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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months ago

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In Regards To Your 2024 Summary:

Holy shit it’s been another year????? The hell?????

Also! Your art style is gorgeous and that being found in 2023 and then refined throughout late 2023 and the entirety of 2024 really shows, as does your growth in panel layouts, perspective, and — as you said — experimentation. If you ever post your animation or video game art I’m looking forward to it.

As cheesy as it sounds, being able to laugh at funny comics and look at all the details of your art really made my 2024 brighter, even when things were hard. Including looking at your older art— it doesn’t need to be new to be enjoyable! I’m glad your art is well loved and it’s a privilege to have been here since the (near) beginning. I hope you take care of yourself in 2025 and beyond!

You and your art bring a lot of people a lot of joy never forget that <3

Thank you so much for keeping up with my art journey throughout these last two years! Two years!!! I am baffled at how that feels both too long and too short!

Admittedly, my art summary didn't manage to capture the fact that I did a lot of comic layouts that I'm really proud of. I also drew more backgrounds and made some very detailed works (*Dungeon Meshi spoilers for these examples*).

The growth is lot more evident when comparing my 'best' comics of 2023 to 2024:

Sometimes the growth is vertical, sometimes it is horizontal - and damn, sometimes it goes out of sight into the Z-plane. But it is always happening!

#art summary #ask #The privilege is honestly mine; to be able to create comics and have had people rooting me on since the beginning really means a lot.#To everyone who the potential I couldn't and continues to stick around: Thank you so very much.#I cannot emphasize enough that I do see you. I do notice those who regularly like/reblog/comment.#I notice when people who haven't been around come back and mass like/reblog posts.#There are some people who have only *ever* liked my posts or have only ever lurked! I notice! I am so thankful!#At the risk of also sounding cheesy; I'm honestly happy to give back whatever I can to my audience.#Knowing I have brought people a little bit of joy to their day with my silly comics makes every long night worth it.#I probably make a longer post about it in the future; but last year when I made my first comic redraw-#-was the same day I got the news that someone very beloved to me passed away. I was in such deep grief I couldn't respond to comments.#But I still read them and I mean this earnestly; even though I was smiling through tears -#everyone's kind words truly helped make a pretty dark month a lot brighter. I probably would have crumbled without the support.#What really gets me is this: it was never directed at trying to cheer me up. It was just earnest kindness towards a stranger making comics.#If you've ever wondered 'hey does PD-MDZS know how much I appreciate their silly comics?'#know I have also sat here and thought 'Hey does this person know how much I appreciate seeing them in my notifications?'#Which also includes you! Mina BNHA you will always be associated with the cool person who's been rooting for me B*)#I wish everyone a wonderful new year; may all our creative endeavors be something we see as an exciting discovery.

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sunsetsover · 1 month ago

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i have been trying soooooo hard to resist his charms but for the past month or so it's like first has been on a one man mission to ruin me. like what do you mean first said he's the most similar to kant out of all his characters because he loves physical affection even if it's just linking pinkies. what do you mean he cried because he felt so bad that he couldn't get his best friend the present he wanted for his birthday. what do you mean the first director he ever worked with was mean to him and threatened to cut him from the show so now he goes out of his way to be kind and patient and understanding with his younger less experienced colleagues. what do you mean khaotung said first is so nice to everyone he meets to the point that sometimes he's taken advantage of. what do you mean the username that first uses on the game he plays (on an ipad while at the gym btw) is basically the thai equivalent of 'pookie'. what do you mean the thing first was most thankful for in 2024 was feeling like he was becoming more himself than ever before and having people who supported him as he explored and figured himself out. like does he know how brave it is to do that. does he know how brave it is to admit that. does he know that he has broken something in me in the most beautiful way. does he know that he is so charming and lovely and has such a warm almost childlike energy about him. does he know how beautiful and rare and wonderful that is. does he know that i have unfortunately imprinted on him like a baby duck and now i have to stay with him forever. does he know that.

