#jin old selca

[lesbiansloveseokjin]

day 13/547 of seokjin’s military service x

[hearthvkoo]

Blessed by Jin, Jimin and Namjoon today 🤗

Saw that Namjoon is at home, I'm wondering what the other are doing in these days.

I also read that Yoongi and Jin visited the same restaurant few days ago, and saw some new pics of Hobi during his 🪖 service.

I can't help but I miss Taekook so bad, taehyung you can make happy just posting a little old selca on your stories 😏😏 I was so spoiled the last year lol

[pe-itos]

jin old selcas !

[aesthetical-killer]

Bringing this back🐯

[stormblessed95]

Jikook Dynamics Through the Years: 2015 Pt 1

The previous posts for 2012 - 2014 can be found in my masterlist under Jikook Dynamics as well as I'll link them here for you. This is year that things really starting becoming more clear eventually in my opinion. Something important to keep in mind that I'll be sharing moments, AND my personal opinions, along with facts. My opinions are my own. You can agree or disagree. I encourage you to go and check it all out, see this content for yourself as well and form your own opinions during this time frame too. I will be splitting this up into multiple different posts probably to manage the length and be able to add more links/photos in each post. But also keep in mind this is not EVERY jikook moment from this year. I'll only be including moments that I personally want to and feel like it's worth drawing attention to and commenting on. This is so so long. I'm so sorry!

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Starting the year off on 150101 with BTS's new year messages in a Bangtan Bomb. Jikook are walking together behind everyone briefly. Jimin also tries telling RM to give the camera a kiss after his messages and gets ignored. JK listens though and gives the camera a kiss. Lol

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As well as starting off the new year with one of my favorite chaos trios. The moments are from their new years day meal, but the article was posted on 150211, Starcast posted an Article with photos of JinJiKook going grocery shopping and cooking together. It's ADORABLE. Jin honestly looks like a tired dad out out with his kids 🤣 and They are all so cute. All photos in the link above. Part 2 of the article here of them cooking their meal

Moving on to 150106, We get a BTB of Jimin TV. Lol Finding Jungkook. This is an interesting little Bangtan Bomb. Right off the bat, we have vmin with JM filming. He says that they need to find Jungkookie. V asks why. Jimin says because JK has been avoiding him lately and his reactions are funny. Tae then starts going "avoids?" Interupting Jimin multiple times to keep saying it. Like really?! He AVOIDS you? Are you sure. It's giving "I don't believe you at all." Like JK isn't really avoiding Jimin off camera.... at all. Jimin eventually turns to look at Tae who immediately stops and says sorry. Lol it's giving "okay, sorry for teasing, I'm done now" to me. The whole "interview" part of this with Jikook was mostly just them teasing each other. Huge smiles the whole time too. A tad bit awkward. Lol Jimin ending with requesting and jokingly pretending to steal a kiss and JKs panic. Lol part of these constant requests for kisses I think are due to what Jimin said at the start, he finds JKs reactions funny. And part of it, I think might be something else. Lol why does the joke never stop Jimin?? 🤣💀 Yall form your own opinions there. Lol

While that video was posted on the 6th, it wasn't taken then. The members were currently on vacation and visiting home for 3 days. Jimin and JK were in Busan seeing their own friends and family at the time. They got home on the 7th and traveled back to Seoul together on the train. Jikook tweeted a selca together arriving back at the dorm. Jimin also shared posts of what else he did while in Busan, which I'll share too. He went to visit a friend who was heading into the army soon and posted a selca with him and the beach they went too. He also posted photos from visiting his old dance teachers in Busan too. Jimin also posts a log from his trip as well too. Which you can watch here. Jimin mentions visiting with his friends and teachers and family as well as meeting JK on the train to head back.

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Also On the 7th, Oricon Style Magazine also released an interview they did over their Japanese Album. You can read the full translations here. I just want to focus on JK saying that when the hyungs are depressed or in a bad mood, he often doesn't notice. Tae and Hobi called him out on it and he confirmed. When asked if he ignored them on purpose, he Jimin and Hobi spoke up saying that often its better because if he tried to comfort them, they would often brush him off and that it's better for him to leave them all alone instead. And JK says that is why he doesn't do it. I find myself thinking that perhaps this might have been why some of these insensitive jokes he would make occasionally with his hyungs in an effort to be teasing, how he didn't always recognize that they didn't find it as funny.

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On the 14th BTS flew out to China for schedules. While there, they did interviews and press conferences as well. On 150116 they had an interview with 爱豆IDOL. You can find the whole thing if you want, but I can't find it with eng subs (if you do, let me know and I'll edit it in!) I will just link this part of when Jimin stands up to dance and do beat boxing during the interview. He dances in the middle, which happens to then be directly in front of JK. Who spends almost the entire dance checking out Jimins ass. Lmao

On 150118, JK tweets out photos he took of Tae, RM and Jimin relaxing in the hotel lobby (I assume) with the caption "From Jungkook-nim it's really...." it's really WHAT Jungkook?! Lol the way Jimin is staring into that camera though it's really something. 👀😂

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On 150120, Jikook post to Twitter together of them dancing/posing as they stayed late practicing longer than the other members. Captioned "a man who practices is a cool man. Jungkookie and super Jimin." An extra addition here JK posted to Twitter 2 vines of him being silly in the practice room too. Lol here and here. As well as Tae who apparently felt like Jimin was taking too long to get home from practice time with JK, started posting to Twitter telling Jimin to come home quickly already or else. And threatening Jimins Hip Hop monster doll if he didn't come back. Lmao which was a 3 part tweet series, followed by Jimins revenge later that night too. 🤣 On 150122, JK tweeted out a photo of him and Jimin thanking ARMYs for their award. Bangtan Bomb of the Award Show.

Also StarCast released an article and photos from the 24th Seoul Music Awards (where they won the award above) of the members from this day, ending with 4 cute Jikook Selcas. The article was posted Feb 3rd, but the photos come from 150122.

Ending January's moments on the 28th. They released a behinds clip for the Vietnamese Verison of Danger. Not really a moment, but I figured there would be lots of people who hadn't seen this yet and it starts off with super cute 3J practicing lyrics together and the jikook vocals through the whole 3 minutes is 😍😍 Also on the 28th was the Gaon Charts Awards. Everyone gushes over the cute jikook back hug dance at the END of 2015. But everyone forgets that 2015 STARTED with an award show backhug dance on the audience from jikook too. Lol they are so precious. A fancam below of the members reacting to the Super Junior performance at the award show. About 3:15 minutes in we see JK put his arm around Jimins shoulders and start to sway with him back and forth to the music. As well as a jikook focused angle from behind.

Bangtan Bomb from that award show here too. Jimin being tired of all the silly fighting for the camera. Lol the constant teasing. Jimin kissing the award after his thank you. Everyone groaning and saying now he has contaminated it and they can't touch it now to tease him. Just for JK to pick up the award again and almost kiss it himself. Lol didn't bother you, huh?

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On 150209, Jimin posted to Twitter a selca with JK in the seat next to him with the caption "We will go and return." Tae came to Twitter to reply with his own Selca from the other side of JK with the caption "I'm here tooooo" lmao cute. They were all heading to Japan for their Wake Up concert tour. On 150211, Big Hit posted their after concert group photo, with Jikook posing cutely together at the top in Toyko.

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On 150213, they had Day 1 of their Osaka Wake Up Concerts. Some super cute interactions from that day as well during the Concert between Jikook. You can also find all my thoughts as well as thoughts over jikookery from the behinds and just in general on the Wake Up Japan Tour Commentary Post here. Which took place from the 10th - 19th of Feb. You will also find more commentary over the Wake Up Tour Making Film from my Memories 2015 Disc 3 post here.

On 150216, they posted a video announcing their concert tour dates for BTS Begins concerts in March. JK looks at Jimin quite fondly multiple times through the video, both when Jimin is talking and when he isn't. You can also find more of my thoughts over the making films for BTS BEGINS from my post for Memories 2015 Disc's 1-2 here. Along with a preview into March from the actual concerts as well. Lol sorry! Timelines get more mixed up here as we have more content getting thrown into the mix.

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On 150217, JK on Japanese fancafe answered a question from staff about which hyung he got along best with/was easiest to talk to. He answered Jimin. So for anyone trying to say he was uncomfortable around Jimin in these early years or didn't seek Jimin out or didn't enjoy time with him. He once again is proving that wrong. My Post over that Here.

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On 150219, JK recommended Drown on Twitter. It's kinda a sad song, but beautiful. Not really anything to do with jikook together, but with all the references to being brass pretending to be gold, perhaps something he related to a bit. We know he sometimes felt pressured by his good at everything golden title

Which brings us to March. On 150302, a BTB gets posted of JM, Hope and RM doing the "Up & Down" girl group dance. JK joins near the end. Hobi goes up to dance on him and annoy him, only for JK to push him away. And then to start purposefully singing something different and cutting in front of Jimin, giggling and smiling as he purposefully tries to annoy him, and it clearly works. Lol it's giving me "I wanted Jimins attention and now I've got it" vibes

Also on the 2nd, Jikook tweeted together saying they all recieved a present, and they were holding a photo up of Hobi between them. Lmao not a flattering photo either. Also worth noting that Jimin posted this on March 2nd, but judging from their outfits, it appears to be their same outfits when they arrived back home in Korea from their Wake Up tour on February 20th. So the photos are probably from that day.

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On 150206 a BTB is posted of BTS playing Jenga. Jimin loses and as a punishment has to kiss Yoongi. (He never actually does it.) Yoongi is NOT happy and Jimin looks like he is getting into it. Lol JK though doesn't look all that into either until Jimin stands back up, aka not going through with it. Just a noticeable difference from the last time 2 members had to kiss as punishment and actually did it (Vhope on rookie king) and JK was very excited to be watching that punishment kiss go down 😅😂

On 150307, BTS are on the BTS 방탄소년단 Idol True Colours CRADIO 偶像本色 raido show. Definitely worth watching the whole hour if you haven't seen it yet. But I just want to repoint out here how Tae brings up how incredibly shy JK was even with all the members during trainee years and when they were so young. Tae brings up JK being so shy that he wouldnt even shower when his hyungs were awake. So that would have probably affected JKs behavior on camera too. That shyness and anxiety. Just again. Worth noting that he was closer and more relaxed with his hyungs whenver the cameras weren't shoved in his face back then.

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On 150308, JK recommended Memo by Years & Years on Twitter. This is QUITE the song. Look it up, read the lyrics. Please. It's a song by a queer group, who were considered to be queer role models by a lot of people in 2015. Memo in particular is an LGBTQ+ song. It's a song about being in love with a man despite still being in the closet. The singer, Olly has also mentioned in concerts and interviews that the song is actually about an unrequited love he had for a boy who he shared a dressing room with and fantasized about. Worth a listen and consideration about if JK was possibly relating to this a bit too.

On 150327, Big Hit tweets out a series of photos of the members practicing, including some shots of Jikook resting together on the sidelines against the wall. On the 28th, Starcast releases photos from the pre concert waiting room and rehersals for the BTS Begins Concerts. Which include the Jikook practice photo I used at the top of this post.

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On April 1st, as part of Big Hits April fools prank for Secret Spy Twitter account take over, Jikook had their photo in suits taken together too. You can find this prank mentioned on my April Fools Post as well. These photos for this April Fools prank though were all actually from Dec 2014. Still cute though. Lol

150405, April starts the HYYH Pt 1 process! On the 5th, Jimin films a log and shares it with us from their shooting location for the album jacket shooting. From when they're at the sea. It's very cold clearly and Jimin is wearing JKs jacket during this log and when he isn't actively shooting too. A very cute maknae line being silly BTB from this jacket shooting day as well. You can also find more of my thoughts over the jacket shooting from my memories 2015 Disc 4 part 1 post here too. You'll also find my thoughts over the I Need U MV Making Films in that post too, which were also filmed in April. But just needing to highlight, what is this precious awkward hesitation to touch. Oh my heart. Another BTB that comes from I Need U MV filming, is this one of Jimin. And I'm only including it to mention his last line after singing part of the lyrics "I've never been in love alone before." Now you can take that whichever way you want, personally for me. I see it as a "I've never been in love before" statement. Lol Jimin has mentioned one sided crushes from pre debut, but a crush is very different than being in love.

