#ive had this one planned since.. since
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A flash and it's born, a flash and it fades.
A flash and it's born, a flash and it fades.
#touga kiryuu#akio ohtori#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#my art#implied csa#yeah.....#yeah.#no one has anything to say#I planed this one out with the kanae and utena comics#ive got other things in thematic negotiation with the ones ive already planned and i would really like to post them all together one day#since the ones im planning are a more.....on the optimistic side#tho id say the kanae comic was optimistic#shine one kanae shine on#anyway im not sure it came across but Nanami at this point can read she is just slow at it and bellow grade level#partially cause both Kiryuu's havent been in regular school up to this point they've just had shitty tutors hired for discretion#Touga's about 14 here and Nanami would be 10#anyway touga is being mean about the reading cause he's gotten the impression it would impress Akio#it doesnt#but he does love to see exploitable interpersonal hostility#....yeah#yeah#comic
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Still very wild to me when people try to gotcha Jason with the whole "if you can kill other people for being evil why can't they kill you" when jason is like. One of the most passively suicidal characters I've ever seen. What if man
#augh i dont want to cw this because im just talking about The Character and i feel bad when i do it for characters but i probably should#suicide mention#ask to tag#while im here i do absolutely believe hes been suicidal since jaybin times. maybe even before just in different ways. but like#going into that building with shelia? yeah#now. i DONT think he was aware of it and if youd ask him hed say no fully believing thats the truth#but like if a ghost jaybin had some introspection time i think he'd maybe eventually be like yeah#his outcomes to him were have a loving parent or die and hes a very big fan of ultimatums like that.#but he doesn't fully see it like that as jaybin because oh hes a hero and saving others when no one else can is what heros do :)#ramble. ivee been feeling it lately yknow how it is#ive once saw a post saying jason was planning to die after the joker was dead in utrh and yeagh i can see that#he puts A BOMB in his HELMET#suicidal characters in the context of hero stories are so fascinating to me. the self sacrifice.#the not caring about your own safety as long as you save someone else. the pushing yourself#the way itd be so easy to make it look like they just fell in battle. to be considered a hero in the end#anyway ive been glancing at suicidal jason todd fics. how bad is it that im still getting mad about characterization#because theyre not killing him right#AND ANOTHER THING. since im here and i try to avoid making posts about The Character like this so might as welk get it all out#think about suicidal jaybin as well as the fact 80s bruce very much considered suicidal people/people attempting like#weak and lazy? yells at them? i think thats about it. Very Much. je seems to straight up just hate them#again very much feel free to ask me to tag this one ^-^'#and i hope no one thinks im being callous here im very worried about that. i just its a very important part of his character to think about#and its fun to explore as someone who is passively suicidal myself#jason todd analysis#anyway no one look at me i am in my corner just rotating him#WAIT to clarify i dont think jaybin fully realized Just becauceof the heros sacrifice thing. i made it sound like that i believe#anyway. if you read him as suicidal since jaybin times and go to ditf with that lens like i did. well. the post death victim blaming..
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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i’ve officially hit 500!!!!!! that’s crazy!!!
thank you to anyone who’s read, commented, and liked this work!! it’s my baby!!!!!!!!
if you haven’t read this before, check it out, my first fic that i’ve ever written!!!!
#i can’t believe i hit FIVE HUNDRED#this is insane to me#ugh writing this came out of NOWHERE i had no plan when i first typed it up#it’s grown so much since then and i feel like IVE grown so much since then#can you believe i wrote this in under a month???#THANK YOU SUNNY FOR SUPPORTING ME THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH#THANK YOU FOR INSPIRING ME TO WRITE AGAIN#THANK YOU FOR BEING MY NUMBER ONE FAN#i love you so big#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#itafushi#jjk fan fic#nobara kugisaki#ao3
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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
Start - Part 1 - Next ->
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🍕Team Grub🍕
Splatfest 24-09-2022
[Master Post - coming soon]
#doing a little thing ive been wanting to do since i first got this game lol#well when i first fell in love with frye which was around the same time so whatever XD#anyway#lets hope i can keep on schedule#the plan is to draw ALL the splatfests we've had so far and post one every day until the grand fest....#as of making this post (which is 2 days prior to scheduling this lol) i only have this drawing done. with one sketch of the next done....#out of 19....#BUT HEY#im not backing down on thisa >:D#i will go insane but itll be worth it!#cross my fingers i can keep on schedule still fjsjkaa#also so wish i could schedule posts on instagram but the feature hasnt reached me yet#which means yall fellow tumblerinas will get to see my posts first XD#splatoon 3#splatfest#frye onaga#gear vs grub vs fun#team grub#my art#saltys art#frye fest
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well that's just a lie
#ash plays bg3#bg3#gale#gale dekarios#personal#look. im used to the way he looks now. im cool with it. but she shouldnt be!#this was an interesting conversation tho. i know ive been leaning into him following his own ambitions but--#the dialogue options along those lines are becoming a lot more direct in a way that doesnt quite fit with how im playing#the gale that im playing isnt going around pronouncing that he's gonna take over the world (because that's not what he's actually planning)#so im not completely sure how to play this. i saved before so i can go through it a few times to work out what i want to say#(ftr i have no qualms at all about reloading in this game. i dont feel bad in the slightest. im playing this game for fun)#ultimately i dont think it matters too much what i say here unless i choose some really extreme options. which isnt my plan anyway#but it's important to me. im enjoying the roleplay aspect#it's also pretty funny that ive only had one long rest since the one where i fucked the emperor. i should be able to tell her that lmao#like hey yeah a lot's happened since we last spoke#but anyway if you say you're gonna take the crown yourself she says 'if it doesnt crush you i will' which is fun#gonna stick with the 'im not sure' option. and all my companions are saying such nice things to me about it :')#except wyll and jaheira. come on guys#and lae'zel but that's because she's been kidnapped so. rip. should probably make that a priority but i like progressing main quests LAST
