#ive been procrastinating so much ngl

[dakotameh]

I´ve forgor to show but I´ve been drawing a lil bit lol

[sipsteainanxiety]

okay sooooo while procrastinating on my responsibilities i decided to make a giant list of the bkg/reader fics i've read (so far) on ao3. here's a link to the tumblr fic rec list i made a while ago too lol. please keep in mind that not all of these works are sfw!! i will label the nsfw-containing ones ofc but, as always, be cautious!

note: these are all LONG FICS. as in i sorted the bkg/reader tag on ao3 by word count and kept going until i hit works with abt 5k words. i might continue to add onto this list as i read more LOL idk

be still, just for me by WitchofWriting. this is THE bkg isekai fic tht i'm sure everyone has read lol. contains nsfw. there's also tedium in blue (mermaid bkg). i think that was one of the first bkg fics ive ever read and it will always be special to me LOL

of snowscapes & explosions by sugarbun. tbh i haven't finished this yet but from what i did read it's good!! canon compliant

other by Deadite. also haven't finished this one yet but it's a kind of coraline au!! interesting stuff tbh

enouement by LadysDaze. i read this fic a looooong time ago so i can't rmb much but it was p interesting! it's a choose your own ending type fic. there's also memento mori (fantasy fic w good worldbuilding tbh), entangle, expecting the unexpected (pregnancy/family fic), star-crossed (fantasy), blood bond (vampire bkg) and its sequel blood union tht i haven't read yet sdjfdfkg

misery business by siegmunde. OHHHMYYGODDD this fic. i was obsessed with it omg. i cannot even explain how insane it made me. has nsfw at end

cruel world by lydiasgrace. idt i finished this one but i do like villain reader LOL

like ghosts in snow by Jupiters_Witch. genuinely i think this fic ruined me /pos. vampire au & does contain nsfw things!! mind the tags

surrender (whenever you're ready) by OfMermaids (hi merms!!). THIS FIC. CHANGED MY LIFE!!! literally anything by merms is sososo good. i want to eat them all whole. on loop in my head 24/7!! contains nsfw btw. there's also the widening sky (mermaid bkg tht made me sad for days) and on my way (to you).

white curtains by arsonphobic. tbh i havent finished this one too but its got an older (by a yr) reader whom i liked! canon compliant i think

our love at sunset by LittleSponge. horizon zero dawn au. very well done imo. ending made me cry LOL (in a good way). contains nsfw

uncharted by NyxRedfoxWinchester. reader's quirk in this is soooo fucking cool to me. i read it a while ago so i dont rmb a lot but like i rmb the quirk and bkg LMFAO.

zigzags by hokshi. i can't rmb this fic all too well either but ik i liked it LOL. contains nsfw!!

newsflash, asshole (i kinda love you) by YukiRiikus_Reading_Room. fake dating au!! idt it contains nsfw but it has some steamy parts

i melt with you by art_deco_deity. i am so sad this fic hasn't been updated in a hot min bc its genuinely got fantastic bkg characterization!!!

garden of lungs by 0weCrew. ive read so many hanahaki aus that they've blurred together but this was v good!

exiles by BookWormOnAString. i'm currently reading this one actually! fantasy au with dragon kiri!!

how're your hands? by Spazztastic. another fic i read a long time ago. it's canon compliant i blv but i rly liked the reader tbh

body switch up by Fandomness_randommess. a body swap au if the title wasn't obvious enough LOL. it was interesting reading how both reader and bkg dealt with their predicament here pfft

husband for hire by btp. also currently reading this!! stardew au! there's also boîte de pandore. v good shit

gemini syndrome by opal_vortex. LMAOOOO this was such a fun read ngl. masked singer au!! will contain nsfw

mistletoe by WhenSarahSmiles. this is a UA christmas/new year's booklet that is sooooo well done tbh. i love bkg in it. super cute

and you take me the way i am by willowser (hi will!!). pro hero bkg in this >>>>> he is so AHHHH!! makes me insane. very well written!! contains slight nsfw.

bar tool by thunderhead. LMAO this is like a bar and band au combined?? i loooveeee bkg in this and his interactions with reader pfft. contains nsfw

sugar scorched by restwellsoon. culinary au!! bkg is like gordan ramset ngl LMAOO its rly cute imo and very detailed wrt the cooking things from what i rmb. idt it has nsfw

war paint by andypantsx3. i love how andie writes bkg tbh. he makes me wanna beat him up. there's also statistically significant, and cover shot (through the heart). all of them contain nsfw!!

learning your love language by hokshi. the author has the tag 'when ur love language is getting punched in the face' on this fic and honestly? LMAOOO so true for bkg. contains nsfw!!

oil paintings and late night jam sessions by insanityrunsinthe_family. this was also one of the first bkg fics i've ever read and it is so so so good. it's college au bkg and i looovee every part of it.

the phoenix by orphan_account. i'm so sad this fic was dropped but its plot is genuinely so interesting to me. it's more aizawa/reader tho tbh.

sleeping in the garden by Petrichorium (hi loriii<3). i will ALWAYS plug this fic. single dad bkg au!! sososo fcking good, trust. will contain nsfw

jealousy, jealousy by lytters. i think i rbed this on tumblr already but its such a fun read tbh LOL.

fathoms below by 32Q27. i'd started reading this and didn't get to finish bc life. mermaid au!!

a fractured flame by Magicow12. fantasy au!! very entertaining from what i rmb! contains nsfw

breath of a dragon by free_deku. i rec'd this before but im doing it again bc it's that good omg. fantasy & reincarnation au. contains nsfw!!

bakugô wants a ride. by Bragi. LMAO contrary to the title i dont think it has nsfw pfft. mechanic reader tht bkg's crushin on!!

turning page by rhydonium. THIS IS ALSO SOO GOOD omg i almost forgot abt it. god bkg!!!! i literally cannot describe how good it is.

[lfghughes]

Hey congrats on finishing your assignments!! Could you write something for Quinn that is kinda based on Arms by Christina Perri?

a/n: thank you! i'm a pretty bad procrastinator so there was plenty of reason to celebrate. thank you for requesting this too! i've been loving all these song requests ive been getting ngl

Relationships were not your strong point. A bad break up had really made it hard for you trust again and it wasn’t Quinns fault that you struggled with this which is why you felt bad that you couldn’t be the person he deserved. You two had started dating a few months back and you were definitely the one taking it slow in the relationship. He was patient though and he never rushed you into anything.

When he had told you he loved you last week though you panicked. You couldn’t say it back even though you knew that you did love him too. There were too many thoughts in your head and insecurities about how he could leave you but now you concern was also how you were damaged goods and you were going to accidentally bring him down with you.

Instead of talking it out with him and trying to explain it, you distanced yourself from him and it was clear to him that you were in the process of doing this. Your texts to him were becoming further apart and less enthusiastic every day. You shouldn’t have been surprised when he showed up at your front door tonight after the way you’ve been blowing him off. “Hey can we talk?” He asked, nodding his head towards your front stoop.

