#just to casually lean in to suggest they could also [ R E D A C T E D]

[arkarti]

Ngl. Peepaw trolling Henry with his "eggplant". "I'm coming over and bringing *it* and then it's just his eggplant.

yeah, he can offer his 🍆 to Henry :3

LATER:

wow! growing his own vegetables? a man of many talents~

[moonlit-reveriee]

NSFW Alphabet

ft. technoblade

concept: a collection of my own personal nsfw headcanons for techno, one for each letter of the alphabet

@saturnsstufff ‘s discord saw it first ;)

A = Aftercare 

I like the idea that techno actually gets very clingy after sex. He’ll get up and grab a glass of water or a towel if either of you need it, but if he’s able to, he’ll stay glued to your side the whole time. Even if he won’t admit it, he needs to have that intimacy after sex. He loves the feeling of your body pressed against his as you both cool down. Usually, his hands will be absentmindedly drawing patterns over your skin

B = Body part 

Kind of an oddly specific one, but he loves your shoulders. He loves to casually rest his chin on them as he holds you from behind, and bury his face in the crook of your neck as he presses heated kisses on your pulse point. He also considers the way a person carries their shoulders to be an indication of their strength, and how could he see anything but strength in you.

He hadn’t put much thought into his own body before meeting you. He’s learned to love parts of himself because of you. Particularly his scars. They way you gently run your fingers across the rough surface of them, in both intimate and casual settings, made him crave the touch. Now when he looks at them, he thinks of your hands moving across his skin

C = Cum 

Fun fact: pigs have 30 minute orgasms

Early on in your sexual relationship, he was very embarrassed by just how much of it there always was. But once you started praising him for it, that became a very different story. He started to take pride in how well he could completely fill you up without even trying

D = Dirty Secret 

He would probably never admit it to you, but it’s become a habit of his to think about the last time he had sex with you during battles. He starts to make sure you two always have sex the night before a big fight, so his mind can wander back to it during the haze of battle. He’s not sure if it’s a coping mechanism or what but it certainly helps

E = Experience 

You are his first ever sexual partner, but somehow he just.... already knows what he’s doing?? He’s very nervous and considerate the first time, but he does everything perfectly. Once you tell him that, he’s very happy and secretly a bit proud of himself

F = Favourite Position 

He loooves to have you in his lap. Either facing him, back to chest, it doesn’t matter. He’ll do everything with you in his lap. Cockwarming, fingering, thigh riding, anything you and him are physically able to do in that position

G = Goofy 

He’s usually a bit more on the serious side. Sometimes the two of you will quip at each other during foreplay, but once he gets going, it’s all business. In the moment, he likes to treat is as something special (doesn’t mean he won’t tease you about things after the fact)

H = Hair 

He likes to keep himself clean-shaven most of the time. When he’s relaxed and doesn’t have to go to any public events for a long period of time, he’ll let a small amount of stubble grow on his chin. You can always tell when he slacks off on it, cause the stubble on his face brushes roughly against your skin as he kisses down your body...

he doesn’t really shave much below the neck, but he keeps it clean and trims occasionally

I = Intimacy 

He’s surprisingly romantic when he wants to be. It’s definitely a side of him only you’re allowed to see. Alone together in his bed, he’ll whisper sweet nothings to you as he slowly draws you to your climax. Even when he’s speaking the most lewd and naughty things to you, he somehow makes them sound affectionate and full of love

J = Jack Off 

He loves to watch you masturbate. The first time was a complete accident. He came home late one night to find you curled up with his blankets, breathing heavily as you massaged yourself over your underwear. It wasn’t long before you noticed him in the doorway and jumped, worthlessly attempting to hide what you were doing. He wasn’t sure if it was the blush on your face or the fact that the blanket you chose to cover yourself in was his cape but something urged him to sit on the edge of the bed, still in his armor, and ask you to continue. It was beautiful to simply sit there and watch

K = Kink 

He’s a little bit possessive. He loves to mark you in subtle ways so you always remember that you’re his. Especially if you’re going on a trip without him. He’ll drape you in gold jewelry and leave a hickey just out of sight on your neck for good measure. The part that he loves the most about it though, is that you know exactly what he’s doing and show off his signs of possession with pride

L = Location 

He prefers to keep most of your sexual acts to the area in and around his cottage. Other than in bed, he loves to press you up against a wall. Sometimes you two get distracted while tending to the farms and end up heatedly making out in the snow. One time, you decide you wanted to lay out some blankets on the floor and do it right in front of the fireplace. He adored the way the firelight danced across your skin. (He’s thought about taking you down to the syndicate room and laying you out across the table. But he came to the unfortunate conclusion that during meetings, he’d never be able to look anyone straight in the eyes ever again. So he’s shelved that idea for the time being. Maybe once the group has disbanded...)

M = Motivation

He loves to be praised by you. During regular day-to-day life, he doesn’t like to accept any compliments from you, usually just brushing them off or responding with a joke. But when you two are alone together and intimate, he drinks that shit up. How can he not believe it when you look up and him with lidded eyes and tell him just how good he makes you feel. Just moaning against his lips as he kisses you is enough to keep him going for a while

N = NO 

He will never do anything that involves seeing your own blood. It sets off the voices too much. One day, you randomly got a nosebleed while cooking dinner together. He could smell it before he even saw it. When the voices recognized the deep red color dripping down your face, they wouldn’t stop chanting. He tried to help you clean up, but it became too much to ignore. He had to go out back and slaughter at least a dozen zombies before they shut up. And even then, he was left with a pounding headache. You were extra gentle and sweet with him when you cuddled up in bed together that night

O = Oral 

If you’re on the receiving end, be prepared for him to be down there a looooong time. Once he gets his mouth on you, it’s hard for him to pull away. He loves your smell and taste too much. He tries not to get too carried away, but there was one time he made you come 5 times in a row with just his mouth. He was very thorough with his aftercare that night.

He isn’t the one receiving very often. He only really likes it when he’s tired. He loves to sit back in a chair and watch you gently suck him of on your knees in front of him, one hand gently weaving it’s way through your hair

P = Pace 

I always imagine him on the slower side. He likes to savor every moment, making sure that every thrust or movement of his hand is intentional and perfectly placed. He takes time to watch you carefully to make sure you’re getting exactly what you need. He’ll go harder before he goes faster

Q = Quickie 

As much as he loves to treasure your intimate time together, there are times where he just needs it. Every once and awhile, he’ll be desperate for it and quickly have you against the wall before heading out to run some errands. Sometimes he’ll pull you in, make you cum, and head out the door without saying a single word. He usually feels the need to make up for it when he returns, but you’ve assured him many times that you love sex with him at any pace

R = Risk 

Since he’s still fairly inexperienced despite his skills, he’s not super adventurous himself. More often than not, you’re the one bringing new ideas to the relationship. He’s willing to try the new things you suggest. You’ve had a discussion about your limits, and you both understand what goes too far for each other

S = Stamina 

He can go multiple times in a row if he wants to, and for a long time. He lowkey loves it when you tire out before him, and you let him keep going while you lie there sleepily in his arms

T = Toy 

He doesn’t own any sex toys, but he likes to make sex toys out of everyday objects (as long as they’re safe and properly cleaned of course). He likes the idea of never being able to look at that object the same way again, especially if it’s something either of you use around the house frequently. He would get his hands on some actual toys if you wanted him to. If toys are involved, he prefers them to be used on you, not on him

U = Unfair 

He likes to randomly tease you during moments that are absolutely not sexual. Maybe you’re brushing out his hair, complaining about the knots in it. He’ll suddenly respond with “that’s not what you told me in the bedroom last night” leaving you to sit there in shock while he laughs. Or he’ll quote things you said to him during sex completely deadpan and watch as the blush rises to your cheeks

V = Volume 

He’s not extremely loud. When he is loud though, he growls. You’ll be able to feels his chest vibrating when you lean into him. Sometimes you can even feel the vibrations through his lips as he pleasures you with his mouth, which is an absolutely crazy and wonderful feeling.

During very domestic moments, he likes to talk a lot during sex. If he comes home from working all day, and he’s missing you greatly, he loves to tell you all about his day while his cock gently rocks inside of you

W = Wild Card 

This part is definitely just gonna be me fulfilling one of my personal kinks, but I love the idea of techno going through a heat since he’s part piglin. Maybe it only happens like once a year, but when it’s that time, his senses are kicked into high gear and he’s desperate for you. The two of you have a routine for it by now. You prepare the bedroom by gathering every blanket in the house, and prepping a week’s worth of food & water that can be eaten quickly during the moments when techno’s haze of arousal drops. Once he feels it start to set in, he locks the bedroom door and allows his senses to become completely enveloped by you

X = X-Ray 

I like to believe that a lot of the hybrid races are PACKING. It’s one of the many things he’s nervous about on your first time, but seeing the way your able to take him so well every time is such a turn on

Y = Yearning 

Both you and him can be too tired to have sex at times, but if he’s able to have you, he’ll take everything he can get. He loves to take care of you if you’ve had a long day, and he knows you’ll do the same for him

Z = ZZZ 

If it’s nighttime sex, he can pass out as soon as aftercare is over. But if it’s morning or midday, he can have sex and go about the rest of his day no problem. Since his orgasms are so long, he likes to make you cum more often than he does, and watching you cum invigorates him

[lorei-writes]

Smut Alphabet: Masamune (A-Z)

Contents: Various aspects of sexuality and suitor’s sexual preferences. Certain kinks may be mentioned, but they are not described in much detail.

A: Afterglow

How are they after the moment? Do the fall asleep fast? Prefer to cuddle? Just roll onto their side and want to be left alone?

Given how hectic Masamune’s life is, it comes as little surprise that oftentimes, he is plainly tired afterwards, all his wishes being reduced to cuddling up with his lover and falling asleep, even if just for a short nap. Just in general, however, it is a bit of a vulnerable moment for him, all his scars being clearly visible, his face still being flushed. If it is possible, he will stay up until his lover falls asleep... He may also be a little grumpy if he cannot get at least a single hug afterwards.

B: Boundaries

Do they have any hard “no”s, things they would never do? Any hard boundaries? What are those?

He is rather open to experiments, but he still has his public persona to uphold. As such, anything that could possibly spoil his or his lover’s image is off limits (for example, public humiliation). Other than that, it may happen sometimes that he’d rather keep his eyepatch on, it’s something that may come up every now and again.

