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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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i have a lot of complex feelings on arcane, but since i don't like it very much, i can put it in the background while i'm drawing
thought 1: i saw most of this show when it came out since someone forced me to watch it and i did not like it. but even though i've heard the dumb imagine dragons song like six times before, the only version that exists in my brain is the "uhoh the fuckery" meme
thought 2: part of the reason i don't really like cgi animation that much is that you can pose the characters and do camera movements and stuff you can only do in live action. this sounds like a good thing, but it's actually not. (i want to put it into words but i'm only 5 minutes into episode one. i'll give them time to cook)
thought 3: if vi and jinx are supposed to have natural pink/blue hair, why tf are their eyebrows brown?
thought 4: put it into words a little, it's like because they have to adhere to realism too much, they feel they can't do things in a "cartoony" sort of way. it's hard to express without showing specific shots, but i think the best example in reverse is that one shot from the beginning of kill la kill where ryuko and satsuki fight for the first time and they just scale satsuki's png up and vice versa, leading to this really efficient demonstration of ryuko's emotions at the time. (it's episode 2 at 21:50 for those curious). but this can be applied in a lot more subtle ways too, like the shot of the kids on the balcony. the buildings, in my mind, should have crowded around them, hemming them in, making the space feel more constraining, but it's a 3d map, and that's way harder to do.
thought 5: i thought it was just the imagine dragons song but this other insert song is very very bad
thought 6: that pipe is very poorly designed.
thought 7: i've been reading too much grrm and sanderson when i think that this show's depiction of the sociology of seedy bars is inaccurate
thought 8: ekko has dyed hair so i guess vi and jynx do too
thought 9: i'm not opposed to edge, i mean look at the art i enjoy. but still i feel, like most things, edge has to be subtle to be good. and this show isn't subtle, it's just edge for the sake of it.
thought 10: i thought this before when i saw the city, and idk how true this show is to lol's actual designs and architecture and stuff but someone somewhere really fucking loves mtg, specifically ravnica.
11: i like how expressive the faces are
12: why are you british
13: vander's a class traitor now that he's petite bourgeoisie
session 2/second batch of episodes:
14: maybe i'm a little drunk but i hate that this show made me like a modern imagine dragons song (i was an og fan and i like some of their old stuff)
#dear listeners#just gonna edit this post every time i have something to say i dont wanna flood ppls dashboards#i'm still looking for good refs which is why i'm editing more often than i should
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Joost klein x goth! plus sized! reader
It was only inevitable your relationship would become public. unfortunately, not all attention is good.
wordcount: 700ish
warnings: fatphobia, cyberbullying, google translate Dutch
a/n: First request ive gotten, thanks! haven’t written for a plus sized reader before but i really wanted to take a stab at it so i hope i did it justice at least a lil. Also most of the time i try to write gn readers but this one ima be leaning more fem. hope you enjoyyy (Im so bad at titling things you guys)
RPF BELOW. Dont read if not comfortable with that k thnks :)
it was unlike you to go on such a deep dive into the comments of some random fanpage for your boyfriend, but it was only inevitable regardless the recent events. After Eurovision, Joost’s popularity just seemed to have skyrocketed and with that your guy’s relationship became a lot more public.
Fans figured out you two were dating quite quickly. Piecing together screenshots and matching posts, but it wasn’t until some fans took a picture of the two of you kissing at a bar last night that your socials truly went haywire. Most fans were supportive, you had seen a cute fan edit of the two of you already, but of course with every few lovely comments, there were always gonna be jealous fans.
- can’t believe hes dating this fat bitch
- i know right?! she looks so tacky and weird compared to the rest of his friends
similar comments kept popping out at you, all under the slide of fan paparazzi photos with the caption: JOOST GIRLFRIEND CONFIRMED?!
You didn’t even wanna look at your dms at the moment. fans taking it upon themselves to tell you you weren’t good enough for him, like you hadn’t already been together for years. You knew you shouldn’t let the comments of strangers get to you, but it brought up all the insecurities you’ve had about your relationship in the past.
your little media spiral had led you to where you were now, hiding in your bedroom, under the covers, away from the world. You were too busy doom scrolling on your phone and blasting Bauhaus to hear the knock and jingling of keys from Joost entering your apartment.
He had gotten the news probably even before you did that morning, his mentions filled with the same few screenshots and reactions that he learned to ignore. He had stopped by the store to pick up a bouquet of flowers and coffee and pastries from your favorite cafe you two frequent. He followed the sound of the music to your bedroom to find the lump of blankets on your bed that was you.
"oh Schatje..." you heard him call out. Your head popped out from under the covers to reveal to him your tear stained face. Eyes red, you did your best to put on a smile for him.
"Hi love, Im guessing you saw the news.." you sniffle and glance at his full hands. "You really didn't have to come by today, I'm okay I promise."
"je gezicht zegt iets anders, liefje" (your face says something different, love) He set down the flowers and small feast on your dresser and crawls onto the bed next to you. You sit up in your blanket cocoon and lean on his shoulder, Joost wrapping in arm around you and pressing a kiss to your forehead. "What did they say?"
"people are assholes." you mumble. "Its nothing I wasn't expecting.. just wasn't how I thought this week was going to go.."
"I know and im sorry. I saw some of the bad comments already, you know I love everything about you right?" he pulls out his phone and opens tiktok to show you a post he had saved. It was another edit, this one of pictures of joost in his lowlands performace with his mime face paint and you that same day with your matching trad goth makeup. The caption included the hashtag # couplegoals and it made you smile. "See, not everything is bad, they love you Schatje, I love you."
"okay okay, can we just stay in today? and tomorrow, and maybe the whole week..."
"Today for sure, why do you think im in sweatpants?" he gestures to his cozy attire. "Now share the blankets, your place is always so cold."
you open the blanket to wrap around the two of you and Joost repositions you so your legs are resting over his in his lap so he can be all the more closer to you. You look up at him and his right hand cups your face, wiping away and remaining tears, before leaning in and kissing you. You lean closer and move your lips with his as you feel him grab your side to move you more onto his lap. you break the kiss, faces still inches from each other.
“The coffee is gonna grow cold.” he just smiles and murmurs against your lips.
“fuck de koffie”
#joost klein#joost klein x reader#joost fanfic#joost klein x you#rpf#joost klein fanfic#joost klein requests#burning requests#im a sucker for forehead kisses#hope you enjoy#endings are weird#eurovision#goth!reader#plus sized! reader
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I'm just gonna make this a full post because why not. As some of you may know, Project Moon has found itself in more drama. And surprise, it involves misinformation because people dont know how to read. Currently PM is in a legal battle against Monggeu, Mimi and the Game Consumer Association because Monggeu and Mimi are filing copyright on their respective works (Leviathan for Monggeu and Wonder Lab for Mimi).
