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people who complain about having no friends and being lonely and then posting about hanging out with friends on the weekend <- stop appropriating lonely bitch culture! some of us really don't have anyone to hang out with. not like we can't find time to hang out, we don't even see each other anymore - no one. not like they don't check up on me anymore - no one. not like we still follow each other - no one!
#some of us is me obviously#i just can't handle people posting 'wish i had friends i'm so lonely' and then 'hanging out with bestie'#you weren't lonely then#just temporarily alone#and by 'can't handle' i mean i'm envious and it hurts#i'm the problem#y'all are fine
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when you think about it clive and flora are actually perfect narrative foils on complete accident. like what's up with that. professor layton and the completely imagined literary devices
#what did they talk about when they were alone for that one segment of uf . . . humming#i'm sure this post has been made before by someone more eloquent but i don't shut up. ❤️❤️❤️#it's like the fact that they both lose their parents at a young age#both are succeeded by a large fortune#both are incredibly insurmountably lonely in a way they are not equipped to deal with#both develop poor coping mechanisms (though one notably more poor than the other . . . el oh el)#both develop a one-sided codependence on layton (or rather. more like the Idea of him. the concept he represents)#they also both spend a lot of screentime poorly disguised god bless ❤️#flora just seems to shrink inward while clive. Well#flora is seemingly willing to accept any type of mistreatment so long as she's told she won't be left alone again#whether because she can't bear the alternative or if she genuinely believes them every time is debatable#she's fine with being temporarily abandoned because she is used to it. as long as she's kept around some of the time she's fine#but clive internalizes every slight and files it away in some increasingly grandiose and frankly childish revenge fantasy#on a small handful of people that HAVE wronged him and a couple hundred thousand that never will#everything he sees is taken as proof of a worldview he doesn't even seem to necessarily hold himself#that at the end of the day is simply a manifestation of a seeping debilitating loneliness#they both have people that care for them. but not really in the type of way they need or want#i have more to say but . . . alas. not intelligent enough for it#my point: both of these characters ard the same coincidence? i think not. Transgender;#t#professor layton
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you flirt with me, tell me i'm the girl of your dreams, ask me what diamond cut i like and talk to me every damn day from the time we wake up to the time we go to sleep. why am i the crazy one for believing what you said? why am i the bad guy for reacting negatively after finding out it was all just play to you? why even do all that when you didn't even really want me?
#its so fucked up. yall just be playing with people's emotions because youre bored or lonely and want entertainment.#you dont care who you hurt. you dont care what happens to a person once you've got your fill.#you only care about temporarily filling that void inside you. you dont give a fuck about anyone but yourself.#its SICKENING.#and I'M the psychotic one??? please!#just leave me the fuck alone!!! for real!!! ive had enough emotional damage for one lifetime!!! go fuck w someone else's heart!#jesus christ.......
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— Are you sure Burke wants to buy Collinwood? — Yes, he said so. I'm just afraid it's only the beginning of what he wants.
