#ive been fibbing

[zurdurer]

Quick silly Jonny D'Ville drawing bcs I've been listening a bunch and honestly he's just so gender and honesty I needed something to help me cope LMAO

I've been wanting to draw him more than most other things lately but all I could actually bring myself to finish was this so yeah urh enjoy 💪

[edit: I've added image IDs since I realised I forgot these initially]

[artbymesa]

Since y’all seem chill I'd like to share some highlights from my partner and I's fridge. An artist/writer and an IT guy who's got jokes.

Guess who wrote all of these?

It was the IT guy.

[ekuns]

ive been so happy all day today because a literal actual lifelong dream of mine came true in the best easter miracle of my life

[seancamerons]

So here is a genuine question so, if denim vests, dresses, pleated denim skirts, and even shoes, pretty much all denim everything, flares too, crops, shrunken blazers, and even gauchos are making a comeback...

How long will it be before sequined shrugs or regular shrugs and layering make a return from a roughly 18 year hibernation?

Like you ask yourself in a store off racks or see on teens and the early twenties and generally younger humans walking down the street, is it like 2006 again?

Even Timberlake is supposedly collabbing with Timbaland and Nelly Furtado. NSYNC, in full as a five piece, who mind you, has been split up for well over almost 20ish years, may even might reunite. It feels crazy. 2006 was what? A whole adult has been born lived their entire toddler and adloscnet eras and is now currently in 2023, an adult since then. That is crazy.

I can’t believe im saying this, but I am lowkey here for it, and dare I say interested and entertained. In the same breath boom, I feel dreadfully old. Even the members of my generation peers and the 40ish members of NSYNC. I joke about it often to myself, but ugh, it's not really a good feeling despite physically being fine as to be expected. The thirties suck.

The gods of fashion say fashion comes in cycles. I suppose this is what it means. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.

I refuse to be old or become old. I make an effort though I lowkey wish I had a cocktail like Meryl Streep had in Death Becomes Her where I remain ageless and can wear all the beautiful clothes with a yoga toned body and looks to match. Life ain't like the movies, and you see all or most of the clothes you donned in middle school or high school on teen children or on the youth of today. I didn't sign up for this.

Yikes, this is how my mom probably when flares came back in the late 1990's or when I was obsessed with watching Nick at Nite or TV Land with the shows of her time like it was brand new. Let's also not forget the VH1 and 80s obsessions. It's a boomerang, it's a cycle and it's driving me crazy.

[specialmedicalcentre]

Cassie Codes in the ICU

Nurse Farah watched quietly as Cassie's chest rose, then fell, as the ventilator breathed for her. There was an intermittent whoosh-click that came from the vent each time Cassie's breasts rose. Farah could not remember how many times she had checked on Cassie today, and she knew this would not be the last.

A quick succession of sounds from the vitals monitor shook Farah out of her reverie. Bip-bi-biiip-bipbipbip-biiip. Cassie's heart was threatening arrhythmia again. Instinctively, Farah placed her finger against Cassie's neck, feeling directly for her pulse. The skin was cool and a little clammy. Farah felt Cassie's heart trying to push blood, but she feared that Cassie would probably fall back into arryhthmia and, from there, into V-fib again.

Just as soon as it began, Cassie's cardiac rhythm corrected itself.

Farah pressed a button on the monitor and began a blood pressure reading. She heard the familiar sound of the pump, grinding away inside the monitor. She saw the cuff bulge on Cassie's slim arm - bruised and sweaty from the abuse - and heard the pulling and straining of the velcro as the cuff reached its limit. With a few deflations, and a long beeeep, the machine deflated the cuff.

102/70. Cassie was not doing well. Her pressure has been dropping and her heart wasn't doing its work. Cardiomyopathy? Some kind of rhythm problem?

The attending physician had told Farah that Cassie had come in to the Emergency Department the previous night complaining of light-headedness, headache, chest pains. Naturally, they processed her immediately as a potential cardiac case. Slim, 22, possible anorexia…the case almost wrote itself. Her low blood pressure wasn't unusual for a woman her age and build, but a 5-lead EKG gave some ominous signs. They shifted her to a 12-lead and got her a bed. After several hours in observation in the ER, it seemed that she was stable, although still weak and hypotensive. The arrhythmia was already obvious.

Then she coded. For the first time, at least.

It was unexpected and very sudden; Cassie's cardiac deterioration was very rapid - she complained of a flutter, which was probably A-fib, and then she lost consciousness and seized briefly. After a short round of CPR and a 120 J cardioversion, they had a rhythm and she was breathing on her own, although she was not conscious. They decided to move her to ICU.