I'm just gonna start with the GCS. If you've been a fan since before 4.5, you might remember the incredibly stupid Vellmori drama, where a bunch of incels hot mad at the CG artist because the ID artist drew Ishmael in a skin tight wet suit rather than a bikini. I bring this up because the GC went by a different name then, the PMUA, or the Project Moon User Association, a group with no official ties to Project Moon and who slandered the company relentlessly and wanted to bleed every penny from the company because....really just because they could. They are a group who will do anything to see Project Moon burn to the ground, and so in another brilliant idea, are backing Monggeu and Mimi in the lawsuit....except they arent because they themselves have stated that they do not have the money to do so and are asking for donations.
Getting to the copyright stuff, Monggeu and Mimi are filing copyright claims for Leviathan and Wonder Lab respectively, two comics/mangas that are set in the Project Moon universe. However they have an issue, they do not own anything within those comics. Nothing in either of them are by right theirs and are instead owned by PM in their entirety. The best they could hope for is owning the names. PM has already show proof that they worked with Monggeu when it came to Leviathan which completely destroys any claims they could make to owning Leviathan, as PM was working on it as well. Mimi......Mimi is in a weird case as her work would also technically not be hers as Wonder Lab is still set in the PM universe. But PM did take it down when she asked and also made Wonder Lab non-canon....but that just brings up the question of why even do this then? Her work is non-canon and can no longer be viewed officially so why would she even try and fight for the copyright? I dont have an awnser, I'm just asking the question.
This last segment will be used as a PSA for everyone. Please for the love of everything wait till both sides get their side of the story out and actually read what both sides say before making judgments. Regardless of your feelings and KJH (Kim Ji Hoon), that does not give you any right to not only go against everything PM says simply because you dont like the guy, and by every god, does not under any circumstances mean you get to spread misinformation. I have already seen a post showing the GCS/PMUA post about this and in that very post is misinformation. Specifically from GCS/PMUA, but since someone spread it here and others have reblogged it, they are also spreading misinformation. Vellmori WAS NOT FIRED. She left OF HER OWN ACCORD AND PM WAS FINE WITH IT. Not liking KJH because is isnt the sharpest tool in the shed does not mean you are allowed to spread any misinformation, and if you spread it unknowingly, then atleast they to correct it. And for the last gods damned time. VELLMORI LEFT OF HER OWN ACCORD, IT WAS HER OWN DECISION, PROJECT MOON DID NOT FIRE HER.
tldr: Project Moon is fully within their right to fight this false claim as these claims are coming from an outside source that does not own any of the IP and were simply contract work. And these false copyright claimers are also being backed by an organization who hates Project Moon and will do anything to see the company burn, and use misinformation to do it. Dont spread misinformation and if you do it accidentally, try to correct yourself. Misinformation is how innocent people get canceled, lose their jobs or possibly lose their lives. Dont. Spread. It.
I do wanna add something on here (so this is an edit fyi), but Project Moon isnt a perfect company. Perfect is an impossibility. Perfect cannot exist. PM has made mistakes and will keep making them, we all will. Does that mean they should be excused? Absolutely not, that's not how this works. PM isnt perfect, KJH isnt perfect, none of us are perfect, and no one can be perfect. PM has done some stupid things in the past, but they dont deserve this. They do not deserve to be continuously slandered against by a group who is out for their own gain when that same group said they were here to help people. PM is not perfect, but PMUA/GCS is far less perfect than PM could ever be. They are greedy and selfish and will continue to spread misinformation to make PM look bad. You do not need to support or even like PM, but please understand that the other side is far worse and do not care for anyone other than themselves. (This is not talking about Monggeu or Mimi, as far as I'm concerned, they are good people and nothing I'm adding here is against them. Just the PMUA/GC)
2nd edit: it has been confirmed with the official english translation that Mimi and Monggeu were both not just contract work, but effectively temporary PM employees during their contract. These means they were paid as much as any other employee. I did not mention this as I wasnt sure if this was accurate from the translations available. Along with this, according to PM, while Monggeu said it was PM's decision to cancel the manga for Leviathan, it was in fact Monggeu's choice and PM respected and accepted this. I would also like to mention that the letter from the PMUA/GCS stated that because PM didnt directly contribute to Leviathan or Wonder Lab, that PM owned nothing and only Monggeu and Mimi owned everything. One, this is false as PM has already said they worked with both during the creation of Wonder Lab and Leviathan (Wonder Lab had more freedom) and two, personally, that is incredibly insane. Just because I make a new comic in the DC or Marvel universe with some new characters does not mean I own everything in the comic.
link for anyone wishing to read PM's statement in English: https://x.com/LimbusCompany_B/status/1816630063154233644
#project moon#projectmoon#Leviathan#Wonder Lab#Yay more drama because people cant or wont read both sides and will take whichever they see first
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The video was of Oliver and Ryan with the caption “you know the ship is good when they have an on and off screen relationship. Co-workers to lovers”
And these comments are REACHINGGGGG
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I love Ryan and Olivers friendship but i dont ship actors unless they actually say they are in an active relationship.
I also dont like digging into personal “files” in the depths of the internet because it feels like an invasion of privacy.
And if someone could tell me when or if Oliver ever used the term “i dont fuck with lrfjr” or something on the line of that.
Because i seen bits and clips of an interview on tik tok of him talking abt the first kiss and nothing sounded that negative about him.
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Ryan is on set more, obviously, than Lou so ofc hes gonna be in all of Olivers photos.
Another thing i think is they probably see the edits people make blurring out Tommys face and then the comments of “thank u for the censor of temu” or when someone doesn’t and someone comments “jump scare, put a warning next time.”
He probably doesn’t want to see those comments on his own posts for respect of the actor because he knows everyone loves Ryan.
And maybe Lou just doesnt want to be in photos, has anyone ever thought of that?
We also just have 5 episodes right now and he was in the first one for like five minutes and the fith for maybe not even half.
So he probably wasnt on set for even that long to film his sets.
(I have no idea how filming works tbh im taking a guess and probably sound like an idiot)
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I feel like people think they automatically know everything about an actor from watching every single interview.
Like they know them personally who they like and dont like and who they fuck with and who they dont.
I mean yeah some actors/celeberties are real open with who they like and dont like.
But at the end of the day they are humans like us and we all have our “enemies”
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Ok honestly this is just kind of a shit post idrk where i was going with this but I’ve written too much i dont wanna delete it.
I’ve been awake since 5 and its 7am now and i only got 4 hours of sleep
#911#911 fandom#911 abc#oliver stark#evan buckley#911 cast#ryan guzman#eddie diaz#tommy kinard#lou ferrigno jr#911 shitpost#911 speculation#911 discussion
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SPOILERS FOR SEPERATE WAYS UNDER CUT N O T OPEN IT IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE EM!!!!!!!!
