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I'm replaying pokemon black rn and it's been so long since I've played a 2d pokemon game (I think my last full playthrough was during quarantine). Anyways playing this game fills my chest with a deep longing that gamefreak had stuck to 2d. It looks so good and everything about it is so charming. Like I do like the 3d games don't get me wrong but goddddd imagine if pokemon had stuck to 2d
#crow rambles#pokemon#i think i want to try and 100% pokemon black#ive never done it before on any game but since black was my first game#and is definitely my favorite. i want to go all in#main goals are completing the nat dex and the battle subway#two things i was never able to do as a kid#battle subway always kicked my ass back in yhe day lmao#i dont think ill have to buy pokemon white to complete the unova dex. i have white 2 so#the only thing i cant remember is whether you can get thundrus in white#2. i think you can? ill have to look it up#it has been a very long time since i replayed white 2 lmao#i speed ran it earlier to give myself a solosis in black bc i wanted to use it on this playthrough#only took me three hours with pignite :3#i also have the event pokemon bc of the dns exploit#that dns exploit is the best thing everrr i can finally have all the mythicals i missed as a kid#i was playing during that time but i didnt have Internet so <//3#my team plan is serperior/victini/reshiram/electross/semistitoad/renuiculus or however tf you spell that name#rn my team is peanut the servine drizzle the tympole and peatree the pidove#peatree is a stand in until i get reshiram :3#fun fact my reshiram in white 2 was the first pokemon i ever got to level 100#i love gen five soooo much#gen fiver til i die
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spiders it is then
pours a brimming glass of spiders
HOORAY!!! :D time to sip up these spidersâŠ.
NOOOOO I DONT HAVE THE HEART TO SLURP UP THIS GUY!!! ITS JUST A LITTLE GUY!!! NOOOO NOT THE EARTH SPIDER I LOVE THE EARTH SPIDER!!!! NOOOOOOOO. O O O O â
#ask#rezero#âŠâŠ.this is technically a rezero post#IF YOURE READING THIS THIS IS YOUR PSA TO READ THREE IDIOTS EARTH SPIDER EPISODE BC THE EARTH SPIDER IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE NICHE#REZERO SIDE CHARACTERS OK. ITS A LITTLE SWEETHEART I CANNOT SIMPLY SLURP IT UP!!! :(((#THE ONLY SPIDER I WOUDLNT SCREAM AT IN FEAR AND TERRORâŠ. FEAR AND HUNGERâŠ#ive been playing fh2 lately its been stuck on my brain. local rezero fan plays video game known for being pure hell and taking place within#a limited time slot of a few days. URGGHHH THIS IS HOW REZERO SUBARU FEELS
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i hope you know im selectively uploading things to protect you all from lies of p content
#(as in ive only uploaded the first and third one here and the other three are LOP)#not art#why? because i wasnt even the fucking one to play it i watched Asunder playing like. a few fucking scenes because he chewed#through that fucking game like he'd played it a million times (and enjoyed it). and like. i know nothing. of the game#im one of those ''if im making fanart i better know half the games lore minimum or have been playing for years (eg TES)''#but this game? I know next to nothing about it#im saving you from ''haha interesting character concepts go brr but i have to put it in my style so i know nothing AND am playing#with the characters like dolls'' content. just kidding mostly im stopping myself personally but like#its funny af bc i generally upload everything i do (yeah. i really genuinely did stop drawing for ages bc i havent been awake in this#body more than like five mins a day since spring yaddah yaddah but yeah its not that im just not uploading lmfao) and then i open#my recents and its like. I Do Not See It. its very clear that the only things i havent uploaded(or am avoiding working on BECAUSE#i dont want to upload them) are lies of p LMFAO#.... oh when i say ''if im making fanart'' i mean continuously. i do bits and pieces here and there but can you tell lies of p may become#a theme for a hot minute#god wtf has this game done to me. i really cant stand fairytale-based games nor do i ever really like soulsborne-likes lmfao#i also dont like character design when all the characters are really conventionally pretty or lean towards it#...... i fully expected to never even slightly connect w lies of p lmfao
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I have just realized that I will not be able to watch most of the spurs matches this month live because I will be at work for them đ
#my only day off is saturday and ive been lucky so far that most of the matches have been on saturdays#but not december smh#three matches during a weekday and ofc as a dumb american they arent at night for me theyre 2pm (ish) so ill be at work#and my job doesnt care if i have the game playing but i do bc i will only be half paying attention which is not a way i want to watch games#my whole attention or bust#welp at least i can record them and watch them later#but then i basically cant go on my phone bc i get alerts from almost every social media app about spurs đ
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crying over the sunotans jokingly asking Snow Man if they think all their fans are elementary students bc the newly-revealed bonus goods for ăSERIOUSă apparently look like kindergarten magazine supplements,,,,, i mean Yeah they do but my smol child braim still absolutely wants all of them tho đđđ
#the puffy stickers are sooo adorable esp with the scared sunochirus and the accordion jacket slaps but HELLO???#A WHOLE 27-CARD SET OF THE MEMBERS' HANDS SPECIFICALLY FOR A JANKEN GAME??!? HAND F*TISHISTS HAVING A DAY OUT TODAY I SEE HAJSHSJS#someone said snow man should make a video teaching us how to play and i'm đ§âïžđïžđ§ it's janken but also it would be fuckin hilarious to see#AND THE SUNOTANS WHO DEEMED THEM AS 'INNOVATIVE' AND FRESH I LOVE Y'ALL BUT SNOW MAN STAYS GOOFY AS HELL WITH THESE GOODS AND THAT'S ON GOD#ive been anticipating the reveal of the bonuses so maybe i had too high expectations after their kimi wa boku no mono acrylic keychains ^^;#those were bomb honestly; i get so much use out of them both as oshikatsu shelf displays and as necklaces.....i was hoping for more#customised (and spooky) goods bc also. what does janken have to do with shoppi's movie.......unless it's actually a plot netabare.......#then i will eat my snow man bucket hat and claim myself the ignorant fool swear to shota's paint-stained underwear hehe#the 2024 calendar from LOVE TRIGGER/We'll Go Together was also pretty great!! that bonus literally was the only reason i bought the bundle#(and subsequently fell down an inescapable rabbit hole of buying Suno CDs and DVDs as i sacrifice my wallet and sanity to the CDJapan gods)#anyway whatever the case i'm still buying all three editions and endlessly happy that we get vv cool bonuses from it no matter how silly#if anyone in my family dares ask why i have a whole wall of hand pics in my room im pulling a kagamine rin fear garden on their asses >:^D#i'm obsessed with the concept of it;;; just the thought of staff-san asking the suno men for a hand janken photoshoot is creasing me up xD#and tbf we're gonna get regular 9-nin photos included so if the 18 other cards aren't ur thing then. u still win. i for one got gobsmacked#at the '27' number and thought i was tripping at first like holy hell that's a LOT#i really want the alternate jackets too esp since i wasnt able to get the face card accordion from The Best LE A since i only bought reg đ„Č#bonus rambling aside...the cd designs look so cool as well!!! the floor plans + haunted furniture + security cameras are perfectly on theme#and i love how they matched it to each respective edition cover like that is peak right there đđđ#i'm really excited for next month to roll around but for now i'm awaiting my RAYS DOME TOUR DVD. philpost don't let me down again pls ;-;#snow man#snow man jpop#ăčăăŒăăł#sakuma daisuke#starto entertainment#i really need to come up with a personal ramblings tag hmmm#mine#snow mania.txt
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Impatient and waiting for my donations from Sing It to get to my account but it's fine- i can totally be patient. Totally.
#lowkey have got a lot of them to#ive only been playing the game for three days though#roblox#Sing It#karaoke
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finally got perfection in Stardew Valley for the first time. Just in time for me to turn around and start a new world for the update rip.
Well this time I know. Make kegs early. Don't wait until all you have left is the obelisks and golden clock to start amassing your riches bc it is boring.
#my brother was like 'if this is your comfort game why are you min maxing'#and i told him i only started min maxing near the end bc all i had left to do was buy these thjngs#and he was like YOUVE BEEN AT THE END? IT'S BEEN THREE WEEKS#yes my young padawan. kegs are resource thirsty and i was a fool to wait. it takes a long ass time.#i sold all my possessions for the golden clock#sacrifice it all for the golden clock#just to delete the world the day after i get it bc theres nothing left to do lol#i guess i could have decorated my farm but i wanted to play the update and ive actually never decorated the farm b4 RIP#seeing all these youtubers and tumblrs with cute farms#oh how you would weep if you saw my farm
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 300
Adjective: Eviscerated
Noun: Phantasm
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Eviscerated: (of a person or animal) disemboweled; depriving (something) of its essential content; (surgery) to remove the contents of (a body organ)
Phantasm: (literary) a figment of the imagination, or an illusion or apparition; (archaic) an illusory likeness of something
#so i accidentally fell asleep again#same old same old#but my girlfriend and i had a very busy day so we were pretty tired by the time we were going to bed#we hung out with some friends and played magic the gathering (we played a 5-way game of commander that was LONG)#we even dressed up in fantasy clothing for the occasion#and i also gave everyone (including my girlfriend) a tarot reading#it had been a bit since id done tarot but it really is like riding a bike wherein it all just comes back to you while you do it#it was a lot of fun!#as for the prompt i had to kind of tweak it and make it work how it wanted it to#(especially cos 'eviscerated' isnt listed as an adjective online even though it obviously is one cos its describing a noun)#(which is something ive had to do in past so it wasnt too big of a deal)#but i like this prompt a lot because it suggests a vision or hallucination of someone or something that is 'eviscerated' in some way#despite there being only three definitions for 'eviscerated' that was more definitions than i thought there would be#so im not sure yet which one im going to go with for my poem (although if you know me im probably going to go with the disemboweled one)#i think this prompt fits perfectly for spooky season so im really excited about it#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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So many fic ideas I want to write,,,,,,,but no alas I must resist,,,,,,I gotta get SOMETHING going for my graphic novel so I can actually start drawing the thing before I write anything else đ
BUT ALSO WHAT IF I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THE SILLIES
#ive got three whole fic ideas i want to do right now but i cant#whisper court HAS to come first or its never going to happen#randy rambles#if anyone is curious. two are pathologic. one is the mechs#the mechs one is a very quick 1-3 chapter thing of that thing i drew a while back#where lyf and TS are the only ones left after DTTM#very short cause i cant think about it too long or it makes me sad but i still need to make it#just for this one scene#one of the patho ones is one ive been wanting to make ever since day 3 of playing the bachelor route#where its just. game mechanics. messing with the days and resetting them until things finally work#but maybe they never will but they have to keep trying#but i wanted it to be artemy pov so i was gonna start it months ago but i waited#and now im glad i did cause i didnt realize how involved clara was in their stories until i played her too#the other patho idea was one of those classic marble nest but daniil is fine ones#but very specifically fighting off thr pest and only being able to cure him with a shmowder#actually has long lasting effects and leaves him disabled#cause everyone ive seen so far just cures the guy#guys no. hes dying. badly. let him e disabled and let him be so fucking pissed that he is#trust me its funny#ANYWAY. i cant. i shouldn't. not until im at a spot where i can draw whisper court instead of writing it#but who knows how long thatll take đ#the fatigue has taken everything from me đ
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Seven Seconds


Summary: when Katie Jacob's gets abducted in a Mall, setting the clock for the BAU, who needs a legal favor, and it's been a year since the A.D.A. has know anything about Spencer Reid. Pairing: Spencer Reid x lawyer!reader Genre: pinning, SLOW BURN, maybe right moment?, angst bc i love angst wc: 4.6k! (i know so small comparing to part 1 bear with me) TW: cm canon typical violence, set in 05x3 "Seven seconds" (obviously lol), sexual violence, implied reader's dark past, glimpses of female rage. A/N: my idea for the serie is be taylor jenkins reid and have you question if lawyer reader exists or not (delusional bitch), english is not my first language and let's pretend it's proofread part I - part II - part III - part IV - masterlist
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Spencer sat on the park bench reading a book while playing chess with Ethan, brilliant kid for his age and good opponent, not good enough though because when he cheered âI see checkmate in 5, What do you see?â It took Spencer one glance to calculate all the movements necessary.
