstances lol
BUT GENUINELY they were both enjoying it at the beginning, and they have different moments throughout where one is and the other isn't.
one particular thing i love is the way scully puts up boundaries. because i think after a few jokes, and mulder telling her she fits in perfectly...she feels she has to. mulder isn't ready and he doesn't understand, it makes her retreat.
like after mulder sees the monster...scully asks him if he cares to hear what she thinks. he pauses, looking at her, before he tells her "always." they really getting back into step with each other but after hurt & confusion, all the tension...it takes time. they need to hit certain beats to get there and i think this episode does that very well. the moment when mulder thinks scully's been attacked by the creature, that he's about to find her eviscerated. it before that when he's searching the hole they dug, and she comes out speaking quietly & gently, telling him to come in and "call it a night." this is so domestic and partnerly it kinda kills me. he really does always listen. scully is the only person who can pull him back, keep him grounded. and she always give him the space to explore his theories and she investigates them seriously.
the way mulder is terrified when he sees the door and walks into the house. it's every time he's almost lost her flashing before his eyes again, not that long after tithonus. after he could have died in agua mala, before they even patched things up. to me, agua mala, arcadia & alpha build up to milagro, open the door for the unnatural & field trip. it's the perfect set up for biogenesis, the sixth extinction and amor fati. the final hurdle mulder needed. all of these things slowly build scully's confidence back up so that she's ready too. even though she still won't make the first move.
#arcadia#edierone#the x files#txf meta#i don't think this is my best#had a weirdly hard time writing about even though i really do love it#mulder and scully#txf s6
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not a request but... kaeya in a corset. kae in a nice fancy corset that's all delicate laces and tight silks, flush against his pretty form. I'm DEAD he's so hot auhhhh. that's all I can think about... just thought I'd put that image in ur head â€ïž
ps I do a little dance when I see a notif w your username in my activity cuz ur comments n writings r so good auuu hope u have a great day/nightđ«đ«
Oh my gosh tysm. Kaeya is way too damn pretty for his own good I swear. I'd like to thank you for this image, I'll keep it in my Kaeya filing cabinet forever. He's so pretty I can't even đ© đ© đ© đ© đ© Also, you have no idea how awesome you just made me feel reading this. This is my first ask, plus I really really look up to you because you're writing is so good. Like I've read your mahogany series (mainly the Kaeya one) again and again. You're literally like the best đđđ
Not a request but I'm gonna write for it anyway bc you deserve it ^Ό^
Pairing: Kaeya Alberich x male reader
Summery: Kaeya wears a fancy lacey corset and reader gets a little too horny (there will be a part 2 for the smut, I've just gotta work out some stuff)
POV: 2nd person (you, yours, yourself)
Notes: Reader is male and referred to as (?), gonna do a part 2 for this of the actual smut, kind of rushed?
Warnings: âąâ ïžâ ïžâ ïžâą uhhhhh horniness Ă10, pretty Kae, simping behavior, ripped clothing, idk if this counts but corset horniness, male genitalia mentioned a little bit, uh Idrk, if I missed any let me know đ
Leave the corset on.
You fiddled with one of the calla lilies in the bouquet. He was taking an awfully long time.
See, a few hours ago, you'd decided to actually go to the windblume festival this year with someone you really liked. Kaeya Alberich. You knew he probably had a bunch of people in Monstadt drooling over him, which is why you wanted to ask him as soon as possible. So you'd invited him out to Windrise and told him you needed to tell him something really important. He'd chuckled and given you a knowing look as if he could already guess what you wanted to ask. But you'd rushed off before he could do anything but nod.
"Sorry (?), I got a bit held up with the Acting Grand Master." Said the familiar, silky voice of Monstadt's Cavalry Captain, and Monstadt's most beautiful man. Monstadt's most beautiful man who'd clipped his little longer portion of hair into a high ponytail and combed his bangs back a bit to accentuate his face. His pretty little face. Which currently had a slight bit of shimmering highlighter on his defined cheekbones, a few beads of sweat on his forehead, and bright blue eyeliner forming a small wing at the corner of his narrow, bright eye.