#i know the some of this isnt new but it's hurting different. i meant hitting different actually but it definitely hurt different too.#and i know i say it a lot but first really does remind me of jungkook in a way #they both have this sweetness and this kindness and this unrelenting warmth that's almost unbelievable like how are you this lovely #and don't get me wrong they definitely have differences but it's just. such a wonder to me. that people like that exist.#generous. warm. would do anything to make other people happy even go their own detriment. which is not a good thing but it's like #wow you have so much love in you i can see it in everything you do. every touch and every smile. and that's so fucking beautiful to me #anyway that's my baby fr now yall definitely not allowed to be mean to him otherwise i will start being mean back and i don't want that!#like at first i was like oh i just think firstkhao are neat but now it's like oh dear i love them fr i fear

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grossnyucky · 3 months ago

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the brainrot is so bad bro

#uncle samsonite #smiling sam #mr dad #uncle sam #art #doodles #hoping i can make this for my bday #its my birthday gift to me im so happy /ref #this series lives in my brain #need to find that one mf #who was asking for merch #ill just give it to them tbh #cause the moq is 3 #and while 3 is nice to have #ill keep one for my pin board #and for my bag #ill see if anyone wants it #idk!!#brains melting

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remyfire · 3 months ago

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I work with somebody about once a week who is so fascinating to me, especially when they are at our first desk. When someone walks in, they do not so much as smile or look at them, much less greet them. When someone leaves, they don't do anything either. If someone says, "Thank you," they say, "Sure," and if someone says, "Have a good one," they say, "Sure."

Listen. I don't know if it's because I was born and raised in the South for over three decades or because I was the front-facing customer-service-driven person at my previous jobs for a grand total of eight years. But I wince and get a little flappy anxious every time. What do you mean, you're not greeting people warmly so they're smiling as soon as they come through the door? What do you mean, you don't thank them for coming, wish them a good day, and bid them farewell? What do you mean, you just don't interact with the public unless forced, even in our front-facing job?

I think the amiable Southern politeness is just too engrained in me. There is no getting rid of it. And I'm kind of hoping that eventually I can work my way up to having more shifts at our first desk instead of our second because it's a lot weirder to gently greet someone from a distance when the employee closest to them is not paying them a single bit of mind.

#please do not misunderstand me this is not me criticizing people who have social anxiety or autism or are uncomfortable with small talk #i have and am all of those things in fact #it's just me reflecting on the cultural differences between the south and the midwest that i have discovered so far #people are startled when i hold the door open for them if i go in before them and they're close behind me #and my coworkers seem alarmed sometimes when i greet people with a beaming smile and try to make conversation #i still can't stop myself from smiling and making eye contact with someone if we pass on the sidewalk #i force myself to talk at a reasonable pace and not jump in and interrupt people with 'yeah' or 'sure' like i'm impatient with them #and part of it is my upbringing but also part of it is that we are painfully in need of funding and donations #and literally the only thing i can do in that regard is make people feel so happy to be in our building that they keep coming back #and they develop relationships with the staff and attend our programs and finally see how much more we could do #if we had just a little bit more help #augh i really love my job y'all and i really hope i can keep doing well there and get more hours and responsibility and money #i come home every day feeling fuzzy and smiling even if i am absolutely exhausted as well #my ramblings

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spaciebabie · 2 months ago

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see i absolutely despise jimmy (and curly) as a character(s) but as a literary freak i can appreciate the way hes used as a story device with his relationship to curly. i could type this more eloquently but currently ive had a glass of champagne and i havent drank in like 6 months so my tolerance is low so forgive my writing but. jimmy cannibalizing curly. yeah.

theres multiple messages here, theres the message that jimmy is doing what curly (assumedly) did to get into his position and, employing another metaphor, taking the "dog eat dog world" saying to heart. and literally. devouring his competition. or maybe curly didnt do that. and thats what jimmy thinks curly did and so he aims to do the same. choose whichever one you like more they're both interesting storywise.

theres the message where jimmy "consumes" curly in some twisted expression of love. devouring curly so that he remains a part of him, an expression that he is the gold star captain and something to aspire to. admiration for something he'll never be and so he chooses to consume him in order to potentially absorb some of his skill or become more like him.

and then there is curly sitting there helplessly being devoured. its something he has no say in, not something that he chose to happen to him, its something hes become swept up in. he becomes devoured by jimmy in the literal sense of cannibalism, but also in the sense that he became so absorbed in his friendship w/jimmy he ignored his wrongdoings and ultimately led to anya's assault as well as the death of the whole crew.

curly and jimmy intertwined so that one is always consumed by the other. curly in a literal sense, jimmy in a more psychological one. i mean like its really quite crazy they did the "im consumed with thoughts about this guy and want to be him so i must literally consume him" thing quite well. when examining mouthwashing's narrative you find new things to admire every time. each little story element has a place in creating a wonderfully complex and heartbreaking story. its very well done and honestly something to aspire to from the perspective of someone who enjoys studying/writing literature.

