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nobilism · 7 years ago

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⏤ ♞ ;;

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity.

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Homie. Homie. Homie. We gonna have to sit you down ‘cuz I’m sure this post is gonna be a mother fucking doozy.

God. Hello. I love you so much. Thank you for being a gem and an absolute light in my life for this past month and some weeks. I was so nervous at first when I made my Tsukasa blog. I said it in another one of these meme posts how I came into this comm knowing no one. It was so god damn nerve wracking. I messaged my friend Deen being like “HOW DO I MAKE FRIENDS OR FIND PPL TO RP WITH?” and of course Deen was a little bitch and said “Just look for promo posts” NO FUCKING SHIT. This bitch. I’m gonna punch her when I see her for new years and then delete her Todoroki blog.

But I went from being in a very comfortable and knowing a good number of ppl to knowing no one at all and that was really hard. I was plagued with self doubt how no one would want to play with my Tsukasa. I was sure everyone had someone they liked already and wouldn’t give me the time of day. IDK if you noticed yet, but I’m hyper critical of myself. haha

So to dive in like I did, it was so hard. I was so nervous. I think back at it now, but I definitely had some sort of wall up when I first started this blog. ‘Cuz some pretty shitty things happened to me this year in terms of friends, so I guess I was also just kinda nervous letting my guard down too. I wanted to make friends, but putting myself out there was really hard. I definitely said things like pls feel free to message me, but then I couldn’t bring myself to message people myself ‘cuz I was so afraid of putting myself out there and just facing rejection from the get go.

But then you came into the picture.

If you were to ask me if I followed you first or if you followed me, I wouldn’t be able to tell you. All I know is I was suddenly following you and I’m so happy that you did. I think when you wrote me that first starter I only really solidly had a thread with Gabby’s Aya and Dusty’s Chiaki, and please let us not take this the wrong way ‘cuz I love them both to bits and pieces and I love my threads with them just as much, but I was dying to rp with Knights. And I was mostly dying to rp with a Leo. And you just swooshed into my life and was like “here you go a starter.” I think I was pretty much crying in my room when I saw the starter.

But not only did you make me feel so welcomed, you also gave me so much confidence in my Tsukasa.

As we can see, being nervous was quite a theme for me early on. I even made a post about how I was not confident in my portrayal Tsukasa. Saying how I had to step my game up in order to meet all of your standards. It’s like, so silly to think in retrospect that I was saying those things ‘cuz I know no one here was making any sort of demands that I needed to get better. Everyone had been nothing less than kind and understanding, but that was my hyper critical self talking and I felt like I needed to be so much more in order for people to want to interact with me whether on an ic or ooc basis.

But every time we talked, you always had such wonderful things to say about my Tsukasa. It really did help every time you assured me replies were fine. My length was fine. How you like long threads. How you really enjoy our threads. So on and so forth. It may not seem like much, but every time you said it, I was really touched. I did a couple keyboard smashes I think when I received those compliments, but I def held back on a lot ‘cuz I was like “I need to play it cool. Don’t be that guy.” But Tsukasa is my best boy after all. To do him justice, this is all I ever really wanted when I made this blog.

It’s not like Tsukasa is too far of a stretch from characters I normally played in the past. But he was different enough where I was constantly plagued by self doubt. And you have single handedly casted away pretty much all of my doubt regarding to how I portray Tsukasa. So thank you for giving me so much confidence, love and acceptance.

I’m really glad how well our portrayals match up. I’m so glad when I talk to you on discord about stupid shit for Tsukasa and Leo that we are generally speaking always on the same page. The feeling that I feel like I get your Leo and that you get my Tsukasa, it’s so wonderful.

Thanks for being there when I had my: I CAN’T BELIEVE I SHIP THESE GAYS CRISIS

When you said “don’t worry megan I ship leokasa too” I swear I heard the choir started playing as angels descended down upon the earth before me.

Thanks for also saying you’ll come join me on this Animatsu adventure and I venture to the middle of America for the first time and not just stay in the airport ‘cuz I’m only there for a layover to California for AX or some shit. But you know, when I offered for you to come join me and Emma at Animatsu, I didn’t think you would actually say yes, so when you did I was really really happy. We were talking for a total of like what? 2 weeks by that point and we’ve already planned to meet up at a con. That’s really god damn crazy. But I’m happy we were both crazy enough to do it. And I’m really excited to meet you in person and give you the biggest hug ever!

Also another thanks for being open and willing to hear me ramble about stupid things you have no clue what they are like me screaming about Makki and Naoya and other stage things or Marginal#4 or whatever other idol boy bullshit I have brought up. Also thanks for accepting the fate of me just sitting you down at animatsu where I can show you some of these beautiful boys I love. But also get hyped ‘cuz we also sitting down and watching the Knights stage. I’m so excited for you to fall in love with these beautiful boys too.

So I guess, just thanks for being there for me. And listening to me over whatever dumb bs I had to say. Your sister said thanks for supporting you and stuff, but no, thank you for allowing me to be there for you. It would have been perfectly acceptable if you didn’t share a single thing with me ‘cuz I was like “tell me your deep personal feelings” on the first day we started talking to one another.

I’ll admit right now, I feel like it was selfish of me to ask you to talk about such things of what was making you upset. I told you how I like helping people and like talking to people. So I feel like I selfishly put those desires on you to talk to me about your problems. I’ve been feeling rather useless at times due to some of these friend issues I’ve been having this year, so I think I kinda pushed that desire of trying to feel useful to someone, anyone, onto you, which probably wasn’t really all that fair of me.

But I guess in the end despite my selfishness of wanting to feel some amount of selfworth of making a friend happy, things worked out for the best, and we have bonded quite a bit over various things too.

So I guess sorry for being selfish, but at the same time, I’m not that sorry. haha

But yeah, thanks for everything you’ve done for me. I’m sure there are plenty more thank yous to come. You have been so good to me since day one. I look forward to what the future holds. Whether they’re rps of heart warming nature, dumb shit posts, heart wrenching pain and misery, or just us having a good time. I look forward to it all.

Bless you.

Have a good day.

I told you this would be long. lololol

#♞ ( . ooc )#♞ ( . meme )#fun facts this was over 1400 words #1400 words of me being gay #hello #but I love you a lot #alright #and I want you and everyone to know it #I didn't even talk about your leo portrayal #but then we'll be here for so much longer writing and reading #so I had to not #just one day you gonna reblog a how do you think I portray my muse meme #and you just gonna get another novel #about why I love it so much #pls look forward to it #lololol

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bigskydreaming · 5 years ago

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Like, the thing you guys gotta understand is my loud opinions are far more defense mechanism than they are “I think I am right and nobody else is ever and people should listen to me only.”

Nah. They’re literally just me being as loud and as visible with the stuff that matters the most to me as is possible....because that actually minimizes the flack I catch for y’know...stuff I’m truly passionate about believing.

For example, my online behavior and tendencies in fandom on tumblr specifically....were largely shaped by my experiences in Teen Wolf fandom. Where I started out being as civil as possible wherever possible, and gradually got louder and angrier over time because THAT DIDN’T MATTER. Its why tone policing is bullshit, through and through. Because the real issue was never HOW I was saying what I was saying, it was what I was saying at all.

See, I flat out don’t like the fandom fave Stiles, as he’s portrayed on the show, and never did. Not from day one. He bothered the fuck out of me from the pilot. And this is a very controversial opinion in TW fandom, and was far more so back when I was first becoming ‘known’ in fandom, whatever the fuck that means or is even worth (seriously, its not worth a lot. You guys, stop putting so much weight in the visibility of more ‘well known’ bloggers....that doesn’t directly translate into the influence you think it does, especially when those bloggers are still holding what the majority of a fandom deems ‘unpopular’ opinions).

But back in my early TW days, I wasn’t really ‘known’ at all, for my blog and my opinions on the show. I was better known for my fics, which at the beginning, I was writing and updating fairly quickly. I’ve published somewhere just shy of 100,000 words of TW fanfic....and the vast majority of that was all written in just the first year or two in fandom.

And the thing is, for people who just found me on Ao3 and not on my blog originally....they weren’t as immediately aware of my bias against Stiles. Because I hate bashing ANY characters in fic. Even ones I don’t like, because the point of fanfic for me, is to FIX my personal issues with the source material, improve on the things *I* especially dislike....so even though I dislike Stiles on the show, in my better known TW fics, he was still present, and I was still trying to be as true to his core characterization as possible, WHILE addressing what I considered his core problem areas.

The kicker being.....a LOT of Stiles-fans LIKED my fanfic depiction of Stiles. A lot of S/terek fans included. You look at my TW fics like Where Wild Things Are or Lightning Crashes in particular....you’re gonna find a LOT of comments from self-proclaimed S/terek fans and Stiles stans....and those are just the ones I didn’t delete when I was forced to aggressively moderate my comments when a lot of those same commenters got loud and angry at me.

Which they did see....once they started connecting my Ao3 account to my blog, and my opinions on the show in general, which were starting to be more widespread in fandom due to some better known mutuals. I mean, its not like it was a big secret. My Ao3 pen name for my Teen Wolf fic is bigskydreamin’. It....wasn’t really anything I felt I needed to clarify, lmao.

But once people realized that the very same writer they liked for his take on Stiles very vocally disliked the show’s Stiles because of behaviors and scenes that I quote unquote deemed abusive (which I do, and stand by to this day).....they went fucking APESHIT on me. Like.....I can not even TELL you the extent of the nasty comments, anons, emails and reviews I got from some of the very same people who previously were glowing in their praise of my fics, especially the Stiles scenes.

All because I didn’t like the show’s depiction of certain behaviors and toxic dynamics, and set out to improve these things in my fic while being true to the characterizations....and which they had LIKED....until they realized my take didn’t come from a place of “oh I think Stiles is just the best.”

And then the fateful day came when one of them flat out asked me why I didn’t ship S/terek and if I would ever write S/terek....

And I had the balls to answer honestly. LOL. I wasn’t even insulting or offensive...just blunt. I told the person that I have serious issues with S/terek because of the power dynamics and the way they’re romanticized within fandom and most fics rather than called out and addressed, and I said I would never have any interest in tackling these topics myself in any kind of S/terek fic because my own past with abuse makes the ship just inherently unappealing to me because of how I perceive it, and I feel zero desire to ‘fix’ a thing I wouldn’t want on any level to begin with.

And they went and told all their friends and lol, RIP the rest of my TW years - and this was probably back in like, Year Two of my time in TW fandom. For a more accurate estimate, look for when I lost the will to update my big fics, because like. What was the point? Any positive reaction I got from updates at the time was just drowned out by the hate I got for adding to a story many of them were still reading, judging by the way my hit counts were still pretty steady with what they’d been with previous updates.....but that at the same time, they were heaping all kinds of shit on me for just....having opinions they didn’t like at the same time as I wrote stuff they still DID like.

The juxtaposition of those two things....lol. Man. Its a trip, I’ll tell you that.

And to be honest, the same thing has been happening ever since I started being more involved in Batfandom. You guys know how I reblog a lot of my own posts? That’s not something I used to do like, ever in TW fandom...because all the content I was making then was fresh. But I’ve always been a fan of Dick Grayson even while I was knee deep in TW fandom, so my longtime followers can tell you....I’ve been making these posts about him all along. A lot of my more popular Dick Grayson posts were written years ago, before I started getting active in this fandom....which only really happened over last summer.

And the difference in TONE in a lot of my posts, is a lot of the ‘tamer’ posts.....which express the exact same viewpoints I have as in my more heated posts.....is because my ‘tamer’ posts were written as one-offs that I just wrote in passing while in a fandom that generally didn’t have any interest in my Batfamily musings....which did not at all stop me from still making those posts from time to time....because I don’t post ANYTHING for the sake of getting notes. Its literally just shit that’s on my mind, that I want to put out there for people to do whatever the hell they feel like doing with them.

And so most of the posts I reblog, that seem more ‘mild’....its because I wrote them years ago, they got like maybe ten notes at the time, lol, and I’m reblogging them now because I have more of a platform and think they’d still be of interest to fans of that content specifically....but the stark tone difference is because when I wrote THOSE....nobody was jumping on my back the second I hit post to tell me how obviously wrong and stupid I was for not getting this or that or that and having this opinion on this character or just “caring too much about fictional characters.”

Like, you get what you give, people. You throw shit at me, eventually, I’m gonna start throwing shit back, and no, you don’t get to be pissed about that when all the evidence is there that I’m MORE than capable AND willing to have a good time just by myself....and more than happy to have people join in....as long as nobody’s being a douchebag. But if you get your douchebaggery on and start making my life hell....I’m gonna start raising my voice, because that shit fucking sucks.

The sheer vitriol I got for simply stating that I have no interest in writing a S/terek dynamic I see as inherently toxic due to the inherent power imbalances, BECAUSE of my own history as an abuse and rape survivor, which I was frank about.....it blows my mind. People are literally OFFENDED that in response to questions THEY asked me, I said....I do not like this thing, because of how it affects my feelings about my own trauma.

Like, for years I have gotten monthly hatemail in my asks for spreading toxicity and hate through the TW fandom and ‘hurting real abuse/rape survivors by misleading people and calling S/terek pedophilic and misusing terms like that’....

And the utterly hilarious thing (in that not at all sort of way), is I have never ONCE called S/terek pedophilic, or anyone who ships it a pedophile. Never. Once!

You know why? Its not even because of my own personal view on whether or not that’s an accurate label for that ship....its because IT WASN’T EVEN RELEVANT TO THE SPECIFIC CRITICISMS I’VE ALWAYS FOCUSED ON MAKING.

Like, I literally never even got AROUND to expressing whether or not I thought that was a label that applies to that ship, because I’ve always had plenty of thoughts just purely on the specific power imbalances as I break them down in my view of that pairing....REGARDLESS of what you label those power imbalances. I don’t fucking CARE about the terminology. My concern has never once been what the fuck you call it, so I never made it ABOUT what anyone calls it, and purely focused on why I think it isn’t healthy just in specific terms.....and yes, pulled from my own personal experience and knowledge of abuse to back up why I feel that way, and to clarify why I feel so strongly about it.

But does any of this matter? Nope. Because all people cared about when directing hate my way for my oh so controversial opinions was not what was accurate to my views, but what was effective in discrediting them.

And the same shit is already happening in Batfandom, and its obnoxious, and tired, and yeah, its why I’m already kinda coming out of the gate hot and heavy, because within like....less than two months of me starting to post more regularly about Batfam specific content and getting some followers who have large fandom presences and boosted my posts to a pretty broad fandom circulation....

Its like, welcome to TW fandom, rinse and repeat.

Hardly any of the actual flack I’ve gotten in this fandom so far has anything whatsoever to do with my opinions on the Batfam....its almost all about the fact that I don’t like noncon/pedophilia/incest fics and am critical of the permissive attitude fandom spaces have cultivated around this stuff. And of the fact that I think the culture of false positivity fandom spaces try to enforce at the expense of marginalized fans who try to speak up about their experiences with racism and other forms of oppression and bigotry online, like, is similarly bullshit. Like, the thing people don’t like me for most of all, is that I’m LOUD and OPINIONATED about saying that these things specifically, fucking suck, and here are my own personal experiences that make me feel that way.

And notice the lack of actual argument with my actual posts. Notice how its all about ME....my volume....my ‘irrationality’....my obvious mental health issues (I’ve heard that one a couple times already, lol - no shit, I’m ADHD, have longterm PTSD, and a literal lifetime’s worth of trauma I’m still actively unpacking and sorting through, lol, what the fuck was the revelation in me having mental health issues? I’m not shy about it, and I don’t use it as an excuse for being an asshole.....guess what? I’m an asshole sometimes, and I can absolutely point to when and where I’ve been one. I’m not hiding it, and I’m not hiding behind mental illness).