That's when I first saw her, Farah thought to herself. Farah had immediately found herself suddenly fond and protective of Cassie. Maybe more than other patients; she couldn't be sure.

Still unconscious during Farah's morning shift, Cassie coded again, briefly. Farah performed CPR this time. They got her back on rhythm again and decided to intubate for safety, given her uncertain condition. The ER team had left her in her bra and panties; when Farah's team decided to put in a Foley, she decided that she would leave Cassie as dressed as possible.

Farah looked away from the vitals monitor and its terrible information, and looked down at Cassie, her body uncovered for observation.

Cassie was reclined in the ICU bed, slightly head-up for postural circulation. Her arms were laid away from her body. She was on a vent, the tube holder creasing her face where it had been quickly strapped in place. Her hair fell in disheveled curls out of the bouffant cap they had put on her. As her chest rose and fell, Farah ran her eyes slowly down Cassie's body, thinking about how she looked. EKG electrodes pressed quickly to her chest, IVs in her wrists. The thick yellow cath clumsily running out of her panties to the collection bag.

They had done all the necessary things, and now Cassie was totally transformed from how she was when she came in. Farah's fascination was deep. She found herself staring at the catheter bulge in Cassie's panties.

"Farah?" Nurse Yasmin's greeting startled Farah, and it probably showed. She tried to stifle her gasp, but she was unable to hide her blushing.

"H…hi, Yas. What's up?" Farah smiled at the junior nurse.

Yasmin looked briefly at Cassie, then up at the monitor. "How is she?"

"Same. BP is down some, and she's still throwing PVCs." Farah sighed. "What's up?"

Yas looked at Farah. "Attending told me to tell you that we should put an AED on her and prep for corrective cardioversion. The team is on the way."

Farah looked at Cassie again. Here we go.

"Can I help out?" Yasmin asked.

"Of course," Farah smiled. "Let's get her prepped."

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[variksel]

dungeons and daddies areas tour dublin live show highlights bcs i Can Not believe i forgot to post this before now:

-anthony going "hold on, i forgot something", going off stage, and bringing out his steam deck

-them doing the pledge of allegiance because "customs told them to" and eeeevery irish person in the crowd booing them

-a grenade got thrown on board of their boat and glenn IMMIDEATLY kicked it towards the nearest npc (he exploded. RIP evan dungeonsanddaddiesareastourdublin)

-anthonys dad fact: "i hate the english" got the most applause ive ever heard in my life

-NPC: "say sorry to me in irish. heres the google translate version of the phrase" ron: "this language is so easy guys!" "ahem. skibidi toilet"

-glenn did a rap break in the middle of the irish national anthem, he went "the socioeconomic factors behind the english fucking you guys over" and then did airhorn sounds. again the most applause i have heard since the anthony dad fact

-matt running a darryl vs. dolphin combat by himself for himself when anthony dissappeared behind the scenes again

-darryl accidentally killing a mermaid that was stuck in the motor of their boat and not telling the other dads. then later, when the mermaid army attacked them (by throwing a grenade on board, of course,) trying to fib that he isnt darryl wilson

-glenn, the boat owner/boat captain 🫡 (oh captain MY captain)

-anthony eating real life sushi off of real life william f. campos' dick

-will constantly going behind the scenes and coming out in different shirts, trying to convince different NPCs that he was a different person

personal ones because I Loved These ngl:

-anthony doing the sign of the cross when, during stuff signing, i told him i was cosplaying tony collette "in memoriam"

-i told freddie tony is my favourite character, then course corrected and said "oh well, WAS" and he said pretty much "oh yeah lmao"

-will fistbumping me after my partner gave him the fanart prints i made for the show (i was toooooooo fuckin nervous and they knew i prolly wouldnt have done it unless they had LMAO it was so cute of them)

-every cast member signing my partners trudy cosplays apron (an apron they had made for the show themselves!!! by hand!!! my partners so mf cool wtf u guys)

-anthony being. ngl so short that he had to do the biggest neck move in history to fit into most pictures and he did it even when he didnt have to lmao (he wouldve fit. just fine into ours without straining his neck but i dont think he saw our phone screen and he was used to it so 😭🫡 thank u king)

-literally everything from the show its been almost a week i cant believe it mfs we saw The Guys in real life!!

[integra1127grimmreaper]

The Path of Gods: A Daughter's Sacrifice - Part V

Marcus Acacius Masterlist

Series Masterlist

Part IV

Warning: fluff, violence and death.

