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rexscanonwife · 6 months ago

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Happy Mexican heritage day, by the way! Thanks to my whitewashed-ass mom I didn't grow up with that much of the culture, but I'm proud to be a part of it nonetheless!! 💖🇲🇽💖🇲🇽💖🇲🇽💖🇲🇽💖🇲🇽💖

To celebrate I'm gonna imagine showing my f/os things from Mexican culture where applicable > u <

#jane journals #self insert talk #crush: ❓️#I MEAN...SOOS IS MEXICAN TOO #my partner and i were joking about their s/i claiming to be his distant relative when we arrive at gravity falls #just cause their last name is also ramirez. they're puerto rican 😂😂#BUT I STILL REMEMBER #being a child at family gathering with those grandparents who ONLY spoke spanish #even if i didnt understand them they gave me treats and hugs so i still felt loved 🥺🥺#the food! the drinks! the music!#ugh it makes me miss that back home even though i know things arent the same with my irl family #maybe they never will be. but i can still look back on it fondly #ok sorry to be all serious in the tags #im gonna think about making enchiladas for the pines family!!#just bcs my s/i is a werewolf doesnt mean she loses the culture she was born to 😂😂#i imagine her family when they were around had a little spot they lived in to tell her stories #before they were chased out and she was raised by ACTUAL wolves #once she got old enough to reintegrate into society im sure she reconnected to her roots 😂😂#just like i wanna do irl tbh!!#i gotta....get duolingo or smth ajfkgkgk

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animal-appreciation · 2 months ago

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I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo I love you Potoo I love you great Potoo

#oni talks #thoughts #context: based my current dnds current familiar on the Potoo & had a session today that reminded me how much I love potoos #Also important context the Potoo was doing a dragons breath moment but acid which is just so fun to imagine #I have a bunch of birds I’d put in fantasy versions of as my familiar if they ever go down coz I just really like birds & find familiar is #basically asking for bird time!! like nightjars & frogmouths!! ALSO my current familiar is the common Potoo & depending on what happens I #like to think towards the end of the campaign it will be a great Potoo (probably with other bird types in between)#other option is a Harpy eagle coz that feels pretty fitting? OR there’s a few different vampire themed birds that would fit so good #for any DnD fans context is we’re playing curse of strahd & ofc for the one break we did for a one shot I just played a kenku (bird ppl)#He’s a cha I had for a long time who is named after a sound cats make so he’s a lil bird guy making cat sounds & also his most recent #iteration is as a drag queen who danced so good (as birds so often do) the party didn’t die (he’s a dance bard) I love birds so much #also making fantasy animals based on irl animals is so fun even if it’s basically just a color/aesthetic swap #OH ALSO Owlet-Nightjars are so pretty! tbh I’m surprised I haven’t had more bird characters at this point it’s only the kenku #& also this aarakocra (?) I made once for an art prompt but have yet to play I wanna say he was a paladin but I’d have to check he was based #on like the sun and also stained glass & also kinda how baby eagles look just meant to be white & gold & fluffy #I wish more casters naturally got find familiar if I could I would probably give every character a themed familiar

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nihiltism · 3 months ago

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i always get mildly shocked when a friend of mine mentions they have a sibling. this is absolutely not rare in fact i think im the odd one out however i being an only child just kind of assume everybodys an only child unless stated otherwise

#i got over my being very lonely and wishing i had a sibling when i was like. twelve #but i do think it might have been neat. esp a younger sibling.#im sort of glad i didnt have one growing up bc #gestures vaguely. the family doesnt have enough money to have more than 3 people and also i already didnt get a ton of attention #(nothing against the rents theres Extenuating Circumstances there)#but i do think like. conceptually itd be cool #assigned little buddy at family. i know theyre not always friends but theres A Dynamic at least #<- guy who has a close bond irl with a whole one person. this may be influencing my view here #maybe i just wanna adopt somebody. im sorta bad at having close bonds in general tbh #i can count 3 in total. maybe more #but the quantification between Bonds and friends is. wiggly yknow #eh. its weird. i know people have friends theyve adopted as basically siblings and that might be neat but my view of frienship is also weird #the real thing here is that if i had a little brother or something i could have told them to call me their sibthing #veespeaks

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soldierandawar · 3 months ago

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Really, the issue is that people cannot hold two conflicting thoughts in their heads at the same time. That's why arguments online are so frustrating. Most of the time, it's like, "Yes! Both of these things are true!" But no one wants to hear that. Everyone has to be right. We have to prove ourselves as better than others, so we start using identifiers, "Oh, so you're a <insert term here>." to separate ourselves, and it's exhausting.

If you lack conflict management skills and refuse to look inward, how can you create community?

