#julcia404

[hacked-by-jake]

Meme

(Slightly spoiler, not for the plot tho)

@julcia404 Just send a wonderful and amazing message in Discord and well, it's the perfect template for a meme. 😌💚

[itsnotzka]

Hey, my fabulous one 🙃

I hope it's not too much, but I couldn't deciiiiiiide 😅🙈 (maybe you can...just choose which ones you want to answer, if they're too many)

10, 30, 34, 39, 41, 45

lots of love to you ♡

Jules 🤭 Is it ok to answer just a few? :) I don't want to give you some baloney answer ;D I am also somehow not quite comfortable with sharing my taste in public😅

10. How do you decide what to write?

I… don’t? It's the muses who decide! Well, I think I write what feels closest to my heart at the moment, no matter how stupid it sounds :)

30. Have you ever written something that was out of your comfort zone? If so, what was it, and how did it affect your approach to writing fic thereafter?

Whenever I write angst it's a step out of my comfort zone, because I think I'm not really good at it. But I like challenges, so it often feels good afterwards. Awkward but good. This is probably not a good answer to this question, so just go with it 😂

34. What aspects of your writing are inspired by/taken from your real life?

Feelings, usually. Some small details that have meaning just for me, too :)

45. What’s something you’ve improved on since you started writing fic?

Anything that involves writing, I recon? Vocabulary, grammar, storytelling, character design, story structure. Accepting that it doesn't have to be perfect to be enjoyable. At least I hope so, haha 🤭😅

Thanks :)

(you can find the questions here)

[zmayadw]

Hey there! It’s me again, I hope you don’t mind 🤭

Please tell me three things you really like about yourself ♡

Cozy and soft hugs, and lots of love for you!

🫂 ♡ 💙 ♡ 🫂

Hey there lovely, again! 🤭💚

And ofc I don't mind! I'm more than happy to answer, although this one isn't as easy as your last ask 😅

Ok, so 3 things I really like about myself:

I really like my eyes 😊💚 And I can even say that's like one of two things I like about my appearance 😅

I like that I'm alway myself, I won't pretend to like someone or something just to fit with the crowd.

Last, but not least, I really like that I'm a mom 😊 (which is funny really, because when I was younger, I always screamed how I'll never have kids 😅 And right now, that little human is my whole world! 💚)

Thank you, again, for the ask! Once more, sending many hugs and love your way! Take care, and wish you a great weekend! 💚

Ask game - ask one (1) thing you want to know about me!

[reds-ramblings]

Hey, wonderful Red!

What are you looking forward to this year?

I hope you'll have a kind weekend ahead. Here is a hug to get started: 🫂💙

Hey Jules!!

A good night's sleep? Does that count? 🤣

Can I pick more than one thing?

I have the whole month of September off for sabbatical! I have been looking forward to that for a year! I feel like there may be a trip to the beach in there somewhere.

There are some really good things happening for me this year both personally and professionally.

Oh and... I'm publishing 3 books this year. 🫣

It's always so good to see you in my ask box. I hope you have an amazing weekend.

[hackedby]

🥹🥹💚🫶🏻.

[escapethewonderland]

Lost Scenes Thursday! Get to know your favourite authors better. Show five scenes from either abandoned fics where you regret they will never see the light of day, or five scenes from WIPs where you are impatient to see them out there. Long, short, one-liner... it's all good reading. Tag five other authors where you are curious.

(feel free to ignore it though :))

Hello darling! ✨💜

I saw this ask and I couldn't resist because only my PC knows the amount of WIPs I have on it. I was very excited for this, not gonna lie so thank you for sending it!

Some of them will probably never see the light of day, some hopefully will. (fingers crossed because the procrastination is strong in this one 😂)

Tagging a few of my lovelies (feel free to ignore it though 💜✨): @miss-celestia13 @itsnotzka @julesthoughts @cassi0-peia @fem-moony @julcia404

So let's go ahead and dive into it.

Disclaimer: the majority of them were written in my native language so the translation is far from finished and thoroughly edited.

Also, this post is long af.

