#ive had these hoarded for months literal months

[houseofwolvess]

it's official, im no longer allowed to have anything as my own unless i hide it deep within my room

[mmmooorriii]

on my nerves [kaeya, genshin impact]

enchanting, you were. always the talk of the town, the one who dazzled under the sun. no matter what you do, it was graceful. whether it be as simple as shopping in the markets, or whether it be tearing down opponents triple your size, in everything you do, you shone.

that's what made dear, captain kaeya despise you. you were always so elegant, it displeases him.

"i, myself, cannot fathom how arrogant they are." he would say to a nearby knight as you walked through the halls of the headquarters, chin up and posture straight. ignoring the overt stink eye captain kaeya would give you. you never knew why he had disliked you, for it is proper that anyone shall do what they do while looking their best. he probably does not care for how his clothes are fashioned—judging by the horrendous fur piece sat atop his shoulders, he really must not care.

the quiet—on your half atleast—arguments that happen between the both of you is considered quite humorous by the other knights. the scowls you both share and the silent competitions that occur whenever on field, your colleagues find it extremely amusing.

captain kaeya and you, both, do not feel the same, however.

you have endured every tease, every comment, every rock or stick thrown at your way, you had put up with grace, and patience. you resisted, and calmed yourself multiple times, resisting the urge to just slice the poor captain down in half. albeit all the urges, you held and kept to yourself. up until now.

you had just finished your field work and was fatigued from the lack of help, due to the uprising numbers of hilichurls and treasure hoarders that the knights have been trying to get rid of.

kaeya spotted you holding onto the walls of the hall, a smirk finding its way to his face. "lazing about? that's quite unprofessional of you." he laughed mockingly, standing infront of you with his arms crossed.

you didn't know what happened but something snapped within you, a fire igniting as it was doused with the fuel you've been storing somewhere. without missing a beat, your palm met his cheek, slapping the smug grin off his face.

"i have been working all day, fighting hoardes alone, without relief or back-up. you have no right to say that to me while you sit in the confines of your office. i will not sit back and let you disrespect me anymore, sir kaeya."

kaeya scoffed, half shocked, half pained. his hand reached to rub his jaw, mouth agape.

"who knew you had it in you?" he squinted, an amused smile evident on his lips. you almost rolled your eyes, standing upright and smoothing down your clothes.

"ive always had it in me, you just irk me." you say, turning around to walk away. heart pounding in your chest as you balled your fists beside you, leaving a bewildered kaeya behind you.

he must admit, he liked the way you treated him just now. pink tinged his cheeks as he hid a smile behind his gloved hand.

a/n: *cough* masochist kaeya *cough* anwww... its been too long (A LITERAL YEAR AND EIGHT MONTHS) since i last wrote uhm... but im back! i guess 😭 love y'all! - mori :*

[monmuses]

What’s your opinion on call out posts? 

Name any three things about the rpc that bother you.

the be honest meme.   aka things you lowkey want to talk about but don’t because you don’t know how to bring it up. send me a number and i’ll tell you the honest truth. either a simple yes or no answer or a detailed response.

// *a double-edged sword on paper. in hindsight, it's a way to expose the genuine evil people in communities that people should avoid at their own discretion, but certain people use it as a weapon to hurt others. one comment i saw about this was that callout posts is a way for abusers to gain power over their victims, which... i have seen in action pretty fucking often.

// *overall? it's really not a good idea. at the end of the day, the only thing you gain is clout and folks who go to bed angry at night. it's a struggle to keep up with and a genuine nuisance to keep tabs on shit.

// *as for things that bother me in the RPC, there are... quite a few things. firstly; callout blogs - specifically in the RPC where people make sideblogs to hoard in callout posts of people in recent months as "sources" to look at. in truth? there's major bias on that end. there's different arguments on who may be right, but they're all situations that should be handled in privacy and NOT to publicly shame one another to see who crumbles down first.

// *secondly; graphics. i'm somebody who tries to make my own, commissions others, or practices using templates on photoshop, but people have set up this sort of expectation that having god tier graphics means you're a good roleplayer. it doesn't - your own writing quality and how you are as a person should dictate that worth on YOUR end. social status doesn't mean shit. how you view your own personal worth in the quality you put out should matter to you.

// *thirdly; OCs being treated poorly. ive had so many situations on my end where my own OCs being offered to one party has been left with a softblock or just straight up ghosted in DMs. let me clue some of y'all in about canon muses - THEY ARE OCS TOO. they were OCs once to a creator! literally what fucking difference does it make when an OC with a good story is offered vs. a canon muse with a very familiar story and franchise its from? i don't see it. for a community that preaches any form of "write with all OCs!"? some of you really don't follow that own rule yourselves. and it's disappointing.

