#j2 drabble

[cleighwrites]

J2 - dinner date

This one is for @timehasa-way!! Thanks for the ask, hope I did it justice!!

773 words of nervous Jensen and contagiously excited Jared below the cut!

Jensen rubbed his sweaty palms on his designer jeans, grabbed the handle, and opened the door to the restaurant. He walked confidently up to the podium, gave the host his name, and patiently waited while she looked up his reservation. She smiled brightly, told him his date was already there, then grabbed a menu and led him to their table. 

It was in the back corner of the room, but Jensen couldn’t miss the broad shoulders and mess of hair waiting for him there. He’d met Jared at a concert the weekend before. It was rare he met someone bigger than he was, then there was Jared, all 6’5” of him. In the late spring Texas heat, he was so out of place in his long-sleeved shirt and beanie. Jensen hadn’t been able to take his eyes off of him. 

Unbeknownst to him, Jared had also noticed him, and during a break in the music had come over to strike up a conversation. They’d hit it off instantly and Jensen had gathered the courage to ask him out. So there they were, out to dinner for a first date. 

Jared was facing away from him as he approached the table, so Jensen placed a hand on his shoulder, feeling the solid muscle there, alerting him to his arrival. Jared turned to look up at him, then immediately stood and hugged him a little awkwardly since the gesture took Jensen by surprise and he stiffened. Jared held on for an extra moment after Jensen relaxed into the touch. He was a good hugger, and he smelled divine. 

“Hey,” Jared said as he pulled back and gestured for Jensen to sit across from him.

“Hey,” Jensen responded, feeling a little lame about it. He wasn’t usually so nervous, but there was something about Jared. 

They both sat, and then the host handed Jensen the menu, flipped his water cup over, and left. Jared smiled at Jensen, it made him more nervous while calming him, simultaneously. He seemed genuinely happy to be there with him. 

“I’m glad we could make this happen,” Jensen said, smiling back, then looking down at his menu.

“Me, too,” Jared agreed. “Have you been here before?” 

“A few times, for work. You?”

“Only once, but it was good.” 

Jensen nodded, then went back to his menu. He already knew what he wanted to order, but something about having Jared’s undivided attention was wracking his nerves. He wasn’t just nervous, he was excited, expectant even. He had the feeling that this was just the beginning of something amazing. 

The server came and took their order and their menus, and with nothing to distract them anymore, Jensen was the sole focus of Jared’s mesmerizing hazel gaze. He gave Jared a half grin, then cleared his throat and sipped his water. 

“I don’t know about you, but I am a little nervous,” Jared said with a little chuckle. 

What a relief! “Oh, man, me too!” 

“Well, why don’t we start by saying three things about ourselves to break the ice?” Jared suggested. 

Jensen pursed his lips and nodded. “Alright, I’ll go first. I grew up outside of Dallas, Texas; I have an older brother and a younger sister; and I love to spend time outside. Hence the outdoor concert.” 

Jared smiled at him again and laughed shaking his head. 

“What?” Jensen asked, worrying that he’d said something wrong.

“I grew up in San Antonio, Texas; I have an older brother and a younger sister; and I also love to do outdoor activities.” 

Jensen barked out a relieved laugh. “Of course.” 

It turned out that was not the only thing they had in common. By the time the food arrived, Jensen’s nerves were long gone and he could simply enjoy Jared’s company. They talked about sports, music, their work, and a little bit about everything. When they’d finished their meals, they agreed to coffee when the server asked, just to prolong their time together. 

They talked about growing up in Texas in the 90’s and what had prompted them to move away. They agreed that they both had intentions to move back eventually. Jensen could hardly believe how similar they were, yet there was something about Jared’s personality that was the opposite of himself. It made him want to share more than usual and be… more. 

“So…” Jared started once they’d drank their coffees and couldn’t possibly linger any longer. “Drinks?” With his inflection, Jared was asking for more than just drinks. 

Jensen felt his face flush as he looked down at the tablecloth, a shy smile tugging at his lips. “Yeah, drinks sound great.”

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[zepskies]

Sleigh Ride

Pairing: Soldier Boy (Ben) x F. Reader

Summary: Yet again, you convince Ben to indulge you in a new Christmas tradition.

AN: This little drabble can be general Soldier Boy x Reader, but in my mind it’s set in the Break Me Down-verse, sometime during Strong as Blood. It’s for @justagirlinafandomworld’s Flash Fiction Challenge – Winter/Christmas edition!

Song Prompt: “Sleigh Ride” by Ella Fitzgerald

Word Count: 100(ish) lol

Tags/Warnings: Fluff, somewhat Grumpy Ben

Ben grabbed you fast before you slid off the shiny wooden seat.