"No troubles. Oh here, this is for you. Sorry I may have picked at the petals a bit." You said with a shy giggle, handing him the small bouquet of calla lilies. As he smiled and grabbed it, you noticed something. A corset. Kaeya already had a slim waist, he didn't need a corset, but he looked so good wearing one. It was navy blue and lacey, satin trim. It hugged his petite figure perfectly and made his chest look delicious delightful.
"âllo? Hello? World to (?). Anybody in there?" You hadn't even heard what Kaeya had said a few seconds prior. The only reason you noticed he was speaking was because he got close to your face and gently grabbed your chin, making you look at his face instead of his perfect little hips that looked like they'd fit wonderfully into the palms of your hands.
"Oh! Oh uh....yeah sorry. Guess I got distracted. What were you saying?" You questioned, giving a nervous chuckle and rubbing the back of your neck, trying to stand in a way that his the growing bulge in your pants. You couldn't fathom how horny you had to be to get hard just seeing Kaeya in a corset. You felt a little ashamed.
"I asked what you wanted to talk about. You didn't bring me here just to give me a bouquet did you? Not that I'd mind, since I got to see you even if for just a fleeting moment." Kaeya gave a sly chuckle, a hint of knowingness behind that fake innocence in his gaze.
He was teasing. And it was working.
"OhâI uh...I just um..." Fuck fuck fuck. You'd rehearsed this in the mirror, written it down in a notebook a million times like a script, contemplated writing it on your hand, you'd even practiced it while walking to the big tree. So why couldn't you get it out now? "I just wâ wanted to know if you'd like um...to go to the Windblume festival with me. I mean, I'd understand if you're already going with someone, or iâ if you just didn't want to go or umâ" "I'd love to."
It took you a second to register Kaeyas words, standing dumbfounded. "Wâ What?" "I'd love to go to the Windblume festival with you, (?)." You had to conceal every reaction that threatened to leak out of you right then and there. And that bastard was just smiling innocently, looking all polite and pretty. You played it off with a chuckle, holding both hands in front of the increasingly tightening tent in your pants, trying to hide it. You couldn't get the images out of your head, images of himâ
"(?)? You look nervous. Is something wrong?"
"What? Uh nâ" You wanted to say no. But something was very much wrong. The problem was that he wasn't sitting naked underneath you with a fucked out expression on his face, your cock buried deep inside him. That's what was wrong. "Actually. Yeah."
"Oh? Well I'd be happy to help with anything."
"Anything?"
"Of course, dear (?)."
"Then sit on that root, take off your clothes and spread your pretty little legs. Oh and uh....leave the corset on."
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Reader rn. Also thanks @silkval for this amazing idea. Like I truly look up to you man/girl/non-binary pal. I legit like did a happy little yell I'm so glad no body heard me, I sounded like a five year old who just found a bunch of candy
#kaeya alberich#genshin impact#kaeya on his way to be pretty asf#please#hes so pretty#genshin kaeya#kaeya x male reader#kaeya smut#kaeya x you#kaeya x reader#genshin impact kaeya#male reader#dom reader#maybe dom!bottom!reader#smut coming soon#gimme like a day#he thinks hes an antihero sinner spy but animals keep trying to braid his fair and all kids latch onto him and artists burst into tears#he's so pretty#i wanna fuck him so bad#please hoyo let me fuck him#hoyo please#please hoyo#let me fuck him hoyo#im begging hoyo#Enigma's â Fics!
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Kae đ© your zoro drabble got me thinking about my faves who would sit between my thighs and eat me out for hours whilst I read, and Iâm so unwell with the thought. Zoro and Oliver are at the top of the list
caly i completely agree with your assessment and iâll elaborate a bit more on these two fiends.
oliver is a toxic asshole (affectionate) and eats pussy for his own pleasure. of course he wants you to feel good, but what really gets him off is the power of using his foul mouth to make you fall apart. he has a revolving door leading to his bedroom and he knows how to keep people coming back for more. he makes you feel like he caresâeats you out like itâs his last fucking mealâbut in reality heâs making you feel so good that youâll let him take you however he wants afterward. if he does care about you, heâs going down on you for hours because he wants to see you cry (heâs the worst)!
zoro also eats pussy in part for his own pleasureâhis oral fixation and egoâbut even more important to him is your pleasure. this man is annoyingly competitive and feels the need to excel at things that interest him. when you meet, heâs not the most sexually experienced guy. but believe me when i say that he is the most attentive partner you could ever have; he always strives to be more proficient at whatever makes you scream. pussy eating is no exception. heâs big into reciprocity, so if you ever insist on giving him a blowjob, he will always return the favor. but like the little shit he is, he wants to be the best. he wants to make you lose your mind. sure, thereâs a rush of power that he feels from making you squirt on his tongue. but what gets zoro off is watching you melt from his touchâseeing that he knows your body so well that you have to succumb to the pleasure.
