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I have shit to do.
#ive been gone for ages#I’m finally alive (kinda)#I’ve been saying that I’ll get my fat ass up and start writing again but it never happened#i’m back bitches
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no witty caption today; I just love ringo hiii ringoooo
#puyo puyo#ringo ando#my stuff#did you know it has been a year since i first posted a puyo art piece. today is not the anniversary but last october i posted a puyo piece#and since then it has all gone incredibly downhill from there.#in fact you can consider this a spiritual redraw of one of my very first puyo pieces#which was also of onstage/rockin ringo!#thats been my phone wallpaper for ages but maybe its time to change. to this one-#maybe not also since this isnt exactly phone dimensions its poster dimensions#if its not clear i wanted this to be like a poster. for risukumagurin but that fell through so its a poster for just ringo now#but thats ok she deserves it#i dont have much more to say about this tbh i kinda bust it out as fast as was physically possible#its been a while since ive been able to do that. stares at the piece ive been hacking away at for weeks#ringo has that effect on you.#i wanna draw her more. im thinking specifically of the new collab alt she has#gal ringo..... so cute..........
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wdym jeonghan enlistment and junhui acting break what do you mean WHAT DO YOU MEAN
#yena talks#ive been avoiding thoughts on svt enlistment for ages because it just. didnt feel real#and then for them to drop that AND junhui being gone???????#my emotional support magpie friend jeonghan and my emotional support “do stars have feelings” kitty junhui#just. gone????????#i know no break is forever (just yet) and junhuis acting is a good thing but im going to MISS THEM god fuckinh dammit
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quick sketch thing of my Lavellan in preparation for DATV
#hes grown his hair out...got a gray streak...chapped lips...and eye bags!#dragon age#daee lavellan#ive been luxuriating in bad end AUs for what possibly could happen with Mythal and him....ough....#if i have to kill him I think im going to shoot myself#HES GONE THROUGH SO MUCH...WORLDS UNLUCKIEST MAN....AN OMEN....#'if hes with us i know how this is gonna end' 'thanks varric. appreciate it.'
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the fact that they marketed this game to new players was its downfall. new players have no idea about lyrium potions, or that the crows buy children to torture into assassins, or that the qunari say women cannot be warriors, or that the mage/templar dynamic is one of the biggest conflicts in thedas, or that the fifth blight, one of the most dangerous blights in history due to the fact that there was a political upheaval at the very same time(and is canonized as being the one that ends life as we know it if the warden dies during the joining), was stopped by two of the remaining ferelden grey wardens. they dont really know about the circles or the harrowing. they dont know about the dalish and their culture. they dont know about orzammar, the largest remaining dwarven thaig in existence, or the casteless that live in its slums. they dont know about the carta. they dont know about andraste or the maker. they dont know about the chantry being literally the center of every single region in thedas. they dont know about seheron and the qunari ways.
maybe in a codex entry, or a bit of dialogue stuffed too full because its trying to hammer into your brain something that should have already been there. but people who start with veilguard dont even really get dragon age.
#da4 critical#veilguard critical#idk. something ive been thinking about.#praying for new dragon age players to play origins thru inquisition and be like...whys all this stuff missing from VG?#and then they play veilguard again and end up hating it. i want this very much#if bioware went under i dont think id be too upset LOL. considering the fact that what. 75% of the original team is gone?#all that knowledge and passion and creativity gone. biowares already kind of dead.