âI see it in 3â he answered looking at his book again, the kid turned around the board and moved the pieces
âWe've missed you out hereâ he said, staring at the board amazed.
âThanks. I, uh, I had to take a little breakâ
âHow come?â His hands froze on the book for a second before closing it.
Spencer had been clean for over a year now, it was 14 months and 2 weeks ago that he had freaked out after noticing his stash of Dialud was gone along with his needle. Where could he find more? Who knew about his addiction? Where was his stash? Who the fuck is Dr. Fitzgerald? Did you report him?
His first instinct was confronting you, given that you were the only person who found out his drugs that he knew, the first days he was a complete paranoid, he jumped every time Hotch called his name, or that Gideon looked at him a little too long.
At the end of the week he was thinking where he could find more, and when that thought scared him, he called the number of the card you had left in the same pocket his drugs used to be.
âHello this is Dr. Fitzgeraldâ said a calm voice, it was 10 p.m. so there was a higher chance of going to voicemail, but he got an answer and the tremor of his hands got a little worse. Was it the anxiety or the withdrawal?
âUmm hello.. this is.. Dr.. this is Spencer Reid and someon-""I've been waiting for your call Dr Reidâ the other line interrupted, he froze for a second.
âI used to play with a co-worker friend of mine. He's probably the best mind I ever went up against. One day, he just decided that he didn't want to play anymore.â
Fast forward, she helped him get clean and stay clean after Gideon left, getting tested regularly, and gave him the contact of the help group of FBI addicts. He was better, he was alive.
âSo you gave up, too?â
âJust the opposite. I attempted to play Through every permutation of moves on a chessboard.â
âThat's an infinite number of games.â
âIt's not infinite. It's just- it's exponentially large.â
âYou couldn't have played through them all.â
âThere's an average of 40 moves per chess game, And I'll tell you somethingâ the more I played, The more I realized that every single match every single chess game, Is really just a simple variation on the exact same theme. You know? It's aggressive opening, Patient mid-game, inevitable checkmate, And I realized why my friend quit. He was tired of repeating the same patterns And expecting a different outcome.â
âThat's because you haven't come up on Fridays or Mondays in a whileâ the way his eyebrows went up along his voice tone made him feel like he knew something that he didn't.
His eyebrows furrowed âWhat do you mean?â
âThere's this great player who comes around those days, she even brings the best pastries, and her games is similar to yours, always two or three moves ahead, she always beats everyone here⊠i think her boyfriend called her Buzz or something like that, like the Toy Story characterâ
âBuzz?⊠i don't really remember anyone with that nicknameâ
âItâs probably not that one but you don't know her because she started coming like 8 months ago.. I'm sure you have a lifetime of chess strategy in your head that you're just sitting on, but when you meet her?â He made a dramatic pause âYou'll have to play it.â
He glances at his watch to realize his 15 minute break is coming to an end. âI still use it. I just, uh... I apply it differently. I have to go. It's good seeing you.â
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That evening, the BAU was called in for a local caseâa little girl, Katie, had been kidnapped from a busy mall. A week earlier, another girl had been taken from the same location and found dead hours later. Now, they were all racing against the clock.
Katieâs parents were desperate. As any parents would be in this situation, right? But when Hotch asked the father if either of them was having an affairâa routine question in abductionsâthe man took offense. Deep offense. So much so that he refused to let the FBI search their house.
Now, what kind of parent refuses to help the police find their missing child?
In a small surveillance room, Morgan and Reid sat with Garcia, who was visibly frustrated by the mallâs ancient security system. They were surrounded by screens displaying grainy footage from different anglesâwell, almost every angle. They had a single glimpse of Katie in one video, and then, seven seconds later, she was gone.
JJ and Prentiss were with the mother, aunt, and uncle, trying to get a read on the family dynamic. Meanwhile, Morgan and Reid had conducted a cognitive interview with Katieâs cousin. It had led nowhere.
âThe family has refused permission to search the house,â Hotch announced as he stepped into the room.
âWhat do you mean they denied?â Morganâs frustration was evident. âYour only child goes missing, and you refuse to collaborate?â
No one disagreed. They were all thinking the same thing.
âThe cousin didnât say much,â Reid added. âHe was too distracted in the game room to notice anything.â
Hotch exhaled sharply. âIâll speak to the detectives, see if we can get a warrant.â His tone was firm, but they all knew time wasnât on their side.
Garcia adjusted her glasses. âSir, I mean this in the best way possible, but itâs almost 8 p.m. I donât think-â
âIâll handle it,â Morgan interrupted.
All Reid and Garcia turned to him with identical looks. What do you mean you will handle it?
Hotchâs eyebrows furrowed, but after a moment, he gave a small nod and walked away. Morgan was already pulling out his phone.
âI have a contact,â he explained, dialing.
He put the phone on speaker. It rang once. Twice. On the third ring, a voice answeredâsharp, direct, and all business.
âA.D.A. Woodvale.â
Reid went rigid.
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It was late in the office; most people had already gone home, including your assistant Molly. All but Austin, who was still there because he had a lead on one of your cases. You knew he was still hanging around because, over a year ago, when someone had snuck into your office to harm you, youâd become a little paranoid. Youâd gotten better, but Austin insisted on keeping you company, especially since your car was in the mechanicâs.
You were reviewing a legal brief, pen in hand, skimming the margins to jot down notes when the desk phone rang. Without looking up, you hit the speaker button with the tip of the pen.
âA.D.A. Woodvale.â
There was a beat of silence before a familiar voice cut inâsmooth, direct, urgent.
Morgan called your name âHey. We need a warrant. Fast.â You blinked, setting the pen down.
Reid and Garcia exchanged glances as Morgan jumped in without hesitation.
âKatie Jacobs. Eight years old. Abducted from a mall earlier tonight,â Morgan started, all business. âAnother girl was taken from the same place a week agoâshe was found dead hours later. Weâre working against the clock.â
You frowned, swirling the pen, going through the multiple scenarios. You had heard about last weekâs case, and how slow the police had moved back then.
âWeâve got mall surveillance footage,â Morgan pressed. âAt first, we thought she just vanished, but Garcia finally pulled something from one of the side corridors. Katie wasnât taken by forceâshe was walking calmly with someone.â
Your fingers tightened slightly around her pen. âSomeone she knows.â
âExactly,â Morgan confirmed. âThat narrows it down to family or close acquaintances.â They all shared a silent thought. Family.
We know theyâre hiding something,â Morgan corrected. âWe just donât have the probable cause to kick the door down.â
Garcia watched as Morgan paced slightly, his tone firm but urgent.
âThatâs thin, Morgan,â Your voice came through the speaker, steady and unyielding.
âWe donât have time for airtight,â Morgan countered.
Your jaw tightened. âYou donât have time for me to get laughed out of a judgeâs office, either. Refusing a search isnât a crime, and suspicion alone doesnât cut it. I need more.â You understood where the suspicious came from, how are you supposed to help them if they had nothing?
There was a pause. A beat of silence. Then, another voiceâone you hadnât heard in over a year.
â99% of abducted children who are killed due within the first 24 hoursâ He cleared his throat, willing his voice to stay even. Spencer Reid. â75% within the first 3 hours, and what only law enforcement knows is Jessica Davis joined the 44% of children who are abducted and killed within the first hour. Weâre already past the three-hour mark. If we donât act now, statistically speakingââ
âThe likelihood of recovery drops exponentially,â You sighed, already standing up, ignoring how his voice sounded. So different. So⊠clean.
Your gaze flicked to the clock. 8:06 p.m. Damn it.
You grabbed a blank warrant form from her drawer and reached for a pen. âSend me the address and everything else you have. Give me 20 minutes.â
Click. You didnât have time for goodbyes.
Austin raised an eyebrow from his seat. âGuess youâre not going home anytime soon.â
You didnât look up as you started writing. âI never was.â
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The courthouse was mostly deserted at this hour. The fluorescent lights hummed quietly, and the stillness of the evening was only interrupted by the sharp click of your heels on the polished floors followed by Austinâs boots toward the judgeâs chambers.
âYou sure you donât want me to take this one? Sweet-talk her maybe?â he teased.
You shot him a look. âYou think Judge Holloway is the type to be charmed? Plus, youâre a private investigator, not a lawyer.â Â
âSheâs not gonna like you showing up this late.â Â
You didnât miss a beat. âIf sheâs still up, sheâll make time for this.â Â
Taking a steadying breath as you stopped in front of the door, you quickly ran through your notes, making sure you had every detail in order. Then, without hesitation, you pushed through the heavy wooden doors of Judge Evelyn Hollowayâs chambers. Â
Inside, the judge barely glanced up from her paperwork. âYou have two minutes, Woodvale.â
Stepping forward, you set the warrant request on the desk. âYour Honor, I apologize for the late hour, but we have a child abduction case weâre working against the clock. A young girl, Katie Jacobs, was taken from a mall over three hours ago. Weâve obtained surveillance footage showing her walking with an individualâsomeone she likely knows. We believe the family is withholding information, and theyâve refused to allow us to search the residence.â
The judge narrowed his eyes, folding her hands on the desk. âAnd what do you propose I do about it? What evidence do you have to warrant a search?â
You kept your voice steady. âWe have footage of the girl with someone who wasnât a stranger, Your Honor. The parents are refusing cooperation, and the father was evasive when asked about possible affairs, which raises red flags about his involvement.â
Holloway sighed, leaning back in her chair. âThatâs thin.â You were ready for that.
âI have the full footage from the mall security, including a timestamp showing the precise time the girl went missing. She is last seen walking calmly with someone she knows, most likely family.â
There was a brief pause, and for a second, you thought you were about to lose her. So you pulled Reidâs words from memory, adjusting them just enough to make them your own.
âTime is working against us. Statistics show that 99% of abducted children who are murdered lose their lives within the first 24 hours 75% within just the first three. And only law enforcement-â
She cut you off with a raised hand, signaling you to stop.
The judge exhaled through her nose, it was late and you were rambling about statistics and you knew she wanted you out as soon as possible when you started citing numbers. So pushing himself out of her chair with a slight groan. âFine. Get me the paperwork. Iâll sign itâbut you better have your ducks in a row.â
You nodded, her demeanor unflinching. âThank you, Your Honor.â
As you turned to leave, you couldnât help but feel the weight of the hours ahead of you. But you were used to thisâfighting against the clock.
âLetâs move,â motioning to Austin. He gave you a small nod. âYou got it.â
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Exactly 15 minutes after the call, 5 minutes earlier than promised, Morganâs phone rang. He answered it without even looking.Â
"You got your warrant. I'll meet you there," Alexâs voice came through, crisp and businesslike, just as expected.