#does this make sense?#can u tell that iâm in love with zoro#his loyalty and dedication and stamina make him a beast in bed#he can be selfish at times but his motivations arenât selfish!#roronoa zoro#aiku oliver#bllk smut#one piece smut#oliver <3#zoro <3#àŒ kaeâs mailbox
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https://www.tumblr.com/oranges-arent-fruits-idiot/770295185205821440/my-family-is-still-staying-in-half-of-the-church
fancytacowonderland / Alice Jepchumba Simatei is a documented scammer profiting off of the genocide. they have stolen a paragraph from this gofundme https://www.gofundme.com/f/uk8x8q-help-my-family-leave-gaza and instead link to their own paypal account.
https://www.tumblr.com/kyra45/763448973538246656/hi-there-sorry-to-bother-but-hoping-for-a-second
https://www.tumblr.com/slenbee/769631048907833344/list-of-current-scammers-part-3
theyâve been running this scam for months now, every time they are terminated they just make a new blog and spam send the exact same ask, and every time their paypal account is reported they make a new one under a new name.Â
here you can see their previous blog, furryreviewearthquake, using a paypal account under the name Samantha Yeges: https://www.tumblr.com/ohtobecat/762873111064543232/my-family-is-still-staying-in-half-of-the-church
here is reallymellowtriumph with the paypal name Purity Sikuku: https://www.tumblr.com/tvmblrsillyman/755025849705791488/my-family-is-still-staying-in-half-of-the-church
would you mind deleting their scam from your blog, or clearly labeling it as a scam so it doesn't spread to others? please remember you can use the tumblr search box to search the username/paypal account name/text used by people asking for money to check if theyâve been proven to be a scammer
oh yeah thx srry i don't have time to scour every ask i get and i don't wanna leave anyone in drafts just cuz i don't have the time to figure out if it's a scam or not thx for telling me lol
yeah i'll remove it thx sm
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How do you view BadK and Kaeloo in general?
When i first started watching the show , i used to not like Kaeloo very much . Bad K was fine but i used to find Kaeloo very annoyingâŠ
Also When i first watched the show , i thought kaeloo was a girl that just transformed to a guy . ( i was 14 and confused about my gender as well )
But then i discovered myself that i was non binary and then i understood that Kaeloo was not a girl either !! So in that aspect of the character , Kaeloo is super important for me âŠ
I still didnât really liked her personalityâŠ. And i didnât really care about Bad K either . The only think that i thought was interesting about them was their relationship with mister cat which i founded really interesting. In my human AU back then , now i see that the version of Kaeloo that i had was really changedâŠ
Then season 3 came and i really started to actually enjoy Kaeloo character a little more . But she was still one of my least favorite character i think.
But then season 4 came out and i really started to like her . Even more with season 5 ! ( i felt like Kaeloo was more unhinged and that Bad K actually had character ) .
I dont know if their my absolute favorite characters now but i like them a lot , especially Kaeloo they are so dear to me . And their human version are so satisfying to draw !!
Now Bad Kaeloo was a character that i felt never really had a proper « character » before season 3/4
Like yeah , kaeloo turned into him for comedic effect sometimes but like âŠ. I use to not differentiate him from Kae . Now itâs different, i find him really cute ! Its a really interesting character with more depth now id say !
Also i have no idea if Kae/BadK are the same person or different alter/personalities ( sorry if i say anything offensive btw , i have no idea how this works at all ) but im glad they didnât go with the cute person / crazy killer stereotype ! They could have easily go that way but no .
Anyway i love responding to questions !! If you have more about Kaeloo stuff be free to ask ^^
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How are shoko komi, Kae, Satou Matsuzaka, Naoko kirino, Shoya Ishida, Kaguya Shinomiya when they're jealous?
