#just ignore mee

[beachesgetpeaches]

man I truly think we fucked up with all the "popular" technological advancement but at the same time we managed to get to a point where we should know that we need to step back. go back.

I mean look at idk reusable pads. this is not a new thing, it is just a similar principle to clean cloth and gauzes our grandmothers would do but done better. so we advance to realise the initial concept was good enough. (like I honestly will not touch a reusable pad ever, and I adore my menstrual cup which tbh is a novelty).

I don't know why everything today comes in plastic but it does and my assumption based on conversations I've had with people is that it's just.. profit? and to top it off we as a society consume so much. so fucking much. we don't need to consume so much.

you don't need a new pair of sneakers. or shoes to go with that outfit. you don't need a new dress for every wedding or event you are invited to. you don't need a new purse to work with that outfit, and even if none that you have work I am sure someone in your close circle has one which works.

not to mention that our incessant consumption of goods and everything is just setting the deadlines for how quickly we need to deliver value. how quickly new content to consume needs to be churned out. how quickly and senselessly resources are spent and wasted and depleted.

what is the point of a new iphone every year? in multiple different variations? and not to shit only on apple but this is true for most tech companies. why are all of your laptop component soldered? and why do we still buy this shit with a promise of tiny improvements...

idk I may be wrong but every single time we purchase something thats new but unnecessary, a new trend that will become obsolete in about three months... we contribute to the failure of society. we contribute to the fall of us. we stab ourselves in the back I think?

and I say this as a person working in a specific industry that has been faced with deadlines which make no sense. as a person who was part of a strategic discussion on four day work week and one of key troubles for deploying a proper one was deadlines. where do the fucking deadlines come from? how do these mega companies (and we have one of these as a client) set their deadlines? when will they put out a new product? who dictates that?

us, hopefully.

because if phone sales drop this year they might fuck around with software and make some older versions obsolete by next year but if you refuse to buy a new phone and go for a used one that's perfectly functional then that fucks them too. i cannot imagine how many functioning phones there are just wasting away in some drawers (ive got two, both will be given away to family members who need an upgrade; but if I have two which used to be my work phones so imagine how many there are... perfectly functional wasting away).

anyway. everything and everyone and everywhere is being consumed so quickly and senselessly... and the only thing we are doing is fucking ourselves. and I know I know rich people will still buy ut blah blah... how many are there? how many rich people vs how many in still somewhat existing middle class? and even if you are someone who is well-off... this is on you as well. this is pretty much on everyone who cares about not working until the day we all drop dead or smth.

[eiirishi]

it's my birthday and i deserve a cake with my hyperfixation

[giselberts]

best bitches in the game!!

[angel-blitz]

So since rosebud used shortys mask and daisy used jumbos in the movie...this is them, right??

[noritaro]

[meerealsssss]

another 'diary' entry

please look at the triggers before reading if you choose to

i don't like venting but i feel like this is necessary

tw: toxic friendship, family fighting mention

this also includes: backstories, personal people problems

this post is relatively long so be aware of that!

i love my friends, more than anything.

and i believe they love me too

but the thought of even having friends is overwhelming

like i said in past posts, i am used to only having one friend and for that one friend to only be friends with me

things changed after covid

before, i was happy with just one friend, i didn't need another. to think i had a best friend made me happy and thats all that mattered.

the friend stayed with me through covid and other problems

but i never told her about the problems

i wasn't going to

i hated thinking that someone had to listen to me talk. because when i said my own feelings to her when she didn't agree, we got in fights and stopped talking for a month before talking again

but i thought thats what friends do

years later, i developed a small crush on her

i was young and thought a girl liking a girl was illegal

i cried myself to sleep every time i thought about it

now i don't know if the crush actually went away or not

after covid, i became friends with another girl in my grade and started talking to her

i introduced both my childhood friend and current friend to each other

they didn't like each other

my old friend would stay silent whenever i got overwhelmed and ignore me

my new friend would find something i like to calm me down

i loved the attention

i started making up lies and telling people the lies just to make myself seem more interesting, sometimes it worked

i started to like my new friend more than my old friend, but i continued to call my old friend my best friend because i couldn't let go of her

whenever i played with my new friend, my old friend would get mad and stop talking to me for the rest of the day

i loved her though, i would never tell her that.

two years ago, i met more people (thanks to my cousin ace!) and became friends with them

evan, allie, and 'wife part two'

i started to like them more and think of them as a little friend group

they listened to me and treated me like i was someone

months later, i gave in and started to call evan my best friend

we talked, laughed, and he allowed me to like the things i liked.

