#and when i wake up theres 99+ messages from them all night

[abyssmal-skies]

Need to draw diluc suffring again smh, the bad feelings just hit me like a train again,

Double it and throw it at him

[hiddensummitgp]

Pretty Little Lies

We all lie. Whether it is to ourselves or to one another. Sometimes it is a tiny little white lie or a big ol’ fat one that can ruin lives. One way or another, we all seem to do it, but why? What is it that drives us to lie? Why is it that we have so much trouble being honest and telling the truth 100% of the time? 

I am not exactly sure as to everyones reasoning behind lying. Some do it do get ahead at their job. Some do it to hide pain from others. Some do it just because it is fun to them. No matter the surface reason to doing it, I believe the core reason is because, in the moment of lying, it benefits you. The problem with this is that the positive feeling you get after a lie, is always fleeting. It is a high that does not last. Just like any other drug, it feels worth it in the moment and gives you a quick sigh of relief, but it does not last. The drug fades and reality comes back into play.

There are a wide variety of platforms I could use to talk about this, but I am going to use health, our own health in particular and how we constantly opt to ignore it, but lie to ourselves about how it is ok to do so.

Let’s start at the beginning and pretend that we all want to be our best selves. I think it is safe to assume that if we had the option to be better, we would take it. If a genie came out of a bottle and offered you a better life, free of charge, theres no doubt you would take it. I believe that being a healthy and in shape individual brings us a better life. Being someone who cares about their own health can be something that brings us closer to becoming the best version of ourselves. Why? Because when we are are healthy our bodies are stronger, our hearts work better, our brains work faster, our our lives go on for longer, and, overall, we accomplish more of what we want everyday. 

Now let’s talk about why so many of us seem to avoid this. 

My main assumption for this has to do with the present vs the future. Immediate satisfaction vs delayed satisfaction. No one can become healthy and achieve their health and nutrition goals over night. It takes time and hard work. As supposed to that delicious piece of cake, or that tasty hamburger, or that much needed drink after work, which we can get a hold of in the immediate present.

So what goes on in our head when we get offered that cake, or drink? What do we tell ourselves in order to make it seem ok to say yes? How do we convince ourselves it is ok? Why do we do it? 

Well, to put it bluntly...we lie. We lie to ourselves and to those around us.

Scenario 1

(Text Message)

Friend: You want to come to the gym with me later?

Me: I would, but i actually had to wake up pretty early this morning and I’m kind of tired.

That is an excuse/lie. Yea, ok, saying that once because you just worked out 3-5 days in a row is acceptable, but I am not really talking to those people for this scenario. Trust me when I say you have enough energy to workout in some way or another. I am not telling you to go run 12 miles. You can go for a brisk walk. You can play a sport. Lift some weights. Literally anything to get the blood flowing and the heart rate up.

Scenario 2

(You are at a party)

Friend: Hey you want another beer? 

Me: Yea I guess so, whats one more.

That is you lying to yourself. You know you have been trying to lose some weight. If you have a goal to lose weight, every beer counts... Believe it or not, alcohol is not that good for you.

Scenario 3

(At a restaurant)

Me: (looking at a menu) do i want the side salad or the fries?

Friend: You might as well enjoy the fries. How often do you eat out?

Me: Yea, that is true.

Lied again. Fries are 99 cents at any fast food restaurant probably less that 3 miles from where you live. You can get fries literally when ever you want. It is no excuse just because you are out. You are just lying to yourself by saying that. Honestly, you never should have asked the question in the first place. We all do this. We ask questions just because we hope to hear the answer we want to hear. You knew the right choice before you asked the question, so try your best just to not ask the question in the first place and be honest with yourself from the start. 

For what ever the reasoning is, you know whether or not it is a lie. You do not need it. Cravings are mental. Excuses are petty. Lying is wrong. If you want to become better, you have to start by becoming honest with yourself first. Lying is the easy way out and the easy path never got us to where we truly want to be. So brace yourself for some hard honest work, and you will become a better version of yourself. That is a promise

hiddensummit.co

@hiddensummit_ 

@hiddensummitgp_

[ahmuteun]

All :)

welp, my computer decided to crap out on me while i was working on this last night so i get to restart it o yay :-)

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

according to my itunes library, four of the songs are songs my friend wrote and the other two are hyorin and kisum’s fruity and john mayer’s new light and i fucking love that song

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

idk someone who can pay off my debt and tuition lmao

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

i’m too lazy to get up im sorry lol

4: What do you think about most?

it depends, currently its probably me ripping off the band aid and what the fall out for that is gonna be like 

also boys are stupid

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

“oh right LOL ya i got it hehe”

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

with, but i never sleep with pants on

7: What’s your strangest talent?

uummmm i can stand on my toes, does that count?

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

girls, yes lol

boys, are fucking dumb 

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

not to my knowledge 

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

idk i dont do it a lot if ever

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

no not really i think

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

when i was a kid i did lmao

13: What’s your religion?

christianity 

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking to/ from campus or downtown

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

it depends on the situation and how i look lol

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

idk probably shinee cause theyve been my favorite for a while but im not sure anymore

17: What was the last lie you told?

“my bus was late” lol

18: Do you believe in karma?

to some extent i do 

19: What does your URL mean?

it’s dumb and i need to change it but idk what i would change it to

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

im trying to think of these through jen’s perspective because she’s one of the people who knows me best 

weakness: caring/ doing things for others even if it’s at my own expense. but i have so many weaknesses it’s so hard to just choose one

strength: probably that i care about people lmao it’s a double edged sword

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

idk i dont really have one

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

yeah, regrettably 

23: How do you vent your anger?

by ranting with my mates and possibly getting drunk LOL

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

nah

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

it depends on who i’m talking to but if it’s someone im comfortable with/ i look decent i’ll video chat but i dont really mind either 

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

umm i mean for the most part i guess im okay

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

hate: metal scraping against metal

love: the sound of my mates’ laughter

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

currently it’s “what if ripping off the band aid goes horribly wrong??” aaaaahhhhhhh fuck

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

yes and yes

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

nothing for both

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

nothing 

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

the under 21 club we went to during senior week comes to mind

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

i love both but i’ll say east because i’ve been more shaped by the east

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

idk man, gd?? 

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

i dont fuckin know man 

36: Define Art.

idk look it up on google

37: Do you believe in luck?

eeehhhh to some extent i guess so 

38: What’s the weather like right now?

hot, humid, and rainy

39: What time is it?

3:11pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

yes and i’ve only ever been in fender benders so nah

41: What was the last book you read?

the simpsons and their mathematical secrets lol

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

no gross

43: Do you have any nicknames?

way too many lmao

44: What was the last film you saw?

that isnt a tv show? the scooby doo movie lmao 

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

spraining my foot or cracking my head open lol

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

maybe when i was younger

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

BROOKLYN 99 I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHOW

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

bi wooo

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

probably

50: Do you believe in magic?

no

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

uuhhh no not really 

52: What is your astrological sign?

gemini

53: Do you save money or spend it?

i want to save it but ive been spending way too much lately, help

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

ummmm pho i think? wait no it was boba

55: Love or lust?

lust lol 

56: In a relationship?

naahhh

57: How many relationships have you had?

eehhh none

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

nope

59: Where were you yesterday?

work and my apartment lol

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yep 

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

yep

62: What’s your favourite animal?

my doggie

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

i dont have one lmao

64: Where is your best friend?

one is back home in maryland and the other is visiting family in california

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

idk i dont have any

66: What is your heritage?

korean

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

trying to fall asleep and failing

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

i dont think he has one

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

everyone has

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

idk i hate myself too much to not say no lmao

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

if my boss doesnt understand that i was saving a dogs life then i dont want to work for them

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) i tell the people i love and care about and let everyone else find out by word of mouth 

b) i dunno, spend time with the people i love and care about and give them lots of good memories to remember me by

c) yes but who wouldnt be?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

trust because i dont believe that you can have love, platonic or not, without trust 

or maybe thats just my trust issues talking idk lmao

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

idk but if im in a shit mood no song can change that 

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

no thanks

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

idk im the worst person to ask 

77: How can I win your heart?

my heart is unattainable because it doesnt exist lol

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

i mean sure i guess?? 

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

probably choosing my uni because i’ve made such amazing friends and met people who have impacted who i am as a person way more than i could ever imagine and im just so happy right now 

80: What size shoes do you wear?