Plus, y’know there’s my ‘fake wokeness’ because a white man can’t have any possible reasons or experiences that lead to him choosing to prioritize supporting people of color in fandom over other white people while still firmly being motivated by things that are born of his own life and his own lane, and just *gasp* happen to make me care more about certain shit than other white people do, like.....I’m as transparent as I am about my feelings and motivations for a REASON. I’m not UNAWARE of any of this or how I come across.....the thing so many of you don’t get is that none of this is a multiple choice test where you have to circle the right answer and you pass, you’re a good ally or a good influence or a good person.....all of this is just life. Its just us all making choices and everyone else reacting to those choices in whatever the hell way they choose.

I’m not trying to win any points with anybody.....if I DID care about cultivating my own influence in fandom, I MORE than have the communication skills to couch my most controversial opinions in language that would be more palatable to the MOST influential corners of fandom, draw more people in, be less alienating or distancing to people who have a kneejerk defensive reaction to a lot of the things I say....like, however influential I may or may not be in various fandoms and various fandom circles....I am perfectly aware of how I could say or do things differently to have MORE influence in broader reaching circles....I just fucking hate that kind of game playing.

I’m the opposite of trying to win points....I just want the people who are around me and who follow me to actually RESPECT me enough to fucking listen to me and what I have to say....because otherwise, how do either of us even benefit? What’s the point? Who’s gaining anything from any interaction?

So yeah. I’m loud, and vocal, and opinionated....I say exactly what’s on my mind and I don’t apologize for it. I’m an asshole to people who are an asshole to me first, and sometimes I fuck up and I’m an asshole to people who don’t deserve it. And if you call me on that and I pull my head out of my ass soon enough to notice in time that you’re right and I owe you an apology, I’ll do that! And if you don’t want to call me on it and choose to take the offense I caused as a reason not to follow me or interact with me any further....that’s perfect valid and understandable too, and absolutely your right! Do what you need to do for you!

But the one thing that will never ever ever win you any points with me and that I just despise more than anything....is the fundamental lack of awareness, and lack of respect for me and what I’ve lived through....that the S/terek readers of mine who started the chain of events that led to me settling on my current approach to interacting with fandoms.

That thing where some people in various fandoms think its perfectly acceptable and reasonable to like some of my fan content....but then get pissed and upset with me because I don’t like all of the same things you do, think all of the things you do, and am judgmental about various ships you might have or fics you might read or write......and then take this out on me.

Nuh uh. Not okay. Never okay. Do not pass go, do not collect $200, I DO NOT SIT THERE AND TAKE THAT SHIT.

Because the thing the people this describes seem incapable or unwilling to grasp is....

For all your talk of “don’t like/don’t read” and telling me and other survivors to take responsibility for curating our own fandom content and experiences and avoiding things that might trigger us....

Even when I TRY and do that to the absolute BEST of my ability.....some of you still get pissed at me and go on the offensive because I don’t want to interact or be around certain content or people who are inspired to create that content....because of what it brings up for me, because of my various past traumas.

Like, that’s what it boils down to, IN MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES. People liking what I have to say, until I say I don’t like something they don’t like and here’s why....and then its open fucking season, because how dare I not want to associate with them because that association is likely to expose me to triggering things they also at the same time expect me to take responsibility for avoiding, so as not to blame anyone else for my exposure to such things.

Can you please maybe understand why that fundamentally DOES NOT FUCKING WORK??

And is not only utterly unreasonable, but offensive to ask of someone who’s just trying to participate in fandom and have a good time and simply STATE when and where relevant, that there are things that impact my ability to have a good time, just as there are things that impact the ability of other fans to enjoy themselves alongside you as well?

Or are we ever going to get around to some people admitting that their fandom experiences have absolutely nothing to do with caring about the ‘community’ people swear up and down exists, and solely prioritize their own personal enjoyment, and FUCK everyone else? (While meanwhile, also being all: but why aren’t they making more of the stuff that I at least was enjoying when they weren’t bitching about not having fun here?’ LOL. Can’t ever forget that part.)

Its just.

You all are fucking exhausting sometimes, I swear. And that doesn’t mean I’m going anywhere, because I have as much right to be here as anyone, and I DO still manage to have a good time a lot of the time in spite of this crap, but that’s never gonna stop me from saying I have a right to have more of a good time and less of a literally triggered time, if any of you might ever care to prioritize that for me as much as you ask me to prioritize your good times for you.

This isn’t me doing anything other than saying....you all are fucking exhausting sometimes, I swear. Because sometimes, I just want to say that. Sometimes, it feels good to say that. And at every time, I have every damn right to say that in any way, shape or form I want to say it, at any volume I want to say it at, because none of this is me yelling at anyone, it is every single one of us sitting safe and comfortable in front of a screen of some kind, reading someone else express themselves and deciding how we want to take that expression and what’s being expressed, and how we want to react or not react in turn.

Like....just...its that fucking simple. That is literally all so much of this fucking ‘discourse’ is. People experiencing life in different ways than other people, and some people wanting to improve their experiences, some people wanting their experiences to stay just the way they are, some people wanting to ignore every experience that doesn’t fit their expectations or desired interactions, and other people just.....idk, just being fucking high, let’s face it, half the shit on this site is just plain weird and I like to assume the best of humanity and just chalk it up to half this site’s user base being high as fuck most of the time they post, LOL.

*Shrugs* Congrats if you actually read all the way through to the end of this post....like....this is where I reiterate...I have ZERO expectations for this post. I have NO clue how people will react to it, how many or how few people will take it in the way I want it to be taken, especially because *I* don’t even know how I want it to be taken or what I would like to come of it. This is literally just me saying shit that is on my brain in response to my own personal experiences on this site and in this fandom. It is utterly, 100% up to you guys to decide what you do with it from here.

If I have one want for all fandoms, I guess it would just be.....for people to look to their own behavior and motivations and choices and take responsibility for their own shit before projecting onto other people and expecting them to do all of that while still refusing to do any of it themselves.

Too many people keep trying to drive one way on what are supposed to be two-way streets, and being shocked when that repeatedly results in collisions, pileups, accidents and blatant hit and runs.

We all live in a society.

Quit treating other members of that society like they only exist to cater to your existence alone.

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nmbh1-moved · 6 years ago

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okay so--- wow, first things first i never expected to get so many followers? i’m really shoken and i’m honestly just super happy i have so many of you out here still following my dumb ass like... seriously, thank you all SO MUCH for putting up with my bs and supporting my portrayal of nigel. i’ve never actually done a milestone thing on this blog, but 500 was too big of one to pass up.

BECAUSE this is such a huge milestone, i’m gonna be doing a little but of a giveaway. how to enter? like and reblog this post! it’s that simple. each like / reblog counts for one entry, doing both is two. though, i won’t count multiple reblogs just cuz i dont want people spamming the dash. what’s the PRIZE you might ask? well, five lucky people will get an edit of the muse of their choice. what’s the edit? that’s a surprise, whoopsie! but it’ll be great, i promise. DEADLINE is on march 4th. okay, i’m gonna cut the post here and ramble about all my good buddies.

@guiltycharge / @gcninja / @pnkfghter : oh boy oh boy, alice i’ve known you for a good while and i have a secret to tell you. remember when you first had your yin blog and you were like “oh dang where my yang blog at?” and i was like “bitch i’ll be your yang oh boy”?? well, uh, i had NEVER watched yin yang yo at that point and i really just wanted to be friends with you so that day i binged the entire fucking series, and actually got genuine yang muse, and i’ve kept this from you for 84 years im sorry. nOW THAT THAT’S OFF MY CHEST--- you’re such a good friend and a talented person? i’m super happy to have known you for as long as i have. you write all your muses so beautifully and i absolutely lOVE talking with you and plotting shit. all those gknd angst threads we have? those are my lifeforce. ily so much never change <3 <3 <3

@theirsun / @failedwish / @mewnicrown : maple, where do i begin? we’ve been friends for so long and knowing you has made me so so happy? you’ve helped me through a lot of rough times and i want you to know that you mean a lot to me. i love how you portray your muses, not just canon characters but your ocs as well. you’re so talented and creative and i’m so blessed to have gotten to know you. i’m being really cheesy right now, but i want you to know i love you and i can’t wait to go to spooky places with you in the future.

@theirtraitor / @voidfcllen : zak zak zak--- remember when we first met on your dipper blog and you were like “uwu i have chad muse” and i was like “o shit” well: confession time--- i literally forgot chad was a character bc i was just watching random episodes and i had to sit my ass down and figure out who that boy was and my portrayal of nigel has never been the same since. it’s kinda funny thinking back on it, because your chad muse and our interactions have changed the way i write nigel so much and i’m super happy about it? because if you hadn’t come around i don’t know if i’d still?? be so passionate about nigel as a character. you’re super rad and i know we haven’t talked all too much lately, but i want you to know that i love and appreciate you and i!! really want to write with you more <3

@briilliance : alex. you mean a lot to me. and i’m so glad i know you because i’m honestly not sure i’d still be alive without you? you are such a good and caring person, and i appreciate you way more than you know. i’m getting kinda teary-eyed writing this haha... we dont talk that much ooc anymore, and that’s okay, but i miss just chatting and fuckin’ around with you. whenever you reply to one of our threads i get super excited? like. today i was working and you responded to like. 3 whole threads and i got so fuckin happy bc! heck yes i love writing with you. pls keep being you because you’re the best <3

@coronabane / @ateloist : zk. you are so fuckin great. you’re such a talented writer, your graphics are amazing, the way you portray your muses is amazing, and YOU are amazing. i love talking with you?? and plotting out all our angst shit. i never thought i’d be so invested in a ship with YANG of all people like--- i never thought i’d ever ship yang with anyone but here i am crying over yang and louie 24/7 bc fuck our bOYS,,,,,,, i’m also super excited to write more with your varian bc?? heck. ive been really really tempted to continue watching the tangled series bc of you. but UH!! just know i love you and always wanna write/talk with you more.

@wigglestein / @vsqez / @gcdgetguy : elmo elmo elmo..... we don’t talk much, you’re not active much, but that’s okay. you’re such a kind and genuine person. i love it whenever you message me, i always get super happy. i see a notif from you on discord and im just!!!!!!!!OWO every time. i really hope you get more confident in your writing and such in the future, because you’re honestly super talented in more ways than i think you know. i love you, ‘mo.

#follower count //#* GENERAL : 💥 → ooc ╱ looks like lerf has returned.

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• No godmodding. No sending (implied or explicit) homophobic/transphobic/bigoted messages to me or my character either.

• Please don’t over-pester me for replies. I promise I’ll get to them. Feel free to drop me a reminder after at least a week of no replies, though. In return, I usually give you a week too, unless otherwise specified in your own rules, until I remind you if it’s your turn to reply (or more often, I chicken out and trust that you’ll eventually respond/want to drop it and end up never bringing up that particular thread ever again). You’re always free to start multiple threads with me, that is greatly encouraged because I love having lots of threads with people.

• If you start getting bored with the roleplay, feel free to drop it and/or end it. We can always start up another thread in the future.

• However, please let me know if you want to drop a roleplay thread! It can give me major anxiety when I’m waiting for a response that’s never going to come, and I wonder if I did something wrong and assume that’s why you’re not replying anymore :’) I’m not forcing you to let me know if you want to drop a thread, you can drop it without saying anything too. But I personally really appreciate being told about that sort of thing.

• Don’t reblog a thread you’re not part of. This should go without being said, of course. Personals will be hardblocked immediately, rp blogs will receive a warning.

• If you can trim your threads, please do! It’s fine if you can’t, though, because I will most likely trim the thread for you. If you don’t trim threads with other people, however, I’ll be less likely to follow you since I don’t like scrolling through long posts.

• Please don’t claim any of my art as your own. If you post it somewhere, the least you can do is credit me by at least including a link to my blog or something. Bonus points if you ask me first before reposting my art, but I understand if you’re anxious because so am I :’)

• If any of your art is featured on my blog, as an icon or something and you don’t want me to use your art, please tell me!!! Message me privately or contact me in some way and please let me know that you want your art taken down. As a fellow artist, I understand wanting other people to not use your art (although I am personally fine with it as long as proper credit is given,) but if you’re more strict about it than I am, that’s totally okay too! Just let me know, and I’ll stop using your art immediately, will delete all icons I have of your art, as well as delete every single instance of your art being used on this blog.

• That being said, if you’re following me, please let me know if I’m doing something that’s making you uncomfortable or is breaking one of your rules!! I do read the rules pages of everyone, but I’m human and forget things, and I’m not a mind reader either ;~; I care, so please tell me if I’m ever doing anything bad

• You can reply to any of my open starters at any time! Even if they’re a year old! Even if other people have already replied to it! My open starters are open for a reason, and we don’t have to be mutuals for you to reply to them either :’)

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–STUFF YOU SHOULD KEEP IN MIND–

• I am of age to do smut, but Kris is a minor so that is a no for this blog! There will occasionally be sex jokes, but that’s about it. No explicit smut in this house.

• This blog is not a spoiler-free one. I will not tag roleplays with spoilers, but anything else will be tagged with Deltarune Spoilers

• I’m alright with roleplaying nsfw in general, minus smut. Gore, violence, and generally dark roleplays are cool with me. I love angsty things just as much as I love fluff ;w; Speaking of gore, you’re more than welcome to fight/harm/injure my muse to any extent! You don’t even have to ask! Come in and fight this gremlin tbh! If you want to do a rp where they die, however, please dm me first.

• I prefer not to roleplay with personals, unless you are someone I know from school or something like that. Personals in general are allowed to follow me too! However! Personals are not allowed to reblog roleplays, in character posts, or ooc posts especially if I say in the tags that I’m going to delete the post later. Only things that are tagged with my “online reblogs” or “musings” or "art tag" tags are okay to reblog. Headcanon posts are not okay to reblog unless I say otherwise.

• Like spamming is okay! I very occasionally lose roleplays, and getting lots of notes from likes are never a factor for that, for me personally. If I lose a roleplay, it’s mostly just because I forgot, so that’s really a “me” thing. I’m usually very good at keeping track of who I’m roleplaying with and how many ongoing threads I have, and I reply pretty consistently, so just remind me if I haven’t responded after five or more days (as stated in one of the above rules)! And I like it when people like my posts! It lets me know that you like my blog and the stuff I post, and it makes me happy :’)

• If you are an OC, I will assume our muses have never met unless you plan ahead with me what their relationship is like.

• That being said, characters who have already interacted in canon will know each other. Unless the roleplay takes place in a different point of time and we are staging their first meeting, of course.

• Kris will be pretty meta sometimes. They are aware of who Players are (they're definitely not fond of them other than the few good players they've met), and they know they live in the game world, and are aware of alternate universes and things of that nature.

• Kris is nonbinary on this blog. Although, I don’t care if you refer to them as a boy or a girl (Kris personally will care if you refer to them as a girl though, because they usually Don’t like that). Their order of preference for pronouns is they/he/she, although they will definitely like you more if you use exclusively they/them pronouns. I respect all headcanons about Kris’ gender, and same goes for any Frisks and Charas. If you play a KFC kid, gendered or not, I will use the pronouns they want used, and I do hope that you use they/them pronouns for my Kris. I personally will default to using they/them for other Krises, Frisks, and Charas unless specified on your blog. No discourse about this, please.

• Doubles are welcome to interact too! Of course they are, considering the Kris Squad. I’m also cool with interacting with and following multiple blogs who portray the same character other than Krises as well!

• This blog will not have mains. However, the only “main” they really have is the Berdly over at @berdbrainx. That Berdly originates in their timeline in the “main verse.” Other than him, they will not have any specific version of a muse that they’ll talk about in threads, unless the thread is specifically about that one muse for some reason. For Deltarune non-Kris blogs, they will typically be the Kris in your universe unless you already have a Kris main or you talk about it with me beforehand. Doubles of Kris will be treated as alternates. In their “main verse” in spontaneous roleplays/asks/replies to in-character posts (online roleplays), they reside in their own separate timeline. It’s a classic timeline that doesn’t have any other muses in it, so they don’t have a specific blog’s Susie, or Noelle, or other character that is from their own timeline. So they will treat your muse as if they are an alternate of their own timeline’s counterpart of them.