Here’s my little tiny exploration of Luis’ character because it is my god-given duty to pull him apart and analyse him
• Ok so first off………. THE OPENING SCENE??????????? Oh my god there’s S O MUCH TO TALK ABT. Yes Luis dancing is hot as SHIT but also???????? He was about to get TORTURED and MURDERED and he STILL decided to have fun with it and do a lil dance?????? That’s so!!!!!!!!!! He wants to live out his fantasies right until the end!!!!! He truly does think his confidence can get him anywhere!!!!!!! And then when the dance ends he’s READY TO FISTFIGHT THE MONKS?????? NO WEAPONS HES FULLY ABIUT TO GO FISTFIGHT THEM???? He KNOWS it’s a loosing battle but he’s gonna fight tooth and nail to the very end!!!!!!!!!!!
• Also when he turns to face the person who was also dying in the cell and says “this next dance is for you brother” and we get a close up of his face……….. god it hurts to know that that was a person. Somebody who was beautiful in their own right and maybe even somebody who meant something to Luis. Even in the face of death Luis sees the beauty in it ARGHGAGWHSGSB
• Also also I’m sure SOMEBODY could find meaning behind the Flamenco (somebody more knowledgeable in Spanish culture than me) but I’ve heard some people say it symbolises capture and death???? CAPCOM HOW DARE YOU HURT ME SO
• I LOVE that we get to see a more relaxed side of Luis around Ada and less of his flirtiness and damn. It’s so obvious he and Leon are in Love. He’s trying soooooooo hard to impress Leon every time they talk by being super flirty with him and then whenever he’s with Ada he’s a total nerd he’s soooooooooooooo in love w that blonde twink
• GODDAMN THAT FIRE SCENE. WHAT I S N T THERE TO TALK ABOUT??????? First of all the paralells between his childhood where he watched his grandfather die in a fire?????? Also he FULLY RAN INTO A BURNING BUILDING AND ALMOST DIED J U S T TO GET LEON HIS MEDICINE????????????? HE CARES ABOUT LEON SM I WANNA RIP SOMETHING APART. He didint wanna see Leon die in the same way his Grandfather did because he couldn’t save his Grandfather back then!!!!!!!!!!! He wants to make things right!!!!!! HE WAS LITERALLY ON HIS HANDS AND LNEES CRYING I CANT I CANT
• Also ADA CARES ABT LUIS SM,,,,,,,, SHE RAN INRO A BURNING BUILDING TO SAVE HIM AND MAKE SURE HE DIDINT DIE,,,, THE BESTIES EVAH
• godDAMN that scene where Luis heals Ada?????? I LOVE that we see him hesitate for a good solid few seconds on wether or not he should run away from her or stay,,, wether or not he should go back to his usual habits of running away from the people he loves or stay to help,,,, ANS HE STAYS TO HELP BECAUSE HE CARES ABY ADA AND ALSO??? ADA BEING LIKE “leave me here……… besides…… you’ve got a promise to keep……..” OOOOOOOUGGHHH SHE KNOWS,,,, SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH LEON MEANS TO HIM I CANNOG RN also that lil apothecary thing he had was sooooo gender of him
•OH MY GOD HIS DEATH SCENE WHERE HE CALLS HER?????????????? I don’t remember EXACTLY what he said and I’d have to comb through like hours of footage to find it again but,,,,,. THE FACT THAT HE CALLED HER TO SAY GOODBHE????? HE CARES ABOUT HER RIGHT UMTIL THE END?????? AND HE CALLS HIMSELF HER ‘Good Samaritan’ IN THE SAME WAY HE CALLS HIMSELF DON QUIXOTE TO LEON AOAOAISAUJSSOSISKS,,,,,, and then he’s like “sorry I’ve gotta go Leon needs my help ;)” OUGH,,,,, I’m gonna reference another post from my mutual but it’s so sad that Luis got to spend the rest of his life with Leon but not the other way round………………..
• I’m so glad we got to see more of Luis and more of his personality when he’s not tryna swoon the blonde twink he’s in love with BXNSBEHEJXIAIS he feels like such a deep and real human being especially whenever he interacts with Ada and I just,,,,,,,,,, sigh. He’s my favourite character for a reason. 10/10 no notes
• Edit: also the parallels between Luis calling himself Ada’s ‘Good Samaritan’ and Leon his Sancho like AAAAAAAAAA???? You could pick apart the meaning and argue abt how good samaritans are usually friends and Sancho is a code word for Gay Lover in a lot of old fashioned Spanish bars like how ‘friends of Dorothy’ was but ANSNWUENDUNXXUNDDHXN SHUT UP I can’t rn
•Also I’m SURE you could pull some symbolism from the bugs and from Luis having an apothecary as catholic self-exorcism and how ‘science is the roof of all evil’ and Luis is using it to help others etc etc etc……….
Also if anyone else finds anything abt luis lore wise like how you have to find a picture of his grandfather or of him with Umbrella in the original PLEEEEAAAAASSSWE SHOW ME I NEED MORE LUIS BACKSTORY I NEED IT IN MY VEINS
• ALSO ALSO EDIT: the fact that one of the ingredients for his cure are butterfly wings???? And butterflies symbolise CHANGE????? HIS ENTIRE ARC IS ABT CHANCE??????? I’m actually gonna be sick.
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Okay. I haven't seen a lot of people talk about it yet. Because I have a feeling a lot of people are dropping of tsams because of what happened in the last arc.
But I really wanna talk about old moon for a second. Because I've been really liking these past few episodes.
But first. I must say i am pretty bummed that I am getting this after how nexus/new moon had been handled. I think it could have been done way better. And I am not surprised it left a bad taste in a lot of people's mouth. No matter how you look at it.
But I am not gonna hold that against what old moons character (for now)
While I would have liked a bit MORE out of a reaction from sun. I am kinda glad they are taking this more calm/detached approach.
It feels like we get a bit of calm after weeks of angst and stress that was surely needed. Also it gives old moon a few times to act on trying to do better in small ways and succeed. Before getting to get put in front of a BIG desission again. And seeing if he will fuck up big time. Small time or not at all.
Personally I would like it if he fell back, but not all the way. But we'll see how it goes.
In absolutely LOVE how awkward he was with earth
Just you could feel it dripping of every second of that conversation. And just the fact that we learned through this that he can't cook was hilarious
. And how he interacted with dazzel as well.
Just being fascinated by her. And just...at the end that sentiment of "I don't know what you are. But I want to help you find out"
I dunno it felt very sweet.