[osarina]

Fyo, here I am again ^^!!!

listen, I have read the dazai valentine fic and honestly? I LOOOOOVE it like I literally felt like sobbing at the end 🥹🥹 despite all the things Osamu has endured in his life, he is so human, like in a way his thoughts, worries and dreams of proposing to his s/o sound so real [does this make sense? I really hope it does >.<] and even though his plans went down the drain AND the sudden proposal was from his perspective wayy too sloppy, you could genuinely feel the love pouring out of him which again show his devotion :( 🩷

[and the Fyodor fluff UGHHHHHHH I love this anemic little rat, I could lay for hours and caress his hair and smooch the top of his head]

last but not least: Im very excited and hyped up for the mini series with beast! dazai 👀👀 gonna definitely be here on 1st n 5th!!!! 🫶🏻

TUMBLR USER MIOBLOBBY WELCOME BACK I AM SO HAPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN <3333

omg fun fact about that dazai valentine fic -- i ended up panicking two days before valentines day because i had nothing to post for it, and word vomitted the whole fic in like twelve hours HAHAH it's the fastest i've ever wrote a fic that long out of sheer panic. BUT I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH IT I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT TOO he's so cute and messy and he's such a loser and he's SO human despite how much he believes otherwise, i love him so much, i always get a bit worried writing for him, especially from his point of view, ust from how complex he is but he'll always still be my favorite character to write i still have so much stuff to post for him that i have hoarded

I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE TWO MINI SERIES !!!! ive genuinely been itching to start posting this for a while now but i didnt want to start posting until i had the majority of side b done so you guys aren't waiting like months and weeks between chapters, but i finallyyyy hit the halfway point of side b last week so i jumped to start posting side a HAHA

[malevolententity]

join me on my latest adventures in crocheting! watching a new ttrpg! and passively absorbing a language! blacklist "a ordem crochet" if you dont wanna see these updates

SO TO CATCH YALL UP SINCE I DIDNT DO IT FROM THE START

i have started watching ordem paranormal (portuguese horror ttrpg actual play) after staring at it for about 2 months going 'i should watch you' but not being able to. i have figured out how to get myself to sit and read subtitles for hours at a time and ive decided that my trade off to actually pace myself with the story instead of bingeing it is crochet during it! because i tend to loose track of time while watching interesting things and while crocheting; i figured a good way to keep track and to pace myself is to tie the activities together! and i figured after finishing season 1 that maybe i should document it as i go so i know how long certain projects took and! keep a collection of my reactions to AOP. so with that preamble done time to catch yall up on the projects ive made so far and where abouts in the story i finished them! obviously. this means there are spoilers but i dont think anyone here really cares about AOP spoilers.

SEASON 1

so first off! surprise surprise i made another beanie and its a pattern ive done before! this piece took me the first 2 episodes of season 1 to complete so about 9 hours went into this hat!

at this point i was really loving the entire cast. the world is fascinating to me as ive played in a campaign with a similar concept so the hook was very very easy for me to get invested in the stakes and all the characters. at this point liz was my favorite, gotta love a queen in stem<3

SECOND PROJECT

i decided at this point to start doing new patterns because i may or may not have a bit of a hoard on ravelry of patterns i like but dont have yarn picked out for yet. AND i have a lot of yarn with no projects planned for yet. which is also a big factor in why i tied these activities together! because if i want to watch more AOP i have to make decisions and actually use my yarn instead of hoarding it waiting for the perfect project that doesnt exist.

so i made slippers! ive never made slippers and had to frog one of them about 4 times to figure out what was off with the pattern and ended up figuring it out and even with all those frogs the total time for both slippers was about 2 hours or the first half of the final episode of season 1!

the stress was starting to creep in about the finale! the whole gang were gearing up for the final confrontation and the first Proper Proper combat of the series! i was worried about my little guys because i knew going in that the series was not going to be a forgiving one. at this point daniel was shifting to being my favorite little guy. its hard to pick favorites because i genuine love all the characters from season 1 equally but he was my interesting little guy. i love a weird author type character who goes from writing about the paranormal as pure fiction to learning Hey Its Real.... Do Something About It. hes soooooooooooooo, to me, yknow?

SEASON 2

i then started my third project! i was halfway through the project when season 1 ended and i was not having a good time. my sweet sweet boys daniel and alex were dead. and i got glassy eyed when daniel died because he was becoming my blorbo. and then he was ripped away quite literally. m still not over him dying but man m happy luba came up with a great second concept because i am. in love with joui. i can Feel him taking over my brain and blorbo thoughts and ive only had him for 2 hours. i am so sorry for who i am going to become when i allow myself to tag crawl properly and just go Ham with the reblogs assuming theres an active fandom on here. BUT ANYWAYS THIRD PROJECT

i made this tarot pouch! i think m gonna be using it to hold one of my character journal projects that uses this specific tarot deck! i got to try new things like colorwork! m very comfortable switch colors to start new rounds but doing colorwork Inside a piece for 2 stitches and then dropping has always been intimidating but i figured id give it a try because the worst that could happen is it looks weird! i also! tried doubling up yarn! i needed bulky weight and the only bulky weight i have is the accent color so i was very brave and took two identical skeins of worsted and just doubled the yarn so itd be bulky and Prayed that the colors would blend well because even though same dye lot their starting ends were at different points in the pattern and honestly i think the color and the marbling came out beautifully.

this is a pattern m really tempted to do again and modify with changing the emblem from a moon to another simple shape or even downsizing the yarn to just be worsted so i can have smaller of these roll ups because i really like it and am tempted to try and make one thats like a switch pouch in the future! OH AND STORY POINT WHERE I FINISHED THIS was 2 hours into the first episode of season 1 when the new gang was breaking into uh rafaels house? the initial dead guys house. i love the season 2 crew so much. liz and thaigo coming back warmed my heart, joui is taking over my brain, and i am Loving the dynamic between cesar and cris. i wanna know what went through calango and luis' heads when they were making characters and went "we should be a complicated father son duo" m obsessed with all the new dynamics emerging from the larger group AND all the characters being here from the get go.

