#just...schools been a lot honestly
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Wait, did you put a photo of Vil and Neige as kids in Eric’s office??
oh good, I was afraid that wasn't going to read properly and people would just be like "what is this supposed to be". :') but yeah! I like to think Eric was pretty fond of Neige as a kid! single dad sees orphan child approximately the same age as his own son and goes "hmm. okay, you guys are going to be friends now." (this did not go as well as he'd hoped.)
(also I do love how it's kind of a running joke that everyone loves Neige except for Vil, who's standing over in the corner and just seething with furious irrational hatred. someday maybe he'll find someone who doesn't think Neige is the best thing since cinnamon rolls.)
#art#twisted wonderland#vil: am i massively projecting my own hangups and insecurities onto someone who i would otherwise find only mildly annoying#vil: no it must be neige who is wrong#idk i just like neige a lot! he's sweet and i find him fascinating honestly#there's ONE offhanded comment about how oh yeah he's been orphaned since a young age and just never talks about it#he lives with a bunch of dwarves and cooks and cleans for them and this has been going on since he was like eight#like. hello?!#there's a whole backstory here that we're never going to get more than this single crumb of and frankly that makes it better#man if i had a nickel for every fandom about fairytale characters in high school#where i instantly fell in love with the snow white character#i'd have two nickels et cetera you know the rest
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rotten :]
#self protrait#art#digital art#my art 🦷#digital portrait#digital painting#ummmmm. this took me weeks to make....#I've been working on it since I started cosmetology school..#I just haaaave not had time like I used to lol#but honestly this shit was so fun#this is probably the first time I've really captured my likeness and I think that's an improvement in itself#but also playing around with texture and a bit of abstractness#learned a lot and tried my best to apply what I've learned where it seemed fitting#excited to paint something else finally tho#really only made this cause I was tired of my old pfp lol
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forgive me if you've been asked this before or if its annoying, but how did you learn to use colored pencils like that? your art is so special to me.
ty :) I took an art class for a few years where our teacher had us buy prismacolor pencils as one of the art supplies and had us use them kinda like paints, pressing down hard right away and blending the colors together. its not how youre supposed to use them she was just trying to teach us to use color and ig this was more to the point. I picked them up again years after i stopped going to that class just bc they were there and i wanted to play around w them a bit and ended up actually enjoying it when doing it on my own terms lol
#it was a weird class#it was just this russian lady doing private lessons in her house that my mom learned about somehow#I did NOT like those classes all we did was still life and they were hours long which is esp rough when im in high school and busy#and she wanted us to stand while working the whole time bc tradition i guess?#she did allow me to work sitting but thought i was lazy for it. idk dude i dont want to exhaust myself fast for no reason#standing is a lot more tiring than walking#i def did still benefit from those classes just from learning to accurately draw from life#did not like the teacher tho#on one hand shed paid for the art supplies for kids whos families were too poor to (and these are nice expensive supplies)#which is very nice#but on the other she was very homophobic and open about it#like when they legalized gay marriage she went on a rant about how horrible it is that they can adopt kids now#and also kind of racist#she was telling me how she got blocked from a facebook group bc she made a post asking if she could speak to a white person#and she didnt realize she was posting that publicly she thought it was a private message to the group owner#im honestly still not sure i heard/understood her correctly bc it was so bizzare and the only time i ever remember her being racist#she talked abt it like she genuienly was unaware it was racist#she described it as a misunderstanding bc she accidentally posted it publicly instead of privately#like it wouldnt have been racist to ask that at all#also one time she talked about how she saw demons in her home once#also she doesnt vaccinate her kids bc of microchips#she was like a walking russian stereotype lol#anyway heres some ink the artist lore
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ah yes... the mimis
#Big Hero 6#BH6#Karmi BH6#City Rising AU#zephyrartz#trying a chibi look would be fun i said not knowing how much itd drive me insane and honestly!!#didnt turn out how i wanted but thats okay#theres a lot of little things that bug me here but theyre whatevers I can just do something nicer another day#anyway I havent been able to get in the groove to do actual concepting for au designs so I did these instead#from left to right its supposed to be High School-Sycorax-Day to Day#theres some more to do for Karmi mainly updating her formal wear which Im doing for Megan too so thatll be a different day#weeee
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Ty Lee becoming a kyoshi warrior made no sense to me. If anything it feels like a regression. Don't get me wrong I think she'd fit in well with them and I love suki/ty lee but realistically at the start of the season we hear Ty Lee proclaim that her trauma of growing up with six identical sisters is what drove her to the circus and it was kind of dismissed. and then we never really get any closure on this the time we see her she betrays Azula and is imprisoned and then after that the last time we see her she is part of the group in full garb after befriending them off screen.