6.5 heels but 7 for everything else

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

idk man 

82: What is your favourite word?

i dont have one 

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

my friend’s tattoos of hearts on her arm, they look so cool and i love them

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

“let me live” “i hate you” “mate” idk theres a lot

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

truth is by jay park

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

blue, yellow, and green

87: What is your current desktop picture?

it’s so cute i love it 

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

no one cause im not that mean 

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

who i’ve been with and crap like that 

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

it would probably scare me and i would leave 

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

super speed probably, you could do so much plus i would never be late to anything again AND i would be doing cardio, win win

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

i dont think i would ever want to do that so i’ll pass

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

i wouldnt because every experience has helped shaped me into who i am today 

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

oh man i would have to think about this cause i dont have a person off the top of my head that comes to mind 

bm from kard maybe?? idfk 

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

korea or japan 

or maybe australia

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

not to my knowledge 

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

yep :-) whoops

i mean it was in a trashcan and i was trashed so

98: Ever been on a plane?

yep

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

pls venmo me cause im broke :D

thanks for asking!

[kxlebcross]

[ odd numbers, onegaishimasu! 🐱 ]

i cant believe u once again made me google what odd numbers are XD 

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

bring me the horizon - 1x1 ( ft. nova twins ) ashnikko - cry ( ft. grimes ) machine gun kelly - misery business  lexie liu - like a mercedes gazelle twin - unflesh bloo, nafla - nae tat

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

“for a time he just stood there in the pantry, wondering how long it would take before berger came to join him” ( david lagercrantz: the girl in the spider’s web )

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

"boop :3″

7: What’s your strangest talent?

my what, excuse me XD no idea tbh

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

lmfaoooo no, absolutely not

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

not really, just the usual fear of spiders XD

13: What’s your religion?

im an atheist, considering apostasy 

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind, pls never put me in front of one thanx <3

17: What was the last lie you told?

“i’m fine really”

19: What does your URL mean?

its bring me the horizons newest albums title jdhfkgjkd without the survival horror part

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

colson baker hdfkjg and no im not taking any criticism on it thank u

23: How do you vent your anger?

i dont, i just listen to angry music until it passes

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

neither, pls never call me just shoot a text my way

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

i really hate little children crying; and love when cats make that lil prrrr noise when u wake them up

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

i actually saw a ghost once, lolz. and i guess aliens r fine? i mean theres no way were alone in the universe right?

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

vanilla cigarette smoke XD back on my bad habits baby

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

no idea, first i should see both XD sorry im an european

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

ugh lets not get this existential shall we? never thought about it tbh, let me just live a life from one day to another without searching for a meaning

37: Do you believe in luck?

yea, if that wouldnt exist i wouldve probably lost my license ages ago XD

39: What time is it?

11:14pm

41: What was the last book you read?

wang xiaobo’s love in revolution, for one of my classes

43: Do you have any nicknames?

actually, no

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

all my joints r fucked up baby <3 im a walking injury

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

bring me the horizon’s new album, and that movie, ‘the hater’

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

oooh boy absolutely... not gonna elaborate tho as it involves some potentially triggering topics - but dont worry, i didnt do shit, it was just a rumor started by someone who couldnt make their peace with the fact that i wasnt in love with them :’)

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

yeah, i believe in ‘forgive but never forget’ - except that the forgiveness part rarely ever works tbh

53: Do you save money or spend it?

usually spend, but i can save up when necessary

55: Love or lust?

can i have both? 

57: How many relationships have you had?

three and every single one ended badly jhdfjkg maybe im just not made for that stuff

59: Where were you yesterday?

mostly at home, except for that 10 minutes when i went out to buy 6 energy drinks and some chocolate

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

ya, pastel pink ones with little lemons on them :)

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

don’t have one, if they like me thats cool, if not then sucks for me i guess

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

ugh im not gonna expose that??? wtf but ur one of them <3

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

i was already in bed, scrolling reddit or instagram and chilling with my cat

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

who didn’t? honestly

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

fuck this job im saving the dog

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

i choose trust thank u

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

3322

77: How can I win your heart?

be kind, send me cat pics and memes and buy me food and ill love u forever

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

moving out from my mother <3 dont get me wrong i love her but shes a little bit too much usually

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

“finally”

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

that one line from bring me the horizon’s follow you, “cross my heart and hope to die”

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

hat trick by lexie liu

87: What is your current desktop picture?

its an art of ahri from league of legends, found it on alphacoders kjdhf

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

if some people asked me how i feel about them djkfhgkjdf lmfao never ask me about my feelings thanx

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

mind reading

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

my whole childhood jkdfhg

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

to some secluded place at the end of the world :) or iceland lol

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

when i was a kid XD thank god i grew out of motion sickness

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

be gay, do crimes, eat the rich, acab, fuck the government, peace.

[woah-homo]

1-99? 🤔

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

too high by moon taxi, sleepyhead by passion pit, girls like girls by hayley kiyoko, stay a while by cemetery sun,i feel like im drowning by two feet, three-thirty by AJR

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

Jennifer lawrence

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

I don’t have a book near me

4: What do you think about most?

Dogs probably

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

I am at the patio furniture

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

with

7: What’s your strangest talent?

I can put all my fingers on top of each other

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

Girls are hot as shit and boys suck

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

no

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

Oh jeez idk a long time ago

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

elevators

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

no

13: What’s your religion?

Im not religious

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

Playing with my dog

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

coldplay

17: What was the last lie you told?

Im not leaving the house tonight (I got chipotle oops)

18: Do you believe in karma?

yes

19: What does your URL mean?

Uhhh idk im gay as shit

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

Greatest weakness is my anxiety and strength is ability to listen to others

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

Jennifer Lawrence or ruby rose

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no

23: How do you vent your anger?

Over text or call to my girlfriend or best friend

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

no

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

Depends. Most of the time video

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

Im starting to be more happy

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I hate teeth scraping on silverware and I love my girlfriends voice

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

What if I don’t succeed in school

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

Yes and no

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

Right arm is my dog left arm Is my couch cushion

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

Uh idk my house smell

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

My high school lmao

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

west

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

Justin timberlake

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

To be happy

36: Define Art.                

Whatever can make you smile on a bad day. People, paintings, photos. anything

37: Do you believe in luck?

yes

38: What’s the weather like right now?

sleeting

39: What time is it?

8:36pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

Yes and last Sunday I hit a deer

41: What was the last book you read?

Theres something I want you to do by Charles baxter

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

yes

43: Do you have any nicknames?

mack

44: What was the last film you saw?

Red sparrow

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

Fractured growth plate in my left wrist

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

yes

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

My girlfriend

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

Not that I know of

50: Do you believe in magic?

Yes I do

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

yep

52: What is your astrological sign?

Pisces

53: Do you save money or spend it?

Mostly save, but spend on my girlfriend and food

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

chipotle

55: Love or lust?

love

56: In a relationship?

yes

57: How many relationships have you had?

3

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

nope

59: Where were you yesterday?

Work and school

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

Yes my blanket

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

Yes, theyre dog socks

62: What’s your favourite animal?

dogs

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

Idk I don’t have one

64: Where is your best friend?

At softball

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@svpremely-gay

@lesbicasentimental

Idk I don’t really pay as close attention to other blogs

66: What is your heritage?

german

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

sleeping

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

Uh idk

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

yep

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

yes

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Save the dog

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

I would tell my close family, my best friends and my girlfriend. I would spend them with my dog, family, friends and girlfriend

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

Love. You would gain trust through love

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Oceans by coldplay

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

Uh no thanks

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

Trust and open mindedness. Humor. Reliability.

77: How can I win your heart?

You cant my girlfriend already has it

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

Yes

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

To care about school

80: What size shoes do you wear?

9

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

Idk I don’t like to think about it

82: What is your favourite word?

dog

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

april

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

What the fuck

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

Human by the killers

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

Idk changes a lot tbh

87: What is your current desktop picture?

Chris martin from the coldplay concert in minneapolis

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

My dad lmao

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

My sexuality (to my family)

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

Probably cry

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

invisibility

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

A half hour at the coldplay concert in Minneapolis

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

Id prefer not to post it on here

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

Uhhh idk im good with my girlfriend

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

Berlin

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

Yeah lmao

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

yes

98: Ever been on a plane?

yes

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

Please, please. Stop fighting. Work together. Love one another.

[msf-diamond-dog]

DO ALL OF THEM!

