#jaskierwhumpweek

[dancingwiththefae]

Love Be Brave

day 1 of @jaskierwhumpweek

Ship: Geraskefer (pre-relationship)

Prompt: Surrender

Tags: Graphic torture, angst, hurt/comfort

Word Count: 2.9k

Completed: yes

1/1

Summary: Jaskier is held captive and tortured for information on Geralt and Ciri. Geralt and Yennefer are on their way to rescue him, but not before his resolve finally breaks.

A/N: this probably would have worked for betrayal too but I have a different idea for that

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He couldn’t remember how long it had been since they brought him here. It couldn’t have been too long. A week maybe? More? He wasn’t sure. But in the never ending dark of the cell, it felt like forever. All the days blurred into one. Funny that, how quickly you lose your sense of time without the sun. He missed the sun. The light. The crisp air of a winter’s morning. It all felt so far away now. The door creaked open and the false light from the lamps crept in. Only to be blocked moments later by a man.

“Morning bard,” he greeted with cheer. It made him feel sick. “You know, I’m feeling generous today so, any requests?”

Jaskier pretended to ponder on the question a moment.

“A nap,” he ventured, “a jug of wine. And to fall into the arms of a beautiful woman.”

The man laughed an ugly laugh.

“Still full of jokes. Save it for Rience. He’s looking forward to your meeting today.”

“Oh, I’ve no doubt,” he whispered, staring down at the burns already decorating his skin. His hands were a lost cause. His fingers felt hot and tight, barely functional. The ropes around his wrists had rubbed the skin raw. And under his clothes, a litter of bruises and marks. They quickly learned that beatings got them nowhere. Jaskier had taken a punch from many angry spouses in his time. Now, they mostly did it for fun. They took what mattered most, his music. It would take a miracle for him to play again. Or, magic at least. Except the only magic user available was the one destroying him piece by piece. He hadn't broken. That was the most important thing. Though he was starting to lose sight of why it was so important.

The man hauled him up by his collar and dragged him out of the room. He pulled the bard through an all too familiar corridor and into a dark, empty room save for two chairs. Both were empty. Jaskier was shoved into the one in the centre of the room. He no longer fought back when they tied his hands and feet to it. He wasn't sure he had the strength to anyway. The man left and Jaskier was alone. He knew it wasn't going to be for long. It was the same every time. The door creaked open. Jaskier didn't need to look to know who it was.

“Hello, Jaskier,” Rience spoke in a soft voice, “are you ready to tell me where the witcher and the girl are?”

Jaskier let out a laugh that sounded more like a whimper.

“Where's the fun in that?”

His voice didn't match the confidence of his words. Rience chuckled at the sorry sight he must have made. Calmly he approached, not sparing another glance towards him. He took a seat in front of him, rested his chin in his hand and stared. The stillness of it unnerved him. The way he looked at him, like he was his favourite toy, brought him nothing but dread.

“Shall we get started?” Rience said after a while. Standing, he retrieved a poker from the edge of the room. Conjuring a flame, he ran his palm along it.

“Everytime you refuse to answer a question-” he pointed to hot end of the poker towards him with careless grace “-you will be punished. But I'm sure you know how it goes by now. So, where is the princess?”

The bard kept his mouth shut. In reality he wasn't sure where she was. He had never even met her. But he had a pretty good idea where Geralt would take her if he had her. Considering how desperate Rience and his company seemed for answers, Jaskier could only guess that that was the case. He didn't know everything, but he knew enough. The mage let the silence stretch on for a moment. When it continued too long he struck, pressing the poker against his side. The bard didn't hold back his cry. There was no shame in screaming. The poker was wrenched away with a cruel smile. The bard panted against the searing pain in his side.

“Where does the witcher go when they're not roaming the continent?”

More silence. Rience went for his shoulder this time. Pain lanced through him. More questions. More scars to add to his collection until he was drenched in sweat, gasping for air and praying to any god that would listen for a miracle. His will was only so strong. It was made all the worse by Rience's obvious enjoyment of his pain. The man knew how to cause pain, and he did it well. He took pleasure in it.

“Do you know why I do it this way,” he drawled, stepping in close to run his fingers through his hair in mock tenderness, “why I don’t just pull the answers I seek straight from your head?”

“Enlighten me,” he ground out.

Rience crouched down in front of him until they were face to face. Piercing eyes pinned his. When he spoke it was soft and with a smile.

“Because it’s more fun this way. Magic is too convenient. Yes, I could simply force my way into your mind and find everything I need. But what’s the fun in that? I don’t just want to complete my task. I want to watch you break”

Abruptly, he stood and stalked away, turning on his heel when he reached his usual place.

“Now, shall we try this again?”

It was the same as before. Jaskier held on with all the strength that he had left. Rience's resolve was breaking. After a few more attempts, the mage dropped the poker carelessly to the ground. His face twitched and he struggled to keep composure. He paced back and forth. Jaskier tried his best to keep his breathing even. It was getting harder to recover after his ‘meetings’ with Rience. It wouldn’t be long before he couldn’t at all, he knew. There was a part of him that wanted to give up. To just give them everything they want and pray to the gods that they would let him go. He pushed it down best he could.

Rience stopped. With an inquisitive hum he produced a white light from his hand. He looked back at the bard from over his shoulder. The fire in his eyes filled him with dread.

“Let’s make this more interesting.”

He strode across the room far too quickly. He knew it was futile and yet he still flinched back as if to get away.

Rience placed the palm on his hand on Jaskier’s forehead and suddenly he was struck with overwhelming pain. There was not a part of him it didn’t touch. Struggling against it was futile. It was everywhere. There was nothing he could do to stop it. He grit his teeth until they ached. Rience was going to kill him. He was sure of it. When he thought he couldn’t take it anymore it vanished.

The mage looked down at him with a smug grin as Jaskier tried to get air back into his lungs.

“You’re playing a losing game, bard,” Rience murmured, “I’m going to take what I want anyway.”

Panic began to set in. He couldn’t go through that again. He just couldn’t. But he couldn’t betray Geralt. If what Rience said was true - and he knew deep down that it was - he was going to betray him whether he wanted to or not. When he didn’t respond, the mage held his hand up once again. Tears stung his eyes. Jaskier opened his mouth and told him everything.

Shouting emerged from down the hall. The mage's eyes flitted towards the door. The commotion grew louder. With a huff, the mage stalked towards the door and left the room. With him gone, the adrenaline left Jaskier all at once. Slumping forwards in the chair, he suddenly felt exhausted. The world around him began to blur. He barely registered the pain anymore. His body felt heavy. He didn't want to fight the weight to keep himself up. Rushed footsteps echoed from down the hall, approaching closer. Rience reappeared through the door, heading straight towards him with fury. A ball of flame erupted from his hand. Jaskier didn't have time to panic. This was it. This was the end for him. The gravity of what he had just done settled in as soon as it happened.

The door burst open, startling them both. Geralt stood in the doorway, wild eyed and sword at the ready. The world seemed to stop for a moment as they locked eyes. He watched the witcher's face morph from shock to fury. Sword raised, he readied himself to fight. A portal opened before them and in a flash, Rience was gone. Jaskier stared at the space he had occupied in horror until white hair obscured it.