Jealousy Headcanons
[ Komi, Kae, Satou, Naoko, Ishida, Kaguya ]
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I always find interesting seeing scenarios where the characters get jelous đ
I had some little troubles while writing this so i hope I did it right!
Shouko Komi
Since Shouko is really shy and anxious is difficult for her to relate to others and she is used to be lonely for this too, so, as much as she doesn't want to admit it, she gets rather jelous whenever she sees other people hanging out
But now that she have some friends and even a partner is rare for her to get jelous, is more common for her to get nervous but excited to try new things than feel jelous
Still, whenever she gets jelous over her partner is when someone gets too close to them, Shoko's partner is too important for her and she loves them with all her heart, so when someone start to get too close to them it make her feel uneasy
Although she can misunderstood the situations a lot of times, specially when she feels specially anxious (what it isn't too rare). Like, if she sees you smiling to someone from afar, even if you are doing it just to be polite she may think that you two are friends or something, or even that you enjoy that other person's company and that will make her insecure and a little jelous
Also, she normally doesn't understand the flirtation and that kind of stuff, so if is the case she sees someone making you uncomfortable, either for being flirty or being invasive she probably will think that the other person is threatening you or being rude to you, in that case she panics
Then again, she probably will be jealous just in the cases that she sees you having fun doing things that she will not dare to do out of her shyness and anxiety
And whenever she gets jealous is pretty obvious that it affect her since she is noticeably down and even too distracted, to busy on her own thoughts to pay attention to anything or anyone else
But she isn't going to say anything about it, you are free to spend time to your other friends too, she doesn't want to stop you from doing things you love, things that she can't do, and she will never blame you for her feeling like that and she isn't going to make you make it up for her either
If you comfront her about it, asking her if everything is alright she will try to brush it off as nothing, even when she is obviously down, you will have to insist for her to open up about her jealousy (and she will be embarrased for it), if you comfort her it will make her feel a lot better
Kae Serinuma
Kae is someone who normally doesn't get involved into romantic stuff until she started a relationship with you, she is so inmerse in her own world that she normally doesn't pay much attention on the rest of the world so she isn't easy to get jealous
She is almost all the time so distracted by the things she love that she doesn't pay attention to other people, so if someone were flirting with you or being a little too friendly with you she won't notice it, or at least not right away
At the same time, whenever she gets jealous she doesn't really notice it, specially when she is feeling it just a little. Maybe she start feeling uneasy or a little uncomfortable, feeling mad or envious of the other person, either way she won't realice that is jealousy what she is feeling until one of her friends (or even you) tell her
Then again it isn't easy to make her jealous but what make her feel that way is more especific cases, like if you are being affectionate with someone or someone else with you, that makes her a little jealous, but normally not in the very moment, is pretty normal for friends to treat each other like that but if this persists for a long time it start to make her uncomfortable
Something that makes her pretty jealous is whenever it happen something "romantic" or cheesy to you with someone else, but she's basing herself on the anime shojo for this, so is mainly when something common on the shoujos (or bl) happen to you when she gets jealous, even if it was an accident or you just laugh at it
Kae handle her jealousy in a pretty inocent and childish way, she isn't going to comfront you about it directly, she isn't exactly making a big deal out of it, or at least not in a obvious way, she will be pouty and grumble for it for a while
The more jealous she was the more intense her reaction will be, but then again it doesn't go far from ranting angrily about what happened to her friends, and after she expresses all her frustration and calm down she start to feel sad about it, that is when she start to get envious, now admiting that in reallity she will like to try it with you too
When she is still frustrated is more probably that she will say what she feel when you ask her, but when she had calm down it would be rare if she express it directly since in that moment she feels more embarrassed for it
Satou Matsuzaka
Satou is always sweet and affectionate with her partner, clinging to them every chance she have and she express nothing more than love for them, although is rather easy to make her jelous, she hates when people get to close to you or in the way of your relationship
However, is really easy to calm her down too, the thing is that you are the only person who can calm her down. It would depend a lot on the situation and the other person to how she will react too
The most that put her jealous is when people get to close to you, touching you, openly flirting with you or you putting more attention to others than her, it gives her a bitter taste that she hates and she doesn't handle it well
She doesn't like when people get too close to you, fearing that they will take you away from her, however she isn't going to stop you from interact with others, for that she likes to know your friends and family and make sure they aren't going to try something weird against you