Again, the link above for Memories Disc 4 part 1. You can find more of my thoughts over the jacket shooting photos. On 150420, the concept photos are released, including the iconic jikook resting their heads on each other one that is stunning. Jimin also posted a screenshot of the top left photo below to Twitter on this day as well too, with the caption: "Oh boy, but Jungkook and I are the best? #Jimin #Chimchim #jm #Jungkook"

On the 23rd, Jimin tweets out photos of JK working on music with the caption "Looks like our Kookie is keeping his promise to ARMYs. Pretty thing - ChimChim"

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On 150429, Star Attack releases a video Interview with BTS. This is, I swear, just chaos. Lol Jungkook has to do Push-ups. Hobi says to get a good shot of his thighs and pulls his shirt up. Joon squeezes a thigh. Jimin and Tae start squeezing his butt while he does push-ups. Lol Jimins question was that what is one thing he would want to do if he was born a girl. He answered that he heard the women's bathhouse has coffee and he is curious and wants to try some. Lol and Joon and Hobi immediately teased saying that is all he is curious about, in a BATH house?! His innocence 🥺😂 or perhaps also his respectfulness or disinterest. Lol

Also on 150429, TENASIA Magazine dropped an Interview with BTS. Due to JK doing his school exams at the time of the interview, he was not part of this interview. I just want to draw attention to Jimins Answer about what was on their bucket list, which was "I want to go on vacation. I have this fantasy about vacations and I want to go on one, whether it’s by myself or with others." Followed by confirmed he has not ever gotten to travel yet for something that was not work related. They were also asked who's visuals rose up the most for this comeback, and Jimin answered Jungkook, of course. Lol They were also asked about roommates. Which they said was atm YoonJin, NamKook and Vhopemin. Which then had Jimin piping up about JK always being in their room too. Lol as follows:

Jimin: He keeps coming to our room lately. I feel like we share a room as four people.

Rap Monster: I feel like I’m using a room by myself. It’s nice…

V: We have to sleep but he keeps coming into our room asking us to play games with him.

Q: If you can give a word to Jungkook who’s taking his exam right now.

Rap Monster: Jungkook, move into the other room.

Jimin, V, & J-Hope: Don’t move in here

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On 140430, a lot of content drops. Lol but one is this Bangtan Bomb of JK asking his hyungs for advice before he turns 20. He goes up to each of his hyungs to get some words of wisdom. It's very cute. Jimin gives him his advice while sitting practically in his lap. Lol it's very cute

Another Bangtan Bomb dropped on the 30th is the Bangtan Quiz Show. Both filmed a bit earlier in the year on the same day. It's a cute funny video. Jikook end up on opposite teams sitting across from one another and there is a lot of looking at each other happening too. Particularly from JK it seems.... in MY opinion

On the 30th, the members had their first broadcast for I Need U and all posted to Twitter after. Jimin posted with the caption "Did you watch the first broadcast well? Please watch over our promotions well in the future too. #BTS #화양연화 #INEEDU #WithOurKook"

3J also posted a super cute dubsmash video together on Twitter this day too lol. Posted by Jungkook. With the caption "First broadcast! Really.. thank you ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ We’ll work hard tomorrow too, fighting! ARMY fighting! Bangtan fighting! - JK"

Also dropped on the 30th were The Star Profiles filled out by the members. You can find all 7 here with translations. Jimins and JKs here. Their ideal types were asked again. Jimin just said that he has certain features he likes but a girl with a good personality is most important. JK said Someone who is good at singing, likes me, has nice skin, is smart and 160cm tall. Jimin hates being still and is very bright, tracks. JK will only do what he wants to do and doesn't care what others think. Someone print that quote out to give to shippers. Lol also tracks.

And that wraps up part 1 for Jan - April 2015! Not every moment was included, more just so the ones I personally felt like were ones more worthy of calling attention to and spoke to their bond. I'm not including every skinship moment or playful moment or moment where they looked at each other. Lol and my opinions are littered throughout these posts too.

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Basically my thoughts over the first part of this year aren't too much different from my thoughts at the end of 2014. I think they are crushing. I think they are admitting said crush to themselves more at this point, but that neither is actively doing anything about said crush. Not *really.* I think we are seeing a bit more school yard crush vibes as well. The ass staring from JK and the soft stares during games though is what stands out to me as that "I'm attracted and I know I'm attracted" type of moments here.

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The overall vibes of the start of this year, for me, were 100% still just friendship. No one was really pushing major boundaries. Jimin was pushing a few with the teasing, but never doing anything too seriously in my opinion. JK was clearly accepting some of these feelings he was having. Whether either of them knew what to do about it or even wanted to do anything about it, is a little unsure at this point. JK sharing that song Memo though, ALWAYS gets me right in the feels. I do think that rec came from more than just I like this type of music. But that's just me. While I think they are both starting to accept and admit these crushes to themselves, I'm not sure if either are aware of how exactly the other feels though too. One more reason I think they tried to not push those boundaries. And their interactions through their unit shoot for HYYH pt 1 were interesting too. It's also very clear they are spending a lot of their off camera time together as well it seems, especially with the comments about JK always being in Vhopemins room too.

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That's all just my personal opinion though. You are all free to agree or disagree with any or one of it! I start noticing a much bigger change in how they behave around each other and perhaps at how they handle their feelings/crushes in the summer, which would be in part 2! 🥰🥰 Thanks for letting me share, and again, sorry this is so long! If you read it all know I appreciate you lots! And again, if some of the timing is a smidge off for when the moments were actually filmed rather than released, I'm doing my best! Lol Thanks again!

[whysojiminimnida]

so I´m rewatching old vlives and I noticed another addition to "balls out for jiminssi" in case it´s not in there yet: it´s in the 161215 eat jin at the end right after jm agrees to stay when jk wants to show the selca

The lollipops! The flirtation! That SELFIE WHAT WAS THE REASON (I think we all know the reason)

The selfie in question:

Which: is a whole other post because I have a rather out-there theory that the hickey is NOT why Jimin freaked out about this pic. We know he freaked out and ended up staying - immediately. You can watch that around the 27-28 minute mark. But I think there my have been a more pressing concern for Jimin about that shot. ANYWAY. AHEM.

And then we see a very early Jeon-Parks era, not quite confident, modified Balls Out for Jimin-ssi move right at 28:45 or so. Jungkook unfolds his right leg and leans forward toward Jimin, resulting in a halfway move. Ball out for Jimin-ssi? Just one? I dunno what we call it but...

And there goes the right leg. You can see it better on the video.

And he punctuates it with a well placed lollipop. But his hands stay in front of him, which should automatically disqualify this. For me a full BOFJ involves Koo's arms being open because it's actually the openness of Jungkook's entire body toward Jimin that is the hallmark of that move. It's nearly a caging move only he does it sitting down.

But the chest is there and one leg is there - I think he's subconsciously testing, a little bit. He's still careful, hence the other leg remaining folded up and his arms in front of the balls in question.

He's posturing, a little, but they aren't in a mature adult relationship yet, here. The comfort level isn't there. For lack of a better word, the intimacy level isn't high enough. Yet.

It'll get there, give it a year or two.

[akookminsupporter]

I'm sorry, but how have some jikookers completely switched up after two pictures. They were cute pictures, but I didn't see them as having any sort of romantic vibe to them. I guess maybe it's because Jungkook has only posted Bam and Tae so far and Tae has only posted Jungkook and Yeontan, although he also posted an old photo of Hobi and a video including Jimin and Hobi as well, but people are also completely ignoring how Jin has only posted Jungkook and food.

In the last few months we've gotten two Jikook selcas on Jungkook's birthday, then we got another jikook photo, posted by Jimin, before they left for New York, and then a photo of Jikook at the beach, posted by Tae. Not to mention the Vlive where Jikook pretty much confirmed that they are always together. I mean I've seen tkkrs discussions revolving around that vlive and while they say the it's bad that Jungkook said he sought Jimin out because he was bored, I think that just shows how comfortable and content he is in Jimin's presence.

Also, tkkrs seem to forget that Tae never seems to know what Jungkook is doing. He even said that he thought Jimin's room was Jungkook's because of him answering the door. Now how would Tae not know where Jungkook's room is, especially if he's sleeping/staying/visiting his "boyfriend's" room all the time. Not to mention how Tae had to tell the staff to invite Jungkook rather then him telling him himself over the phone. I've see tkkrs say that he couldn't use his phone because he was being monitored, but he later went on to use his phone during the same stream. I mean, most likely he didn't think Jungkook would read/answer it, which he says that Jk has a habit of doing when he texts. If you compare that to Jimin's phone call with Jungkook during his birthday Vlive, it's very different. I don't want to compare their relationships with one another, but in one case, Jimin felt comfortable enough to call Jungkook and was certain he would come and Jungkook literally dropped everything, he even left his friends behind to go join. In the other case, Tae asked the staff to ask Jungkook to join, no clue why, but it is notable, and Jungkook showed up 30+ minutes later. I assume he was still with Jimin, which is how Jimin found out and eventually showed up. Jimin said "Jungkook is-" before he was interrupted. I assume he was gonna say the Jungkook was coming.

Yeah, and that's the latest. Funny how everyone forgot the Vlive on Jimin's birthday and the way they behaved there.

As I said several times today, if you're going to believe in something let it be because of the accumulation of things that make you believe in it and not just because of two pictures posted on social media.

[jamaiskookie]

i would like more soundcloud rapper yoongi x idol y/n please it’s so cute

v-live alert! -myg

pairing: idol! y/n x soundcloud rapper! yoongi

wc; 2.9k

a/n: lots of you asked, and so you shall receive. ps, i wrote this really rushed but i kinda love it. lmk what you think, love you guys <3

[V LIVE] Surprise LIVE! 

the v-live notification. or, more accurately, the sound of war. alternatively, you dance around your studio on a livestream and yoongi has a mental breakdown. 

masterlist  PREV

“i miss you too!“ you say, replying to one of the first comments that pop up on the live.

you probably should’ve showered before going live... and you probably should’ve changed out of sweats. 

whatever.

it’s not like your fans haven’t seen this before.

half of your pre-debut pictures are just downright disgusting. 

the number of viewers on the top of your phone begins to climb up to the thousands, increasing every half a second. 

it always amazes you how many people show up to your lives. sometimes you wonder if your fans genuinely have nothing better to do. how do they always show up so fast?

the comments begin to flood with greetings and exclamations of ‘oh my god i’m so early!11!1’ and the multicoloured heart pop up on your screen, building up an impressive stream of likes. 

“where am i?“ you read through the comments and look around, as if you forgot where you were. “in the studio.“ you grin when the comments flood with questions asking if dreamcloud is getting new music.

you can’t answer, of course, but it’s fun to see. you squint at your phone, which is propped on an elaborate setup that you spent the past twenty minutes preparing. 

(three books on one eyeshadow palette and a selfie stick gingerly placed on a small stool)

((you pray to every deity out there that it won’t fall))

“i was just bored,“ you shrug, speaking to the screen. “so i decided to come on here and talk to you guys. how have you been?“ you ask. 

hundreds of comments answer. 

“i’m alright“

“i’m good!“

most of them contain some form of sappy declaration like ‘my day is much better now that you’re here!’ it makes you smile. how cute. 

the v-live notification. 

or, more accurately, the sound of war. 

that cursed, terrible ding! haunts yoongi’s darkest and most terrifying nightmares. the sheer amount of panic that rushes through his veins when he hears that godforsaken noise, god. 

the number of lives he’s missed- yoongi can’t even bear to think about it. 

so maybe it was a blessing in disguise that yoongi put his phone on do not disturb so he didn’t have to hear that disgusting sound. instead, he found out the news via a gorilla’s screech.