and! ive started project 4 already! but that will get a post when ive finished it! i think its gonna turn out cool but time shall tell!

and then i say Passively Learning a language because. i am actively learning spanish BUT because ive been listening to so much portuguese i am slowly absorbing what some words and phrases mean which is fun! every day i am tempted to switch my duolingo course to portuguese because its the language i interact with way more. but i am not yet because maybe with enough spanish i can bullshit my way thru understanding BR-PT, since i dont have an interest in speaking just understanding (this is def not fueled by the vowel sounds being intimidating to me, not at all)

[michikatsugikuni]

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[roachfurby]

I just signed up for the elder scrolls lootcrate and I'm experiencing mild buyer's remorse

[deepwaterwritingprompts]

uh so i know it's not request time so feel free to ignore this, but I broke my arm a couple weeks ago and just got the cast off yesterday (i still have to have a brace, but, you know, still) and I was wondering if we could get some a prompt about bones (broken or otherwise)

it was NOT request time BUT i do hope you feel better AND its halloween the first tomorrow SO i collected all the ones ive already written! bones.

“If you dream about the meadow, dig for my bones,” he whispered, “and bring one back, if you can.”

A ship made of whalebones had crashed on the rocks and washed ashore. I just happened to be looking out my window when it happened.

I saw a deer climb out of the frozen river, antlers cracking the ice from below, moving as if its bones were barely attached to each other. 

You had to watch the ground for wishbones. Breaking one even by accident would unleash hell, for better or (usually) worse.

I had one of my bones stolen, as a child. Only for an hour or two, but the experience changed me forever.

My town is normal I think, except for the river. The entire riverbed is covered in bones, which we collect for playthings, crafts, and ceremonies.

The desert remembers. It coughs things up, like earth oceans are said to wash things ashore. Assorted bones. Wrecked sand ships. And of course, me.

When the sea thaws in spring the first rib bones wash ashore. My friends and I always break one, for luck.

 Bones grow up from the ground, piercing our town, the cold white ribcage of a curious, otherworldly god. Every day I grab my saw, and get to work.

Strange people, and I’m sure they are people, emerge from the corn on Sundays. They swear they have every sort of thing for sale in there, long lost paintings, and bottled sunshine, and nice sturdy bones.

We learn something new every day, in the desert. Bones are good for bartering, doesn’t matter whose they are. Dead trees are usually hands, just pretending. 

Bones talk. Figuring out how changed science forever. It changed everything, forever. 

“I need my bones read.”  “But you’re still alive,” says the young man, looking me up and down. “I was hoping you could work around that.”

A pure white squirrel brings small bones to my cell window. I collect them, putting them in order, one by one.

Once a year, my father and I summit the mountain at dawn to feed the whales. In the fading starlight, their song echoes like a premonition through my bones.

A customer comes in asking for bones. I tattoo them on her skin where they would go in reality, one every few months, in an order she refuses to explain.

When I need extra bodies, I turn the hens into girls. They stand as soon as their bones have cracked into place, clumsy, screeching, and ravenous.

The city was protected, built on the bones of an ancient hero prophesied to rise again.

My bones scraped and creaked as they rearranged themselves hastily.

The way she moved in the water was beautifully inhuman. I realized it was because she had no bones. 

The Skeleton Garden was just what it sounded like. Hoards of wildflowers had sprung up through the bones of those who had tried and failed to flee.

Our neighbor was a beautiful girl who lived alone and wouldn’t take a compliment. “My bones are rotten,” she would say, sadly.

A desperate man once asked me, ‘where do the bones go?’ I didn’t know. I was only the collector.

As a child wandering the woods, I found a set of bones. They bid me take one home, and fashion it into a knife. 

She only wanted a quiet life. But there was lightening, quite literally, in her bones.

[cdfreak]

hi soda!! idk who ms darling is, please tell me abt her! also ignore that i just unfollowed u by accident while trying to hit the ask button ahaha