Him getting drunk with Monty was fun. Glad to see them still being friends and have a person he is not so stilled with. (Also hope sun gets to find out and tease him for it. )
And then there is how he is interacting with sun. Sun still seems distant. Sun is seemingly just trying to go through the motions and getting him up to speed. But emotionally not fully checked in.
So far, sun hasn't called moon brother again....at least I don't think so? Just moon. And I think it kinda shows that despite sun being friendly and willing to at least mend things. He ain't there yet.
But old moon seems to be trying, and legit trying. He still runs his mouth and seems to notice when he might even on accident be putting sun down. So much so he might be a bit... overcorrecting with the ' I don't mean you by that' type comments.
And he is involving sun. Telling him about the new lap. Showing him. Giving him the option to get his magic back About what he plans to do for dazzel. Not hiding that he is doing something for Monty. Wanting sun along to look for the thing ruin made.
And him talking to sun about KC and earth misconception despite saying initiallu that telling him might not be the best idea.
(also just most of the lab episode was really nice. Conversations still feeling strained...yet reaching over the smaller. Easier to talk about gaps. When the big ones feel so big)
I just.
It feels to me. That he is LEGIT trying. And while I dont love how we got to this situation. I do like these moments. They feel good.
I am excited to see more of that develop. I am still hesitant on als the stuff that is gonna have to come to pass with nexus/new moon and dark sun.
But right now i am liking this. And wanted to ramble positively about the show for a bit.
This show makes me feel crazy with how contradictory it can make me feel on certain espacts of it.
While sorry for the long rambly post.
Just needed to get it out of my system sorry about any spelling mistakes. I blame my phone. My autocorrect and the late hour.
Okay...bye
Edit.
Also just the whole family doing d and d was fun. And I wanna see more (and as i saw some people say. There is still a spot on that table for solar to join. And yes. Leg him join family game night)
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ok well no one talks about it so im gonna. i see post or songs about being jealous of people online and all that and celebrities oh why cant i look like them. i get that of course i understand i relate. but when im thinking about being jealous im thinking about other people from my school. people i know in real life. i can only listen to jealousy jealousy so many times before it bothers me because of the line "i wanna be you so bad and i dont even know you." because the worst part is that i DO know them and i see them every day and i see how they look and its not like they can use photoshop or filters in real life so maybe im just the problem. i see their lives and its really just not fucking fair and i dont know what im doing wrong. my parents say social media is bad for me because i can see celebrities and self hate but i dont think they understand that A) i dont follow any models like what and B) i know that people edit pictures and social media isnt real thats not what im worried about. its the people i see at school every day the people that i know personally the people ive known my whole lives who grew up in the same town at the same schools yet somehow got a better life and i dont know what im suppopsed to do. social media isnt real, but the people i see still somehow look fucking perfect and have the best lives so there has to be something im doing wrong because why cant i have that. youre telling me you actually get to go to prom with a date fuck you. i couldnt give less of a shit about whats on social media, its about what i see in real life the people who i know the people who sit in the same classes with me every single day who really fuck up my self image. and theres nothing about that online and it bothers me.
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What the heeelllll??
i feel like my posts have been getting less and less activity. i dunno if it's because i haven't been posting art WIPs or what. or is it because i act like a freak or a weirdo??? i actually do not even know brudda but like i feel like i need a reality check every so often due to my assumption that i make everyone i know uncomfortable. and i mean EVERYONE. idk but i feel like i just do or say something that makes me repugnant to others, and then there's also people not telling me whenever i do make people feel like that so i'm stuck not knowing what the hell i'm doing wrong in a social situation. and then there's also the fact that i'm impulsive and i got no filter partially due to my ADHD, but i hate blaming my flaws on my ADHD and i take full responsibility for it cuz i don't wanna be one of those people that try to get away with everything due to a disadvantage. and then there's the fact that i actually DID do bad shit in the past, and i didn't even realize it was bad shit until it was too late, like the time when i got banned from The Zoo (r/Pikmin discord server). fuck it i try so hard not to curse too often but i got a bad habit of cursing, maybe i make people feel uncomfortable that way too? and i also curse a lot because i don't wanna get physically angry. beacuse if i do then people are gonna think that i need to be sent to the psych ward.so i decide to cry for long periods of time, except my family is already concerned that i cry for too long and will threaten to send me to the hospital if i dont shut the fuck up and stop crying I DON'T KNOW SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK'S GOING ON
i hope someone sees this post and gives me a reality check if i need one (i probably do, it's probably the reason why my activity's going down)
EDIT: sorry if i'm like rambling too much abt shit like this but i get paranoid that people are ignoring me and that it's my fault WAYYYY too often it's not healthy. i'm gonna delete this after a few days because let's be honest i need to stfu sometimes
#cunty yellow pikmin#feeling insecure#i guess#vent post#i think#i honestly don't know#im just upset at myself#even a girlboss has her weak moments#dios ayudame por favor vos nunca responda a mis oraciones#what the fuck#i'm literally just speaking Yapanese at this point
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The finishing of this fanfic has left me with some pretty mixed emotions. On the one hand, I dont want it to end. It's such an incredible piece of work and even though I finally committed to reading it a few weeks ago, it already feels like such a significant part of my life. On the other hand, I'm a little glad that it's over. FAR from the sense it was bad (I'll steal your liver if thats how you interpret it) but moreso in the sense that it was like a good crying session. It's something that a lot of us (or I assume a lot of us) typically want to avoid even though we know its good for us, and satisfying after the fact. It's like catharsis in a way. Endings aren't always a great feeling in the moment, but it's something that we can look back on with a fondness.
I'm so glad I found this work. I'm being completely serious when I say that this fanfic, and the other content you make, has changed my life for the better. Its helped me reconnect with that love I have for creativity after nearly a decade of not making anything even though I wanted to. It's helped pulled me out of a few ruts of depression. It's helped me realize that I'm not actually emotionally stunted (per my own conclusions) and be more willing to cry instead of burying those feelings. In the past I would just, kill these kinda thoughts before they got far because of how much I wanted to avoid crying. Much less actually writing them down, or express them to someone else. But now, I've been crying the whole time I write this, and for the first time in, I think ever, I'm okay with that. I know we don't actually know each other, but you've genuinely helped me become a better person with the things you make. Thank you so much for everything you've done Sofie. hey look! I got your name right!
But enough about me. I feel like it's getting indulgent at this point. (I've gotten dehydrated with how much ive cried writing this and from what I can tell, you cry a lot more than I do. So go drink some water first, and then) I wanna hear your thoughts. What are your thoughts and feelings about your work being finished? Do you have plans to take a break from creative endevors for a while, or are you gonna keep going? Are you going to be expanding more on this and other au's, different fanworks or move into something completely your own? Whatever the case may be, I'm excited to see what more you are going to come up with!