all of this is to say i think that there should be more art of jimmy covered in blood and engaging in this cannibalism like the stupid little leech he is

#spacie spoinks #only post i will ever make about curly or jimmy btw. i genuinely hate the both of them with a burning passion #i think im just. projecting too hard but i just cant enjoy them. i have tried it doesnt work. and thats okay #my life experiences just affect me too much for that lol #this is all they'll ever get from me lmaoooo #i will enjoy art others make tho #im mostly saying this just so people dont ask me for any curly and jimmy stuff skjfskf you wont get it smiles politely #you can enjoy these characters if you wish no judgement. there is a lot to like about them as you can see by my post #see i can be a hater and introspective at the same time!!!#its not something that can be helped my Literary Analysis brain overrides any hate i feel towards those two #and when i view them as tools in a story they're easier to deal with seeing all the time #anyway enjoy this post. im sure someone has said it better than me but yeah jimmy x curly cannibalism for the win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i love writing!!!!!!!!!! hope i can also do it some day #see but like my reaction is normal the narrative made me hate them b/c it wanted me to #this is why mouthwashing is a good story it made me *feel* something about these characters #even though that feeling is hatred!! and isnt that just so wonderful #characters did bad things and i hate them b/c of it!! wow. storytelling is awesome #none of this is sarcastic. hope it doesnt come off as that #whenever a narrative makes you feel something with this deep of a complexity it is worth celebrating #mouthwashing #okay happy new year goodnight

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miraneko19 · 9 months ago

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Realized this while playing Birushana. Tomomori. You know.

#birushana #birushana rising flower of genpei #otome #wizardess heart #shall we date #blanking on what other morally controversial otome games ive played #but seriously that trope of “im lowkey obsessed with the heroine and even seeing the hate in her eyes as she looks at me is perfect.”#to “i would love to see what other expressions i could bring her to make-”#ALL the way to the final installment of “oh. when she smiles.. when shes happy.. and looks at me with such happiness?#that is the best expression she has ever made. she looks beautiful like that... everything else pales in comparison- no.#i actually dont care to see her tears or to have her look at me in anger ever again.“#and just. falling in love with her happiness and doing everything they can to make her smile and laugh among other things??#because they feel really good doing it??#sorry i know thats common with villain love interests but im REALLY a sucker for it okay i cant help it #but also no seriously what other games like this have i played again?? i havent played any of the villain routes in hakuouki yet #but i feel like this trope is probably in there so.#hakuouki #JUST THE LOOK OF SURPRISE ON THE LOVE INTEREST'S FACE WHEN THEY SEE THE PROTAG SMILE AT THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME #AFTER ONLY EVER PREVIOUSLY SHOWING FEAR OR HATE #I LOVE IT AAUUUGHHH #oh!! thats right!#steam prison #paradigm paradox #piofiore #BECAUSE YANG I FUVKING LOVE YANG EVEN THOUGH HES AWFUL UGH #even if tempest #ill tag that in here too bc Tyril was that way for a hot second in the beginning of his route/timeline when he was first meeting Anastasia #i definitely know theres more but damn #anyway #we support character development in this house

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skeletoninthemelonland · 2 years ago

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#it's me i'm the wind blowing #y'all things are a little more complicated when it comes to these two #(sits down and takes a sip from my dark blue coffee mug)#(thinks: i wish i had springtrap coffee mug)#so...#both of them have difficult pasts #both are parents trying their best on raising their children #THE THING IS #one can't let herself get too attached #while the other is still afraid all humans are the same #but at the same time. they just want to find peace and happiness #and they've found it at home #they found happiness living those very brief and mundane moments #like waking up every morning #having breakfast next to people that make you smile #making your way to school/work and seeing sunlight pass through the trees #and going home after a tough day and there are rain clouds approaching. you just know you're going to sleep well at night #this is how they heal. and in the mean time. let themselves open up to each other #I have a feeling this is gonna be a slow burn kinda thing #COUGHING REALLY HARD #ENDING THIS RIGHT HERE OKAY BYE #starbstalks #springdad au