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if the only footage youve seen of the game doesnt actually give you a good idea of what the game/story is like (like its from a parody video or is otherwise heavily edited for example) then it doesnt count as having watched the game and you should pick little to no actual exposure to the game. only interacting with the games content through fanart/fanfic/etc also counts as little to no actual exposure to the game
#tried to include as many options as possible but theres only so much space i think i did the best i could with the spacei had though#but i wish i could have had separate categories for if youve played the game in full or if youve only played part of it#since theres definitely a huge difference between playing one level and playing the whole game#anyway me personally ive played the game in its entirety up to the true ending and i think its good#especially good from a writing standpoint theres some very good sonic characterization in there#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic and the black knight#sonic polls#< okay making a tag for the polls because im planning on doing similar polls for other games that are considered bad
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well that's the worst nightmare I've had in a while
#we were at the grocery store and a shooter came in. my sibling and i were separated at the time.#they died. and i was theone to find their body afterward. so. that fucking sucked.#woke up and strted to cry bc i thought it was real for a second#dream journal#edit bc i dont eant to reblog it to say this but ive had time to process it now#i was the only fucking person who cared that xe died. the dream cut to after the shooter was arrested and we were preparing for xer funeral#i think the dream implied that yhe shooter was an ex employee at the store and my dad and i were trying to like. talk to the owners about Y#Your Ex Employee Killed My Fucking Sibling#and the manager or boss or ehoever just. didnt care. didnt have any sympathy#my dad was there. but he didnt speak. i had to beg the managet to feel anything for the child who was shot and killed in his store.#to pay for xer funeral? i dont know.#we were there getting a blind bag toy xe had talked aout going to get irl since it was a short walk there really#i was looking for those pink chocolate chips.#to make cookies fro my friends#thats why i eoke up thinking it was real i think#most of my set-in-reality nightmares hinge on something that Cant happen anymore. this one was based on Recent Events and Planned Events#i had woken up just before six. when xe gets up for school. so i stared crying bc Oh My God Xe's Dead Xe's Never Going To Go To School Again#i dont think ive looked them in the face at all today.
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Viktuuri week day 6: Love
#no one said love had to be happy#love can also be the indescribable pain of abandonment and longing because some times cupids arrow just hits at the wrong time#and i love making my little paper dolls suffer#i had actually planned on making all the pieces for viktuuri week sad or angsty in some way but i ran out of time and fluff is so much fast#but ive had this piece planned since like july so i was NOT giving it up#also this is the only piece with my trademark flower symbolism and i couldnt just not stick to my brand#the flowers used are sacred lotus; red spider lily and camellia japonica dahlonega if you wanna know their meanings in hanakotoba#look at me being nice#giving you the names instead of you having to figure it out on your own#i really do sometimes forget that other people havent spent hour long sessions researching flower language and symbolism#so like if you wanna know the meaning of a flower ive used in a piece just ask#i will happily rant about my thought process#anyway ANGST#yes i did take great pleasure in getting to draw every detail of this and especially his pained facial expession#AND THE HAIR#drawing the highlights gave me life#and just MMM i loved drawing this so much#yuri on ice#yoi#yuri on ice fanart#yoi fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#viktuuri week
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just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong
#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW#AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL#we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam'#like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things#i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE#so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr#and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle)#are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year#(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with#in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN#so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up#before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me#and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition#(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them#and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future#AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please#hella goes to uni
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Zora practice sketches Particularly proud of my jellyfish one
#zoras are still hard for me to draw so i though practice would do me good#especially since i set myself up for a whole storyline and domain of characters#ive had the jellyfish type of zoras for quite some time so im glad to finally start drawing them#That one is based specifically on the giant phantom jellyfish#the rest of the zoras were just general practice lol#i plan for the jellyfish to be a royal attendant of some kind#sketch#oc#my oc#zora#zora oc#practice#zelda#zelda oc#totk#botw#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#zelda breath of the wild#digital art#botw oc#totk oc
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also a few of my oc's as pixel sprites all hanging out on some random ass sidewalk hehe :3c
#the one in pink is super super new her name is celeste shes a trans woman who's a vampire that lives in a grave yard#plan on giving her boots instead of heels and making her skirt longer but this is what i have rn since she is just htat new#and then in all black is my guy Willow#hes a horrible man and is the oldest oc out of these 3#both in age but also ive had this oc for a while now so he's more develpoped then the rest#and then Isabella who's been around as long as WIllow but i thought up WIllow first#she's a trans woman who's also a witch but also so so tired of it all#anyways instead of drawing proper ref art ive made them pixel sprites lmao#they're super basic simple sprites maybe ill workshop some different pixel styles#this is jsut for now while im learning code and stuff jsut to have some pixel assets on hand#art#pixel art
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gasp!!!! i’m so jealous!!! that’s so cool that you got to see it though!!!! thank you for the pictures gornack!!