Morgan exhaled, his relief barely hidden. "Thank you, Woody."
He paused for a moment before adding, "I owe you one," then hung up, turning to Reid.
âTell Hotch weâre heading to the Jacobsâ house,â he instructed, already moving toward the door.
Spencer had been timing her. It wasnât the first time he'd gotten caught up in the tense waiting game of law and order, but the pressure of it had a different weight today. The memory of your voice, clear and resolute, echoed in his mind, sharper than before.
For Reid, part of getting clean wasn't just the physical withdrawalâit was the emotional weight of confronting his mistakes. The memory of how he'd lashed out at you a year ago still haunted him. How could he have been so cruel? The hurt in your eyes, the way he dismissed you, the way it all spiraled⊠it wasnât just the drugs that had made him say those things. And the fury he saw when you looked at him, Dialuid in hand, how you looked like a timing bomb when he was trying to see if he could talk to you, the tension in your shoulders, the lock in your jaw, the grip on the file. Heâd been battling so much more since then, in his mind, you saved his life by doing what he couldn't do.
Heâd rather die than relive that moment again, than say those things. And yet, here he was, standing in the middle of another chaotic case, still carrying that guilt with him. He stayed behind Morgan for just a beat before pushing down his feelings and moving quickly.Â
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The engine of Austin's bike rumbled to a stop as they pulled up in front of the house, where Morgan and Reid were standing in front of the black SUV. You slid off the back with practiced ease, taking off the helmet and letting your hair fall loose.
Austin followed your lead, taking his helmet off with a groan. âSo, what exactly are we looking for?â
You shot him a quick, sidelong glance, handing him the helmet, keeping your expression flat knowing heâs about to be a drama queen. âYouâre not coming inside. The warrantâs for FBI and police only. Not P.I.s includedâ
Austin paused, a mock pout crossing his face. âExcuse me? I just got you here, through all that traffic, risking myself to get a speeding ticket and now I donât get to search? This is the second time in the night that you P.I. shaming me. Do you hate me?â
âIf I hated you I wouldnât have bailed your ass out of jail⊠twiceâ you remark the last part. He had a talent for sticking his foot where he shouldnât be, maybe thatâs what makes him good at his job.
âYou act like you wouldnât do it a third timeâ he was mocking, but he was right, something you would never admit to him.Â
You start walking to the house âMhm.â you hum rolling your eyes, heading towards where Morgan and Reid were.Â
You didn't expect him to be there, or maybe you did, maybe you wanted to see him and know what had happened to him since the last time you saw him. They were looking at you, Morgan with a curious already-profiling-you stare, while Reid expression was more⊠cautious. He looked so different, his cheekbones were prominent in an attractive way and not sickly, he had put on some healthy weight and was not fidgety. You were not mad anymore, because of course at the moment the hurt had turned into rage like it always does for you, but it was more because of phantoms than anything else.Â
âGot your golden ticketâ you said, avoiding Reidâs gaze as you pulled the warrant from the inner pocket of your gray coat and swung it toward them.
Morgan nodded âYou staying?â He gestured with his head to Austin who was leaving.
âI have to make sure you find something, otherwise the judge will have my head for this,â you said dryly, shrugging as though the threat didnât bother you, but there was a flicker of seriousness behind your words. You were only talking to him, which felt rude because Reidâs stare was locked in your profile.Â
Reid was thinking how pretty you looked, how the black vest suited you, and he couldnât ignore the fact you had changed your brown bag to a black one that looked nothing like his. Your white shirt and gray coat gave you an older, wiser look, but as Reid analyzed your features, he realized he didnât even know how old you were. You couldnât be older than him. Serious, sharp, and young... How was it possible for someone that young to be the A.D.A.?
Reidâs mind couldnât let go of the numbers. The average age of an Assistant District Attorney in the U.S. is 36. You couldnât be older than 25, and yet you were already in that position.
You glanced at him for a moment before stepping inside the house, feeling the weight of his stare. The look made him snap out of his trance-like state, and of course, his eidetic memory hated him, because for that brief second, he remembered how you had looked at him a year ago.
Morgan nodded and thanked you again before he and Reid walked into the house. You left the warrant on the hall table with a deliberate touch, your fingers lingering for just a momentâas if to remind yourself that you werenât entirely done with this.
âSomebody lit a fire last night,â you heard Reid say.
âWell, there are dirty dishes for three in the kitchen, so they eat together as a family.â Morganâs voice carried from the other room as they moved through the house, taking in the details.
If Katie was in danger, the signs wouldnât be in plain sight. You had to look where they hidâwhere children kept their secrets. Their bedrooms.
âHey, my favorite movie from when I was a kid.â Reid held up a DVD, turning it in his hands before pulling it from the player just as you passed by him, tugging on latex gloves before heading upstairs, you did feel a little guilty for not even looking or talking to him, but it was something you did unconsciously.Â
âSo they watch movies together, too,â Morgan mused. They were starting to build a picture of the familyâs dynamic.
âBy a fireplace in a house thatâs straight out of a catalog,â Reid added. âNorman Rockwell couldnât have painted this any cozier.â
âThatâs what worries me.â There was weight in Morganâs voice. A tension that sat between them.
Upstairs, you searched through the rooms with careful precision.
When you first became a lawyer, you made a promiseânever ignore a sign. Since then, you have gone further. You didnât just refuse to ignore them; you searched for them. Hollow eyes. Unexplained bruises. Small bloodstains. You looked for them in teenagers, in young adults, in the elderly. But nothingânothingâwas more painful than a child who couldnât speak up.
Because they were small. Because someone older, someone stronger, was hurting them. There's nothing more hurtful than not being able to speak out, to say something and stand up for yourself. Except when someone didâsomeone saw the bruises, the fear, the signsïżœïżœand they looked away deliberately. Because a childâs pain was inconvenient. Because it came with a mountain of paperwork no one wanted to touch.
You had spent your whole life making sure you never looked away.
Thatâs why you were hunched over the small desk in Katieâs bedroom, flipping through her drawings when Morgan and Reid entered the room. They started searching, their movements efficient and methodical.
âKatieâs been wetting her bed,â Reid said as he lifted the duvet, inspecting the mattress beneath it.
âA lot of six-year-olds do. Could be bad dreams,â Morgan replied, crouching beside you as he sifted through a pile of toys.
You considered that possibilityâit was perfectly logical. In a perfect world.
âSome kids wonât get up at night because theyâre afraid of the dark,â Reid added, his tone careful. Almost knowing.
âOr it could be a lot more complex than that.â
Morgan had found a doll. Not a Barbie missing a shoe or one that had simply been played with too much. Noâthis doll was different.
Its hair had been hacked off, jagged strands sticking out unevenly. Red marker smeared across its face like smeared blood. Its clothes were yanked askew, twisted, and wrong.
âMost girls covet their dolls like an extension of themselves.â He took the doll in his hands like it was made of fine glass.Â
âReid, I know these signs-â acting out on her toys, wetting the bed. She's obviously covering up something about that necklace.â
âAnd her cousin might be holding something back.â
âWell, this looks more like a man than a boy to me,â you said, holding up a drawing of a tall, shadowy figure towering over a small, crying child.
Morgan took it from your hands, his expression hardening as he analyzed the image.
âPsychology says drawing is a childâs way of channeling their inner world. Look at the strokesâhow harsh they are,â you pointed to the dark, jagged lines forming the tall figure, then traced your finger over the smaller one. âAnd this looks like Katie to me. She forgot to draw the hands, which means she feels powerless⊠helpless.âÂ
Morgan took his phone out, dialing up âHotch, we think Katieâs being molested,â Morgan said, his voice clipped. âAnd we both know the odds.â
A brief silence. Then Hotchâs response, firm and certain. âMost likely by someone under the same roof.â
He hung up, and both men started toward the door, their movements brisk with purpose. But you stayed behind for a moment, rooted in place, taking in the scene. Trying to quiet the distant sirens that echoed in your mind, the same ones always shouting when you were face to face with these situations. A loud pauseâmaybe out of respect for Katie and her pain, for everything she had been forced to endure.
From the doorway, Spencer glanced back. The dim light from the hallway cast your figure in stark contrast, outlining you in shadowâyour form dark against the soft glow of the room. He couldnât see your expression, couldnât read your face. He focused on the way your hands curled into fists at your sides, the tight set of your shoulders.
And he wishedâjust for a secondâthat he could see more.
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You stood outside, leaning against the wall, arms crossed tightly over your chest. By your side were Morgan, Jeremy, Katieâs cousin, and Reid.
Turns out, Katieâs uncle, Richard, was her abuser. A disgusting son of a bitch who deserved to rot in hell. And you were going to make sure he did. He had destroyed Katieâs childhood, probably more than just hers, shattering an entire family in the process. His own son, standing right next to you, was collateral damage he clearly hadnât spared a thought for. And then there was his wife. The woman who had chosen to look away. Who had taken Katie and nearly gotten her killed, all for the pathetic, desperate hope that it would somehow stop her husband from creeping into little bedrooms at night. She deserved the same hell he did.
A stretcher rolled past, Katieâs small frame barely visible beneath the blankets as the paramedics guided her into the ambulance. Her mother clutched her tiny hand, whispering somethingâwords meant to soothe, to promise safety.
A young voice cut through the air. âI heard her call my momâs name. Thatâs what I remembered before.â
You closed your eyes, your mind already racing ahead. Your attorney brain was piecing it together, sketching out the battle that was coming. If the kid had heard it, that made him a witness to the abduction. His own mother had committed the crime against her niece. And God only knew what else he had seenâwhat else had been happening in that houseâwithout fully understanding it.
âWe get it, kid. Thatâs your mom,â Morgan said, his voice steady. But you knew the truth: if Jeremy could barely say those words to them, getting him to the stand in front of a jury would be another fight entirely.
The boy shifted on his feet, staring at the ambulance. âWhatâs gonna happen to me now?â
If God existed, He had already been too cruel. He had let all of this happen. And you knew how these things workedâknew there was a very real chance that Katieâs parents, burdened with their own grief, would resent Jeremy by association. That they wouldnât take him in. That he would be swallowed by the foster system.
You wouldnât let that happen.
The sirens blared outside the mall, cutting through the air with urgency, but it was the ones inside your mind that were louderâscreaming in the same rhythm, as if they were one and the same. Distant and deafening, they filled every corner of your head, drowning out everything but the grim reality unfolding before you.
âI donât know, Jeremy,â Reid answered, his voice gentle. âBut weâre gonna make sure youâre alright, okay?â
Jeremy didnât look at him. His eyes stayed fixed on the ambulance. âIs Katie gonna be all right?â
You wishedâdesperately, violentlyâthat you could tell him yes. That you could say it with certainty and make it true. But how could you give him something you didnât have?
âShe will, eventually,â Morgan said, his voice firm.
You exhaled sharply. The words made your skin crawl.
âIs she?â The question slipped from your lips before you could stop itâlow, bitter, nearly spat out under your breath. Just quiet enough that the kid wouldnât hear. Just loud enough that Morgan did.
Before he could respond, you were already moving.
Your feet carried you toward the police car, toward the sick, selfish bastard they were shoving into the backseat. Your hand shot out, slamming the door closedâharder than necessary, just enough that it cracked against Richardâs face.
Morgan watched. So did Spencer.
