#just to be kissed.. just to be hugged.. hhhhh

[byakuyasdarling]

just,,, just when men wholesomely interface with children... i am so normal about it... i am so normal about those men... i do not wiggle my legs and giggle,,, no, not at all,,

[kakusu-shipping]

Okay so we know Luigi makes Mario’s coffee for sure, but whats Luigi’s drink of choice? He strikes me more of a hot choccy guy, and if thats the case, when hes had a bad day does mario make some for him and kiss it out of his moustache? (cause you know the whip cream probably gets stuck in their staches)

Luigi is 100% a sweet drink kind guy. For comfort he loves a hot meal and a hot drink and stupid amounts of sugar. Strawberry milk and Hot Chocolate are for sure his defaults, drinks a lot of sweet tea as well.

Mario's not a Make something for someone when they're having a bad day kinda guy, he likes to tackle a problem as head on as possible and fix it. Not everything can be fixed though, and he understands that. Luigi's really good at comforting himself, and Mario tends to just be nearby for physical comfort when that kind of thing happens.

Mario absolutely takes full advantage when Luigi makes himself a cup of hot chocolate though, he's a kissing fiend. There will be no sads so long as he is in kissing distance

Luigi's convinced he's just trying to steal the whipped cream from his drink. And like. Maybe he is a little.

[girlmikeyway]

The fact that i correctly guessed which show this was at smh...... https://twitter.com/razzmatazziero/status/1570310467788369921?t=iM-pj-c--mjjF63UQM9LIg&s=19

omg they're a WHORE (affectionate)

[tojisun]

sun!! i hope you’re doing well sweetheart <3

i’m on my period and feeling miserable :( i’m just imagining biker!simon and his big warm hands massaging my lower back and being my personal heating pad

i feel like he’d be so doting and sweet…and i just know his cuddles are IMMACULATE

my goodness my beloved im sorry for how late my reply to this is!! i hope ur feeling a whole lot better today :(( and that u were able to rest well hhhhh

no ur right!!! big man like simon gives out good hugs!! just, warm and comforting over all <33 // biker!simon mlist

simon leaves as soon as he can, your message still bright in his mind – im dying lol.

“Not on my watch,” is what simon replied, trying to be playful if only to distract you from your pain.

he says his goodbyes to his friends, waves at john who tells him he’ll close up the shop and that simon doesn’t have to worry about it, before walking towards the parking lot. he snags his helmet, snaps it on, and hefts himself on top of his bike.

he traces the initials engraved on his gloves before bringing up his hand to the mouth of his helmet and presses it in lieu of a kiss. then he’s off, the purr of his engine smooth as he whips against the wind.

simon’s left you on his bed today, bundled up in his sweater and underneath the blankets. you’ve been teary-eyed as you bid him goodbye, trying to assure him that your period’s not kicking your ass.

“just go, si,” you said, huffing when simon continued to stand by the edge of the bed, hesitating.

“i don’t wanna leave you when y’r like this, sweetheart,” he replied, bending down just enough to cup your cheek, his thumb swiping just underneath your eye.

“you can’t just skip work, y’know?”

“if it’s for you, i can.”

it wasn’t a lie – you two knew this – but you insisted, giggling, and told him to just remember to bring snacks when he returns home. he kissed you goodbye and drove off.

simon didn’t forget his promise, of course. his bag’s full of chocolates and cookies and a pack of electrolyte drinks. he knew the medicine cabinet was stocked but simon got extra pain medications – for cramping and nausea – in case you needed more.

johnny had seen simon’s grocery bag and asked that simon tell you that johnny’s wishing you to get well soon. then, kyle and john overheard and they gave simon the extra ladyfingers stored in the break room.

simon parks his bike and almost stumbles on his feet when he lurched out of his bike. he speeds through the stairs, thundering footsteps echoing, before tearing through the fire escape door.

he fumbles for his keys, steps into his apartment, and has just enough coherence to remember to toe his shoes off, place his helmet on the counter, snag his gloves off, and wash his hands. then, simon’s back in his room. back where you are.

you’re still buried underneath his quilt, curled into yourself. simon would have cooed at how little space you are taking up on his bed but he hears you whine, exhausted face peeking out of the quilt, before weary eyes meet his own.

