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Never Letting You Go Ch10

Summary: Okay! Here it is!! Another filled chapter. Promise there will be some romance in the next chapter. Maybe do a mini one. In this chapter deals with Will meeting Jay Milles. Also deals with Santi's emotional state. Not giving too much away. Benny tries to help.

Warning: mentions emotional breakdowns. if this bothers you? skim pass that part.

 hearing his cousin’s voice after all of these years hurt his soul. His buddy was always Willthere when he needed advice on things. Taught him how to be the older brother. When Jay left to pursue his Olympic dream,and going to jail for the reason Will forgot about. Now he is on the phone. Went outside to chat so the others can't hear,” Now you call you no go for nothing scumbag! Hiddin from the world doesn't fucking help! I should know! Been there and done that! Benny needed ya! Not to mentionLittle Bit Remember her?! Fragile girl ya promised to look after Benny and I when we were in the Army?!” Jay tried to get a word in but it was no use! Till he yells,” I fucking get it?! Shit! Was in a bad place?! Was messed up after picking up that crazy hitchhiker ! Thought.. I loved her man! Reason for the call. I'm aware of the crazy mother situation. Wanna help okay? Maybe.. I can ya know stay with Benny and Little Bit so you can do what you were planning! Let me try to make things right? Ready to come out of hiding.” 

Hiding? Is that what Jay calls it? More like running. Will can't really blame him. Seen this behavior in Santi many many times. Reason why he took the FBI job. Thought he wasn't a good man for you. Finally he realized that you are his rock. Reason for living. Benny too. Which he never admitted to. Started to have feelings for him soon after the three of you got together. Took a breath,” Where are you? I can come over to pick ya up.” Taking a deep breath,” I'm at the diner across the street from your gym. “ 

Will comes back inside. Sees his brother on the couch. Sees Santi and Frankie is out of ear shot whispers,” Going into town for abit. Won't be long. “ Benny nods from his seat. Not before looking upstairs thinking about you. Hope you are resting. Little does your family know. You are about to sneak out. Opening the balcony door very quickly,and quietly. Walking slowly down the stairs only to see Will looking at you,” Where do you think you are going? If you are runnin away..” Taking a deep breath while fixing a messy ponytail while walking towards the truck,” Need to be with my big brother right now. Is that too much to ask? Go out like we used to. “ Reach out to pull your delicate frame into his strong arms. True he missed those times where the two of you went out . Talking about what's going on with them. Kisses top of your head,” Sure why not. Have to tell ya reason for goin into town.” 

“ Shittin me?! Jay ?! After how many fuckin years! Why now! “ Tightened the grip on the steering wheel while driving down the gravel road,” Wants to help okay? He knows what happened at home. Just give him a chance okay?” This isn't sitting well for you. His name has no bearing to you. Hurt when he left. No good bye nada. Never knew the real reason why he left after the Olympics. Knew he and his father had a falling out,but why ? Can't wait to hear his explanation.

Benny goes upstairs to see the bed empty. Okay, look in the bathroom. Followed by the rest of the house. Fear gripping him . Fearing that something has happened. Run downstairs to see the others. Panicking,” She's gone ! Can't find her! “ Santi tried to call the young man down just enough to hope he could get through to him,” We know she won't go far. Bet she is either with Sam ,or Will. Even at the pier throwing rocks in the lake. “ Frankie goes over to the side to text Will to see where you were. Few seconds later Will texted back. Wasn't Will was you. Saying that you are with him. Not to worry. 

“ She's with Ironhead. Not to worry. I'm gonna go to pick up the wifey and baby girl. I'll be back soon. “ Benny walks over to his friend hugging him,” Thanks man for helpin. I know Rose might not understand why ya don this dangerous thang.” Frankie smiles,” oh she will. Have to protect the ones we care about. As for your brother coming with me? Think that might be a possibility. “ 

Both of you arrived at the diner. In the window see Jay . After all of these years. Still looks and dresses the same. Jeans gray tee to match his mood. Will takes your hand to deliver some strength,” Would be okay hon. Try to hear him out kay? Besides, I'll order ya your favorite comfort food. “ First time today a smile brighten your face,* Love that big brother. Maybe… can you order something for the boys? Ya know? Peace offering? Especially… my Santi. Shouldn't have yelled at him like that. I… know he wants to protect me.” Taking a deep breath Will looks at you nods,” Think that would be a good idea Little Bit. Be just a moment, okay?” 