“Geralt,” he breathed. He couldn't quite believe it. Geralt was here. He had found him. He'd come to rescue him. But he didn't know. Oh gods, he didn't know. “I'm sorry, I'm so sorry,” he wept, “I'm sorry, I'm sorry.”

“Yen,” the witcher called, “he's in here.”

He cut through the ropes at his wrist with a knife.

“It's alright,” he soothed, “we're getting you out of here.”

“No, no. Stop,” Jaskier begged, “I- I told them everything. Rience, he knows. He knows where Ciri is. I'm so sorry.”

The witcher paused. His face was unreadable. Jaskier was sure – he was so sure – that Geralt would leave him. He wouldn't save him. Not after what he did. And he wouldn't blame him. Jaskier was an enemy now. He had betrayed his loyalty, his deepest trust. But then the witcher did something he didn't expect. He carried on.

“Doesn't matter. We can deal with it later.”

He bent down to cut through the ropes at his ankles. Jaskier wanted to ask what he was doing but the words wouldn't come. He could only watch, startled, as Geralt freed him. There was more crashing from outside and then Yennefer ran through the door, stopping in shock when she took in the sight in front of her.

“Fuck,” she swore.

“They know where Ciri is,” Geralt explained in a rush, “we have to get out of here.”

He held the bard from under his elbows and pulled him up to stand. Immediately, Jaskier's feet went from under him. The witcher's arms moved to encircle his middle. It was the only thing keeping him upright.

“Yen, open a portal. Now!”

He couldn't find the right way up. Everything was spinning. It was too much effort just to think. To try and move. He didn't want to fight it any more. He was done fighting. Letting himself drop into the weight that was holding him up, he surrendered to the darkness.

The world came back to him slowly. He was aware of aches throughout his body. Duller than they were before. He was covered by scratchy sheets. They brushed against his legs as he shifted. His eyelids felt heavy. He would drift back asleep if not for thirst making itself known. With immense effort he opened his eyes and blinked. The room was dark. Dark enough that he could almost be convinced he was back in his cell, if not for the bed he was currently occupying. A candle flickered alive on a table beside him and he flinched away.

“Sorry, sorry,” he heard a woman whisper. Her voice was familiar. Yennefer's face was illuminated in the candlelight. She moved it away from the bed and for that he was grateful.

“You're awake,” she said, “can I get you anything?”

“Water,” he whispered. Or tried to, at least. It was difficult to talk. She seemed to have understood anyway, and poured some out from a jug for him. With careful hands, she lifted his head enough to drink. She held the glass for him. He drank slowly until it was empty. Yennefer helped him back down and took the glass away.

“How are you feeling?” she asked him. How was he feeling? He wasn't sure. He hurt, his his limbs felt stiff. His hands were wrapped in bandages and basically useless. The guilt at what he had done ate away at him until there was a hollow in his chest. He was confused as to why he was here. Why Yennefer of all people was tending to him. It was so much all at once.

“Where are we?” he responded instead.

Yennefer chewed her lip. Her lack of response was deafening.

“Not Kaer Morhen,” he continued.

“No.”

Again, the silence stretched out.

“You won't tell me,” he concluded.

Her face screwed up in anguish or pity he couldn't tell.

“I'm sorry, Jaskier.”

“No,” he mumbled, “I understand.”

He really did, as much as it hurt. He had betrayed them. But, boy did it hurt. He had always prided himself on his loyalty. And now they couldn't trust him.

“Hey.” She cupped his cheek and tilted his head to look at her. “When you're healed, we're gonna move to another safe place. We'll stick together. All of us.”

“Why?” He felt tears sting his eyes. “I told him everything.”

“Jaskier, you were tortured. Nobody blames you for giving in.”

Confronted with everything that had happened, he couldn't hold back any more. Tears flowed freely. She held him silently while he wept. Once it had started, there was no stopping. Everything he had pent up since he had been taken by them. All the strength he had used to keep himself together. He let it go. Finally, he let it go. He cried and cried until there was no more left to give. Still, Yennefer held him. Kept him close while his breathing evened out. He pulled away first, wiping the tears from his face. That was when he noticed his sleeves were different to what they were before. He realised he was wearing different clothes and he was relatively clean, all things considering.

“Did you...bathe me?”

“You smelled worse than a sewer,” Yennefer laughed, “but don't worry. We were very gentle.”

Jaskier felt his cheeks flame at that. Any other time and he would have made a comment of fished for compliments. Or even openly expressed how he wished for their hands on him again. Quietly, he wished for it. It had been so long since he had felt a kind touch and he wasn't even conscious for it.

“What about...” He checked down his shirt at the marks Rience had left. They looked old, as if they had happened months ago.

“Do you underestimate my abilities?” she joked. There was an uneasy edge to it.

“And my hands? Are they-” he couldn't finish the sentence. The idea that there was permanent damage was too great to even contemplate. The sorceress sighed a weary sigh.

“They will... take time. But I'm working on it. Can't have a bard without his lute, can we?”

The thought almost made him cry again. He stared down at his bandaged hands. He couldn't do much like this. Whether he liked it or not, he was going to need taken care of. He didn't doubt Yennefer's abilities. Not for a second. He just hoped this was not one thing too many.

“You should try and get some more sleep.”

She pulled away from him and made to leave.

“Don't go.” He didn't mean to sound so desperate. A sudden wave of panic at the thought of being alone took over. He reached out with a bandaged hand to stop her until he remembered how useless they were now. The sorceress sighed and gently coaxed him into the middle of the bed. She lifted the covers and climbed in next to him. The bard didn't hesitate to curl up into her. He was so tired. A kind of tiredness that had settled into his bones. His body ached. If he were in a better frame of mind, he would probably have been embarrassed by his actions He buried his face into her neck. The scent of lilac and gooseberries was strongest here. He breathed deeply and relaxed into it.

He wanted to sleep. His body cried out for it. But when he closed his eyes, he was hit with images of Rience, of that place, of himself giving in. He was too exhausted to cry. Yennefer sensed his unease.

“You want Geralt, too?” she asked.

Jaskier nodded into her shoulder.

“I'll let him know,” she whispered.

A few moments later, the door opened and Geralt appeared a the foot of the bed. Jaskier buried his face back into Yennefer quickly. He didn't want to see if the witcher looked at him with pity. Before Geralt could speak, Yennefer held up a hand to stop him.

“We'll talk in the morning. For now-” she waved her hand towards the other side of the bed “-Jaskier needs us.”

The bed dipped behind him as Geralt cautiously climbed in behind him. He shuffled in further until he was pressed up against the bard's back. Though the witcher was being careful of Jaskier's injuries, the weight against his back settled him. He felt safe between then. Safe in a way he hadn't felt in a long time. He listened to the steady breathing between them, felt the soft rise and fall of their chests against him, and quietly slipped into sleep.

[blaidd-gwyn]

What's the Point

Day 3 of @jaskierwhumpweek

Prompt: Isolation

Word count: 3k

Chapters: 1/2

Completed: No

Summary: Jaskier knew there was no point in him being in Kaer Morhen. Geralt had needed information when he'd found him in Oxenfurt, not Jaskier himself, and once he had what he needed he'd been discarded and forgotten. So now, here Jaskier was, in a remote witcher keep with no purpose, feeling out of place and useless. Well, the least he could do was try to help out where he could.

