#✞ Øoc;; ❛ Out of Faith ❜

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Mini Hiatus Announcement

So here’s the deal my dudes~ Work and my LPR have been kicking my ass the last few months and it’s really disrupted my writing. It’s been months since I’ve done any para rping for either of my muses which tbh has got me feeling stressed and a little overwhelmed. Neither of these feelings should be happening when it comes to a hobby, especially one that normally brings me a ton of calm and joy. That being said I plan to take a break from Yui. Not for long mind you, I’m just gonna put my focus on my other girl Kenzi for a bit cause she’s been neglected longer and my muse for her is the loudest rn. I will still be around to check my dash here but for the time being or at least until I’m caught up on my other blog, that’s where I’ll be located. 

When I come back there’s a good chance I’ll be doing a follower purge to get my dash in order and possibly looking at my threads to figure out what I wanna keep or drop. There’s a chance I may decide to fresh start altogether. Either way I love you all and hope you’re having a fantastic night! If you need me you can find me on discord or my other blog and if you don’t know what either of those are feel free to IM and ask!

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Mini Update

Hey guys, sorry about before. Mood’s vastly improved and did so after I ate. Low key convinced that may have been a good part of the problem. Either way I wanted to let you know I’m probably gonna be scarce both today and tomorrow in I’m going to Seattle for work The jawa needs an EEG done due to an increase in seizures over the summer. I have my own theories as to what’s happening but both myself and her mom kinda want a closer look and some legit answers. That being said we’re flying out tomorrow and will be coming home late Monday night. Do keep me in your prayers as far as my flights go and I’ll check in when I can and will probably be on discord in the evenings!

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Rules Update

Not actually here tonight guys. Hanging out over on Kenzi and trying to get some replies done. I did wanna mention that I have made some minor changes to my rules. Nothing drastic! Just my guidelines for shipping that should be looked at if you’re interested in shipping, especially in any of my au verses for her. Also updated my exclusives list! Anyways, catch you on Kenzi for those who know about her blog and I hope everyone is having a good day/night!!!!

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Tagged by: @inspirxnt Tagging: @sadistic-sakamaki ,  @reprobii , @ofnocturnes , @inspirxnt, @tracercrocs , @horclogium , @raiseri , @rxtrase , @aliferxus , @skyehearted , @hellgrasp , @heavengrasp , @infcrnalking

Nickname: Cas Name: Cassandra Gender: Female Star Sign: Pisces Height: 5′7″ Time: 3:08 PM  Birthday: March 3rd Favorite Band: N/A Dude there’s too many to name Favorite Solo Artist: Again too many to list but lately its been PVRIS and John Mayer Song Stuck In My Head: Champagne Supernova - Oasis Last Movie I Watched: Grudge Last Show I Watched: Law & Order: SVU When Did I Create My Blog: October 2016 What Do I Post: Occasional actual writing/rp in-between me gushing over Yui Komori Last Thing I Googled: Youtube trying to find a song.

Do You Have Other Blogs: Yup!! @lostartfuldodger is my forever girl and my other most active blog but she needs to be revamped and I’ll probably be moving her soon. Why Did You Choose This Blog Name: Cause it sounded good plus I’m uncreative as heck when it comes to blog names. Blogs You Are Following: 225 though I need to go on an unfollowing spree soon. Dash is getting hella cluttered. Followers: 289 and I’m gonna be doing a milestone post soon. Favorite Colors: Green, maroon, Teal, warm colors. Average Hours of Sleep: 6-9 Lucky Number: 13 Instruments: Nope What Am I Wearing: PAJAMAS How Many Blankets I Sleep With: One and occasionally none if I kick it off cause TOO WARM Dream Job: Vet Dream Trip: Ireland Favorite Food: Pasta Nationality: American Favorite Song Now: My Darling by Lucy Schwartz

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List the  TOP TEN SONGS YOU’VE BEEN LISTENING TO LATELY and then tag 10 mutuals

 Tell Her You Love Her - Echosmith

I - TAEYEON

Wolves - Rag’n’Bone Man

Evil Angel - Breaking Benjamin

Hands of Gold - Karliene

Bad at Love - Halsey

Bom Bidi Bom - Nick Jonas

Nine In The Afternoon - Panic! At The Disco

You Should Talk - FLETCHER

Daniel In The Den - Bastille

Tagged by: @maljefe  *blows kisses* <333 Tagging: @vvinur , @sadistic-sakamaki , @thereforall , @skyehearted , @aestreus , @reprobii , @xicproceed , @ofnocturnes , and anyone else who wants to do this!!!!

