#just yelling into the void. ignore me

[atinydroid]

my obsession with physical media (collecting clearance bin DVDs no one else wants) is branching out in annoying ways

like starting to get into cassettes and wishing more bands made cassettes again 😔

guess I could simply get back into CDs 🤔

don't get me wrong vinyls are great but holy hell they're expensive and take up a lot of space (altho for how much people on eBay are charging for tapes it's just as expensive as a brand new vinyl 😑)

wish there was an easy way to put music on cassettes that wasn't just "record it playing out in the open" cause I do NOT have good enough speakers for that but I wanna make tapes of modern stuff 😫

[mylovesstuffs]

ANNOUNCEMENT !

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After much careful consideration and in light of recent developments, I’ve made a big decision regarding this blog @mylovesstuffs and my writing. This space has meant the world to me: it has been my creative outlet, my safe haven, and most importantly, a way for me to connect with some of the most supportive and kind-hearted people out there (yes, that’s you).

That being said,, I've decided to focus on other creative projects that require more of my attention.. A while ago, PLEDIS Entertainment reached out to me regarding some of my writing, and after multiple rounds of interviews and discussions, they’ve offered me a freelance opportunity to be part of their internal creative team. Yes, the same PLEDIS that manages SEVENTEEN.

I’ll be joining their behind-the-scenes content team, helping with narrative building, concepts, and other confidential projects related to SEVENTEEN and their future releases. It’s honestly a dream come true, something I never thought would happen when I first started writing here. But it also comes with its own challenges. Unfortunately, due to legal contracts [NDA, etc.] and company policies, I won’t be able to continue running this blog as a fanfic and reaction writer. I’ve been advised to step back from writing unofficial content about SEVENTEEN while working with the company.

I’ll be logging out from the blog to dedicate my energy to new projects that require my full attention. It’s a strange feeling, but I’m confident this is the right move for both my growth, my mental health and career. This isn’t a goodbye forever, but it does mean this blog will be on indefinite hiatus.

I am deeply grateful to every single person who read my works, shared kind words, and stuck with me through my ups and downs with this godforsaken app, but this platform helped me hone my skills and gave me the courage to even dream of this moment.

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— Celeste <3

P.S. Before I log out, I’ll still be posting mingyu's bd oneshot and the collab fic I participated in! Those two will be the only exception—before and after that, there won’t be any other fics from me. Just wanted to make that clear so no one’s confused later.

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[korpsewax]

i think part of why im lacking motivation to do anything with the supernatural au is because its REALLY armirving focused in my head. its been armirving focused from the jump, and its been built around their relationship. problem is, there isnt much interest in armirving. like, dont get me wrong, im definitely doing this au for myself bc fanfic and aus is inherently self-indulgent, but i also want people to be interested in it, and there simply isnt much interest in the main focus of this au. idk im just so... AUAUUGAHAHGHHHH

[mr-fucko]

i really hate that i keep struggling with memory problems bc im so scared that it comes across as me not caring about others

[justmehernthemoon]

obsessed w my friend who will ask how i am amongst other ongoing convos we are having but totally ignore my answer every time without fail

[hearteyespierce]

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[0136]

my body is falling apart my family is falling apart i'm the dumbest bitch on planet earth i miss my babydolls so much And my period cramps are killing me if anyone would like to take me outside and shoot me you can apply in my inbox

[erggggggggg]

in the mood to be taken out on a date

[reading-writing-dying]

Editing some writing now and one thing i really want to work on is imagery and metaphors in my writing

I deffinitly feel like my own writing is lacking but I also don't naturally gravitate towards overy descriptiveness even in my day to day but I fear it might make my writing more compelling? Idk

[silverandsunflowers]

man. sometimes months go by and I’m like “yeah I got my depression pretty well managed it doesn’t make a huge difference in my life” and then comes the stretch of days when everything is bad and no one really wants to talk and it feels less like there’s something wrong with my brain and more like there’s something heavy growing inside my ribs that I’m. never going to be able to put down

[editorofeverything]

Just speaking to the void, but I was fangirling as I rewrote one of my chapter to my Daminette fic and I cannot get over what good parallels there are between Marinette and Damian.

