#just me rambling again smh
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Songs that are Pandora coded @ Ford
Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter:
Now he's thinkin' about me every night, oh. Isn't that sweet? I guess so. Say you can't sleep, baby, I know. That's that me espresso.
Pandora enjoys being the center of attention and for her to come to a realization that Ford is vastly interested in her, so much that he is losing sleep trying to figure her out, amuses her greatly.
Switch it up like Nintendo
Basically just saying that she can switch between day and night, hot and cold, up and down, right and wrong to accommodate her needs or sometimes even his own.
And I got this one boy, And he won't stop calling When they act this way, I know I got 'em.
Pandora granted Ford a ritual summoning he could use to call her back to Earth whenever he "misses" her. It pleases her that he has a record of calling her constantly the minute he has a question about anything he can't find a lead on. His hunger for knowledge is what makes her thrive.
My twisted humor Make him laugh so often
Pandora has presented Ford with dangerous phenomenon that has put his life at risk several times to etch in fear in him. But he comes out minorly harmed and entertained by the amount of research he is able to collect thanks to her showing things no other human would ever hope to see. One's infatuated with knowledge and the other is infatuated with presenting that very knowledge. Two peas in a pod.
Bed Chem By Sabrina Carpenter:
And now the next thing I know, I'm like manifest that you're oversized
Pandora getting a little naughty over Ford pretty much, and most likely telling him about it ahah.
Who's the cute boy with the white jacket and the thick accent? Who's the cute guy with the wide, blue eyes and the big bad
Obviously Pandora describing how she sees Ford with minor tweaks to fit the roster a little better.
Oh, it just makes sense how you talk so sweet When you're doin' bad things
Pandora greatly enjoys hearing Ford go on and on about the anomalies that she created, telling her devices he would create that could cause damage to him or others around him, but he doesn't mind it much because it's all for science. And that tickles her funny bone.
And I'm obsessed. Are you free next week?
This one is from Ford's POV, basically saying he loves how much research he can do that no other man would ever hope to accomplish in a lifetime and pretty much stays in touch with Pandora on a weekly basis. He's a little obsessed, but he won't admit it.
Come right on me, I mean camaraderie Said you're not in my timezone, but you wanna be. Where art thou? Why not uponeth me? See it in my mind, let's fulfill the prophecy
Pandora's way of playful flirting with Ford specifically because she knows how much he loves it when she uses big words to match his own. Flirting but in a cultish kind of way ahah. She just wants him to worship her and her only.
#;ooc#;long post#:^)#just me rambling again smh#aaaaaaa#okayokayokay#last bit of pandora for now at least#my b
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no joke but what I really want for Buddy Daddies as a fandom is to make fanart and fanfic post present time ep12 where Rei wears an arm orthosis when working.
I think varied disability aids being represented would be fantastic, and personally would write Rei as someone being deeply proud of something he's done for his family, but also understanding with time that using an orthosis also helps him at work and in raising Miri. with a giant portion of mobility/motorics aids being represented by prosthetics, seeing more variety and exploring it in fiction would also help making a step in normalising disability treatments.
#that's my personal opinion and i just thought about how understanding more about physical disabilities#and how to help people with those aids in case something happens and they ask for help#has furthered my understanding and might even help me in the future if i were ever to experience that#Buddy Daddies Spoilers#Buddy Daddies#Suwa Rei#(again. i want to write Kurusu Rei SO BAD)#text post#Varya rambles#also drawing an orthosis would be real complicated for an animated work so i understand why they chose to hide the arm#but i really like the headcanon of Rei using it sparingly 🥺 not everyone uses them all the time#+ it's also not healthy if worn all the time. looking @ people who'd let their characters sleep with their prostheis on. smh#and this is also NOT a 'you HAVE to do this'! just something I think would be fantastic#...also I'm like. apparently looking @ a start of a fic where Rei uses it?? is my writer's block finally over?!#here's a hoping 🙏buddy daddies such a good anime. not perfect not extremely beautiful. but GOOD in HEART#1k
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Viridian besties my beloved
#pokespe#pokemon special#pokespe yellow#pokespe silver#my art#I put a timelapse of that second one on my twitter if anyone here likes stuff like that ! :3c#I planned nothing for these I was just like ''oooh new brush go wroom'' and had a blast#it's supposed to be like the tegaki brush and it honestly feels very similar !#I couldn't find a tegaki palette though but I used one that looks a bit similar maybe idk#this really reminded me it's time to practice how to draw bodies again and I'm hell yeah thats fun !!!#practicing composition too ?? no way thats hard I'm tired of doing hard things smh#can you believe I almost posted this with no rambly tags on it yeah me neither#pokemon
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eat your muzzle and the bastard that put it on
something something about locus and felix's dynamic and the effects it has on them and the way the markings on their helmets line up idk man i noticed Locus' helmet had a shape in the jawline that looked like a proper jawbone and my brain hasn't let go of it since
+ the Just Locus version bc i do like how it came out
please do not tag as lolix this is not shipping them its just playing w their fucked up dynamic tyty
#rvb#red vs blue#my art#batsy art#rvb locus#rvb felix#samuel ortez#samuel ‘locus’ ortez#isaac gates#isaac 'felix' gates#mock graffiti kinda?#no idea if this reads the way i want to it but only way to find out is to throw it out there yippee#locus lives rent free in my head and that means making room for the characters that influence him smh#the jaw thing may or may not appear again its still just rotating in my brain tbh#i dont have any funny tags today just them#maybe i'll try a sharkface vibe another day i think he's neat#the mark iv helmet does not lure me in to draw in this style quite the same way#fed vs new helmets... maybe#if i ever get over my beef w the prefect helmet#me: i dont have funny tags-- also me: rambles for another five tags worth of nonsense#man i need to draw locus w the actual people i like him interacting with...
