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The bottom trans post make me laugh cause I've been on T for like 7-8 years. I am extremely hairy (my grandparents came from rumania lol) I have a full beard and a bald head and the body of a gay bear pretty much. HOWEVER. I am a helpless bottom PFPPFPFPFP
Subverting stereotypes irl I see lol
No, but that's the point! Not every trans masc person is a femboy twink that exists only to be the female reader's surrogate in the story while still keeping it gay...
Obviously people can write whatever they want forever, nobody has the power to stop them, but sometimes it reaches a point where they need to ask why a certain "preference" is the only thing they're willing to explore, and check if their "justifications" are enough.
Or, you know, at least do a little bit of research if they don't know something. Not knowing is fine
#bear in mind (ha ha ... bear lol) that i am talking out of my ass here because i rarely engage in reading smut#and i never engage in fanfics so i can't even talk about the types of cannonically cis male characters that fandom writes as transmasc#but i am in the art side of fandoms and i have seen it depicted in drawing form#and i am transmasc myself (although not on T... yet)#so like.. take everything i say with a grain of salt ;)#just thought i'd clarify that#anyways...#ask#anon
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We find out when we complete our last pilgrimage to Dinas Emrys, it is not our place to know prematurely
fun fact!
swansea is called swansea because it's full of swans. cardiff is called cardiff because it's full of cars. no one knows what wrexham's about
#The last pilgrimage to Dinas Emrys is when you sacrifice yourself to the powers that be#Just thought I'd clarify that
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Look what my partner found outside in the snow! The broken mother immediately reminded me of this drawing I made in 2022.
She's there but she isn't.
I love this sculpture! It's perfect as it is.
#not art#not really#to clarify#the original piece is about trying to fix your relationship with someone you see twice a year#to find solutions and boundaries so we wouldn't fight anymore because those fights are ugly and entirely preventable#we make peace at the end of my visit#and then the next time that peace is gone again#as if i'd been negotiating with a rock and not who i thought#not surprised after ten+ years#just tired#chrome child
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Arthur taking a nap in Scarlett Meadows <3 (ignore the blood on the rock)
#he totally didn't fall off face rock btw.. just thought I'd clarify... totally..#he's just sleepy he's had a long day#bless x#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#funnies#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 photography#cw blood#micks pics
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Ok so I found this a while ago on pinterest, does anyone know where this photo originated from?
#sleep token#sleep token worship#thought I'd clarify in the tags that it's the espera girlies#i was just wondering where this photo came from lol#espera#vesselettes
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for the ask game (3)
au where all robins develop a mental link after fighting some magical criminal of the week. what would they see in each other's minds? what secrets and repressed feelings do they discover? how would they deal with it?
for the ask game!
oooh, i love telepathic links that end up revealing secrets. especially with a family like the Batfam, who are usually so convinced they're good enough at reading each other to not have many secrets kept. so weird reveals are always fun
if i did this, i'd do DamiTim. just because of all the like, "deep dark feelings that are being hidden" for Robin shipping, DamiTim is the most fun for me. you expect DickTim or DickJay or JayTim, even DamiDick. but there's something that's so enjoyable about Damian having his feelings forcibly outted. not just to Tim, but to everyone. the way it'd be an active landmine none of them knowing what to say but all feeling each other's reactions. i honestly think Damian would try to punch somebody about it. (also, if you do a history of TImSteph where they've had sex, Damian would be directly linked to Steph's memories of how Tim was in bed, so that's fun as both something horrifying and enlightening just to screw with his feelings some more.) would they end up together? in my head probably, but it'd be weird and likely toxic bc how do you date someone you know inside out and know exactly what they think of all your flaws and what parts of you they obsess over. the answer is not very well but hey, the sex is good-
i think Jason *directly* feeling how everyone felt about his death would really rock him. he's heard all the apologies, but part of him isn't convinced there's truth to them. so to be crushed by Dick's *grief* over his death would be a come to jesus moment for him. but on the less fun flipside, you have him feeling how Dick feels about him *now*. because Dick doesn't really *like* Jason and deep down, sees Jason as a lost cause. that's his "deep dark secret". and Jason would feel and know that from the one person who he still wants to believe in him. i really do think Jason would have the Worst Time with all this, overwhelmed with everyone's intimate and complex feelings over his death. Jason is a very defensive person when it comes to his death and how reactionary he gets when other people make it about them, not him. so for Jason to have to constantly deal with that in his head, i truly do think he'd lash out a bit. the arguments. yelling at Dick and feeling Dick's guilt and snapping bc Dick has no right to feel guilty now. feeling that Tim viewed Jason as a failure. it's just a damaging mindspace to be in and man do i think Jason would take a While to recover.