From the bottom of my heart, and on behalf of everyone else, Thank you for everything.
It's so surreal to have posted that final chapter. I finished the first draft almost 100 days ago exactly, and I spent a number of days after completing it kind of adrift. I'd go to my computer every morning like I had during the month prior and sit down, ready to write, only to remember that I was actually supposed to be taking a break before I made the final edits. It didn't click in my head that I had actually done it… until a couple weeks later when it hit me like a truck that I had an entire completed manuscript sitting in my Google Docs. I think I was making myself lunch at that moment, and I had to bolt to lie down on the floor and put my legs up against the wall because I was ready to pass out at the realization.
This feels pretty similar. For me, The Present is a Gift— the main fanfic, at least— was finished in mid-January. But the process of uploading it and agonizing over what people thought of every passing update wouldn't be formally done until about 3 months later. It still hasn't clicked in my head that I won't be posting a new update once Tuesday rolls around.
On the subject of taking a break— I've actually been taking a break, at least partway! I've barely written anything after I finished TPiaG's first draft, and I haven't drawn much “serious” art, for lack of a better word, since I started my blog. I've still been making things, yes, but scattered oneshots and sketchy pieces without solid lineart are not my typical fare. I'm usually a lot more “exact” with what I make— words fail me here— I hope I'm not being too vague! I might take a brief break as I finish up the winter semester, but that would be less a break from creating and more of an “OH MY WORD I NEED TO FOCUS ON NOTHING BUT PASSING THESE COURSES” kinda thing.
TPiaG (along with its derivative AUs) is still very much a living project to me— there's a lot more stories the characters have in them, even if I struggle to envision a full-on sequel. I'm absolutely going to answer the asks relating to it that I've received over the months along with any I continue to receive, and if I get any ideas for comics or oneshots here and there, I'll make them. As for what's officially next up on the Sincerely Sofie menu, I'm planning to make a visual novel that's a lot more meaty than the last one I made. I'm not sure if it will be original or based on TPiaG— but a visual novel is the medium I'm planning on!
I'm so overwhelmed by your kindness. I truly don't have any words. This project started off as something private to help distract me from a depressive episode and to process trauma, and it's become so much more. I'm so glad it was able to help you. Catharsis was the keyword for TPiaG— I wanted it to uproot difficult emotions and help people start to heal from them, but I never dreamed it would really help anyone but myself. So to hear it was able to provide you with that is unbelievably meaningful to me.
I gave myself the goal somewhat recently to let myself cry whenever the urge strikes me. I used to go months without crying, and whenever I did shed tears, it was alone in my room while muffling the few sounds I accidentally let slip. I'm a natural crybaby, but I had schooled myself into thinking for a number of reasons that it was bad to cry— that it was selfish, or attention-seeking, or weak— so I've been trying to reclaim my teary-eyed identity. It's been difficult, but it's so freeing to let myself feel things fully. All of this is to say: let the tears fall. I've helped more people by crying than my stoicism ever did.
Thanks again. I can't properly word my gratitude, but know that it's overwhelming :,>
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This took, too long. (And so much restraint. I am so normal about this band) (I'm definitely not but at least I'm not "makes edits of the band members" level obsessed)(I'm just, pays attention to the fact each album has a story hidden in it and a distinct theme.) (Worlds greatest hits is the best example of this and it M A Y Be my favorite album do their not gonna lie)
Violet! (Normal and mc4d remix)
If u hear every other word, it sounds like a Classic love song. But, high-key about being stalked and followed home!! (I always say the mc4d remix has rottmnt vibes, but honestly, I think it fits your Donnie even more, stylistically)
Royal.
,,,, It fits some of your vent posts got that "everything is better now but also rlly is it????? It doesn't feel like it, do I want it to be better either????"
Gladiator (interlude)
Bright and bumpy song bout how being in the social spotlight is like being thrown in a gladiator ring. (It makes me think of Lou jitsu and it's CRIMINALLY underrated)
Gloom boys.
"I like happy songs with titles that don't match at all" "I like happy songs that sound nice, even with their words like dog bites" nuff said.
Numb.
Fan favorite from the album "worlds greatest hits" so happy sounding and fast, and then it's dead ass about realizing people are only around for a BAD time!
Ritual
Religious trauma + PTSD fueled insomnia!
Sleep alone
Just got a gut feeling here
Fruit roll ups.
I can't ever NOT recommend this song. Got that good good Insecurity🥴
Worst
That good "maybe I should just get fucked up and go away" (or maybe I just REALLY like this song)
I can't not recommend:
I MISS HAVING SEX BUT ATLEAST I DONT WANNA DIE ANYMORE
This song made TikTok famous for a short while and blew them up. Like, two years after it was published cuz COVID HIT and everyone had feels. It's fucking WORTH IT to. Vibes = ppl only hang when they want something but also fomo
I'm not sure if you'll like these ones, but I HAVE to mention the two that got me hook line and sinker.
Tantrum
Turbulent
Honorable mentions:
Like it
Fantastic (demo)
Take her to the moon
Self sabotage
Greatest hits
American graffiti
Cutting myself off before I just recommend the entire discography. (Except their early singles. They're a bit slow, not bad, just slower)
Albums I think you'd jive with best: fandom and worlds greatest hits (and I think you'd like the religious trauma vibes in intellectual property)
Genuinely trying so hard not just reccemend every single song. I could go for hours. *Stares at my four and a half hour long playlist I made of their discography cuz Spotify shuffled into different artists after 15 songs and I was getting annoyed with it, that I've listened all the way through five times already (I made it last week)* ANYWAY-
haha thanks for the list! i especially like that you gave me like, little descriptions of themes and stuff <3 I'll check it out
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ur not being annoying at all! gimme some : 🎁 💕 🌻 📗 💭 💡 📚 🤖 💛 💌 🎨 (dont have to do them all, just do the ones you wanna!)
🎁 Have a piece of a WIP you want to share?
This needs to be heavily edited but this is from a sukufushi fic I've been veryyyy slowly working on:
Sukuna's heart stops as he catches sight of the person so delicately playing this score.
It's hardly even been a second since he's laid his eyes on him, but every cell in his body is already starving for more of him.
Sukuna swallows thickly, carefully taking in the scene unfolding before him. Long, coordinated fingers dance across the piano, hitting the keys with a grace Sukuna would have never imagined to be humanly possible. The pianist’s body moves to the rhythm of the [adjective] tune, dark strands of hair gently swaying across his forehead as [something more movement].