Summary: You reach out to Marcus before advancing on to the next city.

Once the first city was secured, your father’s legion prepared to proceed to the next. You were cleaning your weapon and armor in the corner of your shared tent, whilst your father sat at his makeshift desk, writing up a report to send back home to the emperor. “I shall be ending the report back soon”, you father draws your attention. “Do you perhaps wish to send a letter to Marcus?”

Your eyes instantly light up at the suggestion, “if it will not be an inconvenience, then I would love to.”

“Of course, not”, your father scoffs. “I have written one to Julia, and to enquire on the well-being of your brothers. Write to your Love, my pet. Besides, I am quite certain he is at his wits’ end with concern for your well-being.”

You chuckle out in response when noticing the teasing glint in your father’s eyes, “he nearly joined us. I believe, Marcus sometimes forgets that I am a warrior.”

“It is because he loves you”, your father remarks, eyes softening then. “Do you think that I do not feel the same?” Getting up and making his way toward you, he takes your hands into his own as he as he takes a seat in front of you. “Even though the general inside me knew what a strong and capable warrior you are, the father inside me was gripped with fear when you went out to the battlefield.”

Your gaze drops downward in shame, and he gently cups your cheek to bring back up. “You are most precious to me, my child... my only daughter and all I have left of your late mother.”

“Forgive me, Father...”, you tearfully respond.

“For what, my child?”, your father frowns in confusion.

“For being ungrateful”, you utter out in shame.

“Ungrateful...?”, your father tuts in response. “You? Never... A bit overconfident at times perhaps”, he winks at you teasingly, causing a faint smirk to pull at your lips, “but never ungrateful.”

Getting up from his seat, your father gently places a kiss to your forehead. “Do not fret, my pet... Write your letter to Marcus and then we shall send it.”

Dearest Marcus

I write you this letter with the endorsement from my father, and before you breakout with fear; yes, father knows of our relationship and supports it. He’s only wish is for us to wait a bit until we make it official, but that topic is for a later, personal discussion.

We took the first city and with much ease, with no losses on either side... well, that is a fib though, there was one on their side, but the fool had it coming. You could take a guess on who’s sword he fell. It was quite amusing to see the bewildered looks on the faces of all the soldiers that do not personally know me, but what brought me great pleasure was the look of utter fear on our opponents faces. “How could a mere woman take on and defeat such a brutish warrior...?!” It was quite comical to watch their reactions.

As I write you this letter, we are preparing to advance on to the next city and I hope that it shall be as effortless as the first and that I do not have to witness the loss of any of my fellow soldiers. If I must fight every battle solely then I shall gladly do so, so long as I do not have to return home and have to witness the grief of the widows and orphans of my fellow soldiers. Before you chastise me, remember of the extraordinary capabilities I have been bestowed. The Gods had chosen to give these abilities; therefore, it is my duty to make use of them to protect Rome and her people.

I hope that will be able to place your concerns aside and be proud of my accomplishments so far.

By the time this letter reaches you, we would hopefully be advancing on to the last city.

Know that my love and yearning for you only grows stronger each day that we are apart, and I pray to the Gods, so does yours.

Faithfully yours, Valeria.

“It seems that these ones did not receive word of what had taken place at the previous city”, Caius scowls in displeasure. “We barely made it out in one piece after they launched their arrows.”

Your father listens to the report with furrowed brows. “None of you are gravely wounded though?”

Caius shakes his head, “merely a few scrapes.”

Your father gives satisfied nod, “good. Prepare the soldiers. We take the city in full siege in the next hour.”

Whilst a small celebration for the second successful siege, as well as preparations for the last one was underway, unbeknownst to any of you, an urgent message was hastily making its way to your father; instructing him to return to Rome immediately.  

Part VI

Tag: @nosebeers@cherrys4suckers @iamsebastianstann

[mins-fins]

≡;- ꒰ °𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐒 ꒱

a kim gyuvin smau

⟡   ֺ   �� SYNOPSIS ⋆ kim gyuvin has never been the best when it comes to science. every grade he's gotten in that class has been average at best, sometimes even lower than average. how he's passed middle school, and the first three years of high school is beyond him, and everyone in his life as well. after he fails his first science exam of the year, his teacher decides that the best thing to do is to assign him a tutor, but there are two problems with that. number one, gyuvin has the attention span of a fly, and number two, his tutor is insanely cute and he desperately wants to ask him out.