i don't think we've ever gotten in a fight

i still feel bad for demoting my old best friend, but i began to realize she wasn't really being the best

i am going to say this one more time, i love my friends

but as the years (months?) went by, i started to feel annoyed by every little thing that went wrong

that goes for grades, interruptions, family fights, forced religion

and the attention i was getting

online, i loved the attention, irls and people across the country

in real life, i wish i could pause time and make everyone shut up for two minutes

i didn't think much of it, but up until recently i started to notice it more often

sleepovers, i would get tired of everyone five hours in

notifications from group chats/tiktok, i would purposely ignore them and pretend i didn't read it yet

and as much as i hate attention, i love it at the same time

as im writing this, im realizing that i only like it when one person pays attention to me

kind of like a replacement from my old best friend

now i don't want anyone to stop being themselves around me

that's not what im going to say

but when something specific happens (random things at this point) i get really annoyed and have to stop myself from yelling

i usually get myself to yell at people by pulling it off as a roleplay

but sometimes i wish i could yell and throw something, break something

and i feel like im starting to act like my old bsf

sometimes i miss only having one friend, i missed being told what to believe and what to like and not like

and sometimes im glad im halfway out of that situation

but i always think that nothing would be uneven if i never became friends with anyone and chose to be homeschooled

[sawtrapx]

love getting a new hyperfixation but then u have the problem of do I make a new side blog just for this or contaminate one of my current blogs.chewing biting killing where do I put my silly man images

[ofovertime]

the more and more I get people from Honkai to follow me, the more I am reminded I need to log onto Jing.

[mysterioustrickster]

It is a little bit frustrating for Rian Johnson to be talking in interviews about including Leto in his movie because of how much he respects and likes him, after Leto has been absurdly horrible to many of his costars, on top of being accused by at least a couple folks in the industry of being extremely predatory. It just frustrates me that he's so willing to vouch for Leto being cool and funny! even though he's well known for being rotten to the people around him

[angeltism]

he is literally the love of my life i will now solely wake up and breathe and eat and drink water for him . all for him and nobody else fuck everybody else augu.stine on top forever and ever and ever and ever <3 <3 i love him so much i swear to god i will do anything to be considered his biggest fan because i love him so much i need to give him a hug please oh my god

[sweet1delusi0ns]

Class 1A boys getting a surprise kiss──☆*:・ﾟ

MHA/fem!reader

Characters: Izuku, katsuki, Shoto, Tenya, Eijirou, Denki, Sero, Tokoyami, Aoyama, Ojiro, Sato, Shoji, Koji!

IZUKU~

Surprising him scares him so much (poor guy) he either flinches back or starts instantly blushing. You come up behind him as quiet as can be and give him a little kiss on the cheek he will flip!

“aaAHHHHH- oh… h-hey y/n…your scared me…” “aw sorry I just wanted to give you a kiss~” “dont sneak up on me y/n! Your gunna get thrown threw a wall-” “Aw I just wanted to show you lovee!” “Warn me next time!” The whole time he was reddd~

KATSUKI~

Bro thinks he’s so cool trying to tease you with sneak kissed but the second you do it back to him it’s suddenly ‘not funny anymore’. So whenever you surprise kiss him he pushes you off and huffs like a baby

“Surprise~” “UGH WHAT ARE Y-YOU DOING!!” “Aw why so mad?” “ITS NOT FUNNY STOP IT!” He covered his face with one hand because he knows he’s turning red “aw my suki likes kissed! Mwa mwa mwaaa” “STOP!!”

SHOTO~

He doesn’t understand that he deserves kisses, especially when he didn’t do anything to ‘deserve’ the kiss. So when you surprise kiss him he is confused as he Is flustered

“W…what was that for?” “I can’t give you a kiss?” “Uhm I guess you can but I didn’t do anything-” “you don’t need too! I just wanted a kiss” “really? Well thank you…may I have another? For free?” “heh yes for free~"

TENYA~

He wants to be “cool” so bad but he can’t with you~ so whenever you give him a sneaky kiss he’s just like “stopppp :>” and either runs away or covers his face with both hands (yk how he does)

“What was that…” “uhm a kiss?” “Oh!…whatever….” “…” “heheheheehehehehe” “uh?” He just covers his face and wiggles like a weirdo- “hehe she kissed mee”

EIJIROU~

Wants to act cool and kinda does? Whenever you sneak kiss him he does it back to make it seem like not a big deal but flaunts it to his friends later~

“Aw thanks y/n! Mwa” “your so cute~!” You smother his face in kisses which he did not mind!! “T-thank you…a-again-“ “anything for youuu” 10 minutes later: “YOU GUYS SHE KISSED LIKE EVERY INCH OF MY FACE?!”