“i’m home, sweetheart,” he breathes out, watching as your face breaks out into a smile.

“hey there, baby,” you reply, shuffling until he sees you lift a corner of the sheets for him to crawl in.

simon doesn’t even care that he’s still in his work clothes, not when your pretty eyes are pleading him to slip in and finally cuddle with you. so he drops his bag and takes his jacket off, before slipping underneath the quilt and sliding beside you.

you’re blinking up at him as he settles in, your warm palms reaching up to caress his cool face. he hears the faint hum that rumbles from your throat and simon huffs a fond laugh at the small smile tickling your lips.

“how do you want me, love?” he asks, his own hands claiming their rightful place by your waist. he rubs at your sides the way he knows you want – smooth glides with just enough pressure, grounding you into him.

“spoonin’,” you whisper, sniffing, before turning away from him with your mind made up.

simon laughs, pressing the quiet puffs of it on the back of your head as you shimmy towards him, pressing your back to his chest, before falling putty with a quiet sigh. he loops his arm around your waist, the heavy weight of his palm falling just underneath your belly.

“lift y’r head up a bit,” simon murmurs, humming when he slots his other arm under your head for you to use as a pillow. “good girl,” he murmurs as you fall back into him.

simon fixes the sheets as you shuffle closer again, nuzzling your face onto his arm with a pleased grumble, and he barks a laugh at your sudden sneeze.

“shit, sorry,” you croak out, hiding your face behind your palms.

simon laughs. “don’t be, sweetheart.” he kisses the back of your head again. “feelin’ better?”

“a bit,” you reply, and simon trembles when he feels your fingers glide along his arm. “now that you’re here.”

jesus. you sure know how to make him ache with the weight of his love, huh sweetheart?

IT GOT TOO LONG IM SORRY!! but yea :(( i hope u are feeling better luv <333

[poppy-metal]

poppylicious i hope you know if you did write biodad!art i would read it no problem <3 in fact i encourage it

-🐞

stepcest isn't enough I need him to actually be my father <////3

tw: incest. of the father/daughter variety. dubcon cause he's drunk.

hhhhh I'm thinking of being daddys girl and tragedy strikes. your mother passes away and you see your dad become a shell of himself. and you love your dad so much. you think when mommy was alive he was happier - brighter. maybe if you became like your mom, and did the thing's women do for their husbands, daddy would be happy again?

thinking of dressing in one of her flowery sundresses - because art hasn't touched her side of the closet. refuses to get rid of her things. you'd stayed to take care of him instead of heading off to college because you're so worried about him - drinking himself to sleep every night on the couch because he can't sleep in his - their bedroom anymore - you have to fix things. you even do your makeup how your mom did - how daddy liked it.

thinking of art being drunk when you come down the steps in your mother's dress and makeup and for a few moments he thinks you're really her - open mouthed and in awe as he watches you float across the room to straddle him. he comes back to himself when you lean into kiss him and he sees your eyes - your eyes that are different from your mother's - and he's horrified - but it's too late - you're already kissing him. and your mouth is warm and soft and you're warm and soft. and you smell like your mom.

he sobs against your mouth - trembles when you pull back and tell him it's okay - you're going to take care of him now. "shhhhh dad. its okay. you can touch me -"

and he shakes his head, his hands coming to your waist as if to push you away "baby stop - what - what are you wearing.." he tries to invite reason into his body, but you're not getting off his lap, you're moving in closer - reaching down into his sweats to palm his cock. and he's hard. he's fucking hard.

"oh god," he cries when you stroke him. he tells himself it's because you smell like her and you're wearing her things and he misses your mother so much - misses her body so much and he hasn't so much as touched his dick in months. he's been so fucking depressed. he hasn't been a good father. he's neglected you. that's why you're acting out. he grabs your wrist. weakly tries to pry your hand from around his hard dick, "stop. take that off - this is - you can't be doing this -"

and you take your hand away and he thinks you're going to listen to him - and you do - you do but not the way he wanted you too. you do take the dress off, peeling the straps down your shoulders until the material flutters down to expose your bare breasts.