And for the first time, he realized just how much of a puzzle you really were.
Partially because, throughout all of this, you hadnât looked at him once. Not when he entered the room, not when he spoke, not even now, standing just a few feet away.
Partially because your eyes, when he finally caught a glimpse of them, were full of something he rarely saw outside of a case like this. Pure, undiluted rage.
Not just anger. Not just frustration. Something deeper. Something personal.
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NNN with the ACOTAR men
đ„A/n: surprise...! sorry for not writing for a MONTH ive been doing this. whoops.
đ„Cw: smut, nsfw, vague description of genitals, switch!reader. teasing
đ„Character(s): Eris Vanserra, Lucien Vanserra, Cassian, Rhysand, Azriel x reader (seperate)
đ„divider: @chachachannah <3
Eris Vanserra:
Eris is,,,, lukewarm to the idea to say the least. why on earth would he want to not fuck you for a whole month?
probably takes a lot of pleading to get him to agree ngl, but once he does agree..... HE IS MAKING IT
definitely lasts the whole month, no questions asked
there is no way his resolve is breaking im sorry i just dont see it. no matter how hard you tease him, Eris' only response is a noncommittal "hmm," and a devilish smirk.
he's definitely giving you a taste of your own medicine too- be prepared for teasing from HIM
he'd sneak up behind you and grab your waist, whispering filthy words in your ear about what exactly he's planning to do the minute the month is over... only to pull away and "tut" smugly
he's going to be soo mean if you give up, especially if you challenged him. the teasing is fifteen times worse, and on top of that he's STILL abstaining because even if you're not making it... hes seeing this through!
hes a lovable asshole about it.
"aw, can't even go a whole month without me?"
i feel like towards the end of the month, he'd get irritable and pent up. he has a high-stress life after all, and not getting any release on his frustration can take its toll. Eris would never take it out on you, but expect him to be a little more curt and snippy than usual
once the month is done though? be PREPARED. Eris is a lot more rough and intense when he's pent up, and would be adamant about making up on lost time. you're probably not leaving your shared bedroom for AT LEAST three days. even when you both aren't fucking, he's pressing kisses up and down your body and memorizing everything he didn't get to see throughout the month
i also see him being a lot more passionate at the end of the month. he won't admit it, but he missed getting to fuck you
overall, he'd last, but he would not like it and would make it up to you
"missed me, huh?" Eris coos, sinking into your aching hole. his skin is warm, almosst burning against your own as his tip just kisses that sensitive spot inside you, providing a tantalizing sensation of pleasure.
"f'course i did," you murmur, tightening your legs around his waist. your sat in his lap, completely bare, and his hands travel to cup at your chest.
"oh really?" Eris' gaze is calculating as he presses a nipple between two lithe fingers, rolling the sensitive bud and watching you squirm. "then why did you make me wait so long, darling?"
"mnh- 'was just a game..." you whine, nuzzling into the crook of his neck as Eris slowly begins to thrust in and out. you clench around him tightly with every roll of his hips, and his free hand begins to rub your clit/cock.
"just a game? well, why don't we play a game, hm? lets see how many times i can make you cum," Eris purrs, and you nod fervently. his eyed narrow, and he paused in his ministrations.
"use your words."
you arch your back, pleading for his touch again. "please make me cum, Er..." Eris chuckles at your obedience, before returning to stroking you, increasing his pace as he did so. "whatever my darling mate desires~"
Lucien Vanserra:
Lucien would not like the idea- he'd miss you too much, and i also feel like he has a pretty high libido in and of itself
he'd do it to make you happy, but i really don't see him lasting. Lucien would make it halfway through the month MAX. you tease him once and he folds- he's very whipped for u !!!
probably lasts at least 2 weeks, but after that he really doesn't pay much mind to it
sooooo fun to tease, in my mind he's the type to be unabashedly in LOVE with his partner and isn't afraid of acting flustered when you catch him off guard. he loves seeing you in lingerie and it's probably one of the easiest things you can do to get him to give in
i also can see him teasing you too- he's very flirtatious in nature, and if he wants you, he's pulling all the stops to see if he can make you break- ESPECIALLY if he gives up and you continue trying and to last the whole month
if you don't tease him throughout the month or give him reason to give up, i think that Lucien may have a sliiightly higher chance of making it through the month- but its still not guaranteed. like i said, he has a high libido and even if he doesnt fuck you he'll probably still end up masturbating
when it comes to the end of the month be PREPARED- he is absolutely waking you up at 12:01 because he "wants you so bad". its hard to say no to him when he's being all sweet and compliant, but know that it won't last bc he will very soon turn into a MENACE. if you can still walk, then he's not done
"you're simply divine," Lucien murmurs, almost worshipful as his lips trail up your navel. with each rise and fall of your chest, his sinful mouth travels higher and higher, kissing and sucking over marks he had left from previous rounds in a wanton mix of lust and love. his eyes never leave yours, his gaze reverent and his mechanical eye whirring as he takes you in, observing you as though you might disappear.
"perfect," he whispers breathlessly, crawling above your nude form and supporting himself with a strong arm on either side of your head. your lips meet in a sickeningly sweet kiss, and he rolls his hips tantalizingly against yours.
"mngh- jus' came!" you whine, and Lucien chuckles breathlessly against your lips.
"you can give me one more, hm?"
Rhysand:
i think Rhysand is a bit of a wild card, i think he would be into the idea at first, as he loves a good competition, but after realizing what it fully entails, he'd be pouty about not getting to sleep with you for a whole month. like, do you even love him anymore???
he'd probably make it to at least 3 weeks -> the end of the month
in all seriousness though, i think whether or not he makes it depends on how much you want to make it- if you don't tease him or don't try too hard, then i can see him making it with ease, but if you turn him on? ohhh he's not letting you go without making you both lose.
i see Rhys as kind of a hornball, genuinely it doesn't take much to turn him on, but it's whether or not you do it intentionally that really gets him going. like seeing down the front of your chest on accident? sure, he's horny, but he'll get over it. you intentionally bend down in front of him in a loose shirt, or flash him as a joke? ohhh he needs you now.
PETTIEST TEASE !!!!! you think you can get away with teasing him with no repercussions? think again, because he'll make you come running to HIMMM- he's sending you nudes through the mating bond randomly throughout the day, he's flashing you, he'll wear lingerie under his suit and tell you about it inconspicuously, stuff like that
Rhys is also quite touchy, i genuinely see him being like. clingy. especially when he misses you. what he can't have in sexual intimacy throughout the month, he makes up for in physical intimacy as he is practically almost ALWAYS at your side, and demands a lot more of your attention than usual. not in a bad way, he just loves when you focus on him
when the month is over, he's actually turning into a FREAK. instead of waking you up, he invades your dream, filling it with his own dirty desires so that you wake up aaallll hot n bothered. then and only then does he give in to his own lust and fuck you senseless
you awake with a gasp, feeling a sticky heat between your legs. your cheeks flush as memories of your more than pleasant dream fill your mind, clueing you in to the reason behind your own arousal.
"i see someone had a good dream," a sensual voice purrs in your ear, and you whip around to face the violet-eyed speaker.
"this is your fault, Rhys. i know your behind that.. dream." you grumble, and he lets out a velvety laugh.
"oh, but you'll never prove it~" he teases, but your having none of it. you waste no time in pushing him down against the bed, moving to straddle him and grinding down hard.
"s-someones being forward tonight," Rhysand hisses, hips jolting upwards to meet your impatient humping.
"hah- f'course i am, its been a, a month! i swear, if you don't shut up and fuck me Rhysand i will-" your cut off with a yelp as strong arms find purchase on your waist, flipping you over so that your pinned down beneath your lover.
"be careful what you wish for, darling."
Cassian:
loves the idea of NNN in theory... hates it in execution. Cassian is probably more overconfident in his abilities to abstain from sex than he is actually capable of in reality, so he goes into NNN ready to face it head on- only to CRUMBLE by week two because he just needs to cum.
lasts 2.5 weeks TOPS.
Cassian is always packing some sort of heat, his dick is big big, and he swears he's never noticed it until now. literally everything you do gives him a ridiculous hard on- it's almost embarrassing. its a phenomenon, the more he can't have you, the more he wants you!
Cassian could probably withstand torture, but can't withstand your teasing. just a few lustful innuendos and giving him a look and he's down on his knees practically begging you to let him fuck you, just the tip, he promises he won't even cum.... (lies)
can not take teasing, but he's pretty good at teasing you- although not subtly. not subtly at all. comes up behind you and grabs your hips with two big hands, pressing his boner against your ass like,,,, hey. whispers absolute filth into your ear until he's borderline humping you, and is so caught up in the moment that he can't focus on anything (or anyone) other than you if you don't give in then your better than me fr
at the end of the month Cassian is practically in heat, he's nearly drooling with need as he shakes you awake, ready to beg politely ask you to just fuck him already...
rough hands gently cup your face, and scratchy stubble tickles your cheeks as your lover plants kisses all across your face.
"babe," Cassian murmurs, "its december." you hum, shifting slowly into the realm of consciousness and turning to look at him.
"and?" you tease, feigning innocence as Cassian pouts. "oh, fuck you," he grumbles, nuzzling his head into your neck, and you giggle.
"aw, the big strong illyrian warrior can't last a month without me?"
"f'course i can't. it's you, afterall." you feel Cassian's grin against your neck, and hum thoughtfully. one of your hands trails to his wings, rubbing gently over the sensitive membrane. Cassian lets out a strangled moan, rolling his hips desperately as he begins to grind on your thigh.
"fffuck, hun, jus' like that," he slurs, shuddering as you continue stroking is wings. "you're so perfect f'me," he mumbles, increasing his pace.
"cum for me, Cassian," you mumble, pressing a kiss to his temple and feeling his breath shudder against your neck. suddenly, he pauses his motions, gently pulling your hand from his twitching wings.
"hngh- hah, not yet- wanna be inside you first."
Azriel:
i don't think Azriel would care too heavily about NNN, if you were into it he'd do it but he doesn't feel too strongly about it- however, he is quite competitive, and will take it seriously if you challenge him
Azriel is making it through the month no questions asked. i simply can not see him giving in- he loves you dearly, but nothing will stop him from winning
honestly, your probably more at risk of giving in then him- he's teasing you worse than anything you could ever do to him, only to pull away last minute and watch you squirm with arousal. you're also NOT getting away with teasing Azriel because he WILL get you back ten times worse, that is a promise
you "accidentally" brush over his crotch? what a shame, he's "accidentally" grinding on you. you moan in his ear? he's dirty talking to you in front of your entire friend group. you wear something provocative? he will take his shirt off in front of you. he WILL get you back, and it will be worse than anything u give to him
at this point he's just downright Evil with his teasing- like he's coming into YOUR room, kissing you senseless until your all hot n bothered, and then just leaving!!! Evil!!!!!
definitelt tries to piss you off and get you needy just because he thinks it's attractive- the hornier you are the happier he is !
when the month is over, he's merciless. probably edges you and then overstimulates you for LITERAL hours, still teasing you and trying to piss you off solely because he can. however, he does reach his breaking point eventually, and when he does i DOUBT you will be walking for 2-5 business days because he will be ROUGH
the sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room as the scent of sex invaded your senses. your own pleasured moans drown out the sound of Azriel's cock squelching in and out of your aching hole with each thrust, his breath hot and heavy on your neck. large, scarred hands find purchase on your hips, and your thighs tremble as he forces you deeper into a mating press. he holds your gaze as one hand begins to toy with your clit/cock, his calculated motions bringing you to the edge yet again.