DENKI~

Yk that stupid Face he does when he short circuits, yeah he makes that face intentionally when you scare him with a kiss on the cheek. He jumps, maybe yelps a little then he realizes it’s you and makes that stupid face-

“AUH!” “It’s me…?” “Oh…. (-ヮ-)” “don’t ever make that face at me again what-” “sorry! You just caught me off gaurd!” “You just want another kiss huh?” “Yes.” “Fine but that face is not cute”

SERO~

The only time it ever really gets to him is if it’s in public!! So when you sneak up on him and give him a kiss when he’s with his friends he will get so flustered and pushes you away while looking at the ground~

“Mwaa hey babe” “Y/N?!” “What?” He pushes you out of ear shot from his friends “d-dont do that infront of my friends! It’s embarrassing!” “Is being kissed embarrassing or is you being red embarrassing?” “Shut up.” He walks back to his friends acting like you didn’t exist . Later when you give him the silent treatment for ignoring you he won’t leave you alone till he gets another kiss

TOKOYAMI~

Most of the time dark shadow snitches on you before you even get to him, but the few times you sneak past him is so cute! When you startle him with a cheek kiss he jump and his feathers puff out in fear. Then acts like he wasn’t scared at all

“No need to puff up it was just a kiss?” “Uh? Puff up I don’t know what you mean.” “Your feathers are puffed out? Ohhh you got scared!!” “Not possible!” “Deny it all you want!…you are really fluffy though” “stop!” He turns his back to you so he can be flustered in peace

AOYAMA~

Stuck up little shit. But you know it’s all in good fun, he does love you but sometimes you think he loves himself a little more which he doesn’t (off character ik, it’s a HC ok!) so mostly when you surprise kiss him he just makes it abt him-

“Aw y/n~ id Kiss me every second of the day too!” “Uh-” “I am so awfully dazzling I couldn’t resist either~” “ok no more kisses for you.” “WAIT WHAT NO?”

OJIRO~

Smart boy so he has made it a habit of keeping his tail circled around him so he can feel your footsteps through the floor, or trip you (LOL) so the only way you can get him is when he is sitting. He thinks he’s safe when he’s sitting but he isn’t

You creep up behind him and grab his shoulder, you pull your head around his and give him a very aggressive kiss! “GOTCHAA” “y/n that’s not fair I wasn’t ready for that!” “It is so fair, I get to kiss you, and you get a kiss from me! Fair!” “Ugh! Next time warn me! So I can trip you” “what?”

SATO~

Big boy! He isn’t scared of surprise kisses at all, shockingly he is one of the few who don’t even flinch at all. So you just jump on his back randomly and smother his cheeks with kisses!

“Sneak attack! Mwa mwaaa MWAAA” “y/n~ stop!” “Why???” “Cuz i want a real one!” He points to his lips and you gave him a soft smooch there too! He also likes it when you squish is face when kissing himm

SHOJI~

Another one who doesn’t get scared, just really shy. You have seen him without a mask but he is still a little insecure about it (writing abt that later😍). So when you pull his mask down and kiss his lips he hides away sometimes~

“Shoji?” “Yes love?” You pull his mask down to give him a soft kiss on his lip before pulling it back up to not make him uncomfortable. He broke “that’s all~” “one moment…” he just crouches to the ground to hide for a second to think of a plan. When he’s done hiding he comes back up and kisses you back with rosy cheeks!

KOJI~

Just don’t, he will die, From being scared and or flustered. You have to warn him no matter what! So it normally goes like this

“Hey koji” “um…yes?” He only talks in private or if it’s important! “Im warning you, I’m gunna kiss you” “…hu-” smooch “there!…you gunna be ok?” He collapses to the ground hiding in his knees which are against his chest “mhm…” “your so cute~” “*squealing noise*”

Not proooooof readdddd cuz I’m lazyyyy😍

Literally gunna write class 1B next they need more love cuz they such cutiesss

[an-excellent-choice]

I need you guys to understand how much this man's romance was hard work.

Spoiler warning

His dislikes are slavers(he was a slave) and magic( his master was a mage and the lost of control in magic in DA can get you possessed by demons).

So pretty basic right? NO

Because in DA2 plotline is about the extreme corruption in handling mages and abuse of mages because of the fear they might become demons. It reaches to a point where mages are getting punished and even lobotomized for small errors.

Does Fenris have any sympathy? NO

That man hates magic with a burning passion.

Also heavily implied that "canonically" the main character ,Hawke, is also a mage.

You being a mage in a romance with Fenris will not mean you will not hear his spiels of magic and mages are evil. (he says it all the time)

You think the romance content will balance it out? NO AGAIN.

When this man admits his affection with you, a sex scene will happen but immediately after he will leave(for good reasons but still he leaves)

Canonically it will take another 3 years after this night for Fenris and Hawke to officially get together if you dont romance another character after that one night.