omg i do that all the time <33

ok ok ms darling (full name gemini rosemary darling) is my new fallout oc :3 shes a prewar ghoul (was about 35 when the bombs fell) who just recently moved to diamond city!! she is originally from southeastern california, emerging partially ghoulified from a small family bunker under her house about 5 years after the bombs fell. she eventually made her way to the hub, where she settled down and started scavving for materials to make clothes and armor - utilizing her knowledge of different textile, fur, and leather products from before the war when she worked as a tailor to craft armor and outfits for people. she definitely struggled, however, as her ghoulification progressed more and more and people started to avoid her and her shop more often. in late 2189 the caravans taking her customers, increasing ncr presence, anti-ghoul sentiments, and a desire for a fresh start all drove ms darling to close up shop and travel east. she spent a while traveling, staying in towns for a few weeks at most and wandering all around looking for a place to make home. she also took this time to transition, having wanted to live as a girl for years but always being too scared to make that change in a place where people had known her before. she didn't settle down again for quite a while, since she was adamant about avoiding another ncr-allied area. in 2190 she wound up in the mojave desert, and settled down in primm - once again starting up a clothing business. she stayed there for a while, enjoying the independency, low damage from the war, and new unique materials to work with, until 2274 when the ncr's army arrived in the mojave and signed a treaty with mr. house. at first she didnt want to let the ncr push her out of another home, but when the legion began arriving in the area she packed up and left. she traveled north at first, wanting to head east without passing through too much legion territory, and after about 9 months wound up in DC. although previously disliking the brotherhood, she sort of approved of the DC chapter since they seemed more concerned with protecting people than hoarding technology. she wound up in the underworld, liking the idea of an all-ghoul settlement, and began working with tulip at underworld outfitters. she became friends with carol and greta as well, and enjoyed her life there. she got #depressed after a while, though, hating hiding away in such a small little area instead of being able to live outside and actually interact with the world. so in 2287 she said goodbye to her friends and made her way up to the commonwealth, initially settling in goodneighbor -although that was short-lived, since she disliked the crime and general dark cramped feeling of the place. she moved up to the slog (in maras canon she put work into turning it into a small trading center so its not really just a small farm anymore) and had a nice time there learning farming skills and setting up another clothing shop. about two years later word came up from diamond city that the ghoul ban had been lifted by the city council, and her and a small group of other slog ghouls made their way there. gemini becomes fast friends with becky fallon, being hired by her to help make/fix clothing for fallon's basement - as well as teach her a few pre-war tricks to the trade. ms darling also befriends mara, a frequent customer of fallon's basement, and through her meets the rest of the gang (including nick who she eventually starts dating) and i would love to go into more detail but ive literally been spending hours writing this and i have to leave for my friends jazz band concert thing in like 10 minutes so i should cut it short here sorry lol if u have more questions please feel free to ask!!

[emeritiii]

Oh definitely do all the asks!

THANK YOU this has been a most adequate distraction

>1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

i. Jobs Where They Don't Know Our Names by Raymond and Maria

ii. Out of Time by The Modern Era

iii. Culling of the Fold by The Decemberists

iv. Usher, Pt. 2 from Ghost Quartet

v. Literal Actual Caramelldansen

vi. Self Destruct by Pegboard Nerds

>2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

Egocentric answer, but I would want to meet myself as if we were strangers and see how I come across out in the world

>3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

Oh god it's a notebook okay. "That was what she did for Coda, at least, although they manage to bunny-hop over that particular bar by virtue of not committing serial homicide." (Cutting into line eighteen slightly for the sake of finishing the sentence)

>4) What do you think about most?

Whatever my current special interest is. Right now it's my and @generiqwriter 's ridiculously complex Dead by Daylight multiverse, and also the hellcomic

>5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

Oh yes

>6) Do you have any strange phobias?

I don't think so? My only real genuine phobia is maybe my inability to make phone calls, but that's pretty standard for someone with severe anxiety. Extremely large shapes like unbroken cloud fronts or the sun in the browser game I played as a kid make my chest feel tight, and if something moves in a way it isn't supposed to you won't find me in that room anymore, but those both feel like pretty typical human-instinct neuroses as well.

>7) What’s your religion?

Atheist and areligious

>8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

Wandering around my apartment complex. Or around the park or the mountains. Wandering in general.

>9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

The Modern Era (specific recommendations: Like a Hot Knife, Holiday)

>10) What was the last lie you told?

I told my kittens I would give them a treat, And Then I Didn't (they will both have one a little later—it was just too close to breakfast at the time)

>11) Do you believe in karma?

Not in the fate or spirituality sense, but in terms of probability and the way fucking people over informs how you fit into the world around you, something that feels like karmic backlash is bound to come up eventually, and if it compels a person to rethink how they conduct themself, that's neat

>12) What does your URL mean?

It's a Southern Reach trilogy reference (if you know you know) packaged in a Homestuck reference that was, believe it or not, unintentional at the time

>13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

I'm super avoidant and tend to come off as noncommittal or uncaring/insincere, but my online orders always arrive early and I think that really makes up for everything.

>14) Who is your celebrity crush?

Don't have one!

>15) How do you vent your anger?

Generally I don't, but when I do, I turn up my music as loud as I can tolerate

>16) Do you have a collection of anything?

I had an hourglass collection and a bone collection that probably still exist but didn't come with me when I moved out by myself. It's probably fair to say that I collect notebooks and pens. And soft things, although I've tried to tone down the plushie hoarding

>17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

Not yet, but he's a work-in-progress.

>18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

Right now my favorite sounds are the squeaky trill one of my kittens makes when she wants attention and the specific way my girlfriend laughs when I catch her off-guard with a joke. Whistling is probably my least favorite

>19) What’s your biggest “what if”?

What if I packed a duffel bag and the cats and just drove out to Missouri right now?