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5hrignold · 1 year ago

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reminder

#rewatched this sneak peek for the first time since i first saw it and ugh. UUUUGHHGGHHH.#it hurts me a lot I’m ngl….. like to see charlie be so critical of something pim likes #except this time it’s even more painful because it isn’t just that pim likes it he also thought charlie would like it too and he literally #took him out and did this just for him because he thought he’d like it. he thought charlie said something so he went out of his way to #organise something to show to him to make him happy. and also how like… expectant? charlie is acting in the clip #like the way he just kinda frowns at pim whenever one of the dudes says something particularly out there #and it’s like. dude what the fuck #ive Said it once i’ll say it again i think charlie needs to lose pim during an episode or something. itd humble him #i mean that KIND OF happened with the finale but look where they are in s2 #as usual what i always say. absolutely no actual complaints. if anything i Love this because it’s very clearly like #im so excited for this particular episode because you can just TELL its gonna be such a good one for their relationship #like looking into it analysing it n stuff #literally anything with them together has me screaming and cryjing they’re one of my fav duos ever #ok my hands are shaking bye #smiling friends #💝#smiling friends spoilers #also this is just Such a cute clip. the way pim runs and how charlie slugs on close behind him looking all grumpy #and how happy he looks to be calling him his best friend… actually peak i fear this is the peak of the season (joke

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cerealbishh · 4 months ago

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"As excited as I am to have everyone see Kathy Bates deliver another incredible performance, I'm excited for people to be introduced- who don't already know how incredible Skye is." (x)

"I am having the time of my life and Jason Ritter keeps me laughing more than any human being on the planet." (x)

#matlock cbs #matlock reboot #jason ritter #skye p. marshall #listen i rarely watch tv and i HATE that the shows i make gifs of are cbs and prime(FUCK them for supporting genocide)#i just love jason skye david and leah in their employed eras #i want them to have multiple seasons and steady jobs #also i love julian and olympia's chemistry and anyone who know me knows i like exes who may or may not still have feelings for each other #i like that they are TRYING to stay civil and friendly and it seems like there is still love there(i see those smiles and stares)#sorry to elijah(he's pretty) but i prefer this trope to secret office romance(but also they were close friends!!!)#i think julian is covering up for his dad and that's why there's been such tension in his in olympia's marriage but idk #also the fact that jason is not credited in the last episode makes me anxious about something happening to him #maybe i'm wrong and julian was the one who unalived the daughter?(i kind of have a jason ritter bias and am HOPING he's not bad)#i love how in sync jason and skye are and how they seem to share similar humor?#conversely julian and elijah also seem in sync and have chemistry #they should just be a throuple /j #whether this is purely a friendship or ends up being a rekindled romance i'm here for it #wait this show has more than 12 episodes? maybe i'm not worried about him after all #i wanted jason and skye to share scenes as soon as i heard they were cast and to have them be somewhat friendly exes is such a gift to me #there was another interview where skye called jason her emotional support human #also love how happy he is for her whenever she says that this is her cinderella moment #the fact that he seems (jokingly)disappointed that julian fumbled olympia is so funny to me #''fumbled that somehow...''#''YOU LET HER GOT AWAY???'' ''i KNOW! i don't know how...''

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usertoxicyaoi · 2 months ago

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"But the bad news is that Can hates sutlac."

KIZIL GONCALAR (2024-2025). EPISODE 32.

#kizil goncalar #turkishsource #turkishdramaedit #turkish dizi #*#faiza gifs #mira: OH BTW CAN HATES SUTLAC! GO CRY ABOUT IT FEYZA!#can: FEYZA I WILL LITERALLY EAT ANYTHING U GIVE ME.#'lately its unclear what i like.' MHMMMMMMMMMMM CAN MHMMMMMMMM SURE THING BOO.#feyza's shy lil smile IM GONNA CRY she's SO precious TO ME.#SHE HAS HAD SO MANY BAD DECISIONS AND DONE SO MANY BAD CHOICES AND YET. I LOVE HER. I LOVEEEEEE HERRRRR.#the SHIT she has been thru bc of the MEN in her life. FUCK THEM ALL! for ONCE she DESERVES a guy who MAKES her happy unconditionally!#and can's GROWTH is honestly SO good to see man.#like the respect and adoration he has for feyza? whilst STILL being able to tease her and make her flustered and shy but SO happy #its just PERFECT in terms of THEIR dynamic.