C: Curious

Is there something they’d like to try out? Does something fascinate them?

Well, it isn’t necessarily obtainable in the past, but if there was ever a chance to get in possession of those, he’d be curious to try modern sex toys. His lover did tell him a bunch about the different types of those, what they can be used for, and it seems to have inhabited the back of his head ever since.

D: Daring

How much are they willing to tease their partner in public? Perhaps it does not end only on teasing?

Flirting, stray touches, kisses that are perhaps just a little bit too much to handle - all in all, if chances of them being noticed are rather slim, Masamune is willing to go all on. However, he enjoys the flustered face of his lover quite a lot and as such, will most likely draw it out. Is it him torturing his partner, or him torturing himself? Ah, both, indeed, both.

E: Emotion

What is their approach to having sex? Is it a deeply emotional experience for them, something casual, or perhaps - it depends?

At first he was very casual about it, the entire act being just means of calming down and relaxing. He never got too emotionally invested into it, the partners he had never staying for too long just regardless. He doesn’t regret having this approach, but his views did change after he fell for his lover. Gradually, he begun to invest more feelings into it, so ultimately - it depends! Sometimes it’s just a fun activity, sometimes means to bond with each other, sometimes both!

F: First Time

What was their first time like?

He remembers it as being a little embarrassing. For one thing, he didn’t really have anybody to talk about most sex-related topics before, so well, he did have to go into it while knowing only so much. However, his partner was more experienced than him, so he just let her take the lead and teach him.

It also ties with the story of how his low tolerance to alcohol was discovered. They did want to have a go at it earlier, but his partner suggested getting a drink first, as to relax a little. Well, she certainly did not expect for Masamune to just fall asleep right there and then. He could hardly live it down and it still makes for semi-valuable blackmail material.

G: Guilty Pleasure

Is there something they enjoy, although they aren’t particularly proud of it?

It may not be the act itself, but the feeling accompanying it. It sometimes happens that, after he risked a bit too much and got injured as a result, his lover takes the lead and gets just a little rough. He is generally more so dominant towards them being dominant, but there is just something about it when they tie his wrists up and pin him down...

H: Hands

How is their touch? Do they lean more towards being rather rough, or perhaps gentle?

Endless hours of wielding a sword have left his hands rather rough. Nevertheless, if he just wishes so, his touch can be gentle and soothing - and it is so, whenever he wants to spoil his partner rotten and feels well enough. Some days are more emotionally draining, however, or much rather - anxiety inducing. He generally turns rougher then.

I: Imagination

Is there something they fantasise about? Would they want to turn it into the reality?

Masamune doesn’t generally let his mind wander, always opting to focus on the present... However, there are certain moments during the day when he lets himself be more lax - when falling asleep, soon after waking up... He may be thinking of what happened in his dream, but his real weakness is his lover doing anything in particularly suggestive manner. He also sometimes thinks of them playing out different roles. Some of those he’ll most probably bring up at one point.

J: Jest

How likely they are to joke about and during sex?

Joke about sex? More so general jokes are guaranteed to occur. Anything too specific to his relationship is unlikely to surface - unless it is an innuendo only his lover will understand. As for joking during sex... It is a fun activity! If anything goes mildly wrong or embarrassing, he is sure to laugh it off. (Well, unless it’s him who is the embarrassed one. He may need some help then).

K: Knowledge

Are they experienced? Is there something they didn’t or still don’t know?

Practise-wise he is very experienced - he was not only willing to try out different things, but had his fair share of partners. However, biology-wise... He may be lacking in that subject quite a bit, at least with the daily side of things. As in, he did know of period and that they appear roughly once a month, but since he never really shared his life with anybody, he wasn’t too aware of food cravings that happen before them, or of how severe the cramps can be.

L: Loud

Are they loud? Do they prefer to stay silent? What sounds to they make?

He generally tried to stay on the quieter side, and he still does, but well... It is not hard for his lover to fluster him and turn his grunts into moans, quite the opposite.

M: Misfortune

What is the most unfortunate thing that ever happened to them while having sex? How accident-prone are they?

Given his observant nature and the fact that he’s generally vigilant, Masamune is a sort of accident repellent. However, even he lets his guard down sometimes... Apparently, a moment of distraction is all it takes for a ruined orgasm and his lover slipping, falling forward, and accidentally elbowing him on the blind side of his face. He did have a bruise afterwards.

N: Nudity

How do they feel about their body? Are they insecure about something? Are they confident?

On most days, he’s rather confident in his looks. He is aware that his scars are part of the charm too, and that some view those as attractive - so quite honestly, the sprinkle of insecurity he felt upon entering a more so stable relationship was very surprising to him. His lover was the first person to touch the mark after his missing eye, after all... However, with enough time, it diminished almost completely and only ever resurfaces on the most draining of days.

O: Open

How open are they about their fantasies and wants? Is it hard for them to share those with their partner?

He’s very open about his needs, and save for few ideas, it is basically guaranteed that if he truly wants something, he will bring it up sooner rather than later. He doesn’t find it particularly hard too, well.. Unless there is an off-chance it will make him look mildly “uncool” - bad habits die hard.

P: Preferences

What do they like in their partner? What turns them on, what does the very opposite?

He loves it when his partner shows their need, when they speak up about what they want, and how they want it. Them being expressive and loud? Getting a little rough with him in return, their fingers pulling at his hair? It gets him going so much. As for the opposite of that... He does have a rather sensitive nose, so aside from the obvious lack of hygiene: a very strong perfume, or an overly sweet one. The scent of alcohol. He also generally doesn’t necessarily fancy the idea of his partner having their entire life circle around their beauty and maintaining it, even at the expense of enjoying themselves.

R: Regrets

Are there some things they regret having done? Or perhaps some things they wish they had tried?

No. Masamune strives to live his life without regrets. If he wants something? He will reach for it, or at the very least try to and see what his partner thinks.

S: Safe Word

What would their safe word be? Would they ever need it? When?

Oh, they have a couple of those! “Can we have sweet buns for dinner?” if his teasing in public starts getting too far. “Shogetsu wouldn’t like that” for when they’re having sex. Three squeezes at any body part if they can’t speak, for any reason (be it while they’re making love or in public).

T: Tested

What are some of their favourite activities to indulge in? The positions they’ve tested and enjoy? Something they’d go for while tired in the evening?

It’s rather situation specific! For early mornings, especially if he’s still a bit sore (either after injury or being more passionate the night prior): both him and his lover lying on their sides, their back turned towards him and he rolls his hips into them For evenings/nights, when he’s especially tired and in need of comfort: missionary For when he’s injured and cannot move too much without pain: his partner riding him, mutual masturbation Other than that, oral sex by itself is on the list too.

U: Unknown

Do they hold any secrets? Are there some things they have not shared with their partner?

Masamune never hid it whenever he missed his lover, but he never went into details about it either. As such, the dreams he sometimes has when they’re apart for longer, but soon to meet again are a bit of his secret.

W: Weakness

What are their weak spots?

Hmm... His ears, when their teeth just lightly graze them. The inside of his wrist when his lover kisses it. He’s also always moved when his lover caresses his scar.

X: XOXO

Have they ever sent texts/letters with some suggestive content? How likely are they to do so?

~can include a snippet of such a letter

Yes. Masamune has done it and he will most likely do it again.

[in reply]

Yes, I do miss you. But what do I miss the most? I cannot tell. Is it your smile? The way your lips feel on mine? I wish to nibble at your neck and see your eyes cloud again. I wish to taste you, your hands in my hair as you writhe in pleasure and beg for more. I want to hear your moans as I rock you, to feel your nails dig into my shoulders.

How can you ask which one of those I miss the most? Clearly, we would have to try them all again for me to fully know... Or perhaps even some more, if you had some doubts of your own.

Y: Yearning

How fast do they start to miss their partner?

It generally takes a couple weeks, perhaps even a bit over a month. As much as it may not set in fast, it sets in violently - and once they reunite, he is truly hungry of their affection.

Z: Zealousness

Do they like to give? To receive? How zealous are they in pleasuring their partner?

Overall, he doesn’t like to receive more than he gives, and prefers to finish his partner at least once before the attention is split between the two of them. He feels neutral about going down on his partner - it’s not his favourite thing by itself, but their reactions are well worth it, so it’s enjoyable in that way. He’s a bit uneasy when he’s on the receiving end first.

Tag list: @nad-zeta, @cheese-ception , @tsubaki3192 , @rikumorimachisgirl Notes: After a bit of internal debate, I decided to tag only people I know for smut, only if they 18 or older. (It is strictly for the sake of peace of my mind). Thanks for your consideration ^^”

[bisexual-horror-fan]

Sam Wescott NSFW Alphabet.

Sooo after doing Buddy Swanson alphabet of course I had to do one for Sam. Similar to Buddy I consider myself the Sam Wescott expert, again I started his tag on Ao3 and have written him the most so far so fucking here we are! I love him, the sweetest and softest slasher I am into, here we go!

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

The best word I have to describe Sam Wescott is concerned. He is so concerned about you and your comfort, always. He will do anything you need on your come down. He would run a bath, would get you anything you wanted to eat, change the sheets if you so requested, he doesn't want you to do anything, he's got it under control and he would INSIST. Seriously you want something just name it and it is happening. Would love to have a shower with you post sex.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His hands for sure, no doubt about it. So much experience working outdoors, very skilled with them, rough and well worked, he isn’t the most confident guy but when it comes to his hands he is. They make him feel capable. Loves to touch you, run his hands over you, loves to feel you up with them and let’s be real the man is great at fingering.