She doesn't like too much when you pay much attention to others, again if is to friends or family (that she already know) she will be more calm but still pout and demand more attention when you are finally free from whatever you were doing. But if you are paying attention to someone strange she won't take it too good, keeping an eye on that person to make sure they aren't going to hurt you or try to steal you from her, maybe even scaring them in the process
Satou normally doesn't confront people directly or right away unless they are being invasive or mean to you, she can keep calm if the person isn't trying something funny, but the moment their touches or words stop being friendly and start being more vulgar or invasive, or even when she sees the smallest hint of discomfort on you she step in and confront the person
When Satou is jealous she could be pretty dangerous since she can get pretty agressive, but it would depend on how angry she is, passing from just a threaten to directly hurting them. But she will never get aggresive to you, is always towards the other person since she can't bare the thought of something happening to you
You are the only person that can calm her down on this situation, even when she is furious she can't just say not to you, so she will hear you when you try to calm her, and if you seem upset or angry at her for her reaction she panics, the last thing she wants is to make you mad or upsed so she will try everything she can think on to apologize to you
You just have to reasure her that you love her and only her, and with some affection she will calm down, but the more she was angry the more you will have to insist, it isn't because she doubt you but because she felt threatened for the other person
Naoko Kirino
Naoko isn't insecure at all, she is confidence in herself and in your relationship, it doesn't matter if you are more shy/introvert or more bubbly and extrovert, she isn't easy to get jealous
She is already extrovert and very playfuly in her own way, and even if she doesn't have many friends she totally undestand if you are open or even affectionate with your friends
It bother her when other person try to flirt with you, she doesn't mind it much when is suble, but the more that person persist the more Naoko gets annoyed (specially if one of you had already made clear that the two of you are together)
And she doesn't have a problem with going against the person is bothering her, she isn't going the use violence but she will scare the hell of that person, she is already seen as a weirdo so she could take advantage of that
What could actually make her jealous is if she sees you being interested in someone else, it doesn't have to be in a romantic way, maybe is just someone really atractive or someone interesting, or even someone you admire, it make her jealous that you are paying so much attention to that other person even when she is with you
Although she normally let you do it, she won't stop you from being excited even when it make her jealous, not until it reach the point that she is really annoyed for it and when you are barely paying attention to her
And in that point she will really confront you, expressing her jealousy and even ask if you prefer that other person, she always get rather dramatic when confronting you but is always in a playful manner, at the end you two just end laughing at the whole situation (but that doesn't mean she won't make you make it up for her
Shoya Ishida
For Ishida any kind of relationship is difficult, he had pass so much time lonely that he gets troubles to relate to people, so he more than feel jealousy he feels insecure
He loves being on a relationship with you, but he can't help and doubt himself, specially when you seem to be having fun with others. Ishida isn't the kind of person to blame you or other whenever he feels jelous, but he could feel guilty and selfish when he does it
You can tell that he is feeling jelous or insecure by the expression in his face, but if you ask him he will try to deny it and brush it off, he normally doesn't confront the other person or you and prefer to keep his feelings to himself (you will have to insist for him to open up about them to you) and the only time he step in is when the person it getting invasive with you and it makes you uncomfortable
What mostly make him jealous is seeing you having fun with others, he likes seeing you happy but he can't help but wonder if you are that happy whenever you hang out with him, it makes him jealous seeing you so happy, seeing you laugh so much, seeing you hang out with your friends and that everything happens so naturaly
He had wonder what it means being a friend some time ago and seeing you with your friends makes him doubt himself again (he will never blame you or take it out against you though), he feels insecure and doubt if you are really happy by his side, and even if you had fun when you are with him, he still wonder and makes him feel anxious, and if you stop whatever you were doing for being worried for him Ishida will feel really bad for it (but at the same time feels some relief that you still think on him)
Other thing that make him jelous is if you are affectionate with your friends (or them with you), he says that he doesn't mind, is just the way all of you are after all, but still he feels uneasy whenever one of your friends get rather affectionate with you, even if is in a playful manner, he isn't the most affectionate person because he is shy and insecure, thinking that he better shouldn't do it and seeing you doing it so naturaly makes him jealous
