#just for me and tumblr man

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

I hope one day I’ll be able to dance around to Liam’s tunes again. It just hurts so much to listen to any of them now, especially the upbeat fun ones.. the ones I’d go to when I wanted to lift the mood, when I needed a bit of distraction or needed to force myself out of feeling blue.. now everything is coloured grey…

i get it... listening to 1d has often been about turning off my brain and feeling good, especially when not a lot of other things succeed in doing that. i have been listening to them these past days as a way to grieve... to keep liam in mind. to keep them in mind. maybe also to make sure i don't associate grieving them with not listening to them because i know i'll always grieve this and i refuse to stop listening. one direction, this innocent thing from my teenage years, this thing that brought me enormous comfort during lockdown, has now grown up with me even more. a lot of happiness in life is made brighter by the sadness that contrasts it. i am grieving now, grieving liam and his life and everything that went wrong. the pinpricks of light in there. i am incredibly sad about how life twisted and turned for him, and i feel even closer to 1d because of this. like. fuck, i really do fucking care a lot about them don't i? fuck. so now, when i listen to night changes or fireproof or even fucking act my age i feel that sadness as the undercurrent to my joy. which is how i feel about most things i find incredibly beautiful. or, idk, how i recognize something as being real. so yeah. that. they're the raise in the water that calms my mind bc they're walking in the wind

[ionomycin]

your last light

[blorbologist]

Misc Chateau Shorthalt screengrabs because OH man, look at how happy they all are!!!!!

[paintedcrows]

Introducing RoyalAuthor! ...I cannot stop thinking about these old man scientists...

[dkettchen]

cursed construction core hi vis bra that came to me in a dream

In the dream I saw it in the window display of a hardware/DIY/trade shop, implying it was meant to be a practical garment designed for actual female constructions workers in a Female Armour level missed-the-brief attempt at gender inclusion

The practical support from the visible underwire combined with the hi vis implying it’s not meant to be worn as an undergarment, I just-

I blame my binge-reading ND Stevenson’s gender comics talking abt masculinity and femininity incl the one abt Victoria’s Secret lingerie yesterday for this monstrosity x’D

[zelkams-art]

you need not suffer anymore

[shwinlsol]

I apparently have an affinity for drawing grizzled old men and their psychopathic exes

[starridge]

yeah

[delhe-dalim]

Oh Mayday... Warm colors cuz he deserves some warmth 🥹

[lieutenant-fred]

I spent too much time on this for this to be a doodle at this point

[pineflowerart]

May The Dreadwolf Take You

An attempt at the fresco style paintings from DA:I

[tendermimi]

oh my god mitski

[cryptidjeepers]

okay im not british and i admit my understanding of british politics is not great but i found out that david tennant's speech when he accepted the lgbt celebrity ally award made british politicans BIG mad. the way conservative transphobic politicans will weaponize any part of their identity to silence criticism agaisnt them is so disingenious and shitty.

THIS is what he said. okay

and this was the reaction of badenoch and sunak

literally weaponizing her identity as a woman and a woman of colour to distract from how dangerously transphobic she is. like what the fuck. anyways i just wanted to bring this up because it's something that terfs do constantly. especially to shut up trans woman and cis male allies. not to mention david tennant is a father of a non-binary child and i believe one of other kids is queer. he's not just being a performative ally, trans rights are important to him and his family. anyways fuck sunak fuck badenoch.

[monakisu]

lawlight toxic yuri i never posted

[urghblergh]

Spock lets his hair grow out a little and everyone's in love with each other. 🤲

[solanj]

The Imperium warrants any sacrifice