"honey - no -" he chokes - but then you're coming in again, holding the back of his head and bringing his face to your chest. your warm tits envelop him and he's delirious. you smell so good. his brain is fuzzy. his throat is dry. his dick jerks in his sweats and when you reach down again he can't push you away.

he starts to cry then. and you coo at him, "im gonna take such good care of you daddy." you tell him. "you won't feel bad ever again." and then he feels it, your slick pussy at the head of his cock - he makes a wet sound deep in his throat, pitiful and weak and then you're sinking down on him, gasping - and you're so warm.

"oh baby." he cries. doesn't know if it's out of guilt and shame or pleasure because goddamn it feels - it feels good. tight wet heat. sucking him in. wrapping around him. hugging him. he's been so cold and miserable lately. you rock in his lap and cling to the back of his head as you start to bounce.

"daddy," you whimper. breathless. his lips brush against your nipples when you go up and down and you clench around your dad's cock. feel him let out a half groan half wail as you ride him. "you just needed a h-hug that's all. I'll be your girl - I'll give you hugs, daddy - with my pussy - "

he wants to die. he wants to die and be with your mother. he should die. he should die right now. but he wouldn't be with your mother. he'd be in hell.

hell for the way he's hard and twitching inside you - hell for the way he's moaning through his sobs. hell for the way he's so much stronger than you, even drunk and confused and he hasn't thrown you off him. hell for the way his hands eventually curl around your waist, start helping you bounce more properly on his dick. hell for the way he can feel his balls starting to draw up and tighten with impending release.

"I love you, dad." you moan in his ear.

oh god, he thinks and closes his eyes as he starts to cum inside you - I love you too, baby.

[kaeyx]

yandere chuuya x naive and clingy Reader pre!kidnapping while they’re best friends…

Reader who would sit in his lap, lay their head there (also the other way around) and play with his hair

reader who would kiss his cheek, hold his hands/ link their arms together and hugging him all the time and chuuya trying not to just take them away forever

reader who would flirt jokingly and even come close to him with a pokie in their mouth

Y!chuuya who convinces you it’s normal to take a bath together and kiss since you’re comfortable around each other anyway

Oooooh he'd love this I just know it. If he's not too far gone he might even be content with this, as long as you're not this affectionate with anyone else. Chuuya would let you hang off him all day long and intentionally not correct people when they assume you're dating, it's better for them to believe you're spoken for because you are! Even if you don't quite realise it.

And hhhhh bathing with him...... he convinces you to go skinny dipping at night while you're drunk so he can get a good look at you, your skin gleaming with the water while you laugh and splash water at him. Helping you dry off and holding up a towel so you can have a little privacy when you put your clothes back on, sneaking a few more looks while you're busy getting dressed, trying to commit your body to memory.

[elvenbeard]

Then and now - shippy edition! 💜

Enabled and inspired by @pinkyjulien @humberg @arcandoria @breezypunk @kharonion and everyone else who's done something similar XD My little VP and modding journey featuring Vince and Kerry over the last few months!

So, I figure, most of you can relate to my disappointment when I realized at the end of my first playthrough that there's so little interaction possible with the main NPCs outside of their respective questlines. The text messages your LI sends you are adorable, yes. Being able to sleep in their bed and then waking up next to them? A+ game design, 100/100, every game with romances needs this. But where is my option to hug, kiss, spend time with Kerry? Rude!!

Still though, I was undeterred to create some shots for my new favourite blorbos with my vanilla game (I had never heard of AMM then (or at least was too chickenshit still to install it)).

2023/Feb/06

Behold, my first attempts at creating something shippy (and I do still like these a lot) - title: Kerry meets Nibbles.

The idea behind this is probably kinda self-explainatory XD I had these as desktop background for so long, it feels so nostalgic to look back at them now. I think I have some slightly edited versions somewhere but cannot find them for the life of me, but there's no big difference really, just some slight colour/contrast editing.

I was always a bit bummed out by the fact that Kerry's default outfit for idling at the villa is the one with sunglasses on (while over the progression of his questline he wears it less and less as he gets to know V better, as if he is letting his guard down). But oh well! Also yes, that was and still is my favourite photomode pose for V really, because it is very versatile:

But that's... really it when it comes to opportunities for shippy moments outside of the quests.