You sat down on the stoop and he sat next to you, your stomach already twisting from what you would hear. “Did I freak you out with the I love you stuff? Because it’s okay if you’re not there yet, I just…I know I’m there and I wanted you to know.” His words made you place your head in your hands, the tears immediately coming to your eyes and you didn’t want him to see you cry about this. “Hey, hey. I’m sorry.” He told you and it only made it worse because here he was apologizing for nothing.

His arm went around you as he pulled you into a hug, you could smell the cologne on him and the way his body wrapped around you made you feel safe. “I just think it would be better for you if you let me go, you deserve someone so much better.” You told him, your voice quiet as you pulled away slightly. He shook his head at you “I don’t want that. Like I said it’s okay if you’re not there yet. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you with saying it.”

“I’m not scared of you being in love, I’m scared that I’m in love with you too and that I’ll mess this up somehow.” His hand cupped your cheek, his thumb brushing away the tears that were still falling. “You won’t mess this up, I’m here for as long as you want me.” Those were the words you needed to hear and immediately your arms went around him, his own wrapping back around you. “I’ll always want you, you feel like home.”

[whoseafraidofliloleme]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Saw this and decided to do it myself... Obviously no one tagged me. As I carry on procrastinating the final chapter of HYGTG, lemme do this 😂 Also gonna change from AO3 to Tumblr 😊.

1. How many works do you have on Tumblr?

I've got 21 works, majority of them are Enhypen smaus and then there's the few one shots/Imagines. And my longest fanfic which is Invisible a Han Seojun fanfic.

2. What's your total Tumblr word count?

So this is just counting Invisible and the one shots Ive written, 41k... Majority of that is Invisible

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Kpop, specifically the group Enhypen. I add Harry Potter into that.

4. Top five fics by Notes?

Invisible at the top with the masterlist having 649 notes... Ngl seeing this makes me want to rewrite Invisible...

Unexpected Partners has 468 notes. Which makes sense, my Jungwon fics tend to be quite popular.

Peace has 365 notes. This was my first Enha & Harry Potter fic. I do love this one.

You Belong With Me has 337 notes. Another Harry Potter AU with a Jungwon redemption arc...

The Second Choice has 307 notes. Another Jay smau but this one is a Office Au with a toxic bestie.

Honestly apart from Invisible and Unexpected Partners being top 1 and 2, I wasn't expecting any of the other ones on this list.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yep, I wish I got more comments but I always reply to the comments I do get.

Shout out to @shinkenprincess-oh for always commenting <3

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I am very much against angsty endings. Happy endings all the way.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All my fics have happy endings so I don't even know which one has the happiest ending...

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Havent gotten any yet and I dont want to get hate either please.

9. Do you write smut?

Nope and I never will.

10. Craziest crossover?

I guess constantly mixing Harry Potter with kpop is as crazy as my crossovers get.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Thankfully no but I'd like for it to not happen.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope but I am open to it if anyone interested.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope, that would be interesting to do though.

14. All time favorite ship?

Okay so thats a hard one... I'm gonna go with my top 4.

Harmione {Harry Potter and Hermione Granger}. I am a diehard Harry and Hermione shipper. I just love them so much.

Olicity {Oliver Queen and Felicity Smoak}. I was shipping them from the moment Felicity was introduced on the show.

Damianette {Marinette Dupain-Cheng and Damian Wayne}. All my knowledge of DC has come from reading Maribat fics and I do not regret that in the slightest.

Rogan {Rory Gilmore and Logan Huntzberger}. They will forever be my ultimate ship. In my headcanon they ended up together happily ever after.

15. What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Its more like whats an idea that I actually want to write... Its a hard one cause I have so many ideas running about in my head that very few of them actually make it to being published...

16. What are your writing strengths?

I guess coming up with backstories for my characters? Making people care even though you are only seeing the story through texts and tweets? Character development and growth?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Haha... Everything?

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

I think its quite interesting but I would like a translation somewhere so that I at least know whats been said. Unless its important to the plot then its fine.

19. First fandom you wrote in?

Technically it was Pixelberry Choices Mobile Games stories(? dunno what else to call them) specifically I wrote for High School Story and High School Story Class Act. I have since deleted those fics from my tumblr and Wattpad, they are still on AO3 but I've orphaned them.

Invisible my True Beauty fic is the one that I count as the first fandom I wrote in.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

I legitimately cant pick one, so shameless plug for whoever comes across this to check out my Enhypen Masterlist and True Beauty Masterlist.

Whoever wants to do this, go and have fun cause I have no idea who to tag...

[hourcat]

I have been thirsting over mechanic pierre lately. Do you have any more of that universe coming up?

god bestie this is SO REAL. mechanic pierre...the hottest pierre ive ever written i fear ://

anyway, yes! i still have plenty of deleted scenes to write, don't you worry <33 ngl i have been procrastinating them a little, but to make up for that, here's a sneak peek of the next scene in chassisverse :)

“Charles!”

Charles flinches. He’d forgotten Carlos mentioned he was planning to attend tonight, and apparently it’d been too much to hope for that Charles would be able to bring Pierre to his workplace without running into him.

He doesn’t even turn around fully before Carlos is standing before the two of them, grin plastered wide across his face. He’d gone for the classic suit-and-tie look tonight, apparently—it must be his go-to, although Charles thinks it’s a rather boring choice considering their surroundings. “Carlos,” he greets, attempting to keep his voice from wavering as he shakes his colleague’s hand in greeting. “It’s good to see you.” A lie, of course: one that makes Pierre stiffen ever-so-slightly beside him. “I don’t know if I’ve introduced you to my boyfriend—Carlos, this is Pierre.”

Pierre sneaks an arm around Charles’ waist before he shakes the Spaniard’s hand. “It’s nice to meet you,” he says. It’s an impressive acting job, for sure: his fingers are digging into the fabric of Charles’ suit jacket, the heat of his palm burning a brand into his side. “I’ve heard much about you.”

Carlos doesn’t have a clue. “All good, I hope,” he laughs, shaking Pierre’s hand once more before releasing it. “Your boyfriend here is quite the teacher, I’ll be the first to say.”

Charles opens his mouth to deflect politely—we’ve had a lucky class this semester or I’m learning from all the best in the department—but Pierre seemingly has decided to cut in. “You wouldn’t be the first,” he answers, not quite sharp but bordering on arguing-with-a-car-guy-customer in tone. “I’ve seen how much his students love him firsthand.”

Carlos looks…a little startled at the bluntness, although he continues to barrel through the conversation with ignorance. “It’s been great working with him this year for sure. Some of the office hours stints we’ve pulled have been for the history books, eh, Charles?” He elbows Charles’ shoulder amusedly, and Charles can hear the gears in Pierre’s head turning, processing. They really haven’t done anything worth a historical mention together, certainly not in either of their offices, but Charles can’t just refute him. It would be rude.

“It’s been a wild semester so far,” he offers instead, turning towards Pierre. “I’ve told you about some of them, P—”

“Yes,” he says shortly, the grip on Charles’ waist getting tighter. “Charles was going to show me around his office, so I am sure I will hear more about your shenanigans there.” Pierre’s smile is tight, strained. “It was good to meet you, Carlos, but there is much art to look at and so little time.” Charles doesn’t even have a second to say any kind of goodbye before the Frenchman is now in control, leading them back to the now-open doors of the studio space, grip now vice-like at Charles’ waist.

