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plaidpyjamas · 1 year ago

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I'm glad bg3 came out when it did because I'm finally getting treatment but it's making me feel like I'm backsliding a lot. I haven't played the game at all lmao but the characters have had an effect on me i guess

I can see a lot of myself in Astarion, referring to him as a "spicy feral cat" is fun and goofy but also it's like...helping me...? be nicer to myself..? sometimes..? Like why tf do I snap when someone tries to help me? Well, if it were Astarion why would he be upset? Whatever it is it's....probably the same reason, honestly lmao

#just having feelings about astarion and my own mental health/trauma #i see so much of myself in him and spending so much time thinking about how to help him has i guess(?) started helping me???#anyway we're both spicy rescue cats who WILL claw your hands to shit for trying to help us but PLEASE HELP US #WE NEED HELP #am i making any sense? probably not #bg3 #astarion #i just wanna take a 2-day-long depression nap with astarion ok let me live

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