#it's also a way to avoid taking accountability and it's just a really sad thing #especially when it comes to politics (but this post is about everything tbh)#As soon as someone doesn't directly align with us #we're like #oh I must cast this person aside this means that they’re evil #and it’s like what happened to diversity of thought?#and of course there’s nuance to this like you don’t need to be accept everyone into your community just because #that’s where discernment comes in #but this need to villainize everyone and immediately outcast them is so wild to me!#and I always wonder if people have ever had to have discussions irl with people who have different opinions than them #you can’t expect people to always be on the same page as you. you have to be willing to talk to them without being condescending #and thinking you know everything.#that’s not how you get people on board.#anyway. back on TikTok for a week and girl the conversation over there is so wild right now. I can’t even escape it.#the shit is just far too niche I wanna see cooking videos and that one guy predict #whether or not he would survive in those simulated car videos #but instead it’s video after video about a white adjacent woman who called Beyoncé americas biggest propagandist #you got CEO’s out here donating to Trump and TikTok about to be banned and musk doing the wildest shit #but yeah. a southern black woman is who we should old responsible for American propaganda like?#because black women aren’t people they’re entities to manipulate right?#that’s why I left that place during the election but ANYWHOO #this probably a conversation for the GC

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johnslittlespoon · 1 year ago

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also my inbox is fr a warzone rn i'm SO behind on like ~50 asks </3 itching to get back, just been trying to focus on actual fic writing when i get in a rare productive swing instead of hrs of drabbling and brainrot lmfaooo but i'll clear up a whole evening eventually to sit down and go thru a ton of them!

#or maybe i'll secretly do that one evening and queue up a shit ton of drabble responses to go up every 30 min teehee #who knows it's always a guessing game w my focus levels #speaking of not to irl–post but i am 2 weeks into new adhd meds and feeling FRIED and it's affecting my writing productivity #so that's my disclaimer/excuse for my lack of posts tbh bc i feel like everything i am writing lately is so lackluster/uninspired #so i don't wanna put out half–assed drabbles when i have so many Thoughts and Feelings about each ask that i wanna put into proper words!!#i'm saving them for when little bursts of inspo break thru the new med brain fog u feel me #and aside from that. slowly slowly working my way thru the (now confirmed: chaptered yikes) dog coded fic <3 slowly but surely anyway ^-^#point is: i am so eager to respond/brainrot to all the ideas in my inbox i don't want u askers to think i am overwhelmed or ignoring asks #just fighting thru tha brain fog such is life we move #johnslittlespoon yaps

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chiistarri · 4 months ago

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need 2 isolate myself and unfriend everyone #asap

#this guy who is still my friend i guess annoys me and ive been avoiding him and he confronted me and cried yesterday and i felt bad but more #ab the situation than our friendship because he puts himself into places without friends by being judgy and rude and wondering why ppl dont #wanna stick around him idk. i guess we're still cool but he clings onto me and its really annoying bc i want him to stop but i dont want to #be rude and hes just getting on my nerves and ik its bad to be like annoyed w ur friends but i literally just .our energies dont match and #its so exhausting to be near him so i need to do the right thing and tell him the truth and let him decide if he wants to cling on more or #not but i already did that tbh yesterday like. i told him i genuinely dont have the energy to match his and he asked 'when can we go back to #being normal' ?? i just said i felt better and comfortable being more alone and off than w him cant he stop. do i need to break his heart #hes really intelligent and hes able to tell these signs so idk why hes so hellbent on being stuck on me when ive literally said he tires me #cant he leave me alone. i already feel bad enough for feeling this way but last yr i didnt get to have any other friends irl bc he would #just cling on and drag or follow me and i barely had time to spend with anyone else and im stuck in a club i dont care for now bc he kept #pushing. like two or three of then actually idk why he cant just understand i dont want this nor any codependency w him anymore when ivebeen #like telling him already #sorry i have tutoring soon but im exhausted and feel horrible but whatever ill be fine etc i just need him to stop #on a brighter note. idk. im going to disney soon #post #vent #to delete #my lover please come home . only person i can admit my feelings directly to !. not on a vague tumblr post lmfao #/nbh btw obv bc why would i post it if it was #i need to play genshin kaedehara kazuha save me please give me a big fat kiss now

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keeps-ache · 4 months ago

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wailing at the sky I'm tired ! ! ! ! ! !

#just me hi #ik i'm testy rn and i should take a nap but ouuhhrrr #consistently on drives i've been just. dropping energy like nothing #like on the way to wherever i'm good i'm floating it's great. but then on the way back it's just. Bleugh kfshv #and then my legs get tired cuz i can't stretch !! i'm dyinggg out here #hate being tired. hate being sleepy. wish i could banish the neepy forever tbh #however the awesome embrace of sleep is pretty good so i guess it's a trade i'll have to be content with. sigh #wah. blah. bloo. ouhrr #//anyway let me tell you abt smth really nice now hfhvbsh :>#so i was just sitting down last night doing.. smth i don't rember lol and my youngest siblings come over like ':3 we have something for you #which is immediately suspicious and i was measuring the level of child-safe violence they were going to be subjected to lmao; but i asked #what it was and they handed me this little paper bag full of little bracelets and beads and hair clippies ????#and the bag said 'we appreciate your existence' And had oath's little symbol on the front dude are you KIDDING ME #if it wasn't for the fact i did not want to scare them i would have cried. it was very very sweet and i wish i wasn't so flat irl kfvshg #there were 2 bracelets n one of them says 'space buddy' (tears in funkin eyes) and the other one says 'pink space'#'pink space' has the 'ace' part highlighted Do You Understand What They've Done To Me #dude. dude. [<- big wet eyeballs staring at the horizon]#i need to like. hbwauhhhhhhhh #i love them so ??? i need to explode them asap lmfshvg #/anyway putting this here cuz i don't wanna forget kfhghfs #i don't think leo reads these tags so Lmaoo 💥 get 'Unknowing of Things'ed loser #//okey i'm gonna go melt into a puddle of ice cream now #oouuuu here i go... toodles lol :3