You giggled and clung to his arm when he hauled you up. He rolled his eyes. He still couldn’t believe you’d talked him into this.

“This is fucking ridiculous,” he said. “You shouldn’t be—”

“Babe, I’m fine.” You snuggled close to your husband’s side, and his arm wrapped snugly around your waist. You watched the snow-laden streets of New York City pass by with the clomping of horse hooves.

“Next time, we’ll officially have another little passenger for the ride,” you said.

At that, Ben glanced down at you with a small smile. He laid his free hand over yours, resting comfortably over your pregnant belly.

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[samanddean76]

First Lines Tag Game

Rules: list the first line of your last 10 posted fics and see if there’s a pattern!

tagged by @sam-is-my-safe-word

Gabriel had been enjoying a leisurely afternoon spent shirking everything that even vaguely resembled one of his many responsibilities, when the frantic prayer made a previously unscheduled stop inside his head.  - How To Accidentally Create Soulmates (Gabriel & Castiel, Sabriel, Destiel)

To know your own fate is a hefty weight that requires a great strength of character, in order to be able to properly deal with all of the various ins and outs, of the endless stream of what if scenarios that can pop up with little to no prior warning once the slightest variable is altered.   - The Oath (J2)

Dean snatched the paper out of Sam’s hand before his eyes scanned it quickly, his fingers fell open and it fluttered to the floor.  - Really, Sam? (Wincest)

“Please, tell me.  How are you going to fix this?”  - I'll Think Of Something (Wincest)

Sam’s body writhed beneath him, as he whimpered against the feel of Dean’s rock-hard cock as it split him wide open. - The Invocation (Wincest)

“But I thought you would consider this to be green.” - I Believe This Qualifies As Red (Wincest)

With a snap of his fingers Crowley appeared to concede to Castiel’s request, and he breathed a deep sigh of relief, until he heard the husky words that were coming out of the void directly in front of him.  - Yeah, Just Like That! (Wincest)

“You see, I thought that you were being sincere in your desire to heal the rift that had developed between heaven and hell." - You Were Merely Using Me (Castiel & Crowley)

Dean is an amazingly awesome Cupid, thank you very much! - The Wayward Cupid, The Boy King of Hell, and The Peen of Death (Valentine's Day inspired Wincest)

John Winchester had built a legacy up out of the ashes of his very own personally terrible tragedy. - To Know Him Is To Love Him (Destiel)

I honestly am not even sure what this indicates, other than I like a lot of words in my opener.

Tagging: @mrswhozeewhatsis, @jld71, @leatafandom, @mariekoukie6661, @girlsvmonsters

First Lines Tag Game

Rules: list the first line of your last 10 posted fics and see if there’s a pattern!

tagged by @jinkieswouldyoulookatthis

Every six months, Dean gets the call - (K)not For Sale (Dean/SoldierBoy)

Every hunt came with risk, with danger. It was part of the job. - Perfect Balance (Wincest)

D: Hey, you up? - Take Me Higher Than I've Ever Been (Wincest)

Dean has never shied away from telling you what he likes in the bedroom. - Save A Horse, Ride A... (Dean/F!Reader)

If you ignore the clocks in the Men of Letters bunker (and there aren’t that many to begin with), it’s impossible to tell the time of day. - Denial Junkie (Wincest)

Sam had tuned Dean out about half an hour ago. - Okay, Daddy (Wincest)

“Sam, we gotta talk.” - Regret Junkie (Wincest)

It’s getting worse. - Hate Junkie (Wincest)

He’s dying. - Shame Junkie (Wincest)

Sam isn’t sure how he even got Dean into the bunker. - Control Junkie (Wincest)

If we ignore the creeping dread of my Junkies fics - read bottom to top for max effect there lol I'm a fan of a catchy opening line. I like to be grabbed by my reading material & try to grab my readers the same!

Tagging: @talltalesandbedtimestories @runawaydr3amerao3 @deanwinchesterswitch @thoughtslikeaminefield @samanddean76

[runawaydr3amerao3]

20 Fanfic Author Questions ✍️🤔

Friend has given Dreamer a tag! Friend loves Dreamer! 🥹 Thanks, @sixtysevenautomatic. 🥰

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1. How many works on AO3?

24 👏

2. Total AO3 Word Count?

604,954 🥳

3. Top 5 fics by Kudos?

(These are all Supernatural, Wincest, and Explicit, by the way.)

Tell Him That His Lonesome Nights Are Over (426), Part 1 in Sandman 'verse

And then the entire West series, just out of order. Lol.