The first one is a small scene from the first chapter of what was supposed to be my PhilxMC Duskwood fanfiction. 🐦‍⬛

“A weird dream has been troubling me for a while lately” she replied quietly, still facing the window. A ruffling of paper, probably a page being turned and her therapist voice filled the air again. “Would you like to talk about it?” asked the other woman with patience and kindness. Nadia turned around hesitantly, resting her hips against the big window’s edge, hugging her elbows for comfort. She nodded, biting her lower lip while she recalled her dream. “It’s not always quite the same, some minor details change at times” Nadia started saying. “It starts with me waking up in a lush forest, usually barefoot and empty handed. In the dream, I know I’m looking for something so I start walking, watching every step. At times, I wander in the forest for what feels hours or days, with only a bird overlooking my movements.” Nadia began to walk around the doctor’s office almost unconsciously. “Do you remember what kind of bird it is?” the therapist questioned with a soothing tone. The girl shocked her head, long brunette hair falling in waves down her shoulders. “I’m not sure, it’s either a crow or a raven, I can’t really tell the difference” said Nadia, frowning her eyebrows uncertain. The doctor invited her to go on with an encouraging hand’s gesture. “Please, go on” Nadia squared her shoulders for the next part: it usually plagued her most recent nightmares and it scared her to death. “Suddenly, I stop near a tree to inspect it and at a closer look I understand why. There’s something carved in the bark, a sort of stylized symbol in the shape of a raven or a crow, but when my hands are almost about to touch it, a scream fills the air.” Nadia paused, rubbing her arms against the unexpected cold evoked by the tell of her dream. It was one thing when it was all in her head, she could pretend it was only a fragment of her vivid imagination and nothing more. Narrating out loud made it somehow more sinister and real. “I look around frightened, hastily trying to figure out where it came from and then I see it. A figure is standing there, near the trees, with a jute bag over his head. I can’t see his eyes but I know he’s watching me. And then, I’m running for the hills, the creature…or man… whatever it is, it’s following me at full speed and I can’t escape, I can’t hide, I’m like a prey counting the seconds leading up to her death.”

2. The second is an excerpt of an original short story I wrote years ago for a contest called "Dark Seas". I was one of the 3 lucky winners! 🥰 It is not published in English (yet) but here is a little glimpse of it (translation is unedited, it's still in its raw form). 🌊🧜🏻‍♀️

And then a sound interrupted that moment frozen in time. The piercing sound of the general alarm urgently shook the Leviathan’s walls. The man looked up to the ceiling, swearing a bunch of profanities. He barked orders like a rabid animal, his eyes setting at last on the lifeless body of nurse Michaels. “Clean this mess, start the evacuation procedures, NOW!” he ordered peremptory, but no one around him seemed able to move a muscle. “You’ll die, general” declared Seline coldly. The sclera of her eyes shifted color, slowly turning into a deeper shade of blue in stark contrast with the pale iris. “You’ll die alone and forgotten in the depths of the abysses that you believe you can conquer for your dirty deeds” The man looked at her as if seeing the mermaid for the first time. “The ocean does not forgive. This is a promise” murmured Seline, voice sweet as honey before parting her lips and singing a wordless melody. She closed her eyes, listening carefully to the sound of the ocean. She could feel it, right there in the distance, the chanting of the waves screaming for vengeance. The mermaids are coming, my sweet darling. Seline projected that reassuring thought to Eloise, and a sense of calm overcame her. They’re here.

3. The third scene comes from an old, abandoned story about ghosts loosely based on my old school and a dream. 👻

“Tell me. Tell me what you saw,” he demanded, eyes boring a grave look I had never seen before. The sweet lull of the water made the moment feel surreal. I was still grasping for breath when Garrett moved. He cradled my nape gently, the other hand tangled in my wet hair in a silent prayer. He should not have been this close to me, but his touch felt like a reassuring anchor to reality. I parted my lips, words struggling to emerge under Garrett's intense, worried gaze. I frowned before finding the courage to let the truth come to the surface. “Are you familiar with Charlotte, Charlotte Wrought? The only daughter of Darren Wrought?” I said, swallowing my fears. Garrett nodded, not leaving me or moving away even for a second. “She did not take her life. She was murdered."

4. This is from my beloved Teen Wolf fanfiction. I spent a lot of time on it, sweat and tears spilled while shaping the plot which spread through the first three seasons of the show. It was my comfort throughout a very difficult summer. Now it's just a dusty memory on my pc. I won't say what's going on in this scene, just in case I decide to continue it eventually. 🐺🌕

“I don’t want an evil person in my life. I adored the sweet Isaac who asked me shyly to help him out with chemistry. The same guy who held me the whole night like I was the only thing keeping you anchored to reality.” The girl lifted her head, looking the young werewolf in the eyes, a traitorous tear sliding down her cheek, “The same guy I cried for after promising to never do it again. be the cold, strong girl seeking her vengeance. You are light, Isaac,” whispered the girl, planting a soft kiss on the edge of his lips before turning around. “Even though now it’s tarnished, I know it’s still glowing somewhere. But I don’t want another bad person in my life, not now.” She stated softly, resting her forehead against the cold shower’s tiles.