she joined the one group where a huge recruitment is looking like everyone else. Why?
And the thing is this totally could have worked her coming to terms with her identity even tho she looks like everyone else she is still Ty Lee and she has a lot to contribute by simply being her (and also like how she taught them chi blocking) and so the idea of becoming another "faceless" girl doesn't scare her as much because she knows that to the people that matter they know who she is.
But like the way its done just feels like they needed a nice little fun way to wrap up ty lee's story but it also makes it feel like Ty Lee is incapable of standing on her own, if its not the circus its azula and mai if not them the kyoshi warriors. She's never just on her own being Ty lee she is always playing fidde to some group.
I think it would have been better if the ending had ty lee instead of having already joined the kyoshi warriors had instead been separated from mai and anyone she knew in prison and had had to for the first time get by on her own merits as a person not what she could do for other people. (a bit like what Suki does in Suki alone) and then a little moment between her and Suki where they reconcile Ty Lee tells her how she wants to help rebuild the word after the devastation of the fire nation and Suki's like "it's not exactly rebuilding the word but maybe you can teach me and my girls that chi blocking you do, it's impressive." and Ty lee could smile and agree. Not exactly an invitation to join but a way for her to carve out her own niche and make a mark in a safe space. It could also tie into the chi blockers that we see in LoK of Ty lee decides she likes teaching and decides to teach more non-benders how to protect themselves since the Kyoshi Warriors is pretty sacred and has traditions that not everybody can adhere too.
I just think making her a kyoshi warrior came out of nowhere and not that ut couldn't work at all but it would have needed more time to breathe. I would say have Suki introduce the fact that the kyoshi warriors are going to stay as Zuko's security detail for a while and Ty Lee's knowledge of the palace and Chi blocking skills would be an amazing hep to them so she starts of working with them and maybe int he comiucs we can see that she joined them (but I doubt they had decided this little plot line when the series actually ended)
#Ty Lee desrved a little better not gonna lie#Like I know she wasnt a major character so they weren't going to devote that much time to her ending#but i think they could have left it a little more opened ended with her and kyoshi warriors#Honestly I think they should have left a lot of stuff more open ended.#But I can see why they didn't do that they didn't think they would come back to the world at least not the same story#I dont know why there wasnt any confirmation of the chi blocking used by Amon's followers being a skill ty lee pioneered#it would have just been a quick throw away line#But i think the idea of her opening a school like Toph's metal bending one or even just how Kyoshi started the warriors program would be fu#ty lee#ty lee atla#ty lee avatar#ozai's angels#atla azula#azul ashengrotto#princess azula#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla meta#atla headcanons#atla comics#atla confessions#atla suki#suki#suki atla#the beach episode#kyoshi warriors#atla analysis#atla thoughts#atla the promise
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hello I just wanted you to know that I stumbled on your blog when I was a kid (I think it was through AO3?) and I looked at your "some things rats won't do" tag for law school adventures in awe, and now I'm a law student, and every so often I'll come back just to reassure myself that yes, the world is this weird, and it's okay to struggle a little bit. and I hope you are having a good day, and if not, then that the bad times end soon for you. stay warm and may all your cookies be perfect
Thank you, anon! Today I answered work emails and made cookies for our office holiday party, and---deliberately did not think, even a little bit, about how I've been posting on this blog since November 2011 or how that's almost 40% of my life right there.
The good news is that it is okay to struggle a little bit. With law school, definitely! But also just with being human. It's a complicated proposition, to be in the world.
Fortunately, sometimes there are cookies.