i’m sorry that you went through an ordeal. ☹️ is there anything i can do to help?
ACK HI!!!
The pictures in question:
Ur so sweet!!!! No the ordeal was irl, I already detailed it in the discord so I'll use screenshots(back means back to the hotel btw, and I'd been on a journey to get pics of bay filming locations!):
I think this is also one, but I'm going off street names. This is the first one I'd seen:
#i have a disability where my kneecaps easily dislocate with labor#i also have actual blisters on my feet for the first time since elementary school#owwie#UR SO KIND IM GONNA PASS AWAY#im here more than i thought id be bc im a turtle man addict sorry guys#yall wouldnt wanna know how badly this trip has gone fr#i had one(1) slice of zucchini bread to eat yesterday#also go to masseria cafe its so fucking fire oh my goodness#HI LUCKY HI LUCKY#you also wouldnt believe the butterfly effect development ive been making. the caiji x raph development. the scene planning#if you havent passed away from the cringe of my comic yet youre gonna love me fr#HEHEHE IM EXCITED TO BE HOME AND DRAW AGAIN#tuesday my beloved.....tuesday.........#gornack ask tag#and i cropped it out but my sister had been mean as balls about me getting myself “stuck”#ur also gonna find im a bitcher and a complainer fr
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Wait, would y'all be up to me just posting about my Sona who is literally just like- an embodiment of my favourite animatronics? SNJSSBSHGS
Might also post more about my FNAF OCS, I love them to bits GAH
#random thought...#got the idea bc my pfp is one of my sona's alts BSBSBSBSV#I've posted about her before but i draw her ALOT#she has so many alts and i plan to make more >:D#ALSO I WANNA POST MY OTHER ANIMATRONIC SILLIES#my other FNAF sona I've ALSO shown off that i soooo gotta draw more (the glamrock lolbit bean NYEHEHE)#and my second oldest fnaf OC ive had since i think 2016#my oldest FNAF oc who was also my main for a good 2 or 3 years i unfortunately gave away so rip#i also have a few miscellaneous ocs NSBSBSBSVVA
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im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal
#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫#like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it#but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like#this was the 1st time we were hearing about it#like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat#and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like#oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and#all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal#like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching#anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today#like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled#anyway#also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month#like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird#but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out#and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them?#my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless#also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans#(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out#again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either#also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas#ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want#anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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todays free tip to any fellow creatives or literally just whoever
if you get an idea, write it down
even if it feels like it might be stupid. even if it just a word or a line or piece of dialogue or a simple concept or whatever. just write it down
even if its not enough to stand on its own as a full piece, maybe you can add it as a part of something later. even if it sounds stupid now, it might be the most brilliant thing when the time comes to use it. or maybe someone else will love that little addition when you add it in. even if you might think its above your skill level, there might be a day when you look at it and actually say to yourself "im ready" and you know you are and you can work with it and be happy with it
just write it down
#ive had something very specific on my writing list since i started keeping an updated one from last april forwards#and today. its been like 10 months. i finally got a solid actual idea for it and feel like with everything ive been writing recently#i can do it justice and be happy with it#few days ago while scrolling through my list i thought about deleting that same specific thing cause i thought i would use it#and here we are. planning a one shot around it in a way i know im happy and comfortable using it#just. write it down. you never know when youre ready and it might come in handy#thats all. im gonna try to get rid of my body pains so i can focus on writing yay. i might need more coffee in me hmm#night is an absolute mess on main
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