Jay looks to his left. Sees Will. Cousin who hasn't changed all too much. Even though he is more muscular. You on the other hand have changed so much. Not that awkward teen that wore black all the time. Looking like a beautiful woman, Benny is so lucky . Noticed you looking at him. Look at both sad,and anger. Goes over to both of you,” Look good Little Bit. Good to see you.” Look in your eyes caused you to yell loud enough for him to hear,” You have no right to call me that! Only ones I care about can!   That promise was broken! Will says I have to give ya benefit of a doubt. Be with your family.” Hearing this made Will smile. Cleared his throat,” She's right cuz. Now… tell us what happened at home “  Leading two of you to the table. Not missing a beat sitting across from both of you,” All I can say the crazy mama reminded me of that chick that wrecked me.” 

Santi is alone with his thoughts. Thinking about you. His precious baby girl. Hate to see that look of sadness in those eyes. Ones that could calm his very soul. Followed by your soft touches. Leaning against the porch railing watching the wind blowing the trees,but he doesn't know that Benny is watching from afar. Thinking about the same thing. Stands next to him. Cleared his throat,” She needs us more than ever ya know. Her mental health is so fragile. Can't see her break down again. Broke my heart when it happened last time. “ Santi looks at Benny ,”  Exactly what happened. She never opened up to me. Was it during a trauma?” Time for him to find out the truth. Truth about the one before that. One that still haunts him to this day,” Wasn't long after you joined the FBI btw I know why taking that job. Thought you weren't good enough for her. Never said anything. Her mom managed to find her when she was an intern. She was in the ER with heart problems. Baby girl lost it. Which Sam had to call me. Gemma in her state managed to lay in on her. That's when I arrived at her aid.  Poor baby girl was shaking like a leaf.after that moment brought her to the farm to help her .  Took her a few days to calm down. “ Santi started to understand. Heart tried not to break. Was surprised when Benny held him in his arms. Rubbing his back,” Let it out daddy. I'm right here. We will get through this together. “ Santi melts into his embrace. At that moment he didn't want to let go of the younger Miller. For the longest time he withheld his true feelings for him. Thought it was a phase. Would pass. Until three of you got married. Those feelings came back with a vengeance. Were moments he would spill his guts,but lost his nerve. Not gonna chicken out now. Softly sobbed on Benny,’s chest,” Wanna tell you something that I should have told you a long time ago. I love you. Not like a brother,but.. more like how our baby does. It finally hit me when you were in the hospital after your last fight. Wanted to be with you so bad! Even on our wedding night. Even when you had a nightmare when she and Will went off on an adventure together. Wanted to comfort you like she does.” Benny held him tighter. Those words filled his heart with joy. Took him long enough to tell him. Kisses his head,” took ya long enough to tell me. Was waitin to see how long you would tell me. I'm glad ya did. Don't want ya to be afraid to talk to me,and kitten. We are a family member? “ 

You and Will arrive home. Jay slowly gets out of his truck. Look around the property. Nestled two modern looking  farmhouses. Sam comes running towards her husband,” Glad your home my captain. Oh! See we have a guest?” Takes her hand in his large one,” Yeah, my cousin Jay. He will be staying with us While I go to help Fish. “ Jay comes over, you whisper,” I will keep my promise this time. Need ya to believe me.” Slowly walking away with a bag of food,” Hope you do. Now excuse me. Have to get home to my boys.” 

Walking up towards the porch,  see  a beautiful site. Your boys sharing a beautiful moment. Didn't want to interrupt till Benny sees you. Reches his hand out,” Glad your home kitten. See you brought food! Let's go inside “ Santi pulls you close to him kissing your forehead,” Sorry I upset you before. Old habits you know. See now I have to stay. Help you heal not like before. “ Hugging him tighter,” Glad to hear that daddy. Glad both of you finally shared a tender moment. Yes I saw both of you kiss just now. Wouldn't want to miss both of you share more than a kiss “

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[laurfilijames]

MY MAN!

I was tagged by @red-orchid and @justreblogginfics to give four characters who make you yell "MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN" !!

(That is not the only thing they have me yelling)

I'm sure this won't be at all surprising to you.

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[teenytinysandwiches]

JJ's Gatsby Finale Countdown | Day 3 ↳ When Gatsby attended his own party.

[nightingale2004]

Can someone answer me why the Once Upon a Time cast looks more like the descendants casts parents than the actual descendants cast parents?

Can someone answer me that?

Like seriously, put Regina mills and Evie together side by side, and they look seriously related. Same with Once upon a time Cruella and Carlos.

Disney should've used the Once upon a time cast as the descendants' vk's parents instead of the people they casted

[hotdamnhunnam]

Hiiiii bb!