Part 4: Unless I Can't Resist (315) Part 3: When I'm Bad (260) Part 1: Run It All Over (259) Part 2: The One I Never Tried (229)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Only SPN and SPN Real Person Fic these days. There was a drabble in LotR RPF way back in the day, and a fic or three in the Fandom-That-Shall-Not-Be-Named, but that was over 20 years ago. SPN and J2 have had my heart for most of the time since.

5. Do you respond to comments?

I always, always do my best to reply to comments because I am so grateful for them, but I readily admit I drop the ball sometimes (a lot of the time). My heart skips a beat every time one appears in my inbox, though, and they're devoured with the joy of a teenage girl receiving a love note from her first crush.

Unfortunately, my mental health and other brain things get in the way sometimes, so it can take me a long time to reply, which I feel like absolute trash about. But I do my best to put the shame aside and reply eventually. Those who have responded to my apologies have always been very understanding, which I'm thankful for.

6. Angstiest Ending?

I'm straight-up allergic to unhappy endings, fam, so you're unlikely to come across one in my writing. I mean, there are a couple of parts in the Preset 'verse (Wincest/J2 crossover, Explicit) that have unhappy endings, but I was posting that as a WIP, so there was some angst before it got resolved. It's still not technically finished, but it wasn't left in a bad place.

The only other one could be The More Things Change (J2, Explicit), which definitely has an element of bittersweetness to the ending. It's sweet overall, but it's there.

7. Fic with the Happiest Ending?

I'm not sure I can actually answer this one, since most of my fics have happy endings. 🤔 Shout-out to my latest fic, Drag Out From Your Mouth (unrelated-Wincest but not a full SPN AU, Explicit)? 😂

8. Do you get hate?

The only "hate" I can remember was when I posted the first part of Sandman. The very first comment was from some anti-bottom!Dean dumpster fire complaining that I'd written another bottom!Dean fic when there was already so much of it available. My eyes nearly rolled out of my head at the entitlement.

Oh, and I guess I got a couple of general anti-Wincest comments on a post in my fic rec side blog @imthedr3amer recently? That sort of thing is just very ignorable (once I've had a rant to someone about how dumb it is, anyway).

9. Do you write smut?

I probably write more smut than I do actual plot.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Yesss. Only one kind so far, though, and that's what I mentioned above with the SPN/RPF crossover, the Preset 'verse. There needs to be so much more fic about Sam and/or Dean meeting Jared and/or Jensen. Please. We are so hungry. 🥺

11. Ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware of. If anyone ever sees that shit, hit me up.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not that I'm aware of. Someone did ask once, but I declined because I'm a control freak and I'm not sure how I feel about not being able to do quality assurance on something like that. Language is a delicate and nuanced thing, and I guess I worry something wouldn't cross the language barrier properly? I've heard stories. But also, not being able to field comments and questions from readers doesn't sit right with me either. I don't know. I don't know!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

Not exactly, although I did have the pleasure of writing Certain Souls (Wincest, Explicit) which is, with permission, a fic set in a 'verse created by my bestie, @sam-is-my-safe-word! 🥰 They alpha read all of my writing these days and vice versa, so they were very involved anyway, but I sought even more input than usual on what they thought Sam and Dean would do here or there, or if they had a preference for this or that action/dynamic/etc.

I think it's likely that we'll properly co-author something in the future. We have very complimentary interests (and kinks) and we make each other worse riff off each other's ideas really well.

14. All time favourite ship?

WINCEST SUPREMACY

[Answer unchanged from previous tagger. ✊]

15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I would really love to continue the Preset 'verse. I was about 30k into the next part when my computer died like eight years ago or something? It wasn't the hard drive, I don't think, so in theory I could resurrect and continue, but I have other WIPs higher on the priority list these days. Given the pace I write at, it's hard to say if that will ever happen.

16. Writing Strengths?

Uhh, smut, maybe? Lol.

17. Writing Weaknesses?

Oh-ho, now you're talking. The inability to cull unnecessary scenes is a big one for me. I write very self-indulgently. I write fanfiction because there's stuff that we didn't and would never get in canon, so just because it's not necessary for the story doesn't mean I don't want to see it in its full, overly-descriptive glory. And if I want to see it, maybe others do too, even if it doesn't deepen our understanding of the character or move the plot forwards. 🤷‍♀️

18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?

It's not something I've ever done in my fics (that I recall...), but as a reader, I find it frustrating when there's a language other than English and the other characters in the scene understand it but I'm given no way to know except by maybe skipping to the end notes for a glossary. If the other characters in the scene, or the POV character, don't understand either, it's reasonable that I wouldn't, so a glossary at the end is fine and good. If there's no translation mid-fic or at the end, regardless of anyone's understanding, that's extra frustrating. We are curious creatures, people!