2023/Feb/09

I was yearning for more!! As you can see, these are only 3 days apart. I had done some research and learned about the "[NPC] Interactions Enhanced" mods that I highly recommend for the options to kiss and hug your LIs alone :3 And! More shippy shot opportunities, because Kerry will finally be somewhere else in his huge-ass villa besides the sofa or the bed, and take off those beloathed sunglasses:

Hhhh.... I can't tell you how happy I was about this shot. I remember yelling to my friends on Discord about it half in tears (none of them really knowing much about the game yet apart from my occasional screaming about all the angst and plot twists). I think I described it as "Vince finally feeling some actual, real happiness, daring to imagine a future", just content and relaxed, having a late night talk with Kerry. I still like it a lot, and because of the mod enabling me to take this pic I still low-key wanna look into quest-modding some day and see if I can make something in a "romance-enhanced" direction. The "Kerry calls V and wants help with cleaning up the villa" quest we all deserve xD

2023/Feb/12

Another couple of days later, and with one toe dipped into modding now, I finally installed AMM (I think, since this was around Valentine's Day, this must've been when I saw a tutorial by @pinkyjulien on how to pose your blorbos for kissing poses with AMM, and my mind was blown XD). My first attempt to even get anything accomplished was kinda frustrating though (because I wanted to do too much too quickly). In a couple of the other "then and now" posts I saw earlier that the more common approach for getting into AMM used to be "swap your characters with NPCs around the city" and I was like.... "oh, yeah, that would've made things a lot easier" 🤡 Nope, I went right in with spawning them in and trying to squish them together with poses that somewhat matched XD

The following were my first AMM-posed screenshots that worked how I wanted them to, and aösdhfdsaf I am somewhat self-conscious about them still. What is a "look at" feature? What are expressions?

I never shared these publically before but hhhhh... this is it, this is the moment where the brainrot started. They're at Dark Matter, talking about V's childhood in Charter Hill, musing about how it's insane how they both occupied almost the same spaces for such long periods of their lives and only never ran into each other due to their age difference. I'm actually still (slooooowly) working on a little comic with this scene/story as topic, cause it is so essential and important to me (based on a random spontaneous decision I made about V's past before even knowing the Dark Matter existed... right across from V's childhood home asdöasdhfjds. Setting the whole "we were destined for each other" trope I have going on with them so much in stone ;A;). This is one of the shoots I'd also really like to redo with my current VP skills... maybe when I've finished my hand-holding poses, cause yeah... hand holding ;__;

Speaking of which:

2023/Jul/13

Five months later, still stupidly in love with each other, still regularly back at the Dark Matter because the place is so gorgeous and important to them. Kerry's getting some more outfits slowly but surely (even with sunglasses!), I have a much better understanding of AMM and the VP possibilities in general now. These two unlocked completely new ways of creative expression for me that I wouldn't even have dreamed of possessing or wanting to follow. VP has become such an amazing creative outlet, for creating all those little scenes I wish I existed in the base game, or which I'd love for them to have in their future.

Am I crying about fictional pixel men too much? Maybe. But over a short period of time they've become so important to me, and I got to meet so many cool and inspiring people in this community after not really feeling part of or even drawn to creating for a fandom for a long time anymore. Can't wait to update this post some time in the future to see where my and their journey will lead to!

I feel like my progress is kinda slow, and I wish I had more time to dedicate to them and all my creative endeavours, cause they'd deserve it for all the joy they bring me xD But alas... Fingers crossed for more spare time and better time management in my future! Thanks for reading this far and coming to my blorbo talk 💜

[stillfrownyclownlol]

Just putting my thoughts for book 2 since I’ve read more of it (currently on chapter 28) and I gotta say Ronan might actually be my favourite character. His depth and personality is so prominent in this book and I’m just so happy I can learn more about him. Matthew (I actually don’t remember how his name was spelled) might be my second favourite Lynch brother but honestly Declan has not been trying very hard to be anyone’s favourite. I am curious about him though. I do also kind of feel bad for him because he wasn’t any of his parent’s favourites and that just sucks but also he’s a dick and I still don’t like him.

The Gansey-Adam battle is still waging, I still don’t know who tf I want Blue to fall in love with. There is SO MUCH happening in the book right now and I’m not even half-way through. I really wanna know more about how Adam’s being affected by his sacrifice in the previous book and I honestly feel so bad for him?? His POVs feel kind of melancholic? I guess? Like everyone else is having a good time and he’s just sulking because of course he is! Like omg there so much wrong with Adam I wanna hug him.