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 PAIRING ⋆ kim gyuvin x male!reader

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 GENRE ⋆ high school au, social media au, classmates to lovers, comedy (i'm unfunny sorry), fluff, angst, smart mf x dumb mf

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 WARNINGS ⋆ much swearing, kys/kms jokes, mentions of smoking, jokes about mental illness, homophobia, leehan of BOYNEXTDOOR as y/n's fc

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 FEATURING ⋆ zerobaseone members (mainly maknae line). boys planet contestants. enhypen (jungwon & ni-ki). ive (rei & liz). newjeans (minji & hanni). stayc (yoon & j).

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 STATUS ⋆ discontinued.

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 PROFILES ⋆ the dinner club | yujin parent association

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 TABLE OF CONTENTS ꜜ

˖ ݁  𓂃 one ⋆ a big fat zero!!!

˖ ݁  𓂃 two ⋆ crushy wushy

˖ ݁  𓂃 three ⋆ #1 ricky hater

˖ ݁  𓂃 four ⋆ gyuvin's (un)successful rizz

˖ ݁  𓂃 five ⋆ the awkwardness is awkwarding

˖ ݁  𓂃 six ⋆ dogs know all

˖ ݁  𓂃 seven ⋆ shoot your shot

˖ ݁  𓂃 eight ⋆ boyfriends?

˖ ݁  𓂃 nine ⋆ oh you are so down bad

˖ ݁  𓂃 ten ⋆ cinnamon girl by lana del rey

˖ ݁  𓂃 eleven ⋆ three in the fucking morning

˖ ݁  𓂃 twelve ⋆ operation boyfriend is a go!!!

˖ ݁  𓂃 thirteen ⋆ delusion is dangerous

˖ ݁  𓂃 fourteen ⋆ minji's pantry

˖ ݁  𓂃 fifteen ⋆ never ending beef

˖ ݁  𓂃 sixteen ⋆ would've, could've, should've

˖ ݁  𓂃 sixteen ⋆ NO FIBBING ON THE INTERNET‼️

˖ ݁  𓂃 seventeen ⋆ kim gyurizz 😨???

˖ ݁  𓂃 eighteen ⋆ losing the idgaf war

˖ ݁  𓂃 nineteen ⋆ i hate tall, handsome men

˖ ݁  𓂃 twenty ⋆ gyuvin's successful rizz

˖ ݁  𓂃 epilogue ⋆ eumppappa solos

⟡   ֺ   𓂂 TAGLIST (closed) ꜜ

˖ ݁  𓂃 @jinkiseason, @i520u, @junjiie, @elaineas-elysian, @purikkura, @big-uwu-stan, @sirenologies, @cowsidfk, @kpoprhia, @bbangricz, @samudan, @solarwoniii, @stvrboy-k, @gunwookiez, @planethyuka

[likeadevils]

idk if this is commons knowledge and I’m the only one that doesn’t know, but when Taylor said that Harry used to live next to her did she mean in London or LA?

THIS IS ACTUALLY WAYYYYY MORE COMPLICATED THAN PEOPLE REALIZE. to answer your question yes they lived very close to each other in LA (i believe it caused HAYLOR IS BACK to trend on twitter when it was announced harry bought the house). long answer she’s likely fibbing a little bit when she talked about it but also she might never have said it

so i believe you’re referencing this:

oh, some extra info on IWYW. cant remember if ive already shared this, if i have im sorry, if i havent then here. taylor wrote that after a couple of months after her and harry broke up, and they decided to become friends again, and she said this was the first time she had become friends with an ex to the point where they were comfortable enough to talk about why the relationship didnt work out. and he said how, after they broke up, he bought a house literally one road adjacent to hers. and every day he would drive home, and accidentally turn into her street, and told her how he just wanted to stop at her house and see her, but he never did. and she said this song is about while he was in the car making the decision to get out the car and see her, she was sitting in her bedroom, wishing he would make the move and go back to her and just pitch up at her house. she compared it to a classic movie where both parties want the same thing but neither has the guts to say anything. and thats why the song has the lyrics of "driving straight ahead", opposed to taking the left turn to see her.

as far as i can tell the tumblr post i linked is the earliest surviving source for her saying this— someone saying a likely 1989 sessioner said it to them. i can’t find the the actual sessioner’s account (admittedly, i haven’t tried in a couple years, and ive gotten way better at searching old websites). so it might be a fabrication, but taylor can also can be a bit silly with her recounting of events so it might just be her telling a wee fib. but no matter what this is likely some level of a simplification

iwyw was likely written in late may 2013 (that’s coming from an aggravate of multiple sources that’s too hard to cite here, but it’s all that’s in the 1989 timeline in my pinned). at the time, taylor had two houses in LA (one appears to be a guest house, we only learned about it when she sold it in 2018), one in rhode island, and one in nashville. it is almost definitely referring to her LA house though, because harry never lived in the other two places.

