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shejustneedsdirection · 11 months ago
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Coffee bana li hai, padhne baith rahi hoon, wish me luck
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girlivealwaysbean · 3 months ago
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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mayakimayahai · 9 months ago
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Political science is so dark purple
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raindropsofloev · 2 months ago
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B.H.A.D.W.E.Y
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dosnotoevsky · 1 year ago
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gaajar ka halwa save me
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tujhse-raabta · 8 months ago
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babe wake up chai ki vyavastha on fourth floor just dropped 💯💯
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iftitah · 1 year ago
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my boyfriend has such a good relationship with her sister it makes me jealous. he teases her, she buys all the clothes he wears, he borrows money from her, they play fight all the time. he says that his sister saved him he almost worships her. i guess thats what i wanted to be for my younger brother; a god, someone he could look up to but i call my mother and playfully tell him he never never talks to me and he says why should he i never listened to him. i didn't know i was so cruel. i was so busy being a teenager i forgot i was an elder sister too. and im not sure we're siblings according to however they define. if i didn't know him, id never have known him. there's nothing we share in common. he tells me he hates almost everything about me but says i guess youre a better sister in comparison to all the sisters of my friends. he's just a stranger in my house living together because we were birthed by the same woman. and i could rip out my heart for him and hed still say i didn't ask you to. i used to hug him all the time forcefully, squeezing him near me but he'd struggle and shout at me to get away but this time when i left home after diwali, he didn't push me away and for the first time ever he hugged me back. and today i hurt someone, so i remembered him because a part of me knows i used to hurt him all the time.
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incoherentscreaming101 · 7 months ago
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NTA DIRECTOR GENERAL SUBODH NOW EX DIRECTOR GENERAL????? BRO GOT FIRED?????? PLEASE DONT TELL ME THIS IS A PRANK DONT BURST MY BUBBLE I FEEL SO HAPPY RN
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ramayantika · 4 months ago
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1st sem taught to me to not feel low for myself to not have the college friend experience. The people here aren't worth it.
2nd sem is drawing to an end and I have learnt that I am a huge people pleaser, and I need to learn to assert boundaries for my own sanity and comfort, and I should not let 'friends' to walk over me just because I do stuff for them.
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sarcastic-sue · 4 months ago
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NTA yaad rakhenge hum
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girlivealwaysbean · 1 year ago
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itna kuch karna hai ki kuch bhi nahi karti
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coffeeandinsanityy · 2 years ago
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Bc general male category mein hona privilege kam shraap zyada hai
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hinsaa-paramo-dharma · 1 year ago
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Oh no
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maintohthakgayibhaishaab · 2 years ago
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maro mujhe koi maro
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marchsstuff · 2 years ago
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Sakhi where are you???
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Yahin hoon mai
Yahin hoon mai
Kahin na gya tughe chood kai mai🎶
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aadarsh-kannyaa · 1 year ago
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Haayeeee
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