#kadi rambles

[kadtherine]

when that journalist asked miguel ‘why is this anyone’s business’, i giggled

[ashiekitten]

guys im sooooooo normal about davejohn so normal

[hughjidiot]

New Total Drama headcanon I've come up with since reblogging that Katie/Sadie (Kadie? Satie?) art a few days back.

Headcanon that Katie and Sadie both realized pretty early on that neither of them were completely straight and cared for each other as more than just friends. But a combination of teasing from their peers over the closeness of their friendship plus the general casual homophobia of the 2000s led to both girls diving headfirst into denial over liking the other as more than a best friend.

Fast-forward to the 2020s and Katie and Sadie have long come to terms with their sexual identies and feelings for each other, have been married for years and now run and bed 'n breakfast in Nova Scotia.

[thetorturedlovergirl]

I’m sorry I’m a minor pls people stop deleting me and blocking me on discord promise I’m just as cool as u adults /j 😔😔

[fixated-on-something]

I have a theory, very unoriginal but I just want to yap

I feel like part of the reason Kady is such a nothing sandwich of a character is because she didn’t exist in the books.

(Loooong rant that’s kinda aimless but idc I want to talk)

(Hot take I know!!! I’m sure no one’s every thought of this one)

And I know that a lot of the characters are very different from their book counterparts in a lot of ways, but the groundwork was there! The idea of the character, the foundation, had already been written.

Whereas with Kady, I feel like they just threw her in and then… and then what? Sure she’s like, a “bad girl” character… with a… semi-angsty backstory? And sheee’s… dating Penny… and she hasssss mommy issuuues…??? But where do you even go from there? They literally throw her away for like a whole season just because, well, what is there to do with her?

She wasn’t even there for most major season 1 and early season 2 plot points! Then she’s kind of relevant in mid to late season 2, and then in season 3 she disappears again and when she returns her whole plot is centred around penny.

And THEN in season 4 I guess she’s doing… hedge stuff? Where they try to give her agency and make her #empowered but it’s just… weird

Because everyone else is dealing with a body hopping unkillable monster in Eliot’s body, and Kady just… fucks off??? I guess??? I mean she’s doing stuff with the library for a bit but like… why??? I get why she wants to fuck them over but also where did that come from

Like why is she not helping defeat the god monster. That seems like a pretty major issue that she should be more involved with.

I understand that her stuff with the library does ultimately help, but it really did feel like it was just a way to wedge her into the plot somehow. Also, we’re not even talking about season 5. Let’s not open that can of worms.

Idk I guess it just never really feels like… she’s part of the group? She kind of hangs out around the edges, and she’s close with Penny and Julia but other than that kind of just hangs around

Because… she WASNT IN THE BOOK!!! She didn’t exist!!! She wasn’t Julia’s hedge buddy, or Penny’s girlfriend, or anything! “Amanda Orloff” in the books, (who I’m guessing was her vague template??) is the first character to get killed. First beats encounter. She’s meant to be like, an example of “magic is dangerous”. That is her role.

Originally the group dynamic wasn’t WRITTEN to have her in it! So they were winging it.

Most of the other major character plot lines were based in something, but hers just kind of had to be pulled out of thin air- and it feels very strange

I found myself at several points in her story going “Why is she in this show?”

And it feels very, VERY jarring when she is then the person to… choose the song that is QUENTIN’S MEMORIAL?

They spoke like maybe twice. I feel like, I don’t know, ANYONE else in that group should’ve chosen

I love the Take On Me number though it’s literally my Roman Empire

All this to say, I have empathy for how hard it would be to wedge a new major character into an already very established group dynamic, but then… why did they do it…

[sporksnshit]

You know the feeling when you're walking home from prescription pool time with your mother and siblings and some old lady in a black minivan shouts "crippled!" at you while making directed eye contact and pointing?

Yeah. For fucking real. Like, ur not wrong lady but damn why ya bein a bitch about it? Like yeah. I'm disabled. I think I know that. The nerves of some people.

[penrose-quinn]

TR CB4 made everyone open their eyes that ShinOmi is an actual thing while me and @highviews knew their toxicity potential all along 😤

[hopefully-saturn]

What do I even want from life anymore? What do I want from this duniya?

[ynwa4eva]

The mean girls movie triggered an insane broadway binge again and i swear of the cast makes it into my top 5 ill fume

[kadtherine]

anyway, raphael varane is still fine as hell and that’s all that matters.