Now for you he loves your lips, man is WEAK for kissing, will sometimes find himself staring at them while talking with you, loves the taste of you, just cannot get enough of kissing you or of you kissing him well basically anywhere. The sweet things you can say with them and listen he can’t help it if he is obsessed with how they look and feel wrapped around his cock.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Okay so I totally have this idea that a big unexpected fave of his that he never anticipated liking so much until it happened is having you make a mess of him. Like blow and jerk him off and make him cum on his own stomach and then lick it up and then his refractory period is basically non-existent.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Okay so one of the hottest things or ideas to him is you forgoing underwear in public and letting him know in some way that you have. Whether taking his hand and letting him feel or maybe a racy picture sent or flashing him with no one around at that moment and holy shit he is achingly hard.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

More than you would think! For a guy who seems so nervous and unassuming you’d think he wouldn’t have much experience but Sam has been around a bit. Much more down for a casual hook-up than you would think. Typically parties and get together where he has had some drinks to help settle some of those nerves. But more importantly he is so enthusiastic and willing to please.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

You on top. He loves it so much, to have you over him, being able to feel you up and help pull you down onto him, he loves you being able to take it at your own pace and use him however you want to find your release. Totally in awe of you riding him, put your hands on his chest as you do, lean down and kiss him or whisper things to him and fuck he won’t be able to hold back from bucking up into you.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Oh the boy can do both, when he gets all flustered he is much more prone to laughing and making some jokes, but take my word for it, Sam can be so insanely sensual, surprisingly can be great at maintaining the mood. Doesn’t take himself too seriously thankfully.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Yeah totally matches, light and soft curls, doesn’t let it grow out much, trims it semi often, has never shaved and certainly never waxed and has no intention of it. Might try shaving it if you wanted him to but he wouldn’t do it unprompted. Overall great personal hygiene.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Ugh romance thy name is Sam Wescott. Like hot damn he can be the most romantic fucker you have ever come across. It is ridiculous. Would touch you with such care and reverence and would say some of the sweetest things. Wouldn’t be every time but you’d never, ever have to ask for romance from Sam.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Totally think that he has a hard time keeping quiet when he does. He just gets so into it. Also totally uses lube, like not lotion, nice lube, totally amps it up for him and I also think he edges himself, not super hard but a few soft edges he’s learned can make his eventual orgasm so much better. Legit just picture poor Sam, one hand over his mouth, eyes shut tight, moaning into his palm as his other hand is slick with lube, fisting his cock, already edged a few times and getting so close he can’t stop the sounds from spilling out? Hot.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Has a few kinks, not all but have some of the biggest.

PRAISE! This man has the biggest fucking praise kink around, both ways. Loves to talk you up so much. Please praise him, tell him what is working and what feels good, nothing gets to him more than you encouraging him vocally.

Body worship. Sam will literally worship every fucking sqaure inch of your body, hands and mouth working in tandem, just positively everywhere until you are a complete puddle. Getting you off gets him off hard.

Denial. Can’t help it, delayed gratification, and you teasing him, frustrating him, gets to him badly, makes him unbelievably hard, and after some good edging he is a total flustered mess and is leaking massive amounts of pre-cum. Is a bit embarrassed he is so into it.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Outdoors! Not like he is a huge exhibtioinist just loves being outside, some of his favorite things have happened outside. I headcanon there is this hill at Camp Clear Vista that Sam likes to sit on, can see most of the camp from there, loves to sit there and clear his head, it’s his favorite place. Late at night under the stars, just being out at camp in general, in a tent or a cabin, the forest. Also totally a fan of shower sex.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

You wanting him. Showing clear desire and intent, especially if it is some place that you can’t right away. Like you whispering something dirty to him, or feeling him up, a particular look. Oof. He really wants to be wanted and desired so that gets him going like nothing else. Like you being almost desperate for him is perfection. The idea of you clinging to him, tugging on his clothes and almost grinding on him, begging him to just touch you let alone fuck you? He is on you so fast.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Degradation. Like I could not see him having it in him, does not have the heart to engage in extreme degradation. A casual flippant comment in the heat of the moment during a rougher session? Maybe. But you aren’t gonna have him doing some hardcore degrading, sorry he just isn’t that guy. Also any hard pain play either. Making you cry because it feels so good? Yes. Crying from pain? Hard no.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Oh my fucking God! So don’t ask me how or why this got started but this is my strongest held Sam headcanon. I believe that Sam Wescott is GOD-TIER at giving oral. Eating pussy or sucking dick he is too fucking good and why? How?! Not sure. He just is. Maybe it is him being so enthusiastic and willing to please but he is. I think that is what he has the most experience in. Man will stay down there all night for real if that is what you want. Also turns him on a lot, can totally catch him not so subtly grinding against the bed or palming himself while doing it. Has totally just gone down on you and jerked himself off more than once.

So much bigger giver than a receiver, but still loves, loves, loves when you give. Total mess when you do it, barely knows what to do with himself, totally lets you take the lead on that, he is big and knows it but will appreciate however much you try and take. Won’t say it but loves when you gag on it, doesn’t have to say it because it is obvious he loves it from the way his thighs tense and the strained sounds that leave him as he tries to resist fucking into your mouth.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Slow and sensual for fucking sure. Can go faster, a more steady pace but still doesn’t jump to being rough. Work him up enough and beg for it and you can totally get that from him. Can totally get caught up in the heat of the moment and really fuck you. Again a decent mix but typically slower and more sensual.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Usually likes a mid-length session, loves a longer one and is down for quickies but they aren’t his favorite. Most of his interests and kinks lend themselves better to longer sessions. Quickies are great after a healthy and hearty amount of teasing, you tease him for a few hours where he can’t do anything about it when you do get alone it isn’t gonna last super long, he won’t be able to hold himself back.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Again name of the game for Sam is pleasing you so he is totally down to try what you want, open to experiment and risk for you but isn’t gonna suggest it super openly. He does have some spicier interests and leanings but would be worried about opening up about them at the start, it takes a while for him to get comfortable with that.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Depends on how much work you put in beforehand, how much foreplay and how in need he is, how long it has been since you last were together. Can go for three or four with little issue but can be satisfied with just one. The man is fit, young and healthy, what else do you expect?

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Does not own a single toy himself, but would be down to use some with you! I could see his favorite being a bullet vibe, something small yet powerful and precise and using it to great effect on you. Also even though he wouldn’t readily admit it, if you are into it and get into it he could be down with using a paddle.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Oooo he likes it a little too much. Typically loves and prefers to be on the receiving end of it but loves to return it. Once he figures out just what gets to you he will use it to his advantage. Likes to see you being flustered in public as opposed to him for once, loves to get you to the point of begging.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Yes dear God, part of why a semi-public hook up is extra risky with him is because he has the hardest time shutting himself up. Again loves to praise and be praised, can’t help saying such sweet things to you, moaning, cursing, grunts of effort just on and on, like damn Sam can you calm down for like a sec? Cover his mouth or gag him for crying out loud, or don’t because he sounds amazing. Will still try to talk when close or cumming but it just ends up breaking apart with his moans. So good.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Oh okay so this is a fun one. I totally think his ears and neck are weirdly sensitive. You wanna see him flushed and flustered as hell and unable to stop himself from grinding against you mid-make out? That is the best way to get it to happen! The thought of it though, you initiate like that. He is sitting at the couch and you come up behind him, wrap your arms around his neck and lean in close, lips brush the shell of his ear and you whisper to him, “Hey Sammy. You busy?” and then you start to kiss his neck and he tenses so quickly. Let your hands start to roam, reach down and palm him through his jeans and ask, “Well?” and feel him up and his eyes would flutter closed and he would arch up into you, a shaky exhale and a laugh as he says “No-I uh, I’m not busy at all.”

And then it is on.

Also he is bi, it took him a long time to accept that about himself and get comfortable with it but he gets there eventually.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Oof so from all the working outside and general working out he is firm, cut, very fucking strong, the view with his shirt off is so good. Okay so for his dick, man is packing heat. I am talking eight point five to nine inches, you wouldn’t guess by looking at him. Totally not the type to brag about it and is aware extra foreplay and prep is usually needed but he loves that so it is all good. Average thickness, circumsized, pretty full balls, a good handful, you know? The sheer amount of pre-cum this man can produce is impressive, actual loads fairly regular, little thin, slightly above average amount, he has a great diet and tastes good.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Down for nearly every single day, fine with around three times a week because the sessions are longer. Would love to wake you up with oral, no better way to start his day, loves a good morning session while you are still in bed together, also quite the fan of some afternoon delight. Can be quite insatiable when prompted right and that side is pulled out of him.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Boy he makes sure you are all good but after a really, really long session the boy does get sleepy. Him checking in and making sure you are all good and don’t need anything even with his eyes slipping closed and voice all tired, adorable, endearing, loves to curl up with you to sleep. He can spoon you but loves to be the little spoon, is anyone surprised?

[rymndsmth]

**** alphabet (ft. raymond smith)

this was a request from an anon so uhh. here it is! (also i censored it because i dont want tumblr to come for me, and it’s the first one of these i ever did so be nice)

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Ray is comforting. He kisses you softly, especially over those spots he tends to grip you hard during sex-your hips, thighs. A quick shower with you afterwards is always preferred, but if you’re too knackered, he just helps you with the essentials. A good snuggle, however, is non-negotiable. Ray likes to be the big spoon, enveloping your body with his as he nuzzles your neck. 

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Nothing drives him crazier than feeling your hands touch his back. Your soft fingers caressing from the base of his spine to his neck never fails to make every inch of him stand to attention. As for you, god, it was nearly impossible for him to single out which part of your body was his favorite. Nearly. 

He loved your legs. The curves of your supple thighs, your calves. His favorite feeling in the world was how they felt wrapped around his waist as he drove into you endlessly, feeling your muscles flex and coil. Their silkiness against him as you lied lazily in bed came a close second. 

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

The sound you made when you were just about to cum was one he ached to record. Breaths going in and coming out, each quicker than the last until they seemed to cease entirely. And then that little ah. With your brows furrowed, and your mouth agape, you’d finish it off with some combination of Ray, fuck yes! or right fucking there, please don’t stop Ray. It took everything in him not to lose it each time you did.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Ray can be submissive. There are times where he pins you to the bed and fucks you mercilessly, but he desires to be led. He likes it when you pull on his hair harshly, when you tell him to stop messing around and take you harder, deeper, faster. A little bit of degradation is fine too; he gets particularly turned on when you call his efforts pathetic. 

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

In terms of the amount of people he’s slept with, there actually haven’t been many. Ray isn’t one for casual sex, he usually keeps the same partner for a few months if not years at a time. But he’s always been open and experimental, so he knows how to do quite a wide range of things in the bedroom. 

One time he surprised you by expertly hogtying you after you gave him shit about being neurotic. You were left absolutely defenseless, no amount of writhing helped as he teased you from your hardened nipples to your throbbing core. 