>20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

I teased a similar idea in a character ask meme earlier this month, but I believe that when something traumatic happens in a specific place, it becomes an inextricable part of that place, so it's haunted in a way. Ghosts are real and they're rattling around my empty skull as we speak. And yes I think there's something alive out there somewhere—microorganisms, at the very least

>21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

Punched the wall real hard with my right hand 👍 touched my knee with the left because I'm too pretty to sit in a chair the way god intended

>22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

Coffee and pre-autumn desert wind

>23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

(TW for gore and dead animals) At work we have what we call the Devil's Room, which is a steel vault with a twenty-foot ceiling and half a dozen garbage bins full of severed animal heads. There's usually a pile of horses or cows on the floor and every square inch of it is covered in blood. Every time I go down there I'm just waiting for someone to slam the giant door shut behind me and tell me they want to play a game. It's not for everybody

>24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

I honestly couldn't tell you

>25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

I think everyone needs to find their own meaning. Existence is too complicated too attach one universal purpose to it

>26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

I do, and I like driving a lot, actually. The only wreck I've ever been in was when a deer jumped in front of me on a rural highway at three in the morning, and I kept driving

>27) What was the last movie you saw?

Damn that's a great question. I think it was Turning Red?

>28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

You can tell I've never really had any serious injuries because the worst incident that comes to mind is the time I half-fainted and sprained my thumb

>29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

Yes (send help)

>30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

Definitely.

>31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

Yes, although I'm not especially vindictive. It just sours my interactions with someone if I can't get over it

>32) What is your astrological sign?

Scories I'm a Scorpio, and I have the full chart Max made for me somewhere

>33) What’s the last thing you purchased?

Groceries and housekeeping stuff. The kid helping bag groceries asked if I was doing a TikTok challenge because I was buying Tide pods

>34) Love or lust?

Love, but I'm aspec and my personal subjective experience of both things is important to me, so take my opinion with a grain of salt and chase what drives you

>35) In a relationship?

Yes, and we h*ld h*nds and play League of Legends together, so you know it's serious

>36) How many relationships have you had?

Six, one of which was like a boss fight with three phases (this is a joke it was my first relationship and I had no idea how to do literally anything)

>37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

If I told you, you'd have to kill me

>38) Where is your best friend?

Too far away < 3

>39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Trying to fall asleep, looking at stimboards

>40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

Holy shit no. I have a coworker-you-are-forced-to-tolerate relationship with myself

>41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Grab the dog. If my job stability is already that tenuous, I'd probably just call in my resignation mid-rescue

>42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) I would tell my girlfriend as soon as possible and then plan to tell everyone else who needed to know but fail to actually do it until way too close to the deadline; b) Try to continue with business as usual while preparing all the necessary legal shit on the side; c) I don't think so, but I've never been faced with something like that, so I can't say for sure

>43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Weird Al Yankovic's Polka Face

>44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

Communicate And Set Expectations For The Love Of Gourd

>45) How can I win your heart?

Survive the crucible of me rambling for four hours straight.

>46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

I think it's more that creativity is a valuable outlet and coping source. If you're in pain or the way you experience the world is crucially different than the way everyone around you does, it's going to translate in a hundred unique ways. I also think we should be careful about romanticizing it, but that's a whole other thing I'm not qualified to stand on a soapbox about

>47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

Joining that weird little Doctor Who roleplay group even though I wasn't really into Doctor Who anymore

>48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

I don't know exactly, but I want there to be a really egregious typo somewhere on it

>49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”

Heart Aspect, followed by that post with the inaccurate anatomical diagram that was floating around my dash recently

>50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

Storm cloud grey, hot pink, maroon

>51) What is your current desktop picture?

A doodle of a secretary bird I drew for a silly little two-frame GIF

>52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

I'd put it to a vote among people whose opinions I care deeply about

>53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

I spent fifteen minutes thinking about this one and don't have a good answer (or a joke answer)

>54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Transferrable shapeshifting, so I can lend the ability to someone else for a bit

>55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

For a moment I definitely thought this was asking me to choose an event to condense down into a thirty-minute period. Honestly, I would choose a nice dream or a good meal—something minor because I wouldn't want to ruin the memory by revisiting the moment

>56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

I'm actually reading a book about this— (I don't know, though. All of my worst experiences have involved many other people in such a way that I don't necessarily want to make that decision, whether or not it would be erased for them as well)

>57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

Nah sorry m8 I'm good

>58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

G...girlfriend

>59) Ever been on a plane?

I've done lots of flying!

>60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

Yall I'm sorry but my permanent address is under a rock

[yurtletheturtlehenderson]

I'm Cleaning Out My Inbox! 💌

Alright. I've been trying to tackle this for literal ages but I think I'm finally looking at a good system for clearing my inbox. There are many reasons I get behind, and it really can just be best summed up as a snowball effect. One little thing pops up that prevents me from answering one little ask, and then by the time I figure out how to properly respond and apologize for the delay, three more come in 😅 Which is great and makes me so happy! I just feel bad I'm always bumbling around, trying to hang on to these really meaningful asks and messages until i can answer them right, only to realize ive had them for far too long and basically hoarding them all and digging myself in deeper lol

(me trying to keep up with all the love and not miss a single thing ⬇️)

Maybe you've noticed or maybe you haven't, but I closed my inbox until I could properly clear them out cause it's just been weighing me down for so long and likely why it's been so easy to want to take a step back and take all these breaks. Again, the way I approach these things, not asks in general!