[eternally-tired-cryptid]

Pls send me asks from one of the games or just in general Abt my oc 🙏🙏🙏 Ill post a general Chara sheet later abt her

[ashiekitten]

BRO IM SORRY ??? “i should be your shield instead“

WHERE AM I HELLO

[gergthecat]

Intro Post <3

Hi, I'm Scout. I like playing the cello, Amie Kaufman, John Green, The Smiths, Taylor Swift, and pretending I am interesting. I think I'm quite funny. The character I most relate to is Tori Spring from Solitaire by Alice Oseman. Exclamation points make me feel icky and I occasionally write okay fanfiction.

My Tags:

#gergthecattalks - any rant/shitpost/declaration I make; if you want to get a gauge on my personality, find these

#legacy by gergthecat - tag for my ongoing series Legacy

#gergthecatarts - anything I draw, very scarce tag but maybe you'll get a little nugget every now and then

#gergthecatanswers - any answer from my asks:)

#theactualgergcat - my blog’s namesake<3

#gerg'snotefics - the quiet ramblings of my fanfic ideas, all hastily jotted down in my notes app

Masterlist:

Total Fics: THIRTEEN

(!) = NSFW (X) = Explicit/Gory

The Aurora Cycle

Braids - Kal POV Kal/Auri

Reunion - Dual POV Saedii/Tyler

Caress - Saedii POV Saedii/Tyler (Slightly !)

Jealousy PT 1 - Dual POV Saedii/Tyler

Jealousy PT 2 - Tyler POV Saedii/Tyler

Coke - Tyler POV Saedii/Tyler

You PT 1 - Scarlett POV Finian/Scarlett

You PT 2 - Finian POV Finian/Scarlett

Legacy CH 1 - Lae POV (X)

Legacy CH 2 - Lae POV (X)

Legacy CH 3 - Lae POV

Legacy CH 4 - Lae POV

Stars - No POV Lae

The Starbound Trilogy

I Love You - Lilac POV Lilac/Tarver

The Illuminae Files

Farmer's Infatuation PT 1 - No POV Hanna/Nik

Farmer's Infatuation PT 2 - No POV Kady/Ezra

Reunion - No POV Kady/Ezra

The Outsiders

Glass - Ponyboy POV

All of my works are uploaded on AO3 as well!

[ruanais]

A ANOUNCEMENT !!! EDITED : I’m not gonna deactivate it cause I just realised I’m too attached to this blog help-

hello !! I’m here to make a important announcement <3 so !! okay this might come as a shock, but I will be leaving @/ruanais ( a few days later cause I need time to clean things up ) !! T-T I’m really sorry but I simply don’t have the time or dedication to this blog anymore :( every single one I’ve ever met on this account was rlly nice esp my mutals and I’m so glad I got to meet every one of you <3

@silverbladexyz : gosh, we’ve been mutals for quite a while Huh ? I’m so grateful to you even tho we don’t rlly talk much anymore sihdjsjdjsjahhsjsj thank u for being with me after all this time !! :D

@justcallmesakira : we haven’t talked tooo much but I’m happy to have met you !! your works are amazing and I hope you’ll continue to grow <3 mwah !

@yuukimiyas : I’ve always looked up to you as one of my favourite writers so imagine my surprise when you followed me !! :0 your posts always make me rlly happy !! :D

@chuuyrr : I’ve always loved ur chuuya’s fics and they’re just so ??????? they’re my meal for three times a day Frfr !! :3

@sinmalssimp : raven, I’m really proud of you for being able to be so strong <3 you’re going amazing and I hope you’ll have a amazing life !!

@yuutx : thank u for being my mutal for so so long as well !!!!! you’re such a nice and kind person and you’re like a younger sister to me <3

@gojoath : cella !! omfg ur one of the people who managed to get me back into jujutsu kaisen T^T ur works r absolutely gorgeous and ur yuta series ?!?!???? chef’s kiss -///-

@vrachis : one of my og mutals ever since I started tumblr ! :3 also thank u for getting me into v tubers cause now im watching their streams whenever I can LMAO

@aureatchi : you and red are never ever going to beat the twin allegations tbh, even the abilities u suggested to me were the same so :3 and even ur names are similar :0 anyways ! rev, thank u for being my mutal !! you’re genuinely so so so nice and T^T ur like a younger sister to me as well <3

@cheriiyaya : red, you’re just like reverie so it’s like copy and paste except that youre more chaotic and I love your energy !!! i always laugh whenever I see ur url cause of that meme- fjdjjsjskjsj lol but you’re a younger sister too so !!! :D but yeah, I loved having convos with u !! you’re such a easy perosn to ramble to and thank you for listening to my thoughts that make no sense whatsoever !!