He tend to compare himself with the person he is jelous of, but he tries to hide it and just keep it to him, not wanting to bother you with it, he feel embarrassed for feeling jelous but at the end it would help if you comfort him and reasure him that you still love him
Kaguya Shinomiya
Kaguya craves for affection and since she is rather prideful it take her a long time to even accept her own feelings for you, is rather easy to make her jealous even before you two start dating
Kaguya hates whenever someone gets on the way of your relationship or when someone gets too close to you, the only thought of you being with someone else make her mad (but it isn't like she will get mad for all the interactions you have with others)
She thinks rather high of the two of you so she doesn't think that you will fall so easily for anyone, but that doesn't stop her for getting jelous
What make her specially jealous is either you paying too much attention to someone else or people getting too close to you, like directly touching you or even flirting (but she tries to stay calm when is your friends who do it)
When you two are already on a relationship it make her feel more confidence on your relationship and she even brag in her mind about how you won't leave her for just some fools
Also, she isn't exactly going to confront the other person, or at least not directly that's not what a proper lady would do after all, she is super smart and have a lot of confidence in herself so it won't be difficult for her to come up with a plan to take care of whoever is making her jealous, and she could be really intimidating when she wants to so that will also be in her favor
Then again, whenever is about someone she already knows (like a friend or someone from your family) she just goes easy on them, mainly steping in and politly come up with an excuse for you to get away from there. But if the case is that the person is someone else, an stranger or someone you two barely know she could get more agressive
For how aggresive she can response to the situation it depends on how jealous and mad she is feeling, like if she just feel uneasy of how friendly you two treat each other she will just try to get you away from that person and monopolize your time for a while (until she feels better), but if the other person gets too close, invasive or even dare to flirt she will be more agressive to that person, going as far as discreetly threatening that person
Kaguya isn't someone who will blame you for making her jealous though, unless you had seem to don't mind or even enjoying how the other person were acting, in that case is better for you to apologize and maybe even make it up for her
However she will never exactly accept that she was jealous, she will try to came up with some excuses like how that kind of behavior was inappropriate or even vulgar, but she isn't really good at hidding her true feelings so it would be pretty obvious that she is jealous
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I'm so happy to have you read Motete Dosunda and delightly waiting for you to find out the guy you believe to be best boi got the girl, as they both deserve.
The reaction for the last chapter was absolute *chef kiss*
I'm not gonna lie, I was a bit worried when I started it, I really thought they would go down the "oh she was fat but now she's pretty" bullshit, and I was really pleased they didn't do that. Yes there are some people there who are shallow and really think that, but they are not important, what's important is the people who love her.
Igarashi was a bit of a surprise when he realized he was shallow and then found out he did like Kae regardless of her looks; I didn't personally want him to end up with her, but I'd understand if they did that. But in the end, the true best boi was victorious, and my god I do love how Mutsumi showed up
They knew each other for a long time and were good friends, he never cared about her looks and in fact didn't even cared that Kae got thin, he immediately knew it was her. He probably liked her for a long time but it's just when Igarashi pins him against the wall and asks about his feelings that he starts to notice it. And the fact that he is such a genuinely nice and friendly guy, and really is interested in Kae's interests without second intentions-
Gonna be honest, the first half of the story up to the cliff was... Well it was okay, it was kinda good, but it really gets amazing after they get together. All the development both of them go through, Kae realizing she has been spoiled by his kindness and can't take it for granted because she ends up hurting him due to her selfishness and obsession, and Igarashi waking up to the fact that he can't just accept everything and that he needs to communicate when he doesn't like something, he needs to care about himself as well and learn to be a bit more selfish for what he loves it's just-
I really really like it you know I really like it oh my god do I like it you have no idea how much I like it do you get it do you get how much I like it because I really do like it
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yeah yeah yeah about the thing with adoption! Adding on to it, Diluc has his whole thing about living up to his father's expectations + wanting his pride + "Earn The Ragnvindr Name" and such, and it's never really implied Kaeya had those same expectations I don't think? Like. They both joined the Knights. Crepus was probably thrilled and proud of their both being in the Knights, and by Kaeya's supporting Diluc. But Diluc is the one with the emphasis on it; on what his accomplishments mean for the family, on Crepus's wanting Diluc to do things he specifically could not, etc.