• I’m pretty lenient with short replies. Don’t feel pressured to match the length if my reply gets long! Multi-para (usually 2-5 paragraphs) is my go-to for roleplays, so I usually do long replies by default.

• Adding onto that, I honestly don’t mind one-liners. Of course, in crack/online roleplays it’s fine but I’m okay with it in serious roleplays too. I prefer it if you don’t give me one-liners, but hey, as long as I’m still having fun with the roleplay anyway, it’s cool with me! I understand not being able to think of anything to write, so just as long as you don’t give me one or two words as your reply like ‘He smiled.’ or ’*laughs*’, I’ll be cool with it. Put at least some effort even if you’re only gonna give me one sentence, otherwise I’ll drop the rp once it becomes a repeat offense.

• I will not change the formatting of my roleplays to fit yours. I’m comfortable with sticking to only paragraph style roleplays, thank you very much. Feel free to keep formatting your own posts though, because I think formatting looks really cool! I just don’t want to format my posts, however. I will not go all out with formatting my own posts with all that cool ‘small text’, and indents, and bolding and all that. The most I ever do with my formatting is italics for emphasis on certain words, and using icons.

• I tend to move roleplays from asks onto its own post. If I send you an ask meme and you answer it, I'll respond by making a new post, tagging you, and linking to your reply. Until formatting on asks are fixed, I will answer any asks sent to me in a new text post rather than asks.

• I accept any sort of asks! If they aren’t answered after a while, either I don’t know how to answer it or I might be drawing it out and I am a very slow artist- Sorry-

• Feel free to tag me in any of those tagging memes! I don’t mind and I think they’re pretty fun to do! ^^

• Adding onto the above rule, you’re more than welcome to send me those chain asks like “send this to 10 roleplayers you think are really great!” because it’s super duper nice that you would think to send one to me! But don’t expect me to send them to other people, because I won’t :’) my anxiety won’t let me, so I’m sorry-

• If I follow you, that means I’ve already read all of your rules. I might not send the codephrase, though, because most of the time I get very anxious over having to send things like that. I’m very sorry–! But if I follow you then chances are that I have definitely read them before following- If you choose not to trust me on this, I understand.

• I generally follow every rp blog that follows me, but I might not follow some people back for a few reasons. Some might be for the type of content you post on your blog, but I am still non-selective! I will roleplay with anyone who asks (unless you wanna rp gross things or you’re a mean person,,,, like your muse can be as much of a dick as you want, that’s no problem but don’t be gross to other people as yourself) and if I do roleplay with you, I will be more likely to follow you as well.

• Adding onto the above rule, however, please respect that it’s nothing personal if I ever unfollow you either! It’s not that I hate you or anything, but if you haven’t followed me back and you’re a private rp blog, or if we’re mutuals but never really roleplay, our muses just don’t click, you spam stuff that I don’t want to see on my dash, or you’ve become inactive for years and/or don’t interact with me anymore, there’s nothing wrong with that! We can still be friends but I prefer to have all the people I follow be potential rp partners. Feel free to follow me on my personal, @briightskies, if you still wanna keep in touch but not rp :’)

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–ABOUT THIS BLOG–

• This blog is OC, multiverse, and crossover friendly! I love OCs and have many of my own tbh, you’re all more than welcome to come rp with me!!

• I’ll also rp with fandoms I’m not into either, as long as you have a good about section for your character, which also indicates how you portray them (any headcanons or AUs you have that aren’t canon, or whether you portray them as canonly as possible, unless they’re OCs of course since a regular about page is a given) and I’ll probably look up other things about that fandom in its wiki if I don’t know what something is anyway.

• This blog is multiship! So any relationships my muse is involved in, are in different timelines unless specified. Poly relationships aren’t bad though, just saying. I ship pretty much anything unless it’s incest or if they’re children paired with someone a lot older. Selfcest is fine too. Because Kris is a minor, they won’t really get intimate with their partners, but romantic stuff is a-okay.

• I also only ship with chemistry. My muses need to get to know yours first, so don’t get disappointed if they only see you as a friend/acquaintance at first and has no intention of pursuing a romantic relationship with your muse. Give my muse reasons to care about your muse and let the feelings develop naturally, and don’t ever force your muse on mine. Unless it’s to mess with them, or whatever other reason. Unrequited stuff is absolutely okay with me too!

• I will tag common triggers and such, but don’t be afraid to tell me if you have something you want me to tag! I promise I’ll remember to tag it from then on. I do not have any known triggers myself. Any trigger warning tags will be written as “tw; ____” with a semi-colon, not a colon. If I feel like something should be tagged as a trigger but I’m not sure what to tag it exactly, I’ll just tag it as “tw” as a sort of catch-all tag.

| Requested tagged triggers:

tw; gore

tw; contagious diseases

tw; self harm

tw; child abuse

tw; spiders

tw; blood

tw; homestuck

tw; fnaf

tw; drugs

tw; smoking

tw; alcohol

tw; needles

• I will only talk through the IM system ooc. If you send me a message through there, I will not respond with ooc brackets ((these things)) because I will automatically assume you know that you’re talking to the mun. I do not do roleplays on there.

Thank you for reading this really long list of rules! It means a lot if you did!

There’s no password, because I’m also anxious with those for other people’s blogs as I said above. But if you would like to interact with me, you can shoot me an ask directed to my muse, or like one of my starter call posts at any time (also feel free to re-like those posts so I can make another starter for you at any time!) for me to write you a starter!

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berdbrainx · 6 years ago

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Rules for mobile users

[[here’s a google doc for the updated list of rules, applicable for all my blogs]]

anything under this cut is from my outdated rules.

[rules updated: 08/14/2019]

–STUFF YOU SHOULD DO–

• No godmodding. No sending (implied or explicit) homophobic/transphobic/bigoted messages to me or my character either.

• If you start getting bored with the roleplay, feel free to drop it and/or end it. We can always start up another thread in the future.

• Don’t reblog a thread you’re not part of. This should go without being said, of course. Personals will be hardblocked immediately, rp blogs will receive a warning.

• If you can trim your threads, please do! It's fine if you can't, though, because I will most likely trim the thread for you. If you don't trim threads with other people, however, I'll be less likely to follow you since I don't like scrolling through long posts.

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–STUFF YOU SHOULD KEEP IN MIND–

• I am of age to do smut, but Berdly is a minor so that is a no for this blog! There will occasionally be sex jokes, but that’s about it. No explicit smut in this house.

• This blog is not a spoiler-free one. I will not tag roleplays with spoilers, but anything else will be tagged with Deltarune Spoilers

• I’m alright with roleplaying nsfw in general, minus smut. Gore, violence, and generally dark roleplays are cool with me. I love angsty things just as much as I love fluff ;w; Speaking of gore, you’re more than welcome to fight/harm/injure my muse to any extent! You don’t even have to ask! Come in and fuckin deck Berdly in the face, I approve greatly!! If you want to do a rp where he dies, however, please dm me first.

• I prefer not to roleplay with personals, unless you are someone I know from school or something like that. Personals in general are allowed to follow me too! However! Personals are not allowed to reblog roleplays, in character posts, or ooc posts especially if I say in the tags that I'm going to delete the post later. Only things that are tagged with my "musings" or "art tag" tags are okay to reblog. Headcanon posts are not okay to reblog unless I say otherwise.

• If you are an OC, I will assume our muses have never met unless you plan ahead with me what their relationship is like.

• Doubles are welcome to interact too! Although currently I don’t know of much other Berdly roleplay blogs lmao. I’m also cool with interacting with and following multiple blogs who portray the same character! Such as the Kris squad.

• This blog will not have mains. Other than the Kris at @daggcrisms. That Kris originates in his timeline in the "main verse". Excluding them, he will not have any specific version of a muse that he’ll talk about in threads, unless the thread is specifically about that one muse for some reason. For Deltarune blogs, he will typically be the Berdly in your muse’s timeline in serious roleplays, unless your muse is part of an AU/UA/canon-divergent universe, or there are things about your muse’s backstory that would contradict Berdly being in your timeline naturally (like Berdly being dead or something), or you talk about it with me beforehand. In his “main verse” in spontaneous roleplays/asks/replies to in-character posts, he resides in his own separate timeline. It’s a classic timeline that doesn’t have any other muses in it, so he doesn’t have a specific blog’s Susie, or Noelle, that is from his own timeline. Only Sponte/Kris from the blog mentioned above.

• Adding onto that, I honestly don’t mind one-liners. Of course, in crack/online roleplays it's fine but I'm okay with it in serious roleplays too. I prefer it if you don’t give me one-liners, but hey, as long as I’m still having fun with the roleplay anyway, it’s cool with me! I understand not being able to think of anything to write, so just as long as you don’t give me one or two words as your reply like ‘He smiled.’ or ’*laughs*’, I’ll be cool with it. Put at least some effort even if you’re only gonna give me one sentence, otherwise I’ll drop the rp once it becomes a repeat offense.

• I accept any sort of asks! If they aren’t answered after a while, either I don’t know how to answer it or I might be drawing it out and I am a very slow artist- Sorry-

• Feel free to tag me in any of those tagging memes! I don’t mind and I think they’re pretty fun to do! ^^

• Adding onto the above rule, however, please respect that it’s nothing personal if I ever unfollow you either! It’s not that I hate you or anything, but if you haven’t followed me back and you’re a private rp blog, or if we’re mutuals but never really roleplay, our muses just don’t click, you spam stuff that I don’t want to see on my dash, or you’ve become inactive for years and/or don’t interact with me anymore, there’s nothing wrong with that! We can still be friends but I prefer to have all the people I follow be potential rp partners. Feel free to follow me on my personal, Briightskies, if you still wanna keep in touch but not rp :’)

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–ABOUT THIS BLOG–

• This blog is OC, multiverse, and crossover friendly! I love OCs and have many of my own tbh, you’re all more than welcome to come rp with me!!

• This blog is multiship! So any relationships my muse is involved in, are in different timelines unless specified. Poly relationships aren’t bad though, just saying. I ship pretty much anything unless it’s incest or if they’re children paired with someone a lot older. Selfcest is fine too (though I really don’t know how to feel about Berdly x Berdly,,,,,, I mean, if you want to try it with me, go for it lol!). Because Berdly is a minor, he won’t really get intimate with his partners, but romantic stuff is a-okay.

• I also only ship with chemistry. My muses need to get to know yours first, so don’t get disappointed if he only sees you as a friend/acquaintance at first and has no intention of pursuing a romantic relationship with your muse. Give my muse reasons to care about your muse and let the feelings develop naturally, and don’t ever force your muse on mine. Unless it’s to mess with him, or whatever other reason. Unrequited stuff is absolutely okay with me too!

| Requested tagged triggers:

tw; gore

tw; spiders

tw; insects

tw; blood

tw; homestuck

tw; smoking

tw; drugs

tw; alcohol

tw; needles

tw; oceans

tw; cutting

duplicates // (if anyone else has a specific way they want something tagged that's different from my tagging style, please let me know)

tw; zombies

tw; bats

tw; maggots

tw; sibling death

tw; sibling peril

Thank you for reading this really long list of rules! It means a lot if you did!

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jangyeevns · 6 years ago

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🔥🔥🔥 rant freely. go wild

send me a “ 🔥 “ for an unpopular opinion — ( accepting )

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let’s get controversial ! SGKLGFJFLGDS

gonna start off strong bc this will never Not bother me and i read someone else’s rant about it earlier. Stop Making Self-Inserts/Projecting Muses !!! i’ve seen my fair share of them over the years but some of y’all ( generalizing here as always, dw dgfklsd ) OUTDID yourselves in the last what, fourteen, fifteen months ? if they’re either a placeholder for how you view yourself/how you work through your insecurities/whatever or for what you WISH to be/what you wish to DO in relationships or something of the sort, Log Off. all it does is put more pressure on people Not to offend you, thus compromise their characterizations if you’re particularly sensitive over Any amount of teasing or critical, IN CHARACTER, discourse. now, obviously certain topics are exempt from this behaviour, but if you’re projecting your insecurities onto Most of your muses, are almost Too invested in how other muses perceive yours/get defensive when people hit back or respond in a certain way, or are making them like yourself for any other reason, you’re no longer portraying a muse and people can see that from a mile away. i know it sounds harsh, but cut it out, log off, take a walk and some much needed time to yourself before getting back into a group or your indie because it’s not healthy for you nor the muns you interact with

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branching off of that Slightly and to a topic i’ve ranted about Enough, but ( generalizing again ) some of y’all need to fucking STOP getting contrary over ships or pushing for them, BOTH preferably. you should also stop initiating flat, boring ships the Second you join a group bc of your thirst and your gay asian fetish. DSLJGFDK this is really just specific to a couple of muns i’ve encountered, but i cannot stomach any of this shit anymore. focusing on the rampant Hets in the rpc, some of them can’t accept their target giving anyone else their attention, thus they have to sabotage it in some way or they have to get pissy in general. and it’s fucking ridiculous, it’s Fictional Cock honey ! as for those ( a MINORITY, let me make that clear ) who portray mlm muses Specifically, y’all have to be the most pushy and disturbing people i’ve encountered ! during my time in the k*rp scene, i saw so many cringey and fetishized portrayals from girls and guys alike ( the guys are usually not at fault, they wanna show some representation ! they just get involved with, at times, questionable muns and muses when it comes to shipping ). the worst was, and still is, seeing borderline harassing shit ic that They think is charming and is gonna get them a ship or just some smut. but what bothers me most are the mlm muses who are portrayed as the same whiny asian twinks, sometimes still MINORS in their home country and getting involved with fcs in their mid-to-late twenties, and get outrageously sexualized by their muns — it makes my stomach churn when it’s a mlm mun doing all this too, and acting like a kboo even with their WHITE bottom muses. basically, every Gross element that comes with these pushy, possessive and petulant muns can fucking ROT already, stop validating them bc of representation, their fc, the mun’s hierarchal position in an rp ( such as an admin or an admin’s friend ) or my personal favourite angle, “ their sexually liberated, bold personality ! ” with a specific, lgbtq mun in mind

sidebar, i know it’s odd of me to go on a tangent mostly focused on mlm muses and at times, mlm muns, but it’s only because a lot of shit with m/m interactions that would not be acceptable towards m/f or f/f interactions have often gotten a pass and i don’t agree with it at All. idk if it’s certain sections of the community enabling it or what, but it has to stop because it doesn’t do mlm muns or muses any favours, it doesn’t do other lgbtq+ muns any favours either and in acting like these “ cool and bold and funny ” portrayals and muns are above the standards Set with other pairings is honestly vile. i wanna see mlm muses be given dimension in groups, i wanna see them flourish without being predominantly sexual beings or sexualized, and i wanna see them treat other muses ( and the muns behind them treat other muns ) in a rational fashion — not tossing out some weird blowjob insinuations at them out of left field and without talking about it, ESPECIALLY with minor muns. frankly, i want it for all muses, but godDAMN people, do right by your boys who like boys, they deserve so much better than they get

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uhh, so i snapped a little Too Much in those first two that idk what else to say rn KJGDSFFG

pineapple on pizza isn’t the fucking end of the world ?? like, this constantly, imo heated more than chill debate is SO childish and for what, a topping you Don’t have to check the box on when ordering in if you and your pals don’t want it ? or better yet, one that doesn’t need to be on the Whole pizza, just a section for the pal who likes it. pineapple’s Good, sometimes it’s good with a decent meat topping because sweet + savoury ?? is Good. do i have it all the time On the pizza ? 90% of the time it’s on it, bc my mom likes hawaiian sometimes, i pick it off and eat it by itself because i like pineapple in itself, but will i bitch and bawl because it’s on there ? at 21 years old, you best believe i’m grown up enough not to care, much like i don’t care if there’s mushrooms on anything when i Despise them. because i pick them off and move on with my day or i ask for them Not to be on it. and yeah, i’ll reblog posts about controversial foods or toppings, but it’s before everyone takes So Much of the piss out of it that it comes off as bitter and snide. @ tumblr and twitter dot com, stop making lighthearted debates so Deep that people get uncomfy or get side eyed for it, that it doesn’t feel like a joke when it gets to a Point, and over fucking pizza toppings especially, jesus

#also i'm not kidding with the last part #y'all get really fucking weird over these things sometimes.. like stop making a joke so frequently that it becomes rude as hell fsdjkfgd #anyways you shouldn't have told me to go wild bc GOD SDGJFDLGD #thanks though :(#answered.#anqelheart

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bemysclf · 6 years ago

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Hey everyone.