HOWEVER harry didn’t buy a house in LA until march 2014, after taylor finished 1989 (non-taylor’s version). now, i’ve heard he was staying with a friend in LA in 2013 who lived close to her house, but i haven’t been able to independently verify it, and it was from a haylor account so i am wary of bias. there’s also no evidence of them talking until august 2013, three months after she probably wrote iwyw, but that’s easy enough to hide from the public.

tldr the sourcing is questionable and the story doesn’t match up with publicly available facts. there are alternative explanations with even more dubious sourcing. taylor lies for the sake of a better story a fair amount but also she is capable of hiding big things from the public. draw conclusions as you will but be aware that they are built on sand

[jedimaesteryoda]

Serra was Illyrio’s second wife, a sex slave from a pleasure house in Lys, and likely Aegon’s actual mother. She was a Blackfyre in the War of the Roses parallel of Margaret Beaufort, likely Daemon IV’s daughter sold into slavery after Maelys’s coup. 

Serra’s story sounds much similar to Daenerys’s: a young girl of Targaryen blood in Essos whose (proclaimed) royal father was deposed by a distant cousin, and then sold into marriage as part of a plan to take the Iron Throne. 

She did succeed in having a living son unlike Daenerys, but she never got to see him grow up as Illyrio states about her tragic death:

"A Braavosi trading galley called at Pentos on her way back from the Jade Sea. The Treasure carried cloves and saffron, jet and jade, scarlet samite, green silk … and the grey death. We slew her oarsmen as they came ashore and burned the ship at anchor, but the rats crept down the oars and paddled to the quay on cold stone feet. The plague took two thousand before it ran its course." Magister Illyrio closed the locket. "I keep her hands in my bedchamber. Her hands that were so soft …"

I think just as he doesn’t mention the actual details of her identity and the reason Illyrio married, he also may have been fibbing about her death. The best lies have bits of truth, the truth being the grey plague likely may have happened at the time. Note, he mentions that a plague came to Pentos, yet he doesn’t state that Serra herself got sick. 

At the end of the chapter, Tyrion sings a song by Symon Silvertongue threatening to reveal his secret about the sex worker who became his mistress, Shae. Shae herself (understandbly given her situation) betrayed him, and he would end up killing that very woman with the gold hands of the Hand's chain.

"A Braavosi trading galley called at Pentos on her way back from the Jade Sea. The Treasure

For she was his secret treasure

"I keep her hands in my bedchamber. Her hands that were so soft …"

For hands of gold are always cold, but a woman's hands are warm

Just where was the galley headed? As Illyrio said, it was on its way back to its home port of Braavos, a historical refuge for escaped slaves. 

Cutting off body parts with the tongues removed for little birds is part of Illyrio and Varys’s modus operandi, but it must be noted that the cutting off of one’s hands is the common punishment for thieves. What did Serra try to steal?

The thing of most value to Illyrio and Varys: Aegon.

While Illyrio and Varys were all in on the plan to crown Aegon, just what were Serra’s thoughts on it? The plan involved taking her young son from her for perhaps indefinitely to be raised by strangers to pursue the Iron Throne, a quest that has only resulted in death and disaster for her family.

Serra may have tried to run away with an infant Aegon to Braavos. Illyrio’s house slaves may even have helped her escape. Of course, Varys and Illyrio found out and stopped her, killing the crew on the ship. They would have been undoubtedly mad that she almost undid years of planning, and she likely threatened to reveal their secrets as a desperate last attempt. By that point, she had given birth to Aegon and fulfilled her part in the plan, so they didn’t need her anymore. 

They likely killed Serra, and Illyrio kept her hands as a memento. Serra was used a brood mare for her house's cause and when she tried to exercise some agency, she was murdered.

[bitemedotmp3]

BEEP

4. A late night text

From: WDID - UZI To: Aurelius Vane-Tempest

Sent at: 11:12 PM

>hey oreo ur like a cop or whtvr right

>aurelius*

>sry lol

>or a lwyer? idk the diff

>thnk i saw a crime in fib. ward

>level 38 mayb?

>guys were shoutin n i heard a bang

>then no shouting

>sounded like a gun? ive been shot at

>not rn but just in general

>i mean i know wht a gun sounds lik

>here chck it:

>Attatchment: 321 kb - gunshotsidk.mp3

>oh wait hold on brb

Sent at: 11:18 PM

>oh yeah guy is totes ded lmao

>Attachment: 8.3 kb - deadguy.jpg -FILE NOT SENT

>sry shldve asked first

>do u want dead guy pics? for like

>csi shit

>hey do u get a reward for reprting crime stuff??

