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i found it but i still don't know if she heard me so i'm still kinda worried ugh

last night, i cried as i told my boyfriend that i've purged a few times in the past week or so. he was really supportive, and didn't shame me or anything, as expected. i told him i want to purge but don't want to, but I wanna lose weight so badly. I can't remember everything we said but he's always gonna be by my side and be supportive. He makes me want to get better. I can't help but think of one scene of this documentary called Thin, and this woman with an ed said her bf said something along the lines of "i want to spend the rest of my life with you, but with the way you're heading, i'll be burying you in a year." i don't want that to be my bf's reality. i don't want that to be a valid concern for him to have. i don't want to get that bad but what if i spiral out of control? i feel somewhat in control, besides the purging, but what if i keep slipping and lose even more control?

also, i'm pretty sure my roommate heard me talking to my bf about purging bc i just noticed my food scale is missing. i had it on top of the fridge like a dumbass. i KNEW i should've hid it under my bed. i looked everywhere for it, but i can't find it. i even looked through her dresser drawers and everything. i'm so mad and so nervous. i hope she doesn't fucking know and i hope she didn't hear me. istg.

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jokes on her cuz i'll just st4rv3 instead lol i also made sure to hide my scale (the scale for me, not food lol) under my bed. sorry for my vent, just ignore this post tbh

last night, i cried as i told my boyfriend that i've purged a few times in the past week or so. he was really supportive, and didn't shame me or anything, as expected. i told him i want to purge but don't want to, but I wanna lose weight so badly. I can't remember everything we said but he's always gonna be by my side and be supportive. He makes me want to get better. I can't help but think of one scene of this documentary called Thin, and this woman with an ed said her bf said something along the lines of "i want to spend the rest of my life with you, but with the way you're heading, i'll be burying you in a year." i don't want that to be my bf's reality. i don't want that to be a valid concern for him to have. i don't want to get that bad but what if i spiral out of control? i feel somewhat in control, besides the purging, but what if i keep slipping and lose even more control?

also, i'm pretty sure my roommate heard me talking to my bf about purging bc i just noticed my food scale is missing. i had it on top of the fridge like a dumbass. i KNEW i should've hid it under my bed. i looked everywhere for it, but i can't find it. i even looked through her dresser drawers and everything. i'm so mad and so nervous. i hope she doesn't fucking know and i hope she didn't hear me. istg.

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last night, i cried as i told my boyfriend that i've purged a few times in the past week or so. he was really supportive, and didn't shame me or anything, as expected. i told him i want to purge but don't want to, but I wanna lose weight so badly. I can't remember everything we said but he's always gonna be by my side and be supportive. He makes me want to get better. I can't help but think of one scene of this documentary called Thin, and this woman with an ed said her bf said something along the lines of "i want to spend the rest of my life with you, but with the way you're heading, i'll be burying you in a year." i don't want that to be my bf's reality. i don't want that to be a valid concern for him to have. i don't want to get that bad but what if i spiral out of control? i feel somewhat in control, besides the purging, but what if i keep slipping and lose even more control?

also, i'm pretty sure my roommate heard me talking to my bf about purging bc i just noticed my food scale is missing. i had it on top of the fridge like a dumbass. i KNEW i should've hid it under my bed. i looked everywhere for it, but i can't find it. i even looked through her dresser drawers and everything. i'm so mad and so nervous. i hope she doesn't fucking know and i hope she didn't hear me. istg.