It's…well, it’s hot.

[fictionfixations]

ive been procrastinating reading the messages for so long uHm

...actually i think a lot of these are because of my birthday uhm oops. i shouldve looked through them then but it kinda didnt occur to me that the characters would send msgs on your birthday. i. dont know why when it makes sense. uhm. oops.

nOOO TELL ME (..if youve seen any of my other obey me posts you probably know this cause i dont shut up about it, but simeon's my favorite so like-)

i dont remember what we talked about previously

IT JUST ENDS THERE 💀

oops.

cant help but hope that thats not in the bad possessive way of 'even if you want to leave i wont let you' (i mean. i get people who like possessive people, cause you can feel really wanted, but theres a point where too much of a good thing can become a bad thing. im a person who likes my independence so being robbed of my choices kinda makes me lash out ngl)

gone through them all agh

also solomon talks about how he was worried about us and how he did his best to try to. basically be the pillar in a sea of familiar faces but faces who dont know who we are even though we know them

he wanted to be like. home, basically, since we're so out of place here. wanted to be the thing that we can depend on when it gets tough. and i found that very endearing.

[purpdrawsthings]

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE MENTION IN THE ANIMATION RAARGHHH

if I get my procrastinating ahh to it at some point I miiiight be cooking some fan art NYEH HEH HEHHHHH also since u have banger music taste, as a fellow peep with banger music taste (or not idk) you should totes check out Fox Stevenson music! (he's British and so am I so it makes it 10x better ngl LMFAOOO) my fav tracks by him are prolly Dreamland, Don't Care Crown or Can't Even Tell

also why tf am I rambling about some random ahh music singer songwriter in someones ask HELP-

Like I'm actually freaking out frfr how tf do you cook animation so well bro, the best animation ive done is some crappy SMG4 version of 'you've been trolled' where I legit gave up animating, slapped a dank ass image of smg4 in the family guy death pose when the ai cover had a stroke and called it a day ;-; HOW DO YOU SUMMON THE MOTIVATION please teach me your ways ;-;

also your art? U N D E R R A T E D. please teach me how to render 2d art. please ;-; I BEG Y- also lineart and poses go brrrrrr (yet again, as previously mentioned in other asks, I CANNOT DRAW FUCKING POSES- istfg one day its gonna become some sort of inside joke- some sort of TOMFOOLERY in this fandom. UTtErly DISgrASeFuL!1!!1!) Ok yeah I think imma stahp giving you brain rot now and get some help

HAVE A BYE FIVE NYEH HEH HEHHHHHHH (or rehehehe idk what goofy ahh laugh I wanna use ;-; AND ISTFG IF ONE OF YALL SAYS 'BRO THINKS HE'S PAPYRUS' AGAIN I WILL SPAWN OUTSIDE YOUR WIND-) please help me :3 /j have a nice day lolol also have a piece of silly motivation! 'NevER BAcK DowN NEvEr WHaT??!11!!?!'

(you better answer correctly or else-/lh please don't come after me *cough cough*) OK BYE FR NOW- (sorry im the CEO of Yapping if ya can't tell)

OMFG I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING TO THIS SOONER GUHHHHH 😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭💥💥💥💥💥

Explodes in disappointment

Fuckin unbelievable, I should call myself a disappointment for not even answering this amazing ask any sooner 😔

NO PROB FOR THE MENTION AHHHHH

I had to find anyone near and I remembered that I always saw you around so I went to your account and picked the oc on profile 💥💥💥

F-F... FANART??? ah shit that might not happen because I was being a stupid idiot and didn't even answer this for months 😔

Also thx for the music taste compliment mehehehehe, I always find these 'vine' like audios to be very fun to work on ✨✨💥💥💥

Very interesting songwriter might check out 👀👀👀👀👀👀 BRITISH ALERT WHAT??

Nooooo I don't mind you yapping I love seeing people yap 😔😔😔😔

ALSO I FIND MY ANIMATION SKILLS TO BE JUST BASIC AF I MEAN- LOOK AT THOSE OTHER ANIMATORS OUT THERE THEIR ANIMATING TECHNIQUES ARE JUST LEVELS ABOVE ME EISGSOHDOSHDI 😔😔😔💥💥💥

I'm sure your animating skills would get better, always believe in yourself ❤

I DON'T EVEN HAVE MOTIVATION IT'S EITHER A MISS OR HIT 😭😭😭

Guhhhhhh thanks so much for the art compliment I can't your words are too kind for me to handle I can't put it to words I wish I can give very nice words but I can't GUHHHHHHHH 💥💥💥💥❤❤❤❤❤

ALSO WHAT LAUGH-

Do you need help, cuz I can provide therapy for you 😔😔😔✨✨✨✨ /silly /jk

ASJDHAOAHSOSHSOSHO THE MOTIVATIONAL WORDS... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

I love your yapping so much thanks for the ask, also you do deserve the tittle CEO of yapping 😔😔😔😔❤❤❤💥💥💥💥💥

Chat I fucking feel like a disappointment I didn't answer this sooner AISFSISVSJVDOSBSPDHDO

[ramu-ego]

AHHH JEEZ A 2 DAYS LATE REPLY MY BAD, i def wouldve responded sooner but i suddenly got busy, missed camping in this little blog here 💔😭 (yes 2 days is a lot in my book LMAO)

when i saw sir nighteye, i looked at ego and i was like. Yea. Yea that’s a type alright LMFAOO.. IVE MEVER SEEN THE REST EXCEPT DAZAI BUT MAYBE THATS SIGN FOR ME TO OPEN MY TASTES A BIT MORE..

100% agree on the ego paragraph!!..!.!?! EVEN IF I WASNT THE BIGGEST FAN ITS SOO OBVS HE CARES.. one day imma see an ego appreciation paragraph analysis explaining every single detail abt what he did and i wouldnt be surprised if that post is from you LMFAO

god i’ve never heard nikko’s eng voice but i’m def not looking forward to it — i read the nikko post though, GOODD LOORDDD may of changed my perspective of nikko on ruining him but still, gotta stay loyal to my favs (a lie, i’m a whore and would jump around but niko just aint it for me LMFAO)

god yea, my timezones been like .. the direct opposite of most people so i wasn’t surprised to see ours be different, JUST CRAZY HOW KUCH OF A DIFFERENCE IT ACTUALLY WAS .. fuckk guess we can twin in being last to almost everything then huh? the only win i get is just having an asian timezone to be early to actual content LMFAO

i respect liking dubs!!!! i used to watch dubs for like, romance anime? toradora and shit when i was WAYYY younger!! HONESTLY I SEARCHED UP ALL UR RECS AND III THINKKK i may start with mob psycho first since it peaks my interests the most! but i’ll def check fire force since it’s one of ur favs, i’ll tell you what i think abt it when i actually DO start it (chronic procrastinator, i even procrastinated writing this message despite how much i wanted to chat LOL)

I HAVE REALLY BAD MEMORY SO IVE GOT NO IDEA WHICH GUY I WAS REFERRING TO.. curly hair??? black hair??? looked kinda dead inside??? I THINK IT MIGHTVE BEEN W GAGAMARU AND RAICHI.. his hair looked kinda like it hadn’t been washed in weeks ngl