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Cowgirl. He loves it when you get on top, taking control. Ray got to see your beautiful body on display, your breasts bouncing. He could run his hands up your thighs, grab your hips, give your clit some attention. It was the best of all the world’s possible. 

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He’s definitely serious about everything he does in the bedroom. What could start out as a fun, banter fueled makeout would always end in a heated round (or two) of sex. In fact, oddly enough the ones that started off light-heartedly ended up being the most passionate. Lots of shoulder and collarbone bites, hickeys on inner thighs, bruised hips. 

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Ray likes to keep himself trimmed, but not completely bald. Sometimes he would leave a landing strip because you told him you think it’s sexy. 

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

You’ve never had a lover as romantic as Raymond Smith. He would run warm baths filled with your favorite washes and oils, sometimes adding in flower petals. His hands and lips learned and re-familiarized themselves with every square inch of your skin. He was always attentive, listening to cues spoken and unspoken about your desires, and fulfilling them well beyond your expectations. 

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Since you two have been together, he rarely needs to take care of himself anymore. But on the rare occasions that he does, he’s definitely thinking about that time he’d taken you in the backseat of his car. It was at the beginning of your relationship, and you’d just been on a date together. He lightly suggested continuing the fun at his place, and the tension was just too much to bear. 

He would tug at his swollen cock, remembering how you couldn’t even make it inside. Right there in his driveway, you ripped his clothes off and rode him until your eyes brimmed with tears. It always brought him to his release faster than any round of sex he’d ever had. 

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Spanking! Ray loved the way your ass bounced and reddened under his palm. He especially enjoyed the high pitched cries and sharp inhales you gave in response, not to mention how your juices coated your folds the more his hand met your flesh. 

He was also very into gagging. Seeing your mouth stretched around the ball, full lips slick and swollen, his cock twitched at the thought alone. 

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

He wasn’t awfully picky about where you had sex, but preferred it to be in his home. The room or surface it occurred in depended on his mood. Often, if he was frustrated, he’d take you standing, pressed against a wall in the corridor. When he’d come home and you’d just look too fuckable to resist, he’d give it to you on the dining table. 

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Ray didn’t have difficulty getting aroused. He could think about the way you chewed on your lip while scanning the book you were currently reading, or the way you ran the top of your right foot over the back of your left calf as you made tea and his pants would tighten. 

If he was crossed with you, though, he was a hard shell to crack. Luckily, you knew all his soft spots, so you’d chip away at his walls one by one. Caressing behind his knees, tracing your hands up his back, biting the skin behind his ear. He fell apart every time. 

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Like most men, he’s not fond of having sex while you’re experiencing your time of the month. He also isn’t a fan of being called daddy (i just can’t see it lmfao!!). 

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

It was 50/50, but only because you were so damn good at giving blowjobs. Other than that, he would lean more towards giving than receiving. Ray was as good as they got, he knew exactly how to lick and suck, when to pull and how hard. He reveled in feeling you twitch against his face, rubbing your core up and down, back arching as you tried to get as much out of him as possible. 

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

It depends on the circumstances. If he didn’t have a lot of time, Ray liked to pin you to, or bend you over whatever surface was nearby and fuck the breath out of you. Otherwise, he liked to take his time with you. Ray preferred to worship your body, to feel your soft to his hard. He loved taking it slow because it gave him the opportunity to really soak in how lucky he was to be the one making you hiss and moan. 

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

As a busy man, Ray was a fan of quickies. The pace, intensity, and rawness. It was the only sloppy, disorganized thing he liked in his life. They happened more than he liked, but he couldn’t find it in himself to be mad about that when he was driving in and out of you. 

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He’s definitely open to experimenting. Ray likes to ask you if there’s anything you’d like to try, and suggests a few things as well from time to time. He tried new positions often, bending you ways you wouldn't have known was possible unless he put you there. 

There were times where he pushed the limits to see if you two would get caught. You nearly were that time you did it in Rosalind’s auto shop. Mickey was running late for a meeting and you made the mistake of bending over in that little black skirt. A few seconds more and his boss would’ve seen more of you than he cared for. 

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

There was never a time that he’d tapped out first. To you, his stamina knew no end. Ray’s record was four consecutive rounds, each somehow lasting longer than the last. If you had to guess, you’d say he averaged about twenty minutes for duration. If he really paced himself, he could make himself last up to an hour. 

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He doesn’t own any toys, but you own a vibrator that he doesn’t mind incorporating from time to time. His favorite thing to do with it was pressing it onto your clit while he ate you out. He also enjoyed watching while you used it solo, how you’d get into it, swirling your hips and massaging your breasts as you neared your climax. 

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Ray is a firm believer in foreplay, but doesn’t stall too much. Not unless you’ve done something to make him upset with you. Then he turns into the most sadistic asshole you’ve ever met. Your throat would be hoarse from crying out and begging, stomach cramped from him bringing you to the edge only to recede at the last moment. He’d look down at you, a hint of a smile on his lips at his handiwork of completely unraveling you before filling you up.  

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Ray tends to be pretty quiet. He’s the most vocal when your lips are wrapped around him. Groans and grunts leave him as he hits the back of your throat and beyond. He also makes the most delightful noise, something between a moan and a sigh when your walls close in on his cock as you cum. 

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He onced asked if you wanted to try roleplaying. It did not go as expected. You couldn’t keep a straight face for more than a minute at a time, he was such a horrible actor. And the cowboy hat, as much as you thought it would turn you on in theory, only made you want to break out into fits of laughter. 

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

It stunned you the first time you saw him naked. Ray was carved to perfection like a statue, his skin pulled taut over hills and valleys of muscle. Not to mention the length and width of his cock, it was literally the perfect size. Nine inches if you had to put a number to it. 

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Ray has a slightly above average sex drive. He’s not bouncing off the walls horny, but he’s pretty much ready to go whenever and wherever. 

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

It depends on how long you take. Ray likes to comfort you until he feels your breathing even out. Only then is he ready to succumb to sleep himself. 

[animepreferences]

P R E F E R E N C E # 2 - H U N G O V E R C A R E

D A Z A I

“Good morning!” Dazai chirped as he opened the bedroom curtains, resulting in you to let out an inarticulate groan. Why must he be like this? He knew you were bound to be hungover today; he knew how much you drank the previous night. “Aw, my belladonna, isn’t it such a beautiful day?” He would sing, laughing as you shoved a pillow over your face with clear aggravation. “I hate you.” You would mutter, jumping when you felt him plop on the bed beside you, ripping the pillow away in one swift motion. “No, you don’t. You love me very much because I take extraordinary care of you, my beloved.” Kissing you softly on the lips, you would cringe as the dull ache in your head became more prominent with the newfound exposure to the sunlight. “I drew you a hot bubble bath with all your favorite scents. There’s also some medicine in there for your throbbing headache with a considerable size drink of electrolytes.” His words were kind. You felt guilty for ever being annoyed with him this morning. What did you do to deserve this? This patience? This kindness? You were in awe with how lucky you had gotten in the grand scheme of things. “Dazai...” You started, but were interrupted by his finger pressing gently to your lips. “Say nothing. Let me take care of you,” You squeaked when his arms suddenly curled around your frail body, lifting you with little to no effort in a bridal style manner. “I promise you won’t have to move a single finger for as long as you are feeling poor, I’ll be by your side the whole day Y/N-Chan.” But wasn’t he supposed to be...? “Kunikida will just simply have to deal with my absence today. This is an emergency afterall,” Soft giggles emerged from your lips as your boyfriend set you down gently on your feet once you got to the bathroom. The room was completely dark with an exception of the dozens of candles that were ablaze, the water in the tub lilac and filled with tall bubbles. It was perfect. He was perfect. “Dazai...I’m speechless. What can I ever do to repay you?” You asked sincerely, thankful the room was able to hide the blush that crept to your cheeks. “You could start by undressing?” You shot him a death glare at his suggestion, but he ignored you by chuckling softly as his own joke. “To repay me, all you have to do is feel better for me.” And with that he gave you a chaste kiss on the lips.

-

C H U U Y A

You awoke to the delicious aroma of a homemade breakfast. Usually when you were hungover, the mere thought of food would make you want to vomit profusely. In this instant, however, it made your mouth water and your stomach growl. Without even thinking about it, you drug yourself out of bed and sauntered to the kitchen, your hangover far in the back of your head. “Good morning, sleepy head.” Chuuya hummed placing some sunny side up eggs on a plate before turning to you with a knowing grin. God, he was so beautiful first thing in the morning. Hair slightly frazzled, eyes still sleepy yet bright, clothes casual and hugging him in all the right ways. That right there was enough to distract you from breakfast AND your hangover. “How’s your head?” He questioned, giving you a quick kiss on the forehead, zooming past you clearly on the prowl for something. “What’s all this about?” Your inquired, your voice still thick from sleeping. By no means were you complaining, it was just rare to see Chuuya cooking let alone be up before you on one of his days off. “You need to eat a nutritional, high protein breakfast to fight that hangover of yours. I’m not sure if you remember how much you ingested last night, but as your caretaker I do. Here, take this.” Handing you a couple of pills with a tall glass of water, Chuuya smiled proudly at you his eyes sparkling. He seemed almost eager to take care of you, to show you just how much he cared. It was one of the things you loved most about him; he loved to keep you on your toes and surprise you. “It looks delicious.” You smiled, graciously swallowing the pills. “All of your favorites should be there, though I can’t promise they’re going to taste up to par with your standards. We all know how good of a cook I am,” His words were sheepish as he stared down at his shoes, rubbing the nape of his neck. How could he say that? He went to all of this effort to surprise you and help you out and he was now concerned you wouldn’t like it? Surely, he was deranged. “Chuuya, It’s going to taste amazing, you know why? Because you made it for me from the bottom of your heart and let’s face it: there aren’t many things that you aren’t great at.” This made him smile as he took a step towards you, wrapping his arm around your waist, his fingers streaking your face. “Thank you for taking care of me,” You hummed, leaning your cheek into his open palm. “Always.”