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Ah, yes, that would be the Fandom-That-Shall-Not-Be-Named. 🖕 🏳️‍⚧️✊ I was 12/13 and I wrote it in an exercise book that I hid under my mattress, where no one would ever think to look. I still have it. I really need to get rid of it in case I die and my family has to go through my shit.

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

I'm really proud of the Sandman 'verse. Most of that poured out of me after over 10 years of not having posted anything in the fandom, just reappearance of the muse out of nowhere (although the inspiration that kick-started it certainly wasn't—eternal shout-out rights to @spnyuri. 🥰).

The last fic in the 'verse, Crumbling In Your Hand, Part III: You Conquered Me (Wincest, Explicit) is one I'm very proud of. I really enjoy writing things like text message exchanges and video calls, other digital communication methods, etc., plus, I mean, reunion sex where someone gets bent over the Impala? I can only lead you to the water, my friends. 😂

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Tagging, as always, with maximum encouragement but minimum pressure: @sam-is-my-safe-word @talltalesandbedtimestories @bigmouthlass @thoughtslikeaminefield @xpurdyglambertx 💖

@chiquititasnewsong @felisblanco @goshen-applecrumbledore @compo67 @zmediaoutlet 💖

[fictionallemons]

20 Fanfic Author Questions ✍️🤔

Tagged by @sam-is-my-safe-word and @according2thelore, thanks pals!

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1. How many works on AO3?

181

2. Total AO3 Word Count?

849,881 (I plan to have some kind of celebration when I hit 1M)

3. Top 5 fics by Kudos?

Leaving Las Vegas (Sam/Dean, 738 kudos) Someone New (Benthan, 641 kudos) Need to Know (Johnlock, 598 kudos) The Space Between (Benthan, 586 kudos) Of Lice and Men (Johnlock, 580 kudos)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently I mostly write Wincest (SPN) but I also go back to the Mission: Impossible movies from time to time.

5. Do you respond to comments?

YES! To 99%.

6. Angstiest Ending?

I tend to write HEAs, but this little wincest drabble is pretty angsty.

7. Fic with the Happiest Ending?

So many happy endings to choose from, but Cards on the Table is one of my faves. And I'm Burning for You is pretty darn happy.

8. Do you get hate?

Nope. Feel lucky. The worst I have gotten is entitled top/bottom tag requests which are annoying but I wouldn't classify as hate.

9. Do you write smut?

Oh yes.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Not really.

11. Ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think so, but if I did I wouldn't want to know about it.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes! Several of my Benthan (mission: impossible) fics have been translated.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

Only as part of a discord game, not for publication.

14. All time favourite ship?

What a question! I guess...of canon ships, Pacey/Joey. Of non-canon ships...whew! This is hard. I guess I'll just go with Sam/Dean. Hard to top them.

15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Ugh, I have a lot of ideas for fics, like only one sentence written. I'm sure some of them will never go past that.

16. Writing Strengths?

I think dialogue.

17. Writing Weaknesses?

Not too heavy on description or metaphorical language.

18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?

I wrote one J2 story where one of the Js spoke high-school Spanish to the other, who didn't understand. I didn't translate because it didn't really matter if you understood what the first J was saying. If there is no in-text translation, I am too lazy to translate it myself and will probably just skim over it, but it doesn't bother me.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Backstreet Boys

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

Probably I'm Burning for You. Just because it's so long. But my benthan fic The Space Between is also a favorite because it's very canon-centric and it really got me into writing fic regularly.

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Not tagging anybody but feel free to answer!

[seanwinchester]

20 Fanfic Author Questions

oh boy, thank you @quietwingsinthesky for the tag <3 this ought to be quick (and unentertaining) as I've only ever written a handful of fic, but here we go

1. How many works on AO3?

only 2 for now. I've got a couple more drabbles on my tumblr but that's it

2. Total AO3 Word Count?

1,843 (maybe one day I'll manage to write sth longer than 1,5k... dare I say even reach 5k? one can only hope)

3. Top 5 2 fics by Kudos

Brother? Brother. has more kudos than you're an angel, i'm a dog for less hits, which I suspect has something to do with the difference in filthiness level (lol)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Spn/spn rpf only (though I've had ideas for other media, I've just never been passionate enough about those to write them)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I do! (it's not like I get thousands of them lol)

6. Angstiest Ending?

well between the two, definitely you're an angel, i'm a dog

7. Fic with the Happiest Ending?

... the other one. though both of these are one shots/single scenes and not full stories, so there's no real beginning nor end

8. Do you get hate?

not famous enough to <3

9. Do you write smut?

yep, one if not both of these are smut, and I've got a couple more smutty wips on the stove