IM HAPPY TO READ YOUR RESPONSES HONESTLY, SUPEPRRR FUN and it feels like im having a genuine one on one convo even if we are like — replying to it like letters or sum LMFAO, guess we going back to the past era for this! BEINNG A HAIRDRESSER FOR 5 YEARS IS SOO COOL?? you’re only 25 now so like — did you pick this job up early on??

i’ve never watched haikyuu but i could see a lot of people felt differently abt blue lock compared to haikyuu, blue lock kinda increases that competitive spirit that’s rare to find in that. team work stuff?

since i felt as if my replies were kinda ass this time, i got news! just watched blue lock episode 11 and good fucking lord this shit was good — yea i was worried about bad animation but shit POPPED OFF.. and rin itoshi :?/!.?.!?! i screamed creamed probably was thinkign with only my metaphorical dick from that point on because good lord i want this man HELP.. it’s been like a year or two(?) since i first saw rin itoshi in the manga but good lord when i saw him animated and even spoke, i felt sum ROARING DOWN THERE … (excuse my language i only think with my lower region!) this awakened sum in mme.. don’t be surprised once i start sending genuine requests and thirsts

since i even joked about this being like a literal letter, maybe i should start signing off like one!!!

from 💌 anon or something LMFAO

NO NO TWO DAYS IS NOTHING I CAN BE AWFUL AT RESPONDING-

-I am so bad at like focusing to respond so trust me no apology needed bc I'm chronically bad at looking at a message and then giving myself anxiety over it. It's something I'm working on 😂😭

Dazai is mildly the odd man out except for the dude with black 'n white hair they're kinda con losers together but I'd say the over arching theme is "they look like they bite...but not really" I have no sense of danger I want the weird looking men no one wants 😂 but no seriously all the fandoms they're from are really good highly recommend Dr Stone and Fire Force if you enjoy Blue Lock. They are *chefs kiss*

do you know how hard it is to keep my twitching fingers on my keyboard to not rant about Ego??? I could do it I could go on and on about this man but- asdfghjkl- I'm controlling myself! mostly bc i don't wanna share my weird husband shhh that's not the point shhh he's my ugly little greenbean

i blame my friend on the niko bullshit!! she went on about how perfectly he'd fit that pervy hentai protagonist who like- steals panties- and cries when he gets caught and all that bullshit?? now I can't unsee it?? he's so stealing panties and putting under his pillow to sleep with only to make up a loud sob story when he gets caught. He's a perv and now I can't unsee it and I hate it 😩

really you have the problem of conflicting timezones?? I'm genuinely surprised bc like- everyone I talk to is like bare minimum in Europe and further over as I sit my lonely self in the United States. Count your blessings bc at least you don't live in the States we're awful 😂 we can be opposite timezone buddies like long drawn out lovers from two forlorn families writing drawn out poetic letters to each other to be sent by snail mail as we try to survive the black plague! or you know...something like pen pals 😂

my peanut brain suffers with subbed I can't look at the animation and take in what they're saying T^T I did it with Jujutsu Kaisen when it came out and can honestly say I don't recall anything I watched bc I was reading subs. RIP this is why I have to read the mangas </3 Oh but Mob is so good!!! It's one of my favorites and my comfort animes I can't tell you how many times I've watched it?? I think like- seven times? Eight times? Easing your way into the list makes Mob Psycho a good starter. But no seriously I cannot stress it enough how much I love Fire Force. Plus cursed knowledge, English dubbed Ego is Fire Forces main character and he is a cinnamon roll of a good boy and a total 180 of Ego's character 😂 Equal parts blessed and cursed when you hear Ego being a good boy

a lot of them look dead inside but dying so hard at gagamaru being put in the dead eye category?? my wife is in love with him so now I'm dying over the dead eye thing 😂 tbh they're so many characters I still have to look back and know who's who

you will find out I can't keep my mouth shut so if you get me talking I will put in that much effort 😂 But actually sweet I'm not 25 I'm 27 (had to double check with my wife I lost track) So the five years of hairdressing isn't too out there but I did pick it up after two yrs of college when I dropped out bc US education system suuuucks. Love hair but covid made people entitled shitheads and didn't want to spend nine hours a day with jackasses to come home to a baby so I just swapped entitled costumers to an entitled baby XD

haikyuu is...cute. like- ok i dont really do slice of life animes and heavily dont do sports anime (haikyuu and blue lock are literally the only ones) but Haikyuu is definitely not the same as Blue Lock. They spend a lot of time explaining how the game works where as Blue Lock its kinda "you know how soccer works or sucks to be you" which I like bc the one thing I do get tired with haikyuu is the over explanation of things. It's a cute show though! I could only watch it once thru but its fun when you haven't watched it before

UGH IM SO WORRIED OVER WHO IS GONNA PLAY RIN I'VE BEEN CHEWING MY NAILS OVER IT- Their casting director has been so good so?? Like?? I know it'll be good but at the same time?? I'm still so worried?? I mean- They convinced me to love Ego even after knowing who his VA was (and what I watched him previously in was NOT anything like his Ego role) but still- Rin's my baby?? Rin's my little bratty temper tantrum baby i wanna smoosh?? He has to be perfect?? More so than anyone else?? Pleading with the casting gods Rin sounds good or I will sob 😭 And I'm like- Have no idea are they doing 12 episode season or a 24 episode season. I need answers T^T

pls send me Rin thirsts I can't shut the fuck up about him

[askuemki]

Jinx as a character, I like her for her plot and interesting gimmicks she has But I wouldn't exactly call her my favorite

I was rereading the sentence a few times and the whole "they were ugly" part made me giggle, the best weird complement ever Pascal is Joel in the TLOU series, right? He looks like a cuter version of Joel Donna has literally one line in the game, and it makes me sad because her voice is so pretty :,) I remember seeing the face model for Dina cry when she saw her character on screen, it was sweet to watch I don't know how Spanish always manages to make names for things so pretty, but then i don't know how to pronounce them.. (Ive been mispronouncing cuervo in my head this entire time until I searched it up, same w/ the french version) I don't think ive heard specifically crows or ravens talk before, but i remember seeing a video of a rescued magpie talking, it was cute! I know relatively everything related to re8, so I don't mind answering any more questions you have (Though don't ask me abt the other games, I'm not interested enough to dive into them lmao) It was a sweet birthday message or something, but a talking hand freaked me out as a kid But there was another build-a-bear plushie I had where it was a beating heart, that one was nice Even if a bathroom looks clean, there's still a shit ton of germs around :,) My mother avoids going to any public bathrooms, and ngl she's kinda understandable for that Maybe save yourself if it isn't too late, tiktok is already enough of an addiction lol For now, I've just witnessed the aftermaths of things, sad to see but hope those people will be okay I was about to say that I'd give that woman the benefit of the doubt till I read the next paragraph, fuck her honestly She better of paid for the wall damage given something in return But if anything did happen, it's there at least Woohoo!! I don't eat the pickles themselves, but if its cooked w/ the bread it just tastes so much better 30 minutes doesn't feel that long of a drive, it's kinda nice Even better as a passage princess I keep hearing abt people in Europe complain abt going to relatives' houses just bc of a 30 minute drive and it just feels so unreal to me The one thing that I'd be concerned abt is where to store the rugs once you're done, or where you'd even put them if they don't match your room :,) maybe off topic but Ive been trying to physically paint, and I haven't been procrastinating on it unlike my digital work for whatever reason The new skins for cod? I'd need to check it out, wonder if there's a new valeria skin or smth