Except no matter how hard he tries, it keeps backfiring.

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[my-jokes-are-my-armour]

Last thoughts...

Jaskier last thoughts before Rience finishes him.

I did my best but I will never be as strong as you. I just wish I had the chance to tell you how much... I love you

This small edit is an alternative ending, if Yennefer didn't come back or came back too late.

This edit came while doing two others that may come later (not sure yet). Editing, I just realised that Jaskier's bruises on his face and chest were impressive in some shots of this scene. Playing with colors and contrast they appear more vividly. And I found this quite disturbing.

I tried to make something of it but I am not sure of the result. Too blurry... (Let say that is for the jaskier whump week lol).

[jaskierwhumpweek]

DAY 2

TODAYS PROMPT IS:

MOURNING OR FLASHBACK!

You guys have done so great! I love everything you’ve created!!!

[bambirex]

The Day Has Come Where I Have Died (Only To Find I’ve Come Alive)

Day 2 of @jaskierwhumpweek

Pairing: Geraskier

Characters: Jaskier/Dandelion, Geralt of Rivia

Prompt: flashback

Tags: trauma, blood, flashbacks, suffocation, crying, panic attacks, established relationship, hurt/comfort, past violence

Word count: 2,785

Chapters: 1/1

Summary:  A familiar place forces Jaskier to relive the most horrifying experience of his life.

Creator’s notes: I'm still not completely sure if Jaskier remembered anything from the djinn's attack, but I decided he did. Written for Jaskier Whump Week, I went with the flashback prompt.Please, heed the warnings!

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The day started off so well.

There was absolutely no indication whatsoever, that things would go so wrong.

But to be fair, there wasn’t any indication the last time, either. That appeared to be a normal day as well, until it really wasn’t anymore.

The Sun sat high on the sky, its rays warm and bright, beckoning the songbirds out of their hiding. The leaves of the trees were a harsh green color, the flowers spreading their delicate petals towards the sky in full bloom. The imagery in itself made Jaskier want to write a jaunty little song. He was feeling at his most comfortable walking next to Geralt and Roach; no monster or bandit has gotten in their way so far, so even Geralt seemed to have his guards down, listening to Jaskier’s chattering with a faint, but very fond smile.

“I’m just saying,” Jaskier continued his rambling from before, “that if it’s made from the finest silk, you need to reach deeply into your purse.”

“It’s still too much for a shirt, Jaskier.”

“Well, I am going to buy it!”

Geralt snorted softly. “If you have already made up your mind, why are you asking for my opinion?”

“Because, you will see me wearing it,” Jaskier purred, reaching up to give Geralt’s leg a small, teasing squeeze, “and I wanna know if you would find me pretty in it.”

Geralt reached down for his hand, brushing his fingers across Jaskier’s gently. “You know I find you pretty in anything.”

Jaskier preened at the compliment, his face breaking out into a wide grin. “So, does that mean I can buy that shirt?”

“I mean, it’s your money. But I don’t wanna hear you complaining when we don’t have enough coin for a normal room to stay in.”

“Oh, but I’ll just win enough for that in my next competition,” Jaskier laughed, “or, you know, I have a handsome, heroic witcher lover who will earn just enough in no time!”

The sound of a faint splash reached Jaskier’s ear, which meant there were fish around that they could eat for lunch. Jaskier turned his head towards the sound, and immediately stopped dead in his tracks.

The small lake looked familiar, and so did the trees around it. The rocks on the shore, a half-naked bush, even the color of the soil brought back memories quicker than lightning. Jaskier usually didn’t pay much attention to his surroundings unless he absolutely had to. Geralt always joked about how he would get lost anywhere.

But that place Jaskier would never forget. A seemingly harmless looking little creek that wouldn’t stand out for anyone else forever burned into his brain. He wanted to look away, but his eyes disobeyed him. They remained stubbornly stuck on the surface of the lake, seeing things that weren’t there anymore: an amphora with a mage’s sigil, an object that hid the creature that almost ended his life.

His legs seemed to have rooted into the ground. All his muscles closed up, becoming an unmovable, leaden weight inside his body. He couldn’t turn his head, his jaw tightened uncomfortably, sealing his lips closed. Jaskier wanted to talk, to tell Geralt he wasn’t feeling well, but he was simply unable to.

The sky turned an alarming dark grey color when the lid of the amphora came off. The wind picked up, whistling loudly and shaking the trees around them. Jaskier was foolish enough to not feel scared: either the alcohol in his system that he poured into himself to heal his heartbreak over his latest lover numbed his survival instincts, or the excitement over such a groundbreaking discovery did. Either way, he found himself waving the amphora around and making his demands. It was a djinn, for Melitele’s sake. Of course, he wouldn’t pass up on the opportunity to ask the mighty spirit to make his Countess forgive him, or to erase his biggest rival out of existence. Who wouldn’t have done that, when they held such power in their hands?

Geralt seemed to have thought differently, because he stopped him from saying his last wish. Jaskier, already riled up, has gotten up in his face. They fought, and Geralt angrily told him he just wanted some peace for himself. That was the final nail in his coffin, as it later turned out, for more than one reason. Jaskier wanted nothing more than for Geralt to finally call him his friend, at least- he has accepted by that time that he would never be more to the witcher, but he hoped that he could have still been that, at the very least. He tried to cheer the obviously moping Geralt up, tried to make him talk about what he actually felt when he found him fishing at the lake. He tried to be his friend, and once again the only thing Geralt threw into his face was that he wanted to be left alone. So, Jaskier acted out of anger, hurt, and admittedly, a sort of immaturity when he smashed the djinn’s vase against the ground, shattering it into pieces. He never got to feel the satisfaction over his act. In the matter of seconds, the sky darkened even more, and the wind was howling louder. It felt like the world has turned upside down- and in the middle of the chaos, a strange pain formed inside Jaskier’s throat.

It started out almost innocent, at first, like a really bad sore throat, irritating his vocal cords. It escalated way too quickly: the pain worsened until it felt like there were razor blades cutting into his flesh from the inside. He squeezed a hand over his neck, as if trying to cover the source of the pain would have done him any good.

When the storm clouds floated away, Jaskier doubled over in pain. His lungs weren’t filling up with air the way they used to. There was a grip on them that didn’t let him breathe in deep enough. His chest hurt, but it was nothing compared to the pain in his throat. Jaskier wasn’t even sure the sensation should have been called pain, at all. It was a feeling so utterly appalling, so horrifying, that it might have passed the threshold of what everyone described as pain.

Jaskier’s breathing came out ragged and harsh, a terrible wheeze that Jaskier has only heard from dying people before. He thought he might have been dying, as well. The chafing irritation made him cough, and the cough made the pain worse, a terrible losing game that not even Geralt’s gentle hand on his back could help Jaskier win.

When the next cough was ripped out of him, blood spilled out of his mouth and onto the ground, painting the grass bright red. He felt the blood coating his lips, trickling down his chin. His lungs constricted, and the insides of his throat seemingly snapped shut together, creating a deathly iron grip. He wanted to ask Geralt to help him, but he found himself unable to speak. He just looked up at him pleadingly, praying him and all the gods to help him.