So, I just wanted to explain how my activity works with my blogs because, well, I have quite a few of them. Some that are active, and some that are not - some I’ve been working on moving to a multi-muse blog to make it easier to manage. But this is also an apology to all my followers/partners and it’s gonna get long so I’ll put it under a read more.

That being said, my activity is, and always, will be sporadic. On every blog that I have. One reason being that my muse just comes and goes. Sometimes I will have muse for a week, sometimes I won’t have muse for weeks at a time, thus why I’m not around for weeks at a time. I feel bad about it because I feel like I leave muns and our roleplays hanging and I’m deeply sorry for it, but I just can’t help it sometimes.

It probably makes me a bad roleplay partner and to those I’ve disappointed/upset with disappearing here and there, I’m sorry. But roleplay is about being happy and having fun, right? Having multiple muses makes me happy, getting to be in multiple fandoms makes me happy, but at the same time, I feel bad about it and I feel like such a bad roleplay partner to so many...

It’s also because I work all week, from 7:30-5pm and my work is a stressful one so there are many days where I just don’t have the muse or energy to be around on any of my blogs - I don’t even want to turn on my laptop. I just like to chill at home and watch TV, play a game or read a book so that’s also why I tend to disappear sometimes. Not to mention just spending time away from my laptop with friends and family, which I’m trying to do more of.

Another reason? I’ve been so unsure about my portrayal of Dagger. I feel like I’m not...doing her justice and that my writing in general is just not good, but I love her and I miss her so I’m trying to ease myself back in by doing some replies, reblogging some memes (which I will reblog but may not reply to that same day), etc.

I know I’ve plotted with some, talked about doing starters and replies for, etc, and still haven’t and I feel horrible about it, but it stems from my uncertainty about portraying Dagger and not always knowing how to respond to memes which I know iis dumb cause I reblog them and want people to send them in, but then I blank and am like “...How do I respond to this?” “I don’t know what should be happening...” and I feel pretty stupid because of it. Because I should KNOW how to come up with something, yet...I struggle to even think of something where or why my character is holding hands with another or how to have her respond to a simple dialogue from a meme and I just feel so lame because of it and then it makes me nervous in which I’m already a very nervous person and I’m rambling. SORRY!

But yeah, I just wanted to get all of this out there and apologize for being the worst roleplay partner and for doing this character injustice, if I have. There are so many of you I want to write with, talk with, plot with, but I’m terrified of being a bother and just...disappointing people. But I promise I’m trying. I’m trying to do better, I’m trying to ease myself back in. I guess you could call me a blog hopper and I’ve seen posts speaking negatively about ‘blog hoppers’ so it makes me even more nervous, but there are just so many characters I love and it’s hard not to write them.

And some days, like today and yesterday, I’ll get a surge of muse, log in and then...blank. It all suddenly disappears and I hate it.

Geez, this post is all over the place. I apologize to you all, but I just needed to vent, ramble and rant I guess. I hope I haven’t turned anyone away and I thank you all for putting up with me!

#long post tw #i was so afraid to make this post #but hopefully i don't annoy anyone with it or something #ooc

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im-hiding22 · 6 years ago

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(OOC) Event start.

Welcome to my weird little Halloween event for 2018! I’m just gonna need some time to explain exactly what’s gonna go on.

This event is gonna be mainly a written and drawn event, but it will also (hopefully) include videi aspects. Before I start, however, I need to clear things up.

1. Disclaimer

This blog and those affiliated with it do not depict actual events.

It’s probably very obvious, but just in case— this is a work of interactive fiction that works through writing, blog posts, and video, but it is purely fictional. Physical, actual people are not harmed or put in danger, and this is a for-fun thing.

Also, I will use the names of real, actual cities and such, but in the story, those cities are not 100% accurate to the actualy city they portray, mainly since this Salem is just loosely based off a game and research and so much grueling hours planning out scenes and scenarios. So yeah, Salem may not have an exact forest or lighthouse or bridge or whatever in that exact spot, it may not have any of those at all, but for story purposes, let’s say it does.

Also I have nothing against Massachusetts and am not planning on unleashing a spawn of hell onto them or their cities. I love Massachusetts.

2. Pausing

The game’s world runs in its own time zone, I guess. I will post the approximate timestamp of the ingame time of posting on whatever post I can. It’s real time in the sense that the blog posts updates and stuff as events unfold in the ingame world, but what takes a few minutes or an hour ingame may take a few more hours in real life time for me myself to post for outside reasons.

But basically, if i ever need to PAUSE the game for whatever reason, I’ll make an OOC post stating so and reblog it every time I pause so you know. This may happen, may not, I am a student and I have work to do and sleep to get, so it mayyyy take a while.

3. IC and OOC

IC stands for In Character. OOC stands for Out of Character. I will be making mostly IC posts which will not be marked. OOC posts and comments, however, will be marked.

If you send an ask or PM that is NOT intended for a character and instead intended to me as the mun, please specify so in your message and I will respond appropriately.

If I reply to comments, reblogs, or responses, it will be through my main @firebuug , since both this and the other blog are sideblogs under my main. OOC responses will be marked accordingly.

4. How It’ll Work

The event will work through multiple ways. To begin with, I posted a video for it. From here on out it’ll function via blog posts, art, and writings. Videos may be possible but not likely because they take SO MUCH TIME.

The writings will be titled as either Videos or Parts/Days/Nights. Depends, I guess. 🤔

The written Videos will be written as a description of a video— so like, a video update from a member of the crew, but not visual, just written, because animating is a pain in the neck, if that makes sense. The “videos” posted on here will be like live streams— fhe character is live streaming and it is happening real time for them, and the Video is uploaded onto the blog afterwards.

except it isnt an actual visual video it’s me writing it out.

The Parts/Days/Nights are just a written, story recollection of the events that went down that day, not through a camera or one character’s POV, just omniescent, like a traditional story. These are either posted before or after blog posts relating to the events in it.

Both Videos and Parts/Days/Nights will have art in them unless it’s a quickie. If this needs explanation please let me know, but hopefully it’ll be easier done than explained.

also this blog runs on interaction so don’t be afraid to interact with a character or with a post. Parts/Days/Nights are not created in character or by characters so if you comment on them a character won’t reply since it isnt really on their B l o g. However if you say stuff on their blog post or Video they’ll respond. You can still ask questions or talk about what Happened To Them during the day/night, just not about the actual writing on the blog.

Does that make sense? probably not. Oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

5. Thanks and have fun

I can’t think of much else to say other than THANK YOU for supporting me, my characters, and my projects, because without you guys and your enthusiasm to seeing me working on stuff, I wouldn’t even be trying to do this. You all mean so much to me.

I will try my BEST to execute this smoothly, there may be bumps in the road since I have never done anything like this before, but I’ve got an entire story planned out that may change based on user interaction so I think I’m good.

Have fun, you guys! Don’t feel afraid to interact, it’s what makes the story fun. If my muse doesn’t respond it’s either because I’m not on Tumblr at the moment or story-wise events don’t allow them to.

#ooc #intro #txt #post

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fcrensis · 6 years ago

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THEMES & PREFERENCES QUESTIONNAIRE !!

aka, things i’ve always wanted to ask people / have people ask me. please remember to repost rather than reblog! happy munday ~ !!

what types of genres do you gravitate towards ?

in general ?? horror, for sure, in any sort of media ; though my tension in writing could use some ( a hell of a lot of ) work, writing horror characters is so much FUN. i actually came to the d:bh fandom from dead by daylight, where i wrote one of the killers, “ the wraith ”. i legitimately miss writing him because he was ?? SO FUN WOW i got to portray this horrifying, monstrous being, manipulated to kill over and over and over again and all the turmoil that came with becoming a predator. my best friend also had this cool horror storyline that i made a character for. his name was gilad, and he was a youth pastor, also indoctrinated into a nasty cult with demonic beliefs and child sacrifices and fucking hell we really need to write that some day.

what types of genres do you gravitate away from ?

uh anything historical, usually, even fantasy history like game of thrones. it just doesn’t really interest me. saying that, fantasy just plain doesn’t interest me most of the time honestly, one of my favourite books is fantasy but nothing else of it has ever really been my thing !! i’m also USUALLY not a huge fan of anything that’s too much like real life. real life plots and au’s can be fun sometimes but not all the time ; i love a good fuckin barista thread now and again but i couldn’t write it for everything.

what types of characters do you most often play / enjoy ?

GOSH ,, my character type changes pretty often. a couple years ago i was writing a lot of heroes ( like steve rogers and peter parker, i wrote a lot of marvel characters ) but when i dipped into the DC fandom, i picked up jason todd, who is absolutely an anti-hero. and that was sort of a stepping stone for me writing the more villainous and angry, troubled characters which is sort of still where i’m at ?? so melissa and connor are SUPER challenging for me right now and it’s a lot of fun trying to balance my need to make them fucking assholes and my common sense telling me not to do that.

what types of characters do you seldom play ?

children, i guess. i have a couple of oc’s under the age of 18 who i have barely used, and before the dead by daylight fandom i was writing ernest vega in dream daddy, but generally i’m sort of weird about writing teenagers and children because i am ,, 20 years old, i don’t know what the fuck kids are like now. i also have never in my life written a maternal character. melissa’s sort of there, but it’s these brief mentions and references and not a defining trait.

any pairing tropes you particularly enjoy ? ( e.g. opposites attract / anguished declaration of love / etc )

UH yeah, polar opposites ??? listen, in real life, i don’t think anybody who was totally different to me personality-wise would be a good fit, but in writing ? fuck yeah. give me the rough, moody character falling madly in love with the soft one. give me two characters who should be enemies coming to the horrifying realisation that they’re developing feelings for one another. i’m all fucking for it.

any platonic tropes you particularly enjoy ?

found family is so important to me and i would DIE for hank & connor. i’ve had a lot of found family plots with friends and i am so emotional about every single one of them, be it a sibling relationship or parental.

any antagonistic tropes you particularly enjoy ?

listen . . . i don’t know what an antagonistic trope is so i’m going to guess and you’re gonna all pretend i’m totally right.

i guess i’m pretty into characters being manipulated and finding out they’re being manipulated, trying to come to terms with that and address what’s happening and what they’ve done and being angry at the injustice.

what are your preferred thread types ? ( novela / para / banter / etc ? )

oh man, it really depends on my muse. i struggle to write things that are super short, so i do like at least one good sized paragraph, but i prefer to have different lengths of threads !! like, sometimes, i really want to write something long, something more around the 700-1000 word length, but i don’t want that for EVERY thread. shorter things are amazing. they’re a good respite when i don’t feel like dedicating that much energy to something. 300 words is around my usual minimum but i can go shorter !! <3

what are your favorite types of interactions ? ( fluff / angst / smut / etc ? )

i love both fluff AND angst. what i want at the time really depends on how i’m feeling, though !! like a few days ago i was super into angst and right now i just don’t really have the muse so my angst threads are on temp hold ( except for this one i’ve owed for a week lmao ) while i focus on less violent stuff. i love my characters loving and being loved, but at the same time sometimes i just want them to suffer in some sort of way.

i don’t like smut, though. i can’t write it. i honestly don’t know why, i’ve always been really awkward about it and i feel like, you know, you can’t moderate who reads it if you post it publicly and if i DID write smut, i wouldn’t want underage people getting at it.

what’s on your wishlist ? what sorts of threads / plots / relationships are you craving right now ?

me : give a serious answer me to me : literally anything w gavin give me BIG BRO GABIN

i don’t have anything super specific in mind except i ,, did a few days ago want to do an angst thread with connor where something happens ( i.e. hank dies ) and he just decides that he’s done, pulls out his thirium pump and unfortunately has it put back in before shutdown. so i would be open to discussing that w somebody for in a couple days when i inevitably wanna do angst again.

for melissa i !! really just want her to open up to somebody. tell them what happened to her and why she can’t let androids in her space. i also really want an android to TRY to get in her space. befriend her, androids. please.

i also wanna write the fuckin wraith again so if anybody wants to interact w an unwilling executioner trying to hold onto the last of his humanity hit me the fuck up

tagged by . . . @isolationtender a BABE an ANGEL melissa’s fuckign gorlfriend

tagging . . . okay none of you actually have to do this totally feel free to ignore but @detidgaf @lostxdetective @hcpesalive @ethereal-myth ( hi guys it’s deviiancies )

#c . no higher power ( ooc )

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magic-magpie · 7 years ago

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It’s Always Been You

Yoooo, I wrote another fic! I’ve been hampered down lately by college and crap, so I haven’t been able to write as much because I’m constantly hella tired. But I saw the sappy prompts list I just reblogged, and I got an idea that I actually managed to see through to the end! Whaddaya know... Anyway, it’s UsUk as always (UsUkUs, really... there’s rarely a seme/uke dynamic in my fics - I don’t tend to like it), and around 3,728 words, give or take a couple. Also, please keep in mind that I have never been to one of these kind of parties. And I know that plenty of popular people don’t get wasted at every party. To be honest, I’m just using Mean Girls as my referencing point, and other accounts of parties I’ve found on the internet. And Mean Girls was fine to use in terms of age, because can you believe that Regina George was sixteen?! THAT’S MY AGE. ...Pfft, I’m a loser. Like I didn’t already know that.

Alfred Foster Jones was popular.

All throughout his life he’d been one of the popular kids. Friendly, optimistic, good-looking, smart, sporty, rich, American – he was the literal formula for universal popularity. When he’d started college he’d managed to form a plethora of friends on just the first day. A week later, everybody knew of Alfred F. Jones. Even if you weren’t in a single one of his classes, you still knew who he was. Boys wanted to be him, girls wanted to be with him – from day one he’d been the very definition of popular.

That’s why Arthur Kirkland simply couldn’t fathom why he’d never dated a soul.

Arthur and Alfred had met when they were seven, on the first day of junior school. Arthur had been reserved and introverted, but Alfred had managed to worm his way through his shyness, and they’d quickly become friends. All throughout primary and secondary school they’d remained best friends, and now that they were in college they were still that close.

However, although they were best friends, they still had their popularity differences. It was almost laughable – Alfred the Popularity King was best friends with Arthur the Social Reject. Alfred was the one who people wanted at their parties, who people wanted to be friends with; Arthur just got the token invite because everyone knew that excluding him would lead to Alfred refusing to associate with you.

As a result of Alfred’s popularity, he’d been asked out multiple times. Sometimes he’d get asked out thrice in a single day. Plenty of the time it was by people who just couldn’t take ‘no’ for an answer.

But in spite of all these offerings, Alfred had never dated anyone. He’d never accepted a dating proposal, never kissed anybody (even in games of Spin the Bottle he point-blank refused), never done anything romantic or sexual in the slightest. It baffled Arthur, quite honestly. Even Arthur had had his first kiss (just in a game of Spin the Bottle he’d been token-invited to; it was slimy and awful – the feeling was only exacerbated by the fact that Alfred was right there watching him make out with someone. That wouldn’t be a problem if Arthur wasn’t head-over-heels in love with him.), yet Alfred had yet to be kissed. For the longest time he’d thought that popularity went hand-in-hand with an active sexual life, but Alfred was living proof of the contrary.

He’d asked Alfred about it, a few times. It wasn’t that he had a problem with Alfred being single (hell, his chest hurt every single time someone asked Alfred out, and there was always that sick feeling of what if he says yes), he was just curious as to why Alfred always rejected them. The answers he’d received had been rather wishy-washy; things like ‘I don’t know them well enough’, or ‘They’re not the type of person I want’. He’d never elaborate, because he always changed the subject to something much more mundane and trivial. And Arthur never pushed him.