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desnaa · 1 year ago

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Had a great time moderating the Mass Effect reunion panel I organized with @ladytoxie and Tali's VA (Ash Sroka). The cast is such an amazing and fun group of people to interact with, and it was just a very special experience for everyone to be together and talk about a game series we all love so much with some of its characters. As this is the first panel I have moderated EVER, I have also been so moved by the amount of people who have told me they had a wonderful time, including the actors.

Guests from left to right are Courtenay Taylor (Jack), William Salyers (Mordin), me lol, LT, Keythe Farley (Thane), Kimberly Brooks (Ashley but also Jasper yas), Ash Sroka (Tali), and a friend of ours who is cosplaying EDI.

A full video of it will be posted soon!

Photos are also by @catiecat_art on Instagram!

#i will say i actually had more fun talking with them before and after the panel lol #we had a decent amount of downtime both before and after and it was a vibe #also since we were standing on stage for so long too taking the pictures we kept joking it was like a family party photoshoot djfskjsdh #so i had the privilege of moderating/interviewing but also had the privilege to hang out and it was a blast #seeing how genuine everyone's smiles are too in the photos are just so frickin wholesome and makes me very happy #mass effect #tali zorah vas normandy #thane krios #mordin solus #ashley williams #jack mass effect #mine

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swordmaid · 3 months ago

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thinking about how profound it must’ve been for shri’iia when she first received scratch’s ball (woman who has never gotten anything for free in her life ever)

#shri’iia’s relationship with scratch and owlbear cub is that she has only gotten those two for a day and a half and if anything happens to #them she’s gonna kill everyone and herself (she means it)#which is so funny to me bc I usually go for the intimidate options with scratch like she just makes him heel or drop the ball immediately #so she just seems like she doesn’t like the dog but inside she’s like ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 sobbing pissing herself the dog is so cute #shri’iia watching scratch roll on his back like a wiggling worm and she looks like she’s smiling menacingly and plotting #bc the lack of eyebrows + eye tattoo that looks like devil horns + insanely bright red eyes makes her look sinister #but she’s actually dying inside bc she finds him so cute. she will forgive how he drools on her and everything #also post oath breaking when she’s knee deep in denial I do imagine that he tries to console her w how dogs can sense ur distress and all #that. that’s why she gets attached to him 😭 she hasn’t had anyone console her before 😭#owlbear cub too… sobs she does love her babies but she’s doesn’t express it often she just doesn’t know how #but I do hc that those two are always bound to curl up w shri’iia when she’s in her trance. like when she’s laying down they’re like it’s #free real estate. then this 5 ft woman gets covered by a massive dog and her owlbear cub 🥰🥰#must be so sad for her to find out after the game that the owlbear cub and scratch left #she’s like im NOT upset btw 😭 tears running down her face astarion is like darling what mascara do u use mine isnt that dramatic #then epilogue when she sees them again and she has to give them up to shadowheart 💔💔💔💔#she’s like. clenched fist im so fucking happy for you I’m so serious

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unriding · 2 months ago

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EVIE !!!!!

I SAW U USE MY ART AS UR THEME SO I WANNA DO A REMAKE !!! mostly cause the other one was full of mistaks hurrrrr orz

keeping the color palette the same so itd still fit + use softer shading so convey how soft u are + moze is now IN UR HAND !!!! >:3

oh nick :’)