As time passed, the pain didn’t ease, but got so much worse. Blood and drool kept trickling out of his mouth as he gasped for air. He only managed to take short, unsatisfying little breaths that did nothing to help him. Finding himself barely able to breathe, panic rose inside his chest, making him gasp even more desperately. The more his lungs resisted, the more terrified he felt. He was certain he was going to die, choking on his own blood.

His throat felt tighter and tighter by the minute, as if an invisible noose had been wrapped around it and pulled. He reached for his neck with a choked, pathetic whimper. His trembling fingers found a large lump at the place his neck should have been. It felt like a rock under his hand, pushing out against his skin. The lump was responsible for shutting his throat closed and cutting his air off. Tears poured down his cheeks, mixing with the blood and sweat. Crying was a horrible choice as it constricted his nose as well. Jaskier wished he could stop, but the fear and pain only made him whimper more.

He found himself trapped in an endless circle of excruciating agony and terror.

His entire livelihood was threatened. He was a bard, he sang songs for a living. Right now, he couldn’t even talk, just make wheezy, croaked sounds. What was he going to do, if he survived by some miracle, but this thing has done irreparable damage to his vocal cords?

The elf healer soon reminded him that it could be even worse. Losing his voice was just one thing: he could have died, like Jaskier feared.

In all his brash, carefree glory, he’s always insisted that he was just here in this world to enjoy life, and he didn’t care about what might come after. But in that moment, when he was faced with the idea that he would die a painful, slow death, while still young and with so much to do, he realized he very much cared. He wanted to live, he wanted to keep on creating and loving and going on adventures. He clung to Geralt desperately, barely able to squeeze out his name through the blockage in his throat as he begged him not to let him die. More blood poured out of his mouth as he tried to speak, soaking his doublet and his chemise. Any other day, he would have complained about his best clothes getting ruined. Right now, he would have taken any discomfort if it meant the pain would stop, if it meant he would get to live.

Jaskier wanted to tell Geralt how much he loved him, because it seemed like he might not get another chance, but he couldn’t. His throat swelled even thicker, and it caused the muscles in his neck to go numb. He could barely turn his head, and his tongue felt swollen inside his mouth, too, bitten raw as Jaskier struggled to speak. His remaining strength started seeping out of him, his body growing limp.

There was a grey edge to his vision, and it made him kick out in panic, flailing around in Geralt’s arms who tried to carry him as the bard’s legs gave out under him.

His stomach churned and he started gagging, but only more blood came out. He let out a pitiful, high-pitched whimper. His whole body was covered in a cold sweat, making his clothes stick to his skin uncomfortably. He felt feverishly hot and ice cold at the same time as he struggled to stay awake. He was so weak, but he was terrified to close his eyes. He didn’t want to lose sight of Geralt, his only anchor, his only hope.

Gods, how Jaskier wished he were just a little less annoying, if he were just a little better for Geralt. Now he would have to die with the knowledge he never managed to make Geralt love him in return, and even in his final moments, he caused the witcher nothing but discomfort.

“Jaskier? Jaskier! Can you hear me, what is going on?”

Jaskier only faintly heard Geralt, as if listening to his voice from under a thick duvet. He wasn’t sure where he was. He still couldn’t move except for the unstoppable trembling that kept rattling his bones. Geralt had his hands on his shoulders, squeezing ever so gently – it was the only thing that managed to ground Jaskier in the moment somewhat, that made him realize he wasn’t being tortured by the djinn anymore.

Yet, as the memories flashed in front of his eyes and screamed inside his brain until he thought his skull would explode, he felt his throat tightening. His hands flew to his neck in panic. He wanted the feeling gone, it couldn’t happen again, he didn’t wanna die, there was no air, there was so much pain…

“I can’t breathe,” he whispered, shaking his head desperately as tears welled in his eyes, “it hurts…”

Geralt gently cupped his cheeks. His eyes were full of concern as he inspected his face.

“Your throat? What happened?”

Jaskier tried to swallow, but he only managed a quiet, choking sound. “The djinn…” he whimpered, his hands still trembling around his own throat. “I’m going to die, it hurts so much…”

Geralt gently pried his hands off his neck, then held them up to his lips. He kissed each one of Jaskier’s knuckles, all the while looking deeply into his eyes.

“It’s gone,” Geralt promised him softly, giving his hand a small squeeze, “it can’t hurt you anymore. We got rid of it.”

He reached out and gently brushed Jaskier’s fringe out of his forehead, before he kissed each of his cheeks. “Breathe for me. In, and out.”

“I can’t,” Jaskier whispered shakily. Geralt wiped his tears off, his touch gentle and real, way more real than the memories. But they were still too loud, their death grip on Jaskier’s neck barely easing.

“Yes, you can,” Geralt told him. “Look into my eyes. Don’t look anywhere else. Just at me. There you go. Now, take a deep breath.”

Jaskier tried. The first one was shaky and unsatisfactory- then, as he kept looking into those familiar amber eyes, and listened to that gruff and yet still so kind voice, he felt the tightness of his throat letting up. Air filled up his lungs, and his frantically breathing heart slowly but surely started controlling itself again. Jaskier tentatively touched his neck and then his lips, and he was relieved to find no swelling, no blood.

‘’I’m sorry,” Jaskier said quietly, once the fog around his brain cleared. “I didn’t want to scare you.”

“You have nothing to apologize for,” Geralt assured him. He pulled Jaskier close to him, arms wrapping around him tight. Jaskier burrowed into his chest. “I was scared, but that’s not your fault. I just didn’t know what to do when you suddenly stopped and started shaking.”

“It felt like I was reliving it,” Jaskier sighed, shuddering. The memories had an awful coppery taste in his mouth- like blood. “I recognized this lake and suddenly I started seeing it. And… feeling it. I felt like I was suffocating again.”

Geralt sighed deeply. He rubbed soothing circles onto Jaskier’s back. “I’m still so sorry about that, Jaskier, you have no idea.”

‘’It’s okay. Just… sometimes I think I’m over it, but then something like this happens, and… I’m not… not mad you, not at all. But it was still the most terrifying fucking thing I have ever experienced.”

He looked up at Geralt. “And as I relived it, I remembered how much I wanted to confess my love to you in case I died, but I couldn’t speak. I was so angry at myself that you had to go to such lengths to save me.”

“I would do it again,” Geralt replied. His voice was so genuine, it made Jaskier’s heart flutter. “And I love you so much, Jaskier, and I will never let something like that happen to you, ever again.”

He kissed Jaskier on the lips sweetly, one last grounding touch to make sure Jaskier wouldn’t float away again.

“Let’s go,” Geralt said, gently turning Jaskier away from the lake. Jaskier squealed when he was suddenly picked up and placed on Roach’s saddle. He let out a sigh of relief when Geralt seated himself behind him, instead of in front of him- that position probably would have brought back the memories again, when he was limply hanging on, but didn’t dare grab onto Geralt’s waist in case it angered him.

“Where are we going?” Jaskier asked, shaking his head to clear it. Geralt snaked an arm around his waist, the other reached for his horse’s reigns.