#76.#➤ roger collins & victoria winters & burke devlin. ┊ to know how it ends‚ and still begin to sing it again.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ re: burke devlin. ┊ I am stranded in a hungerland of great prosperity.#I just think about Lou’s acting choices a lot.#the little pleading pout he gives her … the yearning after her... the fussing that she's talking to burke in the doorway...#and the way vicki holds eye contact with him ... hhhh.#and this is sandwiched between talking to her on the cliffs and taking her out to the blue whale !! (i think all the same day?)#it's just so... impactful. that this is blocked in the threshold.#lingering between burke and roger; the drawing room and foyer; pulled to either side by two versions of what happened ten years ago.#roger tugging (forcefully) at her loyalty to the collins family and her gratitude for giving her a home and family;#burke tugging her sympathies because he also wants a home; roots; a big house to raise his kids in — he's alone in the world like she is.#[heathcliff] is more myself than i am!#and you can see the realization on his face that should burke tug her too far;#roger's cord of communion will snap and he will take to bleeding inwardly.#vicki by nature of her character not only responds to truth with her favor — but; conversely; by giving her favor creates truth.#when she likes and trusts and wants to spend time w/ roger he fares very well: a breakfast date where she supplies him with an alibi —#a dinner date that covers up his perjury meeting. vicki's good opinion is indispensable for his survival —#the very minute he loses that — when she is certain he's bill's murderer — she turns on him and so does everyone else and he immediately#loses his freedom (albeit only temporarily held at the police station rather than 5 years in prison)#she's not literally taken laura's place with them — but it's remarkable how much her romantic intentions influence the outcome of that#decade-old case; in just the same way that laura choosing roger as her husband and supplying truth through her testimony lead to#burke's condemnation before. it's much the same game roger is playing at this point in the story (at a significant disadvantage#to last time; because he can't offer vicki — penultimate Good Girl — a ring)#vicki's heart; affection; attraction; tied up fundamentally in Justice. and her position as narrator#making it all the more compelling that she writes Truth as vicki is navigating who *very literally* holds the Pen.#burke's story or roger's story? burke's [redacted] or roger's [redacted]?
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gave up on caring if my neighbors think i'm weird for sitting in my car for an hour instead of going inside my house. i can't go inside yet the car protects me from responsibilities 😭
#once i get home i have to do dishes and shit so i will simply not be home yet#also it's nice and warm out here vs if we don't blast the a/c in the house my wives and child will wither and die#silverstarschat#i'm a freak when i live alone i keep the ac set to 82F in the summer#maybe temporarily 78 if i have to do chores#every doctor hears that and is like are you SURE your thyroid works and then they check and it sure is working#i'm just some kind of lizard or something
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back to thinking about princess AU luz and hunter being kids together since my entire dash right now is dirt-covered toddler corpse boy. the current thoughts being to wonder exactly how six-year-old hunter reacted to belos bringing home this weird little creature. i think hunter probably had the capacity even then to intuit that belos was treating luz with significantly more paternal affection than he'd ever shown hunter. and in a lot of kids, this kind of blatant favoritism and neglect would engender jealousy. but instead of being jealous, tiny six-year-old hunter is just Very Very Very Afraid. and doesn't know why. and doesn't even really understand that he's afraid, because he's six and has been raised by a puritan with the emotional intelligence of a flea.
all of this is to say: i don't think belos even formally told hunter to look after luz, or at least not until they were slightly older. but hunter would have followed him and luz & watched their interactions from a corner, like, unblinking autism creature style. and whenever belos Wasn't with luz, hunter would Continue watching her autism creature style, just to make sure nobody nothing bad happened to her. not that he'd have any reason to think anything bad might happen to her. because everything happening with the three of them is super normal
little guard.
#luz very rapidly starts trying to drag hunter out of his weird shadow corner and include him all the time because playing alone is boring#and then she discovers he can purr and she's like well i'm never letting him go anywhere now. i have to knead on him forever#belos who keeps having his 'it's time to kill the fucking kid' schemes interrupted is like.#oh?? the caleb instinct is in him?? hmmmmmm...... ok he can stay. temporarily.#mainly just. the mental image of hunter as this tiny rain shadow who keeps skulking around in the background#while luz is like what are you doing over there. come listen to these stories#toh fandom should get new grimwalker lore more often. i love what it does for our community#toh#princess luz au#horrible mindscape trauma pals
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I’ve drawn a decent amount of isat au eternal gales but yknow what I haven’t drawn? Eternal gales au isat. Don’t look at me.