10. Do you write crossovers?

I haven't yet but I've thought about it. I told @liamgallaghermpreg about a spn x shameless crossover idea once, and a couple years ago I wanted to write a spn x twilight crack fic but I never got around to finish it. I'm rewatching gilmore girls currently though, so that might be something fun to explore :)

11. Ever had a fic stolen?

not that I know of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but as I am a translator myself, I did think about translating my own fics. The only problem is... that writing smut in french feels awkward af lmao. I can't do it Also spn is just so American™ in my head that I can't think of them speaking french. It's too weird

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

I haven't, but I'm open to try it if the opportunity arises

14. All time favourite ship?

you already know it, wincest my beloved <3. j2 is a very close second though

15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have plenty of doomed wips on my phone and laptop but I've only ever posted finished stuff for now, so no publicly available ones

16. Writing strengths?

I think my dialogue is alright, or at least it's getting there (it really depends from fic to fic)

17. Writing Weaknesses?

intricate descriptions and emotions in english. It's like I always forget every word I know and suddenly I'm googling shit like "expressions for sad", "words to describe light", "how do you say [insert french word] in english" (> and I end up not liking how the equivalent sounds so I have to find another way to say the thing). a nightmare I'm telling u

18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?

not against it on principle, but it has to be done right. I probably wouldn't try to pull it off in a language I can't speak. I only remember reading one fic with mixed french and english dialogue and it felt weird and unatural bc the author clearly didn't speak french, and the words they chose to translate wouldn't necessarily be the kind of words french people would say in their native language when speaking english.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Spn, my one and only <3

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

I was pretty proud of you're an angel, i'm a dog when I posted it, I think some lines in it are great, and it features a kink I've wanted to explore for a long time. Though I think my best fic is one I haven't finished yet

I really don't know who to tag for this lol. let's go with @liamgallaghermpreg, @according2thelore, @hellhoundlair, @allthebestcowboyshavedaddyissues, @spnyuri, @schizosamwincester and as usual whoever else wants to! took me so long to answer all these questions but it was fun and i'm curious to see what the mutuals have to say hehe

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Since it's almost Valentine's Day, here are two J2 Valentine drabbles-like I did years ago on AO3.

[winmance]

Christmas Wish

"I don’t want to go" Jared complains again, dragging his feet on the floor.

“Jared, stop that right now, do you hear me? I’m done with your complaining. We’re already here, so either you stay in the car all alone, or you come inside without another word” His mom snapped

He stopped talking right away, knowing full well that he didn't have a choice.

He doesn’t get why he has to come here. It’s Christmas eve, and instead of being home, eating his favorite foods, he has to come here to give food to the orphans.

His mom told him why it was important, and he gets it, he does, but it doesn’t make it better. Josh didn’t have to come, neither did his sister or his father.

“Alright Jared, put one chocolate in each bag, ok?”

“One?” He frowns, “That’s not a lot. Can’t I put two?”

“No. One chocolate, one cookie, and an orange. Nothing more, we can’t give them more than that” She warn him “I need to start serving the food. You stay here, and you do what you're told ”

“Yes mom” He sighs.

Not only does he have to come here even though he doesn’t want to, but he can’t even stay with his mom. He has to stay alone, far away from everybody else, doing nothing else but put the treats in little bags.

It sucks. Big time.

None of the other kids his age he knows have to do this. Even Josh’s friends don’t have to do that, so why should he?

He's almost sure his siblings are opening their presents, even though mom told them not to. He could be playing with the red truck he asked for. It’s the most beautiful truck he's ever seen, with lights everywhere and even a siren! He can’t wait to see his friends faces when he shows it to them!

He's snapped out of his brooding when he sees something slip into the room he’s in. He freezes, holding tightly to the cookie in his hand.

“Who’s there?” He asks, his voice shaking with fear. “I know you’re here!”

“I-I’m sorry” A little voice says from across the room

Jared gets up from his chair, walking in the direction of the voice. There’s a little boy hiding under a table in the back of the room, his eyes wide with fear. He doesn’t seem any older than Jared, but he looks thinner than him, and his clothes don’t fit him the way they should.

“It’s ok, I’m not mad” Jared says “I was scared, that’s all”

“I don’t want to stay with the others” The boy says “They’re too loud”

“You can stay with me” Jared says with a smile “I’m Jared. What’s your name?”

“Jensen” The little boy says, getting up from his hiding spot

“You can help me with the bags if you want”

Jensen gives him a little smile in answer, holding out his arms like he’s afraid he's gonna fall, before following Jared toward the table.