I’m coming to pick your brain about Charlie’s kisses, and if you have any favorites from all his roles?

He’s so fucking romantic, and handsy, and sweeps you off your feet. Like every prince charming 👀 rolled into one.

One of my favorites is this one:

The slight head tilt to the left, the thoughtful blink and tilt to the right, THE EYE CONTACT— after he has decided to kiss her?????? FUCKING FUCK

Weaving his hands into her hair and holding her face 🚨🚨🚨

His thumb stretching up to hold MORE of her face 😭🪦

And he dips his head down to capture her lips, then tilts his head back up😭😭😭😭😭😭

So… what are your fave Charlie kisses? Are there any that you’ve watched on repeat and analyzed up the wahoo like I have? 😂

OMFG YES GURRRLLL!!! 💯

Charlie kissing is a WHOLE DAMN KINK and never fails to rock my fucking world 🫠

Do I have faves?!??! For starters THIS ONE with big thanks to you for the gif babes 😘 — the way he’s seriously swallowing her face??! Sucking the soul out of her mouth as his thumb sweeps over her cheek?? The angling of his head messing his hair up as he crushes her deeper into the bed and then the passionately pressing way he mushes his lips into hers make me so fucking weak?!?!??!?! Never mind that we all know from how many times we’ve shamelessly studied this scene, that his left hand eventually lowers to cup her jaw/throat/neck and practically choke her which renders me a goddamn wreck like it’s obscene 💀🪦

I’m also honestly obsessed with all of his love scenes in The Ledge because Gavin is such an underrated gem!! 🥹💎 I tried to find good gifs and this is one of my faves of them. There’s such a tenderness in Gavin’s lovemaking that’s just all kinds of soft and sweet, and such a contrast to the kiss above which focused more on primal heat — the love behind the kiss below was pure and heartfelt and the fact that Charlie pulls off both so flawlessly is a fucking god-tier feat. The way his lower lip curls in after the first kiss as he dips down for the next one??!? And the slow sensuous brush of his hair swept across her forehead has me undone ughhh he is simply perfection 😩

This kiss from Papillon deserves an honorable mention as well — because fucking hell — can you even imagine feeling his upper lip doing that downright unholy thing to your nose as his tongue darts across your parted lips for just one breath, before he dives in to devour you to death?!! 👅🫦 And note the placement of his thumb too. Charlie’s hands are always on you.

Lastly I think for me these kisses have to be his best of all — his kisses in Deadfall.

I could go on and on and on about what an entire goddamn kink this is. Who does this life-ruining motherfucker even think he is??!?!!!?!!

The way he looks at her — through lashes lowered in the passion of the moment as if nothing else in all the world has ever fucking mattered — makes me shatter — the way his mouth moves is the sum of all the seven deadly sins — the way he breathes her so heavily in — THAT THING HIS THUMB IS DOING TO HER BOTTOM LIP IN THE LAST ONE is so damn devilishly hot that it has sent me to the deepest ring of hell and then rendered it heaven.

Thank you for the lovely ask bb and I hope that this answers your question!! 😋💖

[lancastrianwasian]

Mother and daughter to me fuck the gossip!

Evie Mills sounds better than Evie Grimhilde. Imagine Regina meeting Descendants EQ? Mess and imagine the sass off ugh....

[themoonwoodmillstory]

Jay had to finish his college project up, so he had one more video call. Landon knows he's got nothing to worry about, but sometimes he needs to be petty, too. He put his revenge towel on, and kissed Jay from behind, causing the guy's eyes to become wide like cherry pies.

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[shiraishi--kanade]

Another thing I need pjsk fandom to realize:

1) there are literal 10 years old (and younger) children in this fandom;

2) the percentage of these children in the fandom is MUCH, MUCH higher than every single one of you here on tumbrl think it is.

"why do people write so much for popular characters?" "why do people write for kudos only?" aside from the fact that the "write for yourself" is a self-perpetuating issue in every fandom and the fact that every writer deserves engagement with their works, it's because there are kids here. Who want to fit in and get praised for their creativity. Which they can only achieve by writing for popular stuff. So maybe take that into account.

[mahealinskis]

character growth

[bobbie-robron]

This’ll all be behind us in a few months.

08-Aug-2019, episode 2

[laurfilijames]

I am in desperate need to update one of my series so I'm recruiting your help in deciding which one you're most interested in seeing another chapter for. I feel like I think about all three of them all the time and need to hone in my focus on one of them so I can get something accomplished!

If you haven't caught up on all of these stories, then now is a great time to do so!! ⬇️

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