Anyways! The takeaway here is, a lot of you are likely gonna see your asks from like, a year to two years ago-- or maybe it was months ago-- (I told you i held on 😅) and maybe you don't even remember it--or you do and you don't really care anymore--idk. But I always try and get back to people, and that's what I'm gonna try to do! I'm of course so sorry it's taken me this long, but if you get anything from this its that i didnt answer all this time cause i wanted to get it right. I'm gonna start tomorrow since it's almost 2 am here but I'll start up the drafts. Hope that makes sense and as always, thank you for reading my ramblings! I love you all, stay safe, happy and healthy <3

💞💞💞 - Yurtle

[egglands-worst]

call me Blaidd (pronounced like "blithe"), Aislin, or Egg. early 20s.

i have a queue of at least a month at any given moment

the point of this post: a pinned list of some sideblogs of mine:

@blaiddraws - art blog

@wings-dingus - undertale (gaster) askblog

@magpie-sphinx - flight rising sideblog

@extracurricular-mayhem - papyrus-is-gaster blog/hoard

@scritchering - writing blog

i got called cringe once by an AOT blog. that was funny

links and other info under the readmore to prevent this post from getting way too long:

as a note: i can be pretty bad at reading comprehension, but often it is when it comes to context. So to save both of us some hassle i must ask if you would be so kind, on the event that you feel the need to enter my askbox, or are messaging me, just try to be as clear as possible with your wording

ive had this asked a few times so: Oh My Gosh Yes you can draw fanart of any of my fan works/aus whatever i would Love it 110%

blog content includes: literally anything that strikes my fancy. often fandom but also non-fandom stuff as well. I'm a physics student so you may find the occasional astronomy post too

links:

by being on my blog you are contractually obligated to go look at this art by stealthnerd

this one as well actually

art (how to learn colors and anatomy) ref post

(link to a thing for organizational purposes)

ut au/oc Art Ref masterpost

personal headcanons tag is under the creatively named "personal headcanon" tag. just recently started doing this so it's pretty bare. (edit months later. i proceeded to completely forget about that thing)

[meme-loving-stuck]

so okay oversharing time but i have had two almost consecutive week-long meltdowns this month and i haven't seen my partner or really talked to anyone (i did get two letters and it was a lot of emotion for mid-spiral me and i cried but anyhow)

the only thing ive actually been doing is feeding myself and going to work . its not a secret that ive been insanely low for months and i keep just like. becoming so depressed and overwhelmed with traumatic memories resurfacing and facing the fact that my life fell apart years ago and i dont have my family anymore or my car or college etc. so tiny stuff is just kinda setting me off and basically making me not be a person for days on end and. ya know. not fun. i haven't had a drop of alcohol though so, good for me

anyway. something i really have been struggling with is my hoarding tendencies and the fact that im gonna have to let go of a lot of stuff when/if i move, and i have a distressing amount of like. object-empathy that actually makes me break down. and trying to get rid of stuff (coping with the huge meltdown i had LAST year where i did actually throw away a lot of childhood stuff i wanted to keep) has just not been happening.

all of this to say. as a result of my hyper-vulnerable state and work being Literally The Only Thing I Can Do Without Fucking Up, i finally broke and bought one of those fucking squish cats that we keep by the cash registers because he was the last one in stock and it literally distressed me to see him just. by himself. so i have a new son

[axemetaphor]

augh i kept forgetting to post this because i kept wantgin to draw mroe for it but i really suck at emulating Animal Crossing Art Style so im just going to go on a rambling explanation about this under the cut but the basic concept is. they deserve a vacation. and whats more relaxing than animal crossing? probably several things but let me have this ok

id had a bunch of ideas for mroe drawings in this style but Clearly, i am not very good at it, and every time i sat down to Try Again it ended up shitty. this is from literally months ago by now lmao

my Basic Concept was just. take the 3 of them and dump them on an animal crossing island, cause while ive been sick ive been playing a lot of new horizons to try and stay stable, and my brain likes to mush together whatever 2-or-more things im invested in together all the time. here’s some bullet points!

