#julian ward

[only-knives]

not that people who've been to the ward are immune from being pro-psych, but if you've never been to a psych ward*, i sincerely don't want to hear about how psychiatry/psychology is good because you've had such a good experience with X provider, or X medication saved your life. *i also don't want to hear about how the forced treatment was what you needed or how the ward you went to let you have your cellphone etc. etc. i genuinely do not want to hear it.

like. the first hospitalization traumatized me so bad, i became dangerously delusional, was re-hospitalized, and sent to state. when they transferred me, i was strapped down into a gurney at all points on my body, *head and neck included*, and loaded onto an ambulance. my parents lost most of their parental rights; i was a ward of the state and had near zero rights. when i got there, they made me choose if, "if necessary," if i wanted to be wrangled down and forcibly injected with a sedative... or wrangled down and locked in a padded room all by myself (but at least i had a choice, right?). i signed consents and paperwork that i did not fucking understand. then i was told i'd be locked inside for 2 straight weeks (which yes, they followed through with). the psych ward was remote, nothing but barbed fences and trees around us. cant even see the sun through the heavily tinted windows. that was the *start* of the stay. i'm sure you can imagine nothing good came after.

so like. if you walk out of a place like that thinking it was good for you, then i can only imagine how traumatized you are and i hope you heal someday. but if you've never faced the destruction of your autonomy like that and go around being like "oh this is good actually" then shut the ever living fuck up.

[handsomepigeon]

FCILMGOW (fictional character i'd like to marry and grow old with)

[nerds-yearbook]

In 1505, the time traveling alien known as the Doctor (Doctor 4) and his companions arrived in Florence, Italy to speak with Leonardo de Vinci about multiple Mona Lisa’s that the Doctor had discovered in 1979. To the Doctor’s surprise, he ran into a man he had met in 1979 but by a different name. ("The City of Death", Doctor Who, vlm 1 TV)

[5leggedlamb]

My type 1/2

[giveamadeuschohisownmovie]

The plot of the movie so far:

TBD

[guardianreadersofthegalaxy]

Out of context Doctor Who

[letterboxd-loggd]

Quatermass and the Pit (Five Million Years to Earth) (1967) Roy Ward Baker

October 6th 2024

[the-football-chick]

Only 8 wide receivers have ever won Super Bowl MVP

IG: snfonnbc

[captaindowagerblog]

Don't get me wrong... I absolutely LOVE the new season of Gilded Age but... I want more of Mrs Astor and less of... basically every other character

[intersexfairy]

they put me on this mood stabilizer and i am much more unstable than i was now. it's almost like being locked up for 3 weeks and near totally disconnected from the outside world fundamentally changes a person

[blueiight]

lotgh is like if iliad achilles’s wrathful grief was 50% of one story and odyssey odysseus whos a relaxed semi functioning alcoholic was 50% of the other. and telemachus is an odysseus fanboy (re)constructing the odyssey thru the sayings& private convos he had with his dad. and they in space

[nerds-yearbook]

In 1979, the time traveling alien known as the Doctor (Doctor 4) and his companions arrived in Paris and stumbled upon a plan to steal the Mona Lisa. The plot thickened when the Doctor learned the Count Scarlioni, who attempted to steal the Mona Lisa, apparently had several other Mona Lisa’s. To make matters more complicated, Scarlioni appeared to have access to alien technology and working on Time Travel experiments. ("The City of Death", Doctor Who vlm 1, TV)

[gaslightgatekeepgotham]

can officially scratch calendar man off of my rogue's bingo. now i'm eligible for a free dinner.

anon, I am so, so sorry. tell you what, I'll DM you a real nice hole-in-the-wall pizza place I hit up every now and then.

[giveamadeuschohisownmovie]

“Assault on Precinct 13” 2nd remake (movie plots as determined by Tumblr, part 4):

The head police officer (Michael B. Jordan) makes the tough decision to work together with the prisoners (Oscar Isaac, Walton Goggins, Jeff Ward, Victoria Pedretti) in order to hold off the far-right militia that has surrounded the police station. The single mom officer (Sarah Rafferty) opposes this plan since she believes the prisoners will betray them as soon as they get the chance.

The head officer, while understanding her concerns, says that they need all the help they can get.

Another shootout occurs and, this time, the survivors manage to work together and push the far-right militia back without suffering any casualties. Despite the victory, a standoff occurs between the police officers and the prisoners…

Link to the previous part in the storyline

[djkerr]

TGA 01x06 Heads Have Rolled For Less

How not to cross a road:

How to cross a road like a normal person:

How to cross a road like you own the street (do not try to repeat it):

[human-antithesis]

Cowardice Country: United States Genre: Sludge Metal, Doom Metal Formed in: 2016

Lineup (From Left to Right): Julian Cardazone - Guitars (2016 - Present) Chris Ward - Drums (2019 - Present) Stephen Edwards - Bass (2016 - Present) Nick Zwiren - Guitars (2016 - Present) Mark Guiliano - Vocals (2016 - Present)

Albums:

2016 - Without Condolence 2018 - Cowardice & Chaste - Banality In Its Purest Fashion (Split) 2022 - Fealty (EP) 2024 - Atavist