#there was a moment when I went ''psh how could a kid read about my law school adventures''#''that was just a few years ago''#PSYCH! that was five years ago.#anyone who has been following me for the full 13 years deserves a prize honestly. there has been.....a lot. of things.#I had someone who followed me a while ago follow me again and it made me all mushy.#I notice old names in my activity and it's amazing. love that.#anyway it's fine to struggle with stuff. knowing that rarely helps but it's true.#attention without intention
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A random MH headcanon I have is that the Hybrids from Freaky Fusion are all foster siblings.
Idk I just feel like that makes sense. I always got sibling vibes from them even tho obviously there’s no way they’re related biologically lol.
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I know it’ll never happen but if they ever got put in the reboot that would be such good representation omg I would cry
#it makes sense because they transfer schools together every time they have to move#like what are the odds of their parents just transferring them to the same school EVERY TIME they have to move#and from what I remember they’ve been to a lot of different schools#honestly I thought they were supposed to be foster siblings this whole time until I realized that was never confirmed lmao#monster high
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Im gonna need your like, whole musical rec list, bc literally every song you have posted has not flopped once, give me your faves i need to eat them
OUGHHH YOUVE UNLOCKED THE BEAST ARGSHHFHJDF....
in the interest of making this both easily accessible but not stretching the dashboard, im embedding bandcamp links when i can, otherwise linking to youtube when unavailable
in no particular order, inclusion based mostly on what im still actively into LMAO but also just things you should give a go at least once:
list of artist recommendations
zeal and ardor: described as a mix of african-american spirituals and black metal. try devil is fine, you aint coming back, wake of a nation or church burns
bloodywood: indian folk metal, literally nobody is doing it like them. recently featured in monkey man (2024), try chakh le, yaad or dana dan
stromae: if youve never heard any of his songs WHAT ARE YOU DOING..... incredible lyricist, described as a blend of hip hop/electronic. papaoutai made the rounds on tumblr a while back, but you should also try santé and l'enfer
alamat: pinoy pop. a youtube commenter described them as sounding like 2nd gen kpop which probably also explains why i took a shine to them LMAO, notable for the amount of filipino culture on display and the diversity thereof (singing in different languages, themes). first heard them thru kasmala either here or on twitter lmao, try aswang or maharani
andy bull: alt-pop. a lot of poppy and upbeat songs with a melancholic undertone imo. an australian artist, try it's all connected or keep on running
cosmo sheldrake: electronic, wikipedia also lists him as folktronica and baroque pop. you may have heard the song come along on an apple ad - hes known for sampling sounds from nature. pliocene for example features sounds from endangered ecosystems.
if you like cosmo sheldrake, you might like hidden orchestra (electronica, ambient). also making use of field recordings, i really love the archipelago mixtape but its a hard sell at about an hour lmao. if you like the following song then i implore you to give it a go
son lux: experimental, you may have heard from them in the entire soundtrack for everything everywhere all at once (!!!!!). try dangerous, dream state (brighter night) or live another life.
ammar 808: electronic/world fusion, also behind bargou 08 (folk rock you should also listen to). i just cant get ain essouda out of my head, but i also love geeta duniki
miyavi: j-rock, used to be a visual kei artist. these days he might be known more for anime openings like flashback (kokkoku) or other side (id:invaded), or for work like snakes in arcane (or actually inspiring and voicing a character in it), but ive always been partial to his early work like sukkyanen myv or ashita, genki ni naare
songs/albums
'threads' album by now, now (indie rock).
'dream to make believe' or 'what to do when you are dead' by armor for sleep (rock, emo). here's the truth about heaven from the latter album
i already posted about it but denzel curry's 13lood 1n + 13lood out mixx (rap, trap) is extremely good
the guilty gear soundtracks and im so serious im not fucking joking. different kinds of rock and metal and all sorts of influences put in, a genuine labor of love. xrd and earlier games are mainly instrumental with some vocal tracks (try give me a break or big blast sonic), while strive pretty much always includes vocals (of course i need to rec rock parade, but also try requiem. its genuinely hard for me to pick and choose lmao)
not an album and not an artist
coke studio pakistan and coke studio bangla knocking it out of the fucking park, im particularly a fan of harkalay and kotha koiyo na. you could try the other coke studios too (tamil, india, etc)
triple j like a version is when the radio station triple j brings in artists and has them do a cover of a song (artists choice). i liked denzel curry's cover of bulls on parade and flume's shooting stars (video for this one is incredible, man had a vision you just have to stick it out), but you get a lot of interesting interpretations like the wombats' running up that hill, gordi's in the end or, infamously. the wiggles' elephant
ive DEFINITELY missed out some, but thats what my music tag is for LMAO i hope someone discovers something they like here!!!!