@vivgst new thread <3 (I have the cut so it won't be a pain to scroll lol)

I've never watched Death Note, but I guess Ill just say L is my favorite since we share a name (technically) Honestly? my answer is simple w/ what animal Id be Almost ANY cat (not the flatfaced or folded ear ones though they can have some bad health issues :( ) Like if you're a domestic cat, you have the stuff to survive both in the wild, or in someone's house. You have super scenes of smell, night vision, claws, sharp teeth, AND probably enough smarts to not get eaten by dogs or smth. On the other hand with humans, at least 70% of the population would adore you, and maybe even take you in to pamper you. It would be very easy to get them to do your bidding since you'd be just some animal, and perhaps put above your caretaker's needs. Pets? Affection? Just act all adorable and stuff and they'll give it to you, cling on to them and they'll say they're your human now. On the other hand (or paw) there's the wild cats!! Still very cute. Still very cool. Now your defenses are upped by a ton, and people still find you cute. Though with how shitty environmental conditions are, and with the bigger cats slowly going to extinction :( , I may or may not just stick to domestic cats But hypothetically.. It would be neat to be either a snow leopard, tiger, or a jaguar. I love snow leopards for their big fluffy tails, and it would be cool to be able to roam through snow and stuff, but that seems to get a little boring from time to time. Love tigers for their stripes, I don't think they can roar..?? But that doesn't change anything. Think Tigers and Jaguars are both pretty efficient in survival, but I'd pick Jaguar just for their athletics and HUGE bite force (least from my 1st search). Or maybe, maybe not because there's an outfit/skin or two of Valeria's that are based on jaguars.. (or leopards, but ill go w/ jaguars) im obsessed w/ this woman man hdwhadwjadawnk OH ALSO ON THE TOPIC OF BIRDS??? AS FUN AS IT WOULD BE TO BE A MALE BIRD AND SHAKE YOUR COLORFUL BUM AROUND, THERE WAS A WHOLE ASS WAR W/ EMUS AND AUSTRALIA Honestly who wouldn't wanna be a relative of a dinosaur, but smaller and just as fucking scary Also for vacation.... I don't like going on vacation. I just like being in my sad little room, on the internet or drawing my ass off But, Id love to visit Japan and see their Ghibli Studio museum, it's so cool... Or even just go to a few hotels or smth here and there, I love their stellar technology, I love how everything is so cute or neat there, oh and I especially LOVE the social rules there, I'm a goody-two-shoes at heart and perfectly agree with being "nice"... Like yeah sure I may not like you or the opposite, but at least we can co-exist without biting our heads off (unlike the fucking us) and japan seems open to their culture being explored by others, so I'd totally love to (respectfully) participate in some traditions here and there OR I could visit Europe. Like not even a specific country? Just Europe. Cuz the US is like really fucking big, and a country like France is apparently as big as Texas. And it would be cool to take a week trip just exploring cultures and stuff (well everything except food, I'm a terrible picky eater ugh) Vacation in the US scares me tho, I'm fine where I'm at rn Maybe id be a little open to going to canada.. but bc of how they're treating the Palestine genoside rn maybe like later in life if they redeem themselves, but like the us? Fuck them too I think crocodiles r cute, but I wouldn't wanna go near one :3 Most of my relatives are either in the Philippines or Maryland, I barely know abt them now Never thought I'd be the one to be the gay cousin, ngl

[perhapsthanatos]

10:32 pm with yuta ♡

nct’s yuta x fem!reader (got inspired by a dream of mine & found the idea really cute)

alternate title: be the james dean to my audrey hepburn

genre: fluff. a pinch of angst. non idol au. badboy!yuta au.

word count: 1400~

playlist: chinatown by wild nothing, lover’s rock by tv girl & work this time by king gizzard and the lizard wizard.

warnings: featuring johnny (not a warning though). smoking cigarettes. cursing. lowercase intended. not proofread.

a/n: hi i was supposed to post a vampire!haechan fic but i really wasnt happy w it in general :( the plot or overall idea of the fic was really good, but i just felt as if i didnt do it justice so here we are :( but ngl, i kind of like this concept more? maybe bc i can see it more vividly? idk, i feel like my writings r getting repetitive & its getting on my nerves lmaoo this is getting long im sorry do u guys even read this part anyway? i would also like to apologize abt the amount of projecting im doing lmao ive been having some rough days & i love my sister but hate being compared to her so often so this is a way for me to rant abt it ig? also so sorry its coming out a little later bc i woke up late today (& procrastinated for the rest of it so here i am posting really late at night) & decided to go to the convenience store to get ice cream (& a ton of other bad shit pls dont do this its rlly unhealthy) for breakfast bc i can :) any who, enjoy lovelies <3

“oh my, y/n! you’ve grown up so well! just like your sister!”

“oh! i’m sorry i’ve almost mistaken you for your sister! y/n is your name, correct?”

“y/n, darling, you are looking so dashing! you really do resemble your sister, don’t you?”

“ah, you must be y/n! i’ve heard all about you and your sister from your father!”

you swear that your reddening cheeks are threatening to fall off any moment now from all the fake smiling. the hundreds of superficial compliments, the insincere flattery and the need for these people to constantly compare you to your godforsaken sister makes you feel even weaker than you are. it gets harder and harder to keep up with a big persona that isn’t at all you. as lucky as you are to live such a lavish lifestyle, you can’t help but hate how your family has to be so perfect. you hate how you have never fit in with them, even if you are so good at faking it. you hate how you have always been stuck in your sister’s shadow, constantly haunted with the reminder that you yourself aren’t good enough. you hate how you now have to entertain the rich and brainless guests at your parent’s gala because she’s gone for some stupid prodigy competition and everyone is only talking about her in front of your face. so what if she’s better the better sister? you still have the right to earn respect, right?

you’re exhausted from all the small talk. your facade gets more brittle by the second under all the pressure. your body feels as if it's gonna give out due to your brain shutting down after all that interacting. you try to keep on going with the night as it unravels itself by being the perfectly poised poster child, trying to make your parents proud. but alive yet almost completely devoid, you decide enough was enough. what if you left right now? no one would notice, would they?

after pulling up your phone discreetly to send a few text messages, you pass through lots of people dressed in gold and finery in a way that wouldn’t have you noticed right away. keep your head down and don’t you dare make eye contact with anyone. nearing the end of the room, grabbing the first glass of whatever alcohol you see and downing it in one gulp, you start walking away as quickly as possible from the ballroom. “ignorant privileged fucks,” you angrily whisper to no one in particular, setting the now empty glass on whatever surface and begin to head to the main exit where no one could spot you running away.