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?AT THE MOMENT THEY'RETattooed in Reverse - Marilyn MansonSAY10 - Marilyn MansonAnd Sadness Will Sear - TriviumThe Wretchedness Inside - Trivium It's Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door - UnderoathRunaway - Spoken2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Jana!3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.4: What do you think about most?See 25: What does your latest text message from someone else say?"Absolutely! That'd be great!"6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?With7: What’s your strangest talent?Idk man I'm bit very talented8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)wut wut9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?Nah10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?GOD probably today. I do it a lot it helps me think about how a song is put together11: Do you have any strange phobias?Trypophobia12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?I'm sure I did when I was a kid13: What’s your religion?Not religious but the closest would be Christian14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Walking to or from my truck. Or taking a walk.15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?BEHIND I don't like how I look16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?Korn!17: What was the last lie you told?Uhhhh I don't remember. I don't often lie18: Do you believe in karma?To an extent.19: What does your URL mean?It's a Metal Gear Solid reference!20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?Greatest weakness is probably mental health issues. Greatest strength is probably that I can just keep going no matter how shitty things get. Belief in something bjgger definitely helps with that.21: Who is your celebrity crush?Don't have one! 22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?Nah23: How do you vent your anger?I don't get angry often but I usually use music!24: Do you have a collection of anything?Toys and games25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Phone26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?PFT NOPE but I'm always working on it. 27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?The sound of snow squeaking hurts my brain. Andd I like any kind of percussive or clicky sound really 28: What’s your biggest “what if”?I don't think much about what if. I spend most of that time thinking about what can be I guess.29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Nah and to an extent.30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.My nightstand and my pupper31: Smell the air. What do you smell?Cold-ish air and clean bedding!32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?Albuquerque was pretty shitty and I live in Phoenix.33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?I literally don't give a fuck. 34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?Idk man there's not many female singers with the music I like. 35: To you, what is the meaning of life?To love and help others any way I can.36: Define Art.Everything.37: Do you believe in luck?Mmmm kinda.38: What’s the weather like right now?Nice! It's finally starting to cool off from summer.39: What time is it?11:46 PM40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?Yeah I drive. No, I've never had an accident 41: What was the last book you read?My vusiness textbook for school.42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?LOVE IT.43: Do you have any nicknames?Many. DJ and JJ are the most prominent44: What was the last film you saw?Oculous45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?Uhhhhhh does depression count46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?Nope!47: Do you have any obsessions right now?New music that came out!48: What’s your sexual orientation?Straight49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?Yeah50: Do you believe in magic?Nah51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?Very rarely but theres a person or two who I haven't gotten over yet52: What is your astrological sign?Gemini!53: Do you save money or spend it?Both54: What’s the last thing you purchased?Mexican candy!55: Love or lust?Love56: In a relationship?Complicated I guess.57: How many relationships have you had?NONE58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?Nope!59: Where were you yesterday?Home mostly.60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?Yeah, a pair of headphones61: Are you wearing socks right now?I am not62: What’s your favourite animal?DOGGOS63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?I don't have any. I'm really shy and awkward.64: Where is your best friend?Germany65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.My favorite is @the-wretchedness-inside!66: What is your heritage?Mostly hispanic!67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?I think I was binge watching Forensic Files68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?Idfk dude69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?Yes?70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?O man I fuckin suck71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?SAVE THE DOGGO 72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?1 Nah, 2 Spend time with people I love and 3 nah.73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.They both go hand in hand friendo74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?Here to Stay by Korn75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?061776: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?Love and trust and honesty77: How can I win your heart?Just be yourself if I like you I like yoy78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?Uhhh not like ACTUAL insanity79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?Not killing myself tbh 80: What size shoes do you wear?11-1281: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?I want to be cremated or thrown in the garbage 82: What is your favourite word?Prolly fuck or several.83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.Jana84: What is a saying you say a lot?Fuck85: What’s the last song you listened to?JE$U$ CRI$I$ by Marilyn Manson86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?Blue, purple, and black!87: What is your current desktop picture?A MGS picture88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?Rachel Ray of the Food Network 89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?Idk man ask me a bunch and see if I get nervous90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?Go back to bed assuming I'm hallucinating.91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?Teleportation!92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?I don't think I'd relive anything really. Sometimes the memories are better.93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?Uhhh like 7th grade through highschool.94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?No one95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?Germany!96: Do you have any relatives in jail?Not that I know of.97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?Not while it was moving98: Ever been on a plane?Nope but I will soon!99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?Just quit being a dick, man.Thank you Jana! ❤

[love-ndletter]

♡ the super sweet @helianthical tagged me (forever ago lol) for this! tysm! ♡

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (im tagging mutuals id like to get to know better, whether we’ve talked before or not!)

tagging: @fxprettygirl, @goldenseoulss, @jajajaebum, @1wnwu, @beijingbabes, @sooyounqster, @fensi, @sungwoonsgf, @wu-yi-man, @whist1e, @lovelyzc, @xuanyisgfriend, @ppj, @kuwuhn, @wjsoobin, @twiceoficial, @milkjoons, @2monstax, @mortisgenesis, and @oos4n! feel free to opt out!

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THE LAST:

1. Drink: water! 2. Phone call: i checked my phone and it was my mom 3. Text message: checked as well, my last message was from @poking-dimples 4. Song you listened to: my moms playing the radio out back and i can hear it from the front of the house so the song currently playing is katy perry’s wide awake?? i think thats the name 5. Time you cried: last night cause i was really upset lol

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: yeah 10. Been depressed: yes 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no njasnfjka i cant stand alcohol to the point even talking to people about it makes me uncomfortable

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: light grey, pastels, white

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes!! ♡ 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: yes 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your friends are: yes 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no lol

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like 99%. i dont accept people i dont know irl unless theyre close internet friends (aka just @moonske) 23. Do you have any pets: i currently have 5 cats (2 are foster cats) and 1 dog ♡♡ 24. Do you want to change your name: full name, yeah. my nickname, no. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i cant really remember?? i think we went down to the beach and just hung out at my house lmaoo. thats usually what we do for my birthday since the beach is free.  26. What time did you wake up: i woke up at 7am because of an alarm but i didnt have nything to do for the day so i passed out until 10:53 when i just woke up 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: washing my face and applying aloe lotion to my sunburn 28. Name something you can’t wait for: all the music thats going to come out within the next few weeks im so pumped!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: maybe 10 minutes ago? i saw her ordering dinner and then she went to the backyard to finish burning stuff in the fire pit 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i didnt procrastinate so much 31. What are you listening right now: a person playing a game on youtube because the idle sound of others talking helps me focus. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i have 2 uncles name tom and i used to have a good friend from elementary names tom but he always pinched me  33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the fact that i keep putting off my summer rope stuff 34. Most visited Website: probably youtube and then tumblr even though ive been pretty absent lately

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: yeah ive got quite a few and i have a super raised one on my neck but its not an issue 36. Mark/s: yeah! most recently i busted up my knee from the lake so theres lots of scratches and cuts on my left knee and i also have uncountable freckles and just recently got a lot more across my nose and cheeks from sunburn. i also have some scars and birthmarks  37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be- very specifically, my mom can verify- a part-time teacher, part-time pharmacist lmaooo 38. Haircolor: its just brown. 39. Long or short hair: its shorter i guess??? its like-when straight and if you pull it taunt to see the actual length- just past my shoulders 40. Do you have a crush on someone:  nope.  41. What do you like about yourself: i like how im really accepting of people and that when i have negative thoughts about people based on first appearance i feel bad and try to correct myself from thinking so negatively about people before i even know them 42. Piercings: the basic earlobes 43. Bloodtype: O+!! i found out after donating blood at school. the red cross sent me a thank you letter and it had a card with my blood information on it so i can keep it on me! i was really excited ajskfnajk im excited to be 17 so i can sign up for the blood donation red cross app so i can donate more often too! 44. Nickname: sav. my parents still call me vanna sometimes 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: leo 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: twd, untold stories of the er, theres probably more but i cant remember any :( 49. Tattoos: no 50. Right or left hand: right handed?? is that what this means lmao 51. Surgery: i got my tonsils removed when i was really young but thats it 52. Hair dyed in different color: the only (basic) colors my hair hasnt been is orange, white, and grey.  53. Sport: i never was on a team or anything but my mom encouraged me to sign up for baseball when i was younger because i had a really good arm  where is question 54 ajsbfjkasfnjk what the 55. Vacation: ive been to chicago a few times for a family vacation and once i went to a hotel in milwaukee  56. Pair of trainers: do i?? own trainers??? i own one pair of sneakers nd theyre actually defective 

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: dad just brought pizza home  58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: eat and then finish this 61. Waiting for: myself to finish this last batch of questions 62. Want: to finish my autobiography 63. Get married: ehhh maybe one day  64. Career: not sure..... i can only seem to think of cons for jobs id be interested in and never the pros. 