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yeah yeah trick weekes says whatever about it not making sense that solas couldnt sneak off THEY FAILED TO CONSIDER that maybe he just is ass at it when he gets invested. much like. the whole fucking rest of the romance where he COMPLETELY fails to resist until the breakup.
anyway.
im personally of the opinion that he's more liable to slip up - fail at sneaking, accidentally reveal details, contradict himself - when he actually makes bonds with people. which is why after trespasser he goes and lives alone in the lighthouse for ten years but i digress.
and i think "that", the bonds tripping him up, should be reflected in his exit from the Inquisition. you're enemies or neutral, yeah he just vanishes. there's nothing to keep him there, nothing to interfere with his plans and intentions. you're (ex)lovers? i think he still would pull back purposefully and probably vanish, but there would be definite hesitation. he would have to force himself to do so, because fuck, he wants to stay. he wants to be close to you. but he also, crucially, knows that you have a dangerous sway over him, so he MUST disengage. if you're friends, it takes him some effort. because he does like you, he doesn't want to do what he has to, it's been so long since he had people who were friends to him, and he doesn't have to force himself away because he's in too deep. he knows you would worry about him. he might not be willing to give anyone the truth - but he would owe you a goodbye, at the very least. especially if you weren't the type to try to convince him to stay.
#solas#solas dragon age#dragon age: inquisition#da:i#solavellan#if you squint#idk. romance has way more volatility to it than friendship and kinship. it tends to blow up and make people more angry and bitter#but i think parting on good terms that are later revealed to have been false terms is a massive gut punch#like ive gone into it before but revallen is not the type to let his friends just. go. without doing something#he's too traumatized. thats why he has his goodbye habit of giving them a kiss laden with a protection spell before letting them go#because he let his wife go without one and she was killed#so he's observant of the signs of someone leaving#he would notice solas's absence immediately and chase him down.#even for goodbyes that are hasty and one sided you will get a kiss - forehead or cheek or hand - and that protection spell#otherwise he cannot sleep at night#and on solas's end - he does not want to admit it but i do think he likes it. he likes having the bonds of friendship and kinship#even if they must be short lived. even if only for a moment. i think he knows he must keep himself apart but he longs for them#and cannot force himself not to#he may not even realize that he's relenting but he does. even if only a little. even if only long enough for a kiss and a fond goodbye
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thinking about kingmaker and my beloved sycamore again 😔
#kingmaker shenanigans#my art#my ocs#described in alt text#not to repeat myself again but: *guttural screech of love*#he's one of my favorite character ever and he exist only in my head and computer. i have to manifest him whenever i can.#i want to design his post game outfit once the mourning is done. i think he'll start wearing some blue. everyone's wondering what's gone#wrong with him all of a sudden. probably. ive been wanting to draw some of this for ages lol. his fighting is so vivid in my head i want to#animate it as if its not WAYYY over my current skills but hey yknow
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If I had a nickel for every time I've been in a fandom with higher being(s) called watchers that are often shown with eye imagery I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice
#whats even funnier is both times its unintentional#like i didn't get into either thing knowing about the watchers#Anyway hello ive been gone for ages did my three fans miss me#the magnus archives#tma#tma podcast#mcyt#watcher grian#the watchers#the eye#grian#evo smp#the life series#hermitcraft
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yaaaaay its another skyrim character page! this is another of my husband @chemicalcain's characters, Sindri, who used to be a fisherman before his boat crashed in Solitude and now he's having The Worst Time Ever. he's basically our "put that guy in a situation" guy. squeezing him like a stress toy. you know.
#skyrim#khajiit#oc#sindri#he's such a little guy... i wuv him...#bullying him for fun and profit#anyway sorry ive been gone for uh. ages.#i logged out of tumblr on pretty much everything and have been trying not to log back in unless necessary#you know. for my health.#but i still get email notifs for asks so if you need me send an ask XD#or just hmu on discord yall probably know me on there
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november ko-fi fic!
hiya!! i am still working on the november ko-fi fic (to be published hopefully sometime this weekend)
(KUWSK family meal aka american thanksgiving themed with ✨chaos✨ to make it wholesome after the last two mob-themed ones lmao)
BUT i'm announcing here that i will be stopping the ko-fi fics after november!! with my grad program picking up, i've found that it's been really hard to balance how much i want to write, study, and just be here in this space online with y'all - and the ko-fi fics have been a ton of fun and honestly so good for my writing abilities, but they've also become a stressor the later in the month it gets without posting when i wanted to commit to having them out at the beginning of each month :(
so to make sure that no one gets charged in december, i'm just gonna delete my ko-fi the last day of november! all the fics i've posted on there will make their way to ao3 (probably in the first month of 2025) so no one will actually lose access to anything - i would just feel really bad if people were charged because they didn't see this or cause they didn't cancel in time or anything!