“and what do you think you’re doing here, miss?”

a voice interrupts you, looking up you see that it is your father’s head butler; johnny. he is dressed in a simple black suit that makes him appear taller than he is. his long brown hair is slicked back and his bowtie seems brand new. you have known the man since he started working in your household less than ten years back. you were a reckless child, often trying to find ways to sneak out, finding a way to escape from this life and he sympathized with you. after all, he could barely imagine living your life, never catching a break for yourself and always pretending to be someone you weren’t. he often helped planning when you would sneak out into the night, scheduling things like what time you should leave and what time you should be back, more specifically a time when no one would notice. he would take care of your form of transportation and have your location on at all times, just to be extra safe. as much as he wants you to have fun and have a bit of freedom, he still worries that something might happen to you. because of all this, you two have grown to have a very strong bond. you could confidently say that he is most definitely a parental figure in your life since your parents (and even your sister) are often overseas for work.

“what do you think i’m doing? you think i wanna be in a room with those half-baked bipeds? fuck no!”

“i know, i was just joking. you looked like you were about to explode in there, i wish i could help.” he laughs, pulling out his phone preparing what you might need. “so what will it be for today? the driver? we just need to pay him to keep his mouth shut. a taxi? it’s cheaper than paying the driver, but you still need to pay… not like that’s a problem for you though. maybe an uber would be good enough—“

“actually, i got myself covered. thanks.”

his jaw slightly drops and his eyebrows furrow. he looks straight at you in shock. “what do you mean you got yourself covered?”

you look down at your feet, a nervous habit. “i got myself a ride, you don’t need to help me. i’ll be back as soon as dawn comes.”

he raises his eyebrow. “who’s your ride?”

“doesn’t matter,” you glance down at your phone seeing a notification and wave a goodbye, leaving rather suddenly. “i gotta go, i’ll text you when you need to open the gates!”

“y/n! wait! who’s your ride— and she’s gone.” johnny sighs, watching as you run towards the front gates, tossing your stiletto heels away on the grass while you’re at it. he heads back inside, silently hoping you’ll be fine.

knocking the window of the old black mustang parked outside behind the big bushes, the driver rolls down his window and sends the most charming smile.

yuta in his black beanie, long blonde hair, worn out doc martens, signature leather jacket and black skinny jeans. it almost makes you laugh on how he wears the same thing almost everyday but still manages to look so good.

he is most notable for having a big bad boy reputation and you knew that he was the breath of fresh air you needed in your life. a person who can understand having the pressure of having to be or to fulfill your persona. a person you can completely be yourself around. a person who is full of warmth no matter how cold he may seem on the outside.

“get in, princess.”

and that was all you needed. you tiredly walked to the other door and sat yourself in the car. rolling his window back up, he looks at you. you are wearing a simple yet stunning black dress along with silver jewelry adorned on your neck and wrists. your makeup is perfectly done but still struggles to hide the fog in your eyes. he has the sudden urge to clear them away. he softens at the sight of you. no one is perfect, but he finds you being perfect enough without ever having to dress up.

“where to?” he asks as gently as he could. he knows that you are most vulnerable during these moments and that it is hard to finally break down your walls after a day full of stress, so he doesn’t pry immediately. all he wants to do is to keep you here, safe and away from your burdens and for you to stay comfortable with him, even if it couldn't be for long. but is that too selfish of him to ask? he hates how you hate your life and it is taking every bone in his body to not run away with you. but who is he to tell you what to do or what to change anyway? all he can do for now is try to find a way to make you genuinely smile.

“take me anywhere,” you whisper to the latter. “i just want to be as far from myself and my life as possible. miles away or the nearest convenience store, just take the long way home before dawn.”

you look down at the cup holders, spotting an open cigarette box. you tug one out of the nineteen and light it with the lighter you kept in your pocket. you lean back and close your eyes. he only admires as you bring the cigarette to your lips, exhaling a cloud of smoke afterwards. letting the radio play quietly, he starts the car and begins to drive away from the mansion. he can’t help but wonder how you (an elegant daughter) and him (a bad boy) are millions of worlds apart, but more similar than you think.

© perhapsthanatos (efa)

[whaleofatjme1920]

Gmorn Elsie! Finals are nearly over and i wanted to check in on you and update on the stuff ive been doing other then frying my brain on how reptiles function.

I watched squid game till episode 6 and im planning too finish it soon (hopefully today) and just, ali and seong gi hun-

*screams*

I also had to stop doing kooltober because evidently i had no time to draw, anymore and i never really opened social media except youtube to wind down

But other then that, i really didnt do anything, how are you doing? Hows the essay?

Hi! It’s around 8:40 pm here. Nice to see you again. How are finals going for you?? and Squid Game!! i wasn't expecting myself to get as hooked on it as I did! I loved it so much, binged it all in one night and cried A LOT. It's so good though. My favorites are Sang Woo, Ali, Gi-Hun. Not saying the last people,,, spoiler territory,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I'm still doing your inktober so your vision is getting fufilled in a different way. honestly no shame in stopping challenges I am 5 seconds to imploding at all moments.

Here’s a pic of,,,, some of the things I need to do within the remaining few weeks??

I’m still filling it up. Anyways, I turned in two 5 page essays this weekend. One yesterday, one an hour or so ago. Honestly just me procrastinating while a friend was here staying with me.

Ngl, I'm starting to compartmentalize all the work I have to do and it looks a lot worse than it is?? However, my multiculturalism class might legitimately jeopardize my internship approval and that's not cash money. The professor is actually off the walls insane and it's my fault for not checking rate my professor. 2 of my group members aren't showing up so that fucks up the rest of our projects??? I consider myself extremely on top of my work, and they make me ANTSY.

There's a lot more BS but y'all don't need that from me.

Regardless, it's really nice to see you again <3

[mazojo]

Fall 2020 Anime Opinions

Wellp, ignoring my finals and everything burning around me, my coping is ranting about anime so here are my thoughts on some of the fall anime I watched and reccomend from least to favv, 

Kami-tachi ni Hirowareta Otoko

EhHHHH i am honestly a bit disappointed on this one as it looked super cute!! The animation and character design is very pretty but ngl, the first ep where they say the boy is kind of like a reincarnated version but not really (I didn't really understand xddd) kinda threw me off a bit lolll. Its fine, just a bit generic for me but I haven't caught up so not sure if it changes. The ending does slap tho!!

Tonikaku Kawaii

I..... Think its boring? ASDFGHJ I mean I feel like everyone really liked this one but like... Its just fluff? Dont get me wrong, I love hand holding as much as the next person but like ??? Nothing really happens? Ngl Ive procrastinated catching up because I feel like I am just counting the minutes for it to finish, but I hope there is more to the story because the animation and characters are adorable!

Magatsu Wahrheit: Zuerst

Again, maybe this may be a thing that I havent played the games but it just feels.... Like I am not understanding the story? Every ep they throw something different at me and just when I am understadnign I am suddenly confused again? ASDFGH I am tempted to play the games thoo because it seems interesting and have seen people saying it doesnt do it justice!

Kamisama ni Natta Hi

Okay okay now we get to the better part, I think this one is really cute!! I think if I were fully caught up this would be higher but from what ive sen its very cute and the story is funny and interesting! From the few ive watched I think this dude is my favorite character even though I know like 3 things about him but isnt he so cUte?? ;w;

Haikyuu (Part 2)

If anyone who knows me is reading this they’ll know I have never been the biggest fan of Haikyuu (thus why it isnt as high as others may place it rippp). I gotta say, I am enjoying this season part more than the otherrr because Kenma and Kuroo’s team is my fav and they've been getting some epss <33 The music slaps as always tho!!

