#justwatchingddc

[kurooscoffee]

justwatchingddc replied to your post:“I love your blog but the cursor is pretty over-the-top. I'm not against custom cursors but this is a wee-bit too much.”

Nascar, ahh <3

notactuallyaurl replied to your post:“I love your blog but the cursor is pretty over-the-top. I'm not against custom cursors but this is a wee-bit too much.”

NASCAR one

I tried it out but I like the tango one better. It was a bit too big, so I just used a smaller version .. :) I'll leave it for a few days :p

[onamelancholyhill]

Oh my... I'm so glad to see all the love you get. You deserve more. And more. And some more. You should be proud. I know I'm proud with you.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

I’M SWIMMING IN YOUR LOVE!!! LIKE SCROOGE MCDUCK WITH HIS COINS!

[he-is-lightning-in-a-bottle]

Hello. Thank you for following me. I have to say - your Cockles fic made me stalking your blog. And I really, really like what I saw. Do you think you will write more Cockles? Your first fic was a piece of art. Thank you for that. Have a nice day/night/week... life?!... :-)

Aw, thanks! And YES, I think I want to write more Cockles.There just isn't enough non-AU Cockles fics out there, you know? I enjoy really good AU fics just for the fun of it, but they often seem like great fiction that gets Misha's and Jensen's name slapped on the main characters.

I'd much rather just imagine their lives together -- coping with parenthood, marriage, work, friends, you name it! 

Anyhow, thank you again for the kind words. I'll probably write more as the inspiration strikes.

[a-burning-consuming-fire]

Hi again. Still confused - why do people compare Misha to Jensen? They are different persons, there is no competition between them. Ah, sometimes I don't regret my decision to stay a bit away of the fandom. I don't like the hate. it makes mi sick. Out of nowhere - I like your blog and I like you. A lot. Bye. :-)) ps I'll be back :D

I dunno, I guess some people think Jensen is better looking and they use him to say "Oh Misha can never be handsome compared to Jensen" I mean, like you said, they're different people and both attractive in their own ways but people like to say Jensen is better. Well, haters like to say that.

They're just being dumb and mean. Yea, sometimes it is good to not get to involved in fandom, it can be crazy and people are mean sometimes.

Thanks a lot! I like you and your blog as well! :D Feel free to talk to me anytime, I'm bored on here lol

[jenneferofjengaberg]

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Hey! Thanks for following! :)

[ichevyimpala-blog]

HELLO, NEW FOLLOWERS -

Welcome to my blog. I'm sorry I've been a bit MIA with posting - I got busy with trips and such. But I'm back and with a blogging vengeance. Or something like that.

I'm also back on track with writing, as well. Don't think I've forgotten what I owe to you all.

Don't be afraid to hit me up for anything. Chatting, randomness, fangirling.~

[buddyineedyoueverynight]

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Hello!  Thank you for the follow! :)

[kurooscoffee]

aww thanks guys! I've been saving these and now I'm posting them all together.

And really? I'm your to-go blog when spoilers hit?

That really confuses me, because my blog is usually a mess whenever this happens :D But I'm trying to change, and find new ways to release negativity, so we'll see. :) 

[kurooscoffee]

A great day for us: Destiel won and this Cockles pic.... Ahhhh, I'm so happy right now (considering I'm a big SPN and Destiel / Cockles fan, this is a huge thing for me). Lets celebrate. Hugs.

hugs and kissses!!

It tastes so sweet, the victory! :))

[onamelancholyhill]

Hello. Don't mind me. I was on a little vacations and now I'm back, I vote like crazy (I don't have limitations) and I'm really enjoying your blog. Ahhh, you're a perfect human being. Sorry - I'm just so glad I'm here and you're here, and... Ok, back to the poll now. See you. May "The Destiel / Cockles" force be with you / us. Hugs. :-)

Thank you for this!!!!!

Oh my God, all your love make my life better.

And I’m not exaggerating here!!!

[a-burning-consuming-fire]

Hello :-) I'm confused now. I never saw a single person saying Misha is ''ugly". In fact, I can't believe someone described him as "ugly". I guess, I'm just that lucky to not cross people, who dislike him? Personally, I think he's beautiful. I love everything about him.

I try not to follow people who think that but I have seen it quite a bit. People always comparing him to Jensen and such. And of course he has haters just like any celeb, so yea there are many people who claim he's 'ugly' but whatever! He was voted (by haters no doubt) as 'top 20 ugly celebs' on some dumb imdb list or something. I think he's very handsome. He's been looking better than ever lately :D Don't see why anyone would dislike, he's a great guy!