So I can’t tell if the Gray Man has a thing for Maura or not?? Like he asked her out for dinner and everything but I’m still skeptical. He is interesting though, although his POVs don’t mean much to me (he’s like the one character I don’t look forward to reading 😔) but hey at least Maura isn’t getting sidelined so much??

I actually have nothing to say about Blue because she’s honestly not doing anything worth pointing out. She’s just being a badass and her and Noah have an amazing friendship like I genuinely love them as a duo so much.

okay I just wanted to get my thoughts out there you don’t have to respond to this because it’s just word vomit but I’m REALLY liking the book so far and I can’t wait to have some questions answered and for more chaos to unfold.

(ALSO. RONAN’S MUM IS FROM A DREAM?? GENUINELY SHOCKED ME SO MUCH LIKE HOLY SHIT??? THE BARNS?? THE ANIMALS?? EVERYTHING’S FROM HIS DAD’S DREAMS?? AND DECLAN SUPPOSEDLY ALREADY KNEW????? [this is why I love this book])

AH SORRY I FORGOT TO ANSWER I WAS HAVING A CRISIS BUT IM SO HAPPY WE GOT ANOTHER RONAN STAN >:)

Declan is like...wine, he's an...acquired taste, lol. He really shines in the spin offs tbh, he's one of my faves, genuinely :) I actually love the whole Lynch family kagdkshdldj

HEHE I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO GET TO THIRD BOOK- the fourth personnnnn~ it's been a while since I read the second one but there should be some hints by now :D

Hhhhh The Gray Man is the gray man idc about him tbh 😭 he's like. Whatever. Idc.

Waiting for *that* scene between Noah and Blue...I forgot if it was in this book lmao.

(It's okay I like seeing these reactions ;v; )

(UGHHHH I LOVE THE BARNES THE AURA IS SO MAGICAL AND I JUST WANNA BURY MY FACE IN THE GRASS AND PET ALL THE SLEEPY COWS AND HAVE AURORA TOUCH MY FACE AND KISS MY FOREHEAD 😭)

[oatmealcrisp-freak]

kubosai but saiki is still trying to convince himself that he just married for tax benefits after a decade of marriage. the kissing is just for act he doesnt know what anyones talking about

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SORRY LIKE I I know but you kinda got my mind kickin so I'm just gonna say it

I feel like a lot of Saiki's backwards talk comes from feeling unable to assert himself and feeling like he can't safely care or be honest. A lot of this has to do with his powers, a lot of this has to do with his family. At 16/17/20 (timeloops depending idk) he lives in a state of denial because expressing his true feelings has historically resulted in consequences he hasn't been able to process IE trauma.

Which is to say that, put in a relationship with another person or people, romantic, platonic, etc where he's allowed to, effectively, be safe, may also put him in a place where he can start processing that trauma and coming out of that not so comfortable comfort zone he's put himself in. Denial is absolutely his coping mechanism, but it's not a very healthy one, it's not good for him.

My hope for him would be that, in relationships where he can be safe, he'd be able to learn less maladaptive coping mechanisms that would enable him honesty.

I can definitely see him falling back on denial when he's feeling especially insecure, for sure. Like if one of Kuboyasu's co-workers makes a pass at him or something and his hubby sees it, oh for sure. "Tch. It's just for the tax benefits anyway."

But I like to think that after Kuboyasu sees him looking a bit stormy eyed, he'd fold Saiki into a hug and give him a couple kisses and talk to him a bit, maybe joke a bit, and Saiki would be able to melt into that, and acknowledge that what they have isn't a sham, and that he can safely and honestly be in love <3<3<3<3

[stitchthesewords]

Sending love your way, friend *hugs* what's something you've wanted to ramble about but haven't had a chance to yet? Any ideas that are in the baby stages? Anything you wanna tali about we're here for <3

Im gonna. Use this as an excuse to talk about Sector AU. Which I know you specifically know about but I haven't talked about it much on tumblr.