And Kaeya's internal thing with Mondstadt is about repayment and fulfilling his duty to his adoptive father and the city Mondstadt that took him in, not holding up some actual legacy or wish of Crepus's.
Which kind of makes sense: my impression was that he'd been projecting on Diluc the ability to Fulfill The Dreams He Couldn't Accomplish And Outshine Him or whatever, and Kaeya, though his son!! was also a kid he got off the road and not part of their family line, and by extension quite possibly just... not part of that projection he had? There was a degree of separation. Which by uglier extension, could imply that while loved, he didn't consider Kaeya to be part of that Ragnvindr Legacy Heritage(tm) so it wouldn't have occurred to him to make Kaeya a legal inheritor of Important Ragnvindr Matters like the manor or winery business.
Which... could maybe potentially layer interestingly with the bit about Kaeya not being able to make himself do what he imagined he "should've" done as proper son or brother (though that was mostly about how Crepus's death might affect his allegiance), and especially his being upset with Diluc for damaging their father's legacy (however he phrased it) by selling the mansion.
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Kaeya's adoption trauma and the mishandling of said adoption>>>>>>>>>>>
Like... Kae Kae sure has some issues man.... I genuinely find it sooo hard to talk to people in the fandom, mostly among ragbros fans because of how romatized his adoption is tbh...
It's insane to me because Crepus seems like he was a good father to Kaeya at least in his character stories but tbh, the bar was probably on the floor for Kaeya like all he had to do was not to send him on a goddamn spy mission and that would've been enough... Legit.
The exepctatins thing is something I always talk about because Kaeya didn't get a vision up until he was litterally an adult and stuff so why is there no metion in his vision story of the expectations or whatever he felt from Crepus. Or even just the comrodery (?) of the both of them not having a vision unlike Diluc. Because shit... That's like a whole thing and stuff.
Or it should've been. At least.
Fuck me man, I don't get it and now I'm sad for Kaeya because if there was some blood son priviledge shit, which i think does exist in Kaeya's relationship to Crepus, then it's so sad that Kaeya clearly sees him as his father and feels so much duty to do what his adoptive father wanted him to do. Like it's just sad how much Kaeya feels guilty for not being the perfect son.
If not because of blood fuckery, there's a least the thing of "Yeah he looks like me so it's easier to project myself and my failures onto him" which is... I'm sad now...
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Thoughts about system dating?
Barron: It really depends! This is gonna be a bit of a long one, heads up
Kae: Buckle up!
Barron: When it comes to system dating a singlet, the singlet partner not only needs to court the host or specific alter that they'd fall in love with, but the rest of the system as well. They don't have to date the entire system per say, but mostly just needs to get the overall approval of everyone before a headmate/s decides to make anything official. Besides, you'd want to make sure that your singlet partner knows about the system IF you feel safe enough to do so or have done so even before you considered dating them, I'm personally in favor of the latter.
This is applicable to a singlet dating another singlet, but I personally think it's super important when a system dates a singlet. It takes patience and kindness to love another person, much less a GROUP of people in one body. There's quite a handful of precautions that needs to be kept in mind like explaining symptoms, talking about diagnoses, habits etc etc so that your singlet partner can properly look after you and your system when time gets rough! This also applies the other way, too! This is a two way road, after all
Kae: THEN we got a system dating another system! This is where stuff can get a lil complicated? What was said about dating a singlet is applicable here but we're skipping the "letting your chosen partner know about the system" part!
When a system decides to date another system, it's important to also take into account their individual triggers and boundaries. I know that it's difficult to memorize everything, but this is where patience and understanding comes in, this stuff is very important!!
Just like with a singlet, not every system member needs to date each other! Heck, even a single member from each system dating can open up the possibility of being system partners, but only when agreed upon by the majority of everyone! Communication is key here as information can get lost between headmates because of varying degrees of amnesiac walls, so again!! Patience and understanding is super important!!!
Barron: To sum it up, communication, patience, kindness and understanding is important. System dating is pretty cool!
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