“Y/N’S LIVE RIGHT NOW STARTED FOURTY SECONDS AGO HURRY UP YOONGI GET YOUR ASS UP AND STOP STUDYI-“ jimin yells from his room down the hall. 

yoongi almost falls out of his chair scrambling to get to his phone. it’s not like he was really studying anyways- more like using his pencils to tap out a cool-sounding beat on his desk out of boredom. 

watching your live > passing his music theory class.

priorities. 

with shaky hands, he grabs at his phone, slumping onto the floor and he sees the familiar blue icon with the notification popped up on the screen. 

[V LIVE] Surprise LIVE! Y/N: let’s chat <3

an unnatural squeak that slightly resembles the sound a mouse slips out of yoongi’s mouth.

even when he was a baby starrie and was glued to his phone at all times, he’s never been this early to a live. he unlocks his phone, cursing his momentary clumsiness. he clicks into the live, smiling when your beaming face blasts up on his screen. 

you haven’t gone live in so long- it’s nice to see your face again. 

“- how have you been?“ 

“good.“ yoongi types out in the comment box, mumbling the words as he’s typing. “way better now that you’re live.“ sometimes yoongi cringes at himself when he types these things. i mean, who could possibly guess that min yoongi, resident scary-emo-couldslapyouintheface bad boy socially un-responsible simped over a k-pop idol?

he can already see his reputation go down the drain. 

he also wonders what it says about himself that he’s a 20-something college student who’s life practically revolves around you, an idol who’s just about a year younger than him.

but dreamcloud is a part of his identity now. he identifies as a starrie no matter what. you know how the old saying goes-

once you stan, you can’t unstan. or something like that, he’s honestly not sure. 

you tuck your head onto your hand, diligently trying to keep up with all the comment. with a gasp, you nod at something. “oh, you’re right, user yoonalova98!” - that’s another thing special about you. whenever you read out comments, you also read out the username of whoever wrote it. 

you explained in one interview- that it’s cooler to give credit and talk to your fans as if you’re just chatting as friend. saying the username feels like you’re saying their names. 

what kind of lucky fan would get their comment read aloud by Y/N?

ugh. 

yoongi blinks when he remembers that technically, he’s sort of part of this group of elite, recognised fans. 

his twitter stan account got almost five thousand more followers after Y/N replied to his selca. the post itself has tons and tons of likes and retweets. 

insane, that Y/N- Y/N herself- knows of his existence. Y/N- the love of his life, has seen his FACE. she commented three HEART emojis below a selfie that he took. 

if he thinks about it too much, he’ll start feeling faint again.  

“our anniversary is coming up soon! i can’t believe it’s been three years already. time does pass by when you’re having fun.“ you say. yoongi thinks that it’s rather ironic that you would forget your anniversary, when yoongi’s had a calendar countdown to January 14th since the beginning of september. 

“ahh,“ you say, leaning in closer to the screen. “from user lialiarach, ‘did you watch jisoo unnie’s acting debut’ - i did! we all watched it and cheered her on during the premiere!“ 

jisoo’s new drama is good. it’s a fantasy-horror blend, and he, jimin, namjoon and jin finished all 16 episodes in two days when streaming hit Netflix. 

your head tilts and you smile. “song recommendations?” you wonder aloud, and yoongi scrambles to get a pen and notepad out. you don’t do ‘y/n’s listening parties’ as much anymore, but your taste in music is impeccable and he collects all the songs in a playlist. 

it’s called ‘wedding tunes’ (jimin named it, not him, yoongi swears) 

everytime he tries to change it back, it somehow switches back to wedding tunes the next day. 

it’s disturbing how good jimin is at this kind of stuff. hopefully yoongi won’t have to bail him out of jail one day. 

“okay!“ you say, pulling your laptop open. you hum as you scroll through some page that yoongi can’t see- and he anxiously waits for the first song to be played with twitchy hands and a strong grip on his pen. 

the first bar plays out and yoongi’s already in love.

“this is,“ you say over the music, double checking just to make sure. “don’t need your love by NCT...“ you squint. god knows there are too many NCT members. “dream! NCT dream featuring HRVY.“ 

“NCT dream...“ yoongi mumbles to himself, writing the song down on the notepad. 

“you know,“ you say over the music, spinning in your chair and nodding to the beat. “i’ve only met the NCT guys a couple times at music shows and such but they’re all so nice. i can’t remember all their names, but i’m decently familiar with their faces. how do they even have 23 members? how does it all work??“ 

you dance around the studio, singing along nonsensical lyrics that don’t make sense but sort of fit the rhythm of the song (??) 

“don’t need your loo-ooove-!!! dum dum duhhhh duhros noya!!!” yoongi stifles a laugh. there’s a reason why you constantly forget lyrics on stage. 

which is quite ironic, actually, because half the time you’re forgetting the lyrics to a song you wrote yourself. 

afterwards, you play all the hidden gems- and yoongi’s proud to say he’s familiar with quite a few of them. 

airplane by j-hope (a youtube star turned successful rapper-vocalist-dancer)

sweet night by v (the internet’s resident eye-candy)

and then you continue to scroll through your laptop, biting your lip and murmuring quietly to yourself. you glance once back at your phone screen. 

okay, listen.

yoongi knows that he’s delusional, okay?

but everytime you look straight in the screen it’s almost like you’re looking directly at the camera it’s almost like you’re staring into his soul. which makes zero sense, but it still makes his heart skip a beat.

let him dream, please

“what am i scrolling through?“ you say, reciting a question from the chat. “soundcloud, user chachachae.“ 

soundcloud? 

oh.

that’s pretty cool.

he didn’t know you had a soundcloud account!

you usually post all your covers and random shorts to instagram or another one of your personal blogs. 

for a moment, yoongi indulges himself by wondering if you’d ever listened to his music. his soundcloud account is linked in his twitter bio, after all... 

but he shakes those thoughts away as fast as they came. he doesn’t need to entertain himself with such silly thoughts. 

“ooh, this one’s good!“ you say, clicking onto something. 

still with you by JAYKAY (pffftt haihdkahjd) starts playing and you lean back, humming along. yoongi knows this one too!! now he’s 3 for 3!! he and you do share a similar taste in music, so maybe it does make sense. 

even though you’re actually main vocalist and lead dancer, you do listen to a lot of rap music. but the music you make is nothing like the old school hip hop tracks that yoongi is partial to. 

the music you make- how can he explain it? 

sweet like honey with a little bit of tang. 

like barbecue honey!!!!

ok that was a bad analogy. 

all of his favourite dreamcloud tracks are written by you- cloud nine, up in the sky, are u still here, quicksand- the list goes on and on and on. 

it’s like listening to your voice solves anything he goes against. bad day? dreamcloud. something to celebrate? blast your debut song. in need of a party song? easy fix. he gets aux cord rights? (granted, this doesn’t happen very often, since seokjin insists that his music taste is superior to his friends.) but anyways, y/n can fix it. 

listening to your voice feels comforting. it invokes something in him that he honestly cannot explain with words. you’re his inspiration. not just in music- but in life. he admires how you’re able to smile through anything, how you take responsibility for your own actions. 

he admires your kind heart, which offers generosity and forgiveness to even the most underserving people. 

he admires your passion, for music, for your members, for the smallest things. he admires how you’ll love everyone and anyone. 

even though he’s never really met you, he feels like he knows you. he wishes he could, anyways. he wants to thank the person who’s gotten him through such bad days. 

yoongi curses himself again for being so delusional. 

he keeps telling himself that he can’t get so attached. then he’ll end up like one of those creepy fans who are convinced their idols actually like them. 

blech.

“okay, next song!“ you exclaim cheerfully. “i really like this one, guys. he’s this soundcloud star. he makes really cool music.“ yoongi readies his pen. if this person really is a soundcloud star, then there’s a high chance yoongi knows of him. a smaller chance that he actually knows the guy personally; either online or from real life. 

you press the space bar almost obnoxiously, like you’re about to reveal something grand. you look into the camera, and you lock eyes with yoongi- through that cursed, horrible screen. 

the first note plays and yoongi thinks that it sounds... oddly familiar, actually. for a moment, he sighs in disappointment. this one doesn’t sound as great as the previous few songs. almost like it’s incomplete, imperfect. something about it bugs him at the very bottom of his gut. 

jimin figures it out before he does. 

“AHHHHHHHHH YOONGI!!! OH MY GOD-!!!! YOONGI ARE YOU SEEING THIS? YOONGI!! HYUNG!“ yoongi grumbles, wondering what the hell jimin is screeching about now. 

“oh, for fuck’s sake,“ he mumbles. the difference between him and jimin is the way they express their emotions. while yoongi bottles it all up, choosing to deal with things alone and slump around, jimin has no other choice but to scream things out. it’s a wonder they’re such good friends, really. “what is it now?“ yoongi mutters to himself. 

“yeah yeah, a gentle breeze- “ and then it hits him. all at once. 

“holy fucking shit.“ he whispers to himself, slumping down on the floor. he can barely hear what you say next.

“this song is called people by agust d. he goes by the name suga on social media-!“ yoongi falls down, gasping for air. “i’m a fan,“ you remark casually. “mr. suga producer-nim!! i’m your fan! please continue to make good music!“ you chuckle. “what am i doing right now? he probably isn’t even watching.“ you stare innocently at the phone camera, as if you don’t even know that you’re changing someone’s life right now. 

out of his peripheral vision, he can see jimin rushing into the room, crouching next to him and placing a hand on his back, murmuring something yoongi can’t hear through the sound of his sobs. 

huh. when did he even start crying?

“he makes rap and really cool hip hop music. you guys should give him a listen. his lyrics are really meaningful, too.“ you nod along, reciting the lyrics word for word- even though you really can’t rap. 

“what kind of person am I? am I a good person? or a bad person? many of ways to judge just a person. everyone will live on, everyone will love, everyone will fade away“ you headbang along to the beat. 

yoongi slides down the wall inch by inch. he wonders if he’ll faint or vomit first.

other people seem to make fun of people like him- people who find solace in idols, in music. that’s partially why he doesn’t like disclosing the fact that he’s a diehard fan of an idol girl group. 

but in hindsight, that’s so stupid. who gives two fucks about his interests? hell, yoongi’s been depressed half his life. and if a group of girls who sing songs and perform make him feel better, what’s so wrong with that?

 jimin’s voice is a little clearer now, and so is yours. you’re singing along to the lyrics- the lyrics that he wrote. the lyrics that he spent hours agonising over, wondering whether his shortcomings and anxiety in his life were worth posting on the internet for his measly following to see. 

wondering if the music he made had any impact at all, if one day he might see his dream come true, to see his music being played in public. wondering if anyone might hear his songs and think that it helped them get over a bad day. just like you have for him. 

yoongi’s sobs wrack through his body, tears flowing freely on his face. he’s crying hard. ugly crying, like a baby throwing a temper tantrum. his cries echo through the room. if he could see himself right now...

well, he doesn’t want to think about it. he’s sure it’s not a pretty view. 

jimin looks over him, smiling proudly. his eyes are glassy, and he tucks yoongi’s head in his chest, putting his arms around him and embracing him. 

yoongi’s shoulders shake. if it was any other day, he would usher jimin out the room. he hates it when people see him being vulnerable. even his own family hasn’t seen him cry that much. 

but right now, he can’t bring himself to do anything but cry. other people may ask why this is such a big deal, why someone emotionally constipated like min yoongi would cry like this for such a small matter. 

this, he doesn’t know how to explain either. 

all he can think about is how much it means to him. that someone he admires so much is now, in turn, saying his music- no, his life- is good. nothing much else. but just knowing that you’ve listened to his work, that you know of his alter ego’s name...

his crying sounds grow larger. 

jimin pets at his hair. “shh,” he murmurs. “it’s okay.” jimin’s voice also grows a little shaky. he tears up, but continues to comfort the crying boy in his arms. “you did it, hyung. it’s okay. you made it. you did it. why are you crying? this is good news! this is so great! i’m proud of you, we’re all so proud of you.” 

yoongi tries to speak; it doesn’t go very well. but when he tries again, he manages to choke something out. 