“I’ll be seeing you there, Al!”

The pretty brunette sent Alfred a wave and a flirty smile before walking off to go find her friends. She’d left an invite to her Halloween party in his hands, and a token-invite in Arthur’s. He couldn’t help but scoff at it. Already, people know how to get Alfred at their functions.

“You gonna go?” Alfred asked, popping a piece of gum in his mouth and offering one to Arthur across the table, who took one and shrugged.

“I don’t go to these things without you. Besides, it’s you they want, not me.”

“I want you there,” Alfred insisted, blue eyes wide in that sincere way that made Arthur fall deeper in love. “Hell, if I’m going to a party I want a friend. Who else would I talk to about physics and shit?”

“Somehow,” Arthur said with a laugh, “I don’t think you go to parties to discuss physics.”

“So are you going?” That was the thing about Alfred. He’d never go unless Arthur said he was going. And Arthur knew that Alfred did truly like these parties and enjoyed revelling in his position as Popularity King, so it was that Arthur agreed to attend.

“Cool!” Alfred said, then he started bouncing up and down excitedly. “Oh oh oh, what should I dress up as? What about Superman? Or Captain America? No wait wait wait – we should totally go as Batman and Robin! Dude, this idea is priceless! You be Robin, and I’ll be Batman!”

“I am at least ninety-percent certain that you’re supposed to dress up sexily, if the movies are true in what they portray,” Arthur said. Although you look sexy any way you dress. Alfred drooped, until he seemed to think of another thing that brightened him up.

“But Batman is sexy! I mean, have you seen his abs? Defined, or what!”

“Batman is not sexy!”

Alfred scoffed. “Yeah, tell that to Selina Kyle.”

“Anyway,” Arthur made to steer the topic away from Batman’s abs, “we’ve got the rest of the month to think about it. Right now, we’ve got to focus on this Chemistry shit.”

On the gloomy night of October 31st, Arthur and Alfred approached the door of the girl’s house (her name was Courtney, they’d checked). They were still dressed as Batman and Robin, but it was more of a casual cosplay. As in, they had asked others who were attending, and just came in regular shirts and jeans, except Alfred’s shirt had the Batman logo, and Arthur’s had Robin’s. Alfred had been decidedly miffed by this turn of events, but what could they do?

Already Arthur could hear loud, thumping music from behind the door. He cringed – unbearably loud volumes were never fun for him. It sounded as if this was going to be the largest party they’d ever attended.

“Ready?” Alfred asked. Arthur grit his teeth and nodded. With a smile, Alfred pushed down on the handle and opened the door to what could only be described as mass chaos.

Loud music pulsed through the lobby, making the whole building vibrate in time with the song. The house was packed with bodies writhing and grinding against one another, drinks in hand, drinks spilling to the floor. The pungent smell of sweat permeated the air, and Arthur immediately wished he hadn’t said yes to this party. None of the others he’d attended had been this charged.

“Al, you made it!”

Courtney made her way over to them (dressed in a skin-tight catsuit), smiling that flirty smile that made Arthur’s skin crawl. He knew exactly what smile that was – he’d seen it countless times. It meant she was trying to charm Alfred into being hers.

Arthur hated it so because he was scared that, one day, it would work.

“Oh, hey!” Alfred greeted cheerfully, although Arthur could tell even he was having to strain his voice to be heard. “Nice party you’ve got here!”

“Want a drink?” She offered him, completely ignoring Arthur. “Or a dance?”

Now was the time for Arthur to slink away. Alfred had never done anything sexual before, but that was when there hadn’t been any alcohol. Now that drinks were added into the mix... he shuddered to think of what possibilities were open to the Popularity King.

Arthur didn’t want to be there to see them.

He left Alfred to party with Courtney and the rest of the popular crew, and weaved his way through hordes of writhing teenagers until he arrived at the drinks table with a relieved sigh. Partying was something he’d never be comfortable with, but drinking? He had three alcoholics for older brothers - becoming used to drink was something that had just happened down the line. And anyway, the alcohol didn’t seem to be anywhere near as strong as the stuff his brothers had given him – it was just spiked punch. He could handle that easily. So he poured himself out a glass and downed it, enjoying the warm, fuzzy feeling that spread all over his body.

Wonder what Alfred’s doing, he mused. Probably finally getting some popularity action, he thought glumly. Although Arthur hated it, he’d understand. The house was filled with pretty girls and handsome boys, and Alfred had the pick of the litter. Why wouldn’t he go and kiss the living daylights out of someone?

The image of Alfred grinding up against people that weren’t Arthur had him downing another glass of drink.

Honestly, Arthur thought crossly, get it together. You’re sixteen, he’s sixteen, everyone in this house is sixteen, seventeen, or eighteen. Sooner or later he’s going to find someone pretty to screw – he may very well be that one kid who loses their virginity at a party. Just because you like him doesn’t mean that you can get nauseated by the thought of him fucking someone who isn’t you. It’s going to happen one day. Get over it.

Arthur dreaded the moment when Alfred stopped refusing kisses in Spin the Bottle, when Alfred started dating people, when Alfred started taking full advantage of his prerogative as Popularity King.

With nothing else better to do, he filled up his glass again and decided to wander around. Of course, this proved incredibly difficult; all around him people were unable to keep their hands off one another, people were dancing like the house was a nightclub, people were forming mass crowds around doorways and such. It was at times like this where Arthur was grateful for his Social Reject status – not a single person called after him, allowing him to slip out of crowds undetected. He searched for a relatively-empty room to sit down in and take a breather from the chaotic energy of the party, but his quest came to no fruition. The lobby was packed, the living room was, the kitchen was - hell, even the stairs were. It was with great difficulty that Arthur managed to squeeze up the stairs, only to be met with more people.

And this scene was dirtier.

Guys and girls all making out with one another, loud moans coming from the bathroom and bedrooms, articles of clothing strewn about everywhere, the musky scent of sweat and sex heavy in the air. He sighed, stepping over shirts and stumbling over shoes until he reached a door. With the din of the party quickly becoming unbearable he slipped into the room without a moment’s hesitation.

“Hey – look – stop, dude – please -”

“Oh, come on, it’ll be fun.”

Arthur froze.

He knew that voice.

He whirled round to see Alfred beneath Courtney on the bed, her hand underneath his ruffled shirt and an almost predatory smirk on her lips. At just that moment the two of them noticed him in the room, for their heads simultaneously snapped to him.

“Oh, it’s you,” Courtney said dismissively, looking irritated. From the looks of it, she’d been drinking far too much of the punch. Arthur, rooted to the spot, dared not look at Alfred, terrified of what he’d find. Did Alfred have that red flush of someone intoxicated like Courtney did? Was Alfred’s hair all tousled and messed up in that way that indicated an intense make-out session? Would his big blue eyes be lidded with desire for someone who wasn’t him?

The thought of it made him want to vomit.

“Would you leave already?” Courtney hissed impatiently, not a trace of the girl who’d given them invitations a month ago. Pointedly not looking at Alfred, Arthur nodded wordlessly. Still stunned by what he’d just seen, Arthur turned round and made to open the door again, but stopped when Alfred called out to him.

“Artie!”

His tone wasn’t normal. It wasn’t cheery, happy, sunny. It was... panicked.

Arthur spun round to look at Alfred, and he did not see someone thoroughly enjoying being underneath a girl. He was red, but it wasn’t the warm flush of alcohol. Alfred’s golden hair was messed up, but in the way that indicated a struggle, not a make-out. His blue eyes were wide and seemed to be almost pleading Arthur to help him.

Incensed, Arthur strode up to Alfred and forcefully pulled him up and off the bed. “Sorry,” he spat at Courtney, who was scowling herself, “Alfred’s got somewhere to go.”

And with that he marched out of the bedroom, down the stairs, and out of the house. It had been surprisingly easy, as if the partygoers had sensed that Arthur was, at that point, a seething mass of rage, and had parted like the sea had for Moses. Except Moses hadn’t been possessed by barely-suppressed anger.

“HOW DARE SHE!” Arthur exploded once they were out. “SHE FUCKING ALMOST USED YOU FOR SEX!”

“You can chill, dude! We’re out now,” Alfred said. Arthur would have ‘chilled’, except the little laugh Alfred gave was shaky and his smile didn’t fully reach his eyes.

“I’m going to fucking kill her on Monday,” he spat, balling his hands into fists. “She’s in my English class, isn’t she? I’ll fucking murder her.”

“She was drunk, she didn’t know what she was doing! She’s actually nice, y’know.”

Arthur stared at Alfred, perplexed. “How and why are you defending her?! She doesn’t even like you properly, she’s just another one of those fucking jerks who want to shag the Popularity King!”

“I know, okay?” Alfred’s voice was rising too. “Look, it’s freakin’ hard being popular! It practically forces you into being cool with all this crap!”

“But you’re not cool with it!”

“If it wasn’t for you I would be!”

Silence.

The wind blew the light drizzle of rain in haphazard directions, and the sound of blaring music could still be heard faintly, but the two of them were oblivious to it all. Alfred’s eyes widened, stance defensive, a deer caught in the headlights.

“...And what does that mean?” Arthur ground out. He went on the offensive, but inside he was preparing himself for the worst – Alfred’s realised that you’re holding him back from being part of the popular crowd and he’s finally decided to do away with the Social Reject.

“It’s you, okay? It’s always been you!” His arms were out to the sides, palms exposed, looking incredibly vulnerable and open. “I’ve never dated anyone because I want to date you! I don’t want to freakin’ go around making out with whoever wants me because it won’t feel right because it’s not you!”

Alfred breathed heavily, eyes wide and shining. He was staring imploringly at Arthur who stared right back, stunned.

Alfred liked him.

It had to be a joke.

But it couldn’t be a joke, not when he was looking like that.

“W-what?” He managed to stammer. From the light of the streetlamp he could see a flush on Alfred’s face, and somehow he knew it wasn’t because it was chilly.

“I’ve – I’ve liked you since Year Seven. I always rejected everyone because, well, I was stupidly waiting around for you to – to ask me out,” Alfred gave a little scoff, “even if there’s no chances of that happening.”

Arthur was still struck dumb, so Alfred continued. “Why d’you think I didn’t answer any of your calls or texts after you made out with that girl in that Spin the Bottle game last year?”

“Y-you told me you’d lost your phone!” Arthur said, managing to find his voice again.

“I did... Kinda. I don’t know, I just-” he sighed, and finished in a quiet voice, “seeing you kiss her like that was bad enough, but the thought of talking to you properly, I – I really did try, but I just kept remembering how you kissed her, and I – I broke my phone. So I did lose it. Kinda.”

“That’s...”

“Dramatic?” Alfred smiled ruefully. “Yeah. I didn’t mean to break it, I just chucked it against the wall and it shattered... Remember how I was grounded for a month? Yep. It wasn’t ‘cause I snuck out to that party. Y’know, I actually didn’t sneak out. So that lecture you gave me back then? Totally wrong.”

“Well,” he quickly searched for something normal to say, “you still deserved a lecture.”

“Yeah, I guess. But hey, I got my cool new phone afterwards! I think Mom took pity on me... she hates unrequited love and all that crap.”

Alfred heaved a sigh, then lifted his head to look Arthur in the eye. With a jolt, he realised that Alfred’s eyes were sparkling with something that looked dangerously like tears.

“So, there. I tried to stop liking you, I really did. But at the same time, I... I didn’t want to stop. It’s like –“

“Both a blessing and a curse,” Arthur finished. “Trust me, I know.”

Alfred’s jaw dropped. “Wait, you like someone?! Is it that girl you made out with? You told me it wasn’t her, but still-“

“It’s you, idiot.”

God, the expression Alfred made was just adorable. His big blue eyes became as wide as saucers, practically sparkling, and his mouth formed a perfect ‘o’.

“Wait, you’re serious?!” His utter disbelief was evident, making Arthur chuckle slightly, even if he felt himself heating up.

“There is absolutely no need to lie in this situation, so of course. For quite the while, actually,” Arthur said, smiling slightly. Surprisingly, it had felt good to get it off his chest, even more so because his feelings were reciprocated. Honestly, he was still trying to get his head round it... Alfred reciprocated his feelings. Alfred liked him back.

“Okay okay, so,” Alfred said, “you like me, and I like you.”

“That would, er, be correct,” Arthur replied. A wide grin stretched across Alfred’s face, making Arthur’s heart skip a beat.

“Then, well, why aren’t we dating?!”

Arthur locked eyes with Alfred, and suddenly he felt his own lips stretch into a gloriously elated grin. He had the wonderful sensation of floating on Cloud Nine, all the negativity from the party destroyed by the pure positivity in the form of Alfred’s love.

“Would you like to start?”

Next thing he knew, Alfred had tackled him into a gleeful hug, arms tightly wrapped around him. As a result Arthur stumbled backwards and was just saved from crashing down by Alfred’s impressive strength, and he just suddenly started laughing because all of this was just too perfect. He still had the feeling that he’d wake up in bed and this would have all been a wonderfully vivid dream, but he hoped to God it wasn’t.

“Holy shit you’re my boyfriend, Artie! Boyfriend!” Alfred squealed excitedly. “That means we can go on dates and hold hands and wear each other’s clothes and spend Valentine’s as lovers and kiss and-“

“And share a blanket and watch movies and sit in front of the fireplace and roll around on the snow and I-“ Arthur’s smile turned softer, “I’ve dreamt about this for so long.”

Arthur held onto his boyfriend tighter, and they swayed on the spot under the sky full of stars. He rested his head on Alfred’s shoulder, revelling in the intimacy he’d desired for years.

“Do you want to come to mine for our first, well, date, if you will? I’m sure my mother won’t object to a sleepover, and we can watch movies,” Arthur suggested, then hastily added, “But if you want to return to the party, we can! I know you like them and all.”

Alfred laughed. “What, and risk you smashing Courtney’s head in with a chair? These guys at college might not know it, but you’re freakin’ dangerous when you’re angry!”

“That was one time, Alfred!” Arthur huffed. “And the fucker deserved being hit in the face for what he said about my brothers.” He’d received a three-day suspension for breaking the boy’s nose. Honestly, Arthur was lucky he was one of the most intelligent students in the year (the other being Alfred) – any less intelligent, and he would’ve been expelled. The school had been desperate to get rid of him, but desperate to have him at the same time. Truth be told, he had fun exploiting the system every so often.

“Yeah, he was acting shitty. I gave you a cookie for beating him up, d’ya remember?” Alfred said with a grin.

“Of course I remember – it was one of your father’s cookies. His are brilliant.”

“I’ll tell him that. Dad gets super-happy whenever anyone compliments his cookies. Like, you wouldn’t believe how happy he gets! I remember, once his boss ate one and said it tasted hella good, and he wouldn’t stop talking about it for days! And Valentine’s Day at mine is always cool, ‘cause he makes cookies for Mom and I eat half of them ‘cause why not?”

“I believe they’re for your mother only, idiot,” Arthur mock-chided with a roll of his eyes and a reluctant smile. “Anyway, putting the topic of cookies aside, would you like to return to the party?”

“Nah,” Alfred immediately said, “I mean, I like parties and crap, but hanging out at yours sounds like more fun. Oh oh oh, can we watch a horror? It’s Halloween, we have to!”

Feeling rather elated with the fact that Alfred had chosen him, Arthur replied, “Of course! Although, it has to be British.”

“Nah, dude! American horror films are the best!” Alfred objected, and they argued over which country’s horrors were better in that wonderful bickering for bickering’s sake way that Arthur loved.

“How about we decide when we go home?” Arthur suggested. “It’s starting to rain again.”

“Yeah, good idea,” Alfred replied, and they set off. Out of nowhere, he squealed, “I’m just so excited! We’re gonna have a sleepover and watch horrors and-”

“We always do that, anyway,” Arthur pointed out with a laugh.