“To the market.”

Jaskier heard the fondness in his voice, as he added:

“I’m buying you that shirt you keep whining about.”

“Aw, a consolation prize for a daytime nightmare,” Jaskier laughed softly. He covered Geralt’s hand with his own, then he twisted around to kiss him on the lips.

As they slowly left the lake behind, Jaskier felt a tremendous amount of weight leaving his shoulders. He knew all too well by now, after the nightmares and the icy dread settling inside his stomach whenever someone talked about a djinn, and now this, that the fears and pains of the past weren’t easy to leave behind.

As long as he had Geralt by his side, though, he was certain at least his future was looking out to be brighter.

[carmillacarmine]

“Beyond the Fog”

by CarmillaCarmine ( @carmillacarmine )

Geralt visits Jaskier in his retirement and they finally talk about their feelings.  Gen, 2,800 words

>Angst, Jaskier whump, no death. 

Title inspired by a scene from Sword of Destiny book, where Geralt talks to Death.

Prompt: Right people, wrong time @jaskierwhumpweek

Thank you for reading, kudos and comments!

Let me know if you’d like to be (un)tagged in my Geraskier fics.

[dat-carovieh]

Pairing: Geraskier

Characters: Jaskier, Geralt of Rivia

Prompt: Forced Apart

Time: About 8 hours

Creators Notes: Jaskier has been captured and tortured. But since I’m a big softy, Geralt found and saved him, so there is a happy end.

@jaskierwhumpweek

[oxbridge-quality-fanfiction-co]

Jaskier Whump Week

Not written for this but my betas tell me I torture Jaskier like a pro. 

Plenty of tears, abandonment, fear, worry, a few forced separations, dramatic goodbyes, threat of loss and death, miscommunication and heartbreak galore. 

@jaskierwhumpweek

Chapters: 10/10 (51,726 words), Complete 

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier

Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, Canon Universe, Canon-Typical Violence, War, Character Study, Psychological Drama, Fluff and Angst, Humor, Original Character(s), Manipulation, Threats of Violence, Fire, Horror, Blood Loss, Emotional Hurt, Death Threats, Crying Jaskier | Dandelion, Jaskier | Dandelion Whump, Emotional Roller Coaster, Dreams and Nightmares, Eventual Happy Ending, Beta Read.  

Summary:

In a world where everything seems to pressure them to have sex… Geralt and Jaskier are courageously resisting. Although, in Jaskier’s case it’s more about simply losing hope.

Our story begins where the show stopped because such an intense set up needs a pay off before 2021.

Set in locations with names that never appear in neither the books nor the show but sound like lazy modifications of the ones that do… the drama unfolds.

Surrounded by war, existential doubt, boundless human cruelty, bloodthirsty monsters, and villains who have a suspicious interest in their personal lives, with every event serving solely to motivate interpersonal communication… they struggle to make sense of the growing closeness between them.

As Nilfgaard slowly floods the Continent with the blood of the innocent, and structured lives of people who cultivate the land unfold into chaos…

As the growing collective dread begins to appear as an inevitable consequence of fundamental flaws in human nature which can lead only to slow deterioration and painful social decline…

Only one question comes to mind… Will they or won’t they?

They definitely will.

[wordsablaze]

Soft Consequences

Jaskier uses a lot of nice words but unfortunately, they're sometimes not-so-nicely used to stab him in the back. Or, the three times someone betrays him and Eskel is there to save the day - day three of @jaskierwhumpweek

A/N: i promise i love jaskel really, i just also like hurting them - happy endings though :) today’s prompt: “betrayal”

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Jaskier never expects bards to betray him.

He sees them as friendly and trustworthy and although sometimes morally dubious, never so cruel as to give up one of their own.

Which is why he doesn’t think to question Samuel.

He’d been headed to Oxenfurt to visit an old friend just before finding a witcher to spend the spring with and Samuel had approached him at an inn, asking to accompany him since he was new to the roads.

And Jaskier had said yes, obviously.

It had been fine at first, both of them sharing their pieces with one another over wine and generally having a good time, Jaskier perhaps more so since he was used to camping outdoors where necessary.

But then Jaskier opens his eyes to a sword at his throat.

“What…?” he blinks rapidly, trying to wake up as fast as possible even as his hangover bursts into life.

Samuel grins down at him. “More like who.”

Jaskier scowls and starts to curse but he’s cut off by Samuel laughing, which causes the sword to slip in his grasp and slide against Jaskier’s skin, across his collarbone.

“Oops,” Samuel laughs even as Jaskier starts undoing the rope that’s doing a terrible job of keeping his hands bound.

“What do you want then?” Jaskier asks, “It clearly wasn’t the doublet you just ruined.”

Samuel shrugs and settles the sword against Jaskier’s chest as he looks over to where their horses are. “You’re going to let me take your horse and coin.”

“Why would you need two horses?” Jaskier frowns.

His shirt isn’t going to protect his skin much longer if Samuel doesn’t tighten his hold on the sword but Jaskier doesn’t have time to worry about that, focusing on his hands as well as on keeping Samuel from noticing what he’s doing with his hands.

“So you can’t follow me. I’m going to use your new song and I’m going to be better than the likes of you,” Samuel explains, clear disgust in his voice as he looks over Jaskier.

Any other time, Jaskier might have winced and been offended. But instead, he manages to free his hands and push Samuel’s sword away, missing the way it gently slices into his arm, before scrambling to his feet.

“It’s really not that easy to steal my songs anymore, you know. People would know,” Jaskier says as if they’re simply discussing the weather.

Samuel scowls at him, glancing between him and his own sword. “How did you do that?”

Jaskier scoffs. “You, like almost everyone else, underestimate me. But fear not, I’m sure you’ll learn.”

He only has a moment to dodge as Samuel charges at him, but it’s of little value anyway since Samuel twists as he stumbles, throwing his arms out, somehow reaching Jaksier’s back with his sword.

Jaskier cries out as pain blooms from under his skin the same way his blood does, falling to his knees. He can’t reach the wound to allay the pain and unfortunately, Samuel takes the opportunity to try and stab him.

He fails, but he still manages to open a second wound on Jaskier’s back, then fleeing as Jaskier gasps and doubles over with a groan, sparing a moment to hope Samuel leaves his lute untouched even as he blacks out.

The next thing Jaskier knows, there are gentle hands turning him onto his stomach and peeling away his shirt.

“No, stop…” he moans as all of his wounds start burning.

But the gentle hands continue and something cool suddenly makes the pain fade almost entirely as a soft voice whispers, “It’s okay, this will help.”

“He wasn’t a friend, he was bad...” Jaskier mumbles even as he feels bandages being wrapped over his injuries, not entirely sure of his words if he’s honest.

The gentle hands pause for a moment before one of them moves to brush his hair back. “It’s okay, bardling, I’m not.”

Jaskier wishes he hadn’t gotten drunk the night before because he doesn’t have the energy to thank Eskel or question his appearance but he does shift as close as possible, seeking out his warmth and safety.

“Rest now, you’ll feel better when you wake,” Eskel promises, still running a hand through his hair.