Okay so Sector AU is my PolyZITS X Rancher AU [Jimmy got added later. I mean. Look at him. Hes like Tango's wet cat. And Tango is his wet cat. I. Hhhhh]. I sort of havent settled on anything about sector au specifically yet because it's just kind of my 'I wanna think about my rarepair guys in situations' au but the gist of it for those who don't know. ->

Every guy in the relationship represents a different 'sector' of the MC Universe. Zedaph represents the End and is a sort of beetle hybrid sort of inspired by the endermites. He has the shielded wings, multiple arms, those big ass beetle...antannae? Antler? things? And the beady black eyes. He's also only like 4 feet tall. He's tiny. Bug guy.

Tango represents the Nehter [of course] though not as your standard Netherborn Tango guy, though it does pull from that a bit. He's sort of - a lizard? He [and zedaph] can skitter up walls and needs to be kept warm - going as far to swim in lava to do so. IDK man a lot of the nether creatures make me think of lizards. Instead of wings, tango has those like. Arm glider things some lizards have, along with the frills and the scaly skin. He still has the fire hair, though its almost like a mohawk in my head that goes down his back, w a lizardy tail to match. Charmander! He's charmander. he's also short, like 4'5, so not as short as zed but still. tiny.

Skizz is an avian, specifically a hyacinth macaw which are the biggest and strongest of the parrot species - and they're the deep blue parrot you can see in minecraft. I made him an avian bc i like bird guys but also idk man Skizz just fits the bird vibes. Everyone always makes him an angel to go with Impulse's whole demon thing and given Impulse this felt fitting to do. It should go without saying he's fucking massive. Like 6'8 massive or sometihng. big.

IMPULSE is a descendent of the Ancients, who still lives underground. I havent really figured out fully whats going on w him but Sculk Guy who isnt Quiet Human and is also tall but not skizz tall. Like a few inches shorter.

And then theres Jimmy, who's just a plain ol human who lives in the world and gets kind of sucked into their world. I imagine maybe that all of the servers these 5 interact on are like, continents in this world, and theres like some not-quite-server-fic shenanigans occurring where its like. They go on adventures and can interact with worlds they dont exist on [yet <- manifesting Hermit Skizz] and also they get to hold hands nad kiss maybe and tango and zed can climb everyone like a tree and its like

I have two very specific scenes in mind - Skizz teaching Impulse to fly w an elytra because he cant teach him FLIGHT proper but avians use rockets the same way elytra work where they glide back down so he can teach Impulse [And later - jimmy] to fly.

And then a second imagine of tango and Jimmy in a cave exploring and using Tango as a light source but because they arent putting down torches they get lost and a creeper blows up in their face and injures them and they have to make their way back to the other members of the polycule and its all a very daunting task and just. hhhh.

[therhythmafterthesummer]

so rhythm I was just having some thoughts about chris and pretty and wanted to share (btw no pressure at all about it being a fic I just couldn’t help my brain thinking thoughts hhhhh) so I was thinking about how pretty may get marked one day in their future and how chris being like super whipped for pretty and obviously wanting her to feel loved and appreciated would like make it a HUGE DEAL and I thought what if they talked about it one day and agreed that at some point soon they’d be ready for it so chris does it like on an anniversary or smth and it’s like really romantic and soft and sweet and when it’s done he just admired it ALL THE TIME and now gives her more back hugs so he can kiss it and just okay I’ll stop now sorry I hope I’m not projecting too much on your ocs I just had thoughts and had to share 😭 but obviously if none of this seems in character just keep it to yourself (I’m so shy about sharing thoughts when it comes to other ppl’s characters in fics 🫠🫠🫠)

this is SO cute 🥺 my heart is so warm...

if when chris claims her, it could be like this... or it couldn't 👀 i guess we'll have to wait and see

but what's certain is that he'd definitely be obsessed with seeing the mark... he'll touch and kiss the area as much as possible because wow that's MY mate??? for me???? all for me????? SHE accepted ME???????? WANTS ME????? FOREVER???? and she'll just know, so she'll just let him gush about it any time he wants dkfjskjfddsf let him have his hands and lips all over it because of course she would sdkjfhsjkdf

thank you for sharing this thought with the class, i love it.