They sit side by side, and after Jared explains how much of everything they’re supposed to put in each bag, and they start filling them again, going twice as fast as when Jared was doing it alone.

“Are you an orphan, too?” Jensen asks

“No, my mom made me come here” He admits, even though he isn’t as angry as he was before.

Jensen doesn’t talk a lot, but he answers every one of Jared’s questions and even laughs when he tells him a joke he learned at school (screw Josh for telling him that no one would find it funny). It’s nice and quiet, and Jared finds himself grateful that his mom forced him to come, after all.

“That was the last one” Jared says, closing the last bag. “My mom gave me some chocolate before we got here. You want some?”

“She won’t be mad?” Jensen asks, playing nervously with his fingers

“No, don’t worry”

Jared took two chocolates out of his bag, and gave one to Jensen.

They start eating them together, a huge smile on Jensen’s face as he bit into the candy. They’re mouths and tongues are dark with the chocolate, and they start making funny faces at each other, bursting into laughter every time one of them does a new one.

Maybe it’s not the Christmas eve Jared dreamed of, but it’s way better than he thought it would be, and he’s almost certain that he wouldn’t have had as much fun if he'd stayed home.

“Jared, you ready to go sweetie?” His mom asks, entering the room

“Can I stay a little longer?” He asks, doing his best puppy eyes to his mom

“Ten minutes, and not one more” She warmed him

“Thanks mom!” Jared smiles“You hear that Jensen? We can stay together a little longer!”

“But you have to go after?” Jensen asks softly

“Well, yeah” Jared admits “But I can always try and come to see you another day?”

“That would be awesome! We can have visitors everyday after four” he says, with huge smile on his face. “Can we eat some more chocolate?”

“Yeah, we can!”

Jared wonders if he could convince his parents to drop him off to see Jensen everyday. Maybe it’s not too late to change his Christmas wish.

Beta by @debivc78

[compo67]

Can I please request number 5 for the boys from the Minutes Past Midnight 'verse? I love that fic like burning!

Hello, anon! Thank you so much for requesting this prompt for MPM. I'm delighted that you love this verse! I hope you enjoy this ficlet. <3

#5. …where it doesn’t hurt.

Jared loves running through the forest.

"Please, be careful," Jensen pleads, strapping Jared into his four paw chair.

With a yip, Jared says both yes and let's go!

They went for a run yesterday and the day before that. Jared believes he just might have the stamina to match Jensen's for the outdoors. There are endless things to see, smell, touch, and taste in the forest. Everything is familiar, but also incredibly new.

The second Jensen shifts into four paw form, Jared sprints. His front paws slap and thud against the ground, while his wheels speedily spin forward. Down the path and into the forest he goes--where the trees grow closer together and the air smells richer. The soil is soft and unspoiled here. Jared slows down to a trot and starts sniffing his favorite maple tree. The sap inside smells so sweet.

Jensen catches up and immediately starts chiding Jared for running ahead--nipping at Jared's ears and gently biting his muzzle. Jared responds with a few licks to Jensen's nose, indicating that he isn't trying to be reckless. He's just too damn excited to not only be outside, but to be outside in four paw form. It is cold out, but their fur and the exercise keeps them warm. It'll be a long winter--they need to enjoy the outdoors as much as possible for the time being.

Side by side, Jared and Jensen begin scratching at more trees. There's something so satisfying about digging their claws into the bark. Doing this serves two purposes: to mark their territory and to sharpen their nails.

It's been an interesting--and welcomed--change thinking of his territory as their territory.

Jared stops scratching a tree just to lick Jensen's muzzle and the back of his ears. Jensen pants, tongue out, and whines when Jared stops. Barking once, stretching his paws forward, Jared challenges Jensen to another run. This time, Jensen bolts ahead.

For the rest of the early afternoon, they race each other and hunt down two rabbits--one a piece. After that, they find a small clearing and groom each other under a patch of sunlight. Jensen shifts only to let Jared out of his chair and curl up. Finished with that, he shifts back. Jared stretches out, placing his head over Jensen's flank.

Unfortunately for them, the sun begins its descent all too soon. Jared takes a few minutes to play like a pup and run in circles around Jensen, followed by bows forward to get him to play too. Jensen obliges him, but barks and looks towards the setting sun. Jared huffs. Damn the sun. He could stay out all night if given the opportunity. Unfortunately, the weather doesn't agree with Jared's desires. A cold wind picks up, rustling the grass and leaves beneath their paws. Ears pointed down, Jared reluctantly admits that it's best to head back to the yurt.

Jensen shifts to his two paw form and walks alongside Jared, carrying the two rabbits in his hand. At a leisurely trot, they make their way out of the forest.