“i did it.“ he says, before burying his face back into jimin’s hug. the two boys sit on the ground, crying together. an hour passes, then two. 

slowly, yoongi drifts off to bed on the ground, the melody of his own song blended with sound of your voice echoing in his head. 

my ordinary became your special, my special became your ordinary. so what? what if you just brush by? what if you get hurt? sometimes you might get hurt again, sometimes you might shed tears. so what? so what if you live like that? 

~ people by agust d

tags; @jksbbyfacebunny @extremeobsessions101​​ @dwcljh​ @stonyiscanon​ @bishuthot​ @s0seo​ @cecedrake2217​ 

[nightswithkookmin]

Hii, me again. 😅

Jungkook made a three syllable poem with "min yoongi" name. At the last name of "Gi" He made yoonmin. Is he try to expose that yoonmin is a thing/ or real??

Ahjumma.... why are you being like this?

What did I do to deserve this ghettory?😟 It's too early in the year to be this ghetto uno.

Don't be like that😒

You are asking me, Goldy- GOLDY of all shippers, if I think JEON JUNGKOOK is confirming his boyfriend of seven years and counting is in a relationship with another member within the same group...

Doing what exactly in that relationship??

Is JK cockholding? What's going on.

KWENCHANAYO?!

You think BTS will survive two members dating the same guy in the same group???

Never mind that it's Jeon Jungkook and Park freaking Jimin- Mr I'm greedy and Mr I don't share my friends.

Like make it make sense to me please😭

After everything we've been said on my blogs for months now, you still asking me this??

You are bold, I'll give you that.

Now tell me slowly and in coherent words why I shouldn't pull your hair and give you three quick punches to your throat- ninja style👀

Someone get her before I snap their neck💀

For the last time-

NEITHER 🤺OF🤺JIKOOK🤺 IS 🤺 WAS🤺 HAS🤺 HAD🤺 PURPORTS TO HAVE🤺 WOULD HAVE HAD🤺 COULD HAD HAD🤺 HAD HAD HAD🤺IS HAVING 🤺 ANY 🤺ROMANTIC🤺 FEELINGS🤺WHATSOEVER 🤺 DESIRE🤺CRAVING🤺 WET DREAMS🤺 YEARNING🤺 PASSION🤺ATTRACTION🤺 AMOROUS 🤺INTENT🤺TOWARDS🤺 ANY🤺🤺MEMBER🤺 IN🤺 BTS🤺BESIDES🤺 EACH🤺 OTHER🤺

GET🤺 OUT 🤺OF🤺 YOUR🤺 IMAGINATION🤺

If you are new to the shipping community I suggest you familiarize yourself with every ships dynamics or at least Jikooks- if multishipping isn't exactly your thing.

Jikook's entire dynamics is founded on JK teasing JM to death. It's their thing.

He's said he enjoys teasing Jimin because he loves Jimin's reaction to when he's being teased. In fact, the entire group have said same about Jimin.

Did you see JM's reaction to when JK called out the Yoonmin comment in the dynamite reaction VLive?

Did you see RMs reaction too?

He is trying Jimin with these Yoonmin jokes. He's gonna get stabbed. Lmho.

Jimin reacts strongly to when JK in particular teases him with ships, Yoonmin more recently. Yet he didn't seem to mind when V did it.

V used to be the biggest Yoonminer on the planet rooting for and encouraging certain interactions between Yoonmin. Lmho.

Jimin himself perpetuates Yoonmin as a ship.

It would be an insult on his intelligence for anyone to assume he didn't know exactly why people ship two people together or what interactions and moments is considered a moment in shipping sphere.

Statements like, why can't Suga hyung look me in the eye, why does he say I'm irreplaceable to him, insinuates something and he knows this.

Once upon a time, JK couldn't look you in the eyes too. Still can't sometimes.

Jimin has a presence and he has a hold on these men and he knows it.

He goes out of his way to create the impression he and Suga have a very close bond and dynamic- I'm sold on it. Lol.

'5 Jms? As expected. You'll fall in love with them' not sure if JM said the last bit in the BE.TS Vlive, yall check for me.

It's crazy then that he turns around to react the way he does when JK teases him with his ship with Suga.

It seems to me, Jimin knows the intent and energy behind such seemingly harmless jokes- JK can be petty and passive aggressive with these things. You'd think he is joking but deep down he would be pouting and throwing tantrums behind cams🤧

It's Jimin apologizing and looking like his spirit left his body as he sat on the edge of JK's bed in the new Jersey VLive for me.

He needs to free Jimin.

Talk of things I'm getting too old for- Let's talk about why he posted his version of the bridge in disease online🤧

Not to say he shouldn't have posted it. I support that he did wholeheartedly. Deadass found his groove since he started unbuttoning the front of his shirts in 2020.

He's reclaiming the spotlight, putting himself at the forefront unlike before where he'd resigned himself to a supportive role watching his hyungs be at the center of things.

Now he's been talking about that he wants have sexy dance performances like Jimin, write rap melodies for RM, share his own music, try on a solo career one day- we get it. You found yourself Mr I'm independent asserting myself yall better fuxk off but chilee not at the expense of Jimin! 🤺

I mean it's a broad spotlight and they both can share it but damn is someone changing drastically. Not sure if I should be proud or terrified.

It's great and amazing and I'm really truly happy with where he's at mentally and physically since 2020- it's a great sign, don't get me wrong. Significant improvement. His becoming is long over due but he didn't have to grab the spotlight from Jimin like that.

Jk vs JM isn't something I'm a fan of.

It's a shame it didn't work out? What do you mean JK. I'm sorry but Jimin's version is amazing too!😟

What the actual hell JK😭

Back it up. This is not how to Jikook🤺

On guard sir🤺 on guard🤺

Dude did Jimin dirty🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

I need a refund😭😭😭😭

Here I was waiting for y'all to get on your Jikook agenda and post that first Jikook selca of the year and you are there shipping Jimin with your bandmate and thiefing his shine. Who taught you that?!😥

Y'all are competitive but y'all don't compete with eachother's shine! JIKOOK 101😭😭😭

You share it😥

Show me where in the books this new development falls under. Show me

You winging it and it's unconstitutional😟

I rebuke it in Jesus name!

Someone beam me up.

You got these 13 year olds coming in my DMs telling me you are not supportive of your man's career.

I don't have time for this shit.

SOMEONE BEAM ME UP! Kirk!

If you've watched their Be behind video, and you've seen Jin talk about how RM complained to him when Tae chose Suga's version over his version you'd know where JK is coming from or where I think he is coming from having JMs version chosen over his.

Watch their Be self interview on yt too.

He said there's a melody he worked on for RM and when Jhope thought he got snubbed he recommended he release it instead- to quench his artistic drive perhaps.

That is why he released this song. He did it for himself. Like he said, he won't put out a song unless he was confident about it.

Suga have said time and again how the music and melodies they create never go to waste because they can repurpose it like he did with Telepathy I think.

Even JK explained he was reserving the melody he made for RM for a future group song.

He could have repurposed this or something.

When Jin talked about V vs JM's Christmas song and kept repeating how much he preferred Jimin's song to Tae's because Jimin"s was bright and upbeat, he made sure to clarify he wasn't implying Tae's song was bad. He was just indicating preference.

I won't lie, I was happy he preferred my bias's song but it made my VMin heart ache a little.

V and JM made very different songs, they shouldn't be compared to eachother in that way.

I don't like competitions. And I don't like when two artists are pit against eachother- which is exactly what these two versions of the bridge is doing out here.

I will literally die if in an interview JM is asked about his part and JK isn't. I can't do this😭

Those saying JM's is better make me sick, and those saying JK's is better make me nauseous. They both great. Point blank purr.

What's even more heartbreaking is hearing how excited he really was to share that bit with Army. Dude's eyes was glistening and everything. His bunny smile! 😥

Thats what makes this very hard for me.

The JJK in me is overjoyed and excited that he is doing things that make him really happy. I'm proud of him.

But the PJM in me just😕

I even feel more guilty that I prefer JM's version this time around😭😭😭😭

I feel like I'm betraying JK🤧

I was so happy seeing JM recieve all the love and attention I know he deserves.

Then here comes his boyfriend

'Hold up what about me!' Lol.

Imagine if RM releases the version of Blue and grey he made for Tae and it turns out we prefer that to the version Tae chose💀

Imagine that.

This has been a recurring theme throughout late 2020 to date. Jk's been choosing authenticity and self interests and passions over anything else and I couldn't be more happy for him.

Like we discussed, he's been learning to compromise too lately, which is great.

But honey this is a red flag. Deadass.

To me anyways😏

I've been a strong advocate for a certain level of independence and detachment in Jikook's dynamics because they lowkey exhibited codependency tendencies in their dynamics which is great for us shippers but not so great in the long run for their relationship or them as individuals .

Maybe I'm thinking out loud and prematurely here. I mean we are only beginning to have intimate access to their raw unscripted selves.

I don't think it's not that much of a big deal. RM and JM have equally shared their own versions of fake love on the internet but it is an interesting development in their dynamic to me.

I remember how happy JM was about his version of fake love, and it remains to date one of my favorite beats even though he was just spewing nonsense on that track. Lol.

He was so excited when he shared it with JK and Jin. He said when he showed it to JK the first time, JK said he loved it very much- how loving and supportive is that!

More of this please. Thank you.

PMS is a bitch y'all🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Has me in my feels about this.

I'm pretty sure JM is the one that even encouraged him to share his part in the first place. Won't put it past him.

'Ya Jungkook, release your version too'

'Army will love it'

'Right but I don't want it to seem like- Goldy is crazy you know'

'Goldy who now?'

'What about the thirteen year old fans-'

'Aht aht aht Who cares about them.'

Lmho.

I mentioned a few times on here how I felt JM seemed to have been demanding 'space' and a little bit of breathing room in their dynamic which was causing a little bit of tension here and there middle 2019 through to March last year and it all sounds like drama and speculation but...

May be if I told y'all I am a witch and my analysis of their relationship is based on mediums, phantom whisperers, empathetic readings or tarot cards y'all will leave me alone?🤥

Y'all don't seem to have a problem with the witches and empaths who be doing the same shit I do out here😒

Like we are all 'reading' these mens!

There's nothing wrong with 'psychoanalytically' evaluating a ship you know? Chilee.

Imma call myself a witch if it will get y'all off my back😹😹😹😹

I mentioned JK equally embarking on his own journey to assert himself within the group and within the relationship due to this?

But damn I did not see this one coming.

This is a red flag for me. And no, it doesn't mean they are broken up or having issues in their relationship.

Jk's TMI indicates they still been spending a lot of time together.

This is just a sign there's too much independence in their dynamic now- if you know what I mean.

Relationships flourish based on how attached we are to people- too much attachment is a problem, too little attachment is equally bad.

Jikook have always had a problem with over attachment in their dynamics in my opinion, to the point it was lowkey unhealthy- the jealousy, not being able to 'act professionally' within a group and work environment, having problems with being separated however briefly, constantly wanting to be where the other is etc.

Less attachment isnt necessarily a bad thing either. It means less of all the 'toxic' aspects of their relationship that over attachment brings but too much of that too can trigger anxiousness and insecurity and resentment.

Especially if one of them hates change. Cough Jimin.

With that comes all the wild aspects of love such as possessiveness, jealousy and I know JM doesn't do too well in that department...

In my opinion, I see JM as having a problem when JK breathes down his neck emotionally speaking, and at the same time he has a problem when he is too emotionally distant.

All this is interesting to me.

Who do I need to talk to to give me more of Jikook interactions individually or jointly?

I want to see more of their interactions beyond the overly staged, dramatized fanservice and official content.

Spending a lot of time around eachother and eating each other's ramen- pun intended, does not reflect on how intimate you are.

Intimacy requires depth and depth requires attachment.

How you treat eachother's needs and goals, dreams and desires is equally indicative of the intimacy in your relationship.

That has always been one distinctive quality of Jikook's ship.

And so I wonder the thought process that went into this decision. I know JM wouldn't object to JK sharing things like these or doing things that make him happy even if it has the potential to impact his own shine in any way.