#ive tried to include a mix of songs that covers their range..#includes the ones i like but ALSO is easiest on newcomers#particularly with the metal bands LMAO#eg church burns isnt really my favorite on the album but i remember it being the song i started with#specifically because someone in the reviews said it would be the easiest to start with. and they were right#also miyavi HAD to be here ive been a fan since GRADE SCHOOL#if ive recommended an album and not the artist its probably because im not a huge fan of their other stuff LMAO either cos#theyve moved away from what ive recommended stylistically (armor for sleep or now now)#or i havent gotten to a lot of the other stuff/its not my thing (denzel curry. sorry)#i liked the song ricky but a lot of the discography just isnt what i listen to rip#honestly it was so hard to choose AHSDUSDF i tried to choose artists that i really think others should listen to#but yeah obviously some are just there because. /i/ like them lol#wait not me reading the ask properly again and seeing that the focus was MY faves ASHDSDFSDHFBSDf#i got too excited at the prospect of recommending music#sonochinosodomy#ask#Bandcamp#music#obviously this couldnt be Everything... but ive done my best#to pare it down.............#long post
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my marauder oc's:
lydia pettigrew- peter's mother. lesbian, witch, had peter when she was about 16 so didn't go back to school for her newts
cora- lydia's girlfriend, muggle and a wiccan, peter sees her as his stepmum and vice versa
catherine mckinnon- marlene's mum, witch, very traditional values, doesn't understand/get on with marlene
bob meadowes- dorcas' dad, muggle, works as a builder, very close to dorcas
raymond- known by 'ray', a music store owner in london that sirius and regulus used to visit sometimes
sy macdonald- mary's sister, muggle, quite a bit older than mary, punk lesbian, mary moves in with her after she leaves the wizarding world
owen- neighbour of the lupin's, runs a small farm that remus sometimes helps out on during the summer, taught remus welsh
lydia, cora, sy, and bob were oc's made by both me and @loserboyfriendrjl !!
#i have names and a few info about all the marauder era parents that there isn't canon for#but i just included the ones I've fully thought about and have lots more detail for#honestly i don't have many cause i like utilising canon characters that could've been at school with the marauders soo#marauders era#lydia pettigrew#cora pettigrew#catherine mckinnon#bob meadowes#sy macdonald
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@tundratoad fuck yeah I can
presenting my theory that the life of Joan of Arc can be aptly told through Florence and the Machine lyrics
I don't know how well this will be conveyed through text but just listen to the playlist and think about it. I swear I'm onto something here
(I'll put the other presentation in a separate post)
#no but it works so well! imagine it as a hamilton-esque musical#every person I've told this to has been like 'oh so this is some popular internet theory that you picked up from reddit or something?'#no dude I just went to catholic school and will find connections between literally anything#but honestly why has no one else thought of this. she has sooo many motifs about saints and kings and war and holy visions and fire#florence and the machine#florence welch#joan of arc#history#sorry if any of the history notes aren't accurate. it's a very complex history with a lot of scholarship and I'm just a gal with wikipedia
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i think about prince soma saying arre yaar everyday ... every day ,.... literally every single day .... once a day .... everyday not lying it genuinely lives rent free
#WHAT A WIN FOR THE DESI GIRLS#prince soma#soma black butler#kuroshitsuji soma#agni black butler#public school arc#black butler#kuroshitsuji#it's so small and unnoticeable#BUT I NOTICED#AND I REPLAYED IT AN EMBARASSING AMOUNT OF TIMES#it was during the cricket match btw#also fucking love yana for all the research and effort she puts into her world building#like she isn't just throwing random shit around and hoping it makes sense#like eve try thing fits for the time period and there's clearly been research done on indian culture#like at first i was sooo skeptic all of the curry arc because we know how badly that could go#but it honestly wasn't the worst#especially in the manga we actually get a lot more references#but also FUCK YANA FOR - and this is a spoiler - KILLING AGNI AND DESTROYING SOMAS HOPE AND SOUL
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happy birthday to me i celebrated by looking at my favourite sequence of images in the world and crying over it at half past midnight.