An hour or two later, in his two paw form, Jared curls up in bed, under a pile of blankets and alongside as many hot rocks as Jensen could make. Jared caught a chill, and as a result, his muscles have started spasming. Jensen boils water and pours it into a hot water bottle. He closes it and places it on the small of Jared's back.

"Thank you," Jared murmurs, peeking out from his mountain of blankets.

Jensen frowns and nods. He holds back a lecture... for now. After rubbing his hands together, he starts gently massaging Jared's legs. Jared coos and sighs in relief.

"Hey." Jared looks up at Jensen. "Guess what."

"Hmm?"

"You get to kiss me."

"Oh?" Jensen perks up, no longer frowning. "I do?"

"Yes," Jared says. "You get to kiss the only part of me that doesn't hurt."

Jensen stops massaging and climbs into bed next to Jared. Soft, green eyes look back at Jared. "What part of you doesn't hurt?"

Jared slips his hand into Jensen's. He smiles, comfortable and warm--all thanks to his mate. Slowly, Jared guides Jensen's hand to settle on his abdomen.

"Here," Jared whispers, bumping their noses together. "Right here."

Jensen returns the smile. He disappears under the covers and plants a kiss right where Jared's hand is. He nuzzes the spot with his nose, and leaves a trail of kisses on his way up to Jared's lips.

There's so much hope for the spring.

[all-4-wincest]

SPN GIF DRABBLES!

I have several amazing gifs to work with for my SPN gif drabbles. But I only have one, two if I stretch the meaning of SMUT, to work with. I think I might have found a gif(t) to myself

I need to get my gay back up and working.

What do y’all think? It doesn’t have to look exactly like Sam/Jared and Dean/Jensen after all, does it? I think it will just require more imagination on both of our parts.

[there-must-be-a-lock]

The Present (J2 x Reader)

Basically a reworked snippet from my Everything-verse holiday story 🤷🏻‍♀️ bossy!Jensen, remote control vibrator, you know the drill. Fills my “date night” spot for @supernatural-jackles Tell Me A Story bingo!

557 words, mature.

“We should give her a break,” Jensen says softly, and you whimper your agreement. 

Jared pouts. “Why?” 

“Wouldn’t want her to soak through that pretty dress,” Jensen purrs. “Not yet, at least.”  

He reaches into his pocket and the vibrations fade, and you twist your napkin in your fingers, trying to regain some control.  

“You’re evil,” you tell him.  

Jensen just laughs, the bastard, and gives you a wink before pushing away from the table. “Bathroom. Don’t order dessert without me.” 

You take a second to breathe, and then you catch Jared watching him go with a slightly dazed smile. 

“Did you know he was planning this?” you ask, and he turns that same adoring (and adorable) smile on you. 

“Present was his idea,” he says. “Making you actually wear it tonight was my idea.” He holds eye contact, biting his lip to hold back his smirk, as he toys with his own remote.

“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” you say, laughing. “Of course it was, you goddamn exhibitionist.” 

Then the vibrations start up again, and you have to close your eyes and grit your teeth to hold back a whine. Your clit throbs almost painfully, and then the sensation is gone again; you can’t tell if that’s good or bad. 

Jared leans a little closer, dimples popping as he watches you squirm and press your thighs together, and murmurs, “Fucking hot, watching you try not to lose it.” 

“Not sure I can keep this up much longer,” you confess, gasping. “Feels so fucking good, you have no idea.” 

“Yeah?” 

“Feel for yourself. C’mon, we’re in the corner, nobody’d see.” 

“Don’t tempt me.” 

“Please?” you whisper, low and needy. “We could… sneak out. I’m gonna come so hard, want you to feel.” 

He inhales sharply and then lets his breath out in an uneven hiss, his eyes heavy-lidded and locked on your mouth. You know he won’t cave, not right here, but god, revenge is sweet. 

The vibrator thrums to life again, hard and sudden, and there’s this fizzing wave of electricity through your core, eye-poppingly intense for just a second before it’s gone again. Jared looks over your shoulder, and you realize Jensen is watching from the other end of the dining room, eyebrow cocked like he knows exactly what you were just trying to do. 

When he gets back to the table, you recognize the glint in his eyes. It means trouble. 

“You’d fuck her right here if you could, wouldn’t you?” Jensen says quietly to Jared. His voice is low and sultry and smoky, dripping sex, but his face is completely calm and composed. 

Jared swallows hard, cheeks flushed. “Not… here.” 