[onamelancholyhill]

Ask compilation -- pt.21

I have almost 20 messages again I think, I will divide it in 2 compilations.

You know, it's in general a compilation of sad/upset people (there are more hopeful people too), so you're warned if you want to keep on reading. People is in their rights to feel bad and good, just let me point this out.

I really hope you're right, hon, I really do.

They will never know if we don't speak. Rating on TV are totally impersonal, that's why we have internet, and right of speech.

Basically we need to put our wheels in motion.

Thank you my friend!!

Let's hope it's not as horrible as it looks like.

We can make it :)

Every person has their right to make their decisions, a lot of people prefer leaving that keep on suffering. I understand them too. I'm still hopeful, cos I cannot fight my personality, and I won't give up.

I just hope Misha is joking and it's not as bad as it sounds.

I think in 2013, public is more than a number. SPN success is more based on other factors than rating, in my opinion. The majority of its fandom is not covered by that number, even in the states.

I don't understand that either, I just want for the spoilers to be better than they look.

People are not complaining at Misha or Cas, people are complaining about what writers are (apparently) writing for Cas to do. It's different.

Anyway... I'm not on Twitter tweeting about SPN lately and I'm not reading. I need a moment of peace.

I didn't say that. I say he understand us in a sense and he would be eager to learn more, because I perceive it like that.

The rest of the cast probably wouldn't be as eager, as well as a big portion of Hollywood in general, actors in general. But there are actors like Misha too, who preoccupies about their fans...

[onamelancholyhill]

Ask compilation -- pt.18

Another round.

Sorry if I cannot say much... I have not a lot of things to say right now.

At this point all I want is for Cas not to be OOC and destroyed...

* sighs *

Sorry if it looks like I'm rambling when I'm answering, I'm trying my best. These are not even messages from today, but the ones I've received yesterday when I was offline. So you know...

So the anon telling me I was talking about ME when I was saying fandom is upset knows. So the anon telling me he was coming here to know why people was upset... definitely KNOWS.

REALLY UPSET PEOPLE BEHIND THE CUT. You're warned.

Feedback from you anon to the other anon.

I don't think personally you will agree since your positions are very different and I think the best is to wave the white flag in this case.

Agree to disagree, exactly.

I don't feel like "fighting" with you but I think a show success is more than ratings, and yes, I DO count since I put money from my salary to buy merchandising I wouldn't buy if the ninth season turns to be shit. So, yeah, I do count. Everybody counts. Otherwise, they wouldn't release merchandising or sell the show to other countries. Hell yeah we count.

We are not in the best moment ever, anon. Personally I'm still not voting or making posts to encourage others cos I don't feel like doing it. I don't think that difference means anything, anyway. We will see when we go to other rounds.

Hi!!!

I'm comparing the mood here and in Facebook and in Twitter and all I see is pissed or upset or disappointed people, anon. Like, really. On Facebook there's a lot of "blind fans" (the ones who are constantly saying "i love you", "oh my feeling", "you are the best") with no intentions of debate. In Twitter I mostly see wank and hate and discussions that are not discussions since... 140 characters. I think here is the most honest place. And it's not very nice to read since last weekend...

I seriously don't know where they are trying to go...

I don't know what they are doing, that's exactly why I'm thinking right now.... I'm trying to be realistic and positive and I'm thinking about it and it doesn't make any sense... any sense. It's so frustrating...

I agree anon, I agree.

I'm trying really hard to understand it... and I can't.

All the spoilers are two things:

1) hurtful  2) weird / suspicious

I'm trying my best to think how Misha could say the stuff he is saying, knowing perfectly how that hurts people AND knowing perfectly the stuff he denies now.... sorry, but the guy is a good person, and he is really sad when he makes others sad....

I'm finding all this a big plan in order to hide something... 

And they are kinda failing and succeeding at the same time.

All I see in my surroundings is people upset, so I don't know anon what to tell you. I'm not seeing a lot of people genuinely excited, in fact Tumblr is really grey these days... 

I dunno...

Don't you think is suspicious? The guy is the last one we have to blame, anon. He is contracted to say (and don't say) stuff. The problem is what they are hiding from us and why they did decide to follow this route.

Don't exaggerate, he is talking about sex, not family and stuff.

Anyway... I'm not understanding the whole spoiler-boat they are following and why they are grinning while saying stuff that they (Misha mostly) know offend fans or make them sad.