-john really loves diving for sea critters and frequently pulls up those bigass lobsters and eels and shit, he’s got an unnatural knack for it. loves to startle the shit out of dave by just whipping an eel out of his pocket. no thats not an innuendo stop that-- -amy loves planting/watering the flowers but shes not like invested in getting All The Different Types (although that Would be neat) she’s just having fun building a large flower patch. it’s slowly overtaking the island. also dave likes to just kinda sit in the flower patch -speaking of dave he kind of doesnt do much, i think he’d like fishing with john and/or amy and maybe hed like digging up fossils but for the most part hes just chillin, as he deserves to be, -amy likes the DIY recipe stuff though and will frequently politely ask dave to go fetch stuff for her. this has led to most of the villagers/islanders/whateverthetermis, the animal citizens, to have their Main exposure to dave be him wandering around with an axe at 3am because amy’s out of hardwood -speaking of the animal citizens, because i just really like them as a concept, i have no solid concept of who-all would be on their island but whoever they are, john is “friends” with All of them (and by that i mean he says theyre all his friends; whether or not they find him obnoxious Varies,) and amy is genuine friends with most of them/has spoken to all of them at least, and dave rarely if ever speaks to them. hes not very social. most of the animals are a little scared of him until they Actually get to talk to him and then they realize hes just an awkward misanthropic bastard -also in case it wasnt clear id think the 3 of them would all be in one little cabin i mean you can upgrade the shit out of those so they could all feasibly have their own spaces. but also i like polyamory and id say they all 3 share a room because fight me they do itd be cute. also of course the decor of their cabin is absolutely bonkers like listen not only does animal crossing have some weird items but nearly any living space john inhabits most likely has some very strange decor in it !  -tbh actually i think john would do Most of the decor stuff cause like based on the way his house is described i think he’d go NUTS for animal crossing’s Theme Decor Shit i dont know i dont actually do a bunch of that but i sure do think he would! amy would help out esp since she likes the DIY stuff, and i think dave is just kind of ..... allowing this nonsense to happen. letting john be free. probably convincing him to not change the theme every day, maybe every week, if only because it’s a bit of a hassle to have everything Constantly Rearranged.  -hang on wait i just thought of the 3 of them wandering along the beach and picking up seashells and now im like emotional over it bro pls. lovely. -also i jsut realized if daves the guy who digs up fossils he definitely talks to blathers a lot and thats an extremely funny thing to contemplate. the dude who seems to not really liek talking to people and the chatterbox owl. fantastic. you know dave is probably too awkward to tell blathers he doesnt want to hear all thsoe archaeopteryx facts! (also tbh maybe dave would actually like learning stuff) -also. john catches bugs just to give them to blathers and watch him freak out just a little about it.  -john always ends up buying fake art from redd but it’s fine because he just puts it somewhere in or near their cabin. amy however has the uncanny good luck to somehow always find the real artworks! dave doesnt talk to redd, he doesnt really care. -this ones definitely projection because my animal crossing island is a mess (And I Like It That Way Thank U Very Much) but john definitely is the guy who will dump extra furniture at random spots on the island. too much shit in storage? don’t need that Harmonious Chair right now? holding it in ur pockets just because u dont know where else to put it? just dump it on the ground! uncannily, john fuckin Always remembers where he’s put that shit when he happens to need it again. however this does mean sometimes the animal citizens will just ... find a mysterious new chair in their front yard.  -i know that terraforming is a new thing in acnh but i havent done it yet because i dont care about the whole 3 stars rating thing like listen im jsut here to run around and fill the museum if i feel like it but mostly pick up pumpkins and hoard bells for no reason and let my island be taken over by wildflowers. if any of the 3 are into that tho its john or amy--john just for the hell of it, amy would actually like try to Make Stuff of it -their front yard (and back yard if their cabin is put somewhere to allow that) is full of unused furniture as well. and also sometimes random dropped fruits or something, if dave is already carrying a ton when he sees something to dig up. -i think im out of shit to say right now but i might reblog to add mroe so. yes. if youve read this far then holy shit youre dedicated or really bored or something but whatever your reason is i hope this was A Fun Read and if it gave you any ideas Please Tell Me my inbox is open im sick and still in quarantine and i crave human interaction from literally anyone who isnt my parents. thank u 

[sakkac]

“please take care of me in this life as well” is the only manhwa i would recommend without hesitation. the description that goes along like ‘my past life is impeding my current love life’ does not do it justice at all. it has so much nuance... like anyone can write about an immortal person or knowable reincarnation and force their fears and beliefs about this invention onto fiction, like ‘omg this shit hurts so bad xoxo im angsty and actively self-destructive uwu” but yoon joowon is actually insane in an enjoyable way. she’s fun to watch and rarely tense, a welcome freshness from someone like “omniscent reader’s perspective”’s joonghyuk’s oversaturated depression.

from the beginning, joowon is portrayed as uncomfortably comfortable, secretive, and clever. she scares a rich, entitled child just because it could turn out to be fucking funny for her. and literally she says that throughout all her experiences, she’s learned the best thing is money... she’s ready for her cushy 18th life... but she’s gonna scar an impressionable child first maybe. despite that, she is extremely kind in her own way and is careful not to overstep boundaries. though intelligent and experienced, she knows she lacks knowledge in certain areas. joowon genuinely enjoys life and being with those she loves... she doesnt worry about mortality or anything, bc she knows it doesnt matter in the long scheme anyways, the difference between them is wide enough without her actively pushing it. she will remember and carry them in her memory and that’s enough. however, as children, she lets seoha gather these misunderstandings about her for fun and watches him unravel them in horror and then affection... and then she grows fond of him enough to passionately chase after him when the distance between them widens later on

the chemistry between the main leads is palpable and believable; their infatuation grows into sincere care, and the characters learn to recognize each other as people exceeding the former’s initial expectations, i.e. seoha grows up in many different ways while joowon isnt there and she gives him space so they can both interpret each other as essentially new people, while also reminding him her shoulder is there for him to lean on. each interaction between them is careful but open... joowon acts only within the boundaries she and seoha have taught each other, and they slowly expand them as they grow closer. she’s still mischievous in her own way, and seoha is, at times, naive as he was as a child, especially with her. they are v much their own ppl, though i’d argue that joowon is the stronger and more stable of the two of them, but that’s to be expected and joowon always acts with this in mind.