Jikook don't compete against eachother.

I keep saying this.

Remember when I said I found it sus that JK was lying there staring at JM with his hands in between his legs?

Did yall see what the run editors said when JM and JK went up against each in the pool?

'Jikook don't play by the rules'

Jimin had to push JK in the water to end whatever ancient sex ritual foreplay rooted in kamasutra they had going on. Bless him.

And in so doing, he lost to JK.

Whenever they go up against eachother, one of them intentionally lose even though they are both very competitive.

Isn't that why JK said he'd rather 5 Jms so he can watch them compete against eachother?

When JK first made that post, I felt it was out of pettiness or a move to 'humble' JM.

I thought of when he'd posted that photo of himself with a hickey after JM had 'dated' him during the JinMinKook live.

I rolled my eyes and asked, 'what yall gays up to this time?' Why you out here humbling your man?

Anywho chilee we will never know.

At ease.

Signed,

GOLDY

[enheojin]

HEO JIN profile

Face Claim: Joung Min (bbcanotherworld/girls planet 999)

Stage Name: Heo Jin (허진)

Birth Name: Heo Ji-Min (허지민) but she legally changed it to Heo Jin (허진)

English Name: Colin Heo

Position: -

Birthday: August 6th, 2004

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Height: 168cm (5′6)

Weight: 49kg (108lbs)

Blood Type: A-

MBTI: ISFJ

Representative Emoticon: 🐰

Nationality: South Korean

Heo Jin Facts:

Heo Jin has one younger brother who is three years younger than her.

Total Training Period: 6 years, 5 months.

Training Period (Under BE:LIFT): 4 months.

She ranked 7th in the final episode of I-LAND with 1,073,711 votes.

She participated in Produce 48 in 2018 and placed 14th in the final episode.

She was born in Daejeong-Eup, Jeju-Do, South Korea, but she moved to Gwanak-Gu, Seoul. South Korea when she was eight years old.

She is fluent in standard Korean and Jeju dialect, which is very different from standard Korean. She is also nearly fluent in Japanese.

Her nicknames are “heojeon” (meaning “empty” in Korean), “heol jin” (meaning “OMG jin” in Korean), “heo jinjja” (meaning “heo-really?!” in Korean), and “heokki” (a combination of her name + “bunny” in Korean).

Her fandom name is “jinsadoong”.

Heo Jin auditioned for Bighit in early February 2014 and trained there for 6 years and 1 month before being moved to BE:LIFT Lab.

She joined the company to train when she was nine years old. (HEOSUN VLIVE 211104)

She joined Bighit after watching BTS’ “Boy In Luv” music video. (HEOSUN VLIVE 211104)

Heo Jin trained along with TXT and fellow ENHYPEN members Heeseung, Jay, Sunghoon, and Jungwon.

She has known Heeseung longest out of all ENHYPEN members because they trained together for the longest. (en-o’clock episode 1)

Her father is South Korean.

Her mother passed away in 2010 when Heo Jin was six years old due to a chronic disease.

She is a fan of Girls’ Generation (Applicant Profile).

She used to attend an international school, but now she attends SOPA.

For her Produce 48 audition, she performed a solo audition that was “Milky Way” by Kwon BoA.

She auditioned with another solo for I-LAND, and her performance was Sunmi’s “Siren”.

For EN-CONNECT, she performed a solo performance of Sunmi’s “Full Moon”. She also performed a 2020 version of “처음이라서”.

Heo Jin would like to raise a cat in the future.

Pre-debut, she self-wrote and self-composed a song titled “처음이라서”. It does not have an English title, but the Japanese title is called “初回”. She has not given it an English title because she is not confident in her English. Both titles mean “first time”. (4J VLIVE 210817)

She has her own room at the dorms.

She is interested in studying English but thinks it’s very hard. (SOLO VLIVE 210713)

She can play the piano and the guitar. She also knows the basics of the violin.

She thinks she might be an ESFJ instead of an ISFJ. (HEO JIN BIRTHDAY VLIVE 210805)

She is interested in writing lyrics or producing for ENHYPEN.

Ideal Type: taller than her, a fun person

Specialty: eating spicy food, taking selcas

Hobbies: dancing, practicing, eating, studying

Charming Point: visual, eyes

Likes: the stage, dancing, singing, Jay, haemultang

Dislikes: taking tests, school, waking up early

Motto: live comfortably

[lesbiansloveseokjin]

day 10/548 of jungkook's military service

these selcas were posted on 130620

#방탄소년단 Thanks to all the fans who cheered on us ^^ ^^♥ Lararalrara~ with your big/loud cheers we were able to do an even more powerful stage! :)

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#방탄소년단 We finished this week's music programs well too ^0^ A storm-like charisma on the stage 슙슙 Suga and the Bangtan-donsaengs :)

(trans cr: Iraide @ bts-trans)

Loser of Rock-Paper-Scissors has to give shoulder massage. 19 years old V giving 17 year old Jeongguk's shoulders much affection and pride (^^;) massage!

(trans cr: Denise @ bts-trans)

And Jeongguk who lost at Rock-Paper-Scissors with Jin, working hard at massaging!

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jikook log from that day:

[alittleprincehwa]

ateez reaction ───  ੈ♡˳ your sibling is a bts member

─  ੈ♡˳ hongjoong

      ↳ you two were on the bed, you resting your head on his lap as he worked on a song. You continued talking about your day and brought up that your brother namjoon just left you on read awhile ago. You then heard the keyboard keys that were being pressed, stopped. You look up, stopping your rant to see why he stopped. Then it hit you, you never told him namjoon was your sibling. He somewhat looked as though he was accepting it. “ Hongjoong? You alright? “ He then looked at you, “ Your sibling is...Kim Namjoon? As like...the one from BTS? “ He asked. You scratched the back of your neck “ Yeah... “. Meeting namjoon for him was a dream come true. But that didn’t mean he wasn’t nervous. He was both excited and nervous. He was a bit awkward at first but grew to enjoy your sibling’s company.

─  ੈ♡˳ seonghwa

      ↳ when it accidentally slipped out of your mouth, seonghwa had a look that appeared to be that he was doubting your claim. He didn't believe it for a straight ten minutes. Not until you showed him a picture of you and seokjin together. He was at a state of shock, but he didn't completely show it. Instead he just looked to the side, slowly acknowledging the fact that you were related by blood to one of the most famous people. "Your not making this up, right...? " He looked at you. " For the hundredth time seonghwa, I'm not kidding! " You were on the verge of giving up. When seokjin wanted to meet your boyfriend to " see if he was handsome enough " you yourself grew nervous. You finally got to see seokjin with seonghwa by your side. Seonghwa looked both lost and confused. They both got to talk, getting to know each other. Discovering things they had in common. Seonghwa getting flustered at jin's continuous complementing. " You're perfect for my little y/n! Maybe we can both be world wide handsome! ".

─  ੈ♡˳ yunho

      ↳ yunho was scrolling through your gallery while you took a bath. You trusted him enough that he wouldn't do anything with your phone. When he saw your selcas with jungkook, he grew curious and confused. Were you cheating on him? What was jungkook to you? As if on cue, you walk out of the bathroom to see yunho looking incredibly focused on his thoughts. " Babe what's wrong? " You ask while getting some clothes from the nearby closet. " What's jungkook to you? " He spoke. You chuckle at his question, did he really think you'd cheat on him? Your chuckle only confusing him more. " Oh yunho, he's just my brother. " You inform the tall male. He looked even more confused. He was jungshook. He was what you called yunho.exe stopped working. Adrenaline kicked in and he escalated to jumping on the bed in excitement. When jungkook came over for both dinner and to meet who you've been gushing about, he didn't expect to see such a tall boy. He whispered to you " Damn what do they feed him? ". Yunho meeting jungkook will always be a memory he would never forget.

─  ੈ♡˳ yeosang

      ↳ you were both on your skateboards, drifting through the empty park. You were talking about- scratch that, insulting the antagonists of a show you two were watching. " Ugh, that girl is so annoying! She's just like taehyung-oppa! " You skate faster seeing that yeosang was meters away. Yeosang heard what you said and stopped, resulting to him tripping backwards. He fell back making his back hit the pavement. Your eyes widened as you stopped the board and rushed to help him, " Holy shit yeosang! Are you ok? " You talk as you help him get up. " You didn't tell me you were related to the Kim Taehyung... " He groaned. " Heh, sorry about that. " You apologize. Upon meeting your brother, yeosang looked calm and relaxed. Although inside his brain he was losing his shit. He found out that taehyung wasn't that scary in person. Soon they both grew close.

─  ੈ♡˳ san

      ↳ you were cooking dinner for the two of you. You were humming to the song that was currently playing, unaware of san's footsteps. You heard the fridge door open and turn your head. You see san drinking a glass of water and decide it was a good opportunity to tell him. " Hey so, I'm meeting up with my brother, wanna tag along? " You ask while stirring the soup. He stopped drinking and spoke " Sure, what's your brother's name? I don't wanna mess things up. ". " Oh I never told you but it's hoseok. You know, J-hope? " You explain. You heard a noise behind you but shrugged it off and continued cooking. It didn't bother you until you hear it becoming louder. You frown and look back. What you saw was the last thing you expected to see. It was san chocking on water. You paused what you were doing and immediately help the poor boy. " My god are you alright? " You ask while patting his back. " Yeah I'm *cough* I'm fine. " He says, his coughs calming down. " What you said was a joke, right? " He asks. " Of course not! I sometimes can't also believe that ass is my brother. " You roll your eyes. When the two got to interact, they instantly clicked, being that the two are literal sun's.

─  ੈ♡˳ mingi

      ↳ when you mentioned your sibling was yoongi, his eyes grew wide. He stopped chewing his food and stood there, frozen. Even if it had been days since he found out you were both related, he still couldn’t believe it. When you attended a family gathering and mingi as your plus one, he was nervous as hell. He wanted to leave a good impression on your older brother. He was also scared not to mention. Your brother often scared people so you understood why mingi couldn't speak without gripping your hand tighter. You swore he almost filled a bucket with how much sweat he made. When he got to talk to yoongi, he grew more comfortable and relaxed once getting to know him.

─  ੈ♡˳ wooyoung

      ↳ you and wooyoung recently began dating. Therefore, both of you didn't know much about each other. Today, the two of you were doing your things. Him playing games as usual. You chatting with your friend to kill time. Your friend complained about how annoying her pet could be. You taking non of her shit, replied " Oh really? Having a sibling as annoying as jimin is worse. ". Wooyoung seemed to have heard what you said. He quickly ripped his headphones off and spun the chair to your direction. His eyes were wide as you noticed his sudden action. You quickly said goodbye to your friend and hung up. You look at wooyoung who was questioning his life. " Earth to wooyoung? " You wave your hand against face. He snapped out of his thoughts and looked at you with a surprised expression. You realized what made him so shocked, " Oh! Yeah I never told you jimin was my sibling! Not to mention twin. ". He was baffled. For once quiet and speechless. In fact, starstruck. When you arranged a date wherein you could introduce your lover with your sibling. When the two sat down at the same table, you could tell wooyoung was enthusiastic as ever. He kept talking about jimin and bts were his absolute idol, thus creating a bond.

─  ੈ♡˳ jongho

      ↳ you were looking through an old photo album of you when you were younger. Jongho had nothing to do so he wanted to accompany you. He leaped on the bed as you opened another album. The first page had an image of you and jungkook when you both were small. It also had writings on it. Jongho read what was inscribed " Jungkook's 6th birthday! ". Jongho paused for a moment. He was skeptical if his eyes were broken or not. Before you could continue, jongho stopped your hand from flipping to the next page. That's when jongho realized you had jeon as your name. He felt so stupid for a moment. To be sure he asked you. You didn't think too much of it since you were used to everyone's initial shock. " Wait wait wait. So your telling me your related to jungkook? " Be raised his brow. You said yes and showed him more pictures to make him believe you. Accepting it was an obstacle for him. Meeting jungkook will be an even bigger one. He was quite silent at first. When they both learned a lot about one another, they often hang out. Mostly seen breaking apples and fruits together.

a / n : I FINALLY FINISHED THIS 😭 I can finally sleep now since it's like two already and I'm on the verge of passing out

[btsandvmin]

Vmin “Everyday life”

Ok, so I might just be speaking out of some weird paranoia here, but I wanted to talk about it. If I’m wrong I’ll just keep this as a reminder that my mind likes to play tricks on me. So fair warning, this whole post might just be me over analyzing things.