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yallwildinrn · 1 year ago

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Y’all I really think I wanna do drag/be a drag king. The more I think about it the more fun it sounds I just have no idea where to even start

#dear diary #drag #drag king #< pleas for help #fr tho I think this is the vers of cosplay I’ve been looking for #it makes sense for me tbh #I love costumes and esp acting out masculine characters #but I’m not a man. 95% sure I’m not at least #but god I would love to don masculinity for a little while and just have fun with it #I wanna make one of those irl tv heads I’ve been dying to make and pair it with an slutty suit and #idk do a number to video killed the radio star maybe?#I can’t do makeup and like hiding my face so it sounds v fun

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bunnyboy-juice · 5 months ago

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i love when friends :3c

#askdfkjsdkfjd #but im seriously feeling very warm and squishy today abt my friends #i may get sad sometimes about my inability to make friends irl as well but my friends love me and i love them and ahhhhhhhh #(mushy cause ive finally got ppl who are ok w/ the fact that i need to plan like the most basic hangout at least a week+ in advance)#(and its really nice to have people in my life who want to know me and want to be known by me and are willign to accomodate the fact i have #Very Very Low social energy. im not used to this tbh and everything in me is constantly screaming that im doing things wrong but like. if i #step out of myself im actually very lucky and grateful for the people who do show me love)#(i also love making friends now who Also arent 24/7 contact or Nothing ppl; i love that i have friends i can do small talk with now; i love #that i have friends who wanna play with me and hang out with me; im glad i have friends who wanna just be couch potatoes together; im so so #so so so happy that even if its not Huge i have a circle of people who when i think mean thoughts about myself now i can think about how sa #they would be knowing someone was hating me that way and can regulate better bc of it)#i love my friends so much

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depressedraisin · 2 years ago

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cancel me for this or whatever but there's a huge and very specific distinction between liking arctic monkeys in a straight way and a gay way. or more accurately, in a non-Straight way. like i don't even think it's related at all to if you are queer or not irl, it is very apparent if you like AM in a Straight way.

#not saying in a derogatory way #but #maybeiam-*GUNSHOT*#idk man just the number of times i ask an irl hey u a fan and then the first thing they tell is YES OFC ALEX TURNER IS SOOOO HOT #and then it's like a pic of mr. snarl and they're like omg i wanna be yours is like his best written song #GIRL HE DIDN'T EVEN WRITE THAT SONG #and others will be like mirrorball is a breakup song!!!!#i mean u do u but sometimes consider interpreting songs other than a romantic way????#tbh i used to be an AM knower exclusively for many years so im in no place to judge #but yeah #maybe i'll delete this #arctic monkeys

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hollowsart · 8 months ago

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debating how bored and artblocked I am that I'm deciding if I should make a post asking y'all to reblog it with your sonas, aka the little way you guys draw yourselves, so I can doodle them. I like seeing peoples sonas. be they monsters, aliens, furries, unidentifiable blobs, robots, etc.

I just think they're neat!!! I love to see them!!!

#ghostie mumbles #but how would I even tag that post for people to see it??? also I know I'd get overwhelmed quick sdfkjhsdkfhfds SO LIKE IDK WHAT TO DO MAN #:( I just wanna see peoples sonas..#went browsing some tags a few moments ago and liked a lot of posts of people's art of their sonas #if they were collectible little figurines and I had an ungodly amount of cash I would buy so many collectibles of peoples sonas--#--cuz they just look so cool to me!!!!!!!!! I love how varied they are and how the artists decide to portray themselves!!!!!#be it close to how they look irl or they just wanted to be an anthro roach or a fat seal or like some sleep deprived little creature. 10/10 #<-- also yes. those are all real and I saw them. the roach one was funny tbh lol like whatever makes you happy dude rock on #also I've just been thinking about redoing my sonas refsheet lately

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koka-mi · 9 months ago

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I'm so jealous of ppl with irl friends tbh :'D

#I've literally never had irl friends ever #I don't really go places with kids my age--my mom is too protective and I feel like it's gotten worse..#bajsjsjs it makes me want to meet my online friends more tbh #I still dream about meeting them sometimes :3 #vent #<- kinda sorta #I'm just saddd I wanna do fun things and go out with friends not be cooped up in my house all the timeee :((#this is how I'm gonna remember my teen years ig xD

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ravensmadreads · 1 year ago

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