i loved hye lee’s “a good day to be a dog” too, but “in this life” is in another ballpark entirely... like somehow she took all the good parts (the relationship’s growth, characters as their own ppl, apt humor, pretty girls with interesting personalities, a good balance of humor and introspective content) from her last work and reshuffled them so they work even better. like i love this series so badly ive written this post in my head for months but only now have the courage to write it out. i am constantly in the between of wanting to share this manhwa and hoarding it so no one else can see... no one would ask me this, but if i had a choice between which should survive, i would push “a good day to be a dog” down a cliff for “in this life.” i love this series so badly that even if i didnt have to resort to violence in an imaginary scenario, i would still commit murder just to ensure the survival of “in this life”

[aro-aizawa]

suprisingly not that many people ship them, but the thing is. the "&" is literally in the top 3 relationships!! i have not been in a fandom where a "&" is one of the most popular rships. (im not exactly.. against them? i prefer brotp in general but there are a lot of uh racist antis against that romantic ship so i like it on principle for the ~spite~)

i think theres a difference between a ship fic and a ..normal fic(?). like. usually in ship fics the plot and the focus would be their interactions/getting together. whereas for regular fics u can kinda balance plot and rship, but the main plot isnt actually getting together. do u kinda get what i mean haha

no no feel free to rant! its kinda funny that they taught u to swear in yr6 but rip for not being able to censor urself. and also. broke up. over facebook??? better or worse than text lmao.

the only rship ive had started off... not great. like it was an online friend from south america, and they asked me out literally the day i rejected my friend. so... i said yes out of guilt for rejecting my friend bc it didnt look like my friend was taking the rejection well ^^; not a wonderful start rip. went well for 6-8 months then we broke up bc the honeymoon period wore off and i havent talked to them since! ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻 it was fun tho, but it felt honestly just more online friends tbh (....interesting decisions all around yknow? )

it be how it be. i was still id'ing as panromantic ace at the time. but still. im wondering if i could eventually "work" with someone? or is that just. allonormative asgsggshshd

i see enemies to lovers but what i Rlly want is enemies to friends to lovers. the friends is necessary!! at least in a long fic haha. ...and love at first sight sounds really fake to me? it sounds just like a hyperbole tbh. like maybe it was first wow u seem like a great person and then u like, get to know each other and then fall in love, etc etc

(👀 oop i type a lot. Rip)

oh yiiiikes i hate when fandom gets those racist fans. i’m kind of,,, dense?? about that kind of thing (abt a lot of similar things too), so whenever i see it, it’s like. mega bad. but nice! i don’t ever pay attention to what’s the most popular in terms of ao3 because when i get into a fandom i’ll blacklist every thing i’m not comfortable seeing in said fandom and then save that for when i’m gonna check out said fandom. for example [here is my atla filters], [here is my mha filters] and [here is my ml filters]. (i also use an extention called ao3rdr which has a blacklist function and my blacklist is SO LONG. but it’s an essential so that i don’t feel like my brain is going to rot by trying to find good fics.)

ye!!! i always think abt it in terms similar to genres. i hate watching films and regular books because genres are so....stilted? and ridgid in what it involves? so in fandom terms i think there’s two main kind of genre categories that have sub categories. there’s ship fic, then there’s genfic. no clue if these are wide spread terms i’ve just kind of understood it that way lol. but within those two categories, there’s sub genres like canon divergence that focus on said ship but with a focus on the plot as well so there’s two plots going on rather than just the main plot. usually there’s always equals in both sides. i think that’s what you’re thinking of. the difference is how the authors approach their fics, whether they think it’s a ship fic explorating the how do they get together of relationships or if it’s the genfic of exploring the relationship itself.

lmao yeah it was like. the only way we’d communicate in non-irl fashion because we were both like. 12/13 so we’d have like. pay as you go plans for our phones so i at least, hoarded my credit and primarily used alternate communication methods. so idk if this is wide spread but at the time we never got into the habit of communicating via text. it’s why still to this day i never ever contact my irl friends via texts, and always through social media (the only time i ever use facebook nowadays is to message my friends tho i’ve been,,,, rather lax abt that. i need to respond to one of my group chats but i’m,,, procrastinating). and we were both awkward people, so i wasn’t bothered by the online breakup, if he didn’t break up w me that way i’d have guessed we just,,, wouldn’t address the relationship ever again and still technically be together but not at the same time lol

oh man that sounds rough. never had any experiences w online relationships, but i can definitely see where it could feel like an online friendship. because,,, idk maybe it’s just me but there doesn’t??? seem like there’s much?? romantic-esque stuff you can do exclusively online?? it’s why long distance relationships are hard, and they only fit certain couples. and lol i deffo understand that feel of internet friends dropping out of your life suddenly. i still think of nearly all my internet friends fondly...except for the bad ones. yeah some of those ones ten years ago were p bad.

it is!! i think that people always shorten it to just enemies to lovers though because it’s easier to say lol. i’m MUCH more interested in the genfic varient of enemies to found family because it goes from “god i want to kill you so bad” to “god i need to kill for you like rn”. it’s just,,, *chef’s kiss*

(dw i type a LOT too lmaooo and sorry it took so long for me to reply, i didn’t feel like talking to anyone for a few days ahah i just get those kinds of moods sometimes. as evidenced by my also ignoring of my friend group chat of over seven years, that i’ve been meaning to reply to for over 24 hours and i haven’t yet. yay.)