“Yeah, but now we’re dating, and so we can cuddle up and hug and kiss and do all those things that I’ve wanted to do for ages!”

“Fair point,” Arthur said, barely containing his own excitement. “Please tell me we’ll be sharing a blanket.”

“Holy crap yes!” He turned to Arthur, and even in the rain Arthur could see that his eyes were almost twinkling and sparkling, like they held all the stars in the universe. “This is going to be the best first date ever.”

Smiling warmly, Arthur slid his hand into Alfred’s, and together they walked back to Arthur’s house – not as friends, but as lovers.

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despairforme · 7 years ago

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[ Appreciation post for @grimmjxw ! I said I was gonna make a separate post to praise Lexie so I’mma do that now. Our muses started interacting in a pretty weird way ( with Nnoitra just bullying Grimmjow as per usual lbh ), but then we got an actual thread going, which was basically Nnoitra dislocating Grimmjow’s shoulder and... Almost killing him. ( boyfriend material tm ). Seeing as I don’t really read other people’s threads all that much, this was the first time that I got to see Lexie’s writing. I immediately became super inspired by the amount of detail and emotion that was put into the replies I was receiving. Not being a native speaker myself, I’ve always struggled to try to match the skill of other roleplayers. I guess Lexie’s writing just really made me wanna try harder? I was having a blast with Nnoitra getting to be all evil too ( i love writing Nnoitra kicking people’s ass tbh ), and now I got to write a ‘ fight thread ‘ with someone who was putting a lot of effort into their writing. So yeah, this was a great experience for me. I guess the thing that made me REALLY love Lexie’s Grimmjow ( in the beginning ), was those short answers that I got in the asks I sent. I think short answers can be really boring, but Lexie’s were not. They were just really in-character, even if they were short. My favourites are these; this one, this one , this one ... tbh I could link all of them. What I love about them is that they made ( MAKE ) me laugh. Grimmjow’s sarcasm is so funny and it fits his character perfectly. Oh, I should mention that I was sending these asks because I found the replies funny. I didn’t use to send people that many asks. I also didn’t really use to pay attention to Grimmjow roleplayers. Simply because I found Grimmjow to be a pretty boring character, and I didn’t understand what the big hype was about him. BUT THAT ALL CHANGED WITH LEXIE’S GRIMMJOW! The short interactions Nnoitra had with Grimmjow was the most fun I had had in the bleach fandom ( ever ), and so Lexie got a bit spammed by asks.... Wops. Nnoitra was having fun bullying him too, so for me, it was a win-win. And then it all got even better! I got to add Lexie on skype and---

Why am I writing this in third person.... I got to add you on skype Lexie, and that was hella nice! I had a good time chatting with you - I always have a good time chatting with you, and one of my fav things about our chats is that we can take a break for hours and it’s not a big deal. I find it hard to keep a chat going with fast replies so it’s nice to be able to get a slow one. When we first started chatting, I wasn’t thinking about shipping with you, because your blog was a single-ship, and of course I didn’t want to get in the way of that. But after we had chatted for a bit we did sort of agree on shipping?? I don’t really remember how we even got to that?? But it wasn’t like we could stop the boys anyways... With Nnoitra putting his hands in Grimmjow’s stomach lmao.

AND - This brings me to the thread that started their relationship. It was supposed to just be a challenge, and then it turned into an actual smut-book ( mmmmm ). This was my first time writing smut for Nnoitra in this verse. I never thought he’d actually get intimate with someone. BUT WHAT DO YOU KNOW.... I had a great time writing that thread! Each reply was about 1000 words long ( which is a lot?? ), and we both did one reply per day. I couldn’t believe that someone was actually willing to put in that much effort to write with me! I was absolutely blessed to find someone who was into writing that sort of stuff with me, not to mention a muse who actually liked Nnoitra! I am pretty picky when it comes to people’s writing styles, and it’s rare that I find someone who I have nothing negative to say about, but your writing is one of those. It just fits Grimmjow so perfectly. From the specific words you choose, to how you show his sarcasm even when it’s not direct speech. The emotional rollercoasters he goes through in the internal dialogues, his smug ass remarks... It’s all just too perfect! And it’s all wrapped up in aesthetically pleasing graphics ( i am spoiled, i love pretty graphics ). I considered myself somewhat of a noob at this point so I literally couldn’t believe that someone this cool would want to ship with me???? From there on, our ship has been an amazing ride ( it’s such a blast to write! ). One of my favourite things about it is all the plots we’ve done. Grimmjow being ripped in half, Nnoitra almost killing him, Nnoitra dying, Grimmjow losing his eyes... So much angst! So many emotional moments for Nnoitra! I’m so grateful that you’ve let me put Nnoitra into situations and through emotions that I never imagined him able to have.

Of course I got to mention our AUs too! I am forever blessed with having a ship in canon-verse. I am, however, a huge sucker for AUs! And so I am REALLY glad that you’ve been willing to do all these AUs with me! ( Also I apologize in advance because I am probably going to come at you with more ideas... ). I love all our AUs! They are really different, but in every one of them Nnoitra looooves Grimmjow so much what the fuck---- Our AUs have allowed me to write Nnoitra in even more different scenarios ( who would ever have imagine him taking care of his sick boyfriend... ). I often come up with more plots and AUs that I wanna try out ( but I try not to overwhelm you with them ), and I’m just so hyped that you want to do these things with me!

Then, let me talk about your ask-answers. Pretty much always, I receive a long ass answer to one of my asks, and I feel so blessed that you would go through all that trouble to answer something I sent you. And, of course, I get to read your amazing writing with is a treat. I usually read the ask answers many times, and I’ll go back to read some old ones ( even if navigating on mobile is a pain ). My all time favourite is the one where Nnoitra gives Grimmjow Pantera in the sick!au. Grimmjow is just too adorable and I just go: hfwehjasfuiods everytime I read that reply. I don’t even have a count of how many times I’ve read that one.

Speaking of my favourites - I wanna talk a bit about the whole main human!au thing. The fact that we took such a long time with building up their relationship, starting at the teen!au, makes this one of my all-time favourite roleplay experiences. They were such good friends, and we had the au for like? Almost a year? Before shit went down. The scene were Nnoitra betrays Grimmjow and tries to kill him is one, if not my favourite angst scene that I’ve ever had the pleasure of writing with someone. And this, of course, wouldn’t have been possible without your outstanding writing. I am shitty at pointing out the exact thing that I love so much about how you write angst, but I just ???? Man that scene was so intense and I’ve never felt more for Nnoitra ( or Grimmjow ) than I did that time. I don’t even know how you do it, but you always find a way to make it as sad as possible. I don’t know any writers who can portray emotion as well as you do. And the fact that those emotions are Grimmjow’s emotions only make it that much more impressive. I love the whole end to the teen!au thing ( I miss writing them as teens tho, we need a highschool!au ), and I also love their reunion seven years later! This is set in my main verse for Nnoitra, which I have spent almost three years building, and he has a lot of development in that verse, so I am really hyped to be heading into a ship with Grimmjow in that verse. Especially with their history and Grimmjow’s drug-abuse. I’m seeing a million angsty plots that we could do, so that is a REAL hype!

Oh, I mustn’t forget to talk about our micro rps! I love them too! Doing short things is a rare thing for me, but sometimes I just don’t have the energy to write longer things, and what better thing to do than to write some random ass flirting on the dash? Grimmjow’s sarcasm is always funny af.

I also need to mention how much Nnoitra ???? loves Grimmjow ??? I legit never thought he could love anyone this much but holy shit. They have such amazing chemistry and that’s all due to how perfect your Grimmjow portrayal is. I love it so much!!! And so does Nnoitra, as we all know.. Writing Nnoitra being in love with Grimmjow is such a good time, since it’s something I never expected from him, so thank you for writing the perfect Grimmjow!

With having you as my roleplay-partner, ship-partner and friend, I feel so lucky and blessed. I want you to know that I appreciate all the effort you put into writing this ship, or just your writing in general ( I read pretty much everything you write these days ). It’s always a pleasure and a treat to read what you write. I also want to thank you for taking the time to answer our threads and my asks, and for tagging me in some of the things in your queue! I always get excited when I see my url tagged in something you reblogged for our boys. Oh, and also!!! I yell at your edits when you make edits for them because your graphics are beautiful and I’m so excited for ship things for our ship!! I think this post got a bit messy and I don’t think I got all my points across but I wanted to at least try to explain to you how much I appreciate you! I know you’ve been struggling with your depression these days. Please take care of yourself ( I always say this, how unoriginal ), and don’t worry at all with taking time to reply to stuff, whether it’s for me or someone else. Everyone will be more than happy to wait for you to feel better, and get back to enjoying writing. Nnoitra will always wait for Grimmjow, and I will always wait for you. - SENDS ALL THE LOVE TO YOU - <5 <5 <5 <5 <5 !!!!!!!! ]

#grimmjxw #[ feel better soon lexie! <5 ]#[ all the love for you ok all the love ]#━☽☾ not despairin'. (OOC)#longpost.

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commedias · 7 years ago

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hello friends !! i am v v tired and emotionally distraught over the fact i was wrongfully terminated today but in more exciting news, this blog has officially turned ONE month old and i hit 200 followers today :-) thus, this calls for my first follow forever. i’ll also be prefacing it with a super cheesy blurb abt how much i love this blog and all of y’all, so buckle your seatbelts and get ready to go !!

when i started this blog, i had no idea i would experience this much joy from writing and interacting with all of you !! i had rp'ed in the past in groups, indie, and 1x1, but this was my first time really entering the krpc, or for those of you don't know korean roleplaying community. i remember using kpop fcs in groups and often being ignored for not using a lot of the mainstream fcs in american pop culture. now that i have this blog, i feel so #blessed to be able to interact with others who use kpop fcs and have high-quality writing as well !! on a more personal note, this blog has really helped me keep in touch with my writing and overall self. writing has always been difficult for me bc i felt like it was so time-consuming (not like i have anything else to do) and obligatory especially within the tumblr community, but all of you have been so patient while i dealt with irl problems such as work and college !! as a result, it really encourages me to try my hardest and push myself as a writer to reply as efficiently as possible. occupying myself like this has kept my mind off of other things going in my life in a way that my own personal writing outside of tumblr couldn't do. it always took me back to the dark place where i was alerady at, a lot of relating to my own personal experiences. now i'm ngl, there's some self-insert here and there with my characters. wooyoung was created to help me sort out my alcoholc tendencies. but the stories themselves take on an entirely new light, your muses helping mine develop into BETTER characters and people overall. being able to create this growth not only encourages me as a writer, but as a person as well. i personally connect with my characters a lot even if they lead different lives than me and care for them as if they were real. even if i'm not always the strongest for myself, knowing that i have my muses, our threads, and a loving community keeps me grounded. i don't rly have many other ppl in my life, so to have the krpc supporting and interacting with me has given me the boost i need. thank you all so much for that. now onto the more fun stuff !!

@chimxrical: although i touched upon it briefly in my other positivity post, you've helped both me and hongbin grow so much. ours was the first thread to truly grab me and push me beyond the standard threads that die out or don't grow very much. you always replied so quickly and it rly made me excited to see how interested you were in our thread as well. i never expected hongbin to grow to as much as he has thus far, only the construct "sugar daddy politician" in my mind when i first conceived him. he had an icy air as part of his job that i myself even couldn't penetrate through at first without meifen warming up to him. his interactions with her really unveiled to me the more intimate layers of his character, that he had a lot of pain and tenderness going on beyond his work. that he didn't always have to be as tough as his work made him, that it was okay for him to dive into the softer dimensions of his personality. i didn't go into hongbin x meifen with all the details that we know about him know like his schizophrenic mother and his strong notions of justice and making the world a better place. but the more he interacted with meifen, the more insight i began to gain into who he was and how deeply his details connected with me. hongbin and meifen's (and don't forget kyungri's) headcanons have always brought joy to me and i love thinking of how far hongbin and meifen will get together the more that our thread develops. and for you as a mun, you've always been SO patient and supportive. whenever i have questions or just want to share something with you, you welcome me with open arms. you have such a kind heart and it shows through all of your characters. thank you for always being there and your wonderful replies to our threads <3

@cxrrvptvs: omg where do i begin ?? i love stanning exo with you and internally screaming over all of the angst between taeyong and jinwoo and all the fluff between sunghyun and dohyun. our muses just love each other very much and it's one of the best things that's happened like ?? your replies are always on point and i love all of your muses. you portray them so amazingly and i love it whenever you add a new one !! your threads with other ppl are so fun to read too tho i do kind of side eye like taeyong's jealous ass would but it's all good bc that's how multi-muse shipping works :-) hands down one of my favorite ppl to roleplay with and i can't wait to have a million more threads with you !!

@justlysts: ahhh what a beautiful child (even tho you're older than me) i know i'm trash at replying to im's and just distance myself from ppl in general, but don't ever think you can't come tell me about your life. i know today you were salty abt those ppl you had to talk to for the concert tickets, but in any other case when u wanna talk lmao !! i don't have a job now so i'll have plenty of time to listen :-) appreciate yourself more bc i love your aesthetic and ur cute hair and korean styles. you have such a cute personality and i love u sending me a million guys to rate. i can tell you're going to go far in life as cliche as that sounds and i'm down to support you in whatever you decide to do.

@sekairph: we've only known each other for a short time but we already fangirl over exo and wooyoung x kiara together and it's so wonderful. i love how much work you put into tumblr from your replies to your resources as a rph and your content is always on point !! i remember when u first messaged me and called me out for how much i reblog you like i honestly didn't even know i was reblogging all of it from you i'm just exo trash rip. your writing is so good and i love hearing insight on kiara with each reply, not strictly limiting into dialogue. our characters have sm natural chemistry and the plot we selected was so bomb like ?? you're so sweet and i wish you all the best and that you'll dream sweet dreams of sehun the next time you sleep. i can't wait to plot more in the future and see where kiara and wooyoung go !! his personality has really started to take more shape around her since i rly didn't know what i was doing with him at first lmao and it's helped me so much with his character so thank you for that :-)

@paidsoul: honestly the realest person out here in this blue hell. even tho tumblr is a sensitive place, i appreciate how honest and firm you are in your convictions and don't make up bs excuses to get out of uncomfortable situations. idk i'm not articulating this the best, but i like how upfront you are rather than following the typical tumblr etiquette of "oh sorry love ahaha :-)!" and shit like that, ya feel ?? your muses' backstories always run me over with a bulldozer but like they're so good and well-thought out ?? like your angst has reasoning behind it rather than the tortured artist with no parents who gets drunk and paints a tree and thinks he's a fuckin rembrandt smh... ANYWAYS thank you for all the inspiration (sounds cliche, i guess life advice) you've given me and i'll take it to heart since someone needs to get thru to my problematic ass. i can't wait to get know you more as a person and also interact thru our threads and have lots of angst together !! also thanks for getting me into the supernatural vibe like fuck i love yanny so much already and deadass i'll probably add more spn muses in the future like a mermaid lmao or MAYBE a demon so i can have heart-wrenching backstories like you (tho i mean my human muses have some angst too like sunghyun and his dead mother) and make myself and partners in threads emotionally distraught.

@sxvrn: okay side note i could have SWORE in our messages u told me your new url was supposed to be like based off 'salvation' but that the original url u thought of started a v or something and looked nothing like salvation lmao bc that's how i feel rn abt your url like i had to copy and paste it but i'm just HAPPY i found your new blog bc i never wanna lose our threads </3 continuing on that tho, i don't see it in my messages now tho and i checked both on mobile and the computer and all it says that you were worried abt changing it bc ppl might not find you but nothing's showing up about the salvation thing so i'm like mandela effect ?? ANYWAYS i'm happy i found your new blog so i could tag you in this (not so) little thing. i live for youngjae's problematic ass messing with sweet lil minsoo, as i've said at least a billion times before. a lot of this would probably be rehashing what i said in my last positivity post about you but idk you're just great ?? like bless you for not sleeping on kim minseok and keeping kuhn as a muse you are a good human being. whenever you post a starter in the tags, i'm always lurking on it like even before we starting talking ooc i kept reading them and thinking who is this amazingly creative person ?? i can't wait to see how your new blog and muses unfolds and i hope that you got over your case of writer's block !!