#🐦‍⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 inbox.#彡 nick!#AAAJSNSNS i did my makeup in record time because i had to respond to this asap !! T T i have 25 tags left and so much to say so let’s see #how efficiently i can use my words to convey my gratitude !! T T im actually losing my mind at the addition of moze’s little hands .. i #i will get into that later …. i cannot believe u revamped it for me!!!! thank you nick ?!?! 🥹 i went to gaze 🔎 at the two!! though i think #both are so lovely — i love the curl to my hair !!! i sleep with my hair in those heatless curl rods — so they always tend to be wavier at #the bottom since the top comes loose — THOUGH ITS A RANDOM DETAIL AHAJJ I THOUGHT it looked so accurate !! >< U DID THE BOW EARRINGS UUURGH #i love drop earrings !!!!! and the bow matches with the big one — i noticed the bow & headband is a bit different!! I LOVE BOTH — omg and t #god im going to run out of tags - AND THE SLEEVE!!! ok i shouldn’t point out every difference akajjajaj i am just so excited looking at bot #of them!! I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW ME IM SO?? CAN I SAY THAT??? the little sparkle is spot on because !!! i am showing off mini moze!! to everyo #everyone* T T !!! HE IS SO PRECIOUS AHAHAJSN his gigantic hood … and his signature (ᓀ ᓀ) oh but he is so cute …. T T NICK YOU MAKE HIM LOOK #SO SQUISHABLE URK ITS SO SPOT ON . HIS SQUISHABLE-NESS REALLY SHINES IN YOUR AWESOME ART STYLE (i don’t think i have ever reblogged somethi #something* from you without mentioning your art style) HES SO TINY AAASJSN MY HEART FELT SO HAPPY SEEING HIS LITTLE HANDS …. HIS HANDS ARE #FHE SIZE OF MY EARRING 😭😭😭😭 oh my god i just noticed you gave him a little blush and i want to lock myself underground /pos HE IS SO CUTE #IN YOUR STYLE IUUUAGGHHHH IM IN SUCH AGONY /pos :’) oh i don’t think i will get over his little hands ISNSKDKX im feeling so violently #affectionate staring at it — THE WAY HE IS DRAPED OVER MY HAND IS SO SJSNDNCJ he is my …. most treasured little crow …. that i am showing #everyone with the happiest smile ever …. THANK YOU NICK ))): and the fact that you kept the colors for my theme is so ?!?! you are so thou #UGH TUMBLR — you are so thoughtful with all of your gifts towards your friends!! noting all the details and such ): oh i adore you ): u sai #softer shading to convey how soft i am but i have quite literally melted into a puddle of goo so now am i soft ?! i believe i am just a #puddle in the corner over there in the nick museum -> waiting to be mopped -> OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SOB THANK YOU ))): i was about to say #that i don’t even know what to say to convey my gratitude — but i have said something! just not enough to get out my feelings ^^; never eno #ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DID MY LASHES AAHHHNXNX )): my eyes !!! your style !!! oh i am really in such agony /POS URGH AND I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS #LITTLE HANDS AND WANTING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUNDLE OF VIOLENT AFFECTION I GET FROM IT T T HES SO TINY AJANSDto ruffle his hair with #the very tip of my pinkie … trembling trying not to knock him over ……. i must make him a little spot in my purse …. with little blankets to #keep him nice and cozy …. nick words cannot express my gratitude — thank you!!! both versions are so stunning 🥹 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (<-#severe understatement) (the most severe understatement) your art is always so stunning #when im home i must come back and add some good reaction photos !!!! THANJ YOU SNIFFLE YOU ARE TOO KIND )))))):#similar to the first time u visited my inbox …. if I ever spot a kofianywhere 🔎🔎🔎🔎🔎👁️!!

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robertwaltons · 4 months ago

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i love this website because every time i come on here i get shown a post that’s like “i just started reading frankenstein and it’s gay as fuck?” like buddy. you don’t even know how gay it is Going To Get

#it makes me so happy bc i would genuinely give everything i have to be able to go back and experience it for the first time #sitting in english literature class going 👀 at my friend because damn these bitches gay good for them #writing silly notes in the margin of the penguin classics edition they gave us #i still have it ten years later and its so beat up from use but i love her sm… prized possession #anyway these posts just make my heart smile and if you’re reading for a class i hope you get good grades 🩷#frankenstein #excited to see which of you will make this book your entire personality for the next decade #it’s sooooo fun i promise pspspspsp #i too once thought hey i like that gay little polar explorer guy #and now i’m. here #it’s a slippery slope

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faaun · 10 months ago

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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dykesevika · 9 months ago

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can’t stop thinking about all the possibilities for her in S2

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#I wanna see her lead zaun even tho I feel it’s somewhat unlikely #I want her backstory #fuckkk they better not do her dirty :((#im emotional and im stressed and ive cried 3 times today thinkinf about her #uhh god im vrying again 😭#ugh #fuck im thinkign too much i cant even write down what else i want to see of her #I want to see her living a happy peacful life away from zaun with a smile on her face in 4k #I also wouldn’t mind seeing her naked #I wanna see her pretty scars #also please add renata to the show #Im not a fan of ‘renata is sevika!!!!’ theory because. it just doesn’t make sense to me.#and idk it feels like it takes away from sevika as a character #also #they dont even look the same. the only similarities i can see are the arms.#idk where people pulled that theory from #ALSO another reason i dont like it is because i think renata and sevika should bang #i dont want them to be the same singular person because I want both of them at once 🫶#sevika #arcane #<3 #there’s def a lot more to list but i can’t think rn so im gonna go sleep:3

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