>i need a new headset

[arctic-k9er]

heard people talking about this, seemed interesting enough so im here now.

You can call me Selena or 10-13, I don’t really care. Uh I don’t really know what to put here but I’m a shadow company sniper so. Yeah.

Hello, im the person behind selena :D!! She has a masterlist of some of her content (that ive been terrible at updating lol) so you can check that for info on her :D

I (the mod) go by any pronouns and you can call me Toast (or Miso or whatever :3) and Selena uses she/they, please keep in mind that I am a minor! Anyone’s welcome so long as you’re not weird, though :3

i’m not great at reaching out (i am working on this but im still pretty bad at it aaksjsij :( ) so please don’t be afraid of me or be scared to talk to me I swear I don’t bite!

I’ll usually just talk in blue text (and posts that are just me yapping will be tagged as mod talking or something similar) and selena will talk in just… normal text with no fibs or fabs ig?

A lot of content here will be sketched by me (personal preference right here, I feel a little weird using pics I didnt take haha) so if quality is weird im sorry D:

Main is @toastthewolfie, you can find more on my other cod ocs there (or my original storyline ocs)!!!!

Thank you for reading :3

[archondorian]

ive done it ive figured out whar the problem is with the companions in veilguard. individually theyre all fine but as a whole there's an issue because all of them are so goddamn *honest* all the time. in prior games at least one person was lying their ass off at any given moment and this is a natural and healthy part of a dragon age ecosystem.

you need bitches who are actively misleading you like plants need water. not enough and they shrivel up into nothing (boring), too much and they get root rot (you expect every character to be lying always, loses the surprise). veilguard has no water!!! these bitches have naught a deceptive bone in their bodies!!!!

where are my blackwalls (lying out of guilt) my isabelas (lying to get out of trouble) my iron bulls (lying out of duty) my anders (lying for the Cause) and most importantly my varrics (lying for the fun of the game)

in a game where one of the main antagonists is the god of lies having a team that struggles with honesty would have been SO INTERESTING. but no. instead we got these goody two shoes over here who would rather eat glass than tell a fib.

anyway im rotating an au in my mind where caterina doesn't tell rook that lucanis is alive in the ossuary and instead illario joins the veilguard. i think this would be good enrichment for the team

[solardick]

Cassiopeia, daughter of the great Devil. Eight stars by eight is 88 constellations. 58 5 by 8 pointed stars. The rosary. The 5 star constellation to name Cassiopeia. The celestial mother of wayfair travellers. And the five reindeer stags. Whip and chariot. The forbidden purple enclosure of the north star. The throne. Santa clause is coming to town. Well that was fun.

5 + 17 is 22. Not my experience of it. Less god more perverts.

5+7 = 12. Hanged man.

Unifying number is 2. Inside the church. The hanged man is given to 10. The wheel.

Anyway.

Letter A. Is a feather. I fallen white feather. Though others have placed a black one. Aside the feather. It’s a kite. Learning to fly a kite. Trying to easenit with the wind. Letter A is all things aerial.

Where’d his heart go? I don’t know. He’s dead inside.

Though, be the first time ive seen a manifestation of a card that doesn’t yet exist. I can correct the moon card. Ive seen. And the sun card is identical to the marseille card. Except that it lacks the superficial barrier separating the two children. As they play “ball”. In my case, badminton. That wall in the background should be placed in the middle ground. A short wall, easily passed over.

Hidden soviet-tarot- symbols hidden in plain sight.

18+31=49. ≠13 ≠4

R, Temperance/moon + 10 wheel. M/Q Death. D, Emperor/empress.

18 Р 31 Я. У 13. Г 4.

Mixes tarot with the qwerty. And leaves aside the yet undefined jcuzen.

For letters RЯ. Completes a mussing piece and spells out the dangers of the moon, and the death function of all material attachments.

For example on the possibility of card letter Аа. Not much mention of the magician here save that paired with the fallowing Башня card of the tower. On this count it works simultaneously to both qwerty and jcuzen type sets.

On the horror scene of lightning and the kite. And the creation of life. Frankenstein. To Benjamin franklin catching lightning with a kite. To the missing key of the image.

Electricity is bonded to the life force. Through the use of defibrillators. And serves as a protection charm. Here also not too. Far away is the theft of fire. And a fib isn’t just a lie. But a fabrication of story. Inconsequential to or of little importance. As one passes over truth, and may yet still continue on being in the palm of my hand here.