Yuukoku no Moriarty

Look at my boy Watson being a good boi. This one is a weird one for me, maybe ill do a full post on it at some point but its.... good? ASDFGH Like ive read the manga and I am up to date and I still dont know how to feel about it? I dont really know how to describe it but disks give it a watch if you wnjoy detective-ish stories and morally ambiguitY !

Adachi to Shimamura

LoOK at THEM 🤧 I was honestly surprised by how much I enjoyed this one. The first eps I thought this was gonna be generic and what not but I?? really love them?? and its not only about their relationship but also the character depth and feelings and finding someone that understands that and ?? watch it? Also the animation is absolutely stunninggg

Jujutsu Kaisen

To be fair, this top 3 are very tied and were the ones I looked forward to watch every week the mosttt. Jujutsu Kaisen sLAps, the characters, the plot, Megumi, the animation, music, Megumi..... ASDFGHJ I think you catch my drift. Its honestly very entertaining with a great balance of plot and comedy while also having likable characters, it even Meade me take up the manga and m a n the feelings really do be hurting !!! sooo uhHHH Stream Jujutsu Kaisen !

A3! Season Autumn & Winter

N-not me becoming a Banri stan thanks to the anime........ASDFGH jkjk, but wow !!! I was not expecting for it to really hit me like that !!! I mean, this is a personal bias because A3! consumes my every living hour and I know the animation is kinda wonky but still..... The plot and characters and just everything makes up for it in my biased brain OKAy? ASDFGHJ Just........ I love them

Talentless Nana

I CANT EMPHASIZE THIS ENOUGH BUT UHHHH WATCH THIs?? I feel like not many people have liked it or arent watching it but its literally among us with the high school aspect and powers and I just??? really love that?? ASDFGHJ I dont know man but I think the storyline is amazing and it really does hit in all the feelings :)) I would die for the three main and just...... please someone.... watch it.... I need to taLk........

[isshusgotissues]

ok ok ok so the refs from today. im just talking as perap does so feel free to ignore this

- it was kind of like a test to see how i could balance out quality with quantity. my canvas size has bumped up in resolution since the post from last year and im finally coloring line art, hallelujah. (i cant believe it took me so long to start doing that my old stuff was SO washed out with just black line art)

- tbh i did most of the extras (alt outfits etc) bc i thought it would be fun. and it was! well, the line art was. the coloring... oh god, what a drag. its so boring. so much procrastination... but im glad i finally got it out and just a little over a year after the first ones.

- so ya i said galar was like 90% done and NOW its like 200% done, and with that being said

- "yOu DiDnT dO tWiLiGhT wInGs ExClUsIvE oUtFiTs OR ThE cOrViKnIgHt TaXi DrIvEr" and my response is: when does it end, susan? MAYBE i will end up doing them. but it took me two months along with all that art i posted earlier this month and im tired. im not doing them today, not tomorrow, not for a while. galar is DONE i want to move on

- so the take away from the test is. i am not doing that again. JDGFG. the alt outfits and designs (basically the entirety of part 3)... i wont be including those in ref batch posts from now on. it was a lot. when i draw extras like that, ill just do it whenever. im not making them priority like i did with the posts from today.

- tbh i MIGHT aim to get gen 7 done this year. i can try it. i ACTUALLY have a few sketches done already so theres hope.

ok so now for comments on specific things

- firstly, tumblrs image limit forces me to put multiples on the same canvas, which i finally decided to take advantage of and have a few interactions that i wouldnt have done if i could just post them all individually so i think thats neat. adds some substance i think.

- again mustard isnt urshifu bc i couldnt choose which one he wouldve been. tho ngl hyde wouldve been cute as a kubfu

- ik honey has a team but i didnt like any of them for her so its free real estate

- yes klara and avery are the ONLY ones with gloves and dynamax bands. shhh i know. i know.

- nia was also kinda free real estate bc her only known pokemon is tyrantrum and. i didnt like that. i also didnt like galarian meowth for her either. so tbh i did it to match her earrings, but also i dont have ANY pikachu girls as of yet and i wanted to fix that (i say that as i already posted a pikagirl a few weeks ago HDHDGS)

- sighs. sordward and shielbert... i NEEDED a reason to justify their stupid hair ok i DONT care about anything else. i THINK it makes them better. maybe. probably not. and also i copy and pasted them despite trying to not be lazy with my art bc i just fucking hate them i dont care.

- the macro cosmos employees were actually inspired by this made by flare-gamer-64! its the reason i didnt go with aggron for peony. and at first i thought mawile for one of my designs would turn out weird but i actually think its fine now

- glorias mom is glaceon bc free real estate clause. and i just threw in hops and leons mom bc why not.

- snom anthro. s n o m a n t h r o

- close ups of allister and gordie bc i needed eye color refs for them. also wanted to draw gordies natural hair cuz hes cute

- i DONT think we see bede in his gym uniform BUT my official plushie of him has it so thats my reason for including him and completing the quintet of the kids in their uniforms.

- let us all take a moment to appreciate the confirmation that klara has feetpaws. ive started drawing hands more but im probably never drawing human feet. ever.

- annnd ball guy. what is ball guy you ask? ball guy is ball guy. dont question it.

- oh god i HATE the tundra outfit dont EVER make me draw it again shoes AND bags god the very last things i had to do involved the tundra outfits bc i was putting it off for last uhfjdvd

[atlaese]

... you're not obligated to do this... Please this is pure want which is arguably worst. Matt is a character in study indeed. Lmao do you remember when tumblr had the option for fanmail?? And you chose fonts and everything?

He is definitely good at taking notes some self help books might help: how to commit in a relationship, why being in a lifelong relationship is goos for your mental health, etc. Matt read, come on.

Yeah but she is loke he is first serious girlfriend and they are in college when it happens, she has a small part in the comics Im glad they changed that, I hate the fridging trope. She is also in punisher if you don't know, I like her alright. I like them as a trio not as a couple. Im a huge matt/elektra fan if you haven't noticed yet. But you know mostly matt x me is better. I deserve aome love too! Yeah hNat showed up randomly to help him, help her with some cases and things happened, haha. Two gingers together think about it.

Procrastinate all you want we have an open ending anyway! Yeah they are all in it together, again expect for punisher who had different comic runs he just debuted in dadredevil i think.

I don't know exactlt I think it's a neighborhood between Brooklyn and Manhattan, I'll need to pull a map. All i know is that she says its no more than ten streets all togther, and back in the sixties seventies it was a huge ppace with a bad fame but ir changed just like Brooklyn became a rich neighborhood when it was poor Irish immigrants only at first. Meeeen. Where do they hide I wondee? I always went for the shy nerd tupe who didn't have many social skills and im still hwre single so......

Ive never played pool haha, I am not interested on games ngl but their date so hot a s how he used his ears to listen tp the balls? I was screaming.

Oooh a petting zoo and a picnic, sound so romantic! I want a beach date aswell. And a boat ride because I deserve it!