@rusmii : ruru !! firstly !! congratulations on 600+ honey !! you’re almost there to 1k aahhh !! we haven’t talked much but you’re such a nice person as well :(

@culturity : kady, ur such a sweetheart tbh and I always feel happy whenever I see ur posts on my dash <3 I hope that everything goes well for you in life cause you deserve it !!

@m0uchie : EMI !! you’re rlly nice and I light up whenever I see u in my inbox or notifs sjsjsbsksjjssjs I rlly wished we talked more tbh :( but we still had fun together <3

@riiwrites : riri you’re one of the people I’m closest to on tumblr and I’m so so happy I got to meet such a amazing and kind person as u !! thank u sm for everything honey !!

@beasalmeh : okay !! you’re a rlly chaotic and goofy person that I love to talk to !! seeing your messages always make my day and it’s so fun to have a conversation with you :D

@dazaisslave : ichika, you’re such a sweet friend to me and I dont and never did deserve someone like you :( thank u for everything <3

for the other mutals I didn’t add cause I’m a lazy fuck or we didn’t talk much or just became mutals so I don’t know anything abt u or we are mutals but we haven’t talked in a long time so it would be awkward + my dear followers : thank you as well ! all of you helped me in my growth as cringy as it sounds lmao sibdjshsjsjdj I could never ever have gotten to 100+ followers without u guys and I’m genuinely gonna miss u guys so fucking much :(

— ur dearest rua <3

also u guys, surprise announcement I’m not single anymore <: ur girl rua got a bf !!!!!! ahem !! but yeah !! hehe :3 I fulfilled one of my dreams !!!!!!! :D I CAN FINALLY TELL MY FRIENDS IM SOMEONE WHO GETS BITCHES 😍 /j

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[writinglittlebeasts]

nine people tag

tagged by @rickie-the-storyteller

RULEZ: Answer these questions and then tag 9 people to play too!

i will tag (gently; that's a lot of people): @unhingednovelist @rmgrey-author @tabswrites @karolinarodrigueswrites @void-botanist @outpost51 @camillenrose @moonluringfrost @at-thezenith

and i am. Rambling. in this tag game, so i'm gonna throw it under a cut lol

Three Ships

see, when i'm not thinking about these things they fall right out the back of my skull, so i have nooooo idea. ... and you know what that means !!! 🤪🤪🤪

quentin + eliot from the magicians! they are my everything; they invented love and when i think about them i want to scream and cry and throw up. don't have any other details, if you know you know if you don't get well soon

julia and kady and penny from the magicians! the arrangement doesn't matter! i also have a fun au where both pennys are alive at once and in the same polycule, and initially it's super weird but they get over it. julia and kady have everything, they were forced together but stayed together on purpose, their history is so tumultuous but they care so much about each-other. kady and penny's romance feels rushed but when they decided they were doing it they were great and i was totally on board (+ rewatches have made a lot of the rushed-ness make sense in character

fen and margo from......... the magicians! this show was sooo committed to making fen an accessory character to margeliot (i refer to margo and eliot together this way because it feels wrong to separate them) that they crushed her character into a little box and still, Somehow, she and margo have like Allll of the chemistry, it's ridiculous. i think about the scene where margo tells fen that if eliot dies she'll take care of her every day. i languish under the knowledge that fen's destiny being textually intertwined with margo's was never romantic to the writers the way it was romantic to me. the king's wife and the queen who also happens to be the king's best friend slash qp??? it's sooooooo good.

Currently Listening

in the interest of naming a song instead of just saying i've got reads with rachel running in the background, lp's lost on you but specifically this version is one of my most listened tracks this year i think. it's like, right underneath francesca, it's so good

Last Movie

i watched nimona a couple of days ago and puss in boots: the last wish this morning <3 i read nimona aaaaaages ago (ought to read it again) and i was so excited for the movie. i'm still thinking about it. nimona my friend nimona. puss in boots was fucking gorgeous, also, it was So pretty

Currently Reading

i FINALLY finished paris daillencourt (my beloathed) so i guess i'm back to reading ninth house and house of leaves alternately. though i might bounce around a little and read whitesmile instead because baccano! is one of my favorite series and it's just been sitting on my shelf, driving me nuts because i didn't want to add another book to my, like, (at the time) 3 current reads

Currently Watching

i'd say the rain but i really don't like it so it doesn't count lol . i've been catching episodes of sailor moon while my roommate has been watching them, though, and i've been enjoying that!

Currently Consuming

basically just arizona green tea. it never stops (the arizona green tea)

Currently Craving

absolutely nothing lmao . inspiration for original stories.