Samuel’s betrayal stings but Jaskier can’t help thinking it may have been worth it if he gets this time with Eskel as a result.

-///-

Jaskier never expects witchers to betray him.

He sees them as kind and misunderstood and although sometimes a little on the quiet side, never anything like the monsters people made them out to be.

Which is why he doesn’t pay much attention to Eskel’s quietness.

He does think it’s a little odd that Eskel says nothing as Jaskier cleans and bandages the few wounds he’d received from the Griffin, but he chalks it down to his witcher simply being tired after hours of hunting.

“We should probably get some rest, right?” Jaskier asks once they’ve eaten.

Eskel hums, already moving to unpack their bedrolls, throwing one at Jaskier almost carelessly.

Jaskier flinches, wondering if he’d somehow managed to offend Eskel, but shrugs it off, smiling. “I’ll forgive you for that because Griffins are rather troublesome. Goodnight, darling.”

It’s not.

It’s far from a good night because Jaskier is woken by hands around his throat.

His eyes fly open as he finds he can’t breathe, starting to cry out for Eskel only to realise that his witcher is the one currently trying to kill him.

“This isn’t you... let go,” he gasps out, but Eskel doesn’t.

And he can’t move, he’s bracketed under Eskel’s legs and he can barely see, barely focus because of how desperately his lungs are screaming. He lashes out, not wanting to hurt Eskel but knowing that there must be something seriously wrong.

When his feeble kicks do nothing and he realises he’s no match for the strength of witcher mutations, he prays Eskel will forgive him and sharply digs his nails into the scars along his face.

As predicted, Eskel hisses in pain and reels back, allowing Jaskier to gasp and crawl backwards, one hand curled around his neck protectively as he inhales deeply.

“I’m sorry,” he rasps even as he continues moving away from Eskel. He doesn’t think Eskel even hears him at first but then amber eyes look over to him, bright and focused, unshed tears shining under the moonlight.

“Gods, Jaskier. Jaskier, I’m so sorry, I-” Eskel manages before he trails off, his gaze sipping to what Jaskier assumes are the bruises around his neck.

Jaskier coughs when he tries to speak again so he settles for shaking his head, reaching a hand out for Eskel because he wants him close, he wants to know they’re okay, he needs to feel safe again.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” Eskel repeats, “I’m meant to keep you safe and I betrayed you.”

But that’s not what Jaskier wants and he can’t help but groan, reaching his fingers out further and hoping Eskel understands because his throat hurts and breathing hurts and Eskel usually makes everything hurt less.

“Please,” he breathes.

And then Eskel is there, faltering when he instinctively flinches but pulling him close when Jaskier whines, murmuring apologies into his hair.

“Not your fault,” Jaskier whispers, taking Eskel’s hands in his own, “dumb griffin.”

Eskel lets out a shaky laugh before pulling Jaskier closer and even if it was technically speaking some kind of betrayal, Jaskier can’t bring himself to count it as one.

-///-

Jaskier never expects his siblings to betray him.

He sees them as well-meaning and trying their best in a harsh world and although sometimes more like their parents than they should be, never truly cold-hearted.

Which is why he doesn’t hesitate to say yes when his sister requests his presence.

“Are you sure about this, Jaskier?” Eskel asks as they enter Lettenhove.

Jaskier shrugs. “She’s my sister, she’s hardly going to poison me.”

He probably should have held his tongue.

The two of them arrive around midday, Jaskier’s sister Emilie meeting them at the gates of her manor with a warm smile. “Jules, you made it!”

Jaskier embraces her and smiles back. “Of course, I wouldn’t let you down.”

Eskel steps closer to Jaskier and he blinks. “Oh and this is Eskel, my very handsome witcher. I trust you won’t mind his presence?”

His tone leaves no room for debate and slightly reluctantly, Emilie nods. “Of course. We’ll have another room arranged before-”

“One room is fine,” Eskel interrupts, but not unkindly.

Emilie glances between them with half a frown before giggling. “You really know how to make an impression, Jules.”

Eskel relaxes a little as Jaskier loops an arm through his and pulls them both inside, following his sister. “As always, my dear.”

And everything is almost alright.

Until it’s really not.

Because they’re both invited to dinner and neither of them think twice about drinking the wine that’s offered to everyone present after Jaskier is done performing. And Eskel frowns at the bitter scent but doesn’t want to seem rude so he just keeps an eye on Jaskier, making sure he doesn’t seem too tired or too pale.

Which he doesn’t, until the two of them retire to bed.

Only then does he groan and lose his footing.

“Jaskier!” Eskel exclaims, grabbing and stopping him from keeling over.

“I don’t know what’s happening,” Jaskier moans, his fists curling around the red doublet he’d convinced Eskel to wear in place of his armor.

Eskel curses under his breath. “I think you were wrong about your sister earlier,” he settles for.

Jaskier frowns and presses his head to Eskel’s chest, squeezing his eyes shut as spikes of pain burst to life in his chest. “Eskel, it hurts,” he whimpers.

The two of them sink to the floor, Eskel practically cradling Jaskier as he tries to stop the bard from hurting himself any further - he’s not sure he can avoid murdering someone if Jaskier is permanently hurt.

“Hang on, I think we have some of that mage’s potion left,” Eskel says, moving towards their bags but stopping when Jaskier tightens his grip and moans again.

“Jas, let go, I need to help you.”

“Please don’t leave,” Jaskier all but begs, looping his arms around Eskel’s neck.

Eskel sighs and, knowing his bard won’t let go, slides his arms under Jaskier and simply carries him over to their bags, keeping one hand wrapped around him and using the other to root around until he finds the vial they need.

“You need to drink this,” he tells Jaskier, wincing in sympathy as he feels the fear and sadness radiating from him.

Jaskier whimpers softly but lets Eskel pour the potion in his mouth, so full of trust despite having just been poisoned.

“She was my sister,” Jaskier moans, dropping his head onto Eskel’s shoulder as he shudders, the scent of sadness increasing to almost unbearable levels.

“I’m sorry, bardling,” Eskel murmurs, pressing a kiss to his forehead.

Jaskier doesn’t say anything but he winces as the potion starts to do its job, his face paling just before he gags and turns to the side, spitting out the poison.

He groans once the job is done, collapsing against Eskel, who silently thanks the mage for having given them such a potion so recently and waits until Jaskier stops coughing before pulling him close again.

“How do you feel now?” Eskel asks softly.

Jaskier sighs. “Like my own sister just tried to poison me.”

He hates that he hadn’t seen it coming, that he’d joked about this very situation and how it would never happen. He hates that he always ends up nearly dying and he hates that he can never do anything to stop it. He hates that he can be so weak and-

“Jaskier, look at me,” Eskel asks softly.

-at the same time, he doesn’t hate that his witcher is always there to save him.

“Eskel, she tried to…” Jaskier manages before his eyes water and all he can do is stifle his sobs because yet another person has decided they don’t want him alive.

“I’m here, I’ll always be here,” Eskel promises, brushing away Jaskier’s tears with his thumb.

Jaskier exhales slowly before leaning up and pressing a kiss to Eskel’s cheek. “I love you.”

Eskel smiles widely. “And I love you, no matter how many times you tease death.”

