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Just squint... lol... I wasn't going to post it but then figured ehhh why not lol (but also maybe if I had looked at even one reference 🤦♀️🤷♀️🙈)
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Oogh. I’m feeling. Not good uh. Tiny vent under cut cause I don’t wanna directly bother anyone because I’m. Scared 👍
Im scared the friends I rely on the most hate me. Im just scared that I keep making mistakes. I may just be bad at reading cue and tone- and it may not even be my fault. I’m fully aware I don’t know all the facts- but I’m SO scared that I’m a problem. I made like. One mistake. But I just can’t help but think they hate me a little. Maybe I need to take a break. But I’m beating myself up over small things. I’m willing to give up things that make me really happy for my friends because I don’t want to upset them. Im not trying to make myself out to be noble or like. Ohhhh pity me I’m giving up stuff but I dunno. I just love my friends 
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I hate when I realize I'm not immortal and in the future I'm gonna have to die one way or another
#it's just uncomfortable kinda but I'm glad that I believe that there will be nothing after and I will just never think again#personal#tw death mention#Idk how to tw this because it's not meant to be in a depressive way honestly#like it's just the sudden realization that I really am existing lmfao#like I don't really care tbh#but I also get dread from realizing I am alive right now#Idk#just ignore this lol
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companion to my tag/reblog page to make the sections easier to read. feel free to tag me in any of the things below using #emilyblr.
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BODY OF PROOF — megan & peter megan & kate BONES — booth & brennan angela & hodgins CASTLE — castle & beckett GILMORE GIRLS — luke & lorelai rory & logan HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER — barney & robin ted & tracy barney & quinn THE MENTALIST — jane & lisbon rigsby & van pelt wylie & vega PRIVATE PRACTICE — charlotte & cooper addison & jake RIZZOLI & ISLES — jane & maura SUITS — harvey & donna TIMELESS — lucy & wyatt rufus & jiya THE X-FILES — mulder & scully
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WICKED — elphaba & glinda
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#mobile page#just ignore this lol#i'm trying to make things more accessible/easier to read#updated 10/14/2024
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Because it was breaking my heart (and because I cave so easily when asked @simplifiedemotions @sumbul) here's the happily ever after follow up to this.
Hermione carries on, just as she has for the past three years. She drags herself out of bed and into a cold shower to wake herself up each day. She drags herself to the Ministry to push papers and attempt to slice through red tape. She drags herself to her friends homes to show them that yes, I’m okay and no, I don’t want to talk about it and I’m here aren’t I? Not moping alone at home.
It’s a dull routine, almost numbing in its monotony. Until one evening, after a quiet dinner with Harry and Ginny, there’s a knock on her door.
And he’s here.
She nearly slams the door back in his face, utterly horrified that he’s already seen her in his old shirt and sleep shorts, but he catches it at the last second.
“Please- wait just a moment and then if you never want to see me again, I’ll go but you must know.” Draco swallows, silver eyes a molten swirl of regret and resignation and hope. “I made my choice. I’m free from the marriage contract. And now- now I’m here to let you make your choice. I’ll respect whatever you choose.”
She knows she’s gaping but she can’t help herself. For three years she’d dreamed of this moment, and now it was happening, she couldn’t believe it.
When the silence grows to uncomfortable, he clears his throat and nods. “I- I know it’s not fair of me to have hoped you’d still want me after all this time but- well, I just wanted you to know. Feel free to owl me, or Floo, or anything. I’ll be staying with Theo for the foreseeable future.”
He raises his hand as if to brush back a curl from her face but awkwardly drops it. “I’m sorry it took me so long to do the right thing. But you should know, for me at least, it’s always been you.”
Draco turns to go, but she catches the sleeve of his sport coat and he faces her again.
“I am so furious with you,” she starts, tears slipping down her cheeks. “Just so, so angry.”
His smile is wry and tinged with melancholy when he finally does touch her, catching her tears with his thumb. “You have every right to be.”
“But-” her hands move to his chest, smoothing the lines of the fine material. “But it’s always been you, too.”
“Hermione-”
“You’re free? Completely?” She cuts him off. He nods slowly. “So then no one will protest when I do this.”
She crashes her lips against his. It’s been three years, two months, and four days since he moved out, since the infidelity clause of his betrothal contract took effect, but his lips feel just as much like home as the day he shattered theirs.
“Hermione,” he murmurs against her lips. “Hermione, love,” he begs.
She drags him into her flat, pushing him against the closed door. “Tomorrow we will have a lengthy talk about it all,” she tells him, hands fisting in his shirt. “But tonight I can’t wait another moment to have you.”
“You always have,” he says, pressing her hand over his heart. “I’ll spend the rest of our lives proving you are the only one who has ever held my heart.”
It’s enough for her to drag him to the bedroom, to strip his luxury clothes from him and let him pull his ratty old t-shirt from her. Her head is spinning from the emotional whiplash, but beneath it all she feels a piece of her soul settle, content.
He was home, and he was hers, and it would be theirs.