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: i rlly dont like being hugged like 87% of the time but i also dont rlly like being kissed like nywhere so lmaoo 66. Lips or eyes: eyes! ♡♡♡ 67. Shorter or taller: taller....  68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: no preference 71. Sensitive or loud: no preference                                                            72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: no preference

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: no 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah  80. Had your heart broken: not in a romantic way  81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes, every time 83. Fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: yeah 86. Love at first sight: kind of? its complicated 87. Santa Claus: no ha ha  88. Kiss in the first date: maybe???  89. Angels: yes

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: sammy ♡♡♡ my fkn queen shell never see this 91. Eye color: i have brown eyes  92. Favorite movie: Train to Busan, The Breakfast Club, Stand by Me, Zombieland, Hush, Alien, Schindler’s List, 28 Days/Weeks Later, Shaun of the Dead, DUFF, BGF, Mean Girls, Saving Private Ryan, Get Out, Ju:On, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Hacksaw Ridge, The Ring, others....

[xuxi99]

All the things i was tagged in~

in order to not spam my blog with all the things i was tagged in i’ll make a one big post, so i wont annoy my followerstdfrhg 

also, i’ll tag people at the very end of this, sorry in advance if you already did one of these tags :)

Let’s Bold It Tag

tagged by @antaresw thank you 💕💕

APPEARANCE: I am 5’7’’ or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or had braces There is something I would change about the way I look

PERSONALITY: My Hogwarts House is: Gryffindor / Hufflepuff / Ravenclaw / Slytherin I am an introvert I like meeting new people People tell me I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude to people that I’m close to I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well (when I really try) I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least two people in arm wrestling I know how to cook three meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing Fandoms are my number one priority I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a game I have watched an entire season of a tv show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIP: I’m in a relationship I have a celebrity crush I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least three relationships I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings for them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for over a year I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a best friend I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend from school in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone

RANDOM: I have break danced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that is hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages fluently I have made a friend in the past year

FIVE THINGS TAG (?)

Rules: Have to tag 15 people at the end of this 

tagged by @miinct and @kristinanix00 thank you! 💗💗

Five things you’ll find in my bag:

 lots of tissues 

a bottle of water

pink totoro power bank 

earphones

my wallet

Five things you’ll find in my bedroom

a guitar 

my laptop

cups and mugs all over my desk

cat toys

johnten bag i hanged on my wall lol

Five things I’ve always wanted to do:

go to nct s concert 

visit my friends from other countries 

go to a cat cafe

volunteer at an animal shelter  

buy my mom a big housedgfdsgfxcv

Five things that make me happy:

my cats, friends, family

drawing

doing things im supposed to do

buying things for my family and cats

knowing that i did everything i could to help others

Five things I’m currently into:

nct

manga/manhwa (👉F O O L S👈)

drawing

saving money for nct s merchandise 

editing videos

Five things on my to-do list:

buy for my cats bigger cat tree

buy for my cats two baskets

buy ncts latest album

drawing more regularly

to not take everything for granted and enjoy my time with my family as much as i can

92 questions

tagged by @l-etaeyong thank you!!💞💞

RULES: YOU MUST ANSWER THESE 92 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE

LAST

1. Drink: milk

2. Phone call: my sister

3. Text message: rejecting a job offer

4. Song you listened to: the strokes- last nite 

5. Time you cried: two weeks ago, maybe?

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: purple, blue, peach

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: no

19. Met someone who changed you: no

20. Found out who your friends are: ..yes

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 99%

23. Do you have any pets: yes, two cats

24. Do you want to change your name: no, i got used to it and many people told me how pretty it is :)

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: bought my cats a lot of toys lol

26. What time did you wake up: 5/6 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i was sleepingtyfghd

28. Name something you can’t wait for: moving out of my house 

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: an hour ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my poor decisions 

31. What are you listening right now: grizzly bear - two weeeks

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: people ignoring me when i need do to something important and i need their help

34. Most visited Website: mangago fdgnhgdfxv

35. Elementary: graduated 

36. High School: graduated

37. College: :)

38. Haircolor: brown

39. Long or short hair: in between 

40. Do you have a crush on someone: no

41. What do you like about yourself: my lips

42. Piercings: none

43. Bloodtype: A

44. Nickname: zuza

45. Relationship status: single

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: nct life tydjtrdytgr

49. Tattoos: none, but im planning to get one soon

50. Right or left: left handed

51. Surgery: adenoidectomy

52. Piercing: none

53. Sport: ??dytfghtdrgf

55. Vacation: my house tdyfhg

56. Pair of trainers: converse

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: everything that has pasta in it

58. Drinking: water, tea

59. I’m about to: check mangago for any updates tydhftdg

61. Waiting for: a miracle to happen 

62. Want: money

63. Get married: nope

64. Career: i dont even know at this point dygfhfdg

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: kisses 

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller

68. Older or younger: older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms 

71. Sensitive or loud: both are good ytdfgd

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: nope

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex in the first date: nope

79. Broken someones heart: dont think so

80. Had your heart broken: yes

81. Been arrested: no, im a good kid

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: yes

84. Yourself: me?

85. Miracles: i try to believe 

86. Love at first sight: more like a crush tefddrgsf

87. Santa Claus: until i was 6

88. Kiss in the first date: no

89. Angels: chenle

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: ariadna

91. Eyecolor: brown mixed with green

92. Favorite movie: theres so many, cant choose etrghrtdgf

i hope you got to know me better through these tags :)

i tag @johntenismyotp @yutasneko @gghateblog @mashiington @minteacakes @dreamlnadream @backisshinee and @1aeyeon !!

dont feel obligated to do it if you dont want to!!

[1-800-shadowhunter]

I was tagged by @love-ndletter, Thank baby cakes!!!

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (im tagging mutuals id like to get to know better, whether we’ve talked before or not!)

I tag: @beanbagbartoon @fineapple @rathersmallbird @velvetmojito @monjinki @pinklesbian @lunasgfriend @4xuanyi (I don;t know enough people to tag 20 lol, also you dont have to if you dont wanna)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Pepsi 2. Phone call: It was my mother 3. Text message: Also to my mum, telling her my kfc order lmao 4. Song you listened to: Boys - Charlie xcx (great song omg) 5. Time you cried: I cried earlier today because I accidentally texted my driving instructor my kfc order. Tears of laughter not sadness lol

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. Been cheated on: never 9. Lost someone special: yeah 10. Been depressed: I don’t think so 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope but my friend did, on my rug omg

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Emerald green, baby pink and Teal

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: absolutely 16. Fallen out of love: nope 17. Laughed until you cried: all the bloody time 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yup 19. Met someone who changed you: yes? 20. Found out who your friends are: nah did that a while ago 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: does family count?

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like 99%. I think all of them 23. Do you have any pets: I have one dog 24. Do you want to change your name: Idk I’ve been thinking about changing my last name 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went out for dinner with my family and a friend 26. What time did you wake up: 10:30 ish but like didnt get out of bed till 11 lol 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping, I was tired from work 28. Name something you can’t wait for: I have my AS results soon so I can’t wait to find out if I’m gonna fail at life (omg if i cry on results day…) 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: A couple of hours ago, its like after 1am here 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I cared more things, like anything 31. What are you listening right now: Wee woo - Pristin 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I know a couple of Tom’s so yeah 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my lack of motivation for anything omg 34. Most visited Website: this godforsaken website omg

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: Yeah I have a really small one 36. Mark/s: I have 2 weird birthmark looking things one my arm and one on my back 37. Childhood dream: No idea, I remember my dreams changed a lot 38. Haircolor: Darkish brown 39. Long or short hair: Its more on the long side 40. Do you have a crush on someone:  nope. 41. What do you like about yourself: I think I have a good sense of humor, I like making people laugh 42. Piercings: Just my ears 43. Bloodtype: No idea but I did have a blood test recently, I should probably find out lol 44. Nickname: Tay, that’s it really 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: Aquarius  47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: Brooklyn nine nine, Peaky blinders, Hell’s kitchen, Strong woman Do Bong Soon 49. Tattoos: nope 50. Right or left hand: I am right handed 51. Surgery: I fractured my finger when I was 8 or so 52. Hair dyed in different color: I had highlights once 53. Sport: Lol sport okay Theres no 54 :( 55. Vacation: I haven’t been on holiday for a while, my last holiday was Greece 56. Pair of trainers: I own a few pairs my faves are Addidas Superstars (I’m so basic omg)