"uh-huh, y'like that?" Azriel smirks, watching as you writhe and moan. "y'wanna cum this time baby?"
"p-please! please Az, 'm so close," your voice is cracked and embarrassingly whiny, your hips rolling against his with every thrust.
"patience, baby," he murmurs, pressing feather light kisses to the soft skin of your neck.
"you'll get your turn. i've waited a whole month, you'll let me have my fun, hm?"
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do you remember me too?
pairing: sylus x mc reader
synopsis: love and deepspace was a newfound obsession of yours. you installed the game shortly after sylus was released as a love interest. it'd be safe to say he was the reason you installed the app. however, finals week was approaching and you had to say goodbye to your favourite game. not for long, ofcourse. but you decide to login for the last time to check the new event.
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Chapter Three
Badum! Badum!
Could someone's heart burst from their chest from excitement, ecstasy, and confusion? Because yours was about to. Either your eyes were deceiving you, or you had gone insane. There was no other possible explanation. Your mind bombarded you with relentless questions.
The man before you was Zayne. His freshly trimmed black hair glistened under the clinic lights, framing hazel-green eyes that sparkled like gemstones. His sharp nose and chiseled features completed that signature stoic expression. Had you died and gone to heaven?
You gulped, taking hesitant steps toward him. Even now, you couldn't fully believe you stood in the presence of THE Zayne Li. Who could?
What should you do? You'd already resolved not to ask him to prove his existenceâhe clearly existed, standing right before you. Nor would you show any confusion. While your family might excuse odd behavior, someone of his caliber would diagnose it as deliriumâthe last thing you wanted.
He scribbled in a file as you approached. Sensing your presence, he glanced up, meeting your gaze over his glasses. Is this how I die? Your heart skipped several beats as your breath caught. For a moment, you forgot how to breathe entirely. Your chest constricted while your palms grew clammy. Maybe your body was overreacting. Unconsciously, you pressed a hand to your chest, forcing a slow inhale.
"Look who finally decided to show up. Take a seat."
Holy shit. He talks!
You weren't mentally prepared for this. The truth was undeniable nowâyou were inside Love & Deepspace! How else could this be explained? Your stare remained locked on him. He mirrored his game counterpart perfectly, except he was flesh and bloodâhis ethereal mannerisms and striking features somehow more breathtaking in reality. How was someone like him just a doctor? Under these circumstances, that seemed the only sane question to ask.
"H-hi, sorry I'm late. Traffic, you know," you chuckled nervously, omitting the real reasons.
"Yes, I know. I also know you staged that whole disbelief act to avoid your fate." He gestured around the office.
"Who can escape the Master of Fate?" you muttered under your breath.
"What was that?" His expression, if possible, grew more impassive. He'd definitely heard somethingâbut how much?
"Nothing!" Play it cool. "So, the appointment..." You gestured for him to proceed, eager to escape this suffocating situation. Just an hour ago, you'd been studying for examsânow you conversed with Zayne. Not something that happens everyday.
"Yes, I was supposed to review your test results from last month." He emphasized "last month." Apparently, youâor whoever you'd replacedâhad avoided this appointment for thirty days.
"Oh. Am I okay?"
"(Reader), you should've come weeks ago. These results"âhe indicated the scattered papersâ"are outdated." His displeasure was evident, though it wasn't your fault. You were just inheriting someone else's consequences.
"We can redo the tests." Your suggestion worked instantly. His stern demeanor shifted to bewilderment. "We will. And this time, I'll ensure we get same-day results so you can't flee." His narrowed eyes felt like drills boring into your skull. What had your predecessor done?
Without warning, he stood and headed for the door. "Follow me."
You practically jogged to keep up with his long strides. "S-slow down, Zayne..."
He halted abruptly, making you collide with his rock-solid back. As your eyes met again, the reality of interacting with Zayne still felt surreal. He stepped aside, holding the door open. "We're here." The Pathology Department sign loomed overhead.
For what felt like hours, you followed him through various testsâexhausting but painless. Why would anyone avoid this? Finally, he asked you to wait while processing results, giving you precious time to process your situation. Zayne was real. You'd touched him, confirming this wasn't a dream. Yet your parents and sister existed here tooânon-game characters. Unless...you weren't the protagonist. That would explain the discrepancies. But if Zayne was real, then so wasâ
Badum. Badum. Badum.
Your heart raced painfully fast, breath hitching. Icy fingers clenched as conflicting emotions brewed within youâecstasy, terror, bewilderment. You needed to see him. Sylus.
"Your results are ready." Zayne's voice snapped you back. Following him blindly, you crashed into him again when he stopped at his office. "God! What do you eat?" You rubbed your forehead.
"It's not dietary. Spinal rigidity can stem from muscle tension, spasms, poor posture, injuries, trauma, sedentary lifestyle, fibromyalgia, chronic pain syndromes, dehydration, or nutrient deficiencies."
"You do realise you just diagnosed yourself, right? Go see a doctor." The corners of his lips quirked brieflyâa fleeting smile. Barely visible, but it was there. Youâd always remember you had made him smile.
Seated across from him, he frowned at the reports. "These show drastic changes."
"Well, there's a month's gap."
"Drastic changes," he reiterated.
Shit. Does he know?
"Excellent progress. You've followed my advice." He nodded approvingly. Advice? Whateverâyou were safe. As he handed you a discharge form, his stare became uncomfortable.
"Why are you staring?"
"Assessing my patient."
"That's weird."
"It's my job."
"Look over there instead." You pointed randomly, hastily completing the form. Amusingly, he actually kept gazing where directed. Beautiful and literalâjust like in-game. If Zayne affected you this much, imagining Sylus might stop your heart.
"All done." You stood to leave.
"Wait." Zayne's voice halted you. "Is everything alright?"
"Of course. Why wouldn't it be?"
"You seem...different."
That was the understatement of the century. You were an imposter, clueless about your predecessor. Before you could respond, he added, "Your handwriting has improved."
My escape route! "I practiced. Anyway, bye!" You bolted.
Outside, reality sank in. Zayne was real. This world was real. But unasnwered questions remained. Who were you here? What was your life? What did you do? There was no one you could ask without seeming like a lunatic. Defeated, you headed home.
"I'm back!" Your mom appeared instantly. "You actually went? How was it?"
"I went! Zayne said I'm fineâfollowing instructions perfectly."
"Wonderful! With the doctor's approval, you're all set!" Her cryptic joy raised more questions, but you feigned exhaustion, retreating upstairs.
Your room stopped you cold. Gone were your familiar belongingsâreplaced by game merchandise. Honeybee, Succulent Bunny, Comfy Peanut, Snowy Fox plushies. The bookshelf stunned you further: Types and Classes of Wanderers, Ideal Close-Combat Weapons, 50 Wanderer Confrontation Mistakes, Wanderers: Friends or Foes?
Before you could process this, the door flew open. Your sister leaned against the frame, arms crossed, scrutinizing you with a smug expression on her face. After a prolonged silence, she delivered the chilling verdict:
"You're not really you, are you?"
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ok. can we talk about going with ellie to the mall because i think it would be⊠interesting.
(fluff ân a little bit of smut so mdni! đ also wrote this ages ago and itâs so bad so excuse me!!! and reader is v fem)
ౚৠwhen it comes to ellie williamsâ i believe she will throughly let you walk her like a dog. quite literally following you around the shops hand in handâ to the point where youâre merely dragging her around. at first, sheâd be super chill and relaxed, but one hour later after seeing you try on the same dress three times alreadyâ sheâd start groaning on and on. âbabe⊠do we really have to go fucking zara again?â, when you tell her that you just regret not buying a certain top, sheâd be so adorably pissed off, her eyebrows all furrowed together, just thoroughly confused. she would probably want to stop and eat some food every 5 seconds. âzara⊠or mcdonaldsâ ,weighing the two options on her hands and clearly placing the mcdonalds option way higher.
ౚৠif thereâs an arcadeâ you know her ass is fully stopping in her tracks, begging you to come and play some games with her. obviously, you oblige, because sheâs giving you the biggest and cutest puppy eyes youâve ever seen, and maybe sheâd stupidly jump up when you say yes. she ends up beating you in every single gameâ and it's so painfully obvious that sheâs been there about 17 times already.
âellie, youâre only winning because youâre here every single day. youâre like a totallll loserâ you defend, after sheâd been gloating about her winning streak for 5 minutes straight. unsurprisingly, she just denies it. ïżŒ
âi swearâ ive never been here before, babeâ
âels, be honestâ you warn.
âokayâ been here like once with jesseâ
âonce?â
âonce⊠plus like fiveâ and at thatâ she turns around, and places her hand behind her back, so you can intertwine it with yours. sheâs sooo beating you in bowling.
ౚৠwhile youâre browsing through clothes â shed be hugging you from behind tightly, as she kisses on your neck and silently begs for your attention.
âthis skirts super cute, right?â you chirp, pointing at the plaid mini skirt and slowly tracing the soft fabric with the pads of your fingers.
ellie has her chaste lips right on your pulse point, and sheâs barely even looking.
you pick it up, and she moves closer behind you with her hands still clinging on to your waist. âcute, right?â â you can feel ellieâs smile slowly form on your neck.
âyeah, babe⊠youâre very cute. thought you knew that already, thoughâ
ౚৠwhen you pull out two pieces from the rack (amethyst purple & floral purple) and ask her which color will fit you better, she just rolls her eyes and huffs. âbabe⊠you cannot be serious they're the exact sameâ, to you, they are NOT. but ellie fully doesnât get it at all.
ౚৠput her in a gamestopâ and itâs like she won the lottery. browsing through the different controllers, now its your turn to tease and tell her theyâre all the exact same. put her in a NINTENDO shop and its literally over. her eyes are twinkling and sparkling, and shes borderline skipping through the store trying to find cool figurines. when she sees a bowser plushie (her mariokart main, duh) she picks it out so fast, and then tries to find you a plushie tooâ a princess peach or a kirby or whatever you want. she goes to pay, and when you leave the store with your two adorable new plushies inside the bagâ ellie fully side eyes you. she has something to say, and you know it. she sighs deeplyâ âthink theyre fucking in there?â
âif theyâre anything like us⊠theyre fucking in thereâ oh my god, babe⊠bowsers humping her ass, lookâ â
sheâs literally moving them inside the bag.
ౚৠokay, so youâre done paying at zara (with her credit card but letâs not⊠talk about it), ellie left about 15 minutes ago because she was tired of looking at the clothes and she said that place looks like a mental asylum. youâre walking out of the shop with the bags in your hands, and you see her sitting on one of the random mall couches with a random grey haired middle aged man. weirdly, they seem to be in the midst of an incredibly intense conversation. you twist your face because what the fuck and;
âwaiting for the wife, huh?â she asks him, manspreading on the chair with her hands resting on her thighs. theyâre both staring at the storeâs entrance, both sighing heavily. âthat i amâŠâ the old man huffs, and ellie chuckles to herself. âme too man⊠me tooâ
ౚৠfive minutes later â you find them talking about fucking bathroom tiles.
âi told her i wasnât going to do marbleâ but she fucking insisted on itâ
you walk a little closer, and ellie is still heavily rambling about floor stuff (?) you have absolutely no clue about.