And welcome to 9-11. The beginning of a script

The picture of the hermit holding his smart phone paired next to justice. Or “strength” watching the mother feminine wrestling away his pride. His voice and his will of command.

Justices will is lunar by nature and thus reactive in its acts to sever the life force.

By jcuzen, 9 and 11 have been given to something else. З and Й. Letter Зз the fertile grounds of the mind. Imagination building. As letter 3 brings it back to letter Вв. To letter C. And one of the letters ties it to the high priestess. Aka temple of solomon. In a cut out stand alone story of the book of god inside a golden throne or sacred resting place where all evil is left outside the gate. Here plays in the magician card. But B also means something else. Not saying. Iduhno.

If Й is given to judgement. Then it plays true all the way through all connections made here today. Though judgement. Given to the perverse. The majority of the world. Is anything but sacred.

And what is seen at this step past letter Б, as for in the present tower. What lays outside of that crumbled state. The story begins and is held all the way through.

Should invest in some scotch. And suck on that for while.

But im not living this perverted twisted framed life they’ve given me. My suicide plan is still alive and well. Fear i may never finish this card game.

They cheated, god. I can’t function anymore. And im never going to learn how to live.

Yeah, still my favourite movie. Baahubali. Images that are completely missing from americano bs. Which does everything in its power to degenerate masculinity with pompous bs mixed with villainy.

I prime example. Even has the ametica in it. American gods. Starts off, like most do. Inmocentky enough. Then it loops over everything with perversion. Poor clark kent. With his secret rainbow identity and when he steps out of thr closet… the entire smalltown claps and cheers him on. Yay! Oh well. What to expect from a canadian show overlayering the southern states. And their conservatis laws of illegality.

Fuck the entire northern american continent.

Wonder ifvthe bible will olay out true and whch teo countries are sodom and gamorah. Since i was born to be owned and dominated by twisted perdonalities. Which is obvious to me now. Is never going to end because it always was. Elation brings me to thoughts of the end of this world.

Portents though that fallow the rabbit. Are some of my least favourite. Busy rodents. The gofer doesn’t seem to offer much in the way of symbolism. Not to my count. But the rabbit, there being no Hares. Ties back to lost and found. Depending on which card precedes it. Not the most pleasant of happenings. So i said fuck it. My new state to lack of care. I left to go get mine. Concession, and pleasant interaction.

All of those years to bring me to this point. All those years of framing me up to states of being. All those years of the same preceding all that. It’s always been the company paired to. All the violence. All dispositions of being a centre of gravity: to everything thats wrong. Bringing out my worst. It’s all its ever been others meddling with my affairs. From birth to 40 years on. Constant. Iv’e never done that not once. Addiction. And all that’s entropic. Ive been swallowed by a state of darkness. Over 25 years ago. Any attempt at anything is nothing. I just wait. And that waiting is getting nearer to its absence. And my act will close all light. Whichnisn’t much of a loss cause there’s nothing good in it. Never has been never will be. Im done.

Portents still speaking strong. A rabbit, a crow in sheeps clothing and a dove. The second two repeat twice. Sabotage mixed with good will. And the fucken rabbit of loss, found is only attained through effort.

Wish there were other animals, but no, not really.

There were also blue jays further ahead. And bluejays are all about cooperation. But are found in between the two sets of two.

As it’s set. Alot more to do.

Poor john wick. Everyone keeps calling you a woman after then killed you dog and stole you car. No Womder your mad.

Here’s never learning how to socially assert myself. And to the unsatisfying sex all never have. And to never being wble to do anything witg myself. Tried learning how. Never allowed. Ill just stay in the same state i have for the last 40 years. Being subject to others tyranixal rule.

Its the endweek end again. So its just me. With nothign to do. No orders to fallow. No one to see or talk to. No wonderni still smoke. 25 straight years of that. I dont want to be alive anymor e

“You got any olans this weekend?! Hope you have a great weekend” donyou have a wife? Any children? How about your family?” Fuck you. Yeahs everything is great! I dont even know what havign a fucken friend is like. So fuck you and die.

Doritos, marijuaana ans vedio games. I wont be too conscious for most of this weekend. Ill wake up on monday and go backnto work.

