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Just squint... lol... I wasn't going to post it but then figured ehhh why not lol (but also maybe if I had looked at even one reference 🤦♀️🤷♀️🙈)
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Oogh. I’m feeling. Not good uh. Tiny vent under cut cause I don’t wanna directly bother anyone because I’m. Scared 👍
Im scared the friends I rely on the most hate me. Im just scared that I keep making mistakes. I may just be bad at reading cue and tone- and it may not even be my fault. I’m fully aware I don’t know all the facts- but I’m SO scared that I’m a problem. I made like. One mistake. But I just can’t help but think they hate me a little. Maybe I need to take a break. But I’m beating myself up over small things. I’m willing to give up things that make me really happy for my friends because I don’t want to upset them. Im not trying to make myself out to be noble or like. Ohhhh pity me I’m giving up stuff but I dunno. I just love my friends 
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I hate when I realize I'm not immortal and in the future I'm gonna have to die one way or another
#it's just uncomfortable kinda but I'm glad that I believe that there will be nothing after and I will just never think again#personal#tw death mention#Idk how to tw this because it's not meant to be in a depressive way honestly#like it's just the sudden realization that I really am existing lmfao#like I don't really care tbh#but I also get dread from realizing I am alive right now#Idk#just ignore this lol
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companion to my tag/reblog page to make the sections easier to read. feel free to tag me in any of the things below using #emilyblr.
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BODY OF PROOF — megan & peter megan & kate BONES — booth & brennan angela & hodgins CASTLE — castle & beckett GILMORE GIRLS — luke & lorelai rory & logan HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER — barney & robin ted & tracy barney & quinn THE MENTALIST — jane & lisbon rigsby & van pelt wylie & vega PRIVATE PRACTICE — charlotte & cooper addison & jake RIZZOLI & ISLES — jane & maura SUITS — harvey & donna TIMELESS — lucy & wyatt rufus & jiya THE X-FILES — mulder & scully
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WICKED — elphaba & glinda
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#mobile page#just ignore this lol#i'm trying to make things more accessible/easier to read#updated 10/14/2024
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#I don’t think there’s anything sadder than watching the notes on my stories decreasing#I hate this blog sometimes#just ignore this lol#I’m grumpy today
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Why am I so bored sjsjvsjsbshsbs
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i tried writing i am so sorry to the writing community
the music box had been crushed. a cacophony of distorted notes played from what once used to be, "beautiful."
it played its broken symphony proudly however. for, from years of perfection, the music box found the song that it sang so gracefully, to have become old, repetitive, and tiring.
every off-tune note, every error, the music sways unsteadily, and yet happily. it traced a path of its own.
error creates individuals. flaw creates perfection.
#stupid shit#3am things#if you see this no you dont#shitpost#poety#sort of?#idk#writing#just ignore this lol#LEMME EXPLAIN#OKAY#I WAS MAKING A DESC FOR A YT MUSIC PLAYLIST#AND SUDDENLY#BOOM#FOR SOME REASON I WROTE ACTUAL STUFF INSTEAD OF A SIMPLE “uhhaha yeah go listen to this or whatever you fu-”#DONT KILL ME
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I gotta test something, one of my side blogs might be broken
@spider--queer
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Typical role dustribution
#tim drake#bart allen#cassandra sandsmark#cassie sandsmark#young justice#young justice 1998#red robin#robin iii#dc impulse#wonder girl#roppie tries to draw#I like the idea that tim couldve just gone as himself#he just never chooses to lol#masc cassie my beloved#rip to kon who i couldnt fit in here#this could be an alltim fic setup tbh :///#pls ignore any wonkiness i wanted to get this out before i get swamped with office work again#for some reason this didnt post earlier so heres to hoping 😔😔😔
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reflection
