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Coffee bana li hai, padhne baith rahi hoon, wish me luck
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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Political science is so dark purple
#i can't explain this#it is just is what it is#dark purple is pol science#pol science is dark purple#political science#dark purple#sorry guys mera pol ka exam hai toh thoda sar chad gyi hai..#exam week#desi stuff#desi things#desiblr#desi culture#desi#desi tag#desi teen#desi academia#desi girl#desi tumblr#delhi ki student hu
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B.H.A.D.W.E.Y
#ekto mana karte karte mreko zabardasti head bana diya fir bolta hai kaam kyu ni karta#ABBBEEEEYYYYYY exams ka padhu ya teri society ki bakchodi????
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gaajar ka halwa save me
#only thing that can keep me functional this excruciating winter season#exams upar se hai#desiblr#desi tag#desi tumblr#gaajar ka halwa save me#the kambal#desi academia#desi shit posting#desi stuff#desi aesthetic#desi baatein#brown family#bhartiya#writers on tumblr#for you page#foryou#explore page#for you#dark academia#light academia#foryoupage#literature#text
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babe wake up chai ki vyavastha on fourth floor just dropped 💯💯
#fuck nta#neet2024#bro are they high#committee ka bakbak karte rehte hai 💀💀💀💀#anyways uh im hugging everyone who gave the exams this year#(excluding the cheaters.)#desiblr
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my boyfriend has such a good relationship with her sister it makes me jealous. he teases her, she buys all the clothes he wears, he borrows money from her, they play fight all the time. he says that his sister saved him he almost worships her. i guess thats what i wanted to be for my younger brother; a god, someone he could look up to but i call my mother and playfully tell him he never never talks to me and he says why should he i never listened to him. i didn't know i was so cruel. i was so busy being a teenager i forgot i was an elder sister too. and im not sure we're siblings according to however they define. if i didn't know him, id never have known him. there's nothing we share in common. he tells me he hates almost everything about me but says i guess youre a better sister in comparison to all the sisters of my friends. he's just a stranger in my house living together because we were birthed by the same woman. and i could rip out my heart for him and hed still say i didn't ask you to. i used to hug him all the time forcefully, squeezing him near me but he'd struggle and shout at me to get away but this time when i left home after diwali, he didn't push me away and for the first time ever he hugged me back. and today i hurt someone, so i remembered him because a part of me knows i used to hurt him all the time.
#if i let him know i cried for one hour today because i miss him he'd straightaway say#chutiya ho kya parso exam hai tumhara#if i let him know everything i feel for him he'd say#haan isliye depression vageraah hota rehta hai koi matlab hai inn baaton ka#i observed everything so minutely around me i didn't see he was observing me too#i have no regrets other the fact we'd never be the kids again sharing a room supporting each other's wants against parents#we will never be kids again who were always around each other
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NTA DIRECTOR GENERAL SUBODH NOW EX DIRECTOR GENERAL????? BRO GOT FIRED?????? PLEASE DONT TELL ME THIS IS A PRANK DONT BURST MY BUBBLE I FEEL SO HAPPY RN
#ABHE YAAR#I WAS ABOUT TO SLEEP#NEET PG KE BAAREME KUCH NEWS KA POP UP AAYA#USKE NICHE NTA DIRECTOR GENERAL SUBODH KUMAR REMOVED NEWS THA#DONT TELL ME ITS A LIE#IF THIS IS A LIE#ITS AN EXTREMELY CRUEL ONE#APRIL FOOLS THO NAHI HAI NA#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET THIS BE TRUE#LET 2024 NEET AND JEE STUDENTS HAVE THIS ONE THING PLEASE#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#neet 2024#neet exam#jee exam#nta#desiblr
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1st sem taught to me to not feel low for myself to not have the college friend experience. The people here aren't worth it.
2nd sem is drawing to an end and I have learnt that I am a huge people pleaser, and I need to learn to assert boundaries for my own sanity and comfort, and I should not let 'friends' to walk over me just because I do stuff for them.
#samridhi speaks#pinki lol ab tu aa makeup karne hadd hai bhai#teri makeup vali nahi jo tere net worth se zyada mere products hai I should legit charge you atp#mera hi kit se lagayegi mere se hi makeup karvayegi and then go around saying aarhi hai meri makeup vali#the audacity to fucking call me up repeatedly in that rude ass tone ki kahan hai tu makeup karna hai#I was the performer I will be getting ready first itna jaldi hai toh apna base makeup pehle kyu nahi kar leti#udhar ka makeup kyu karti hai#mereko jab kuch chahiye tab toh saale sab gayab sab thak gaye ho yeh voh#tumhare liye ek taang pe nachun#pura sem performances practice ke baad help kiya notes share kiya exams se pehle concepts resources samjhaye for what#thak gayi yeh voh etc#bhaad mein jao sab
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NTA yaad rakhenge hum
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itna kuch karna hai ki kuch bhi nahi karti
#1. tui ka revise karna hai ajeeb sa chp karva rahe futures and options main confuse ho gayi ab#2. college ke assignments likhne hai#3. backlog khatam karna hai#4. cycle chalane jana hai kyunki activa seekhni hai#ugh college ki exam bhi hai feb end mein kya traas hai#5. walk karte karte gaane sunne hai kyunki alag hi maza aati hai#1 ghante mein sab kuch toh nahi ho sakta so kuch nahi karti
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Bc general male category mein hona privilege kam shraap zyada hai
#indian education system ne jo maar rkhi hai general ke ldko ki#itti high cut off#and baat jee ki bhi nhi hai#koi bhi exam utha lo#sbme gaand maar rkhi hai#suicide rate men ka kyu itta hota hai uska prime example toh ye khud hai#harsh reality accept krne ke alawa option hai bhi kya#but bura toh lgta hi hai#ughh#kinda rant idk#mine
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Oh no
#Just realised I made a mistake in my history test I gave yesterday#Welp-#I had planned for 100%#But yeh problem nahi hai kyunki main apne aap ko bahut baar let down karti hu. Ab ye toh behaviour ka part ban chuka hai.#Problem ye hai ki my history teacher ALSO EXPECTS 100% FROM ME#AND SHE HAD PRAISED ME THE OTHER DAY KYUNKI LAST HISTORY EXAM MEIN MERE 100% AAYE THE#AND NOW SHE WOULD BE SO DISAPPOINTED#ESPECIALLY IF CLASS MEIN KISI AUR KE 100% AA GAYE TOH#AND I AM CONFIDENT KI MY BFF WILL GET 100%#WHICH MEANS MAIN TOH GAYI#BRO KOI NAHI POOCHTA SECOND AANE WAALE KO#EVEN IF VO EK PERCENT SE HI SECOND AAYA HO#IJJAT GAYI MITTI MEIN-#AHHHH
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maro mujhe koi maro
#45 degree garmi mein bhi mujhe bhaari sardi ho rakhi hai#jismein toh exams ki wajah se abhi tak barf ka gola bhi nahi khaya
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Sakhi where are you???
Yahin hoon mai
Yahin hoon mai
Kahin na gya tughe chood kai mai🎶
#kuch nhi bss College kai assignment exam sai fursat nhi hai#ek pal ka aaram hai abhi( 1 day) ek aur paper hai:)
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Haayeeee
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