Thing is that recently we have heard a lot about BTS showing their everyday life, most prominently in “BTS In the Soop” and in the upcoming “Break the silence” movie. Now the reason I bring this up is because of Vmin’s reactions to some of these things.

Of course, to begin with it seems we can at least look forward to quite a lot of Vmin in the Soop. Similar to Bon Voyage they seem to spend quite a lot of time together when they can. They also seem to end up sharing a house/room/bed? Though we still don’t know 100% it seems likely.

It also seems likely the time Vmin played games together on Tae’s account was from In the Soop. Which I guess makes it another time when Vmin don’t share private time, but rather shows something people will see through their schedules.

In this selca from In the Soop it seems Vmin might have been awake at night listening to music and just enjoying time together. Not sure we will get to see this specific moment, but again, most likely they shared a room and maybe even bed.

And not to be that person, but EVERY time BTS has been allowed to choose their roommate since the episode in Canada where Vmin accidentally ended up together (aka the first time we saw them share on camera since 2016), Vmin has shared a room. So if they do it now as well, let’s just say they seem to prefer to share if they can.

Anyways, my point here is that the slogan for the show is “Somewhere between everyday life and vacation.” meaning we get to see BTS as close to comfortably themselves as possible.

The song Vmin recommended in combination with their selca “Bruno Major - Nothing” also fits the theme very well. Just them being together, not really doing anything.

Track suits and red wine Movies for two We'll take off our phones And we'll turn off our shoes We'll play Nintendo Though I always lose 'Cause you'll watch the TV While I'm watching you

But there's nothing Like doing nothing With you Dumb conversations We lose track of time Have I told you lately I'm grateful you're mine?

Especially if we can add the red wine part to the playing games.

Anyways, the show will likely give us some more domestic and sweet Vmin, but what really got me thinking wasn’t In the Soop. Because we know how Vmin usually are during Bon Voyage and this is quite similar. No, what got me thinking we might get to see more of Vmin together just enjoying their free time together is from a few of the recent Dynamite interviews, specifically when they have gotten questions about the movie “Break the silence”.

I have seen all the gifs, but not many seem to talk about the context and timing of what Vmin is doing. This again could just be me over thinking it, but I wanted to at least get the question out there. Because I think we might get to see Vmin together more from now on... Hopefully.

BTS talks Dynamite with Liam McEwan | Radio Disney

In this interview we get a question of what we can expect to see on screen for Break the Silence. (A question they likely had on their list of questions to get asked, because a lot of interviews brought it up.) The point is that as they get the question Vmin whisper something to each other.

And then Jimin does this as Jin explains they will show how they enjoy their free time while on tour.

I mean, maybe we won’t get to see anything, but it’s interesting with the timing of what Vmin is doing and the question/explanation. 

It’s a very cute moment and Vmin have truly shown us why they usually don’t sit together. But again, this focus on “a glimpse into their day to day lives”.

But just this wouldn’t be enough to really think something might be up, after all Jimin is clingy all the time… But it’s not just this.

BTS Talks Life in Quarantine, VMAs Performance, and More

In this interview, once again they are asked about the movie, and Tae is the one to answer. Not only is what he says interesting in itself, but again, Jimin is touching him. So, there will definitely be some genuine stories never told before...

Please Jimin, tell us, what is Tae hiding in his heart? What genuine stories are BTS going to share with us?

And I don’t know why people aren’t talking more about this next one.

BTS talks Dynamite, life in quarantine & the future of their music...

So here they get asked about life in quarantine and how they spend their time now when they have more of it. And Tae does something here I haven’t seem him do in a long time, but that reminds me so much of the old shameless Tae.

He asks Jimin specifically, what he is doing during his free time, and not only that... They are holding hands. Because of course they are. But I only see people talk about them holding hands, not when they were holding hands and what they were talking about.

Now, remember this was about their free time… And Suga and JK talked about playing the guitar etc. Jimin takes his time to answer, and when he does it is kind of a non answer and still work related.

Then the attention shifts to Suga but Vmin keep holding hands.

I just found it interesting that Tae specifically asked Jimin, and I still don’t understand why they held hands. Especially as they kept doing it, unlike most times when it’s just a hand shake or similar for a moment. It wasn’t brief because they kept doing it for at least a minute.

People also talk about Tae’s expression, and though I know he has a stern looking neutral face it also wouldn’t surprise me if he is a bit disappointed with Jimin’s answer for some reason. I think Tae wanted something from Jimin here, but Jimin avoided it.

There are some other small reactions to the questions about the movie in other interviews as well, but these three are the ones I feel really make we wonder what we might get. Because they keep talking about “some real revelations” for the movie as well... I still expect it to be similar to the other documentaries we have got, so I don’t know how much new things we will really learn. 

But it does seem as since last year Vmin has been more open in general, which is a great thing that we get to keep seeing more and more. After Friends and Bon Voyage 4 and everything since I don’t know if there is new heights to reach, but I just wanted to talk about this a little as I couldn’t help but notice their behavior. Basically I think we might get more Vmin in Break the Silence.

These moments might be nothing at all, and it’s still just a few examples and Vmin also sit next to each other, so maybe it’s just because they happened to sit together or something. I’ll try to keep expectations low, but I still find Vmin’s reactions interesting. So I guess we’ll see.

I hope you had fun reading. :) Let’s look forward to some more Vmin! <3

EDIT: So Break the silence didn’t have anything at all, so maybe their reactions was just completely unrelated to the movie. Either way I guess we will see if we will keep getting more moments of Vmin as time goes.

[koobiluvr]

your bond with bts | eighth member

seokjin

this man would spoil you to death

he would give you anything you wanted

im not even kidding

“hey jinnie if you can, can you get me some mcdon-“

“yes”

“i didn’t even fin-“

“of course i’m gonna get it for you, don’t be ridiculous y/n.”

eatjins!!!!

he makes u dinner when you’re feeling sad :]

you two make the worst jokes and the members just stare at you while you both laugh at yourselves

you look up to him so he tries his best not to mess up

when he does, he feels like you’re gonna do the same as him and it scares him

you’re his favorite

yoongi

at first he didn’t like you

but then he saw how passionate you were about making music and being in the group and almost immediately warmed up to you

he helps you with writing songs and you do the same for him

he likes cuddling you—in secret of course

the boys saw it once and were like ‘why doesn’t yoongi do this with me tf????’

in his secret message he told you he loved you

“yoongi sent something to me too!”

“y/n don’t-“

“he said he loved me.”

all the boys are secretly jealous of you guys

during concerts you always go up and back hug him while the armys scream your shipname :]

really pure relationship, you’re each other’s safe place

hoseok

the sunshine line!!!!!

you are always hyping up the other members

some people consider you the serotonin line because you radiate the most happiness

“hi! i’m your hope, you’re my hope, i’m jhope!”

“annyeong! oh wait- hi! im y/n and everyone looks so good tonight! thank you for coming! :D”

you guys do girl group dance covers all the time

what is love is the best one and twice always reacts to it and luvs it :]

but then again, sometimes your smiles aren’t real and you both know

you understand each other more than anyone else

whenever you mess up in a dance he’s way more understanding

“its okay y/n. just be more careful next time!”

namjoon

when you guys are on vacation you go and catch baby crabs :]

you guys have a bonsai tree that you both take care of

you tell him everything

when you get hurt (which happens a lot actually) he’s the first to blame himself

you guys had a collab on the recent album

he teaches you new things all the time since you didn’t really have a childhood

stays up late at night helping you learn english

you guys watch friends for the 1000th time together

yall are so cute omg im jealous

you were featured in the mono album

he’s supposed to be the most strict considering he’s the leader but he never scolds you

he can’t stand the frown on your lips when someone gets upset with you :(

jimin

cuddles all the time!!!!!

he loves being affectionate with you omg save him

whenever you’re down on yourself he’s the first one to dry your tears and tell you how perfect you are

he really treasures you

matching pink hair in persona era :D

whenever you two are together it’s always soft giggles and rosy cheeks

sleepovers in jungkooks room

sometimes you cry during concerts and he hugs you so tight while he helps you finish your part of the song

in your minecraft world you and jimin have a bunny named boris

jungkook tried to kill it once but you beat his ass and stole his diamonds

taehyung

you two are definitely the most attractive part of the group

duality !!!!!!!

you two were really close and even worked on a kdrama together :]

he helped you with your fashion and helped you be confident

he cried during concerts a lot too and you two were each others sense of comfort

you and him cried into each other’s shoulder while jin talked about disbanding at the mama

i can imagine you two getting in arguments just because you act so alike

whenever you two do get in arguments its very obvious

the guys always get worried because when taehyung gets mad he always says mean things

one time he said something about how you didn’t belong in the group

you ignored him for 2 weeks because he refused to apologize

after that he never came around you when he was mad because he was too scared of nearly losing you

you guys do vlives together and play pubg with armys !!

very wholesome

jungkook

no one cares about you like jungkook does

he’s not big on affection so its hard for him to show it

but he talks about you like you’re the most important thing ever

and in his eyes, you are

“y/nnie is like an angel without wings.”

“y/n, i ly awake in my bed at night, full thoughts about you.”

you know how vmin are called soulmates?

yeah well

you and jungkook are called soulmates too

you go to him when you need a little piece of home

it would make sense if you went to someone like taehyung or yoongi because they’re both from daegu just like you, but no, you went to him

he brought it up to the guys one day and they’re like ??? no?? she doesn’t do that with us

“we all have our person in the group that we go to when we need comfort and a sense of home, and i guess that little piece of home is you, kook.” namjoon would say

playing overwatch together :]

selcas together all the time

he really loves you even if he doesn’t say it often

it’s the looks

you two look at each other like an old married couple

hi!! im gonna continue this 8th member stuff because i really like it, so if you have any ideas don’t be shy to send them! thank you ! - leo <3

[purple-ktj]

2015 ‘Drought’

This post was a whole pain for me to work on because Tumblr hasn't been too friendly with me. It's taken weeks, on and off, so enjoy reading this, because I don't know when the next post with actual content will come again.

I’ve been curious about the legendary 2014-2015 drought for the longest time and finally did some ‘research’ on early Bangtan. Going through their older videos, I find what people perceive to be a drought in Taejin terms can be very subjective, I think. Although keep in mind this is my perspective as a 1 year old Taejinnie.

Finding videos were easy, but arranging them in chronological order was hell and the dates were all over the place, so I’m going by their albums eras where applicable. Their loud and bright hairstyles are really helpful in this case. 

Happy reading!

O!RUL8,2?

- First and foremost, their most well known moment- Jin revealing that they showered together. Jin is very happy to announce this, though Tae is embarrassed but doesn't stop him. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8Gvf4TA4dc)

- At one of their debut day fansigns, the sprouts of jealousy began. He was hugging JK but his eyes were focused on Namjin. Even after they stop hugging he can’t keep his eyes off them. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Llss3aSvezw&t=1s)

- Back then there used to be an unimaginable number of selcas of the both of them that they chose to share. I daresay they were the closest during their private time from 2011 to 2013 and maybe even till 2015. These 3 alone were from June - July.

(I'm not discrediting Vmin, they were very close as well and went to school together, however their soulmate status was something they put effort into later on. Taejin was close off screen from the beginning mainly due to their common interests and hobbies.)

9 Jun - 13 Jun -  17 Jun. 

30 Jun - 07 Jul.

16 Jun 2013 First Vlog 

No baby Taejin posts are complete without this leJindary moment. Initially I have always thought that young Taehyung is the only one nursing his deep crush on Jin, this vlog is the one that proved me wrong. Any non-platonic feelings between them already had their seeds sown here, although they never acted on it/realised it until much later. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyjkAcLkcX0&t=6s)

?? Jun 2013 The infamous bangtan bomb of Tae getting flustered. 