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barbatos letting himself be loved and cared for. barbatos letting himself be loved and cared for!!!
#obey me nightbringer#obey me barbatos#obey me#barbatos x mc#long post /#this card wasn't lore heavy like his other hard mode card from season one... but it was so GOOD?#why don't they put this energy into his cards we have to pay for? or the main story?#anyway time for some incoherent ramblings#..ngl i'm kind of obsessed with the fact that nightbringer keeps making mc trying to take care of and support barbatos just as much a theme#in at least his hard mode cards#this card and the scene from his other hard mode card where they insist he let them carry some of his bags just hit the spot so much?#and them getting mad at him in this card and them talking it out like grown ups? refreshing!!#idk . i liked this card. go read it#also he struck again with his barely concealed dressup kink. smh . embarrassing for him#not as embarrassing as mc offering both of their shoulders . but i digress
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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why does it feel like nobody did enough english covers of hetalia character songs and why do I feel obligated to do it 0-0
#aster is rambling again smh#hetalia#hetalia character songs#wow i think i just invented that tag.#yk i could also do this madds buckley style and get a hella niche following to kickstart my music career#but i'm not a good enough composer yet.#you would be getting budget penelope scott quality from me sorry.#COVERS IT IS
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hehe~~ i am soooooo sleepy and tired right now :3 i’m all cuddled up in all my blankets🥰 so warm and comfy hehe…..oh and also my past is haunting me😐
#girl help i tried to go to sleep but remembered the Anger™️#experienced a Situation recently that i have been very bravely and sexily ignoring#and - literally WHO would have known - ignoring it is not making it better lol#so now i lay down all comfy to sleep and my brain is just like: the thing😦#and then i gotta stay AWAKE😒 so i can distract myself from the thing#until im tired enough to sleep BEFORE my brain remembers the thing#smh#it sucks#also im good mostly!#it’s just hitting me worse rn because my period always puts my emotions out of whack😪#but im getting proper sleep and everything#and hope to take action to lessen the impact of the thing soon it just takes time ya know#like sometimes things ARE going to hurt you and bother you for a while#and that’s just how it is#but life will move on eventually and good things will come to steal some of the space those bad things take up#just gotta be patient😪#sorry for my nonsense rambles again#i just found it really funny#because tonight i really was legitimately more annoyed by the disruption to my sleep than i was about the life changing situation lol#sleep is my number one priority at any given moment fr#to be fair though i WAS so comfy and tired from cramps and really looking forward to sleep#so i think i was justified😤😤
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I have to paint Eivor again or else I'll DIE
#ramble#ofc playing ac valhalla now would lead me to eivor brainrot once again 😭#she's just sooo hnghfhfhfh 😳���🥴#the way I want her but also be her?! smh 😔
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Upstairs neighbour has been home a suspicious amount lately
#it was awesome when you were gone constantly can you do that again.#flutters my eyelashes#I'm less bothered by him audibly stomping around but I still hear it and it still stops me from falling asleep smh#I've said this before but next time either my upstairs neighbour is some elderly lady#OR I don't have upstairs neighbours. cause it's ridiculous sometimes#part of it is him being loud as fuck at frankly inconsiderate times (WHAT are you moving around loudly at 3 AM?)#but part of it is him just literally Existing in his own house#tbh if he ever moves out I would love his apartment.#bien rambles
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Need to draw diluc suffring again smh, the bad feelings just hit me like a train again,
Double it and throw it at him
#gonna rant a little here smh#like they add me to a fucking groupchat and then go silent when i say hi???#WHY EVEN PUT ME THERE???#is it because they pity me or what???#my other friend messages after me and the convo immediately picked up again and#noone even said anything to answer me#am i just the pity friend that they added because they didn't want me tk feel bad???#i can sense when im not wanted smh#they should just make a gc for themselves if yhey wanna make plans and ignore me when i ask anyway#like 'yes this is a gc for us to plan the group hangout... and psy too ig'#like what's the point??? when i intiate i#the convo is so short and they more on to a difderent topic immediately#and when i wake up theres 99+ messages from them all night#we live in the same country- timezone and area#just tell me you guys don't want me there that would hurt less#psyscio rambles
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yada yada happy halloween to these FREAKS (and you guys :3 and myself i gusss :3) doodle from art class that i GUESS could be considered halloween...... idk ok idk ok something was up with me when i drew this