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G r e e t i n g s~

Just wanted to do a quick shout out to the influx of followers I got today! What a lovely surprise, especially on my workday no less! I wanted to thank you all for taking an interest in my blog and portrayal for starters and to say I hope you’re all having a fantastic Sunday/Monday depending on where you’re from. I am currently working but do plan to look at everyone’s rules and abouts just as soon as I have time and follow back after. But omg bless all of you, I’m happy you’re here and I hope I do Yui justice for you all <3.

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Mini Hiatus // Update

Hey guys, mini update! My LPR has gotten nasty again (likely due to some poor choices I made) and its been really kicking my ass this past week. It’s why I’ve been quieter than normal both here and on discord. That being said I have an appointment scheduled with my doctor Tuesday to get her opinion on my treatment and see if she wants me to stay on it or if we should try something else. But until then, and probably till I start feeling better I’m gonna be pretty scarce here. I’ll still be around for chatting and the like but drafts are probably on hold or will at least be hoarded till I’m back to feeling somewhat ok again. I hope everyone is having a good day/night, here’s hoping I’m back sooner then later! <3

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Mini Update;;

I feel like death guys, my head huuuurtz :c. So I think I caught a cold during my last shift with the jawa *Me @ Me: amazing :|*. I’ll live but I’m congested and I feel feverish without the actual fever (Me @ my own body: ok if there’s not a real problem you need to chill the fuck out.). On top of that I’m actually fixing to be really busy. On top of my regular shifts with the jawa my boss asked me to take on some day shifts during the time I usually have off to work with another individual. And come next week my coworker who usually works the days I have off is gonna be going to Hawaii to visit some family. That’s all well and fine but it means instead of my usual 3-4 day shifts I’m gonna be on 5 day shifts for two weeks and the two days I get to actually go home are probably gonna be me vegging so... 

Needless to say I’m gonna be kinda busy and probably a tad scarce here for the rest of the month. I’ll still be here though and around to chat/plot in-between working on things~ Just not as much. For today though I am here and attempting house chores and laundry while I still feel well enough to do them. So if anyone wants to chat or plot you should hit me up on IM or discord. In fact you should do it anyways cause I feel icky and could use some love ;w;. Regardless though I hope everyone here is having a fantastic day and knows that I love you!!! *Gives hazmat suit hugs*

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U p d a t e // Mini Plotting Call ??

What up my dudes <3 ? Finally getting around to doing drafts and managing some actual writing and in doing so I kinda did some fall cleaning of sorts. I’ve updated my thread page and dropped some from it that were stale from how old they were, and I’ve also added others that should’ve been up there. For those who have threads with me, it might not be a bad idea to check out the page if you’re wondering about its status. Keep in mind some of my replies are still in my drafts while I play catch up so they may not be posted yet even though they’re on the thread page. Also, if it looks like I’ve dropped our thread always keep in mind that I’m more than willing to start something new with you even if one thread didn’t get completed!

That being said consider this a plotting call of sorts! Since I’ve dropped some stuff I’m definitely looking to take on some more things, especially with those of you I’ve talked to in the past and have indicated interest. There’s a few of you I’ll probably be approaching myself but for the rest of the dash make sure you hit that heart if you’re open to interaction or wish to plot a small something with me, and as always I hope every one of you is doing well!!!!

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repost, don’t reblog!

A valuable meme for any roleplayer! Come display your comfort levels so your roleplay partners are aware of what they can do, and of what they should avoid! A healthy relationship between role-play partners is the key to a good time!

While this meme shows the basics, please remember to communicate with your roleplay partners!

Key: BOLD = Yes. Normal = Ask me about it. Strike = No.

TAGGED BY: stolen from @paradiseburnt

TAGGING: @sadistic-sakamaki , @ofnocturnes , @paradiseburnt , @cfdualities , @guiiltlcss ,@devilglow , @maljefe  , @reprobii , @necrxmancer , @hyperionknight , @shxujobrave , @maljefe , @sabuza , @solisaeternum + whoever wants to do this or else I’ll tag all my followers jhdfvbd.

ROLEPLAY BASICS

LOCATIONS

I AM COMFORTABLE DOING:

TUMBLR

email

kik, im, DISCORD

GOOGLE DOCS

skype

forum

other

PARTICIPANTS

I am comfortable with:

ONE ON ONE ROLE PLAYS.

UP TO THREE PEOPLE.

UP TO FOUR PEOPLE.

five or more people!

as big as possible!