[saygracejude]

💓 for jude, toli & kadi

i apologise that this is just a rambling stream of homosexuality that may or may not make sense 😂

💓 - What are some signs they’ve fallen for someone? How do they show their affection?

toli

so when it comes to tols, he is what the cool kids call Socially Inept™️ so he isn’t very good at being direct when it comes to some he’s into. it takes him a while to work up the nerve to try showing affection but once he does, it’s kinda slow fuckin going. toli tends to progress through stages when he’s falling for someone though he doesn’t necessarily notice it himself; he starts off with very small signs of affection and it usually begins with him choosing to just be in slightly closer physical proximity with the person and also spending more time with them. then he’ll gradually progress towards making an effort in speaking more instead of just listening; he asks questions about topics of conversation, tries to get people to talk to him more so he can learn more about them, will actively try to find stuff out about a person’s interests on his own so he can understand and respond when they talk about it (e.g. when toby has a new obsession, toli will google stuff and watch videos so he can learn about it even if he thinks it’s dumb af or he just knows toby will get bored of it next week).

when it comes to showing affection with people he’s already with, toli isn’t huge on initiating random displays of ‘soft’ affection though he’s okay with someone else initiating them (but he’ll go out of his way to hold toby’s hand if they’re out somewhere). toli can be a touchy physically affectionate boy but he prefers to show it more in sexual ways than just platonic ones; he’s always showing toby how much he loves him by pulling him in for a kiss, grabbing his ass, groping his tits, shoving his hand down toby’s panties or up his skirt, spanking him, kissing his neck, pulling up his dress or lifting up his top. softer displays of affection tend to be something that toli keeps for moments when no one else is around

jude

gosh, jude can be a total fuckin sap when it comes to falling in love! he gets all those classic symptoms like he won’t be able to stop staring at lev, his heart beats like crazy, he can never stop smiling at him & he never bothers to hide them at all. jude is also a total charmer and sweet talker who loves to flirt and make people blush so he’ll be telling lev how god damn ravishable he looks, telling him all the places he wants to take him and things he wants to show him, he tells lev exactly what body parts or features he’s particularly admirin today and what exactly about them that’s sparking him. he’s also an absolute sucker for physical affection & pda, whether it’s being given it or showing it to others! jude’ll shower lev with stupid little kisses all over, he hovers and leans and presses against him and the others he loves, likes to sit close so he’s touching a part of them or if he’s sitting with lev, he’ll put him in his lap. jude is also very free and open with sexual forms of affection so he’ll also grope and touch and kiss and grip and molest, his hands wander a lot and jude doesn’t always have it under control but where toli will tend to be more rough/blunt/dominant with that type of thing, jude is more subtle and sneaky, will have his hands under lev’s clothes before he even realises it’s happening. oh and he also has a lil bit of a habit of buying random gifts when he has the cash for it — usually smaller things related to the person, unless it’s a birthday or something then he knows he won’t get in trouble for buying more expensive stuff

kadi

okay so kadi can be a bit of a mixed bag — he loves to cuddle platonically and romantically so will very happily do both to show affection with his people but he also has some self esteem issue that make him lack confidence when it comes to being more forward about showing he likes someone. kadi will try to ask people out on dates but will often end up chickening out halfway through & won’t manage to actually convey that he wants it to be a date. when it comes to the signs he’s fallen for someone, kadi can be even more fucking obvious than jude in some ways! back when kadi realised he was falling for toby, he would get stuck in the dopey doe-eyed dazes just looking at him existing but then he’d start to notice he was staring and immediately panic, go red, look away far too quickly and draw attention to himself. he’d also get hella tongue tied around toby (especially depending on what he’s wearing) to the point where his english will sound more on par with toli. but once he admitted to toby and found that toby liked him back, kadi became so much more open with his affection for him and would be a lot more confident with kissing him or asking to be kissed; unlike his brother, kadi has no issue with physical affection or pda and will shower toby with love & affection every day cos he knows toby soaks it all up. whereas when it comes to toli, cos kadi knows he isn’t so big on cuddles and kisses, he shows his twin affection differently which is usually in the form of play fighting, slinging insults, sharing food and less intimate touches like shoulder bumps and hip checks (usually a little too far on the rough side). also, while kadi is also v open and likes affection shown in sexual ways, he’s less likely the one to initiate it and more the type who responds to it if it happens. oh! and kads is also one of those people who will sleep anywhere and regularly does; one of his biggest ways of showing affection is sleeping with or taking naps with people. he rotates between his siblings rooms a lot and spends more time sleeping in with them than in his own bed unless he has toby or someone else in it with him