âelsâŠ? ready to go?â you chirp, smiling warmly at the stranger. âgimme a secâ ellie looks at you from the corner of her eye, and keeps going. theyâre exchanging numbers because they need to start thinking about how to build a new patio, and he has some âawesome fucking tips, manâ
ౚৠellie places her hand on your shoulder as youâre walking away, and squeezes. âhe was such a cool dudeâ she remarks, with a stupidly dumb, satisfied smile.
âellie⊠he was like, sixty fiveâ
âso? we bonded, babeâ she shrugs.
âabout floor tiles?â you ask her, and she begins rubbing little circles on your shoulder as you both stray further away from the shop.
âamongst other thingsâ ellie chews on the inside of her cheek. should she say it?
âwhat things?â you smile sheepishly at your girlfriend, whoâs seemingly nervous for some reason.
âyou know⊠his wifeâŠâ she bites her cheek even harder now. she should definitely not say it. âmy wifeâ okayâ there it is.
her wife.
ten whole seconds of absolute radio silence pass. ellie thinks she might have said too much, but ellie doesnât know youâre fighting for your life trying to hold on to your tears that are threatening to erupt.
her wife.
âyouâre proposing here then, i assume?â youâre trying not to sound emotional, trying not to sound like your hearts about to burst out of your chest and start doing cartwheels on the malls pavement.
ânah⊠definitely somewhere way classier. like⊠bora bora, or the food courtâ
âfood court?â
ellie has to stop. ellie has to stop and hold your hand.
âyeah⊠so i can hide the ring inside your burger nâshit. then you like⊠choke on it, then i save you⊠then not only am i a fuckinâ hero, i also get to like⊠marry the most beautiful girl iâve ever seen. and she has to say yesââ thereâs no point in swallowing down your toothy smile now. âcause like⊠i saved her life, yâknow?â as much as ellieâs joking, ellieâs cheeks are burning up.
âwill you⊠say yes, though?â she balances her weight from leg to leg, and averts her gaze. mmhmâ what an interesting sign!
the way you place your hand on the back of her neck and kiss her hardâ thatâs definitely a yes.
ellie wonât propose to you in the food court, though. in fact, she has this elaborate plan she has been thinking since about a month into your relationship. that, youâll never guess.
ౚৠmall ellie is ALL pda. she doesnât let go of your hand like ever and constantly needs little kisses on the cheek. she bought you a cute new top? kiss on the cheek. cute dress? kiss on the cheek and on the nose. she doesnât want you to say your thank youâs, sheâd much rather you show them.
ౚৠwhen youâre at a lingerie shop⊠suddenly she comes fully alive. its literally as if someone infused her with seven shots of caffeine and she canât seem to be able to stop handing you different braâs, panties, and sexy little nightgowns.
âthatâll look so fucking hot on youâ & hands you the sluttiest thong youve ever seen. âthatâ will drive me fucking crazyâ & hands you a sheer bra she can imagine your nipples poking out of.
âwanna eat you out in thatâ as she hands you a little nightgown and youâre like âELLIE!â and slap her arm her because a 60 year old woman literally just heard her and looked like she was about to have an aneurysm.
âactuallyâ wanna eat you out in that⊠and in that too⊠and in thatâ oh my god look baby theyâre crotchlessâ wiggling her eyebrows and swaying the fabric in the air.
ౚৠobviously⊠she wants you to model them for her. itâs funny, how she didnât give a fuck when you tried a cardigan on or a hat or saw a cute purse, but now sheâs demanding to go inside the dressing room with you and stare you down in the mirror like a perv. she watches you strip out of your clothes and you purposely do it extra slowly, taking your time removing the bra⊠and now, sheâs just leaping out of her sit.
ânopeâ doing that for youâŠâ she unclasps it, stands behind you and immediately gropes your tits. she gives you sweet little kitten licks and kisses on the neck, whilst maintaining full eye contact with her hands on your boobs from the mirror, and you canât help but whimper when she takes your hardening nipples between her fingers and rolls them in her thumb. âellie⊠were in publicâ you hiss, bucking your ass onto her crotch.
âweâre not in public, were in a dressing roomâŠâ she whispers, like she knows best.
âplus, i gotta test these little panties out⊠sâfor you, yâknow?â
ellie makes you sit on her lap to watch it up close, until sheâs fully satisfied and is sure that they fit just right, and that she can see herself peeling them off of you. âgive me a little wiggle, babeâ, she rasps, as her hands roam over your naked waist.
âa wiggle?â you giggle, and burry your face in the crook of her neck.
âlike⊠grind yourself up against me. gotta test the fabric, make sure youâre⊠comfortableâ andâ of course you do. you grind yourself up against her thigh until you forget what you even came to the mall for.
ellieâs eyes are fixated on you, taking in your little silent whimpers as you âtest the pantiesâ out.
âthink⊠fuckâ think we gotta buy them now⊠soaked âem all up, huh?â ellie pants, as she helps you grind your body back and forth. when ellie looks down on her thigh, truly just to watch how your pussy lips swallow the drenched material, ellie comes to an extra conclusion as well. thereâs a sticky wet patch, almost heart shaped, over her denim jeans.
âshit⊠babe, look at that messâŠâ, she holds you by the back of your neck, and guides your head down. âmhm⊠gotta buy me some new jeansâ your breath cages inside your throat as you begin to stutter, âsorry, el⊠didnât mean toâ
âoh fuck no⊠itâs⊠shitâ so fuckinâ hotâ
anyways, mall ellie is a menace.
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GENSHIN BOYS WITH A FEM!THIN/UNDERWEIGHT READER???? ive always been rlly thin, so itâs not eating disorder related just a scrawny fem!reader
OOOOOO OKIE!! I've always been thicker myself so I hope I wrote this well! Thank you for your request and I hope you enjoy the characters I picked!!
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{àŒ»~Scrawny and cute~àŒș}
CW: Fem! Reader described as being very thin!, fluffy and sweet!
A/n: First time writing Gaming!! EEE so excited!! Hope I did him justice!!
(Includes: Lyney, Gaming, and Venti!)
đàŒLyney:
You tried to stay perfectly still as Lynette measured you...how had you gotten in this position? You weren't really sure, all you knew was that Lyney was special ordering you a outfit for his next show and he'd asked his sister to measure you, only she seemed a little perplexed with the results. "You're eating right? You make sure to have three meals a day? Maybe even some snacks?"
You raised a eyebrow at her, "Yes of course. Why do you ask?"
She paused for a second, her features not giving any hint to what she was feeling, "Your measurements are just very small, for a second I was worried you might need to eat more."
"Nope, I was actually worried about that at first as well, but I always make food and she eats it. She's just naturally thin, which is exactly why I'm thinking you'll be perfect for the trick I have in mind...if that's alright of course?"
You and Lynette turned your attention to Lyney as he walked up to you, his eyes sparkling with inspiration as you contemplated his request. "Hmm do I get a kiss after the show?"
"As if you wouldn't mon amour~"
đàŒGaming:
"Woah here let me get that for ya!"
"Watch your step, don't want you to fall!"
"Get to safety I'll take care of them!"
You'd heard them a few to many times lately, you knew Gaming was only looking out for you, he was a caring guy and he truly just wanted to make sure you were okay all the time...even if he was being a little to...over protective. Yes you were a bit scrawnier than he was...his claymore probably weighed more then you did, but that didn't mean he had to do everything for you..., "Hey Gaming? You know you don't have to do all that stuff for me right? I can do it just fine I swea-"
"Oh I have no doubts you could, I just figured when I'm with you, you shouldn't have to. Hmm how do I put this...you're one of the most precious things to me, so I want to take care of you." He scratched the back of his neck, a blush creeping onto his cheeks, "Maybe I was over doing it though...sorry. Promise i'll remember that for next time, for now lets enjoy some dim sum!"
đàŒVenti:
Venti wrapped his arms around your waist tightly and rested his chin on your shoulder, watching as ran your fingers over the details engraved in his lyre. He'd been teaching you how to play little by little everyday and now you could almost strum a whole song...but it still just didn't sound as good as when he played it, "Venti do you think one day my music will induce feelings like yours does? I want to play you a melody that leaves you feeling calm and happy, just like you do to me."
He smiled softly and kissed your cheek, his embrace growing slightly tighter around your slim waist, "I think one day you will make music that leaves everyone feeling calm and free, you have talent and a beauty even crystal flies would be jealous of."
You felt your cheeks heat up at his words and butterflies fill your stomach...one day. One day you'd play him a tune that explained every feeling just right and then when he held you tightly after, chuckling happily and making a joke about how he hopes he doesn't break you with his hugs...you'd tell him just how much you loved him and it would be the most perfect of days.
àŹ(à©*Ëá”Ë)à©* à©âĄâ§âË~Have a nice day!~*â .â â§
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Football Player!Ellie x Classy fem!reader
synopsis: As you and Ellie started to get to know each other, deeper connections started forming. And before you knew it, you were falling deep with the university's football team captain in ways that you couldn't even imagine, opening up your heart with the possibility of love at an unexpected time. But just as you began to put down your defenses, your world was shattered by the devastating revelation. Knowing that the kiss that sparked romance between you and Ellie was nothing more but a cruel bet orchestrated by her teammates.
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After the game was done, Ellie, along with her teammates, was bombarded by different school journalists to ask about the game. Everyone was encircling her, watching her speak passionately about the different strategies and plans that her team came up with while they were playing. She made sure to express gratitude to her supporters, along with Joel, Dina, Jesse, and you, of course.
Everyone watched Ellie in awe as she walked away as if entranced by her whole being. She has this magnetic aura that no one can resist. Even you.
The whole locker room was buzzed, as everyone was singing their universityâs hymn after winning, tapping and praising everyone for their cooperation and relentless training.
âAnd of course, for our best captain, Ellie Williams, we couldnât forget about the little speech youâve said earlier. It was⊠heartwarming.â Alex looked at Ellie with a pout while hugging herself. Everyone roared in laughter, making Ellie smirk and shake her head.
âWell, Iâm about to make my second win for the day, fellas!â Ellie exclaimed.
âAre you sure?â Alex wiggled her eyebrows. âI already have the 50 dollars in my pockets; Iâm just waiting for you to fulfill the challenge.â
âTransfer that to my account tonight because the party wonât be over until I kiss Y/n.â Ellie laughed loudly before dabbing her teammate beside her. Everyone expressed their excitement for tonightâs party, not noticing the presence of the three players from the Golden Lions, who had heard their conversation from the start.
The laughs and cheers in the locker room stopped as Ellie spotted the opposing teamâs captain, Natalie, along with her two teammates standing at both sides. They didnât even bother changing their uniforms, and Ellie could tell how pissed they are. And so she put on her cocky smirk, as she strides to them.
âThereâs a sign that itâs only for the Rising Phoenixesâ locker room. You three donât belong here. You know why?â Ellie leaned at Natalie, âBecause you all are losers.â She smiled before standing straight.
Natalie scoffed. âYou should really enjoy your victory today, Williams, because it wonât be too long.â
âOh yeah?â Ellieâs tip of her tongue traced the insides of her cheek, watching them with an amused face,
âMaybe we canât beat you in football-â
âYeah, thatâs a fact. Youâve tried everything today, and props for that because I could see how you all struggled to take me down. But failed, embarrassingly.â
âBut I know something that could ruin you.â Natalie continued before smiling. âYou should take care. Iâll see you soon⊠tonight.â She took one look at all of them before walking away swiftly.