POST LENGTH

I USUALLY WRITE ABOUT:

one or two sentences.

ONE OR TWO PARAGRAPHS.

TWO TO FIVE PARAGRAPHS. (250-500 WORDS)

MORE THAN FIVE PARAGRAPHS. (500-1000 WORDS)

a few pages worth.

I AM COMFORTABLE ROLE-PLAYING WITH PEOPLE WHO WRITE:

one or two sentences. (Depends.)

ONE OR TWO PARAGRAPHS.

TWO TO FIVE PARAGRAPHS.

MORE THAN FIVE PARAGRAPHS.

a few pages worth.

ROLE-PLAY REQUESTS

I LIKE GETTING REQUESTS FROM:

anyone and everyone at any time!

WHEN I ASK FOR ROLEPLAYS.

FROM MUTUALS AND FRIENDS.

from friends only.

ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS

** IMPORTANT: Communication is the key to a real life relationship, it shouldn’t be abandoned for a fictional one either! Be sure to talk to your partners when considering romance

SHIPPING

I AM COMFORTABLE SHIPPING MY MUSE(S):

never.

IF OUR CHARACTERS KNOW EACH OTHER DEEPLY.

IF OUR CHARACTERS KNOW EACH OTHER DEEPLY, AND I KNOW I CAN TRUST THE ROLE PLAYER.

at the first sign of flirting!

ONLY IF THE ROLE PLAYER AND I PLAN IT.

IT DEPENDS ON THE CHARACTER.

IF YOU WANT TO SHIP WITH MY MUSE(S):

talk to me about it from the start.

talk to me about it once our characters know each other.

TALK TO ME ABOUT IT ONCE THEY BOTH HAVE SOME FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER.

talk to me about it when they finally decide that want to go beyond hugging.

SPEED

WHEN SHIPPING MY MUSE(S), I LIKE THE ROMANCE TO HAPPEN:

swift as lightning!

fast, but not super fast.

happens in about three months. ( once in a blue moon. )

SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE.

slugs know what’s up!

MY RELATIONSHIPS KNOW NO SPEED. THEY HAPPEN IF THEY HAPPEN.

SMUT

WHEN MY MUSE GET INTIMATE, I PREFER:

to skip the act entirely.

to write the build up, but skip the act. (depends on what partner wants)

to write the act only if it is very special, but otherwise, skip it. (also depends on partner)

TO WRITE THE ACT ALL THE WAY THROUGH.

ROMANTIC ARTWORK

WHEN IT COMES TO ARTWORK DEPICTING OUR MUSE’S RELATIONSHIP PLEASE:

do not post it at all without talking to me.

POST IT IF IT IS CUDDLES AND HUGS.

POST IT IF IT IS KISSES.

POST IT IF IT IS N.SFW.

only post it if it depicts n.sfw privately between us.

do not post it at all if it depicts sexual acts!

DRAMATICS

** IMPORTANT: Always be sure to communicate with your partner individually if you think you are about to go outside their comfort zones even just the slightest bit!

VIOLENCE

WHEN IT COMES TO VIOLENT SITUATIONS, I AM COMFORTABLE WITH:

no violence at all!

I’M FINE WITH VERBAL ARGUMENTS!

SOME VIOLENCE, LIKE A PAPER CUT, OR AN ACCIDENTAL ELBOW TO THE FACE.

MILD VIOLENCE, SUCH AS PUNCHING, KICKING, HAIR PULLING.

VIOLENCE, SUCH AS STABBINGS.

beyond violence, such as torture and more.

IF YOU ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING VIOLENT, PLEASE:

don’t do it at all.

TALK TO ME ABOUT IT FIRST. (Dependent on the level of violence. If we’re close, you can just surprise me.)

surprise me!

DRAMATIC ARTWORK:

do not post any dramatic scenes that that happened between our muses.

talk to me about it before posting!

POST WHAT YOU LIKE!

ADDITIONAL NOTES: Not gonna go into a ton of detail on this since I think I’ve mentioned the majority of this info either in my own rules or in past PSA’s I’ve posted but as an overview~

Art: If you make art depicting my muse, or our muses, specifically of a scenario in a thread we’ve written by all means POST IT. It’s an absolute honor to have anyone create art of Yui and it's extra special to see depictions of threads. Ask me about it if you’re not sure but I can almost guarantee my answer will always be yes please and may be accompanied by me screaming and flailing in caps locks.