( You can literally start a different romance after Fenris leaves you after that one night and the romance with fenris will end but fenris will not be angry that you started another romance because you are not together! that means canonically your Hawke waited around 3 years for Fenris to get to healthier mindset for a relationship if you didnt romance anybody else.)

By the end he still hates mages and magic (except for you if played Hawke as a mage)

BUT

in his defense his romance was honestly worth it.

I read some opinions from some astarion fans are like saying that after the story of BG3 Tav will have a rough time with Astarion as he is recovering from abuse (him lashing out, self-destruction, and coping)

but Fenris' romance is a good idea on how Astarion and Tav could be after the game if you really want to go with Astarion is deeply traumatized and will have a long recovery.

Fenris is deeply traumatized and extremely prejudiced from his trauma. His romance with Hawke(you) gave him a support system but it didn't fix him

Fenris also aware how much work he needs to do for his recovery. That's why he leaves after that one night because he doesn't want to burden Hawke with his trauma.

You can start a different romance!

The only signal you have that Fenris is still very much gone on Hawke is the piece of cloth he will start wearing that is stolen from Hawke's wardrobe

Fenris' romance is what Astarion could be when he gets to the horrible parts of recovery.

While it is hard work it is definitely worth it to romance both characters

Sometimes I think damn Astarion is so hard to please and get his approval. Then I remember I romanced Fenris in DA2 and go aight nevermind Astarion's approval achievement is okay

[mistyskiesrambles]

"Love is the easiest thing in the world when it happens by accident, but it doesn't get real until you do it on purpose"

Entergalactic

[jinwoosbabyboo]

“Silent treatment”

LADS Men reacting you giving them the silent treatment … also I just found what all the boys flowers are and they’re meanings …. these game devs are a little too good at their job

Zayne

Zayne: Let’s not let your efforts to find a new bakery go to waste

MC: ….

Zayne: Are you alright?

MC: ….

Zayne: My apologies did you not want to go anymore?

MC: ….

Zayne, Thinking: Her birthday was 3 months ago our anniversary is 4 months 2 weeks and 6 days from now, I got her all the plushies she wanted, I let her win 8 games of kitty cards, I took a bite out of her pastry 3 weeks ago… that must be it

MC: I can hear the gears in your mind grinding at lightning speed relax

Zayne: Was it the pastry? I’m sorry I’ll buy you more and I won’t take a bite even if eating your food is more appealing

MC: I was just joking it’s okay

Zayne: What flavor do you want? Actually disregard I’ll buy every flavor

MC: Zayne

Rafayel

Rafayel: Guess where we’re going

MC: ….

Rafayel: The night market!

MC: …

Rafayel: You don’t want to eat?

MC: …

Rafayel: You don’t want to play games?

MC: …

Rafayel: Do you not want to hang out with me?

MC: …

Rafayel: ….are you mad at me? Are you mad at me?? Are 👏🏼 You 👏🏼 Mad 👏🏼 At 👏🏼Me 👏🏼 ??? Are you MAD AT MEE?? HEY!! ARE YOU MAD AT ME??!!

MC: RAFAYEL

Rafayel: ARE YOU MAD AT MEEEE???!!

MC: IM NOT MAD STOP YELLING

Rafayel: Don’t ignore me like that I should spit bubbles at you … my knees are about to give out I can’t feel my legs

MC: Are you done?

Rafayel: Air I need air

MC: Get off the floor

Xavier

Xavier: Hey cutie

MC: …

Xavier: You hear me?

MC: …

Xavier: Oh I’ve had this happen before

MC: ????

Xavier: *Rushes out of the room comes back with a long needle, peroxide, & tissue*

MC: ?!!!

Xavier: I had impacted wax in my left ear once I can fix yours easy

MC: I CAN HEAR YOU I CAN HEAR YOU GET THAT OVERGROWN SEWING NEEDLE AWAY FROM ME

Xavier: Are you sure?

MC: YES

Xavier: So you were ignoring me?

MC: It was a prank

Xavier: I’ll check just in case

MC: Get back 🤺

Sylus

MC: …

Sylus: …

MC: … *hard sigh*

Sylus: It’s nice and quiet today

MC: …

Sylus: Yea this is nice

MC: >:(….

Sylus: I wish it was like this more often

MC: …. :(

Sylus: So peaceful I could fall asleep

MC: Are you saying I’m annoying?

Sylus: I knew I could get you to break your silence kitten

MC: Can you fall for my pranks please?

Sylus: When you have a clever prank I’ll fall for it sweetie

MC: …… 😡

[meerealsssss]

i cant i cant

[hrrycore]

when u find the perfect piece of clothing on ebay but the seller doesn‘t reply