-

A K U T A G A W A

“It’s your own fault. I warned you not to be reckless,” Aku would mutter, holding your hair back as another wave of nausea coursed through you, your head lurching forward as you vomited for the third time that morning. You knew you shouldn’t have drank that much, you knew what the repercussions were, you knew your body all too well and yet you still chose to tango with disaster. Aku had every right to reprimand you. “I know. Self control. I struggle with that. Don’t be mad.” You heaved, collapsing back into his chest with obvious fatigue. “I’m not mad at you, just irritated. I hate seeing you so ill over something that could have been easily avoided.” Aku would sigh, lifting you up in his arms, carrying you back to bed. He didn’t want to make you feel bad, you were an adult and you deserved to have fun every now and then. He just didn’t want to see his beloved darling under the weather; you meant way too much to him. “You don’t have to be doing all this if you’re irritated, y’know. I can take care of myself. I don’t want to inconvenience you after all,” Your words were sheepish, your embarrassment colorfully painted across your features. This made your boyfriend frown with guilt. “You never inconvenience me. It’s my job to take care of you when you’re ill. You’re my girl,” His words sent shivers down your spine as he hovered over you, giving you a quick kiss to your nose. Watching his face turn red, you smiled contently knowing that he cared. He may be stubborn, but he will always make a point to show that he will always care for you.

-

[monstaxsthetics]

A-Z for my lean cuisine (your words) baby thank you 🖤

NSFW after the cut.

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Honestly I don’t see Hyungwon as much of an aftercare guy. Not because he doesn’t care, but because this boy is probably passed out in 2.5 after sex. On the occasion he keeps his eyes open long enough for after care, I could see him enjoying a hot bath session with his s/o where they could lazily lather each other up and relax. 

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His large hands, the way they grip the flesh of your ass as his s/o grinds onto his lap.

C = Cuddling (Are they cuddlers?)

I think he would be a lazy cuddler. He isn’t flamboyant about it, but he definitely enjoys having an arm or leg thrown over you. He isn’t harsh about it and he doesn’t hold you tightly, but you can feel his underlying possession of you. He may pull you closer in his sleep. 

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Morning shower sessions with his hand while his members are outside the bathroom trying to rush him to get ready (since we all know he’s the last up and ready for schedules).

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Hyungwon is no stranger to having someone on top of or beneath him as he uses his lean body and fingers to coax moans from his lovers.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

Reverse cowgirl. He likes watching as he sinks into you while his one hand grips and caresses the flesh of your ass and the other rest lazily behind his head. The view drives him wild. 

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

Everything about casual sex with Hyungwon would be laid back. Lots of passion but it isn’t over the top and there would be unbothered laughs and smiles. 

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

Definitely nicely groomed. Not fully shaved, but definitely classy and landscaped.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

Again, I think he would be so laid back. Not that he wouldn’t be romantic or passionate. Hyungwon is a naturally poetic and passionate person, but his passion and romance are almost natural? if that makes sense. It’s non-chalant and not as loud or boisterous as other members would be.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

Groggy with sleep still in his eyes

The steam and heat from the shower slowly working the sleep from his limbs

Slowly he lathers his face, hair, and finally his body

A hand reaching down to grab his half hard member, stroking lazily

The other hand bracing him against the wall under the spray of the showerhead

Thick sleep filled grunts and moans from the back of his throat as he quickly brings himself to climax

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

What better use for those big hands than spanking?

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Bath - slow and intimate and steamy

Bed - half asleep and limbs tangled

Couch - spooning, every movement felt so deep

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Languid and passionate make-out sessions with you straddling his lap. 

Seeing you barely clad in his favorite place - - his bed

Sexy secret touches when the other members aren’t watching (he likes the little adventerous minx in you)

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Sharing. What’s his is his. Don’t even suggest a threesome, because you will ultimately be shut down.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Loves the sight of you sucking him off. His hands behind his head or wrapped in your hair, occassionaly caressing your cheek. 

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Depends on the time of day and situation. If he had his way, he would spend as long worshipping each other’s bodies as he could, slow and sensual. But he isn’t opposed to a passionate hard romp either.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Again, he likes to take his time with you. When you do have quickies it would probably be a morning after you spending the night. He’d take you in the shower before he has to kiss you goodbye and head to a schedule.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

He doesn’t like to share, and that includes even just the visuals. Again what’s his is his and NO ONE better look at you in the way only he gets to see you.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

Hyungwon will tell you himself that his stamina for working out is basically non-existent so I’m not sure that he would be able to do multiple rounds. But then again he is a dancer and he is used to performing for hours on end so he might just surprise you.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

His body is the only toy you need.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He can dish it and take it, annoyingly so. Anytime you try to tease him and make him sweat and break, he meets your teasing with unflinching nerves of steel.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Deep but subtle grunts and groans. 

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

A normal night with Hyungwon:

relaxing on your terrace or inside on the couch

wine glasses always full

comfortable silences

lazy cuddles

music playing softly in the background

each of you engrossed in work or a book

nothing needs to be said, you are content to enjoy the other’s presence

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

Long and lean like the rest of his body, but he knows what to do with it.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

He could do with or without tbh. He goes through moods where his drive is extremely high (i.e. when he’s stressed). But I don’t think sex is high on his importance list in a relationship. I think he would be more into the intimacy of just being with his s/o.

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

You’d be lucky if he held out long enough to pull out of you before he was down for the count.

[so-dovey]

just take my hand and I'll be the man your dad hoped that I'd be | dovie

L o c a t i o n :  M A U I, HAWAII  07/24/2019

B a c k g r o u n d   I n f o :  Something happens that sparks a serious conversation, leading them to take a big step in their relationship.

F e a t u r i n g : @j14benn

T R I G G E R   W A R N I N G :  suicide mention, death mention, eating disorder mention

Dove: Dove held the keycard up to the door, a little click signaling her the door was now unlocked. The blonde pushed the door open before walking into the hotel room, holding the door for Jamie to follow. She needed this vacation badly. Some time off, not having to worry about anything but putting on sunscreen really. It had been an eventful few weeks, her show closing, her friend and brother passing, a wedding and funeral, moving and Jamie's birthday. The tiny blonde had been in go mode all while trying to mourn Cameron and she was struggling. Without Jamie keeping her smiling she didn't know where she'd be. Once they were both in the room, she dropped her suitcases before just collapsing onto the bed, closing her eyes as her body relaxed.

Jamie: Jamie rolled in with the rest of the suitcases pulled behind him. Once in the room, he set the bags next to the TV stand and the walked back to make sure the door was closed, before bringing his attention back to the blond, “Welcome to paradise, baby”. Coming up behind her, he wrapped his large frame around her smaller one. As much as he liked spending time with family, with everything that had been going on in Dove’s life, he knew that a nice getaway like this was something she needed, someplace to rest her head that had the most amazing backdrop. Leaning forward, he kissed her cheek with so much force he would feel her balance being thrown off a bit.

Dove: Dove closed her eyes as she leaned into his touch, her arms holding onto him when she feels him throwing him off balance. “Jaaams” she laughs trying to stay on her feet. “I’m so ready to relax with you” she smiled, turning her head to kiss him softly. She loved the time she got with his family but now it was him all she wanted to focus on. And just get her head cleared. “So what’s the first thing we should do?” She questioned leaning back against him a little.

Jamie: Keeping his grip around her, he swayed a bit enjoying the touch between them, “It’s really whatever you want to do?” kissing her cheek, “I’m really up for anything, just as long as I’m with you.” As much as he wanted to stay in the hotel room the whole time, he knew they would have to get out at some point, “Beach sounds great, staying here sounds great as well…”

Dove: Dove smiled happily as she enjoyed the safe feeling of being in his arms. “How about beach? And then a nice dinner and then some relax time in here?” She suggested with a big smile. In all honesty she felt the same way, all she cared about was spending time with him. Even though she knew that the beach required her to open up herself suit case and change she really didn’t want to let go, she really wanted to just stay in his arms and hold onto him. Over the past couple weeks she had been wrapped up in his arms more times than she could count, he was her safe place in the midst of closing her favorite show and her best friend passing away.

Jamie: “How about we find a place to eat near the beach, and walk down the beach to it? Get that beach-going vibes? How does that sound?” Jamie said with a smile as he let his arms unwrap from around her. Reaching back down he picked up their bags, setting them on the bed, because he would need to get his swim trunks out of there if they were going to the beach. Before he started into their bags, he reached over, gracing his large hand under her chin, leaning her up for one quick kiss.

Dove: Dove leaned into the kiss with a smile before pulling away and focusing on her bag, getting out her clothes. "So walk on the beach and food? How could I say no to that." she smiled happily as she dug around to find the bathing suit she was looking for. She had to go shopping with Jenn to find some new once since she didn't have any of hers with her. Once she found the one she wanted as well as a comfortable cover up dress she moved to the bathroom, toiletries bag in hand, so she could change and put her hair into some braids before she reappeared from the bathroom. "You ready?"

Jamie: With Dove changing elsewhere, Jamie changed into his swim trunks and white shirt, he was ready for her to finish anytime. Taking a seat in the lounge chair and looking out at the water and the horizon, watching as the waves roll in, just letting his mind wander. He had talked to his jeweler friend Julie a week before about how he wants to have her design his engagement ring when he felt would be the time, and as he kept thinking about it, especially after his party. To him, Dove was his whole world, something about her, he knew he didn’t want to let go of her or lose her. She was more than he expected in such a small package. When Dove’s voice filled the room, his thoughts were broken and he was back to the real world, he stood up as he answered her, “yep, lets go.”

Dove: The blonde looked at her boyfriend as her voice made him turn his head towards her. "Were you daydreaming?" she smiled as she made sure she had a keycard, wallet, phone and her towel all stuffed into her beach bag before taking his hand so they could head out. Over the past few weeks of being with Jamie pretty much 24/7 her feelings for the tall dark haired man had grown significantly if that was even possible. He could calm her down by the touch of a finger, his arms had become her home and her safe place and she couldn't be more grateful to have him by her side. Intertwining their fingers she contently started heading towards the elevator with him. Life with him was easy, effortless and he made her truly happy. She knew he was everything she could've ever wanted or dreamed of and she wanted him to stay in her life forever.

Jamie: “I’m in Hawaii, how could I not day dream, look at the view” he pointed out towards the window at the view he was previously looking at, just messing with her, cause he was caught in his own thoughts. The duo made their way out of their hotel, and started towards the beach, walking through the sand together, headed towards the restaurant Jamie found nearby off the beach like he had mentioned earlier. He could blame the weather for the warmth, but he felt a different kind of warmth, that Dove was radiating, and he loved being in it, “Thank you for this, for my birthday, for everything,” he said with a smile, “I love you and this all seems so much like a fairy tale having you in my life… thank you.”