oddly though, i think it'd be a good bonding moment for Steph and Jason. we really don't get much exploration of Steph and Jason bonding over dying. bc sure, Steph didn't actually die, but she *did* experience the social death where everyone believed she was dead and mourned her as such for a good while. she also felt *directly* responsible for her own death. a lot of blame falls on Steph for War Games (for the Doylist reasons of sexism but yk) and Jason feels responsible for his own death for walking into a trap. but unlike Jason, Steph had no suit in a case, no memorials, her name held no infamy. so i think she deserves just a bit of righteous fury about how dramatic Jason can be while she just has to move on bc hey, it's not like she *really* died. and she buries those feelings well, but not well enough to hide them from a mental link. and Jason, who hasn't really considered Steph before because he was so wrapped up in his complex over Tim, confronts those feelings with her. if anyone is going to know how he feels, it's going to be her. you could do it platonic or romantic, but i do think when Jason sinks to his lowest, she's the one who snaps him out of it, both with tough love and genuine compassion for his situation.
for the less serious crack of it all: they're all going to have far too intimate knowledge of each other's sex lives. everyone's gonna know Dick has fucked Slade. everyone's gonna know Jason has fucked Talia. in my heart, i believe Tim has slept with Anarky (Lonnie, not Ulysses) and everyone would *know* that too. absolute judgment all around. it's the spider-man meme of "wait you've done WHAT with WHO" and honestly, it gives a nice distraction for the more serious feelings. it's a palette cleanser they can default to. like when the fighting gets a little too serious and they're cutting too deep for comfort, someone's going to blurt out "well at least i didn't fuck Deathstroke." and the whole moment goes awry with laughter. bc i do think, at the end of it once they get through the worst of the angst, they'd be closer for it and self-aware of the ridiculous nature of all this. it's enlightening, in a way to see how they all felt about their time as Robin and the baggage/trauma they hold. even the ugliest feelings they hold for each other don't completely suffocate the fondness/respect.
that said, knowing the baggage/trauma. oof. i don't think Dick has ever fully opened up about his history with Mirage/Tarantula/Liu and now it's forced to sit in the open. Damian has never admitted the worst of being raised in the League. Tim hasn't fully faced the suffocating image of his dead father and his deep-seated want to kill Boomerang. all those ugly truths they stamp down bc well, either you're a vigilante or you're a well adjusted person, are out in the open now. and it's ugly and gruesome to force those thoughts to be shared. they all want to comfort each other for different reasons, while simultaneously not wanting their own trauma to be acknowledged. it'd be fun to see who'd instinctively react to whose trauma first. because it's an overwhelming rush of information, and you just naturally get pulled in certain directions. i think Damian would react to Dick's history of sexual abuse first, whereas Jason would be reacting to the murderous rage TIm is trying to fight off. Tim is reacting to just how much guilt Steph carries about War Games and all of it is very crunchy. there's so much they'd all have to talk about and it'd take days for them to address it all, between the arguments about the ugly parts. would they come out stronger for it? yes. but only if they didn't kill each other in the process. i hesitate to do a "and they come out one big happy family" ending, bc it's not very in canon, but i do think the bond of the Robin mantle is something special. even when the link is broken, they hold onto a freakish understanding of each other. they react and move in sync, can fight together without needing words. are they emotionally on the same page/have they forgiven each other for the worst of it? absolutely not. but they've got each other backs. it's a very much "if you called i'd drop everything to save you. but also we don't have it in us to hang out casually." bond, which i think is deeply underrated in fanfiction. sometimes, you can care about people but you have to do it from a distance.
#necrotic festerings#damitim#potential jaysteph#sladick#batcest#i actually really love this. i might try to write it.#like there are SO many complex interpersonal things happening and god it's good.#also writing this reminds me of tags you put on the post about batfamily fanon#where you said you shipped jaytalia noting how I critiqued it in the meta#and i never got to clarify but i do actually think jaytalia *could* be fun#it's just one of those ships that falls into the “i love the concept but i don't think i'd enjoy it in canon” category for me!#esp the way it was handled in lost days bc it dropped out of NOWHERE and felt ooc given talia's motivations#and i love shipping it but *only* using it for a “jason fucked damian's mom joke” always irks me bc. lord get new material yk#those are my thoughts on that anywya#this is so crunchy. forced mental links as a plot device. aways so good.#like the end result would be messy as fuck but in a loving way#the batfam can love each other fiercely without having sitcom movie night type moments yk#bc their bond isn't domestic it's shaped by their vigilante lives#they know each other as vigilantes first so like. they struggle to connect as normal ppl even if they love each other#and know each other that personally#it's nuanced. it's fun.