#keese draws#eternal gales#isat siffrin#that’s all I’m tagging I’m being a coward sorry#anyways! I mostly made this cause I thought it’d be funny but it was fun thinking abt how this hypothetical au would look#mostly because it gives me an excuse to think abt different stalien societies#also the basic plot of this au would be way closer to isat than eg just due to the nature of eg#I don’t even have enough characters to fill out just one half of the eg cast let alone both#but I don’t mind since it means I can say fuck it and give myself more creative freedom#plus I can’t just not put this fucker into another timeloop I can’t let them rest easy or I’ll die#it’s mostly just a setting and worldbuilding change so I can think abt my worldbuilding more <3#now alas au will have to make up smth completely new for sif in terms of his original herd but that’s fine#I’ve been wanting to fuck around with island herds anyways#the other four get to hang out in the ones I’ve already made#mira and isa are part of the desert herd that rotate between the surface and underground seasonally#odile is a part of the herd well known for having the longest migration cycle#and bonnie I’ll probably also stick in desert land but I might also have them be the token marsh herd rep#aka the society the main stalien cast from normal eternal gales are from#which would mean extremely bad things for bonnie and nille but I’d be mostly nicies to them#well. compared to the actual cast. which is a low bar.#now all of these herd names aren’t official and are bad descriptions but shhh#the desert one isn’t even a desert it has two dry seasons and two wet seasons with one of the dry seasons being cold as hell#oh the real hell has been deciding energy types for all of them#sif is red mostly because I wanted to fuck around with the logistics a bit#red energy will mimic other energy types it comes into contact with#the things on his fingers are basically a catalyst for that and they use them to create their weapons#they specifically mimic yellow energy for this purpose as it can temporarily create somewhat solid constructs#usually in yellow energy staliens this is used to create mandibles and wings#anyways ignore my insistence on associating isat with my ocs allow me to be cringe
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Oh crys... he's shirtless except for the slutty tie... you good?
Oh the thoughts have been thotting, I'm far from fine thanks 😃
#i stg every time I turn around today there's something to be feral over#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET ANYTHING DONE LET ALONE LIVE LAUGH LOVE UNDER THESE CONDITIONS#IF TIME AND ALSO THIS TOUR COULD JUST TEMPORARILY PAUSE#SO THAT I COULD GET COMFORTABLE WRITING AGAIN AND START SORTING OUT SOME OF THESE CONCEPTS AND FEELINGS I'VE BEEN HAVING THAT'D BE GREAT#👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹#ask#anon
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now listen guys, i *am* aromantic... except for maka albarn and your mother
#aromantic#aro#aroallo#maka albarn#soul eater#ik my blog has temporarily turned into just maka but guys i promise im normal#im just having a night leave me alone
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kill counts this roster that i am aware of. bc now I'M curious:
Empathy: at Least 2 [1 confirmed sorry suggestion]
Encyclo: At Least 1. idk he threw a spear once and someone Screamed
Vol: 1. again sorry suggestion but that one was funny lmao
Drama: Ok this one's complicated . But to put it reaaaaaaaal simply the answer is just Yeah
Half Light: yeah probably
Concept: MANY. I FUCKING COUNT BEING SENT TO THE WOODS AGAINST MY WILL AS A DEATH YOU BASTARD
Savvy: Like 3. help
Actually y'know what. If someone's been up front w Suggestion then there is a very high chance that they've killed him before at Least once.
PT: Okay so like she stabbed someone about. 5 times [WHICH WAS TECHNICALLY AN ACCIDENT,] but I DON'T think that killed them. Inconclusive????? Iwill have 2 ask
Composure: Does it count if it was yourself and it was by accident? We keep telling Composure to stop trying to walk and it never listens STOPPP FUCKING ACCIDENTALLY SHATTERING YOURSELF DUDE!!!
Inland: I'm scared to ask.