Ellieâs eyes trailed their steps until they were gone from her sight. She scoffed, finding the interaction ridiculous. Paying no mind to it, she just shrugged and laughed without giving a single fuck about her rivalâs speech.
Besides, no one could ruin her.
âŠRight?
Ellie has been fidgety the whole time. She couldnât tell if it was her nerves fucking with her because she was about to do something that half of her mind has been telling her not to, or that her veins had been pumped with so much energy and confidence to do it.
Sheâs asking you out. Finally. And sheâs going to take you inside the stupid, crowded club that her coach rented for the night so that they could celebrate with whoever they like, as long as they wanted to. Heâs got the drinks all settled and even rented the best DJ in the town. But Ellie somewhat cursed herself for inviting you to such a shitty place because that is not an ideal first date.
âI told you, itâs fine.â You smiled at her before touching her leather jacket-clad arm.
âItâs not well thought off. I mean, I never really considered that taking a girl out to an after-party would be great. We could go somewhere else if you want to, tonight. Like aâ like a dinner in some private hotel, maybe?â She blabbered.
âNo, no, Iâm good.â You shook your head. âI want to meet your friends, too, okay?â
Ellie scoffed, faking her sudden nervousness with a quivering smile. The thought of you meeting her friends who knew about the bet involving you makes her head suddenly spin. She never really paid much attention to what would happen tonight, and it suddenly made her want to back out. Sheâs been cocky the whole day, bragging to everyone that she could just do it without batting an eye just like what they did to any other girls sheâs been with before. Besides, thatâs what everyone knew Ellie for.
But not this time; itâs different.
Something is looming behind Ellieâs back like a storm waiting to pour and wash her away, maybe even leaving her devastated. Maybe they were right â the field was her kingdom, but despite owning different battles, there was something Ellie couldnât have â you.
âThis is my first time going out with a girl. Yes, I donât usually go to clubs, but, something bad is not going to happen there, right?â You raised your eyebrows, waiting for her answer. Ellie swore she could feel a mini heart attack.
She answered with a shaky chuckle, âYeah, yeah. Itâs all safe.â
You beamed, âGreat! Itâs a date, then?â
âYeah. It surely is.â Ellie offered a warm smile before walking to you. She touched your arm, down to your delicate hands, holding it gently, slowly intertwining her fingers to yours. Her heartbeat tripled as she stared at it, a warm feeling gushing through her veins. For a minute, she completely forgot her sole motive.
Seeing how every inch of you fits perfectly onto hers made her want to just throw everything at the window and just be with you.
Everything was going well until Ellie decided to just think of the many possibilities to ruin it all.
You never really hate going to clubs, but if youâre going to pick between going into one or listening to Abby explaining astrobiology and neuroscience for hours, youâd pick the latter.
You are welcomed by the loud beating of sounds in the speakers, as well as the buzz of noises between the people dancing and drinking, of which 99% of the population you donât know. Being with Ellie made you two the center of attention as you walked inside, and suddenly, you were conscious of every single thing in yourself.
Maybe your choice of dress wasnât appropriate for this, or maybe they could sense how weird it was for Ellie to be hanging out with you, which is why they were staring.
Ellie mustâve noticed how your fingers toyed with the hem of your dress, and thatâs when she took your hands into hers. She squeezed it as she looked at you with a smile.
âHey, donât be tense.â
âI know, itâs just⊠everyone is staring.â You gave a glance at those girls who looked like they would rip your heart from your chest if they had a chance.
âTheyâre staring because they wish you were them.â
You looked at her and smiled. Ellie slowly put her right hand on your waist, carefully guiding you as you two walked slowly. Your heart leaped at her action, and you swore you could feel your hands sweating.
Ellieâs eyes caught her teammates drinking in a corner, and staring back at her was Alex, with her cocky grin and playful eyes. Ellieâs heart thrummed as she smirked, holding the glass of alcohol to greet her. But Ellie wouldnât let her see right through her. So she gave her best to show a cocky smile as if her head wasnât full of so many thoughts about this messed up game.
âOh, hey!â Dina greeted the two of you. Beside her was Jesse, who was eating a slice of pizza messily. âCongratulations, bitch!â Dina hugged Ellie tightly, squeezing her.
âThatâs alright.â Ellie pushed her friend off of her.
âCongrats, man. That was good.â Jesse went on to raise his fist, and Ellie went on to bump it.
Ellie scoffed. âDidnât even have to break a limb for me to win.â She said in a mischievous tone, which made the three of you roll your eyes.
Dina shook her head before turning her attention to yours. âHi, Y/n. How are you?â
You smiled at her, âIâm fine. Itâs been so long since Iâve seen you two.â You took a peek at Jesse, who nodded at you. âHi, Jesse.â
âHey.â He answered with a mouthful of food.
Dina turned at her with a glare. âWhat did I tell you about not talking while your mouth is full?â She hissed.
Jesse was about to open his mouth, but Dina immediately smacked him. He then went to raise both of his hands in defeat and slowly walked away.
âIâm just gonna go get our drinks. Will you be fine with her?â Ellie touched your arm.
âYes, yes, no problem.â You nodded, and Ellie did too, before slowly walking to where Alex was.
âOh my god, itâs great to see you again.â Dina grabbed your wrist, and you two sat in a lounge.
âI know, Iâve been really busy these past few months. Iâve just been wondering why I never see you in uni.â
âTell me about it. My schedule is fully packed.â She rolled her eyes. âBy the way, you and Ellie, huh?â Dina nudged you lightly, making you smile.
âYeah⊠I guess. I mean, is it always hard tagging along with her? Ever since Iâve walked inside, everyoneâs been eyeing me, and that is not a good thing.â You glanced at those group of girls who were staring at you while whispering at each other.
âYouâll get used to it. I mean, itâs Ellie.â
âRight.â You nodded.
âYou know whatâs crazy?â She asked, and you raised both of your brows, waiting for her to continue. âEllie thought you were straight.â
Your eyes and mouth widened in disbelief. âWhat? No way!â
âYes, way.â She nods repeatedly.
âIâm not!â You laughed. âI like both genders.â
âFigured it out when you canât stop staring at Ms. Nina.â
âMs. Nina.â You two say in sync before laughing loudly. âSheâs hot, though.â
âI know.â Dina smiled.
You sighed, looking at Ellie. And Dina seemed to follow the line of your gaze.
âDo you like her?â Dina asked you, making your head turn to glance at her.
âIâŠâ You opened your mouth, trying to form a single sentence to answer her question. But you couldnât.
Dinaâs eyes softened. You two shared a meaningful stare at each other.
And both of you knew that you were in so deep with Ellie.
Ellie reluctantly walked beside Alex while she was pouring drinks into the glass.
âItâs just one click away, and then itâll be transferred to your account.â Alex showed her phone.
âPlease shut the fuck up and donât ruin this for me,â Ellie said sternly.
âIâm not, cap.â Alex scoffed. âI would like for you to succeed, even though itâll cost some money for me.â She shrugged.
âThen go away and let me do it in peace. Donât stare at me like a creep.â Ellie glared while picking up the drinks.
âHow do I know if you did kiss her? I mean, itâll be too much if we all watched, right?â
âIâll kill you. Really.â Ellieâs jaw clenched. âIâll ask her to go out later. You can send the money if you canât see us for an hour already.â
âRight.â Alex laughed.
Ellie took one last glare at her before going over to where you and Dina at.
âWell, be careful, okay?â She overheard Dina.
âWhy?â
âI-â
âHey, Iâm back.â Ellie sat beside you. She gave you and Dina a glass. âItâs tequila, I think.â
âYou think?â You smiled before taking a sip.
âWhat were you two talking about?â She smiled before looking over at Dina, who was staring at her with dead eyes. Ellieâs jaw clenched as she stared back, the two of them fighting with no words being exchanged.
âNothing.â You answered. âJust stuff back then at the camp.â You gave a tight-lipped smile.
Ellie nodded, falling silently. Quietness fills the air for a minute, and you can sense the thick tension forming in the air. Your heart thrummed, feeling like youâd be sick. You took a huge sip from the glass, wanting to drown the thoughts of you liking Ellie away. Hell, you donât even know if sheâd reciprocate your feelings. Sheâs Ellie. The mighty Ellie Williams that everyone thought was out of your reach.
Sheâs far up high, and youâre⊠just there.
âIâm gonna go find Jesse,â Dina said, standing abruptly. âTake care.â She says silently, her eyes lingering on you for a hot minute that Ellie notices.
You two were sitting side by side, watching Dina until she went to the sea of people, finding her boyfriend. You can sense Ellie getting tense, and you canât fully comprehend why.
âIf she says anything stupid, donât believe her,â Ellie says, looking at you.
âWhat kind of stupid thing will she say about you?â You chuckled, finding her ridiculous. âHave you done something?â
Ellie swore she could feel her heart jumping in her chest for a second. Her breath hitched at your question, and she thanked the universe that you couldnât see how her reaction mildly changed because of the dim lights. âNo, nothing.â
âGood.â You took a sip once again, shoulders slacking down in relief.
âHow are you feeling so far?â Ellie leaned toward you as the music got louder, and everyone just started dancing.
âStill doing great. I like watching people do wild things.â
Ellie snickered, âWell, thatâs clubbing for you.â
You laughed.
âWanna dance?â Ellie stood up, offering her tattooed hand at yours.
âWhy yes, darling.â You smiled, and the two of you squeezed each other on the dance floor.
The music switched up to your liking as ABBA started playing. You took a huge sip of one of the drinks that the waiter offered to you, and Ellie watched in amusement. After finishing your glass, Ellie dragged you to the middle.
She sways her hips playfully, making you laugh hard. You took her hand and spun her around, almost making her trip. Ellie has never laughed genuinely like this but is glad to experience it with you. After minutes of tossing around, swaying each other, and singing your hearts out, you two decided to stop breathlessly.
âThat was so good. I never expected you to dance!â You nudged her playfully.
âMe either. This is so fun.â Ellie plopped down on the chair, resting her head on it. She felt you sitting beside her, mimicking her position.
The two of you didnât speak for a second, eyes only trained at the ceiling while still catching your breaths. Ellie took a glance at your flushed face and could swear that you were glowing. For a minute, she debated asking you the one thing she wanted to do ever since.
âDo you wanna go out?â
You craned your neck to look back at her, meeting her green eyes. âTo do what?â
Ellie shrugged, effortlessly lying her way through it. âUnwind.â
âOkay.â You stood up, and so did she. And the two of you slowly walked through the door.
Ellie glanced back, meeting two pairs of eyes staring right at her.
It was Dina and Alex, with opposite reactions painted on their faces.
You and Ellie sat on a bench, feeling the wind blowing through your hair, making you slightly shiver.
âDid you have a good time?â Ellie asked, looking at you.
âYes. More than I ever expected.â You smiled, staring right back at her. âBut I do have a question and itâs been bugging me after Dina and I talked.â
âWhat is it?â Ellie immediately sat straight, the sick feeling starting to rise in her throat again.
âWhy did you think Iâm straight?â
Ellie stared at you for a second before loudly bursting out in laughter. So hard that she started to clench her hands at her stomach, as she could feel it hurting.
âWhatâs so funny?â You asked frustratingly.