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: The last thing I ate was kfc 58. Drinking: Last thing I drank was pepsi 59. I’m about to: Maybe read? Idk its almost 2am 61. Waiting for: myself to finally go to sleep omg 62. Want: to get my bloody eyeshadow palette 63. Get married: Maybe one day 64. Career: Idk what I want 

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs (I’m pretty sure I change my answer to this everytime lol) 66. Lips or eyes: Lips 67. Shorter or taller: Both are good but taller cause I’m a tol gal 68. Older or younger: Both are good (as long as not too old and not too young) but I’ll say older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms I guess(Idk I don’t really care) 71. Sensitive or loud: loud!!!                                                  72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: yup, love me some Vodka 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: all the bloody time 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: probably not 80. Had your heart broken: yeah, not relationship wise 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: yup 83. Fallen for a friend: don’t think so

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes 85. Miracles: maybe??? 86. Love at first sight: Nah 87. Santa Claus: nope 88. Kiss in the first date: I don’t see why not? 89. Angels: yup

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: I have a bunch of besties 91. Eye color: Brown eyes 92. Favorite movie: I’ve been put on the spot omg IDK. Sorority row, Mean girls, The worlds end, Bridget Jones’ Diary, The princess and the frog, Pretty woman, Maid in Manhattan, THERES MORE BUT IDK

[alipiee]

Oversharing 2.0

Tagged by @katyaton , thank you! :D <3

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (yeah idk that many to tag so)

Tagging: @binktop-nikiforovv @loveprez @revampired @fallsintograce @malevolent-magician @atruehero @fandomsbehold @missartemisholmes (+ that anon who keeps telling me they love me and then leaving, idk who you are but i love you too) and anyone else who wants to do it!! I never know who to tag ahhh 

Oversharing under the cut so I don’t ruin your dashboard O:)

LAST...

Drink: water bc I’m basic

Phone call: my brother like a week ago, I don’t really call people

Text message: my best friend

Song you listened to:You Only Live Once (I finally forced my friend to watch yoi today, god bless)

Time you cried: n/a I’m crying constantly lmao

HAVE YOU...

Dated someone twice: nope

Kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anyone haha so no

Been cheated on: thankfully not

Lost someone special: yes

Been depressed: I’ve had days/weeks when I lose all motivation and feel extremely low, but no, I don’t think I’ve ever technically been depressed 

Gotten drunk and thrown up: hahahah yes it was wild, I put four shots of vodka in half a cup of pepsi max (I underestimated how strong it was) - but that’s another story for another time bc its so long 

Made new friends: yeah, I’ve met many lovely people through yoi and I’m so grateful :D 

Fallen out of love: kind of? I don’t know if it was definitely love but when my relationship failed it broke my heart 

Laughed until you cried: yes!! :D

Found out someone was talking about you: yeah haha i just avoided them bc I hate confrontations 

Met someone who changed you: yes, my friend I met online (the one who six hours ahead is based off haha) helped me a lot and we mutually help each other through everything and he made my life much better

Found out who your friends are: yep

Kissed someone from your facebook list: never been kissed, so nope 

Kissed a stranger: ^

Drank hard liquor: yes and it didn’t end well, although it made for some great stories for my friends to keep telling me about so theres that at least 

Lost glasses/contact lenses: I lose them 24/7; I’ve lost them rn. I think when I was about ten I didn’t know where they were for like a good few years but I can see fine w/o them so it’s all good

Turned someone down: never had to 

Sex on the first date: no 

Broken someone’s heart: no

Had your heart broken: yes

Been arrested: no

Cried when someone died: yeah 

Fallen for a friend: kind of?

Kissed on the first date: no

GENERAL

List three favourite colours: pale blue, lilac, pale pink

How many facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them 

Do you have any pets: nope, but I really want a dog! :(

Do you want to change your name: Nah, I mean I don’t particularly like being called Alexandra, but I love the nicknames so it’s not too bad, like when someone calls me Al i cry??? how cute is Al??? and allie??? even just alex??? like wow there’s so many possibilities ty @ god

What time did you wake up: well I woke up at like 6 and checked my notifications (bc why not amarite?) but then went back to sleep till like 9 haha

What were you watching at midnight last night: yoi, bc I’m still trying to figure out how competitions work for my fic rip 

Name something you cant wait for: yoi movie!!!

When was the last time you saw your mum: like ten minutes ago?

What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: to stop procrastinating for like two minutes smh

What are you listening to right now: cars driving past in the streets and the fan of my (mum’s) ancient laptop trying to stop itself from overheating 

Have you ever talked to a person called Tom: idk? probably, but not recently

Something that is getting on your nerves right now: my procrastination to write the next chapter of my fic, like jeez it’s been weeks and I still haven’t written the outline 

Most visited site: AO3 by a mile (Tumblr doesn’t count bc I’m on mobile 99% of the time)

Mole: one on my left cheek, and smaller ones all over my body (or are they freckles? I still dont know)

Mark/s: I seem to have like small deep cuts from when I was little, but no recollection of how I got them? probably when I fought with my siblings 24/7 oops. Also I chipped my tooth when I slipped at the swimming baths when I was like eleven and it’s still there if that counts?

Childhood dream: to be a teacher (wow how basic Alex jeez)

Do you have a crush on someone: no

What do you like about yourself: literally nothing lmao *finger guns* (I guess I try to be as kind as possible to people and make them feel better if they need it?)

Piercings: just my ears

Blood type: no idea

Nickname: Alex, Al, Ali, Allie

Relationship status: single

Zodiac: virgo

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite tv show(s): well it used to be Sherlock, but then series four happened and well,,,,,,,,so Yuri on Ice, The US Office and Community

Tattoo: none

Right or left handed: right

Surgery: none

Hair dyed a different colour: my sister dyed it when I was like 12?? It was like a lighter shade of brown but turned out to be ginger oops

Sport: I used to swim for years but quit when I was like 7 bc they tried to move me up to the next group when I wasn’t ready and I panicked (good job Alex, what a 10/10 way of handling that situation) 

Vacation: I just got back from Paris and it was the best holiday I’ve ever been on! :D

Current and all-time best friend name: Emma 

Eye colour: blue 

Favourite movie: idk?? I love Tangled and Anastasia, but also stuff like Airplane! ahhhh

WHICH IS BETTER? 

Hugs or kisses: hugs, especially if you’re close to them bc it’s just like?? I love you so much??

Lips or eyes: eyes, they’re so pretty and complex, like woahh have you ever stared at eye they’re so cool

Shorter or taller: idc

Nice arms or stomach: stomach? idk who we’re talking about bc honestly if you have a body that works who cares 

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

Yourself: hahahahaha that’ll be the day 

Miracles: no idea, I’m conflicted

Love at first sight: not really, but it’s cute if it’s true 

Santa Claus: not for the last like seven years

If you made it this far, you deserve a blanket bc wow my life is really not v interesting at all but ty if you read it

and feel free to do it and use me as the ‘tagged by’ art even if I didn’t tag you, bc I literally had 0 idea who to tag ahhh <3

[allucka]

ya im gay

tagged by @otasucc love u!

rules: answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

i know like 1.5 ppl...  @officialpda, @officialoikawatooru @scootmcoot @niinei @fuckboybeka @pdawikii @homeless-serbian @kidspawn02 @katsudon666

last…

drink: mmmmmm yummy milky

phone call: my stepdad bc i asked him to pick up toilet paper

text message: “yeah” to my aunt

song you listened to: greedy by ariana grande

time you cried: two hours ago

have you…

dated someone twice: yeah,,

kissed someone and regretted it: nope! im a kiss virgin

been cheated on: i think my last gf was lowkey cheating on me but idk

lost someone special: yeah. i miss him a lot.

been depressed: do u know whomst ur talking to??? Yeah

gotten drunk and thrown up: i havent gotten drunk yet. only sips of drinks

made new friends: yes!!!!!

fallen out of love: yes,,,,,

laughed until you cried: YEAH THERES THIS ONE VINE WHERE THIS GUYS JUST WALKS BY THIS CAT AND TAPS IT AND IT FALLS INTO THE DUMPSTER FHDFIJGN

found out someone was talking about you: in both good ways and bad ways, yes

met someone who changed you: yes!!!! 

found out who your friends are: still lowkey figuring that out but for the most part yeah

kissed someone from your facebook list: nope (((((((((((((: still a kiss virgin

kissed a stranger: ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

drank hard liquor: yup!