Dove: Dove stopped when she heard him thanking her, she intently listened to the male as he seemed to be pouring some of his thoughts and feelings out to her. A big smile spread across her lips as she gently squeezed his hand. "Anything for you, Jamie. I love you so much and I want to give you the world, if I could." she gently tugged at his hand, pulling him close as she took a step towards him before she leaned up and pulled him into a kiss. It was a sweet and gentle kiss, full of every ounce of love she had for the tall male. When she pulled away again her green eyes found his brown ones. "No need to thank me. I am the one who should be thanking you for being by my side through everything, coming to London, being my shoulder to cry on with everything that's happened.. I would be in a deep dark hole right now if I didn't have you." she whispered the last part, eyes falling to the ground. She wasn't even sure if he knew how much of a messed up person she used to be, she was better now but it's not like her past just got erased or forgotten.

Jamie: Listening to her, he felt like he was falling even more in love with her. He was glad he was able to be there for her through everything recently, and he wanted to do that for as long as he possibly could, he wanted to be the one to make her happy, the butterflies she gave him were just an indicator or how much he was in love with her. he leaned in for one more kiss, showing her he accepted her in all her beauty and all her flaws, he was hers. Continuing their walk down the beach Jamie, her hands in his, his thumb stroking the backside of her hand. It was a moment where if he knew it was the time, he would propose to her right then and there, but he knew it wasn’t the time, but he knew how much he loved her.

Dove: Dove kept walking, a comfortable silence settling around the couple. They didn’t need words to communicate at this moment, they knew how much they loved each other and also how much the other loved them. A content smile was on her lips as they walked down the beach. It didn’t take super long until they found the restaurant Jamie had found earlier. “Is that it?” She asked, glancing up at Jamie. He was the one who looked it up so she just wanted to confirm.

Jamie: Checking the address in his phone to make sure it was, he nodded, “This is the place, the entrance is just around it’s corner.” He motioned, and casually lead the blonde to the side of the building, and was met by the front door. It was a mom and pop diner with a shot up the street towards the main town, but the restaurant had the prime spot on the beach. Holding the door open for Dove, it allowed her to enter first, and immediately met by the host. Motioning the number 2, the hostess lead them to a spot by a window, they weren’t the only ones in the restaurant, but the whole feeling of being by themselves was still there, it was comfortable.

Dove: Dove settled into her seat as she smiled over at Jamie. The restaurant he had picked was nice and homey and even though they weren’t the only people she knew she didn’t have to worry much and instead got to just enjoy her time with her boyfriend. “This seems great” she commented with a smile before she picked up the menu to take a look at what food they had to offer. “This vacation is just what I need, so I’m very glad we found the time for it”

Jamie: The dinner was way better than he expected, and he enjoyed every bite of it. Once the two finished their dinners, they paid and headed back to the beach walk. This time, the sun was setting on the horizon and giving off that amazing golden glow. Every time Jamie looked at the blonde he wanted to give her a kiss, but that would only make the walk back to their hotel longer.

Dove: Dove noticed him look over at her every once in a while as they walked on the beach back towards their hotel. "Anything on your mind?" she chuckled a little as she squeezed his hand. The look on his face didn't give her any reason to be concerned, she was just genuinely curious as to what he was thinking right now. The walk to the hotel wasn't super far but she definitely enjoyed the gorgeous sunset on the beach while they walked. Soon they were back at the hotel, slowly heading up to their room with the elevator.

Jamie: When she asked if there was anything on his mind he shook his head, “nope, just admiring it all” he replied simply, loving the moments of them being there together like that. Once back to the hotel room, Jamie closed the door behind them before coming up behind Dove and sweeping her small frame in his arms, twirling her around before kissing he softly on the lips, as if wondering if she was wanting to go any farther than this, the first night in Hawaii and he couldn’t help but want to spend the night with her, their bodies intertwined.

Dove: A giggle fell from her lips as he twirled her around, quickly silenced by his lips landing on hers and connecting the pair in a soft kiss. Her arms snaked around his neck as her fingers played with the hair at the back of his head. Slowly she deepened the kiss, wanting nothing more than to take this further, finally enjoying the privacy they were lacking at his parents' house. He had been so gently and sweet with her, not pushing her as she was working through everything that happened but she wanted him close to her, their bodies tangled together as they made love.

Jamie: The heat, their bodies, tangled in one another, Jamie made sure to wear a condom, but when they both reached their climaxes, was when Jamie knew something was wrong. Once the two finished, and Jamie threw away the prophylactic, he looked at Dove with a look of almost fear to tell her, “Babe… the condom broke” he said, followed by a big sigh, “I just hope this just doesn’t ruin anything with stuff you have coming up... what should we do?”

Dove: The blonde was still laying on top of the bed, a breathing slowly coming back to normal as he came back, telling her that the condom broke. Her eyes grew wide as she grew speechless, she didn't know what to say or what to do in that moment. "I.. I don't know Jams..." she whispered, unsure of how she was feeling or what she was thinking. They hadn't talked about kids, at all. Even if his mom and sister had started that conversation with her, she had quickly diverted that and tried to change the topic, but now? Now they needed to talk about where they both stood and she wasn't sure how she felt about that yet.

Jamie: Jamie sat down on the end of the bed, feeling almost sunken in on himself. As much as he didn’t mind the thought of children, Dove was still young, she had so much ahead of her this year, and something like this could bring it all to a halt. “I… personally don’t mind having a family with you, but I don’t want this accident to be what could change us forever…” Jamie’s voice was soft, he really didn’t know what to say so to him, this was all verbal vomit.

Dove: Dove sat up a little, pulling the sheet over herself as she listened, a sigh falling from her lips. "I love you regardless, you know that." she reached out to take his hand, eyes focusing on his. "Your mom and sister actually brought up having babies this past week.." she bit her lip, not sure what he'd say to that, she wasn't sure if they had brought it up to him as well or just to the young blonde. "I just shrugged it off, I wanted us to have that conversation on our own terms.. guess it's happening sooner rather than later.."

Jamie: “could be just the universe falling into place?” He joked, “Mom and Jenn talk to you about babies and then this happens with a defective condom…” With her hand in his, he looked at her, “What’s you thought on all of it though? Do you want children?”

Dove: “Of course I want children, Jamie.” She said matter of factly, the fact that she wanted them was never a question it was more the timing that she was concerned with. “They said they were concerned that you’re not getting any younger.. is that how you feel? That you’re running out of time to have kids?” She furrowed her brows but didn’t look away from him.

Jamie: “I’m not ‘running out of time’, I’m 30, there’s no age limit for me… I just know that I’ve had a good youth and ready to settle, but I know you’re still young and have the whole world ahead of you, and I don’t want you to have slow down so that we could start a family,” He bit his lip a small bit in thought, before continuing, “I’m all for anything, anytime, but I want to know if you’re comfortable with it, that /we’re/ comfortable with it…”

Dove: Dove chewed on her lip as she looked into his eyes. "I mean it's not like we have a choice now if it already happened.." she sighed. She didn't like the feeling of not being in control, it made her anxious to know it was out of her hands and that she couldn't really do anything to change it, nothing she felt comfortable with anyway. "I.." she trailed off, thinking for a moment. Of course her career was important, and she was super excited to release her music but these past few weeks had been a reality check on how quickly life can end. "I want all that with you.. to settle down and have a family.." she whispered, eyes still focused on his.

Jamie: “Maybe what I said before was right, maybe the universe /is/ just falling into place,” he was never much of a spiritual person, never has been, but in the light of the situations, He was comfortable with his team, his life, new house, new dog, and how Dove came into his life, he knew something about 2019 was working in his favor. “Lets just let all of this play out for us? Maybe that’s what we need?”

Dove: She nodded softly, a sigh falling from her lips. She gently squeezed his hand before closing her eyes. She took a deep breath. "Losing Cam.. it's a wake up call.. life can end sooner than you think. I want kids and I want them with you.. so why wait?" she explained her thought process a little, eyes still closed as she tried to compose herself and not cry over Cam again, she knew he wouldn't want that and she's been getting much better about being able to talk about him without crying. "So just letting it happen.. yeah that sounds good." she looked up at Jamie with a soft smile.

Jamie: “Let nature take it’s course for us, definitely, and whatever happens, happens.” He said with a smile before leaning over to kiss her before laying back on the bed.

Dove: Dove kissed him back before laying down with him and snuggling into his side. Her finger gently tracing across his stomach. "And we'll figure things out with my work schedule and yours when it happens.." she mused with a content smile. "So I guess I don't need to go get a refill for my pill prescription and you can throw out those condoms I got you for your birthday" she looked up at him, smiling softly.

Jamie: “If it’s obvious I didn’t even pack those condoms you gave me, I still had condoms in my bag from who knows when, see, it’s just the universe.” He joked lightly, but it was right if this lead to a baby or not, he just knew whatever happened he’d be there for her every step of the way.

Dove: Dove chuckled softly. "I'm not even gonna comment on that.." she laughed a little. "Can we not tell people though? Your family will have expectations and I don't need them on my back more than they already are." she sighed.

Jamie: Pulling his fingers across his lips to show that his lips were sealed, he then started to roll towards her, pulling her in for another kiss, “Well then, you want to practice making babies then?”

Dove: Dove pulled away from his lips. "Actually.. can that wait another like 30 minutes? I think I'm ready to tell you about my eating disorder.." she chewed on her lip as she looked into his eyes, unsure of what he would think of what she was about to tell him. "And some other things too.. If we're gonna have a baby you should know everything about me.."

Jamie: “Yeah, sure,” Jamie sat back in bed, knowing and understanding what she was talking about, he looks at her solemnly, listening to every word she would say, he remembered her mentioning about her eating disorder, but if she wanted to tell him more, he’d definitely be there for her.

Dove: Dove sat up, crossing her legs underneath herself as she took a deep breath before starting. "So uhm.. I know I mentioned the eating disorder. I have anorexia.. or had.. I don't know it's hard. It's not something that ever fully goes away and I sometimes still battle it and don't feel like eating.. Cam and Sof have been amazing and always helped me, talked me through it, made sure I ate something at least. I know that's not what you signed up for.. and I get that.. I just.. I want you to be aware of it." she looked at him, hand reaching out to hold his for a bit of strength. She knew Jamie was amazing and he'd been understanding and compassionate about everything so far so she was hoping he'd be just as understanding now.