Yet again, Jaskier finds he can’t really complain about people trying to kill him because it always means he gets to witness Eskel bringing him back to life and truly, there’s no better consequence to a betrayal.

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yes i know jaskier is competent and can more or less take care of himself but also,,, soft eskel is my jam 

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previous: “goodbyes” // next: “nightmares”

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thanks for reading! masterlist | witcher sideblog: @itsjaskier

[his-white-wolf]

For day 1 of Jaskier whump week: Goodbyes. @jaskierwhumpweek

[dancingwiththefae]

The Price of Justice

Day 3 of @jaskierwhumpweek

Pairing: Implied geraskier

Prompt: Humiliation

Tags: public whipping, pillory, blood and injury,hurt/comfort, Jaskier has a bad time in this, mild sexual references and old fashioned views about virginity.

Word Count: 2.4k

1/1

Completed: yes

Summary: Jaskier lands himself in trouble again, execpt this time in a town that likes that adopts cruel methods of punishment

Also on AO3

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Geralt knew when he headed into town that there was something off. Sometimes, located away from the cities, towns such as this still held archaic views and practices. Not that a lot of the cities were much better. They just hid it under a veil of sensibility and forward thinking. But places like this, often ruled over by minor lords who thought themselves higher than their station, was not a place in which Geralt liked to linger. He would check if there were any contracts and make himself scarce. With any luck, he could just pass through here.

 He pulled his cloak tighter against the odd looks from the townsfolk as they passed by. They were in a rush. It took him a moment to realise that they were all headed the same way. Curiously, he followed. The people were gathering at the main square in town – or what counted as a such around here. Geralt circled the perimeter of the gathering, keeping his distance should things go south. The crowd packed themselves around a platform, on which stood a pillory. The witcher sighed. Some poor sap was about to be thrown to the dogs. The crowd was riled up already, waiting impatiently. Geralt had been around long enough to be used to the fact that this classed as entertainment to people. Didn't mean he had to like it, though. He decided to try and slip away before it started. He pushed his way back to where he had come from, but not before the crowd erupted in jeers.

 A man was being brought out in shackles by two guards and accompanied by a wealthy looking man who had a smugness of someone with authority. He was brought to the front of the platform for the crowd to leer at. Geralt froze. The man in shackles, shivering in the cold in front of the crowd, was Jaskier. He almost didn't believe it, if not for the words then uttered that confirmed it.

“The bard Jaskier is charged with fraud, defamation, slander and debauchery and hereby found guilty of all three counts. His punishment, twenty lashes and to stand in the pillory for the scrutiny of the town until the lord sees fit.”

 Jaskier was secured to a pole on the platform. A whip was handed over to one of the guards. This can't be happening. Geralt had to stop this. With brute force he pushed his way to the front.

“Stop,” he called, “stop!”

 The sick performance was paused and a hush came over the crowd. The wealthy looking man scanned the crowd for the source of the shouting. The people parted to let Geralt through.

“Explain these charges,” he demanded.

“And who are you?” the man asked with scrutiny.

“Geralt of Rivia. A witcher.”

 The man eyed the sword on his back warily. Good. He was smug and self-important, but he wasn't completely stupid.

“This man swindled honest men out of their coin in a fraudulent game of cards, performed songs that went against out lord and then defiled his daughter. We found him in her bedchambers taking her virginity and spoiling her with his seed.”

“She was certainly no virgin,” Jaskier just had to interject, “trust me, she knew her way around-”

 He was halted in his tracks by a punch to the face. The bard spat blood onto the ground and kept his head down. Geralt gritted his teeth in anger. Cheating at cards, singing and sleeping around. It was all just Jaskier being Jaskier. Geralt knew that one day his bad behaviour would get him into trouble but he didn't imagine it would be like this.

“What's his bail?” he asked, “I'll pay it and you'll release him to me.”

 The smugness returned in the form of a smile.

“Two thousand orens.”

 Fuck. He didn't have that kind of money. And the man knew it. It was a ridiculous amount. A number chosen with the purpose of not being able to be paid.

“How long until he is released?”

“He will be brought to the pillory every day until the lord is happy,” the man responded simply.

“And how long will that be?”

“Until he is happy.”

 Shit. Geralt had no response.

“If there are no more interruptions...”

 The guards pulled out knives and cut away at Jaskier's shirt. There was nothing Geralt could do but watch. He kept his eyes locked on Jaskier's. Something in him told him that maybe his presence could offer at least some comfort to the bard. And then the first lash hit. The whip connected with a crack and the bard cried out. They kept coming, unrelenting. Jaskier's cries turned to whimpers and eventually sobs.

 It felt like forever before it was finally over.

 Jaskier was hauled to his feet and secured into the pillory. A notice detailing his charges was nailed to it. It took only a few seconds before the crown descended upon him, throwing rotten food and shouting curses. They were too riled up to pay attention to his pleas to stop. He dared not unsheathe his sword in front of the guards. The last thing Jaskier needed was him stuck in jail too. He waited until they began to disperse to reach Jaskier. He stood a the foot of the platform. The bard didn't look up. Not that he blamed him. He was a mess.

“Jaskier,” he called, “I'll be right back, okay?”

 Jaskier hummed in what Geralt assumed was assent. Without a second glance, the witcher raced to where he had Roach tied up with his packs. He pulled out a waterskin and clean cloth and returned to the bard. He climbed up onto the platform and crouched down.

“Here.” He offered the water to Jaskier, holding it steady while he drank. When her was finished, the witcher used what was left to wet the cloth and, with more than he had given anything in a long while, he wiped him clean.

“Thank you,” the bard whispered. He could see his lip tremble, could see the shimmer of unshed tears in his eyes. Jaskier was just holding it together.

“Always knew you'd get yourself into trouble somehow. But you don't deserve this.”

 When a stray tear ran down the bard's cheek, Geralt wiped it away without a word. The lashes had broken skin. Spots of blood appeared on the back of the bard's shirt. It was cruelty. Cruelty for cruelty's sake. That's what this was. Jaskier was just a pawn in a wealthy man's sick game. If he ever had to come back here – and he hoped to all the gods that he didn't – he would show that lord exactly what he thought of him. He hated that he felt so helpless. But he couldn't afford to wallow in it. There was one thing he could do. He could look after Jaskier. He brought him food and kept him company until he was ushered on by a guard. With a promise to be back tomorrow, he left in search of a room for the night.

 The next morning he counted his coin. Just shy of a thousand. If he sold a few things he could almost make up the amount he needed. But not quite. It was a start. He hurriedly separated his things out into what he needed to keep and what could be sold. He was ruthless in deciding. Maybe a little too ruthless, but this was important. At this moment, the only thing that mattered to him was getting Jaskier to safety. He shoved everything to sell into a bag.

 He passed the square in time to see Jaskier being put back into the pillory. It was early enough that there were not many people around yet, so he was at least spared that. For the time being. He felt guilty for walking by but he needed to make up the money as soon as possible. He spent the majority of the day haggling with shady shopkeepers who looked at him as if he was dirt on their shoe. It was frustrating. He was close to just cutting Jaskier out of the pillory himself and fighting through the whole town out. He wasn't going to. But it was tempting. He stopped by the noticeboard on the way back. There was indeed a contract for him. He pulled it from the board and carried on walking.