#look killer would like being praised more but to be fair since when has anyone been truly canon with him#to make myself not tweak out i can just pretend this is my fanon#i mean like mtt to me is the epitome of finding slight comfort in suffering when theyre not beating eachother up#dust and horror are affirming killer's terrible thoughts about himself!! how sweet :3 <3 theyre so made for eachother#horror looks like he has a second eye but dont be fooled i just didnt shade that in#i NEED to lock in on that animation. i dont think i have any homework today#i just have a short worksheet and then i'm good to draw i really should really really should im so sorry#disappointed in myself smh more than any of YOU ever will be#originally this was gonna be them in their halloween costumes looking down but then i was like#wait i dont wanna draw killer so ierased him and then just put horror and dust in their normal outfits bc i liked it#and i was like hold up hold up i gotta include killer somehow. SOMEHOW.and then this is the resuly#listen these guys dont freak around but they do various other things that are almost just as freaky as sex#that was more of a side blog thought triglycercule. i know. i will elaborate more there i guess#i ate so much candy today!!! and i didnt even go trick or treating!!!!!#theyre so smitted and enamoured with eachother :333 i love that for them#theyre so cannibalism core. theyre so if i cant have you nobody can core. theyre not soulmates but instead eachothers curse. theyre so UGH#only the murder time trio can match the other 2's freaks i fear nobody else can#its either less crazy or more crazy and these 3 are the perfect amount of balanced to even the other 2 out#i love that one kist animatic that that one really cool twitter kist artist drew#i know theres probably a really good horrordust animatic out there somewhere 2#WHERES THE HORRORKILLER ANIMATIC HUH!!!! WHERE!!!!!!!#horrorkiller once again left out of the trio duo ships......... this is biased i fear#people just hate to see unhealthy bitched unhealthy smh. they can handle toxic kist but they cant handle toxic hrkl???? BLASPHEMY#triglycercule's rambling again (like a dementia patient) i should get to work#i found my first ever sand au fan out in the wild today. this is a moment in history i fear#i will never find another sans au fan in the world until i pass 30 years of age and im sad but whatever#i cant wait to get a job so i can start ordering stickers of my trio#i cant WAIT to get a pinmaker one day and start my very own mtt ita bag#i want a pinmaker so bad god. just so i can staple their faces all over#tricule rant
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dont you love it when one person just kills your mood and gets rid of all your energy for the day
#constance speaks#smh. its a good thing its wednesday and i already didnt have Tons of time.#but if it happens again tomorrow then im screwed. bc i Do have things to work on.#its fineeeee. or at least it better be. one of my professors was just angry today and said that the rehearsal was a complete waste of time#and not saying that hes completely wrong just hes overreacting. like. hugely.#and even if it Was a waste of our time. theres no need to screw over All of us for it.#i'm also probably overreacting but if hes for real about this and it has Any impact on my grade i Will be upset.#collective punishment is like. the thing that gets me riled up far more than anything else.#i freaking hate when people think its ok to punish Everyone for something that 90% of them werent at fault for.#anyway. theres my ramble for the day.
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literally a week ago i was like "oh no i think my obsession over goro is growing stale do i not care about him anymore???" and now i'm going fully fucking insane over him so yeah no i think we're doing fine over here girls
#I go through stages like that where for brief periods I won't think about him or I'll be somewhat normal about him#but then something happens and I think of him in a certain way and we are in Category 5 Autism Event mode again#I wish going fully insane was more productive tho bc half the time it's just me going AHHHHHH!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH! GORO AKECHI!#GORO AKECHI GORO AKECHI! HES SO GOOD! HES SO SAD! HES A VICTIM! HE CREATED HIS FATE! HES DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE!#GORO!!!!!!#which like. isn't much of anything at all. doesn't help me write any of the metas I want to write smh#sera rambles
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Okay so I had a thought about nationverse Hetalia that I could only get out in infographic form. Here! Take my misery.
X values: How Known the Nations Are
Y values: How Loved the Nations Are
#hetalia#hetalia2023#aster is rambling again smh#help me i am in hell#just hell#I have written 3/4 of these now#tag ur headcanon
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apologies for the saltyposting today, so shoutout to you people who have correct takes and sexy opinions and bring so much passion and love to the table and make the fandom very fun to be in <33
#.....ok this also sounds salty smh oops x'D#but fr seeing good takes gives me back some of the life force that i lose from seing horrible takes#luckily i'm p good at filtering what i dont like to see & there is always so much good stuff on my dash that's a joy to see#^ this doesn't even have to mean takes that i agree with btw!#just. being Normal abt things that part of the fandom is Really Fucking Weird about for some reason#even in criticism posts you can tell when it comes from a place of being super passionate abt it vs. simply hating it and i love that too#idk im just rambling again lol#love yall <3#lay rambles
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