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thedrotter · 1 day ago

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i could go on and on on the importance of shunkun and yuu being narrative foils of each other and how devastating it makes things

but nah, don't be silly, why would I express this sentiment on a serious drawing when i can draw fluff!!!😊😊 (copium)

progress dump... from vision to the end!!!

Vision->Spirit drawing->Sketch->Details on top of Sketch->Lineart->Color!!!!

"what is a spirit drawing michael" spirit. i inject spirit of my vision into the canvas and hope it makes sense later somehow💜 my process is mysterious in its ways.... not even i know what is going on(゜∀。)

anyway heres an image of the many. many glitches and difficulties i have to face now that my computer finally sniped clip studio😭 but i never give up I dont let the computer stop me

#re:kinder #rekinder #my art #yuuichi mizuoka #shunsuke takano #parun #fanart #this one is thanks to a certain post i saw a few days ago in tumblr. i just had to draw it as them #which was made by @hairscare !!! so shoutout to them for awakening this drawinf #i saw it and i inmediately knew what i had to do #BECAUSE GENUINELY i will never get over the sheer tragedy that these two are similar in many ways #yet the circumstances has made it so while one could fight and keep going with life the other gave up entirely and died??? hello???😭😭#ITS DEVASTATING BECAUSE OF WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT #BUT THEY WERENT FROM THE START OF THE GAME THERE WAS NO GOING BACK #i constantly think about the fact that shunkun was having dreams of yuu essentially crying for help FOR A GOOD BIT #like look . game starts out he acknowledges this and its. like. who even is that boy that dream again #WHICH WOULD ALREADY PLACE IT SO IT **AT LEAST** HAS HAPPENED TWICE. SO FOR TWO DAYS AT MINIMUM #BUT THEN YOU PLACE THE TIME WHERE SHUNKUN WAS AWAY FROM HOME #WHICH IS DAYS. PLURAL DAYS #AND THE MASSACRE COULD ONLY HAVE POSSIBLY STARTED THE MORNING OF THE DAY HE COMES BACK #because the other kids that survived woke up that same day and were extremely confused so that didnt happen the moment shunkun left #it pretty much happened shortly before arriving and thus the same day he left #which . by the way nothing to do i think it was intentionally premeditated so all the participants of the friends game could be there #BUT THE POINT IS. MULTIPLE DAYS IT HAD BEEN MULTIPLE DAYS SINCE THOSE DREAMS STARTED #so the mere idea that there was a slim point where things could have possibly been different if if that call for help would have possibly #jesus cheisr they mess me up #THE SLIM PERIOD OF TIME IS ITS AWFUL its .#AND THERES MORE OF THIS THERES MORE OF THIS IN ME REGARDING THE TRAGEDY OF THESE TWO BEING FOILS #BUT THIS IS A POST OF A FLUFF DRAWING SO LETS LEAVE IT THERE SHALL WE😁😁😁#they make me sick. i will die /lighthearted

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