in all, this has been really fun for me and i'm really really so incredibly thankful for everyone who has become a supporter of my ko-fi (either for a few months or a day or the entire year it's been running). thank you thank you so much!! and i hope you enjoyed these little fics as well <3
#kit's kofi fics#ive been missing the amount of time i used to have for fandom space#especially on tumblr#and i've been so focused on writing my bb fic (still ebcause the mods are angels and im late to having it finished)#that all my writing time has gone there#and then my next priority is my kofi#and i want my next priority to be something different entirely#like whatever i want at the moment you know?#i remembered way late at night the other night that i never finished the hanahaki fic#and i was like!!!! the hanahaki fic!!#but finals are starting (they're essays i should have started them ages ago)#and i have my bb fic to finish (thank you mods for letting me have extra time)#and i have the kofi fic etc etc#so one has to go#and this is what i picked and i am honestly so grateful and ahppy for everything#and i hope the last one (KUWSK) shows that#because its been a pleasure to write
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Me, Finishing Veilguard:
Well, Shit.
I changed my name, but it's still me!
Time to delve into DA lore now that I've done my hyper-emotional first playthrough. If anyone is interested in helping to collect codecies, HMU. I'll add you to my Googl Doc.
Join the Seekers of Truth
#dragon age#Ive been sitting on the floor for 3 hours#Im not okay#The wine is gone#Why is the wine always gone?#No Spoilers#datv#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#Dragon Age: The Veilguard#Veilguard#Im done#Join The Seekers of Truth
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How does Ticcimask work in your story? I don't know if you've talked about it before, or if you're tired of this question, I just wanted to ask due to how there are so many conflicting depictions of the ship.
Depends on what you mean? If you're referring to their ages, Origin is about Tim as a teenager. It'd be weird if it was Marble Hornets, Red Flannel Tim dating 15 year old Toby (STARES LOUDLY), but this is a prequel to MH, and they're roughly the same age. The love-hate dynamic that people associate with Ticcimask works better when they're the same age, imho, and that's always been how I've seen the ship. They're rivals to each other, rather than an adult bullying a child because he's Kind Of Annoying (and mentally disabled, which. Yikes).
In Origin, they're both obsessed with each other, but for completely different reasons, and those reasons change over the narrative as their ideologies shift.
In Tim's eyes, Toby is this captivating, all consuming flame. Toby doesn't languish over what's right and wrong, what makes him a "good boy" or a "bad boy"- he does as he pleases, and demands everyone witness it. He spits in The Operator's face and openly questions the nature of their rearing and their orders, even though that hurts his standing. Though that usually pisses him off, he can't help but find it a bit admirable. Toby is very compelling to Tim, in all aspects, and he can't help but want him around even though he finds him so antagonistic. Toby understands Tim's anger at the world, and- most importantly- he validates it through his actions and reactions. At the same time, though, he challenges Tim intellectually, which very few people do. Kate tells him "don't do bad things", but Toby asks him "why?"
When it comes to how Toby sees Tim... I fear saying too much. I kind of want it to be something you interpret yourself. But I'll say that for however intense Tim views Toby, Toby views Tim three times as intensely. Like, don't ever read Toby's mind when he's thinking about Tim, you will feel compelled to Call Someone (therapist, doctor, a priest, or all three). It's very hard to describe how Toby sees Tim without using some very heavy-handed biblical imagery, because from the start, Toby has seen Tim through the lens of believing The Operator is God. You can infer from there how he might see Tim- sometimes as a messiah, sometimes as Satan, and sometimes as both simultaneously. He wants to be close to that light, but he knows in his gut that there's something deeply Wrong about it.