5. Last but not least, a little tease from chapter 3 of "Do I Wanna Know?", my original OS currently published on Wattpad, Ao3 and Inkitt.

How many secrets can you still keep, Alexis? Derek seemed to direct the question at her, bold and wild. A lump in her throat blocked every word. Her tangled mind was powerless, unable to form any rational thought, overflown with images of him singing to her. “Cause there’s this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow” he sang, taking his sweet time before meeting her eyes, fixated on her until the pre-chorus. Alexis didn’t dare to move a single muscle, like a snake charmed by the lethal flute.

Hope you enjoyed it! 💜✨🌌

[zmayadw]

Hey there!

Let's do it Jake-and-MC-style, shall we? ;)

What is your hair color?

I send lots of love and hugs and good vibes your way! 💙

Hey there my dear lovely Jules! Always nice to see you! 💚

Hehe, nice one! Unfortunately, I can't answer Jake style, as my hair is not black 🤭

As for the real answer: if I don't dye my hair it would be more gray than my real color 😅 Unfortunately I started to get gray hair very early (in my early 20ies) so I'm forced to dye it, and I mostly chose some darker shade of brown now, which is close to my natural color.

Thank you so much for the ask! I'm sending you lots of love, hugs and good vibes back, and I wish you a wonderful day/evening/night! 💚

Ask game - ask one (1) thing you want to know about me!

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16. What do you think makes you attractive?

17. What is something you're really good at?

21. Who knows you the best?

26. How are you feeling right now?

♡

Hey Ho you wonderful soul!! 💚

16. What do you think makes you attractive?

Oof, uh, that's a hard question. Of course, this is completely subjective and I will not go into outward appearances now. So maybe I would say my humor? I often have a terrible humor and yes, I find many dad jokes extremely good. xD But apparently, as I perceive it in conversations with others, my humor seems to be okay. And even if I don’t want it at all, there are times when I say things that others find extremely funny. xD

17. What is something you're really good at?

I don’t know if I'm really good at it but I really hope so, because I really want to be, haha. I think I'm not bad in destroying societies rules. xD Not by being the opposite opposite of it. But I think I’m quite good at seeing what social problems there are which social actions are used to make people behave the same way. And I think I’m quite good at invalidating these rules and roles and showing why it’s bullshit and unhealthy for the world. Does this even make sense? I hope so. 😅 You could also say it like - I’m good at discussing and debating.

21. Who knows you the best?

Besides myself.. Either my mom or my best friend. Both of them know things no one else knows about me. But it's hard to tell who knows more because I tell both of them different things. There are things I couldn't tell my mom about but my best friend. And there are also things I can only tell my mom but not my best friend. So I think it's some kind of a mix. But otherwise, there's a bunch of online people I love and they also know a couple of things I never told anyone else about. 🤭💚

26. How are you feeling right now?

Well, my favourite answers, could be much better but could also be worse. My pollen allergy is doing it's best this year again. I'm glad when I can finish a sentence without sneezing 3 times. 🤭 Also mentally pretty stressed and exhausted but nothing I can't manage. 💚

Thank you so, so much for asking. I couldn't appreciate your time more. 💚 And I hope you're doing good! Don't forget, you're amazing and loved by many people! 💚

-> Ask Game

[hacked-by-jake]

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[hacked-by-jake]

Saddest thing is that we came out of Moonvale without new fanfiction inspiration

[itsnotzka]

tag game: pick stuff from your room and have people vote on which one they want to take home.

Tagged by @andordean and I chose a Moomin mug! :) (no! I don't have too many mugs! So what they won't fit in the cupboard anymore!)

My random childish stuff catalog:

*it doesn't work anymore, oops

Uh oh, I'm tagging, let's see (no pressure :)):

@julcia404 @lyon-amore @miss-celestia13 @cassi0-peia @hackedby

@fem-moony @astaldis @intoduskoutofdawn @reds-ramblings

[lyon-amore]

To me it seems like he's full of cocaine, I didn't think he was cute, I thought it was sad 🤣🤣🤣

Meme

(Slightly spoiler, not for the plot tho)

@julcia404 Just send a wonderful and amazing message in Discord and well, it's the perfect template for a meme. 😌💚