 He was close. He just needed to complete this contract and he would have enough. He went to check on Jaskier and tell him as such. He arrived at the town square to find a group of youths taunting him. One of them held a stick in his hands. He struck Jaskier in the back of the knee. His leg gave way. The pillory did its job keeping him in place. The youth struck again. Before he could strike a third time, the stick was wrenched from his hand. He whirled around and stared, wide eyed in shock at Geralt behind him.

“Leave.”

 It was a warning. The youths scrambled. Geralt threw the stick from the platform in frustration.

“Geralt,” the bard wheezed, “help.”

 Jaskier was struggling to get his feet back from under him. Geralt helped get him up and told him how close he was to reaching the sum of his bail.

“Just have to get this contract done tomorrow and you'll be free,” he explained.

“You sold your things for me?” The bard asked incredulously, “Why would you do that?”

“You think I'd leave you here to suffer?”

“Maybe,” the bard huffed. He didn't mean it. The witcher crouched down to meet him eye to eye.

“You are more important.”

 Jaskier opened his mouth to speak but no words came.

“One more day,” Geralt continued, “and then we're out of here.”

 The bard shivered as the sun slowly disappeared beyond the horizon. At least they had given him a shirt today. Guards appeared to take him back to his cell.

 The contract the next day was simple enough. An endrega nest in the forest on the outskirts of town. The witcher dispatched of them quickly, his only thoughts about getting back to Jaskier as soon as he could. He burned the nest with a blast of igni and headed straight back to town. He didn't bother cleaning up first. He needed that money. Besides, it was funny how quickly people were willing to pay up when you still had the remnants of what you had set out to slay still on you.

 With the money collected, the next stop was the cells. It was late evening. Jaskier would be back in his cell by now. He stalked in through the door and scanned the room. The smug man from a few days ago was sitting behind a desk, tucked away in the far corner. He ignored the woman before him who questioned why he was there and headed straight towards him. He dropped the pouch of coin on the table. It hit the wood with a thud.

“Two thousand orens. Now, release Jaskier and we'll both be on our way.”

 The man held up a hand to stop him.

“One moment. This needs to be counted first.”

“Then be quick about it,” the witcher growled.

 It was enough to startle him, but safe amongst his bureaucracy, he took his time counting every coin. At last when he was happy with the amount, he waved a guard over to take Geralt to where they were keeping Jaskier. The guard led him to the cells. Most were empty, a few occupied. They all had the same despondent look in their eyes.

“Does the punishment always fit the crime?” he queried.

“Who are you to judge our ways,” the guard scoffed.

 They stopped at the last cell. The guard unlocked the door and moved aside for him to enter. Jaskier was sitting on the floor against the far wall. He looked up at the sound of the cell door opening, but quickly glanced away when he saw Geralt. He was a sorry sight. With little ceremony, the witcher helped him to his feet. No one gave them a second glance as they left and for that Geralt was grateful. He wasn't sure he could temper his simmering rage if anyone were to try anything now.

“Roach is just outside. I'll help you up and then we're getting the fuck out of here.”

 The bard remained quiet. The most noise he made was to let out a whimper as he was jostled on Roach.

“It's just until we get out of here,” Geralt murmured, “when we get to a safe place we'll stop. Got stuff to help with your wounds, too.”

 Jaskier still didn't respond, but he didn't need to. The small squeeze of his hand on Geralt's wrist said enough. Slowly, they made their way out of town. The townsfolk averted their gaze as they walked past. It was one thing to see someone as bait for their entertainment, it was another to see them on their level.

 They made their journey in silence until Geralt found a safe place for them to camp. It wasn't ideal, making Jaskier sleep on the ground. If he could, he would offer him a warm, clean bed with soft sheets and an experienced healer to tend to him. He couldn't give him any of that. The most he could offer was an extra blanket and his own steady hands. Methodically, he set up camp for the both of them. When he had finished, he found Jaskier still standing beside Roach, tucked into her side. Geralt made his way over cautiously.

“Jaskier? Let's take a look at your back, okay?”

 The bard nodded and moved where he was guided. After a moment's hesitation he took his shirt off. The welts were an angry red stretching across his back. Geralt would have to treat them the best he could and find a healer. With careful movements so as to not hurt him, Geralt cleaned and bandaged Jaskier up. He worked slowly, aware that he could easily frighten him in his current state.

“Thank you,” Jaskier spoke at last, “I'm sorry I got myself into that mess.”

“You did,” Geralt sighed. He felt the bard tense under his hands. “But that doesn't mean you deserved what they did to you.”

 Jaskier turned to face him. The witcher took his hand in his.

“I can't always be around to get you out of trouble,” he continued, “but I will always try.”

“Why?” Jaskier asked, “I don't deserve it.”

“Because... you are important to me. And I'd like to keep you in one piece if I can.”

 The bard huffed a short laugh. He let their fingers entwine. He doubted Jaskier would learn any lessons from this. He never did. But in truth, he wouldn't have him any other way.

[blaidd-gwyn]

Echoes

Day 2 of @jaskierwhumpweek

Prompt: Flashback

Word count: 1k

Chapters: 1/1

Completed: Yes

Summary: In the middle of a fight, Jaskier's mind thrusts him back to the night he should have died.

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[my-jokes-are-my-armour]

Warning : This is a death fic, so yeah… it's sad but there is a kind of happy ending. It displays a disturbing mind set so don't read if you can be triggered by depression and mourning. There is a tad of alcoholism in there too but this is not the major issue.

Spoilers warning : It contains spoilers from books that are after S2 of netflix!witcher, and basically a part of the ending is discussed so... if you don't want to be spoiled, stop there right now :). I twisted some parts to fit my narrative but it's still spoilery. Now, you've been warned !

Summary: The Continent had drastically changed but some beacons of the past are still there, wandering in the garden of the academy of Oxenfurt. Elika, a young student, will meet this strange man that never smiles and would change her life, somehow...

[OC POV - Jaskier centric - Spoilery] Muse Saga

Word count : around 7000 words

Jaskier whump week : day 2 - mourning prompt.

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JASKIER WHUMP WEEK!!

YAY! I am so excited to read all that you have to offer! Please remember to tag me and HAVE FUNNNN!!!!

[bananapeel5127]

Title: The effects of Witcher potions on a very human bard

Pairing: Geralt/Jaskier

Characters: Geralt, Jaskier, yennefer

Prompt: revenge

Tags: Jaskier Whump Week (The Witcher), Jaskier | Dandelion Whump, Hurt Jaskier | Dandelion, Potions, Witcher Potions (The Witcher), Drooling, Seizures, Blindness, Vomiting

Word count: 1879

Chapters: 1/1

Completed: yes

Summary: Part 2 of the Jaskier whump week - revenge.

Jaskier wasn’t sure where he had gone wrong. Was it when he drank the ale that a stranger had given him or was it when the group of bandits followed him to his room.

Notes: @jaskierwhumpweek

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/25532887

[imbxdateverything]

Day 4- Nightmare.

This was fun! I've never taken a part in something like this before and I sure hope that I did it right.

I really loved this!

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