(also don't worry, izzy bb ! you know headcanons are encouraged in this household 🫡)

[selfshipdorito]

hhhhh just had an amazing jam moment on the piano and that made me think of kaed.e so have this gush jdbsksjska

i love her very much. she shares the same love for this silly little instrument. we'd take turns playing, or even play together, and it's so much fun jejskshsk

aaaaaa and her kisses are nice. and hugs. and yeah pretty much anything that girl does is nice tbh sjsbskakahs

[darling-valentine]

waaa I'm at my boyfie's house cause i don't have school today but i started feeling like I'm a horrible terrible person n i don't deserve to see him but i don't really have many places to hide or ways to avoid him what do i dooooooo qwqq i don't want him to see me feeling weird n i don't deserve him n i also wanna cut but I'd rather die than make him sad hhhhh

Also i feel like a bad person cause next year a friend of his that's very close to him n very sweet n cuddly n touchy feely is gonna live with him n i am already jealous enough of her c'mon why is life like this why does she get to live with him but not me they're gonna watch movies n cook together n i hate when she hugs him or kisses him on the cheek cause she's just like that with everyone!! (Even with me n i hate it!!!!!) N she's really nice n she's my friend n i don't hate her cause well i like her being my friend but I'm just,,,, so jealous of her it hurts so bad my beloved isn't gonna wanna be with me anymore cause being with other people is better I'm gonna suffer so bad next year I'm already doing it

[chanrizard]

haha yeah it was right around the time I realized I was not just a hyun stan but a hyunchan stan lol 😂 I am indeed a chan’s room veteran a very proud title I wear hehe lol and I totally get that tho on missing content bc even now there’s still a ton I haven’t seen 🫡

and hhhhh that’s very valid it’s starting to warm up for me too so I can’t wear my hoodies as much anymore 😫 I hope the heat won’t bother you too much (ready to fight the weather for my friend) but ooo vacation time!! I hope it’s relaxing and fun for you!!! ^^

I’m doing well just enjoying my break and I’ve been drawing ocs for a week so life is def good 😂 I’ve also been super excited bc a video game I really like is coming out in a little less than 2 days now and I’ve been super giddy and waiting as patiently as I can 🙈

aaah thank you 💕💕 it will be interesting because my family loves going to the beach and sunbathing all day and i hate that with the force of a thousand suns because eugh sand everywhere and i don't tan, i just burn to a sorry crisp in 3 seconds flat so we're trying to find a compromise between their lizard-like tendencies and what i'd rather do, we'll see we'll see

glad to hear things are going well!! ohhhh a new game hahaha hang in there the wait is almost over, i hope you'll have tons of fun playing it!

sending you a hug and a kiss, mmwah!

[cerebrobullet]

Sharpe's Prey Daily Book Report:

"a man who loves his business more than his daughter doesn't deserve to be happy" :3c teehee. ah, i love when sharpe sips some respect women juice.

YAY sharpe finally gets a hug! astrid, i may not care much about you but i appreciate you hugging the sad boy.

i'll never get tired of chase wholeheartedly trusting sharpe. literally handing over his best men to help sharpe, even for a mission he doesnt like 🥺. something bad is gonna happen to him isn't it. i dont trust cornwell.

i like how this is like sharpe is babysitting chase's kids. trying to keep them safe and out of trouble.

*adds "burning alive" into the "sharpe trauma to exploit in fanfiction" list*

... *bites and shakes pomphrey like the fucking rat he is*

god, the vibe for this entire book has been 😬

tho ending with chase demanding sharpe spend a month at his house *chef kiss* good, thank you, for the love of god cornwell just let him have a break

aaah and now i have reached the end of the prequels and will get into the main event! Prey would prob be my lowest rated book so far, because the plot meanders and sharpe has no real motivation towards anything that happens outside of his vague, low chemistry relationship with astrid lol. i probably enjoyed tiger and triumph the most? then trafalgar (because chase!!!), then fortress really close to trafalgar, and prey a few steps lower than all of those.

i have so many scenes i want to draw, but my new tablet pen won't be here until monday still :( so i just gotta hold onto it all hhhhh

[lavend3r-stardust]

So today, she walked me to my last class and as she was hugging me goodbye, my brain fucking stopped working- and I just . . . Hjsnskaksmwks I felt so warm and close to her neck and I- hhhhh i just wanted to tilt my head up and kiss her smack on the cheek

she is so goddamn cute istg