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Question for the audience, if I was *hypothetically* (i.e don't hold me to this) gonna try and write a Christmas fic/one-shot, would y'all want:
A) a 4+1 Christmas fic set in Eternity-verse about 5 Christmases they spent together with a couple of Miles and Sienna appearances and mainly fluff
or
B) a loosely based on Ghost of Girlfriends Past fic (which is a Christmas Carol adaptation) that would probably be a little more angsty but would have an actual plot and probably be a little longer
#pazzi#fic talk#would like to once again clarify that i'm making no promises but just a thought#but also if i don't end up meeting a christmas deadline i'd just write one for new years (maybe who knows)
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I'd like yalls help w something, please
Regardless of its intelligence level, how many non-human creatures have Arthur and John had an emotionally positive experience with?bc I am wracking my brain and the only ones I can come up with are the lamp-eft, the buopoth, the cana, and the owl (I have yet to figure out if cana is a species or a job title but yall know who I'm talking about)
If anyone can fact-check/correct/update me on this I'd appreciate it so much 🙏
#thinking of my artistic interpretation of john & trying to come up w a sort of shapeshifter-form index as a visual cue system for his moods#so like for example when he's super focused on leading or guiding arthur somewhere I'd draw him as a little lamp-eft flitting around#or when he's pondering something specifically related to his past as hastur he'd slightly resemble a peacock#(but only slightly bc while he's seen peacock imagery and is very aware of the symbolism n stuff hes. never actually seen a real peacock b4#when hes feeling threatened or uneasy because of something Arthur is doing specifically his humanoid default form gets ram horns and eyes#bc of ep 26 :)#and how that ties into the pits :)#stuff like that#any tios tricks or suggestions? id love to hear yalls thoughts <3#i ahould clarify this would be for a hypothetical post-season 5 au#john does *not* have his own body or visual a defined form other people can see; itd just be cool visual cues for readers bc in my head its#a series of comic pages#uhhh ok how do i tag this#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevpod#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#idk what else to put fuck it we ball#lucifanbabbles#zizistuff
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ok personal headcanon ramble time. MYYYY personal take on hickey's backstory and mental health 👇
in regards to the real cornelius hickey. the big thing -> he did not kill him. i understand why it was done that way in the show, but it doesn't make sense to his arc (read: the slow building horrifying realization that killing someone for the greater good is okay, actually) for him to have killed someone prior to the canon and be so unbothered by killing people. so within my mind palace that did not happen. instead, i like to believe he drugged him and locked him up somewhere on the day of the expedition. this is where it gets reallyyyy I'm Just Making Shit Up-y but. to MEEE. our hickey was having a really bad few years, deep in depression and struggling with alcoholism and whatever else, and eventually meets the Real cornelius hickey at a pub or something. they get close, our hickey is captivated by him, they're probably fucking, and the real hickey tells him about this expedition he's going on to the arctic! how fascinating! and his mental state kinda flips.
dave k has said hickey was written to have npd, which, obviously. no one was questioning that. but i also view him as having bipolar 1. we see Multiple examples within the show of him having what could be considered manic episodes, he gets really paranoid, has an intense fear of not being in control, etc. his delusions of grandeur can all be quite well explained by fits of mania, and he even arguably has moments psychosis (cough double homicide cough. because there is not one singular reason to take all your clothes off in the ARCTIC. he was not in his right mind). and! i think his decision to steal someone's identity and get on an arctic voyage when he's never been to sea in his life was something of a manic decision. he was in a months/years long depressive episode prior to meeting the real cornelius hickey, then he was sequentially thrown into a manic episode, and years of resentment and ambition coalesced into this idea of fleeing britain and making something of himself in o'ahu.
so, he drugs his new friend the night before the expedition, locks him in a closet or shed or something, and takes his place. i think him taking someone else's identity instead of just going as himself is a decision largely more relevant to other aspects of his character, such as the class traitor-ness and general themes of imperialism and bureaucracy in the show, but there is still a very paranoid weight to it. it's also obviously the less rational way to do things, which. yk. manic irrational decision making.
and just for fun. further less psychoanalytical and more thematic personal takes on his backstory:
his mother Was irish, but his father was english, and left before he was born. his mom died of consumption when he was nine and he went to live with his uncle in england. so he Is irish, just never really lived much of his life in ireland. takes the name and face of a real irishman to try clinging to something more real than he has ever felt he was, masking his insecurity. fake caulker fake sailor fake irishman. or whatever.