“So, let me guess. You were thinking about sneaking to the bathroom?’ Jensen says, smirking. He turns the vibrator on again without looking at you, and it pulses relentlessly, intense enough to make your thighs shake. “You’d just bend her over the sink, watch her face in the mirror… you’d love that, I bet. Knowing someone could just walk in at any second and see her with her legs spread for you…” 

“Fuck,” you gasp. “I can’t --” 

“You can,” Jensen says, smiling, eyes crinkling at the corners. “And you will. Because believe me, princess: as good as it feels now, that’s nothing compared to how we’re gonna make you feel when we get home.” 

[marsupialblues]

It's times like these (the J2 divorce) that we need to focus on what's really important, the person who needs us the most in these trying times.

Misha.

Someone for the love of god go check on Misha.

[negans-lucille-tblr]

Terrible Twos - negans-lucille-tblr turns 2! Drabble Celebration!

On the 18th February, my blog will be two years old! It feels like I’ve had this blog for forever!

In almost two years, I’ve gained almost 7K followers and over 170 patrons - and if you’d have told me that was going to happen when I set up this blog, I’d have laughed at you. This blog has exceeded my wildest expectations, I mean, I wasn’t even gonna use this blog (hence the shitty username 🙄) and yet, here we are! And it’s all because of you guys. Your comments, feedback, encouragement and love has been the main reason I’ve kept writing these past two years. I’ve made some life long friends on this hellhole of this site, and I just can’t imagine life without any of you now 🥰

So, as my blog is entering it’s terrible twos (and as my son is also in that phase - boy I know the true meaning of that phrase now LOL) I wanna celebrate by writing some “terrible” drabbles for you guys!! 

All the deets on entering are below:

This celebration is gonna be centric to J2/The Winchester brothers (because yanno - there’s two of them 😉 ) so all requests must be J2 x Reader / Winchesters x Reader (with or without J2/Wincest), or Jared x Jensen / Sam x Dean (romantically or platonically)

Your request can be any genre (I’m almost out of recovery, so smut is A-okay to request), my usual no-gos apply (toilet stuff/underage mainly), and I won’t fulfil any requests that are out of my comfort zone. 

Your request must include your chosen Pairing(s) and a “terrible plot” idea. The idea of the celebration being that I will try and make the “terrible” plot idea a little less terrible 🤞🏻

I won’t be fulfilling every single request, I will pick 12 and they will be posted one an hour, every hour between 9am and 8pm GMT on my blog’s actual birthday - the 18th Feb.

As I’ve gotta write 12 of them, they won’t be particularly long. More like imagines or short drabbles.

The deadline for sending in your request is the 15th Feb

You can send multiple, but as there are limited spaces, the liklihood of me picking more than one of your requests is slim, to give everyone a fair chance. 

Have fun!!! 

Send your request here 

Love you all! ❤️

[ohnoitsthebat]

@writinginthesecrettrees YES! Maybe they start off with a small goal at first (well, Jensen does. He figures it'll be 5 maximum)? But Jared is fully confident in his ability to get porked into next Tuesday, so he just smirks.

"so what's your toll for today?" Jensen asks from where he's lounging on the bed, hair freshly washed and sticking up a bit in places, wearing nothing but a pair of black boxer briefs. He's holding a notepad and has a pencil tucked behind his ear.

"Uh. Eleven?'" Jared's voice raises higher on a question. He goes back to undressing. "I think."

"Ele--geez, Jared."

"I was horny!" Jared protests.

"you're always horny."

Okay, I blame the Jared + dudes gifset you reblogged for this. What if each of the guys in that gifset (Amell, random dude, Mark S, and Misha) all had their turns with Jared within the course of a day? Of course, Jensen gets a turn as well, but maybe all of this happens right under his nose without him knowing? Just Jared getting bent over and fucked senseless ❤

Tina, my dove, this is my song 🎶!

Maybe Jared and Jensen make a game of it: how many men can Jared fuck in a day without Jensen knowing? They compare notes at the end of the night, and Jensen had an inkling of one, maybe two, but that Jared got himself fucked so many times, and by so many dudes? (”And dammit, Jared, Amell? Again!!!” - “Aw, c’mon, Jensen, he’s so… enthusiastic.”) Jensen is always a little in awe of just how slutty Jared can get. ♥️

[impala-dreamer]

~ Jensen Birthday Drabbles Masterlist ~

Sunday Morning (Jensen x Reader, NSFW)

I Can’t Believe You (Cockles, Fluff)

Forty-Two (J2 x Reader, NSFW)

He Earned It (Jensen x Reader, NSFW)

Lunch Break (Cockles, NSFW)

It’ll Do (Jensen x Reader, NSFW)

Seriously? (Jensen x Reader, Fluff)

Family Style (Jensen x Reader, NSFW)

Worthwhile (Jensen x Reader, NSFW)

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