Me: Well. See. Um..... :) well,
People whom have just fucking died. badly:
Suggestion
that's all
he's like a Cocomelon to us idk what y'all expectedUWKWDMFMCM
actually add me to the list too tthey keep fuckign sending mw to the woods!!!!!! help!!!!!!!! HWJENRJFKFDK
this is all counting Just us we are not counting anyout outside Harry's system nor the amount of times Harry has ragdolled Because of our bullshit. That would be 90% of Inland's death toll by itself sbwhakakxkx
#pk;m electrochemistry🔴#ask to tag?#?????????????????#death tw#violence tw#i Don't know. they were all cartoon violence#i asked drama if forcibly just. sending one of their Faces into the inside of their goop temporarily counts as a death#and they did NOT hesitate when they collectively said yes#so.#by that Alone i think they have the highest kill count#waht we're counting as a death here is Something Violent Happens To Someone And They Temporarily Stop Moving Because Of It.#So! .... 😀👍! IWKAKSMDMCCMXNSN#phys instrument also Could've had a kill count of at Least 1 [2?] but he simply refused#it was for science dude. you could've participated in A Science. and you didn't. smh @🔴#SO ANYWAYS IF ANYONE'S CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS IN-SYS FOR US ON A DAILY BASIS. IT'S. THIS! DJEKSKSKSKDKF#actually² also add reaction speed to 'idk Probably' but that one was a Whole thing#i hope this sounds particularly deranged.#like this is all true but i hope it sounds deranged y'know
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dc knight terrors literally looks so good, love to have a series exploring characters deepest fears and traumas and how that fleshes them out as people (and if it can lead to like, idk, some marginal healing for the world's most dysfunctional family that would also be Nice)
#personal#i'm sorry but bruce trapped in some nightmare realm reliving the worst things to happen to him?#dick framed for murder (and potentially getting temporarily jokerized)?#jason and tim trapped together while forced to relive their deepest fears?#the robin one in specific is making me go feral 'forced to relive the worst moments of their lives' for JASON?????#with tim there????? please god in heaven let this be good#please let this go somewhere the covers alone already look fantastic#i just want it to be written well and for the jason stuff to be like Not Terrible#can i get even a little bit of family stuff cuz it looks like a good chunk of the batfam is about to have a really rough time#this is the first time since strange 2022 that i've been this excited for a comic release
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don't date until you get your emotional issues figured out don't bother your friends with all your issues you should never be anything but your perfect and easily digestible self around others and if you can't do that just go to therapy and if you can't or don't want to go to therapy then just suffer alone and in silence we'd rather you fall apart at the seams than ever make anyone around you temporarily inconvenienced or uncomfortable. and btw we care about your mental health :)
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#I think it will be good for me to get to see my family later this month#I just want this hollow feeling to go away and it's so hard to be like this in my head all the time and then#anytime I have to say anything to to try and be like all fine about everything even though there's this constant thing of feeling bad#And I really hope getting to not be alone for some time and not be completely on my own even temporarily will help
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Just ate expired food I'm sure this will turn out fine
#what do you want i was hungry#my mom is traveling and leaving me and my sister alone temporarily and we promised her we coukd take care of ourselves#shes been gone for five minutes and im already eating all the dead food instead of cooking#is this what taking care of yoyrself looks like???#im just kidding i know how to take care of myself i was just hungy and also needed to get back to studying
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sometimes i think about how 90% of what we talk about in this fandom actually goes like directly over the heads of casual viewers. like wow i’m so lucky to be here.
#like episode titles let alone changed episode titles bts shots of tape on hospital floors#bts picture all together#costume metas#accidentally posted stills of (temporarily) dead mcs#for example i was watching live but not in the fandom during season 4 and had NO IDEA anyone was getting shot and lowkey thought they were#gonna kill him off#all of this is to say i want to observe some casual viewers to see how much they pick up on and how much is just us being well fans
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at this point i’m just watching the number on my bank account go down down down
#power bill then credit card bill then hardware store expenses to temporarily insulate the windows to save on power bill#then $350 medical bill for my fucking consultation then no reimbursement from roommates for power bill (yet)#then $70 dinner for me and my parents and gas bills for the car and and and.#i think i’ve literally spent $800+ just on paying off fucking bills and essentials this week alone#comms coming soon. im not desperate yet but im getting there because i dont want to keep taking my mom’s money for everything#ell shut up
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