Ellie stopped, wiping the tears from her eyes before looking at you again who was now pouting. âWell, for starters, you look like one.â
âOh fuck,â You squeezed your eyes shut while chuckling. âIâm not, though. Just to clear things up. Iâm a girl kisser but I never kissed one.â
âThen youâre not a certified one.â
âOh, really?â
âYup, you still have to kiss a girl to prove it.â Ellie nods repeatedly.
âThen whoâd you suggest, hm?â You looked around, trying to spot someone. âThat girl?â You pointed out the one who was arguing with her friend outside the house.
Ellie grimaced. âNah. Think about someone close to you.â
âAbby?â
âNo, Y/n.â
âOh! Nora!â
âNo,â Ellie whined. âLike- like me!â She exclaimed, pointing her fingers at her chest.
Both of your brows rose, shocked at what your friend had said. âLike you, huh?â A small smirk started forming at the corners of your mouth.
Ellieâs freckled cheeks blushed hard, something that she had never experienced for years. She quickly looked away, unable to speak for a minute. âWould you kiss me?â She asked, her voice getting smaller.
Your head whipped to her side, looking at her. Sheâs still staring at the road in front of you two, refusing to gaze back at you. You lightly bit your lips before answering, âYeah. I would.â
Caught off guard by your answer, both of your hearts raced at what youâve said. Ellie felt a subtle change in the atmosphere between the two of you. Your eyes showed a mixture of curiosity and amusement that Ellie could not decipher.
The idea of kissing Ellie has never once crossed your mind. Sure, sometimes youâd think of her before you go to bed or admire her while sheâs not looking, but thatâs completely normal, right? Right?
Still, at the back of your head, you couldnât stop thinking what her lips would taste like. Does she kiss gently or roughly? Will she hold your cheeks or your hand? And why does the thought of it make you feel something?
As the two of you sit quietly, Ellie wrestles with a feeling of conflict. Sheâs supposed to do it â just simply kiss you, walk away like she always does, and then sheâll get the money. Sheâll get to prove to everyone that she can get whoever she wants.
And then what will she do after?
Ellieâs heart suddenly turned cold. She could imagine you resent her if you knew that everything was just a mere bet. That your kiss equals to her pride, nothing more. With each passing second, the weight on Ellieâs chest grew heavier, and her breath was rigid as she tried to weigh her decisions before taking action.
Ruin her image, or ruin your friendship?
As Ellieâs mind races with doubts and fears, she feels a hand gently touching her cheek. Ellieâs eyes met yours, and with a fleeting moment, before she could even register what was happening, you kissed her.
Ellie suddenly stood still, eyes widening for a bit before realizing that you were the one who initiated the kiss. At that moment, Ellie felt a surge of warmth roaming around her veins, and before she knew it, she was returning the kiss with so much passion and longing, something that she never knew she could feel with someone.
Your lips were soft, and they seemed to fit Ellieâs perfectly. Her hands were slowly raising your face, cupping both of your cheeks to deepen the kiss.
This was your first time kissing someone, not to mention that it was Ellie â the girl who was in everyoneâs wet dreams. And to your surprise, it did shock you that your lips had found a rhythm that perfectly matched with hers.
You slowly broke the kiss, trying to grasp air as it left you breathless. You looked at Ellie, whose expression you could not decipher. You started to panic, thinking that you had overstepped her boundaries.
âIâm sorry, I didnât know why I did that.â You said, shaking your head repeatedly while looking at her.
âNo, itâs fine,â Ellie said, holding both of your hands as she sensed how her reaction may have looked from your perspective. But before the two of you can say anything, the loud roaring of a car has caught both of your attention. You two realized that it was coming in front of you as the blinding lights of it were getting nearer.
You held your hands up to your eyes as you were squinting to take a look at the car before it stopped.
âWhat the fuck?â Ellie cursed under her breath as she saw a familiar figure.
It was Natalie, with a smug smile painted across her face.
âWilliams!â She said with a glee expression.
Ellie stood abruptly, irritated by her unwanted presence. You looked up at the two girls before walking beside Ellie, holding her arm with both of your hands. This made the blonde girl, the Golden Lionsâ team captain, Natalie, catch her attention.
âAh, I see. Did you finally do it?â Natalie asked, flashing her teeth.
âDid what?â Ellie asked in a stoic tone, not grasping what she was talking about.
âThe bet!â She exclaimed happily, gesturing both of her hands in the air.
Ellie felt herself drowning with a bucket full of ice. Her eyes immediately widened, and her palms grew clammy, while a cold sweat trickled down her forehead. Ellie felt the grip of your hands that were clinging onto her arm were slowly getting lost. She took a glance at your face, a wave of a creeping sense of dread clawing up her throat, making it difficult to swallow as she found you staring at her with a mixture of deep curiosity and anger slowly seeping into your veins.
âWhat bet?â You asked in a hushed voice.
âOh fuck, Iâm sorry.â Natalie scratched her head. âI didnât know that she hadnât told you about it.â
âFuck you, man!â Ellie lunged forward, fisting Ellieâs shirt with her strong grip that the girl almost lost her balance. Ellieâs jaw was clenched, her other hand was shaking with so much anger, and her vision was almost turning red as she struggled to contain her madness.
But Natalie did not waver, instead, she still looked at Ellie with a challenging stare. âWhy donât you tell her?â
Your heart clenched, and a sense of doubt was gnawing at her mind, slowly fully consuming her brain. âTell me what?â
Ellie did not speak, instead, she kept her eyes trained on Natalie for a minute.
âEllie, what was she saying? What bet is it?â You walked beside her, pulling her shoulder to make her look at you. This made Ellie drop Natalie.
A heavy weight settled in your chest, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes as you searched for Ellieâs eyes, but she wasnâtâ or couldnât look at you. A deep sense of shame washed over Ellieâs mind, feeling like her conscience was slowly eating her out fully. Ellie wouldnât look at you as she was afraid to see your face. She couldnât bear facing what she had done. Sheâs afraid that it might hurt her much more than it does to you.
âAh, since she canât tell you, I will.â Natalie interrupted, making your head whip at her. âEllie and her teammates were betting that she could get to kiss you for fifty dollars.â She smirked before looking at you from head to toe. âIt must be insulting that you only cost fifty fucking dollars when you look like that.â Natalie walked to Ellie, whispering in her ear. âI want you to remember this day, Williams. You might beat everyone in football, but no one is going to stay with you because you are a heartless fucker.â She said before walking away.
You looked at Ellie, a sense of loss filling your heart, leaving you with nothing. Small tears started streaming down your face, making you somewhat unable to see. You felt as though a sharp dagger had plunged into your chest, leaving you gutted and raw.
âWas that true?â You asked, almost in a whisper.
Ellie bit her lips, her chest feeling tight as if a weight was pressed down on her heart, making her unable to breathe. âIâŠâ
A small sound of notification sound from her phone stopped her from talking. It was a notification from her online bank account. The screen displayed the amount of â50 dollarsâ with a note:
âTake her to bed, and Iâll double it. ;)))) -Aâ
You looked at Ellie with bitterness and resentment.
âListen-â
You shook your head, stepping away from her.
âYou are not the person I believed you to be.â
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hey hey can i get paired too? my top artist is ive and my top song is ive's off the record, have a nice day! and thank you in advanceâĄ
if your top artist was ive and your top song was off the record, i'd pair you with...
reo mikage
AND
nagi seishiro

àȘââĄâčïœĄÂ° forbidden fruit
⥠a/n â for my spotify wrapped event! - masterlist -
⥠content â reo mikage x gn! reader, nagi seishiro x gn! reader, gn! reader, reader and them have been best friends since high school, set in future (nagi and reo still play together), in readers apartment, christmas time!!
⥠synopsis â you've always had feelings for reo mikage and nagi seishiro, but you can't...no you won't...ruin your friendship for your own greed.

Your apartment felt warmer than usual, though maybe it was because the three of you were crammed together on your couch, wrapped in an oversized blanket that barely managed to cover everyoneâs legs.
The soft glow of the TV illuminated the living room as the opening credits of The Polar Express began to roll. The scent of freshly popped popcorn lingered in the air, mingling with the faint cinnamon aroma from the holiday candle youâd lit earlier.
Matching pajamasâred and green plaid for all of youâadded to the festivity. It had been Reoâs idea, of course, to get a set for each of you. Nagi complained the whole time, muttering about how it was too much effort to change, but here he was, sitting on the other end of the couch, legs stretched out over yours and Reoâs.
Reo was beside you, a little too close for something platonic but not quite close enough to be anything more. He had his arm draped casually along the back of the couch, fingers brushing against your shoulder in a way that felt entirely intentional.
The quiet hum of the movie played in the background, but none of you were really paying attention.
âYou shouldâve seen their faces when Nagi scored that last goal,â you said, trying to break the tension that had been hanging in the air since they arrived. âThe crowd went wild.â
Nagi smirked lazily, his head tilting against the cushion. âIt was nothing. Just another game.â
âYeah, nothing,â Reo scoffed, rolling his eyes. âYou nearly tripped over your own feet trying to pull that off.â
âStill scored, didnât I?â Nagi replied with a yawn, kicking Reoâs shin lightly.
Reo glared but didnât move his legs from the tangle of limbs you all had going on. Instead, his hand slid down from the back of the couch to rest on your shoulder, his fingers brushing against your collarbone. It was subtle, but you noticed it immediately.
You shifted slightly, unsure if it was because you wanted to lean into the touch or escape it.
âThey only went wild because Reo set it up perfectly,â you said, trying to steer the conversation back to neutral ground.
Reoâs lips quirked into a smile, but it didnât reach his eyes. âFinally, someone appreciates me.â
Nagi snorted. âthey're just being polite.â
âAm not,â you said quickly, glancing between them. âYou were both amazing.â
That earned a quiet âhmmâ from Nagi and a softer look from Reo.
The movie played on, but the tension was almost suffocating now. Every movement, every glance felt loaded. Reoâs fingers lingered on your shoulder a little too long, while Nagiâs legs stayed draped over yours as if heâd forgotten how to move.
You loved nights like thisâbeing with them, laughing, teasingâbut the more time passed, the harder it was to ignore the undercurrent running between you all.
Reo shifted closer, his hand sliding from your shoulder to rest lightly on your arm. âYouâre quiet,â he said softly, his voice low enough that Nagi didnât seem to catch it.
âIâm just tired,â you murmured.
âTired from cheering for us so loudly?â Nagi teased, his golden eyes flicking to you with that mischievous gleam.
You laughed, but it sounded more nervous than youâd intended. âExactly.â
Reoâs thumb traced a small circle against your skin, almost absentmindedly, and your heart raced in response.
And then Nagi shifted, his legs slipping from yours as he leaned forward to grab a handful of popcorn. He didnât say anything, but the way his gaze lingered on you for just a second too long made you swallow hard.
They werenât subtle. Neither of them was.
But neither were you, were you?
Because you didnât pull away from Reoâs touch, and you didnât stop the way your gaze flickered to Nagi, wondering if he noticedâor if he cared.
The truth was simple but impossible to say out loud: you wanted them both. You didnât want to choose. You couldnât.
The movieâs cheerful music and warm holiday theme contrasted painfully with the knot in your chest. You glanced at Reo, then at Nagi, and then back at the screen, wondering how much longer you could pretend this was just a normal movie night.
But for now, no one said anything.
Reoâs hand stayed on your arm. Nagiâs leg brushed yours again as he shifted back into place.
And you all sat there, tangled together in a way that felt like it could either fall apart or come together entirely, depending on who had the courage to say something first.

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