#dramione#dramione ficlet#the angst just hurts so much okay#but if that's your thing#just ignore this lol#draco x hermione
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#I don’t think there’s anything sadder than watching the notes on my stories decreasing#I hate this blog sometimes#just ignore this lol#I’m grumpy today
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Why am I so bored sjsjvsjsbshsbs
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I gotta test something, one of my side blogs might be broken
@spider--queer
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reflection
#anyways so i think samus has major survivors guilt and is a super perfectionist. The type of girl who reimagines scenarios in her mind#And thinks about how she could have done better. like ‘if i had woken up sooner maybe i could have saved everyone in prime 3’#so i think she says she doesnt know anything about herself because shes so hypercritical of her actions she doesnt see herself as a person#while also her hyper critical-ness shows how she says she wants to ignore herself but she literally cant because she has so many criticisms#oh i wanted to include the ppl from the prime 2 manga in that one shot but was like ‘i dont think ppl will recognize them’.#also lol the existence of dark samus would fuck her up SOOOO bad like it only exists bc she exists & its responsible for the gang’s deaths#okay im done rambling tldr MENTAL ILLNESS.#metroid#samus aran#loneart#metroid dread#metroid prime#super metroid#metroid series#i dont wanna tag all the games. There just those games is enough#hall of fame
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Was in the middle of drawing hugs (which will be posted eventually) when I got hit by an idea that had Stan ending up in the hospital and Ford being an absolute emotional wreck (as expected). No backstory on what happened with Stan but drew up ideas while they’re in the hospital. They’re both ok after everything (cuz duh, this is me we’re talking about lol)
DON’T tag as ship :T
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#sea grunks#sketches#my art#stan pines#ford pines#no id#just ignore I can’t draw medical equipment lol#i’ve grown to love the idea of them having to feel the other’s heartbeat#as confirmation the other is very much here and real#ooough they make me emotional 😭#queue
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I've noticed that Netflix will not and cannot stop putting a sex scene every 5 seconds in every show like what's that about. who's actually turned on by this shit lmao Not to mention, it just goes to show how obsessed with sex our society is. Me being a porn addict, I'm not one to talk, but it's different when our whole film industry and society is obsessed with it.
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this is literally all i could think abt during that ep icl
#art#fanart#my art#doodle#doctor who#jack harkness#sutekh#empire of death#doctor who spoilers#ignore how poorly drawn that tardis is LOL#guys stop looking at this i just realised i spelt often wrong
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I hate my fucking job.
#Just ignore this lol#everyone is pissing me off today#and middle management is ass and is not worth the pay#but it pays more than everywhere else so#guess I’ll just die
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I think, perhaps one of the funniest things to come from EPIC popularising the Odyssey is that now a ton of people think Poseidon wanted to kill Odysseus.
In the Odyssey, Poseidon has no intention of killing Odysseus. In fact, part of the whole reason Zeus lets Poseidon do whatever he wants even though he thinks Odysseus is rad and should get to kiss his wife is explicitly because Poseidon had no intentions of killing Odysseus. Poseidon wanted to pay back the suffering/inconvenience blinding Polyphemus would have caused. It's a really abstract thing tbh. How do you pay back someone permanently disabling your son? Poseidon's solution was just to amputate Odysseus from his other half; i.e. Penelope. The end game was never murder, it was always an endurance race.
(Od. Book 1: Zeus reassuring Athena that he is not, in fact, a part of Odysseus Hater-Nation. Trans. Robert Fagles)
Also, for those wondering if there's any sort of in text reason for why Poseidon wasn't around in God Games - at the time in the Odyssey when Athena petitions Zeus to let Odysseus leave Calypso's island, Poseidon was -checks notes- on vacation in Ethiopia. Yep. He left to Ethiopia for a festival and thusly was very much absent for Athena's whole "please let Ody go? Please? 🥺" request.
(Od. Book 1: While Odysseus was suffering, Poseidon went to party in the east)
I am begging y'all to read the Odyssey. It's a comedy for everyone except Odysseus and Penelope who are, in fact, suffering 24/7 365.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#Sorry for the quality of the quotes but I'm too tired to google a pdf vers of the Odyssey and then edit those so y'all are getting#my crunchy pictures from one of my physical copies of the book lol#it's reiterated multiple times that Poseidon doesn't want Odysseus dead too#he is literally just driving him mad on the ocean because that's what Odysseus condemned Polyphemus to by blinding him#Also there's no good way to mention this but the Odyssey starts#by Zeus lamenting how mortals blame all their troubles and miseries on the gods when that's just not fair#because the gods go out of their way to warn the mortals that will be saddled with the most wretched fates#and they ignore the gods and do whatever they want anyway LMFAO#It's a really smart way to tie in the whole Orestes plot that would have wrapped up in between Odysseus getting stranded on Ogygia#and Odysseus getting off of Ogygia#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga#zeus#athena#odysseus#poseidon#the odyssey
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Screenshot of the exact moment i knew i was going to be obsessed with jeremy knox
#aftg#tsc#jeremy knox#jean moreau#also the exact moment jeremy realized he had a big storm coming lol#ignore the perspective in this car lol#it’s just about the vibes#arrrt#booksss#‘mine’#the sunshine court
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