lost glasses/contact lenses: well no?? idk im supposed to wear glasses but i just forgot abt them in 5th grade so now my eyes are fucked

turned someone down: yeah? i think?

sex on the first date: not yet ;D

broken someone’s heart: nah, im not that great

had your heart broken: yeah, but it wasnt over a relationship

been arrested: no im a good child

cried when someone died: i had my phone taken away but i snuck onto my tablet and i got a message from my friend telling me one of the rlly good friends died and i ran started bawling so hard that my mom literally thought i was dying so yeah

fallen for a friend: yeah?? i find it so weird that ppl can fall for strangers?

kissed on the first date: if i get one more question about kissing i will cry

general

list 3 favorite colors: pastel blue, pastel purple, pastel pink

how many facebook friends do you know in real life: like all except 3

do you have any pets: YES AND I LOVE THEM??? 

do you want to change your name: nope! i like my name a lot

what time did you wake up: idk bih like 10 am

what were you watching at midnight last night: ppl exploring abandoned places

name something you can’t wait for: death

when was the last time you saw your mom: 30 mins ago shes super drunk

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: everything. a lot. 

what are you listening to right now: a video of someone exploring an abandoned place is playing in the background as i type this

have you ever talked to a person named tom: what the fuck idk

something that is getting on your nerves right now: myself

most visited website: tumblr, youtube, twitter

mole/s: yup! on right on the top of my chest

mark/s: small beauty marks on my face and arms, skin pigmentation in the shape of a perfect circle on my tummy, and stretch marks but i hate them 

childhood dream: TO BE LIKE HANNAH MONTANA DBSFGBI

do you have a crush on someone: otabek altin no i dont

what do you like about yourself: my eyes r ok

piercings: my ear piercings are closed probs so none

blood type: bithv i dont know ?

nickname: sunny bunny or sunbun!

relationship status: single and sad

zodiac: scorpio

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: i like brooklyn 99 a lot

tattoos: none

right or left hand: right

surgery: never

hair dyed in different color: i dyed my bangs this rlly bright red once

sport: i did ballet for a rlly long time (i miss it) then i did tap and jazz, then i did soccer, and now im doing volleyball kinda

vacation: im hoping to go to russia next spring break!!

pair of trainers: nike!!!

current and all-time best friend name: jd!

eye color: grey /:

favorite movie: the little mermaid, moana, wonderwoman

which is better?

hugs or kisses: both just give me attention

lips or eyes: eyes

shorter or taller: taller

nice arms or stomach: nice arms

sensitive or loud: sensitive

hook up or relationship: i dont care i just want a t t e n t i o n

troublemaker or hesitant: trouble maker bc im the hesitant one

do you believe in…

yourself: no

miracles: nah

love at first sight: no. 

santa claus: ya its m e

[jesfaheys]

was tagged by @nviles for this <3 oh this is gonna take a long time haha...

you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

let’s get into it  ↓

THE LAST: 1. Drink: root beer

2. Phone call: my mum

3. Text message: twas from my friend matthew

4. Song you listened to: Piano Sonata no.1 mvmt 4 by Beethoven (oh my god i’m such a classical music nerd XD) 

5. Time you cried: like...two-three weeks ago? 

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: nah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope

8. Been cheated on: nope

9. Lost someone special: not really

10. Been depressed: yeahh but never too extremely

11. Gotten drunk: no 

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12-14: pastel yellow, baby blue, dark grey 

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yep

16. Fallen out of love: not love, but out of a crush, yeah

17. Laughed until you cried: basically every time i laugh??

18. Found out someone was talking about you: i dont think so

19. Met someone who changed you: yeah <3

20. Found out who your friends were: uhh, id say so

21. Kissed someone on your fb list: i dont think so

GENERAL: 22. How many of your fb friends do you know irl: all

23. Do you have any pets: nopee

24. Do you want to change your name: probably not 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: had a sleepover with friends

26. What time did you wake up: around 10 am

27: What were you doing at midnight last night: watching netflix

28. Name something you can’t wait for: my cousins coming to canada this summer

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 2 hours ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my mindset

31. What are you listening to rn: nothing

32. Have you talked to a person named Tom: not that i remember

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: how much i procrastinate

34. Most viewed website: netflix haha i have no life

35. Mole/s: have em

36. Mark/s: i have a birthmark-y thing on my neck

37. Childhood dream: i don’t really think i thought that far 

38. Hair colour: brown

39. Long or short hair: medium but i want to cut it

40. Do you have a crush on someone: not anymore

41. What do you like about yourself: i dont give up easily 

42. Piercings: two on each ear

43. Bloodtype: a+ i think 

44. Nickname: rae

45. Relationship status: single asf

46. Zodiac: scorpio

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: himym, brooklyn 99 

49. Tattoos: none... YET

50. Right ot left hand: right

51. Surgery: nah

52. Piercing: look at 42

53. Sport: tennis and used to do gymnastics/dance

55. Vacation: LONDON SYDNEY MOSCOW TOKYO FLORENCE i dont have time for this

56. Pair of trainers: what does this mean

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: i attempt being healthy but then just end up eating burgers and fries 

58. Drinking: root beer or java chip frap from starbucks

59. I’m about to: study

61. Waiting for: university 

62. Want: to be able to express myself

63. Get married: if i meet someone 

64. Career: neurologist? biochemical engineer? something in the sciences/math...

WHICH IS BETTER ? 65. Hugs or kisses: can i say neither. but hugs. 

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller

68. Older or younger: older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: abssss 

71. Sensitive or loud: loud 

72. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: no

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes

77. Turned someone down: yes? in a way? 

78. Sex on the fist date: PFTftft haha no

79. Broken someones heart: hope not

80. Had your heart broken: not really

81. Been arrested: noo

82. Cried when someone died: nah

83. Fallen for a friend: yep 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i wishh

85. Miracles: no

86. Love at first sight: nah

87. Santa Claus: no

88. Kiss on the first date: depends 

89. Angels: no but some people are close enough 

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: i have 7 and i love them all equally so 

91. Eye colour: brown

92. Favourite movie: dead poets society (theres probably another one but im too lazy to remember)

TAGGING: @aphodite @jillys @jiilly @gangseyys @aaronminyardt

sorry this is so long and ignore if you’ve done already! ♥

[disableddisaster]

Do all of them ! Blease !!! I Stan u so hard I need the insider deets!!!!!

now THATS what i like to hear :))

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

asfgsfdg im only listening to after laughter rn

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

@gaysun but thats happening so idk. come to alberta tristan

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

theres not a single book in this room and im not leaving to go look for one

4: What do you think about most?

sfgafdgasfg idk myself, probably

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

”he drank ur orange juice the fuck” - you

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

just my underwear

7: What’s your strangest talent?

im gay

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

girls are good boys are bad (noah fence i love u)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

yes actually :’)

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

man idk

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

FUCKIGN black BEETLES

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

i dont think so? kleenex?

13: What’s your religion?

man idk !!!!

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking to work or looking for dogs

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

in front im a vain bxtch

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

patd.............................................

17: What was the last lie you told?

i know i lied to my mom the other day but i told the truth five minutes later and i dont know what i lied abt

18: Do you believe in karma?

no lol

19: What does your URL mean?

bella swan is a big ass lesbian

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

dude i dont fucking KNOW who am i!!!!!!

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

kristen stewart.. . hayley williams..... shrugs

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no i dont want any BUGS crawlin around in there.there was an episode of greys anatomy when that happened

23: How do you vent your anger?

i yell to my mom tbh

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

MUGS

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

video chatting is so fun

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

NO LOL

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

sound i hate: paper towels 

sound i love: rain i guess

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

what IF I fail at life completely wow

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

YES AND YES

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right, my computer. left, my cup!

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

man idk AIR??????

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

high school

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

CANADIAN west coast

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

hmmmm bad question\

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

AUGHFGKDF not to be dramatic but there isnt one

36: Define Art.

dude i dont know. why is this so fake deep

37: Do you believe in luck?

NO !!!!!

38: What’s the weather like right now?

its dark out  and im inside!!! i dont know!! i think its warm

39: What time is it?

12:25am :O

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

yes! and no

41: What was the last book you read?

eclipse..................sdfghsdghsdfgsfg

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

..............................who does......

43: Do you have any nicknames?

shy!!!!!!!!!!!

44: What was the last film you saw?

dgsfsdfg new moon!!!!!!