Despite how they are obviously Aware of each other's dangerous faults and how badly things could go, they still choose to rely on each other. Simply because that, despite everything I said above, they get along horrifically well. When they agree on something, that thing is done with brutal efficiency. They are The Operator's Boys, and they're both his Best of The Best. They complete each other in the worst possible way- they're dangerous for each other, but deadly for everyone else. If things go according to The Operator's plan, they will be exactly as Toby fantasizes: Literal Kings, sitting atop a throne of bodies and ruling the humans on Earth like apex predators.
The thing is... is that really what they want? And are they willing to do what it takes to achieve that?
#i've been sitting on this for ages because ive been thinking so goddamn hard about this#like ive made jokes and little bits about this but I've never Gone Into It#mostly because a lot of their relationship drives the plot#but now that we're coming up to the peak of the story I can explain this because it's all referencing the text and not spoiling anything#ticcimask#ticci toby#tim wright#masky (creepypasta)#au thoughts#Remember what I said about Not Being Corny and referencing the Bible in my art#these two fuckers are why I have to keep reminding myself of that#long post
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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you haven't properly roleplayed or obtained roleplay experience until you've gotten intimately familiar with the triumphs and defeats, the epic highs and lows of tumblr askblogs
#you all ADAPTED to this. i was BORN in this pit. RAISED by it. you cannot match my power etc etc#this is a joke post but also more slash srs than i have any right to be saying#yin-thoughts#this is related to posting about undertale a lot tonight yeah#i love my utmv boys to death. they're my Boys. i rotate them in my head like they're stuck in a microwave being cooked to death#being the mun for paimak's blog has been the most fun ive had in ages. cant wait to go back to it.#but also munning is weirdly taxing and dear god my own update schedule makes me have an aneurysm#the epic highs and lows of tumblr askblogs man...... if you get it you Get It. you really just have to be there.#if you havent had the quintessential experience of roleplaying dramatic soap opera plots on tumblr dot com#have you even gone here
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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad#we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic#was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though#it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything#also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't#tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer#both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first#time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been#making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said#i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly#implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me#bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication#we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked#& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol#which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't#even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around#a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins#literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww#am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely#concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know
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i dont know if i can finish this movie
#just abt 27 min into 1hr45#and things appear to be peaking for the main character. which means#its only gonna go downhill from here (its a horror movie)#i dont know that technically tagalog is my first language as i (no longer?) speak it#but you know how they say things like media/literature are more embarrassing/vulnerable in ur first language#yeah. i would be significantly further into this movie if i didnt keep pausing it arhgdfbjgv#UNPROFESSIONAL. HER DIRECT SUPERVISOR IS HITTING ON HER AT WORK? (shes clocking out but still)#actually wait. i realise that he was the supervising TRAINER#so given that shes now an employee... maybe he asked her out specifically because hes no longer her direct supervisor?#okkkkk i take it back. still shes gotta be like twice his age???#andddd thats gotta be a ghost. ok#or like. idk is there an aswang equivalent to a vampire needing to be invited#is that why its called sunod???#well actually maybe that doesnt make sense. ive been translating that as 'follow' in my head#but it also means 'next'?#NEVERMIND I TAKE IT BACK AGAIN. HES STILL HER SUPERVISOR#and why is she answering her phone on the work floor!#<- has only ever worked secure settings. maybe this is normal idk#..........................he is now giving her an advance against company policy.#-_-.............................................................................. hes physically coming on to her#OH FUCK she just slapped him.#oh fuck she just kneed him in the balls. oh that job is gone#she wasnt immediately fired and hes acting normal at the weekly meeting.........................................#oh shit . her daughter (or whatever thing is possessing/replacing her) overheard. this guy is gonna die lol
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