Jamie: “alright, I will make sure you eat, we can look at recipes that you may think sound good, and I can make them for us, keep that interest of food for you, I’ll work with you.” He was unsure of really what to say, he’s always been a lover of food, and had never been around someone who had an eating disorder like Dove, so it would be a bit new to him. Putting his hands on her shoulders he looked her straight in the eyes, “I will be there for you, whenever you need me, or I will try my damned hardest.”

Dove: Hearing what he was telling her brought a smile onto her lips. "Thank you. Seriously, that means a lot. I know it's not something that makes sense to a lot of people, and I don't expect anyone to understand the thoughts behind it, I don't understand them a lot of the time, but just having that support from you means a lot." she smiled, leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to his lips. After pulling away she settled down again. "So.. you know how I changed my name from Chloe to Dove because of my dad.. and I mentioned he passed away when I was 15 but that's not really the full story" she explained, sighing.

Jamie: All of this was a lot to take in for the male, there they sat naked in their hotel bed, just talking, Dove sharing her life stories, just hearing what has made his girlfriend the way she is, then when she brought up her dad, he did remember the talk of her changing her name for her father, but she was right, that wasn’t the full story and he knew she was going to tell him, so he sat attentively to listen.

Dove: "So.." she swallowed the little lump "he didn't just pass away, he committed suicide" she trailed of, a tear falling from her eyes. "And we later found letters and other stuff of his that makes us believe that he did it because he was in the closet and didn't feel comfortable coming out as gay" she looked down. "It's one of the reasons why I'm so pro LGBTQ. I also don't consider myself straight simply because I don't like the whole having to put a label on people when it comes to their sexuality.. love is love. Feelings are what matter most." she looked up at Jamie, staying quiet as she let him process what she just told him. She knew it was a lot but she felt much better now that he knew more about her life story.

Jamie: He let it all sink in, her dad’s suicide, her eating disorder, her sexuality, and in the end, it wasn’t anything that could keep him away from her, “You matter to me,” he said back, reach up to wipe away the falling tears, “This was all the past that’s shaped you into the beautiful woman you are, and lead you into my life,” he kissed her lips lightly, “I love you, no matter what.”

Dove: Dove smiled hearing the positive words coming from him. "I love you too" she whispered before leaning back in, crashing her lips onto his. It was hard to put into words how much she loved him and how much he truly meant to her so maybe she was better of showing him.

[dong-hyucks]

so.... haechan's nct dream boy video pictures are out. do say a word or two (or a thousand more) about how you feel about them :-) -🌻✨

OKAY LET’S DO THIS

i was actually abt to fall asleep bc apparently writing the winwin scenario took a lot out of me lol but the mention of the sun himself woke me up :))) but if there’s a lot of spelling and/or grammar errors pls excuse me i’m actually lowkey tired

under the cut for obvious reasons i’m–

be warned i’m going over literally e v e r y t h i n g from the video so if you’re not up for a rant rn i suggest not reading this (or do, how can you dislike reading about the sun i–) watch the video here!!

welcome class, to dingdonghyuck 101; the class where i, the teacher, talks about the wonderful lee donghyuck, commonly known as haechan from the south korean boygroup, NCT. specifically NCT 127 and NCT Dream :)

before we begin, i came across a vv good gifset of the beginning made by @nctaezen and it can be found here :)

let’s begin, shall we?

so in the beginning, mark and donghyuck are literally just walking down some stairs and i’m already feeling a t t a c k e d like???? watching the boys have fun is my absolute freaking aesthetic fite me on this okay

- their outfits are WONDERFUL i love the really casual look on them (and every other look akjgfakjh MODELS) they rock it!! omg hyuck’s hair is so vibrant you can’t help but look at it. you know what else could be considered vibrant? something else you can’t help but just stare at? that’s right. THE SUN. it’s confirmed– because of that logic lee donghyuck is the sun. :) and mark omg he looks really cute in yellow??? and the clothes he’s wearing are super cute i love

- the shot was so pretty!! like with the powerlines in the background?? that blue sky?? that reflection of the sun’s light?? the green plants?? the nice staircase?? absolute beauty i’m ajkwhagjkhag

- and the way they just hop down the stairs!! talk about cute like omg i’m so weak;; the lil spin hyuck does is just so adorable i wanna hug him :))) (is that weird i’m sorRy)

- by the way, for future reference i am really bad at taking screenshots of mv’s

blurry pic but honestly it could be four pixels and i’d still say donghyuck looks absolutely amazing

- THIS IS THE LIL SPIN I WAS TALKING ABOUT OKAY he’s so cute i love him so much omg and the exPRESSION HE HAD ON WHILE HE WAS WALKING DOWN THE STAIRS OKAY LOOK

- he may have been making just a straight face buT IT WAS BEAUTIFUL OKAY like omg he looked so focused on what was ahead of him i’m just :’)) lee donghyuck is cute guys

- aND WHEN HE SLID UNDER THE HAND RAIL IM

- the way he did it was so precious n cute and i just??? guys, have i mentioned i love lee donghyuck because,,, i love lee donghyuck

- also the fact that they had chewing gum playing in the bg mADE ME SO HAPPY LIKE YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA chewing gum is such a bop!! hearing the song itself was one of the many reasons why i couldn’t stop smiling during this video like hearing it brought me back!!! even though i literally listen to it everyday sTILL IT BROUGHT ME BACK OKAY

OMG TAKING A SCREENSHOT OF THIS ACTUALLY KILLED ME i also stopped doing this for like 10min to just,,, look because he’s so cute n beautiful and i’m just– FUN FACT; THIS IS THE PART WHERE I STARTED CRYING

- okay but lOOK AT THAT LITTLE SMILE HE’S SO CUTE N PRECIOUS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH?? LIKE I HOPE HE CAN KEEP SMILING FOREVER BC HE DESERVES ETERNAL HAPPINESS OKAY

- also again!! with the cinematic shot!!! like honestly donghyuck is such a victual (sorry i started saying that after listening to victon lol) that he could literally b e wearing a garbage bag and i’d still call it art– but like??? look at it, just look at it okay. pictures in which the bg is vv blurry but the main focus of the picture is in HD, clear, clear view?? i love it. like his cute smile just adds to the reason why i love this part but the way his hair just catches the light??? like he looks so sOFT i LOVE HIM and that little shine in his eyes i’m just awhfka like have you ever cried because you saw a person so beautiful because i–

okay this post is probably going to be really donghyuck biased but y’know,,, it’s about his boy video so it makes sense bUT LOOK AT HOW CUTE N SOFT MARK LOOKS HERE!! i’m giving out free hugs to mark (and every other) stan out there bc you’re all cute n ily and your bias okay :))

- like, with mark as well they both have this shine in their eyes and it’s just making me so soft rn i’m :’)) again with the lighting and the shot in general i just love everything about this video okay

okay but i personally thing hyuck looks so cool in this shot!! even tho deep down i know he’s sUCH a dork (i love him for it :)) the cool n casual way he did the handshake was just really,,, cool to me!!! excuse me my vocab rn is limited

- OKAY BUT LET’S TALK ABOUT (love lemme talk about love, i’m talking about HYUCK–) MARKHYUCK’S CUTE HANDSHAKE OKAY LIKE IT’S JUST SO PRECIOUS N ADORABLE!! i love witnessing handshakes between best friends because honestly just the sight of it makes me so weak because of how absolutely cute they are :)) ah, flashbacks to the days where my friend and i would slap each other as a greeting

hoo boy

- AGAIN, THE LIGHTING IS AMAZING N I LOVE IT OKAY

- honestly mARKHYUCK THEY STRAIGHT UP MODELS!! they’re literally just sitting down but they’re just oOzInG the model presence!! like for instance the way hyuck is leaning against the railing n looking up? my aesthetic right there. and just the casual way he’s sitting down to his hand position just makes me smile so much because of how cute n innocent he looks here :)) not to mention mark– who, even though he’s slightly covered by a railing, looks like a 15/10 !! honestly casual works for them so well i love it so much

I’M ACTUALLY READYING MYSELF IN CASE I START CRYING AGAIN DOING THIS– I HAVE A TISSUE BOX AND A KUMAMON PLUSH AT R E A D Y

- OKAY THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I MENTION IT BUT THE LIGHTING IS ACTUAL PERFECTION Like look at the way it’s shining through the trees!! over their heads!! it’s beautiful i’m–

- donghyuck is literally just pulling a straight face again but i am in love like he looks so good!! in his outfit n hair colour and i’m just;;; tHE WAY HE’S LOOKING AT THE CAMERA HAS ME WEAK AT THE KNEES OKAY WHEN I FIRST WATCHED THIS VID I LITERALLY FELL OFF MY CHAIR THE DONGHYUCK EFFECT™ EVERYONE

- can’t forget about mark over here beING RUDE AF LET ME STAY LOYAL. THANKS. also i just realized but does mark’s shirt say ‘call me’ i’m ch O KING PLEASE DON’T ACTUALLY CALL THE NUMBER ON THE SHIRT I–

okay again with the plants i’m sensing a trend here anD I LIKE IT :))

- i’ve mentioned this on my side blog but i love love love the way his shirt literally matches his hair like WOW TALK ABOUT COORDINATION anywho when he was clapping i was literal heart eyes!! he can make such a simple task look so cute and i’m just s o b b i n g

- I STILL DON’T KNOW WHAT THEY’RE SAYING BUT I’M SMILING AND LAUGHING WITH THEM OKAY YOU GO BBYS YOU’RE DOING AMAZING :)))

- okay but after this screenshot it suddenly changed filters and i wAS SO SURPRISED I JUMPED BC WOAH I GOT TO SEE THE SUN IN A DIFFERENT FILTER IN A DIFFERENT ANGLE wowow all i can say is that this person, the sun in human form, the love of my life, looks great from literally every angle

this isn;t a good screenshot (even tho i believe every picture of hyuck is g r e a t :)) but let’s be real i wasn’t going to get a good one anyway i’m bad at this lol