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

i dont know!!!!!!!!! i injure myself a lot im clumsy

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

no!!!!!!!!!!! let them be free.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

twilight, dragon quest 8, paramores new album,.

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

TAKE A WILD FUCKign GUESS

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

YES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA it was awful

50: Do you believe in magic?

.......................no

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

YES LOL

52: What is your astrological sign?

im a libra :^)

53: Do you save money or spend it?

i cant fuckign save money for shit

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

a grande coconut cold brew coffee with extra coconut milk :O

55: Love or lust?

what dpes this mean.

56: In a relationship?

no!

57: How many relationships have you had?

3

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

fun fact i have a really really short tongue

59: Where were you yesterday?

went to the bank in the city and the MALL and ate a sandwich

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

no :(:(:(

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

SOCKS ARE GARBAGE

62: What’s your favourite animal?

CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and sheep and giraffes. mostly cats

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

fgkdfgosfkg u think i have a secret weapon???????? bxtch i dont even like me!!!!

64: Where is your best friend?

i texted her and asked her one sec. ok she replied “im in my bed!!!!!”

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@gaysun @gaysun @hurricance @hurricance @popcornlesbians :)

66: What is your heritage?

idk! im ukrainian and french

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

playing dragon quest and listening to @quidditchlesbian s wild stories

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

this is so werid asgafdgadsf

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

duh

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

i mean probably. im kind of annoying tho

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

sfgadfgadsf save the dog im not HEARTLESS my job gives me no hours anyways lol

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) probably bc i overshare b) probably just pet my cats c) sort of?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

TRUST

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

..................someBODY

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

2980

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

trust and communication also i think attraction is important tbh

77: How can I win your heart?

be a cute girl and be nice to me. maybe have a cute animal or smth

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

MMMMMMMMMM ABLEISM

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

gay

80: What size shoes do you wear?

5? 6?

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

”gay bxtch”

82: What is your favourite word?

LESBIAN

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

i wish i was on my phone id add the yellow heart emoji

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

”wow id die for u”

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

earlier i was listening to live in chicago

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

yellow adn PINK

87: What is your current desktop picture?

its a pic of bella swan

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

theoretically like donald trump but probably my abuser :)

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

bxtch u could ask me literally anything and id tell u. literally aything

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

go back to sleep. plot twist im actually just having a sleep paralysis episode

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

the vegetables are mushrooms and ALSO iwanna teleport or fly

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

the other morning i had a really relaxing breakfast at tim hortons i just listened to music and ate my bagel. it was nice

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

JSDFKJSFG u think i can choose? ur FUNNY!! 

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

oh,,.. .my fucign god. tjis is such a loaded question,. HAYLEY WILLIAMS

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

JENNA (or nyc but shes not there rn so probably just wherever she is!)

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

i think my bio dad was in jail once. maybe

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

no ew throwing up is a huge fear of mine

98: Ever been on a plane?

yep i love planes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

“im gay”

THANKS TRISTAN

[officialflowergirl]

[flower emojis]

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? jfc...smh....you tolerate so much from me....a True Friend 2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? we/re cool 3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?  my gf wants to do molly w me! 4. Is your last name longer than six letters? neither is 5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? sober i think?? 6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? lmao.........................................i sure did 7. What does your last received text say? Hey ily. 8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? ???? a medium number of times 9. Where was your last kiss at? idr tbh lmao...maybe my car 10. When is the last time you saw your sister? :( at her wedding last weekend 11. What do you drink in the morning? water 12. Where did you sleep last night? couch 13. Do you think relationships are hard? not rly 14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? YES 15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? not at all 16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? sunny lmao 17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? there’s No One 18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? pajama shorts 19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? hopefully a nice lil qpp thing 20. Does anyone like you? yes 21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? [strained face emoji]  22. Is the last person you kissed gay? bi 23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? me 24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? i have 2 with plans for at least 5 more 25. In the past week have you cried? lmaooooooooooooooooooooo duh 26. What breed was the last dog you saw? ???? large and black 27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? off, i sit in my towel until i become dry 28. Have you ever kissed a football player? no but someone had a dope varsity jacket i got to wear once 29. Do you think you’re old? yea :( 30. Do you like text messaging? yes! iMessage and fb chat muuuuuuuuch more 31. What type of day are you having? unproductive and miildly sad 32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? yeah!!! a little heart shaped stud [heart eyes] or a septum (gay) 33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? warm!!!!!!!! 34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? duh theres tons of ppl important to me 35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? pals 36. Are you a simple or complicated person? this is a stupid question humans are complex and it’s insulting to suggest anyone (besides kyle) is a “simple person” 37. What song are you listening to? arby’s theme song, followed by believer (imagine dragons): commercials 38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? usuallly 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? yea 40. What made you start liking the person you like now? im dumb 41. When did you last receive a text message? this morning before waking up :) 42. What is wrong with you right now? LIKE 90 THINGS 43. How well do you know the last female you texted? are demigirls female or nb moderately well 44. Does anyone disgust you? anita 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? no 46. Are you in a good mood right now? im not in a BAD mood 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? family 48. What color shirt are you wearing? black tank 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? probably 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? anita 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? no theyre incredible :///////////////// 52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? not? rly?? 53. Do you like rain? hate it 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? pls drink unhealthy amounts of liquor w me 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yes Every time 56. Do you like to cuddle? yes!!!!!!!!! 57. Are you shy? no 58. Do you get along with girls? mostly, esp if they identify as queer 59. Have you dated the person you texted last? nop 60. What do you carry with you at all times? matching friendship rings 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? yes but i would Die 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? [strained face emoji] 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? ive never been In A Relationship 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? YES I DIE 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? yeah ^^ 66. How old are the last three people you kissed? ummm 21, twenty-something, and thats all i remmeber 67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? neither 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? [strained face emoji] 69. Do you have any stickers on your car? i want to believe & the truth is out there, and lisa frank stickers inside :D 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? never rly listened to either 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? BLACKBERRY 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? with my sister before her wedding :C 73. Do you like diet soda? no 74. What color are the walls in your room? light blue!! 75. Are you 16 or older? no i’m 12 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? weirdly specific but no 77. Do you have a job? yea 78. What are your initials? DAP 79. Did you ever have braces? questions starting 2 get boring, and no 80. Are you from the south? i sure am, born & raised yee-haw 81. What does your last status on facebook say? talks about how cute i am 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? a small amount (to my first peck, first real kiss, and first makeout sesh) 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? dad dead 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? no but id look so cute in cheerleading 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? moana! 86. Do you smoke? no but i have like a 3 yr old eCig that tastes rly good i use super rarely lol 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? i love both 88. Is your phone touch screen? its 2017,,,yes 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? natch straight 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? no lmao 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? cant swim 92. Have you ever made out in a car? [eyes emoji] 93. …Had sex in a car? [eyes emoji but like 20 times] 94. Are you single or in a relationship? let me Live 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? moping 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? ??????? 97. Do you like the camera on your phone? front is bad, regular is good 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? yes :) but the benefits are romance lol 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? no but ive blacked out which is arguably worse 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? yes lmao 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? i took a plan b once just in case and i was fine 102. Name your favorite Kesha song: currently crazy kids 103. Do you have any tan lines right now? not rly 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? Hell Yes

[i-smile-so-i-must-be-fine]

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? i don’t have a specific amount of songs i listen to more than others they’re usually on shuffle 

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? either Demi Lovato or Margot Robbie

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. don’t have a book close to where i’m sat

4: What do you think about most? my girl.. but it also varies on my mood 

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? was a personal text so not saying 

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? i sleep in a t-shirt and underwear 

7: What’s your strangest talent? don’t consider it a talent but i have very flexible fingers 

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? no

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? can’t even remember 

11: Do you have any strange phobias? no 

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? i used to stick stones up my nose so they would bleed so i could get out of class as they made my nose bleed 

13: What’s your religion? atheist 

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? either going get buses and trains to see my girl.. walking the dog.. going to the shop.. or smoking 

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? don’t really have a favourite 

17: What was the last lie you told? “i’m fine” is the main one i use 

18: Do you believe in karma? sometimes 

19: What does your URL mean? that people believe a smile and thinks your fine 

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? weakness - not been able to say no to my girl  strength - loyal  

21: Who is your celebrity crush? Demi Lovato and Margot Robbie 

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? no 

23: How do you vent your anger? i get snappy.. and then take it out on my self when i’m alone 

24: Do you have a collection of anything? key rings 

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? depends who its to 

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? meh i’m not happy with my self in general 

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? i hate the sound of people biting their nails  love - dunno theirs quite a few things 