Jin: Uri V! What did you eat to become so handsome? (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_mjF4GfaX8)

In contrast to JK calling him handsome and he doesn’t bat an eyelid. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kt0pG2Wb7Q8)

This smile has been appearing throughout the years, latest being Music Bank on 28 Feb 2020 when Jin said “You like sweets, and my face is sweet.” That was borderline inappropriate for national TV but what’s new? (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb3RVuQ69Zc)

?? Jun 2013 First instance of “VV”. 

Pet names since 2013. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrmMrI4L-Mc)

We have come a long way now, Voo, Ver, Flower Boy, etc. Too many pet names I can't even recall everything.

27 Jun 2013 Arirang radio interview 

This whole 30 minutes interview, if you want to watch the whole thing, here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSkfObPjOsQ otherwise skip to 21:50 minutes where the interviewer asks Jin who he would choose to date out of all the members and he answers Jimin. Taehyung’s immediate reaction was to look down as if dejected. Keep in mind they've just debuted, still very young and very new to all these interview questions so these reactions are likely raw. Its different once they get asked the same question a hundred times after multiple interviews and these questions are no longer a big deal, something for entertainment.

28 Jun 2013 BTS fansign. 

That famous moment where I believe early Armys noticed Taejin’s interactions and found them extremely cute. The entire exchange is adorable, Jin is obviously very very fond and attentive to Taehyung, while Taehyung lights up at the attention. Not sure when the nickname Ctrl-V started though. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DRQkjpoYn8)

01 Aug 2013 

The both of them uploads similar selcas each. Going through their debut year twitter posts gave me so much heart ache at the number of selcas that they used to be comfortable in showing to us because they were pretty much BFFs stuck to each other like glue.

21 Sep 2013 Their first Kkul FM, Bangtan’s 100 day anniversary. 

Jin’s eyes stray to Taehyung a little more than necessary. Also where the famous butt-staring moment happened. Jin’s focus while everyone else is busy returning to their seats. It's not obvious, maybe just a few offhand moments where he seeks out Taehyung, but I'd say back then when Jin was still figuring himself out, his expressions/reactions tend to be a little more honest. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8E_8I3iuj0s)

11 Nov 2013 Their last vlog.

Taehyung seems to function better when with the whole group. He starts getting nervous mainly when it’s only the both of them alone together. On the other hand though, Jin is constantly looking at Taehyung and seeking him out. Again, he's extremely fond of Taehyung, whether or not he was aware that Taehyung is nursing a deep crush for him. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t68qZcPMFWc&t=3s)

22 Dec 2013 Satzone interview.

This is where the famous moment of Taejin’s very first meeting was made known. There’s no... explanation to this except pure physical attraction? Grinding against a boy older than him just because he was told to “make an impression”. They recently had the Japanese interview for Stay Gold where they described their first impressions of each other, Taehyung only mentioned "The senior with the big shoulders told me to sit down, so I did". It left me wondering why he hadn't mentioned this particular part, I suppose this isn't too appropriate to re-enact or even mention now that they're adults? (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ocIyF7bXoU)

Although there is another interesting part to this interview that I haven’t seen being mentioned elsewhere before, until I watched the entire thing. 

Before the whole grinding dance was re-enacted, the interviewer asks Jin about his cooking hobby and what would he like to cook for his girlfriend? Jin gets all bashful and says that he’d like to meet someone nice first. He’d want to cook for her all the time and it may not taste good but he’d put all his love into it. (He said something similar in a vlog before that he’d space out while cooking at their dorm thinking of how he’d cook with his future girlfriend/wife and it’d be a domestic bliss)

At 2:48, Taehyung’s reaction to the whole girlfriend talk stood out, he wasn’t paying attention. While all the other members were looking and grinning at Jin getting all shy, Taeyhung is the only only one pointedly looking elsewhere. It doesn’t look like he realises it himself, that he’s completely not interested in the topic, he doesn't want to listen to Jin talking about a girlfriend and Jin’s words are at best, going into his left ear and out his right.

04 Jan 2014 Yinyuetai Interview.

I don't think he realises it either, but Jin is so so so fond of him and teases him a lot. He’s a lot more touchy with Taehyung back then, though it's all platonic.  (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GAL-QhWQ9o)

Skool Luv Affair 

?? Jan 2014 Boy in Luv making JP ver. I think this clip is probably in every Taejin youtube video ever, but the whole interaction is interesting. (To me) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1r6g2WvwSE&list=WL&index=23&t=643s)

“I was touching the puppies! What were you thinking?” - Hardly believable with the way he practically dragged his whole palm up and down Taehyung’s chest while claiming to be innocently interested in the cartoon print shirt. J-Hope, Jimin and Jungkook does the same thing to each other all the time and I’ve never seen them instigate this kind of ‘reverse psychology’ trick on the other person. Taehyung, being young and faced with his huge crush was unable to answer the question or even divert his attention. Also, that little pause when Taehyung gets shy and can’t answer his question, it’s as if he was trying to gauge Taehyung’s reaction. 

Also the bit at 4:40 to 5:10. Interaction between vocal line, Taehyung is a little more subdued when Jin joins the group, just like in their 2 vlogs when he would get shy when around Jin. 

01 Feb 2014 Hanbok Shoot

A very short clip on their Hanbook photo shoot. But very worthwhile nevertheless. At 0:20 seconds, Taehyung sees Jin coming and he quickly averts his eyes, much like how one would act when their crush is around. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfDwmt-SR2A)

?? Feb/Mar 2014 Boy in Luv jacket shooting. There isn’t much during this period, except that they’re getting along well, Jin is extremely fond of him as usual. More and more fond as time passes while Taehyung is a little more immune to his crush. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5c3Dao4_4E)

?? Mar 2014

I'm not sure where this is from, and my original link source is gone, but from their hairstyles it should be Boy in Luv era. The first impression I had upon watching this mini clip is, younger Jin is more clingy. (https://twitter.com/hourIytaejin/status/1280426666251206656?s=20)

?? Apr 2014 Just One Day Mnet Countdown live. Jin and Jungkook is acting out a scene where he proposes to his girlfriend, and while the other members are ‘acting’ out their cringe at the moment, Taehyung is standing at the side, not even acting or pretending but he’s just... expressionless. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=788ApO868hg&feature=youtu.be)

After that, this mini moment of Taehyung acting out being ‘manly’ with Jungkook while trying to approach a girl, Jin subconsciously frowns, really not liking what he’s seeing. Since the screenshots don’t do justice, watch from 2:15 onwards. Besides that, they get along well. 

?? May/Jun 2014 BTS goes to LA for AHL

Taehyung is a complete wild card in this show and really does as he pleases. There’s a few cute moments amidst the chaos of this whole show. AHL episode 5 onwards (one of the less cringey and more funny episodes) where they go out and pick up girls is recommended. Everyone’s interaction when with 3 pretty ladies that they casted for their music video is very interesting to watch. Taehyung sees the whole thing as a competition and tries to challenge himself, despite being uncomfortable. Jin is just as uncomfortable, though he feels a sense of obligation and tries his best to break the awkwardness and eventually gets comfortable shooting the MV with the ladies.

He sits down quietly watching Jin get his makeup fixed.

Taehyung being interested in Jin since day 1. He was very impressed by Jin’s beat boxing skills which he learned in only a few days. I'm amused by how accurate the captions are.

And the Taejin backhug happened on the last episode while they were performing their show. I don't know if you agree, but Jin's smile is so so so fond with Taehyung's arms around him. It's just so sweet.

11 Jun 2014 BTS log

This is almost painful to watch but Taehyung is so self aware of Jin beside him and his eyes flickering to his thighs half the time, I almost feel bad about it.(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YrOLp_VAPH4&feature=youtu.be)

14 Jun 2014 Kiss Day Tweets 

I’d love to know what started then. Not the most questionable thing they’ve ever done, but still makes me go ??? They kissed but make it friendly? I don’t even know. I should have added this to the list of questionable things Taejin did.

Dark & Wild 

?? Aug 2014 Unknown Radio show

Taehyung side eyeing Jin when he says he’d like J-Hope as a room mate. He's not just side-eyeing, he was pretty sassy about it too. Though to be fair, he's still very young here and is still learning how to control his crush and jealousy.  (https://twitter.com/chaimaetaejin/status/1252260140016906243)

28 Aug - 05 Nov 

These selcas are enough to tell me they were very much still best friends at the second half of 2014. Not just them being chummy off camera, but them posting the photos to show to army, means they're very close and unafraid to flaunt their bond.

12 Nov 2014 

Taehyung posts on Twitter asking if anyone wants to sit beside him on the airplane. Jin replies saying he wants to. But Tae cheekily adds this photo of his bag claiming the seat instead. I think it’s pretty much impossible to get these sort of interactions anymore, the closest being their weverse posts. 

01 Dec 2014

Taehyung posts this photo of Jin with the captions “So handsome”. His crush never faded, it only grew stronger through the year. 

02 Dec 2014 MAMA Rehearsal Backstage with MPD

The screenshot doesn’t mean anything, the main point is their interaction, or the lack of in the whole video. The way Taehyung avoids being in Jin’s radius in general gives me the impression that he’s preventing any sort of interaction that makes it obvious that he’s in front of his crush on camera. If my impression is right, that means that he's become aware that he behaves differently with Jin and can't hide it. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKOquZSCTRk&list=WL&index=18&t=0s)

07 Dec 2014 Manila Blanket Kick

With JiHope fooling around beside them it becomes more obvious that he's staring at Jin a little too earnestly in trying to fake kiss him. And the way Jin is trying to 'push' him away, he might as well not bother at all. It feels a little awkward to me, considering how close they are off cameras and have no problems smooshing their faces together for selcas.  (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eb9rwsNX_w8)

18 - 19 Dec 2014 Selcas

Because, otherwise, they’re as close as ever. 

30 Dec 2014 Taehyung’s birthday tweets by Jin

In the whole of 2014, besides small moments of jealousy, I can’t find a single moment where it seemed like they were on bad terms or were having a major conflict. No cold stares or keeping a distance from each other that would have suggested a fight or some sort. Their bond is still very much platonic.

27 Jan 2015 Bonsang Awards at GDA

I’m not sure what’s their deal, but after they received their award and went backstage to express their thanks toward Army on camera, Taejin keeps their distance and Jin’s expression is rather stiff when Taehyung is right in front of the camera. Watch here from 1:55 onwards. Although it's not enough to say that they had a form of conflict or were cold to each other, it may have just been a friendly argument, or even nothing at all. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFw4QeVlKpk) 

After this, for the majority of 2015, there’s no visible on screen interaction that suggests they’re still as close/clingy as in 2013-2014, except that they were still getting along just fine within the group. Also, Taehyung is closer to Jimin and Jungkook during this period of time, and Taejin selcas drastically dropped to once per month to a max of 5 for the whole year. There’s basically no way to screenshot any of this, so I’ll just leave a few links to see for yourself. Again, I can't be sure if they were really having a cold war here.

06 Mar 2015 BTS playing Jenga 

Taehyung tries to imitate Jin coolly flicking the Jenga block off with a finger and fails. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtNGyeZIqqA) 

18 Apr 2015 

BTS playing by themselves in company (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pTHL6GBBXs)

I need U - HYYH Pt. 1

29 Apr 2015 Star Attack Interview 

Where they get asked a string of random questions and end off with playing “Chicken Leg”. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpLKguwsHD0)

05 May 2015 The Show Interview 

The instruction was to ‘Tell the person beside you something you want them to do with the song ‘I Need U’ and Taehyung starts giggling and leaning on Jin while singing the exact words “I need you~”. While Jin says that he’s very straightforward in how he talks. (Very straightforward about his crush as well) They're getting along on screen here better than from Jan to early April. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjsduPBpmYE&t=2s)

07 May 2015 I Need U 

Their first win on M! Countdown. Everything seemed fine before, until this moment happened and again, I don’t know what’s their deal. Jin is eager to put the lipstick on Taehyung, and Taehyung doesn’t react at all. He blankly stares at Jin for a few seconds then goes off to try and put lipstick on Jimin with a smile. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xe-H5Qu3llE&feature=youtu.be)

After that there’s no interaction between the both of them again until they get backstage and Taejin is in the elevator together with Yoongi speaking in front of them. 