Like, Marinette's this sweet, kind, caring, talented, silly, goofy, clumsy girl who had to grow up too fast. All she wanted to do was survive school, maybe get a boyfriend, have a good time with her friends, and nurture her growing talent and prestige in the fashion world. She loves her parents and family, and she is this exuberant, friendly gal who makes friends with just about everyone. Then, she's given this huge responsibility of being a hero and having to learn how to fight and lead and protect everyone and everything from ultimate destruction, all while keeping her secret identity and constantly feeling like a failure in both her superhero and civilian life. Before being LB, she slept in because she was a heavy sleeper and she stayed up too late being inspired to design, or playing video games with her parents, or doing homework like your average preteen girl. After she became LB, being a superhero took over her regular life. There was no balance. Then came losing Master Fu. Then came Lila, making Marinette's life horrible as a civilian to the point she could become akumatized- which she can't because she's LB. And then her friend- who she became a superhero for- all but abandons her for Lila and makes excuses for her even after learning Marinette's LB. Marinette gains a lot when she became LB- her confidence, a partner, a new love, power, respect, integrity- but I would argue that she lost that much more- Master Fu, her friends (to an extent and bc of Lila), her childhood, her teen years, her normal life, Luka as her boyfriend, a peaceful night's sleep- I could honestly go on. She was an abnormally talented, kind, wonderful girl who would grow up to rule the fashion world if given the chance, and then she had to change when she became LB. She grew up fast and was burdened with a power and responsibility that she never wanted in the first place, and her normal life began to fall apart.

And then there's Damian who grew up with all these expectations to be the next leader of the League of Assassins and was groomed his whole life to rule the world with his immortal (immoral) grandfather at his side. He was taught how to be the perfect assassin since he was born. He was expected to be the perfect offspring of Talia al Ghul and Bruce Wayne/Batman, the world's greatest detective. And he loses everything he's ever known at the young age of ten- his grandfather, his mother as she take over the League, everything he's ever known- and is sent to his father, who he's heard so much about because, despite everything that happened between them, Ra's al Ghul and Talia both have huge respect for Bruce/Batman, and this ten year old assassin is faced with his great father hating who he is and what he was trained to do. Damian starts out with the batfam hating every minute of it. He thinks he's in the right, that they're soft and unwilling to do what it takes to protect the world by taking out the ones who threaten it. He scoffs at his father's rules that all life should be protected and to never kill another, no matter how much you think they deserve it. It goes against everything the League taught him, everything he's ever known, and he spends his childhood learning and failing and learning again how precious life is and how the League and everything he grew up learning is as evil as some of the villains they put behind bars. He becomes a vegetarian and adopts a cow, a dog, a cat. He plays video games and learns that he likes to draw. He goes to school and suffers a mundane life every kid his age goes through. He finds a family and friends and a team falls in love. He spends the second half of his childhood learning how to become a hero instead of a dictator, and it changes him for the better.

And when you put them together, the parallels in their stories and personalities really play off each other well. She had the world at her feet and became restricted as she became a hero. He was restricted to be exactly who his grandfather and mother expected him to be and the world opened up to him when he left them behind. They both suffered and grew up despite everything standing in their way, and I think that creates a strong bond between them when they get to know each other.

(It's also hilarious thinking about how they would handle the other's situation. Like Marinette would absolutely become the favorite child in the Wayne household if that's how she became a hero. And then Damian would take over the League and run the world if that's how he became a hero, which wouldn't be good exactly, but he would likely learn over time (I think))

[shanalikeanna]

Sometimes u just have to dress up real cute to escape the Horrors

[coronangelic1]

do you know what its something that i hate. teachers that are pieces of shit and take a big part of your grade because the person you had to work with didnt do their part and because of that you said hey. ill do all myself!!! just gotta add that they didnt work!!!! and the teacher says fuck you get a 70 this is what you get for not doing every single possible way of communication with your partner to get them to write one (1) one thing in this paper

[gob-lob]

y’all i am like 24/7 exhausteddd 😭😭😭 it’s been so busy and i’m a horrible terrible procrastinator which makes everything 10x times worse

it’s so bad I finish one thing and then I have to worry about the next. And the next. And the next…. You get the point

i’m not even procrastinating by doing things I LIKE which is the worst part. Like I just lay in bed and scroll on youtube or tumblr or whatever and I’m not even having fun 💀 bc I keep thinking about what I SHOULD be doing

guys the future is so scary why are there so many things to do 😭😭😭

[erggggggggg]

i’m smoking and i’m apologizing in advance if i post too many of my rambles on this account

[anachronistic-falsehood]

"you should find a job where you want to live before you find a place to stay" mom please shut up i am more focused on getting the fuck out of this town than i am on money right now i have savings and a credit card i will be fucking fine. now go talk to my dad about he'll only ever see me as his daughter and how you agree with him or some shit like that