Their gazes finally meet, and Sukuna knows he's done for. His heart loudly thumps against his ribcage, threatening to burst through as green eyes further capture him into the moment they're sharing, driving him deeper into the shadows the pianist is painting with the [adjective] sound of his music. Sukuna feels as though he's lost in a sea of darkness, the glint in the pianist’s eyes [something akin to a lighthouse making him feel safe]. He lets the [adjective] chords (of the score? Of the music? Of the piece? Idk) crash against him like tidal waves, making him drift further from the shore.
💕 What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?
That's a difficult one, but probably sweetest blossoms, which I wrote for my friend Asa. I'm usually not into historical AUs but she requested one, and I surprisingly had a lot of fun writing it and look back on the process pretty fondly.
🌻 How often do you read your own fics?
Never tbh (unless proofreading to edit counts). If I read my own fics I would probably end up deleting them out of self doubt so I just let them sit there on ao3 for people to enjoy lmao
📗 Do you want to write something outside of fanfiction? If so, what about?
Not really, unless non-fiction books or articles about my professional field count.
💭 What inspires you and your writing?
It's mostly the media I consume that inspires me, whether it's music or anime/manga I'm watching/reading. Sometimes I'm also inspired by some stuff that happens to me irl or situations I'm in (there's a particular wip I'm working on that comes to mind when I say this, and if you end up reading it and know enough about me you'll probably catch it whenever I post that, lol).
💡How many WIPs do you currently have?
10 that I know for sure I'm not gonna end up scrapping. More if you count the ones that are on the fence, but I don't wanna go there 🤪
📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?
For Barakamon, I recommend ahknee (@misocucumber) always, especially this fic.
Other fics that have really stuck with me are run the red out by saltwreath for inuokko, the proper care of lilacs by teasomnia for sukufushi, anything by ietjesiobhan for haikyuu. And there was this one fake dating kuroken fic that I read a while ago, in which Kuroo and Kenma broke up years ago but never told anyone and get invited to kagehina's wedding and decide to pretend they're still dating for the occasion, but I can't remember the author or title and I don't have time to look for it rn, but that one stuck with me for a long time.
There are so many I'd like to recommend, I should really start coming up with rec lists.
🤖 Are non-fandom friends aware that you write fanfic?
Only my partner and a handful of online friends (i met them in anime circles i guess they could count as fandom friends as well, but they're not into it like that so idk)
💛 What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?
That it doesn't need to be perfect on the first try, and that a draft is just that—a draft. You can always come back to edit it later and improve the things you don't like; that doesn't make you a bad writer or untalented, everyone does that.
💌 Is there a favorite trope you like to write?
Mutual pining with 2 idiots who think the other would never be into them
🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
I honestly don't have a preference, if someone were to make fanart of my work I'd be eternally grateful regardless of the fic or scene the artist would pick!
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*BREATHES*
Ok this finna be a long project but Imma cut to the chase.
Asgore’s Zodiac Chart:
(MY ART DONT COME RUNNIN’ FO’ ME! ASK FIRST BEFORE YOU USE IT BROHAM)
Y’all Undertale fans are gonna get a treat when I start talking about Asgore as a whole. Btw I’m not here to argue shit or whatever. But this is gonna be a fun way to interpret them.
I’m one of those ‘multi-faceted’ folks with multiple skills. I draw Asgore most of the time (and should prolly start posting more about it here good lord—). I also do tarot and astrology, as well as a good other few sporty things like bowling and…whatever else I feel like. But what I’ve kinda wondered was this;
“What exactly would Asgore’s astrological chart look like…?”
Whelp. I have that (albeit hypothetical) answer. This was a long time coming and I’m hoping y’all will enjoy it when it comes out. There’s a bunch to it already and yet I wanna spill every ounce of my knowledge and creativity/speculation into this.
Also FYI ‼️
I’m not out here to be a martyr for y’all territorial folks who think Asgore’s just a big-bad. If y’all are still thinking that way, I just wanna say either get lost, or actually open your mind.
This is major Asgore appreciation. Some of his things (from speculation) are not gonna be easy to cover at first. So they may take a while to write about. And trust me. The more words, the more knowledge.
Yet I’ll also suggest that you CAN use this to MAYBE fix theories and edit them to your liking. We share knowledge to make that extra crinkle in our brains. That way, we can all learn something new and apply it.
So, grab the tea, make the biscuits, come with snacks and a blanket/fan (depending on climate) and relax with us as we go down a *spacey* rabbit hole! ✨
See you in part 1 of….god knows however long this may take.
#asgore dreemurr#asgore#asgore headcanons#undertale#astrology observations#astrology#this is for research purposes#but also for fun#mainly fun#this is for fun#appreciation
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HII im back again again!! idm whether or not u respond or if u answer this privately or publicly BUUTT i wanted to share my playlists and my lil keychains!!
i dont have much 2 say abt these BUT i got them off of etsy!! the top ones (individuals) r from crickeescrockpot and the heart keychains r from po11ita!! i also have an ortho keychain from crickeescrockpot asw!!! i highly recommend both shops, the keychains r super cute and im literally OBSESSED with them. both times that i had either package arrive in the mail i went INSANE. ok onto my playlists...
ok so for these im just gonna say the title of the playlist, what its for/based on and then list the songs (with some explanations....) i won't get into EVERY playlist or every song on each playlist bc they get SUUUPEER lengthy. also mentioning playlists i just wanted 2 mention while i've been writing this i'm listening to a playlist my friend has made me abt classic rock love songs he felt could relate to idiavil. the playlist is titled "the playlist for idia" (idk if ive mentioned but its one of my online names cuz i relate to him like. a lot. like an uncanny amount.) and the description is "the playlist meant specifically for idia. idia's playlist." which i thought u would enjoy cuz u like the emperors new groove. also relating to that me and this same friend have yzma and kronk twst ocs. just felt like dropping that. can u tell i have adhd yet ok ANYWAYS
originally i was gonna post multiple but i'll probably spread each playlist out between different posts if u don't mind..???? just lmk cuz this is already getting SUPER LENGTHY (went back to edit this while adding the tracklist LMAO)
the tirle of my main playlist is just in all caps "IDIAVIL" and is canon based. heres some of the tracklist:
- bad romance by lady gaga (im a little monster but also the whole idea of the romance being "bad" as in not socially acceptable as in vil is a celeb and dating some guy, with his popularity there'd be some type of uproar like there is irl)
- be quiet & drive far away by deftones (personal reasons but also because i can imagine vil taking idia out on car rides or just away from nrc if he became overwhelmed with people after large events yk??? like do u see the vision?????)
- koi boy by jack stauber (THIS SONG IS SO IDIA JUST TRUST ME. "can i wake up to you laying next to me?" OH MY GOD THATS SO HIM!!! the yearning of just wanting vil to be next to him and for him to be next to vil OHHH MY GODS.)