Another backstage clip of them thanking Army for their first win and MPD presents them with a cake. Another short clip which left me more questions. Jin is holding on to his shoulders, though there’s a complete lack of reaction from Taehyung, he’s just focused on eating the strawberries. I don’t know if it’s only because he loves the strawberries that he got distracted and once he finished eating them he focuses on the camera again or he's actually ignoring Jin for some reason. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09a3qLUY-U0&feature=youtu.be)

15 May 2015 Mnet Backstage

I found this really really cute, while Jin was flirting with the cameraman (J-Hope), Taehyung could be seen in the reflection going all soft and smiley. And the only reason I noticed- everyone else was 'cringing' except him.

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VkMFtKQTGU&feature=youtu.be)

04 Jun 2015 Jin mini mukbang

One month later, they’re getting along again. Jin challenges himself to eat the Jajangmyeon meal within a minute while Jimin times him and Taehyung, J-Hope and JK is behind the camera commentating. Jimin and Taehyung eats his leftovers once he failed the challenge. Nothing significant, just that they seem to be getting along just fine. If you notice the captions, he's even teasing by calling him 'pig'. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTq2re8R5VU)

Dope (Official MV release is 24 Jun 2015)

?? Jun 2015 Gayo Episode 2 (Possible film date, I might be wrong since I’m basing it entirely on their hairstyles.)

Somewhere between the end of I Need U promotions and the beginning of Dope era, their expressions softened a alot, and they're looking into each other's eyes properly. A different sort of interaction from 2013 all the way to first half of 2015.

?? Jun 2015 Run BTS Episode 6 (Possible filming period)

Yoongi plays a priest, ready to listen and ‘forgive’ the members ‘sins’. Taehyung comes in and tries to talk about Jin. But he changes his mind and switches his victim the moment Yoongi asks “Is this funny?”. I guess whatever Taehyung had in mind doesn't pass Yoongi's funny criteria.

?? Jun 2015 Run BTS Episode 2 (Aired on 02 Aug 2015)

The infamous ‘Taejin sit in each other’s laps, on a single frail foldable chair, holding each other’s hands and looking into each other’s eyes’ moment. Oh and they spit into each other’s faces. A few things to note here: 

Jin: Jin ‘protests’ when Taehyung pinches his nipples, saying “Where do you think you’re touching??” Is also self conscious when Taehyung holds his hands, but is completely fine when the members do it to each other during the game. As if he wasn’t the one to proclaim to the world that they sleep in the same single bed and showered together before. 

Taehyung: Seemingly unaffected and welcomes Jin to sit on him, happy to hold hands.

Yoongi: I’m guessing is the first member to sense that something is off with Taejin (Being Jin’s room mate and all...) Because of his reaction to Taejin as compared to the other 4 seems to be more guarded and cautious.

The other members: Seemingly clueless and egging them on. 

21 Jun 2015 

This is the first tweet together since that birthday post in 2014. All of a sudden they’re chummy again, and in the Dope MV making, Taejin is seen role-playing with each other in between filming. A lot more friendly than the beginning of 2015.(https://twitter.com/BTS_twt/status/612562167380848640)

25 Jun 2015 M Countdown Backstage

Their interactions here sort of serves as confirmation for me that they're all soft and friendly with each other again. Jin is making proper eye contact with Taehyung on screen, eyes even lingering a few seconds longer than necessary. Something changed between them, at least that's what it feels like to me. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCivOMbRwdk)

Also he steals a glance but immediately looks at the camera and blinks and turns his gaze away. 

02 Jul 2015 Super Junior Kiss The Radio

Vmin plays pop the balloon game, another famously known moment in fandom. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgwMMuY8WQw)

Just to point out Jin’s expressions, seemingly neutral at first but later on turns disinterested or even displeased at the progress of the game. While the other members and even the lady behind recording the whole saga can’t help but be amused, he’s not even sparing a second glance. 

15 Jul 2015 EatJin

I can’t be sure if it’s the same but it kinda looks like the matching bracelet he had with Taehyung, as seen in their first episode of Run BTS live in Thailand.

20 Jul 2015 VHope eating Churros

Just putting it out here, simply because... J-Hope offered to eat the long churros with Taehyung mouth to mouth and then he says that it reminds him of Their Rookie King kiss punishment, making Taehyung cringe. I've noticed an increase in mentions of VHope being romantically involved, because of the Festa 2020. J-Hope and ML is a huge platonic love-fest. I have had a few asks about this, it makes zero sense so I will not address this any further. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFTuRw5s12s)

29 Jul 2015 TRB Blanket Kick

A far cry from the slightly awkward Blanket Kick moment in Dec 2014, Jin is allowing Taehyung to bring his face that close, whether they brushed their lips against each other's cheeks or not. Again, such proximity wouldn't be possible on stage if they weren't comfortable being this close off stage. Also, I think Taehyung really really really likes touching/grabbing Jin by his neck. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpRzVUYAxBw)

03 Aug 2015 BTS vlive in Chile

The closest we’ve ever had to a vlive of Taejin alone. Chummy, yes. Friendly, yes.

08 Aug 2015 Thailand Run episode

Their first matching bracelet appearance together.

15 Oct 2015 EatJin ft. Tae walking around 

As much as I would love to call this a Taejin vlive… he only appeared for barely a few seconds. Jimin appeared as well, later on, providing more food on the table. He looked like he wanted to join but held back. I guess I'll only count a Taejin vlive an actual vlive if they appear on screen, side by side just the both of them together for more than 5 minutes.

?? Oct 2015 BTS Gayo Track 9

The legendary moment which served as a significant indicator that Taejin still weren’t mutually exclusive or non-platonic yet at this point of time. I thought he's actually gotten his major reactions under control, but I guess the appearance of his most beloved shoulders would still cause him to glitch. (https://www.vlive.tv/video/4025?channelCode=FE619)

Tae pulling the chair closer to him knowing that Jin will be sitting next to him. 

His obvious fluster at having Jin in a tight black shirt touching his thigh and then his reaction when Jin removes his hand, is so adorable. I find it interesting that his reactions are reminiscent of their vlogs in 2013, considering how close they've become within the 2 years. And of course, his absolute love for Jin’s wide shoulders since the beginning of time.

07 Nov 2015 MMA 2015 BTS winning best male dance award

End of year, I would say the ‘drought’ is over. I have no clue what they are at this point of time, but they’ve gotten closer again without that awkwardness between them from the I Need U era. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNkzD3JH6i8&feature=youtu.be)

By the time December rolls around, a lot of things change. 

03 Dec 2015 

Firstly, the infamous photo of Seokjin’s naked back in the kitchen while he cooks, taken by Taehyung. Why I see this as something significant- they were still young, Jin hates to show off his body despite his perfect physique, to post this sort of photo mean that the both of them had mutual consensus. The captions are interesting as well, Taehyung posted this, but the hashtag says 'Taehyung-ah I love you'.

The captions: #HappyBirthdayJinHyung #TaehyungahIloveyou

04 Dec 2015

There’s two parts to this date, one is their vlive and another is their Bangtan Bomb. Taehyung was really clinging to Jin throughout this vlive. There was an attempt at a cheek kiss, though Jin noticed the screen and evaded. 

And for the majority of the live he clung to Jin like a baby koala. Extremely clingy, massaging, hugging, not letting go. Jin teased as well, asking who wants to eat the cake first and asked Taehyung but he puts the cake in his mouth.

He gets very close and it looks like he’s right beside Jin’s ear, and while this isn’t uncharacteristic of younger Taehyung, it's not something he would have done to Jin back then when Jin was still a crush. It’s also adorable how he headlocks Jin when Jin teased them a lot. Again, he would do this to Jimin and JK, though probably not to the hyung line except Jin.

And the most puzzling part of this birthday celebration is this backstage scene.

 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0zrjdzM2rU&list=PLH1LUgMP-6VfJvPXX4uPeu1QPewKtk6hS&index=146)

Incomprehensible. What do all these mean? And the tone of Jin’s voice when he said “Come here?” That was quite something, I’ve never heard him use such an intimate tone on any of them before this. 

10 Dec 2015 Mnet backstage

This is the Mnet backstage where Jin won a date with M PD and they pranked him with the woman sleeping in their hotel room. There were a few things in this episode which stood out to me. I like seeing them chummy with arms around each other. 

In this moment, Namjoon and Jimin were happily chatting, “Jin-hyung would probably love it when he sees the pretty woman in bed.” And considering how possessive and jealous Taehyung can get, also the fact that he's now well aware of his attraction to Jin, the way he’s grinning in the back while listening to them talk made me wonder if they had begun  something non platonic/being more than best friends and the other members weren't aware of it yet, therefore his relaxed expression. Unless he's just going along with their jokes though I still suspect they were already more than just friends here.

For the rest of the birthday prank, he sticks really close to Jin’s side. His behaviour and confidence through the whole of Dec is completely different from 2013 to early 2015. Jin as well, used to be very clingy and touchy with Taehyung, became more cautious of touching him. A telltale sign that somewhere along the lines, their friendship lines blurred and his crush is no longer just a crush, the attraction is now mutual.

11 Dec 2015 Sinchon Fansign

One of the most amusing and interesting early Taejin trivia, besides them being extremely close, eat together, showering together. Yeah the tweet sounds more wrong than it actually is, but still makes me wonder how Jin managed to injure his finger while playing in Taehyung's room.

In conclusion, if I had to pinpoint an era pre 2016 where it could be called a drought, it would be the first half of 2015. They were extremely close, practically BFFs sharing their selcas and posting it regularly on twitter, but then it dwindled come 2015. They were still very much friendly, though Taehyung was leaning onto Jimin and Jungkook more, and they were less chummy and clingy on screen as compared to 2013-2014.  

It seems like I need U era was a turning point for the both of them, not sure what could have happened. Their friendliness from second half of 2015 intensified in Dec, where they were beginning to evolve into something less platonic, less of an unrequited crush to something more mutual. This went on till 2016 when they had their actual first 'conflict' which was caught on screen in BV1. Members wise, I surmise that Yoongi and Jungkook were the first to find out, and the rest much later in late 2016.

In my head, I suspect it went something like this- Jin was very clingy and touchy in 2013-2014, while Taehyung was more shy and subdued. I'm guessing something changed at end 2014/early 2015, maybe a love confession from Taehyung to Jin which possibly forced them to think about the implications and what they want to do about it while Taehyung stuck to Jimin and Jungkook since it seemed like Jin was trying to figure himself out. (I don't know if they fought or not, can't tell) They can't exactly keep away from each other for too long, so mid 2015, they slowly became more friendly again and the tables turned, Taehyung became more confident and clingy while Jin more subdued and cautious. End 2015 to early 2016, they came around and got physically involved with each other first before finally putting a label to their relationship at second half of 2016. Lovers, or boyfriends, maybe. (Why I say physically involved first; because that whole conflict in BV1 and their growing sexual tension in first half of 2016 gives me the impression they were still navigating and trying to figure out their relationship.) After that it transitions into their post 2016 era which I've dissected before.

Well... my speculations anyway!

[julietgang]

PRIVATE SELCA SHIP

Hi, may I have a private selca ship for BTS, Ateez, and NCT. I'm 28 years old (29 in two more weeks) and I'm 5'3. So, I'm old and short \(^-^)/

Hi beautiful! First of all, you are never old for ships and kpop ;) Second, here you have your ships! Hope you enjoy them and feel free to ask for more :D - Juliet

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In BTS I ship you with...

JIN

In ATEEZ I ship you with...

SEONGHWA (my bias +-+ you are lucky)

In NCT (ot23) I ship you with...

Very TEN vibes

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