@grcviity: i used to think snap threads were boring and then you happened and i'm obsessed now *exo voice* someone call the doctor. thank you for your quality snaps and using kihyun monsta x is gonna rise one of these days i tell you. i'm curious to see how our characters interact outside of snap lmao, but i'm sure it will be just as good, if not better. your muses are so god damn cute and so are you <3

@stcrgirls: ayyy your personality is just so fun and so is yeuna tbh !! your replies are always a joy to read and kihyun and yeuna hit home with those feels omg. thanks for letting me tell u abt my college orientation and the lyft driver who i got into ko ko bop !! keep reppin' us pinays, girl, and btw that reminds me you're so pretty like who are you omg ?? your munday selfies were on point i was like damn girl you're mestizo. both pretty inside and out, i wish you all the best and can't wait to see how our threads grow together !!

ok so we're not here all night, here's some other lil cuties i wanted to give a shout-out to: @quietuptownx, @powerpuffs, @licnhrts, @mujehan, @ofwildblossoms, @dearcherryblossoms, @liquoidtears, @pxlimpsest, @rosevined, @niqhtowls, @slideivy, @realizcation, @bcrmuda, @likewinter, @honeyedsins, @shrinemade, @findmexsaveme, @flxrvl, @lawsqwad, @landrogynous, @blazedfires, @pvxilatc, @cacotheisms, @pinkbvbblegvm, @simpaticos, @tearedrops, @undersunrise, @lustrcvs, @fckxillusion, @fckfanxychild,

thank you once again to EVERYONE who made this possible, who continually supported me and waited for my turtle speed replies. thank you to mutuals who i don't talk to yet, but would love to. and even if i haven't followed you back, thank you a million times over. seeing my blog grow has gotten me so excited and given me some of my kick back in life (lmao i'm sixteen for god's sake not like my life's ending already) both as a writer as a person. honestly you all are the best for putting up with all of my exo spam and mun rants. thank you for all of the ask memes and love y'all send me regularly it means the world to me. i can't wait to see where this blog goes and meet even more friends :-)

#but rly thank y'all again <3 #listen i actually tried on this applaud my lazy ass #* ∘ ∙ —— jongdae's 19+ thoughts ; mun musings.

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faegrifted · 6 years ago

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SHIPPING INFO | ABOUT MUN. REPOST DON’T REBLOG

✧ WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE ?

Honestly, At this point just for how much plotting and development has been put into them via threads and ooc chats I’d have to say Airn x Kenzi (Re;;Sing me a song of a lass that is gone) @therisingtempest . I just have so much fun with this pairing and their story together thus far has been nothing short of delightful to write with Loren. That and the hours of back and forth between me and her just talking about these two and theorizing potential adventures and things to come to full on au verse building like!!!! Everything about this ship is what makes me enjoy shipping so much. Its just so much fun when done right even when the muses involved break your heart and make you cry and such is the case of Airn and Kenzi. ...And even if its not them, you can just assume any ship I have with Loren owns my soul at this point.

✧ WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING ?

My dudes if you can imagine it I’m probably down to thread it. Though darker content or just anything that one would just assume tag as a warning would have to be talked about extensively and plotted beforehand.

✧ HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE ?

Kenzi is….leery of dating those younger than her and I set her being 19 at the start of the series and 25 by series end. She’s not likely to have a romantic relationship with anyone younger than her for reasons just regarding some stuff she saw and experienced while living her teens on the streets. I’m not ruling it out completely but..., anyone even a year or two younger then her is gonna be asking for a slow burn that last years. That being said she hangs with beings whose lifespans reach into centuries, so…. I’m gonna say if you’re mortal 13 years her senior is probably the oldest she’ll go but if you’re an immortal being the skies the limit. Note: This obviously won’t apply to Kenzi’s teen verse even if she’s of age cause NO.

✧ ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING ?:

I certainly like to state so in my rules so people know what they’re getting into with me. But tbh I don’t think I’m any more selective about ships than anyone I currently write with? I mean it when I say there has to be chemistry. And when I say chemistry I don’t mean both parties have to be immediately aware that they could be attracted to one another in that way. when I say chemistry I mean there has to be viable potential for a ship of some kind, enough so that I’m comfortable discussing possibilities of that nature with my partner, Kenzi is forever going to be a slow-burn girl. I don’t even plan on shipping her with any of her canon love interests without some build up and discussion beforehand and even then if my muse isn’t feeling it then it’s not going to happen. I portray Kenzi as being demisexual and PICKY, sexual attraction doesn’t happen for her outside a genuine connection to a person. She can find someone attractive but the girl needs more than a pretty face for romantic feelings/or sexual interest to occur and that takes time. Outside of that aspect, Kenzi is…., difficult when it comes to love due to both canon circumstances as well as her nature in how I’ve chosen to portray her. All that being said though I for one really enjoy talking with my partners about potential ships and enjoy discussing where things could lead so!? I don’t think I’m selective so much as Kenzi forces selectivity and at the end of the day it's ultimately up to her. And tbh considering the ships I have more than fulfill me so I’m not exactly looking? Open to the possibility, but not looking for it currently.

✧ HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW?

If anything is happening in the thread that would normally merit being tagged as NSFW if it were a visual such as a picture or a gif than its ok to assume I probably consider it as such and I’ll probably be tagging it so to make sure people can block/blacklist accordingly if need be for their comfort or safety. More specifically if anything sexually graphic is being written or if there is nudity happening, I’m gonna tag it as NSFW.

✧ WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH ?

Currently? @addictusadpotentiam @deadlynxghtshade @skeletcnkey @stemsurvivor @devilhybrid

✧ DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU ?

Something of that sort would be nice? I mean its gonna be a bit weird if we haven’t even really interacted and you mention shipping our muses but if we know each other well enough ooc and there’s been some interaction and some amount of prior discussion between another mun and myself then I’m totally open to discussion ship potential be it romantic/platonic/or anything else. Again though, ultimately it’s not up to me, it’s up to Kenzi. Because, again, Kenzi is… difficult when it comes to relationships. She spooks easy and the person themselves has to be capable of handling the stuff that tends to be a regular occurrence in her life. Aka her travels, plus the supernatural and all the dangers that come with that.

✧ HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP ?:

As often as it happens tbh.

✧ ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS ? :

I wouldn't say ship obsessed no. Ship positive maybe but not obsessed.

✧ ARE YOU MULTISHIP ?

Yes, Kenzi remains multiship, I don't see that changing anytime soon but one day perhaps.

✧ WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SHIP(S) IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM ?

Ummmm romantically or? Cause the brotp between her and Bo will forever rule my ass. But I actually enjoyed every ship Kenzi has in the series. I talk a lot of shit about it but I did enjoy her and Hale in the early seasons. I get salty because the build of them was beautiful and I loved it up until it actually happened because it was rushed and just didn't feel or look right and instead of fixing it they took it away. Her friendship with both Dyson and Tamsin kinda wrecks me to tbh.

✧ FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU ?:

Being friends, having decent chemistry and plotting skills. Anyone who I’m comfortable talking with and can match me in plot and verse building has a good chance of shipping with me so long as they’re open about it and communicate that’s something they’d enjoy exploring the potential of. I mean--- I love shipping, I really do and so long as there is chemistry between both the muses and ooc then there’s a good chance I’m going to be open to shipping with you be it romantic or platonic or anything else! I am a literal ship hoe peeps. Sometimes things might work out with Kenzi in that way and at other times it won’t, the only sure thing is that some ooc discussion will probably have to happen so if that’s something you’re interested in not only should your muse have some amount of patience but you better like me enough to be willing to come into my IM and scream at me about our babs and be ok with me screaming back <3.

TAGGING: @stemsurvivor , @therisingtempest , @thereforall , @airanddarkness, @thecatsidhe , @nicolettv , @devilhybrid , @inprector ,@rcmcdium , @skeletcnkey , HONESTLY ANYONE WHO WANTS TO DO THIS AND HASNT BEEN TAGGED YET GO AHEAD AND STEAL IT FROM ME OK ITS FUN AND GOOD KNOWLEDGE TAGGED BY: snagged it from @wholehcartedly <3

#🌻 ooc;; ❛ i am but a sensitive pillar of salt. ❜#🌻 Rp Policy;; ❛ I’m not normally one for rules #however. ❜

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craniumaniac-moved · 7 years ago

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❤ T H A N K Y O U !!

so, yesterday i reblogged this meme and posted this heart for it. i expected comments from maybe about 10 of you guys. i got wonderful words from 20+ of you. it honestly made me OVERWHELMINGLY HAPPY and continues to do so when i look at all the things you all said. i originally planned to go through and comment nice things on all your heart posts if you were doing the meme, too, but nah. i’m responding to each of you in one big post. it meant a lot especially because of how i’ve been in such an annoying rut like the past month, but i think i’m going to be able to come out of it once guzma feels like he can get out of bed. these kind words all definitely helped. long post below the cut!

@tender--age--in--plume:

Kisses his nose. "Love ya, G."

( kaycie is one of the sweetest and most tender people i know and i am so glad i get to be her friend and talk to her all the tiiime~~~~ )

Kisses her nose in return, then goes for a quick peck of the lips to one-up her. “Love ya, too, P.”

RIGHT BACK ATCHA FRIEND i love talking all the time too and i love our headcanoning and i love our rps especially our private ones i wish we could keep up ones like those on tumblr LOL but heck yes A+ plumes

@resfebxr:

/I love how you portray your Guzma! I'm very excited to roleplay with you one day if you're ever up for it!

THANK YOU!!! i am up for it yo! gimme an IM!

@ask-yomonsterboy:

Snake drops a chocolate bar on Guzma

That is a sign of respect from the snake. And the Snake mun Loves Kaycie too, she gets a Chocolate bar too.

Cranium immediately wolfs down the chocolate bar. “Thanks, fam.”

i too share wolf down this chocolate bar. thank you friend <3 you’re amazing

@r4gn0r0k:

we don't talk or anything, but I adore checking out your rps from time to time, your Guzma is so well done it blows me away

blows you away???? aHHH i am keeping this compliment in my heart forever thank you so mucH

@thebrokenbeasts:

*KICKS DOWN DOOR* I know I usually don't approach because nerves, but there is SO MUCH I could say about how lovely you and Guz are~ Never feel unloved fam!

lmao well actually you approach more often than most to tell me wonderful nice things!! i could say SO MUCH about you and jelly too. you are such a real sweetheart and then jelly is such a cool, interesting, and creative OC omg i can’t wait until my dumb ass can continue our rp IT GONNA BE INTENSE

@birthchrist:

ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS!!!! I LOVE KAYCIE SM you are so fucking smart and sweet and it feels like I have known you FOREVER (which might as well be true in internet years) and seeing you on my dash makes me so happy

literally same like i feel like i would just be repeating what you just said, and what i said on your heart meme, and what we’ve both said 5000 times before if i said how i felt about you here LOL but all in all YOU’RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE I LIKE THAT WE DON’T HAVE TO TALK EVERY DAY TO STILL FEEL LIKE BEST FRIENDS. I FEEL LIKE THAT’S AN INDICATOR OF REAL BEST FRIENDSHIP.

@moonkxssed:

//I know we haven't interacted but I just LOVE seeing you on my dash. Your Guzma is so developed and I can see you put so much effort in your headcanons ^v^ I'd love to interact one day!!

ahhh!! if that’s what you think we really need to interact sometime friend!! come into my IMs whenever you wanna, if you wanna plot something, or you could just make a random starter. i’m so down for rps with moons bc i’ve hardly had ANY and yours is choice

@igxttabakeanothaxne:

I KNOW WE HAVEN'T TALKED MUCH BUT YOU ARE SUPER RAD AND I LOVE YOUR GUZMA WE GOTTA TALK MORE

YES WE DO GOTTA TALK MORE AND THE BOSS MAN NEEDS MORE INTERACTION WITH THIS GRUNT. COME AT ME BRO OK

@ardent-lux:

(We haven't interacted much, but I enjoy seeing you on the dash after all this time. I freaking adore your portrayal of ya boi and you seem like a cool person. Don't feel disheartened about your blog, because you do a hella good job with it.)

one of my earlier rps on this blog was with your muse and that feels really frickin special to me yo! especially because you’re still around of course. thank you so much pal. we can always interact again!

@denkinokikai:

even though soph tends to be a little :||| when it comes to guzma, i personally really enjoy your portrayal a lot and i'd totally be up for having our muses interact more if you're cool with that!

i love that soph is :||| when it comes to guzma it’s WONDERFUL and totally ic tbh haha, i would not have expected him to ever like him! initially, at least. i’m sorry that guzma’s an ass to him before post-game.... seriously guzma wtf chill this is a child. I, HOWEVER, LOVE YOUR SOPHY AND I AM TOTALLY DOWN FOR US INTERACTING MORE!! i love the little things we’ve done so far <3

@tabithq:

Your Guzma is just so great, I love reading your threads!

that makes me so happy!! i of course love your tabitha, too. so many times i have caught your interactions and dash commentary on my dash and just smiled because i really love how you’ve brought the character to life.

@alolatahilillie:

((I love your characterization and your writing is really, really good as well!))

SAME GOES FOR YOU PAL!!!!!!!!!! i love your muses, your portrayal of them and your headcanons and just.. everything. we definitely NEED to have more interactions!

@curiousobjecthead:

[ i really admire you and would love to get you know better. also your guzma is super dupper good yo. also since it's not a good day, please take care!! ]

FRICK this is so nice. i would love to get to know you better too! i remember way back when we would talk on skype pretty regularly. let’s start that up again on discord if ya want! thank you so much yo

@hughhyuuhue:

{ WHAT AN AMAZING GUZMA? ? ? AND AN AMAZING PERSON?! I MISS TALKING TO YOU ALL THE DARN TIME LMFAO. FUCKIN' KEEP ROCKIN' THIS MUSE! }

THANK YOU THANK YOU x100000 I LOVE YOUR PLUMES AND SO DOES GUZMA OF COURSE AND I AM EXCITED TO SEE WHAT YOU DO WITH YOUR HUGH

@specialagent-foxymulder:

I don't think you follow any of my RP blogs but I seriously admire your characterization and writing from afar ♡

ahhh this means a lot <3 thank you!! sadly if i’m unfamiliar with a fandom i won’t follow a blog, totally nothing personal, you seem wonderful! x-files is on my list to watch more of though so maybe sometime soon!!

@sterlingsilverchampion:

SHOVES A LOT OF DURANT AND ARMALDO AT THIS BUG BOY because he's absolutely fantastic!!!

MANIACAL LAUGHTER COMING FROM GUZMA AT THE SUDDEN ONSLAUGHT OF STEEL/BUG POKEMON!!! thank you thank you thank you i always love seeing your steven on my dash and when we talk it’s always a fun convo and ALSO i have to admit i wrote a reply to that starter you made 1000 years ago and i haven’t posted it bc i am.... IDK I’M DUMB. I’M AFRAID IT’S DUMB. I’LL EDIT IT AND POST IT SOON I SWEAR LOL....