Yes I will haha! Im determined! I ll start definitely tomorrow ☺️ and very good luck on your final I hope you ace it!

mattmattmattmattmattmattmattmatt brain.exe stopped working

okay. oof!! no i just wanted to check <3. but i'm glad you're enjoying this because i am too! it's like a little study break for me, thinking/simping about a fictional man 🤓. i do remember the fanmail, but i never used it? honestly ive been on tumblr for 8 years and up until this blog i only reblogged aesthetic pics and left 😭 i never sent asks or talked to anyone ahha! but yeah i once sent myself fanmail to try it and i was like?? why. i dont understand why this exists. lmao. it was pretty cute though!

anyway

imagine: one month anniversary. you got him a book in braille. it's a 101 for communication in relationships. matt is not amused. secretly he reads it though. a week later he replies to one of your complaints about him being late with 'i hear you, but...'. i dunno if i wanna kill him or kiss him. at least he used one of the techniques. deserves a brownie point. and a kiss.

ooh yes! i actually watched the punisher first, weirdly enough, and i loved karen in that! i'm less of a fan of her in daredevil for some reason? she's just like.. idk. in the way? and her behaviour kinda annoys me sometimes. but i loved her with frank and ii feel like they'd be a better match! ahah, no but matt x elektra makes so much more sense? because they both grew up fighting and being unsure of their own identity almost? because matt was an orphan (? <- like i saw last week his mum just... is the nun) and elektra also is an orphan? they're both always in search of their identity and i think that's why they click so good. also. they're both so hot it's unfair lmao. so yes, big fan here too! but indeed, matt x me/you is the otp! there isn't a better ship in the whole universe i'm told!

lmao i love that nat just showed up. she's a badass.i love her and i hope their time together was fun. they both deserve the world tbh!

yeah i made the weird decision to watch the punisher first so i was SO confused about his backstory, because it mostly takes place in DD season 2. big mistake on my part. don't ask why bc i literally don't know haha. it might have been for ben barnes. also simp material for me whoops!

lmao they make hell's kitchen out to be enormous!!!! i pulled out a map and wow...

i mightve just walked through it without knowing!! damn </3. grounds to revisit ny when the borders open again!

oh do we love gentrification. i feel like most neighbourhoods of ny have been gentrified by now, so hell's kitchen too. it's really sad to see the historical centre and original inhabitants disappear. *puts up fist to the giant corporations*

pls these kinda men hide for their lives i feel like. im sad. *shouts into void*

ooh i actually love pool ahah, but sadly i cant play it a lot :(. but yeah. like he uses. his abilities to his advantage and you know what? good for him! i love him. he can win any time. although i am very competitive so hmm.

ooh a boat ride!!! fancy fancyyyy!! no i love that! especially just boating around the hudson must be nice. i hope it doesn't smell too bad for matt though.

yay, thank you so much!! i hope you have fun on your rewatches!

[tsukishumai]

BABE IVE BEEN WATCHING BARBIE PRINCESS MOVIES THE PAST HOURS SINCE I WOKE UP LMAO 🙂🤦🏻‍♀️ They just really comfort meeeee 😩😭 They just remind me of those simpler times during my childhood 🥺 When the harsh reality of life was still not a concern of my smol lil self.... ahhhh.. good times 🤓

GIRL URE ALWAYS GETTING ME SO THIRSTY FOR WAKABAE AND TSUKKI LIKE PLS MY HEART AND COOCHIE CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH😭✋🏻 HAHAH BUT SRSLY, you really have to write sum drabbles/ fics about those two soon please!! 👀 WE NEED TO BE FULLY QUENCHED 😜👅💦 Tsukki as one of the Shiratorizawa boys?? He looks good in that NGL im kinda digging it 😳😵😍🔥

I'm so glad to hear you're planning to keep that werq up!! Go geddit boothang!! And goodness, take it slow too!! Don't immediately force yourself, know ur body and listen to it 🧡 I've heard about chloe ting as well!! So I may just check her out soon if i dont procrastinate on working out 😜🙊

I hope you have an amazing day babe *kithy for u* ILYSM bestie :(((

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BESTIE I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE I’ve never seen any of the Barbie princess movies 🥺 BUT I totally get how u feel tho... can u believe as kids we used to wanna be adults... & now honestly I just wanna be a kid again.. no bills, no due dates, no deadlines, just Barbie movies and vibes 😭

BAE I AM ALWAYS THIRSTY FOR USHI AND TSUKKI oh my god and you know what? Just for u, I will 😌 IVE NEVER WRITTEN A FIC FOR USHI, I just feel like I wanna make sure I get his characterization right, y know? I don’t wanna make him some robot that doesn’t know how to process feelings like IM SURE HES DEEPER THAN THAT AND I WANNA DIVE IN ... and my first ushiwaka fic will be dedicated to you <33 but omgg tsukki looks good in purple 👀

THANKS GERMY honestly I’m still sore and I’m being a little bitch about it LOL and GL! If u decide to try the work outs hehe but don’t push urself too hard, it seems like u barely have time to slow down and catch a break 🥺

I HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY AS WELL GERMY MWAH MWAH I hope the weather is nice and the sun is shining wherever u are <33 ilysm bestie

[moon-jackal]

Hi!! This is for that identity ask 💖

11, 12, 22, 29 💞💞💞

hello!!💓💓 wow its been a hot min since ive gotten an ask. these ones are Great numbers thooo

//disclaimer: long post and op doesnt know how to put all this stuff under a cut//

11. describe your ideal day

wake up late. sit outside and drink a cup of tea in the midmorning sun w my roomate. spend long hours reading, drawing, painting and dancing. take a cuddle nap. frozen pizza dinner. watch 3 episodes of a cheesy drama. go to sleep in the am, content. i have no approaching deadlines and infinite time.

12. cat or dog person?

i am a HUGE cat person, i love cats to bits!!!! theyre so🥺🥺🥺 (dogs are nice but their teeth are too big n they are sometimes too loud. cute from a distance tho.)

22. list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.

• dancing! literally all of my time is in dance class or dance rehearsal ajdjkfkf. i love it but it is Very time consuming

• reading🥰 i love to freakin read, literally whatever as long as its fiction and its got characters i relate to

• procrastinating. ngl this takes up alot of my time. yes, i am adequately ashamed. tumblr, among us, whatever im feelin atm.

• schoolwork. disgusting gross awful bad. i hate it.

• talking/hanging out w my friends. i love them

29. three songs that you connect with right now.

okay to this is harddd. im listening to so many different songs rn and i love them all. BUT if i HAD to choose, which ig i do, itd be these three:

• moon doesn’t know the way - case tape music. its a song n its in russian and i havent looked up the lyrics yet but i just,, it resonates in my bones for reasons i havent figured out yet. i saw it recommended in a tumblr post by a mutual i think?? havent been able to get it out of my head.

• bloodstains - 100 gecs. okay,, this Song. its just,, its a perfect description of how i feel on a daily basis. like i relate to this song so much. and the fact its kinda harsh on the ears is (again) PERFECT. esp the like last bit?? that sounds like ur insides are being scrambled??? yeah,,

• lost - frank ocean. ard there are so many songs out there that i resonate with on a deep level but one of these babies had to be frank ocean cuz,, his music is so good. i love it so much.