- anYWAY OMG THIS IS A T T A C K I N G ME

- I WASN’T EXPECTING THE SUDDEN CHERRY-BOMB-HYUCK-HITTING-THE-CAMERA SHOT LIKE I CH OKE D N CRIED AT THE SAME TIME

- on a side note hYUCK LOOKED SO GOOD IN CHERRY BOMB LIKE AKHFGKAGHLKJ I’M SO WEAK

- THERE WAS ALSO A WE YOUNG SHOT BUT I AM SO BAD AT TAKING SCREENSHOTS I’LL SPARE YOU,,, FOR NOW BUT IT WAS JUST REALLY REALLY CUTE OKAY

(i forgot to fullscreen it before taking a picture but you can just,, deal with that oops) I DON’T HAVE MUCH TO SAY ABT THIS PART BC I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY’RE SAYING B U T LOOK AT HYUCK’S BEAUTIFUL 1000WATT SMILE :))) I LOVE

- okay throughout this entire part hyuck was like smiling and laughing the entire time and i’m :’)))) he’s so b e a u t i f u l without trying and i just love him so much omg can you believe there’s someone this beautiful out there i’m–

- OHHHHMYGOD DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THEIR VOICES OKAY THEY AREN’T SINGING OR RAPPING BUT THEIR VOICES ARE SOO SOOTHING AND I JUST LOVE IT SM

THEY’RE LITERALLY SKIPPING THEY’RE STILL CHILDISH IT’S SO CUTE AKHFGWKAHGKH

- i love everything about this part– the bg music, the fact that they’re s k i p p i n g, their beAUTIFUL SMILES–

- they literally like hopped up the stairs i’m

LOOK AT THEIR EXPRESSIONS

- they looks so curious n exci ted i’m just agljkwahlgkjwahlkg I’M A MESS RN THEY’RE TOO CUTE FOR MY HEART TO HANDLE

- smth about the way they even opened the door has my heart racing miles THEY’RE SO ADORABLE I LOVE

- back to the curious n excited bit they lowkey remind me of puppies here :)))) like omg if i had to describe my puppers in two words i’d use curious and excited bc that’s what they both are bUT OMG LOOK AT EM BEING ALL CUTE WHILE ENTERING A BUILDING I’M SO WEAK

mark in this pic is my forever mood okay just casually aDMIRING THE SUN N IT’S BEAUTY :)))

- lOOK AT DONGHYUCK’S SMILE HERE IT’S SO CUTE N IT KIND OF RESEMBLES THE EXPRESSION HE MAKES WHEN HE’S TRYING TO STOP HIMSELF FROM LAU GHING AND I’M JUST OVER HERE SQUISHING MY KUMAMON PLUSH VV TIGHTLY BECAUSE MY HEART CAN’T HANDLE THIS CUTENESS

- ps i love his ring n i kind of want ones like them

i’m soRRY ARE THEY DRINKING MILK THAT’S REALLY CUTE OMG CORRECT ME IF I’M WRONG PLEASE

- omg the way mark smiled when he put down the glass after this i’m just :’))))

- aND THE WAY HYUCK LOWKEY STARED AT MARK WITH THIS SMALL SMILE ON HIS FACE THEY’RE SO CUTE N THEIR LIL STARES ARE RECIPROCATED 

this might sound weird but i really like watching mukbangs from idols and just idols eating in general bc i always get really worried for people,,, like during the weekends, i might not see my friends so i’m always thinking like: “did they have breakfast today?? lunch??? oml i hope they have a good dinner” n i think like that about people i haven’t even met yet like omg i am the epitome of clumsy mom friend n i just care a lot about them so seeing them eating well n being all happy about it just makes me the happiest person in the universe :))))

- again i love their voices so much like omg they were gifted in every way possible i love them so much :)))

- ALSO HYUCK LAUGHED DURING THIS SCENE AND I SWEAR A RAINBOW FLOODED INTO MY ROOM VIA MY WINDOW, THE CLOUDS WENT AWAY AND BIRD WERE SINGING N EVERYTHING WAS JUST PROSPERING BC OF IT

okay but for real tho he looks sosososo good here i’m not even remotely joking

- prepare for all caps regarding the next picture

OH MY GODS HE IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THIS PHOTO

- LET’S START WITH THE BASICS; AGAIN I LOVE THE FACT THAT HIS HAIR MATCHES HIS SHIRT LIKE THAT IS THE CUTEST THING I’VE SEEN ALL DAY :)))))

- SECOND, THE BACKGROUND OKAY THE PLANTS HAVE MADE A RETURN I’M LOVING ALL THIS BACKGROUND ADDITIONS SO MUCH LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA

- THIRD; THE SCENE BEFORE THIS okAY SO BASICALLY HE GOT UP FROM THE STOOL N THEN PUSHED OPEN THE DOORS AND I TEARED UP AGAIN LIKE OMG HE LOOKED STRAIGHT OUT OF A DISNEY MOVIE WITH THIS CUTE SMILE AND THE LIL TILTING OF HIS HEAD I AM W E A K I SWEAR I SAW SPARKLES FOLLOWING HIM AROUND BC HE’S JUST THAT MAGICAL OKAY

- FOURTH; HIS EYESSSSS OMG HIS EYES ARE SHINING AGAIN AND I AM SO IN LOVE LIKE HIS EYES ARE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SHADE OF BROWN (they look kinda hazelish/honeyish but a bit darker like i loVE HIS EYES SO MUCH THEY’RE WONDERFUL :))) N THE WAY HE’S JUST STARING AT THE CAMERA AS IF HE DOESN’T KNOW HOW HIS SMILE EFFECTS ME N SO MANY OTHERS I JUST–

- FIFTH; ‘KAY BUT HIS SKIN LOOKS F L A W L E S S HERE LIKE HYUCK PLS SHOW ME YOUR WAYS BUBS

- SIXTH N FINAL ONE; this might sound really weird pls don’t leave buT HIS LIPS ARE LIKE REALLY PINK AND THEY LOOK SOFT THAT’S ALL I’M GOING TO SAY

HE’S LITERALLY MODEL MATERIAL I’M HOL LERING LEE DONGHYUCK IS SUCH AN ETHEREAL HUMAN BEING I LOVE HIM

I’M ACTUALLY CRYING AGAIN LIKE HE JUST LOOKS SO SOFT HERE N ONE OF MY FRIENDS LITERALLY TOLD ME ‘imagine lying down next to him n him just looking over at you like this” AND I SOBBED IN MATH OKAY LIKE THAT IS SUCH A LUXURIOUS IMAGE THAT I DON’T DESERVE TO IMAGINE I–

- hE LOOKS PERFECT HERE!! AGAIN HIS SKIN IS BEAUTIFUL I’M HIGHKEY JEALOUS BUT IDC RIGHT NOW LET’S ALL JUST GIVE HYUCK A STANDING OVATION FOR BEING H Y U C K

- i heard if you look up the words ethereal, beautiful, pretty, handsome, amazing, perfect, and cute in the dictionary, this picture of hyuck shows up :)

- AGAIN WITH THE SHINING EYES I’M SO WEAK RN

- AND HIS HAIR LOOKS PERFECT

- LEE DONGHYUCK; THE TRUE VICTUAL (tho let’s be real, there is no one visual in nct istg they’re all the main visual don’t fite me on this)

i’m stopping myself from taking screenshots of literally every frame bc 1) that’d take forever n 2) i don’t have the space on my computer for that

- OKAY BUT THEY JUST SHOWED US LIKE FIVE ANGLES OF HIM WITHIN TWO SECONDS I FEEL SO BLESSED I GET TO LOOK AT THE SUN AT DIFFERENT ANGLES I LOVE

- HIS VOICE IS SO SOOTHING HONESTLY OMG

i’m contemplating whether or not to change my entire theme to fit this picture bc look at him fowhgwkag the aesthetic red vibes going on have me shaking in my chair

- OKAY SO BASICALLY AFTER THIS THEY CUT BACK TO AN INTERVIEW OR SMTH N HYUCK WAS ANSWERING ALL CUTELY AND EVERYTHING AND I’M PRETTY SURE HE SAID THE SAME THING AS JENO IN HIS INTERVIEW WHICH IS SO CUTE HONESTLY

- EXCUSE MY CAPS I’M TOO LAZY TO TURN THEM OFF BTW

- ANYWHO MY COMPUTER’S GETTING SLOW SO I’MMA REST IT FOR A BIT BEFORE TAKING MORE SCREENSHOTS SO I’LL JUST EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENS

- IF I CAN

 - IT CUT BACK TO THE PART WHERE HE’S SITTING ON A STOOL (STILL ANSWERING QUESTIONS) AND HE TALKS ABOUT GOING TO A BEACH W/ THE DREAM TEAM™

- WHICH JENO ALSO TALKED ABT THEY’RE BOTH SO CUTE HONESTLY

OKAY THIS WAS WHEN I STARTED LEGIT CRYING CRYING BEFORE SCHOOL EARLIER

- I’M NOT GOING TO SCREENSHOT IT BC YOU CAN JUST ADMIRE THE VIDEO [full boy video] or [just singing] (@dongkooki‘s video)

- anywho the video is just so wonderful on so many different levels honestly

- to begin, i just love how it was shot in general??? like the way he looks so casual and so into the song he’s singing just gets me right in the heart y’know and the fact that multiple cameras were filming him for those multiple angles ALSO gets me right in the heart like– i’ve been shot and i’m okay with that

- GUYS I’M GETTING EMOTIONAL LISTENING TO IT AGAIN I JUST

- ANYWAY before i start sobbing into my keyboard HIS VOICE IS AMAZING OKAY I CAN WRITE A SEVEN PAGE THESIS, FONT 12 + TIMES NEW ROMAN ON HOW MUCH I JUST LOVE HIS VOICE N HOW AMAZING IT IS ALRIGHT LIKE HIS VOICE I S JUST SO SOFT YET POWERFUL N SWEET LIKE HONEY :))))) I’M SO WEAK FOR DONGHYUCK’S VOICE

- ALSO AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO KINDA GOT REMINDED OF A DRAMA WHILE WATCHING THIS LIKE OMG now i’m imagining donghyuck as a lead in a drama getting caught singing to himself and i just awghawhgka i’m making myself cry again omf

i’ll end this here because if i don’t i will literally go on…. forever….. and just die of starvation n dehydration at my desk (i’m kidding omg)

tysm for sending this ask flower anon ily :) have a nice day!!

(ps this was 3k long :) i did more than a thousand lol)