Shipping: Gimme all the ships tbh. I’ve said it before I’ll say it again depending on what verse you’re looking at Yui isn’t the easiest to ship with given her circumstances. But so long as there’s genuine chemistry between her and your muse I will never say no to the possibility and exploring a ship. Ships are fun folk, fun to explore, fun to talk about, the angst and fluff, and smut and romance. *grabby hands* I retain the right to say no if it's not a ship I can see happening in any capacity but so long as we’re mutuals you’re always welcome to come talk to me about a potential ship. Even if we’ve barely interacted. No one should ever be scared about approaching a writing partner about anything rp related and that includes relationships regardless of type.

Violence: *gestures towards canon* My dudes....,she’s abused and tortured physically, emotionally, and psychologically in the canon games. If you can see it happening in the game Yui originates from you can just assume it's fair game. If you have to pause and ask yourself if YOU’D want a heads up before someone does the thing that you’re considering to your muse then you should probably hit me up on IM to discuss things.

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Repost, don’t reblog! Tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when done!

Name: Cas, it's what everyone here knows me as so let's stick with that. Nickname: Cas actually is a nickname but here are some others. 13, Sass, Satan *all affectionately believe it or not* Age: 24 Faceclaim: The lovely Ksenia solo who also fcs my other active lady muse Kenzi Malikov. Pronouns: she/herthey/them Height: 5′7 Birthday: March 3 1993 Aesthetic: Dude I’m so bad at these... Coffee, the click of laptop keys, Oversized sweaters, and hoodies, rain that lasts through over half the year including winter, rolled eyes and half smiles. Last song you listened to: Wicked Game Cover by Ursine Vulpine ft. Annaca

Favourite muse(s) you’ve written: My forever girl Kenzi Malikova, quite a departure from Yui but the love of my writing life tbh. *if ever anyone here wants to know where to find her or me when I’m not here feel free to ask for the url ;) *

What inspired you to take on your current muse (that you are posting this on): Well originally I got into DL via the anime and in wanting to learn more about it I dove deeper than I intended and ended up with a Yui muse somewhere between reading translations of the game and the manga anthologies. I honestly never intended to acquire Yui as a muse. I never INTEND to get any of the muses I end up have taking up headspace. I just..., sorta fell in love with the characters and their complexity. Yui was... my favourite and I just couldn’t stand the lack of love she had from her own fandom. I ended up adopting her both to attempt to give her that love all on my own, and see what would come of me developing her through writing~ It’s been a blast so far.

What are your favorite aspects of your current muse:  I honestly love Yui as a whole tbh. I love her heart, I love how she tries even against the odds, even for those who do nothing to deserve it. Her bravery both in what she faces on a day to day basis and the grace that she meets those challenges with... The way she chooses to offer softness and compassion when anger and bitterness would be so much easier if not expected for any normal person. Words fail ok. She’s incredible.

What’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: Honestly, more often then not either music or my current mood. Though a lot of my best writing comes from the rush I have during a hella plot/chat session with my partner XD we’re talking the stuff that literally fuels me people!!! 

Favorite types of threads: I’m not sure I actually have a favorite I mean--- I love every sort of thread in all honesty and since I only ever do threads I’m in the mood for... I guess if I had to choose its a toss up between angst and fluff XD...especially threads that start as one and end up being the other.

The biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: Right now it's just figuring out exactly what her voice is. The mentality and inner dialogue are pretty easy but its hard finding the balance of sweetness, and sass that I’m searching for... It’s there I just gotta write her more and let it come out so I can fine tune it.

Tagged by: @musical--android *blows you a kiss cause you’re a gem* Tagging: @sadistic-sakamaki , @ofnocturnes , @maljefe , @solisaeternum , @shxujobrave , @guiiltlcss , @reprobii , @hcxbringer , @paradiseburnt , @devilglow , @necrxmancer , @mxjima and anyone else who wants to do this feel free!

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TAGGED BY: @musical--android thanks friend! TAGGING:  @sadistic-sakamaki , @ofnocturnes , @paradiseburnt , @cfdualities , @guiiltlcss ,@devilglow , @maljefe  , @reprobii , @necrxmancer , @hyperionknight , @shxujobrave , @maljefe , @sabuza , @solisaeternum

LIST THE  TOP TEN SONGS YOU’VE BEEN LISTENING TO LATELYAND THEN TAG 10 MUTUALS

( what do u mean top 10 i keep listenening to the same songs an entire year )

Heaven by PVRIS

Walk On Water by Thirty Seconds To Mars

Wicked Game by Ursine Vulpine ft. Annaca

Stuck by MONSTA X

Reflecting Light by Sam Phillips

Regret In Your Tears by Nicki Minaj

No Angels by Bastille ft. Ella Eyre

Black Flies by Ben Howard

At The End by Iio

Work Cover by Conor Maynard

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Tagged by: @solisaeternum ( bless~ ) Tagging: @sadistic-sakamaki , @ofnocturnes , @paradiseburnt , @cfdualities , @guiiltlcss , @devilglow , @maljefe  , @reprobii , @necrxmancer , @hyperionknight , @shxujobrave anyone else who wants to feel free to steal!