@poisontrainercharlotte:

You're one of the best guzma blogs and straight up one of the best skull blogs on Tumblr I love how much character and soul you give him it's great

hhhhHHH thank you so much, you are always so sweet and i love seeing charlotte on my dash. the times we interacted were fun, too. maybe we can do it again soon! guzma can never say no to baked goods

@sunlcved:

[ooc; alright REAL TALK i used to follow you in the ow fandom and tagged along into the pokemon fandom w/ you BECAUSE FUCK YOUR GUZMA IS BOSS AF. i always love reading your threads because i personally just love seeing him on my dash!! keep up the good work!!! ♥]

AHH WTF I WAS UNAWARE OF THIS UNTIL NOW. that you came over here bc of me i mean. wtf!! that makes me feel so special lol WHY HAVE WE BARELY INTERACTED?! i mean i know the other night we planned to interact soon and i told you to take your time so STILL TAKE YOUR TIME but dang i am excited!! you have a choice nanu :^)))

@deriision:

I loved Guzma before, and I love him more because of your portrayal. You give him so much life, and more than what some of the fandom thinks of him. Guzma is a fave boi for sure, because wowie you made him one of the greats.

every time someone tells me i made them love guzma more or even like him at all, it makes my heart soar!!! thank you!! i work so hard to give him life and make him more than what a lot of the fandom thinks of him as and i am so happy you can notice it <333 your oc, while we’re at it, is hecking cool af ???? and i love your art like.... hnng

@pkmncontestsorbust:

[[ I know we don't interact but you!! Are such a great writer!! And your Guzma is A++!! Also eff u u and tender made me ship guzmeria!! Fuck!! ]]

we should definitely CHANGE THAT and interact sometime yo!! thank you!! tbh i like to peek at your rps with tender sometimes. GUZMERIA CLAIMS ANOTHER <3 (lol tender it doesn’t let me re-tag you so i hope you see this)

@pxgtails:

a lot of times i'll think about guzma and then a while later i'll be like 'oh wait that wasn't canon was it that was a kaycie headcanon' and it sounds weird but basically what i'm going for is your guzma IS guzma as far as i'm concerned lfhdkhfslfsdklj i love your characterization i greatly admire the events you run and all around just!!! keep it up!!!!! fingerguns

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN i have that happen all the time with other muses and my own as well lol... aND IT MEANS SO MUCH THAT YOU’VE TOLD ME THAT! like holy fuck!! it really makes me feel like i’ve done my job as a writer for this boi. i’ve told you before i love how much work you put into kris, too. you are like one of the most memorable blogs in this fandom to me because you were around way back when i started my morty blog. also, fun fact, you are actually my very first follower on this blog lol! i took note of that just a couple days ago. thank you for being overall great :^)

@askteamstonehearts:

{aghostlyrose} we've only done a few short threads but you've always been so kind to me! Most people who play canon characters aren't very tolerant of OCs but you made me feel really welcome in the trainer fandom 💜]

AWH SHUCKS!!! i hope to see aghostlyrose make a comeback soon! if you do then of course i would love to start another thread~~ you rock, yo. i mean, interactions with you are like one of the earliest i can remember having on this blog. you got a real special spot in my heart <3

@whxt-trial:

((We don't talk or interact much but your Guzma is amazing and perfect and you are a total sweetheart. Plus you contribute so much to the community with all of your events. Top-notch writing, perfect mun, and well-developed muse. What's not to love?))

heck i think your muses are amazing and perfect and you are a total sweetheart too! even if we don’t talk or interact a bunch, i still LOVE IT when we do!! in fact, if i had to make a list of people in this fandom i considered good friends you’d be on the list tbh >u< thank you!

AND THAT’S A WRAP!

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN! SO MUCH!!

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diaboliktheology · 8 years ago

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answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST. don’t reblog.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?: I don’t actually have one currently tbh. Obviously since she’s a canon muse and I’m aware of most of the routes in the original game and the events of the anime and anthologies I have canon ships that I favor over others, and one or two canon ships that I dislike or don’t even ship at all. But for now I can’t claim having a legit OTP for her other than her and HAPPINESS cause holy shit my daughter deserves it and I love seeing her happy ;w;. But that’s only looking at it from a romantic standpoint. I can already say that there’s liable to be brotps on here if I get so lucky that I will most likely ship way harder than any romantic ship cause good lord Yui needs friends and I’ve always had hella weakness for hardcore platonic relationships. I loves me some romance but I wanna say up front that they’re not likely to ever lord over the spotlight on this blog.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?: You mean outside some of the hella triggering content that the canon games have in them? Honestly, I’m down for just about anything, including more ambiguous feelings, or even unrequited love just so long as there is a mutual understanding of it between both myself and the partner with which the ship is being written. Other than that anything goes, just make sure to use your common sense? If you’re thinking of taking a ship or thread in a direction that you’d want someone to talk to you about beforehand make the effort to communicate with me. Shipping should happen organically and can sometimes be tricky so it is best to keep a partner somewhat in the loop of things if that makes sense?

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: Ummm. *points at canon* So in her canon ships her beloved has at most a thousand years on her and at least 200... Granted they still look like Teenagers/Young adults and don’t act much different aside from being 20x more vicious than highschool boys are D:. I mean I think minus the factor of my partner's muse being an immortal being or supernatural in the sense that they don’t age at the same rate that she does I think the eldest I’d feel comfortable writing her with is MAYBE 10 years. Anything within that is something as see as doable, mostly just cause I have some minor experience with witnessing some age-gap relationships in my RL. One of my best friends had parents with a 9 year age gap and the two met when they were in college. Wouldn’t have known if she hadn’t told me. There is a limit I think and a point where age would start to affect things but from my personal standpoint when it comes to love age really is just a number. Now as for those younger than Yui... For her it's a bit complicated, well I complicated things a bit >__>. In canon she’s 17 but I write her as being 18 just for my own comfort in being able to write some of the topics and events that occur in canon comfortably. I can see her dating someone at most a year younger than her but as far as any smut or sexual relations go Yui would be incredibly sensitive to their age *She’s sensitive about this regardless of age tbh* but would be even more so with a partner younger than her and would be adamant about abstaining from anything of that nature till they were of age regardless if the person considered themselves ‘ready’ for that step.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?: I certainly like to state so in my rules so people know what they’re getting into with me. But tbh I don’t think I’m any more selective about ships than anyone I currently write with? I mean it when I say there has to be chemistry. And when I say chemistry I don’t mean both parties have to be immediately aware that they could be attracted to one another in that way. when I say chemistry I mean there has to be viable potential for a ship of some kind, enough so that I’m comfortable discussing possibilities of that nature with my partner, Yui is forever going to be a slow-burn girl. I don’t even plan on shipping her with any of her canon love interests without some build up and discussion beforehand and even then if my muse isn’t feeling it then it's not going to happen. I portray Yui as being demisexual, sexual attraction doesn’t happen for her outside a legitimate connection to a person. She can find someone attractive but the girl needs more than a pretty face for romantic feelings/or sexual interest to occur and that takes time. Outside of that aspect, Yui is...., difficult when it comes to love due to both canon circumstances as well as her nature in how I’ve chosen to portray her. She’s not frigid when it comes to love but it's not something that comes easily to her in THAT way. In her own way and for a few reasons it's something that she rails against subconsciously. The girl doesn’t make it easy despite her nature. All that being said though I for one really enjoy talking with my partners about potential ships and enjoy discussing where things could lead so!? I don’t think I’m selective so much as Yui forces selectivity and at the end of the day its ultimately up to her.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NS.FW?: If anything is happening in the thread that would normally merit being tagged as NSFW if it were a visual such as a picture or a gif than its ok to assume I probably consider it as such and I’ll probably be tagging it so to make sure people can block/blacklist accordingly if need be for their comfort or safety. More specifically if anything sexually graphic is being written or if there is nudity happening, I’m gonna tag it as NSFW.

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?: Other than her canon love interests? I don’t actually have anyone that I ship Yui with currently rp wise, at least not in a romantic way. Platonically, however, I’m hella excited over the brotp feels that have occurred in writing and discussion with @shxujobrave , @brxken-piano , and @virusinjection ^^. We havent written a ton but there’s been discussion beyond the threads and lemme tell you I’m so excited to see these friendships grow, change, evolve, not to mention Yui and I both feel BLESSED that they’re in her life like!!!!! I got into rping Yui hoping that I’d be able to write her in scenarioi’s where she has the opportunity to make and have friends and I’m already so happy that she’s doing so ;w;.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: Something of that sort would be nice? I mean its gonna be a bit weird if we haven't even really interacted and you mention shipping our muses but if we know each other well enough ooc and there’s been some interaction and some amount of prior discussion between another mun and myself then I’m totally open to discussion ship potential be it romantic/platonic/or anything else. Again though, ultimately it's not up to me, it's up to Yui. And for how much I do adore discussing possibilities I really do prefer to see where the muses themselves lead rather than plot out a ship happening. It just makes for a more organic relationship to me, and ships tend to be more fun when they aren't scripted beforehand by muns. Takes the magic out of it.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?: I’m a proud ship whore my dudes. I mean my current threads and blog content wouldn’t suggest it but I really do love me some ships of all manner of variety ^^.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: For now yes! I honestly don’t see that changing ever or at least not in the foreseeable future but again there are some limits to that. If you look in my rules I state if Yui is already in a ship with a canon muse I will not be open to rping the same ship with another portrayal of that muse. Really its unlikely I’m going to be terribly keen on threading with a duplicate of a canon muse :/. All that aside though this blog is currently and selectively multiship, and regardless of what verse they’re in be it main, or au, each ship should be considered its own mini-verse unless discussed otherwise.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?: LMAO. It’s funny really but despite this muse being from a literal dating sim/otome game I wouldn’t say I’m obsessed with ships of that nature. I’m excited at the possibility of said ships, and I do enjoy shipping itself and the discussion and exploration of them though but it's not ever gonna be the focus of this blog.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?: Again I can’t really answer this completely because I ship more than one of her canon ships and there are some canon ships I don’t ship at all ,at least not romanctically XD. I have about 3/4 canon ships for Yui that do hold my interest more than the others but for now I think I’m gonna keep which ones those are a secret ;) .

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: Omg. Thread with me! Talk to Me!!!! I love shipping, I really do and so long as there is chemsitry between both the muses and ooc then there’s a good chance I’m going to be open to shipping with you be it romantic or platonic or anything else! I am a literal ship hoe peeps. Sometimes things might work out with Yui in that way and at other times it won’t, the only sure thing is that some ooc discussion will probably have to happen so if that’s something you're interested in not only should your muse have some amount of patience but you better like me enough to be willing to come into my IM and scream at me about our babs and be ok with me screaming back <3.

tagged by: @shimotomaii <3 *kisses their face* tagging: @sadistic-sakamaki , @offearitself , @paradiseburnt , @ofnocturnes , @brxken-piano , @rialoir , @edenlied , @deadseeing , @unfetteredchaos and anyone else who wants to do this honestly feel free to say I tagged you !

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dontmesswithnerdangels · 8 years ago

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Roleplay Preferences Sheet!

Please repost, do not reblog! Feel free to add to any of your answers! The purpose is to tell your partners about the way you write! :) For the multiple choice ones, bold all that apply and, if you want, italicize if it’s a conditional answer!

– B A S I C S –

NAME: Stefanie ALIAS(ES)/HANDLE(S): I also do Will Graham on savepuppywill, though I’m having trouble getting much interaction out there. ARE YOU OVER 18? Yes / No IS YOUR MUSE? Yes / No (Well over for both, except in select AUs) WHEN WAS YOUR BLOG ESTABLISHED? This year. Recently.

– W R I T I N G –

ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU WRITE WITH ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people) / Private (mutuals only)

ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU FOLLOW ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people) / Private (mutuals only)

IF YOUR MUSE IS CANON, HOW MUCH TO YOU ADHERE TO CANON? Not at all / A little / Some / Mostly / Strictly / NA

(Admittedly I have my own headcanons and such, and in AUs my characters may be kind of different because of their differing upbringing, circumstances, etc, but generally I try to be as true to the characters as much as possible.)

WHAT POST LENGTHS DO YOU WRITE? One Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella

(I prefer literate paragraphs with no weird formatting, but it depends on the thread.)

DO YOU USE ICONS AND/OR GIFS? No / Gifs / Icons / Yes

(I will do one or two here or there if that’s your thing, but I find it kind of a pain, and prefer describing things through my writing.)

DO YOU WRITE ON OTHER PLATFORMS? No / Yes: Email

WHAT LEVEL OF PLOTS DO YOU WRITE? Unplotted / Open-Ended Plots (set up a meeting and see what happens) / Semi-Plotted (one or two steps ahead) / Fully Plotted Epics (plotted beginning, middle, and end)

HOW QUICKLY DO YOU USUALLY RESPOND TO THREADS? Very Slow (more than a month) / Slow (3-4 weeks) / Average (1-2 weeks) / Fast (less than one week) / Very Fast (less than three days)

(Depends on school, life, mental health, etc.)

WHAT TYPES OF THEMES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) Fluff / Angst / Smut / Violence / Tragedy / Domestic / Family / Conversational

WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romantic / Drama / Action/Adventure / Espionage

ARE THERE ANY THEMES YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE WRITING ON YOUR BLOG? (not triggers) No / Yes: I don’t like writing straightbent pairings. (Like when only one character in a gay pairing is genderbent to make it straight.) That weirds me out because it strikes me as vaguely homophobic, and like, there are already so many straight couples on tv anyways...? I also don’t like shipping or writing real life people who are not characters, and sometimes I don’t like writing about mental health issues if that is done poorly or purely for drama, because as a neuroscience and psychology major who has dealt with these things herself, I am a bit sensitive about how those things are portrayed.

I also admittedly prefer to write my characters as bottoming/subbing in the case of mature content, except in extremely rare circumstances. That’s just a writing preference, though, and has more to do with my writing abilities and comfort than anything... Technically I could see Cas being more of a switch. (Aziraphale maybe not so much.)

DO YOU HAVE ANY TRIGGERS? HOW DO YOU REQUEST IT TAGGED? No / Yes (Basically not. I have preferences, but writing is just writing to me. It’s more exploring ideas than promoting them or feeling them in my book.)

– S H I P P I N G –

WHAT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial (canon) / Familial (OCs) (Except in very rare circumstances.)

WHAT TYPES OF PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial (canon) / Familial (OCs)

(If it’s an OC or character from a different fandom, I’m going to assume our characters are strangers, unless previously discussed in some depth.)

DO YOU HAVE OTPS? No / Chemistry Only / Yes: Destiel and Az/Crow are almost my default, though I also ship plenty of other things. (This is mainly because I see those relationships as canon parts of the development of my characters, though I will work around those parts of their development in different ways for other pairings I like.)

DO YOU HAVE NOTPS? No / Yes: But very few of them? Like, I’m not gonna ship Cas with Claire, sorry. But I really can’t think of a lot of them.

WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S SEXUAL ORIENTATION? Heterosexual / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / Homoflexible / Homosexual (Aziraphale)/ Pansexual (Castiel)/ Demisexual (both)/ Sapiosexual / Asexual (both)

I think both Cas and Zira (especially Zira?) do strike me as potentially somewhere on the asexual spectrum, which I would be willing to explore in threads, though I also often ship them as sexual.

WHAT IS YOUR MUSE’S ROMANTIC ORIENTATION? Heteroromantic / Heteroflexible / Biromantic / Homoflexible / Homoromantic (Aziraphale) / Panromantic (Cas) / Demiromantic (Aziraphale) / Sapioromantic / Aromantic (Aziraphale)

Castiel I see as pretty obviously romantic, Aziraphale I would be open to exploring as aromantic, though I usually think he could be romantic, with the right... er... demon. *cough* Crowley *cough*. Though I suppose that’s the only evidence we have of him ever having romantic feelings ever? And they are somewhat subtle.

ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WRITING SMUT? No / Selectively / Yes

IF YOU ARE 18+!!!

HOW EARLY IN A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY? Autoship / During plotting / After a couple IC interactions / Several IC interactions in / Slow burn / Never (not open to romantic ships)

(Only if the other mun is down for it, of course)

ARE YOU OPEN TO TOXIC SHIPS? No / Selectively / Yes

(I love dark threads, yes please!)

ARE YOU OPEN TO PROBLEMATIC SHIPS? (incest, canon history, age difference, complicated, etc.) No / Selectively / Yes

(Once again. Dark threads. YES.)

ARE YOU OPEN TO POLYSHIPPING? No / Selectively / Yes

ARE YOU AN EXCLUSIVE SHIPPER? No / Sometimes / Yes

DOES CRACK SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Yes!

#psa #about #mun posts #mun #headcanons #rules #castiel #aziraphale

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