- i won't say (i'm in love) from hercules. this one needs no explanation
- i wanna be your boyfriend by hot freaks (another idia pov one, just checks out lyrically)
- wear sunscreen by peach pyramid (ANOTHER IDIA POV ONE BUT GODS THIS ONE IS SO COMFORTING TO ME. it matches so well with idias pessimistic point of view asw as the chorus fitting how i imagine idia and vil's relationship; they better each other, both of them aren't very familiar w romantic feelings, how they "stuck around" despite past problems they probably had with each other like the bickering they have in the twisted tsumderland event)
- teenage dirtbag by wheatus (not exactly 100% canon based but i think it makes sense for the most part. like, idia dreaming abt vil and consistently telling himself "he's too good for me, i'm just some lame otaku guy that games" and then vil sees idia sulking and that one scene from idias starsending robe vignette plays out, like he compares something to a game or mentions a game instinctively and then vils like "yeah exactly" and idia jjst does a hard restart)
- treehouse by alex g and emily yacina (again idias pov, most of these are. just bc idia has his own little bubble that he really only lets ortho into, and eventually vil.)
- love like you from steven universe (could be in either vil or idia's pov, i just imagine they'd have different experiences and feelings about romance asw as different ways to show affection.)
- the zombie song by stephanie mabey (HEAR ME OUT. THIS BUT FROM IDIAS POV ITS THE ZOMBIE SONG, AND FROM VILS POV ITS BASED OFF OF HIS HALLOWEEN CARD SO ITS ABT HIM BEING A VAMPIRE INSTEAD. DO U SEE THE VISION.)
- see you again by tyler the creator and kali uchis (again from idias pov, basically idia dreaming abt vil and being in a romantic relationship witj him but he avoids vil at all costs and is rlly awkward in convo with him bc of his crush.)
- red wine supernova by chappell roan (this is another kinda unrealistic but like. i can't entirely explain it. but do u see the vision.)
- fishy love by griffinilla (they're lowk so alphys and undyne coded like be fr)
- daydream by temporex (idia's pov, again just him being like "i'm not good enough" and avoiding her so he doesn't embarrass himself, pining basically)
- don't care by temporex (idia's pov, i imagine since vil is so constantly busy the two don'tgey a lot of time completely to themselves often and so when they do idia just drops everything immediately to see his bf)
- little star by temporex (this is another i can't exactly explain but. it just makes sense to me.)
- new perspective by panic! at the disco (it's from jennifer's body i think this makes enough sense)
- stupid with love from mean girls the musical (NOT AN AU LIKE IDIA IN CANON WOULD BE SOOO BAD AT LOVE. HES SMART WITH COMPUTERS BUT STUPID WITH LOVE.)
- stupid cupid by connie francis (very similar to i won't say i'm in love, i think this one checks out easily)
OKAY THATS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW. im honestly quite tired and i have to work on my next session for my d&d players (i dm two groups & i always wait until the sunday b4 we meet up to plan, tbh sometimes i cram it all hours b4 we meet on mondays) so i'm either doing that or sleeping. i'll post more tmrw tho if u want!!! i just feel like ive already flooded ur ask box sm i dont wanna bother u 😭😭
omg so first of all i should say that you're not bothering me at all!! i don't really get a lot of asks (the blog where i get the most is the one i make stimboards on and it's literally just because i take requests there LOL) so it's always nice when i do get people wanting to chat in my inbox! also my last reply was just me rambling for giant paragraphs about the casting for an AU based on a musical that you haven't even seen AKDFJGF so no worries, if you wanna send more feel free to! you could always just share your favorite songs from each playlist or something, whatever works for you lol, it just might take me a bit longer to reply if you send multiple asks at once. anyway those keychains are all so cute!! that reminds me i didn't share what artist made my enamel pins, it's ayumisaurus--looks like since i last bought from her she moved from etsy to another site and she's on a break atm, but hopefully when she opens again she'll still have her dorm leader pins. she made pins of all the overblots too and i need to get the riddle one at some point.
i didn't know a lot of these songs because 95% of what i listen to (outside of like, broadway musical albums/disney movie soundtracks/video game music lmao) is rock/metal/punk, i don't listen to much pop music or anything, so i looked up the lyrics to most of them but here's some thoughts:
be quiet and drive is a song i DO know and i can totally see that!! however, this is going to sound really silly but the reason why you picked it reminded me of making the most of the night by carly rae jepsen and then i thought of let's get lost, also by her. i'm imagining the first song from vil's POV and the second from idia's. yes i just said i don't listen to much pop music but carly rae jepsen is an icon 💖
i wanna be your boyfriend fits SO perfectly after i looked it up. the part that goes "all the guys are crowding around / they're telling you the same things that i planned to say / i thought i was unique / maybe I'm not that way" because vil is so famous and everybody already tells him how beautiful and talented he is all the time so idia thinks he doesn't have anything special to say... augh that's so good.
the lyrics to wear sunscreen are so sweet... you're so right about both of them making each other better and both not being that familiar with romantic feelings. vil's had all kinds of people who he doesn't even know try to confess their love to him, and it's possible that he's acted in romance movies before, but that doesn't mean he's ever known what it really felt like to be in love before.
love like you is such a great song because you can really make it fit just about any two people who love each other if you want to, and i can so easily see it from both vil or idia's POV. imagine "i always thought i might be bad, now i'm sure that it's true, cause i think you're so good and i'm nothing like you" and it could be idia thinking about how vil always works so hard and tries to help everyone else be the best they can be and he just isn't like that... or it could be vil thinking about how idia literally loved his brother so much that he figured out a way to bring him back from the dead, when he was only a child and vil at the same age was busy worrying about his acting career and never could've done something like that.
WAAAAIT FISHY LOVE BY GRIFFINILLA IS SO REAL LOL THEY ARE KIND OF ALPHYS AND UNDYNE CODED.
new perspective by PATD is another song i already knew and i can definitely see it
i also know the mean girls musical pretty well and omg the idea of stupid with love as a vilidia song is SO funny but you're so right, it does fit.
AND the mention of the mean girls musical reminds me, can i also just. go off on a quick tangent about wicked again. please imagine the beginning of the song "what is this feeling" but with vil and idia (as glinda and elphaba respectively, of course). really the WHOLE song is so them, but i just think about vil and idia going "there's been some confusion for you see my roommate is..." "unusually and exceedingly peculiar and altogether quite impossible to describe" "blonde 🙄" and it kills me every time it's SOOO funny to me.
anyway i didn't wanna give thoughts on every single song or anything because i knew this would get long but i appreciate you sharing them!! if you really don't mind me posting this publicly then i will just because i hate how tumblr doesn't save asks that you answer privately. also i thought for some reason that i already followed you back but apparently i didn't so i will now!! and if you're into D&D then you should totally play baldur's gate 3 if you're ever interested in it.