and the caulker thing. caulkers fill in cracks, fix things, hold everything together. the real hickey being a caulker is one of the things that fascinates our hickey and makes him want to take the real hickey's place. his narcissistic need to be needed. his grandiose delusions that he is the key to everything and only he can save everyone starts with him Becoming someone whose job it is to hold the little pieces of the world together.
from ages 14 to 18 he hung with a group of guys that moved around a lot looking for work, kind of a gang but not really. they had a hunting dog and hickey was more an equal with the dog than with them. they didn't like him. he was tasked with taking care of the dog, and grew to resent it even though it was the closest he had to a friend.
not thematic Or psychoanalytical but i like to believe those guys threw him out of a window on his 18th birthday. For morale. he stopped following them around after that
#this is Nawwwwwwt all of my hickey backstory thoughts but i'm writing a character study rn so i'll keep most of that to myself..#unless anyone Actually wants to know in which case i am an open book#also to clarify#i feel like this should go without saying but just in case#i am in no way meaning to imply with my mental health discussion that npd or bp make someone a murderer#hickey to me is meant to display the lengths someone can be pushed to before they break#under the absolute worst conditions imaginable#and how poor mental health would make conditions like that even worse to deal with#and not say that those things are absolutes#Just to be clear ❤️#i'd love to talk more at some point abt the Symptoms He Displays because it's very interesting. god doesn't see you boy you are manic!!!!!!#anyways#cornelius hickey#the terror#the terror amc#one repost is one defenestration for mr hickey
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community college is so funny because half of the teachers are like "For this class you need to use lockdown browser for all quizzes and tests. You need to buy this 70 dollar textbook, and all papers turned in must be in APA format with a title page even if they're only 500 words long. I will not accept late assignments. Also you have a minimum of 4 assignments a week." and the other half are like "you don't need proctoring for the final exam I trust you. here's a download link to a pirated copy of the textbook. as long as your writing is coherent and demonstrates an understanding of the material I literally could not care less what format you use. I can't figure out how canvas works so I'm not giving you due dates, just make sure it's turned in before the grading period ends. your only weekly assignment is a forum post with a minimum of 100 words."
#my favorite teacher so far is still the film history professor I had in my first semester.#he was very old and didn't understand how canvas worked at all and sometimes had trouble opening a video file#but simultaneously he was tech literate enough to recommend we use firefox with an ad blocker#because whenever someone missed class and was like 'where do i go to find the movie' he'd be like 'use an ad blocker and google it'#he said the school made him stop emailing links to free movie sites because people would open them on chrome with no ad block#and there'd be borderline malware on them. like this guy gave me the impression he was like. a veteran movie pirate lol.#that class had barely any assignments. like there wasn't a final exam or anything.#he just wanted us to write a paragraph or so answering a few questions about the movies we watched. it was chill.#and i also learned a lot actually. like i didn't know what a nickelodeon was before then. or the Hays Code.#the movies were genuinely good. i never thought Id be that into old black and white movies or westerns for example but they actually slapped#some of them had really mature themes and i definitely started to understand the people on this website who are like#'if the only media you consume is children's media you should maybe branch out instead of calling steven universe problematic'#because a lot of the movies we watched depicted very 'problematic' things and were able to directly address them because they are for adults#(to clarify I didn't just like kids media before then. i just mean that it introduced me to some older stuff i didn't think I'd like)#(but i ended up liking a lot. it also made me realize that movies made today are kind of shit. which i also already knew)#(but it put it more into perspective because I have more to compare it to)#im rambling now. community college is pretty swag i enjoy it. and i do get along with the teachers who have crazy requirements too lol.
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Trying to find a new tattoo/piercing place that doesn't a) look like a hole in the wall where half the clients get human trafficked and they sterilise needles in Redbull, or b) have any pink-haired girls with rancid vibes on the staff. Maybe this is an issue unique to the city where I live, but damn.
#I'd probably risk option A over option B though#and then we inevitably go through the ID thing and nobody believes I look over 18 because I have Dorian Gray genes#I wanna get a labret piercing this year. and I keep thinking how the Gradlon/Lythos symbols would make nice tattoos...#(and just to clarify. I have also met pink-haired girls with lovely vibes. but sadly they were in different professions)#...yeah I changed Fairy Liquid to Redbull because I thought it sounded funnier but also more accurate
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7x10//5x14
#should clarify this is NOT chris hate. i love that kid. eddie loves that kid. and chris Doesn't make eddie sad. the never is still true.#chris being gone is what makes him sad. not chris himself#911#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#tape recorded#thought abt this and within the hour i'd gathered my screenshots(something i'm hilariously bad at) and whipped this up in a hormonal frenzy#i guess if i'm going to be doing this now i should make a tag for my silly little edits#i can't think of anything that fits my tagging theme though so guess i'll just go with#edits#for now
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The implication that Terezi is stronger/immune/indifferent to Dirk's narrative writing/reality-warping powers is interesting. 👀
I am so excited for the new writers to explore her character more.