#im. 24 now.#appleyaps#gonna be honest with you guys idk where the fuck my life is heading atm.#but if this manga taught me anything its that i have to keep making choices in order to achieve my own happiness.#ive been making strides... im now exclusively using the men's toilets wherever i go.#and im working on getting a professional diagnosis so i can go on hrt... but the waiting lists are so long.#i took the transfer but now it turns out i still have to wait longer... even though i was promised help quickly.#i dont know how much longer i can take this though. being uncomfortable with myself. im sick of it. i just wanna live.#theres so many things id like to do. but my body and my voice are holding me back from it.#my mom and her boyfriend know now. but my mom doesnt understand and has never referred to me as a woman as much as she does now.#at least everyone at school uses he/him for me now. i was finally assertive about it in my new class#and everyone there calls me teddie. though i'd like people to use tom for me as well. my friends do.#i just need to be even more assertive from now on. im working on it. im doing my best. i wanna live.#at least i have lots to look forward too. thats whats keeping me going honestly. and my friends.#the hope that one day i get to look in the mirror and finally see myself. i want to believe that it can happen. i need it to happen.
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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.
And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...
And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!
I shall simply write fanfic about it.
#speculation nation#pregnancy ment/#honestly though i hadnt felt the wish to have my own until after my dad died#and i realized just how small our family is getting. and just felt this stab of NEED. to continue the line. continue the family.#my family's fucking dying around me i need to add to it. need more family. yknow?#so i dont actually know if this is. because of hormones or because of grief or What#but it was enough for me to put the hysterectomy idea on hold. bc id been genuinely considering it back in like. april? or so.#but then this happened and now im like. fuck dude. i dont know. but the uncertainty's enough to keep me from doing it.#yeah i dont wanna deal with periods anymore. but also. i need more time to decide.#i think no matter what i do want to raise kids someday. once im more stable (financially and emotionally)#but whether thats adoption or putting myself thru fuckin body torture. well i'll just have to decide. later.#maybe the deciding factor will be my own body aging lol. if i wait too long. my body will decide for me. who knows!#i Have thought about what id do if i got accidentally pregnant. especially relevant back when i was sleeping with a trans woman#and used to be id abort no hesitation. but well. i mean abortions illegal here anyways rn so id have to go to another state#but if i decided it i could make it work. it's not That far of a trip.#but. when i thought about it. the concern was less about the theoretical baby. and more about finishing school.#thinking 'man itd be fucking awful to finish school if i got pregnant right now'. but not. hesitating over the baby.#if i was out of school and relatively stable and i got accidentally pregnant. then. well. Maybe.#so me doing my dad vash au where he gets accidentally pregnant and goes all in with it#thats me. sorting out my feelings on it i guess. putting them somewhere.#idk. it's a lot to think about. i dont want to condemn a child to my genetic problems. but at the same time...#i dont know. To Be Decided Later.
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It came to me in a vision
#honestly there’s probably like at least five more I could put in here but it’s like 1am so this is the best your getting right now#and I’ve just been listening to a lot of spring awakening recently so idk#I feel like most of the songs from that musical could somehow fit into this category#high school is killing me#bitch of living#ready to go#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#spring awakening#me and my dick#mamd
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From now on, whatever happens, we will always have each other. I promise.
FOURTH, WINNY, FORD, SATANG, CAPTAIN & PROM as CHINZHILLA (lyrics: nct dream - best friend ever)
#my school president#msp#chinzhilla#golden gifs for my golden boys#and i just had to do something with this song#it fits so well#you can expect a LOT of chinzhilla content from me#they're my fav thing to gif#honestly not satisfied with some of these#but i've been working on this for so long#i can't look at it anymore#mjtag#userkimchi#uservid#ninisdarlings#gmmtv#*
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