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🌙 not canon to the real series!! I am not in any way associated w/ ii, or working 4 them (i wish tho /silly)
☆☆ I do have social anxiety,, so sorry if i take a while to answer your ask,, this is my 1st time running an ask blogg!! I’m not used to answering sm asks, but also bc im BUSYYY!!
🎧⭐️ i, mod milki also MIGHT suck at cosplaying steve cobs so sorry if i ever disappoint ( ´_ゝ`) ,, again yall i have no experience w/ ask blogs and cosplaying
#ooc tag - out of character ☆☆ not an ask!
#off topic - unrelated to blog
#mod talks - mod (blog runners) rambling lawl
btw send as many asks as ya want,, i like receiving em but gimme time to answer plz
᎒ ꒰ 01 ˙ #posting? ៸៸ 🍂
・I will post Steve Cobs content obviously -w- but YOU guys will run our posts!! Not literally but err its based off of your asks :v soo yeah you can ask him thingies!!
・other ooc stuff
・Reblogs… to catch yall off guard bc I procrastinate on this blog sm
・confessions,, abt the corn man,, or to the corn man, he will answer em.
((i might delete some reblogs or shitposts,,, or smth unrelated to this blog so yeah,, i just wanna keep this blog,, an ask blog)
᎒ ꒰ 02 ˙ #rules while asking? ៸៸ 🌽
・Yeah ig you can do nsfw asks for funsies
・joke asks are always allowed bro 🕶️
・you can magic anon him things
・yeah angst is allowed but we like a silly blog dont we
・hate on him all ya want (dont hate on ME tho the blog creator shhsjshjsj)
・yes, you can turn him into popcorn (or atleast attempt to??) if you do,,, it won’t be permanent XD
・i dont mind if your here to step on some corn dick /silly
・inanimate insanity stuff related only please!!!
・Meeple + Inanimate insanity show, contestants, hosts related askz r cool too
・u may include ur oc in the ask!! No back and forth convos thoo!! (If u want ur oc to respond rb my post)
・confessions allowed too LOLZZ!! Filthy or not, we allow it. As long as you don’t intend it for the mods of the blog, ur good. Yeah, that means you can confess stuff to corn man. Make him get a therapist maybe.?
i won't judge you here...unless ya send me something immoral or downright horrible. or maybe if you send me foot fetish confessions /hj
᎒ ꒰ 03 ˙ #confession guidelines ៸៸ 🍄 yeah!! Confess to the corn man stuff,, maybe accidentally get him a therapist!!. BUT!! Confessions ran by our our mod that has been thru it all /lh,, @starigen, . so don't fear anything being TOO horny,, whatever you're about to send, shes probably thought sumn similar... shes seen too much of it /lh /j
or DONE sumn similar? lmao jk
no immoral shit. no pedo shit, no proships, no abuse, no incest, no grooming, nothing rancid like that please!!!! ty :33 we wanna keep this blog w/ no drama llama 🦙!!
no confessions relating to anything problematic, please we beg of you. just a personal discomfort thing, for all us mods. please do not bring up grooming or anything related to it please <33
ALSO, NOBODY FUCKIN SEND HORNY ASKS ABOUT HERRR!!!!! just cause she can handle nsfw well doesn’t mean she doesn’t have boundaries.
ok happy confessing freaks /silly /j :3
📝 note for starigen: yeah keep in mind you are confessing to Steve Cobs,, so don’t be surprised if he ends up being rude lol,, there will be a ooc response from ME!! So…!! Yeah.
᎒ ꒰ 03 ˙ #blog rules in general ៸៸ 🍃
・no advertisements lolz
・you may submit fanart thru asking
・no being rude to others :’D
・PLEASE DONT MAKE FUN OF MY OBJECT ARTSTYLEEE :’)
★ — Thats him!! ask him anything (ANYTHING)!!! The corn man!! 🌽🌽🕶️
⚠️⚠️ (by the way!! I didnt make him a furry!! I just gave him paws! Don’t call him one just bc he has paws! Its basically calling a dog a furry!!! BUT PLEASE DIFFERENTIATE!) ☆☆
(some parts of him might change by accident while i, mod cake draw him btw)
written by mod cake 🍰
★ — Taggies (ignore) 🏷️🪽
#steve cobs#ii steve cobs#steve cobs ii#ii#inanimate insanity#meeple#ooc post#ooc#ooc tag#out of character#not an ask#ask blog#asks are open#ask box open#bio#blog intro
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Hey while we're at it im gonna do something that tomorrow me is soooooo gonna regret
Its 3am dont be too surprised that i cant function normally at this time
(its some old art of mine i dont have a thumbnail for this)
2022/03/06 (YYYY/MM/DD). I dont even know what i was drawing. Are they... holding a cup? Or something? I do know the background is game theory and machine learning foundation math
2022/06/12. I think i mean i like the "dark eye red glow kill everyone in their sight" part when i wrote that. Im... not really sure what is on the background, probably game theory.
2022/06/24. Im a CS person instead of EE i cant fix your scanner im sorry. Also thats more machine learning math.
2022/07/02. He's the third character i draw. The second being dragonhound because i ran out of ideas how to pose a single houndy. Yeah thats more machine learning math
2022/07/15. I... I just cant deal with dragonhound okay their helmet were waaaaaay too overleveled for me to drew. If you look closely you can see i let dragonhound have tail and wings because tbh they should.
2022/11/22. Yeah i think i already decided what i wanna draw in terms of topics. Or you can say i just like wholesome interaction. Theres just not enough wholesome stuff in this world.
Aaaaand i got a second hand wacom in 2022/12. Theres a loooooot more but i'd rather burn my computer than see more of this. So, yeah.
I think i still know what im trying to convey when i see each and every one of them. Weird. Okay now i really need to see some recent art of mine now or i will forget how to draw
Edit: oh yeah i forgot to post this
2022/06/07. This thing. This fucking thing. Took me 12 hours. On autodesk sketchbook on a samsung phone. I know the time because i looked it up in the setting that day and that app is the most used app of the day.
Like.
I mean.
Tbh this is probably why i hate coloring and rendering this much. Because if i cant even get the proportion and that kind of stuff right then what the fuck am i doing coloring and rendering on that. Like i already think this art is waaaay off while im still coloring this. Its just not fun anymore. Its pure suffer. I dont know how it took 12 hours but i know i am really working on this piece during that time instead of opening the app and do something else.
And thats probably why my sketch/lineart skill and coloring skill is disjointed this much.
Got a pad of scratch paper for math stuff and the first thing i do is not even remotely related to math
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