I think they are doing this on purpose... but the purpose itself is really in the dark and I don't know how to decode it.

I'm sorry you're feeling like this, my friend. I know it's you and a lot of different people too. Myself included.

I'm not very fine, the spoilers genuinely make me sad... and I'm praying for Cas not to be destroyed as a character this season... and I'm really thinking their behaviour is suspicious and odd... and I really don't know what to do to cheer you all up a little at least.

Hope you're right, my friend. Hope you're right.

I confess I didn't read the interview... and I don't feel like reading any interview these days... honestly.

But I really hope with all my heart and soul you're right.

I hope he is, and I'm really thinking he is... otherwise it doesn't make any sense with the stuff he said in the past... both on interviews or his twitter, and with fans.

I cannot add anything else.

Just... this is all REALLY strange, really strange. Really strange.

[onamelancholyhill]

Hey. I see you're still upset and that's understandable. I was, like... the darkest person in the world for 2-3 days. Then I decided to just wait and see. Yes, I'm still sad sometimes, but I prefer to have hope (if there isn't one). I hope you feel better soon. You're lovely. (hugs you tight)

I don’t know if I’m upset… I’m sad haha (it’s worse hahaha).

Oh God, Emilia, stop haha

What we have to keep doing is SUPPORTING the things we like. Never stopping, being always strong. I prefer having hope too, hope is the last thing you have to lose, as we say here.

Thanks, you’re very sweet.

* hugs you back *

[onamelancholyhill]

Ask compilation -- pt.08

Again, a new round of 15 asks answered from your messages today.

Sadly, it's full of upset people, so I warn you if you click.

It's sad reading such an amount of people upset...

Thank you for this message, anon.

I won't lie, I feel very bad... used is the word. Yeah, that's the word.

But I like to vent, too.  And I feel myself useful if you can talk to me about your frustrations too. Perhaps we can help one another and make something good out of it.

Don't be worried about me, let's think together new approaching ways to make them understand what we are trying to say.

Not only Dean/Cas but apparently Dean and Cas separately too, and that's terrible. I'm very disappointed, but I'm hopeful we can make something out of it if we work together.

Welcome to the club, hon.

I personally think the Cas "issue" with sex will be a masturbation or something like that. BUT it's still tiring to understand they consider eating/sleeping/pooping and fucking the most conventional things people do... haha. I don't know, I'm trying to interpret...

Lamento mucho que te sientas mal, amor. Dejame que te dé un abrazo.

Ojalá todo termine siendo una pesadilla y nada de lo que se dijo ayer pase.

Exsactly, that's one of the infuriating things I can make from yesterday.

I don't know what are you talking about the cast, anon. I didn't read anything. Sorry. About the constant mentions of Cas and sex, I agree.

I didn't see a lot of people excited myself. It's their call. Ours is to make them understand WHY WE ARE NOT. Sorry you're feeling sad, my darling. Let's work together and hope nothing that was said is true.

I don't hate Dean and never I will hate Cas, but what they are doing to them if the spoilers are true is unacceptable at this point. We are two season to the end... and they keep on forcing love interests for them and scenes nobody wanted to watch, separate them, making them miserable? Great.

You're welcome hon, you're amazing :)

Don't fangirl over me :D haha

Hope you're right in regards of your heacanons.

About Singer... the most direct thing I can say is I don't like him. And yesterday was another confirmation of why.

I'm so sorry you're feeling like this my dear. I'm very sorry.

Don't lose your hope, let's work together to make this better.

Nobody knows if "it will never happen", Sera Gamble said Misha he would never come back to the show and look at him right now.

We have to keep on working together, expressing our opinions and defending the characters we evidently know better than the creative team.

Basically, every spoiler released on SDCC. Cas and Dean are about to be destroyed by TPTB, separated and together... and it's really sad to see.

[onamelancholyhill]

I missed a big drama here, I see. Some anons gave you a hard time? You're upset? Well, don't be - you're lovely person and I don't like seeing you upset. I won't comment the things I just saw and read, because I don't want to be upset too. So, be as great as you always are and keep spreading the beauty of Destiel. :-) And.. out of nowhere - Misha is handsome. Like, real handsome, pfhg. :))

It were not anons, but the fact I kinda cannot have an opinion without people unfollowing me? I don’t know what happens exactly with fandom these days, and I certainly don’t know what happens with me either.

Thanks for your message, you and the rest of the people are cheering me up a lot and I appreciate that with all my heart!

And yeah…. Misha is incredibly attractive, handsome, EVERYTHING.