#anyways so i think samus has major survivors guilt and is a super perfectionist. The type of girl who reimagines scenarios in her mind#And thinks about how she could have done better. like ‘if i had woken up sooner maybe i could have saved everyone in prime 3’#so i think she says she doesnt know anything about herself because shes so hypercritical of her actions she doesnt see herself as a person#while also her hyper critical-ness shows how she says she wants to ignore herself but she literally cant because she has so many criticisms#oh i wanted to include the ppl from the prime 2 manga in that one shot but was like ‘i dont think ppl will recognize them’.#also lol the existence of dark samus would fuck her up SOOOO bad like it only exists bc she exists & its responsible for the gang’s deaths#okay im done rambling tldr MENTAL ILLNESS.#metroid#samus aran#loneart#metroid dread#metroid prime#super metroid#metroid series#i dont wanna tag all the games. There just those games is enough#hall of fame#gray voice
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Was in the middle of drawing hugs (which will be posted eventually) when I got hit by an idea that had Stan ending up in the hospital and Ford being an absolute emotional wreck (as expected). No backstory on what happened with Stan but drew up ideas while they’re in the hospital. They’re both ok after everything (cuz duh, this is me we’re talking about lol)
DON’T tag as ship :T
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#sea grunks#sketches#my art#stan pines#ford pines#no id#just ignore I can’t draw medical equipment lol#i’ve grown to love the idea of them having to feel the other’s heartbeat#as confirmation the other is very much here and real#ooough they make me emotional 😭#queue
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I've noticed that Netflix will not and cannot stop putting a sex scene every 5 seconds in every show like what's that about. who's actually turned on by this shit lmao Not to mention, it just goes to show how obsessed with sex our society is. Me being a porn addict, I'm not one to talk, but it's different when our whole film industry and society is obsessed with it.
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this is literally all i could think abt during that ep icl
#art#fanart#my art#doodle#doctor who#jack harkness#sutekh#empire of death#doctor who spoilers#ignore how poorly drawn that tardis is LOL#guys stop looking at this i just realised i spelt often wrong
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I hate my fucking job.
#Just ignore this lol#everyone is pissing me off today#and middle management is ass and is not worth the pay#but it pays more than everywhere else so#guess I’ll just die
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I think, perhaps one of the funniest things to come from EPIC popularising the Odyssey is that now a ton of people think Poseidon wanted to kill Odysseus.
In the Odyssey, Poseidon has no intention of killing Odysseus. In fact, part of the whole reason Zeus lets Poseidon do whatever he wants even though he thinks Odysseus is rad and should get to kiss his wife is explicitly because Poseidon had no intentions of killing Odysseus. Poseidon wanted to pay back the suffering/inconvenience blinding Polyphemus would have caused. It's a really abstract thing tbh. How do you pay back someone permanently disabling your son? Poseidon's solution was just to amputate Odysseus from his other half; i.e. Penelope. The end game was never murder, it was always an endurance race.
(Od. Book 1: Zeus reassuring Athena that he is not, in fact, a part of Odysseus Hater-Nation. Trans. Robert Fagles)
Also, for those wondering if there's any sort of in text reason for why Poseidon wasn't around in God Games - at the time in the Odyssey when Athena petitions Zeus to let Odysseus leave Calypso's island, Poseidon was -checks notes- on vacation in Ethiopia. Yep. He left to Ethiopia for a festival and thusly was very much absent for Athena's whole "please let Ody go? Please? 🥺" request.
(Od. Book 1: While Odysseus was suffering, Poseidon went to party in the east)
I am begging y'all to read the Odyssey. It's a comedy for everyone except Odysseus and Penelope who are, in fact, suffering 24/7 365.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#Sorry for the quality of the quotes but I'm too tired to google a pdf vers of the Odyssey and then edit those so y'all are getting#my crunchy pictures from one of my physical copies of the book lol#it's reiterated multiple times that Poseidon doesn't want Odysseus dead too#he is literally just driving him mad on the ocean because that's what Odysseus condemned Polyphemus to by blinding him#Also there's no good way to mention this but the Odyssey starts#by Zeus lamenting how mortals blame all their troubles and miseries on the gods when that's just not fair#because the gods go out of their way to warn the mortals that will be saddled with the most wretched fates#and they ignore the gods and do whatever they want anyway LMFAO#It's a really smart way to tie in the whole Orestes plot that would have wrapped up in between Odysseus getting stranded on Ogygia#and Odysseus getting off of Ogygia#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga#zeus#athena#odysseus#poseidon#the odyssey
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