RULES : Answer the questions in a new post and tag some blogs you wanna get to know better!

A  -  AGE :  24. B  -  BIRTHPLACE :  Anchorage, Alaska C  -  CURRENT  TIME :  2:51pm D  -  DRINK  YOU  HAD  LAST :  Caramel Latte E  -  EASIEST  PERSON  TO  TALK  TO : Probably @sadistic-sakamaki and @ofnocturnes , I never feel anything other than comfortable talking to Claudia and Liz about literally anything. F  -  FAVORITE  SONG :  Recently its been Gravity by Sara Bareilles G  -  GROSSEST  MEMORY : oh geez how about lets not make me think about that. H  -  HORROR  YES  OR  HORROR  NO : HORROR YAS I  -  IN  LOVE ? :  platonically yes? romantic love is sorta on hold for me by choice J  -  JEALOUS  OF  PEOPLE : nah fam, I got over that mess years ago. K  -  KILLED  SOMEONE :  pffft  L  -  LOVE  AT  FIRST  SIGHT  OR  SHOULD  I   WALK  BACK  BY  AGAIN ? :  neither. M  -  MIDDLE  NAME(s):  Charise. N  -  NUMBER  OF  SIBLINGS :  In total including half sibs? 6 O  -  ONE  WISH :  That my throat heals properly and SOON :( P  -  PERSON  YOU  CALLED  LAST :  Probably my sister or my friend becca. Q  -  QUESTION  YOU’RE  ALWAYS  ASKED : “are u ok” oh trust me if i wasn’t you wouldn’t have to ask. I’m just tired and suffer from RBF R  -  REASON  TO  SMILE : its sappy but my friends here and outside tumblr ^^ S  -  SONG  YOU  SANG  LAST :  Probably Tell that Devil by Jill Andrews T  -  TOP  3  FICTIONAL  CHARACTERS : I hate this question with every fiber of my being cause there’s way more than 3 but Kenzi Malikov, Malcolm Reynolds, Dana Scully U  -  UNDERWEAR  COLOR :  Pale Blue V  -  VACATION :  Anywhere that’d let me visit friend honestly, Japan, Portugal, California, Canada, Texas, Australia, Ireland W  -  WHEN’S  YOUR  BIRTHDAY : March 3rd X  -  XRAYS : Only ever had one and it was recent. Doc xrayed my lungs two months back when I started having troubles with my throat to make sure m lungs weren’t buggered. All clear~ Y  -  YOUR  FAVORITE  FOOD : Comfort food guys. Pasta, specifally my gran’s spaghetti recipe, roast with potatoes and green beans, shepherd's pie Z  -  ZODIAC  SIGN : Pisces

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Me @ Me: WHAT THE F*** CAS !!?

When you finally feel well enough to actually do drafts and have the motivation and at least HALF the required inspo. But then out of the blue comes a new muse yeah the newest of the lot is an FFXV OC and he makes me...smad so far and he wont shut up!? thats a thing. AND HE’S COMPLETELY TAKEN OVER MY HEAD SPACE T-T. That and I got shanghaied into work tonight so my coworker can catch a flight outta here at 5am tomorrow :/. Needless to say I’m gonna try and get some stuff done here but the pace isn’t going to be as fast as I was hoping.

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Mini Hiatus Notice

Hey all. Wanted to give a mini update and let you all know this blog is going on an ‘official’ mini hiatus of sorts. Nothings really gonna change. I am going to still be here when I can and I’m gonna keep working on drafts and hoarding them as I find the time and motivation, and I’ll also be around here during the day to send love, memes, and to chat. But for right now I’ve got some health related stuff that’s kicking my ass on top of work and it's making it super difficult for me to be productive here on a daily basis and attempting such has almost become a source of stress for me that I really just can’t juggle rn.

As I said though, I am still gonna be around, Yui is not by any means being abandoned or anything like that. I just really wanted to get something official put out there so those of you who are waiting or wondering have a better idea of what’s going on. That being said once I'm better I have every intention of being back here full time. Till then I love you all and hope you’re all doing well! B l e s s.