28: What’s your biggest “what if”? what if that one thing didn’t happen 

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? ghosts yea.. aliens i’m not really sure about 

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. right arm - my phone and ipod  left arm - can of coke, lamp, tv remotes, my pills, a snow globe, my ipad 

31: Smell the air. What do you smell? my air freshener 

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? dunno tbh 

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? west 

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Braiden Barrie 

35: To you, what is the meaning of life? not quote figured it out 

36: Define Art. art is whatever your feeling and it can be interperated in many different ways 

37: Do you believe in luck? kinda ish 

38: What’s the weather like right now? sunny 

39: What time is it? 7pm 

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? no currently not able to.. but when i was able to do driving lessons i tried to crash into a tree and also drove over a roundabout 

41: What was the last book you read? the last one i actually completed was rose and rosie oversharing.. can’t remember the title of the book that i’ve read a bit of but don’t currently have the concentration to finish 

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? yea 

43: Do you have any nicknames? a few 

44: What was the last film you saw? annabelle comes home 

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? broken shoulder (got hit by a car).. and i’ve also torn all the ligaments in my ankle.. i still get the pain from the both to this day since i didn’t follow doctors order and let them heal properly 

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? no i hate them 

47: Do you have any obsessions right now? not that i can think of 

48: What’s your sexual orientation? lesbian 

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? story of my entire school life 

50: Do you believe in magic? kinda 

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? yea 

52: What is your astrological sign? virgo 

53: Do you save money or spend it? both 

54: What’s the last thing you purchased? a pack of cigarettes 

55: Love or lust? love 

56: In a relationship? absolutely 

57: How many relationships have you had? a few

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no 

59: Where were you yesterday? took my child to the park 

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? theres a perfume box thats pink a few steps away from me 

61: Are you wearing socks right now? yea 

62: What’s your favourite animal? tiger 

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? i have no idea.. but i’m lucky i’ve found the person that does 

64: Where is your best friend? my girl is my best friend so she’s currently in hospital 

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

66: What is your heritage? not really sure 

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? on facetime 

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? no idea 

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? maybe 

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? maybe 

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? save the dog.. and explain to the boss what happened and hope i wouldn’t get fired 

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? A - i’m not really sure if i would tell anyone as i wouldn’t want to try save me  B - spend it with the people i love the most  C - i’d be afraid of leaving my kid behind (5 year old) and also my girl 

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. there is no love without trust 

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Stitches - shawn mendes  lucky to know you - Braiden Barrie 

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 5808

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? trust, loyalty, communication, commitment, respect, be able to have serious conversations and be able to joke around with them 

77: How can I win your heart? already taken so you can’t 

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? to an extent 

79: What is the best decision you have made in your life so far? keeping my child - despite how much i hate his sperm donor  getting with my girl 

80: What size shoes do you wear? depends on the brand  adidas - 6 (even though i’ve just had to re order some in a bigger size) Nike - 7  Vans - 6  Converse - 6  and i have superdry boots but not sure on the size 

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? finally fucking dead 

82: What is your favourite word? don’t have one 

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. beats 

84: What is a saying you say a lot? don’t really have one 

85: What’s the last song you listened to? celine dion - dance with my father 

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? red, blue, black 

87: What is your current desktop picture? the quote “love is louder than the pressure to be perfect” 

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? if i could do it to three people then.. my kids sperm donor, his cunt of a wife, and my girls ex 

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i hate telling people how i’m really feeling 

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? let them do what they gonna do 

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? invisibility 

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? difficult to choose between 2.. so the first one would be making sure my ex wasn’t in theatre whilst having a c-section and having my mum with me  and the second one meeting my girl for the first time and not been scared to ask her out in person or kiss her bye 

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? what my ex did 

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Demi Lovato 

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Greece

96: Do you have any relatives in jail? not that i’m aware of 

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? yea 

98: Ever been on a plane? a few times 

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? sort your shit out 

[shrubforhire]

Asks 1-99

i rly thought i was in the clear,,,

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? inevitable by orla gartland nine in the afternoon by panic! fake happy by paramore epic III from hadestown say my name from beetlejuice haunted house by sir babygirl

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? hayley williams

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. Tally ran toward the garden.

4: What do you think about most? going back to school

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? Good! Morning!

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? clothes on,,, my family dont b respectin boundaries how yall live like that

7: What’s your strangest talent? i can make my eyes shake

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence) girls... are so pretty and wonderful and they could do whatever they want to me. boys.... can be p cool sometimes

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? yes!!!! my girlfriend wrote me a sonnet eeeeee

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? i......cant remember

11: Do you have any strange phobias? nah

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? probably

13: What’s your religion? jew by blood

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? going somewhere else

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind, i always look weird on camera

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? paramore

17: What was the last lie you told? i told my mom her fitbit isnt a worse model

18: Do you believe in karma? yea

19: What does your URL mean? i made it when i was finally mostly sure i was a lesbian but it kinda leaves some ambiguity. and now its just kinda like hey maybe lets not

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? im super insecure; im persistent

21: Who is your celebrity crush? stephanie scott

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? no

23: How do you vent your anger? pacing & long walks, doing something else

24: Do you have a collection of anything? i have hella pokemon dolls i used to collect

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? i like talking on the phone cause then im not thinking abt my appearance the whole time

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? almost

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? knife on a plate; hot metal going into liquid

28: What’s your biggest “what if”? what if they dont like me

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yea, and no

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. a pillow. my own leg

31: Smell the air. What do you smell? nothing lol, its just air

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? texas

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? east coast

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? uhhhhhh,,,,, i guess like a younger billie joe armstrong

35: To you, what is the meaning of life? to be happy!

36: Define Art. something that makes you feel stuff!

37: Do you believe in luck? yea

38: What’s the weather like right now? sunny, but not deadly hot yet

39: What time is it? 10:43

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? yes, no i have not yet knock on wood babeyyy

41: What was the last book you read? boleslavsky lmao

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? YES

43: Do you have any nicknames? lil c, mini straub

44: What was the last film you saw? arthur

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? i tripped and my cheek got stabbed with the corner of a coffee table and i had to get stitches

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? no

47: Do you have any obsessions right now? musescore

48: What’s your sexual orientation? less bien

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? not rly lol, no ones rly cared enough to do tht

50: Do you believe in magic? a lil

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? yes, but after 4 years i give them a second chance

52: What is your astrological sign? taurusss

53: Do you save money or spend it? save

54: What’s the last thing you purchased? a subway sandwich

55: Love or lust? love

56: In a relationship? y e s hehehhhe

57: How many relationships have you had? techincally, 3. but the first 2 lasted for like 2 weeks so they really dont count. p much just this 1

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no :(

59: Where were you yesterday? at work lol

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? a spray bottle

61: Are you wearing socks right now? no ;)

62: What’s your favourite animal? giraffe

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? god i wish i had one,,, usually just tryna not b annoying lol

64: Where is your best friend? at rehearsal

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. positivewlwvibes lesbian-bottom-memes meaningfulsuggestion okay-pie atomicanderson haha bitchessssss

66: What is your heritage? white people soup

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? watching danny gonzalez 

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? hellman

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? no, i only clock out when I've worked my 9 hours. but noice q 69

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? yea,, i send memes and im a crackhead

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? this job is seasonal bitch,,,, save that mf pupper

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? i would tell my pals, i would spend all of my money doing dumb shit, and id be scared as fuck bitch!!

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. this is a weird fucking q. i guess trust bc its a form of love

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? girls like girls

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 6071

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? communication, checking in w the other person, making sure everything is all good

77: How can I win your heart? playing a song,,,,, bonus points if u wrote it ohymogd

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? yes absolutely

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? moving away from home for college

80: What size shoes do you wear? 6 1/2

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? pepparoni and chaese

82: What is your favourite word? effervescent 

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. tubes

84: What is a saying you say a lot? we cant all be winners

85: What’s the last song you listened to? i got you by karmin

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? lavender and p much any pastels

87: What is your current desktop picture? the gravity falls floating stan balloon that says i eat kids

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? i’d say trump, but then we’d have pence and it would be worse. 

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? idk,, theres so much embarrassing shit you could ask me i rly cant narrow it down

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? say whats up bro

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? telekinesis

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? going to the beach w pals and riding bikes and looking at the ocean :’)

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? my dads existence rofl

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? hayley. mf. williams

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? maryland

96: Do you have any relatives in jail? not anymore!

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? nope

98: Ever been on a plane? yup

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? raid the ice concentration camps