Hopefully this also means we'll be seeing more classpect & god tier power exploration as well!
#I say 'interesting' in a positive way btw just to clarify#I'm not sure how much is planned to be left of hs2 or how much was even originally planned to be left#but this is certainly something I'd like to see explored more or even more clearly explained in the comic itself#seems like Terezi is also being given a greater narrative purpose too#she's a really cool character so I'm glad to see her in the spotlight#not sure if the hs^2 ppl always had plans for her to play a bigger role but i'm glad we're getting a lot of this now#I wonder what's in that beaten up old wallet or if we've seen it before#maybe it was mentioned in the homestuck epilogues ? not sure#if anyone has any ideas plz let me know; would love to hear your thoughts!#mine#op#homestuck#homestuck^2#upd8#homestuck upd8#homestuck spoilers#terezi pyrope#homestuck terezi#hs terezi#homestuck beyond canon
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hey so guessed who just got a comment from someone saying that I use character AI for my writing 😃 (i have never downloaded that app)
#spent weeks writing my sukka fanfict only for the first comment saying that I use AI#whoever invented AI lock your doors#and even im anti AI like I don't use it AT ALL 😭😭#zie yaps#looked at that comment for 5 minutes thinking of how the hell am i supposed to respond#by anti AI I don't mean those who actually use the c ai app#if u do that's great for you!#i mean just everything else AI that has destroyed in society#thought I'd clarify for a lil bit#sukka#i guess i don't know im pissed off
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Hello, my name is Stanford Pines, my great-neice recommended I join this website to help further my research on cryptids. Paraphrasing.
Mabel - my niece - has suggested that I also state my preferred pronouns; He/him, formally, but I don't really care.
Ask away, strangers across the globe! I've been told I'm famous to you people, for some reason.
Maybe it's the 'my brother faked his own death and was in 'hiding' for thirty years'. I don't know.
Hello! Modspeak here below the cut, I'll usually speak in the white-text while ford is in pink (voted upon by my friends, don't ask me why T^T). I'm Alex, my pronouns are He/they or basically anything besides fae/faers or she/her. I also run @aldi-official-australia if any of y'all are interested in gimmick/corpo blogs, and my main is @that-purple-creature ;D.
#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#gravity falls rp#gravity falls ask blog#gravity falls rp blog#all tags are ooc by the way#i thought i'd mention that#other than like. reblog tags#they're in charcter because theyre just their reactions to the things i choose to use this blog for#i would also like to clarify that anything that seems like it belongs is a mabel choice
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not shipping, exactly, except that it is, but... goodsir/hickey works so well for me. what if there were these two characters who were foils. and, what if they both started out as minor players against an initial drama of wardroom officers who eclipse the sun?
goodsir is a surgeon, not a doctor, and an assistant surgeon at that, while hickey is a lowly caulker's mate; they both go unseen, and they both want to go unseen, until circumstances make that impossible for the people that they are--goodsir becomes the only one left, the last doctor, while hickey's dubious survival instincts kick in for him and he starts to do what he thinks it takes to survive. and then they're thrust onto this greater stage with everyone who ever overlooked them, but once there, they see each other.
goodsir sees through hickey's flattery and guileful presentation the first time it's turned on him, and he doesn't even bother to conceal it. hickey looks at goodsir and immediately clocks his potential, or at least his usefulness. and... there's a kind of peace in all that. what if there was a kind surgeon in this unkind world, and he found the one person who didn't expect or want that kindness to translate into subservient niceness? what if there was a man who was less a man than a collection of stolen traits and careful deceptions, and he found the one person who could see through all of them? at the very least, one imagines it might be freeing.
#i said 'they're thrust onto the greater stage' but what i meant was 'goodsir is thrust; hickey scrambles'#because he can't imagine not making it to the top of that ladder when it counts#the terror#goodhickey#...?#harry goodsir#cornelius hickey#text post#i was going to put all this in the tags of another post but it got too long and i thought i'd save us all the headache#so here it is: my first original post in like two years#to clarify on my point about goodsir's niceness: i don't think that his being nice is a facade like hickey's is#i DO think that he has a bitchy side that doesn't always get to come through#but which hickey would be rather amused by#and vice-versa! i don't think hickey's all bad. he just so rarely has the opportunity to be anything but what people expect from him#if goodsir has already seen through the saint he can see through the sinner as well
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