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Police Report

Incident Report No: 2034-8765 Date: September 24, 2024 Time of Arrival: 18:45 Location: Ironworks Boxing Gym, 4503 Cedar Lane Officer: Officer Daniel Reyes, Badge #4672 Responding Unit: Unit 311

Victim: Name: John Doe Age: 27 Gender: Male Race: Caucasian Height: 6'2" Weight: Approximately 190 lbs Hair Color: Dark brown Clothing: Gym shorts and tank top Condition: Unresponsive, appeared to be suffering a cardiac event

Summary of Incident:

At 18:35, dispatch received a 911 call reporting a man suffering a heart attack at Ironworks Boxing Gym. Upon arrival at 18:45, I observed the victim lying on the gym floor near a boxing ring. Several gym members were surrounding him, visibly distressed. A bystander, who identified himself as an off-duty nurse, was administering CPR. According to witnesses, the victim had just finished a sparring session and collapsed without warning while removing his gloves.

I secured the scene and requested EMS assistance. The off-duty nurse continued chest compressions until EMTs arrived at approximately 18:53. I did not observe any signs of external trauma or foul play. The victim appeared to be suffering from a medical condition, consistent with a heart attack. Upon arrival, EMTs took over resuscitation efforts and transported the victim to City General Hospital.

I interviewed several witnesses, who all confirmed that the victim had complained of feeling lightheaded after the sparring session but attributed it to exhaustion. No one reported any prior knowledge of the victim having a heart condition.

Next Steps:

Witness statements have been recorded.

Surveillance footage from the gym is to be reviewed.

Further updates pending EMT and hospital reports.

Officer Signature: Officer Daniel Reyes, #4672

EMT Report

Unit Number: 542B Date: September 24, 2024 Time of Departure: 18:53 Time of Arrival at Hospital: 19:10 EMT on Scene: Mary Delgado, Paramedic, Badge #3429 Partner: Alex Hughes, EMT, Badge #4710

Patient: Name: John Doe Age: 27 Sex: Male Condition: Cardiac arrest

Initial Assessment:

Upon arrival at Ironworks Boxing Gym, we found the patient lying supine on the floor with bystander CPR in progress. The patient was unresponsive, pulseless, and apneic. A quick assessment showed no signs of trauma or obvious injury. The bystander reported that the patient had collapsed suddenly during a boxing session.

Treatment Provided:

CPR was continued, and an AED was applied. The AED delivered one shock with no return of spontaneous circulation (ROSC).

The patient was immediately placed on a stretcher and transported to the ambulance.

En route to the hospital, we initiated advanced life support (ALS) protocols, including bag-mask ventilation, IV access, and administration of epinephrine and amiodarone.

The patient’s heart remained in ventricular fibrillation (V-fib) despite defibrillation attempts.

At 19:02, the patient’s heart activity ceased, transitioning to asystole. Continued CPR and two additional rounds of epinephrine were administered.

Despite continuous efforts, no ROSC was achieved during transport.

Upon arrival at City General Hospital at 19:10, the patient was handed over to the emergency department team. The patient remained unresponsive and in asystole.

Outcome: The patient was in cardiac arrest throughout transport and remained unresponsive upon arrival at the hospital.

EMT Signature: Mary Delgado, Paramedic #3429

Surgical Report

Patient Name: John Doe Age: 27 Date of Surgery: September 24, 2024 Time of Surgery: 19:15 Surgeon: Dr. Steven Carlson, Cardiothoracic Surgeon Hospital: City General Hospital

Pre-Surgery Diagnosis: Cardiac arrest secondary to acute myocardial infarction (suspected).

Surgical Procedure: Emergency thoracotomy with open-heart surgery and internal defibrillation attempts.

Surgical Narrative:

The patient arrived in the emergency department in full cardiac arrest, having been unresponsive since the time of collapse at the gym. CPR was ongoing upon arrival, with no detectable pulse or measurable blood pressure. The patient was immediately transferred to the operating room for emergency thoracotomy due to the failure of external defibrillation attempts and the prolonged duration of the cardiac arrest.

Upon opening the thoracic cavity, we identified the heart in a state of ventricular fibrillation, rapidly transitioning to asystole. Manual compressions were initiated while the internal defibrillation paddles were prepared.

The following actions were taken:

Internal defibrillation was attempted at 20 joules, followed by 30 joules. The patient remained in asystole.

Epinephrine was administered directly into the heart with no effect.

The heart was manually massaged for several minutes to stimulate activity.

Two additional rounds of internal defibrillation were performed, each with no response.

After 30 minutes of resuscitative efforts, the decision was made to cease further attempts. The patient showed no signs of life throughout the procedure, and no cardiac activity could be restored.

Time of death was called at 19:50.

Conclusion: The patient suffered an extensive cardiac event, likely a massive myocardial infarction, resulting in irreversible heart failure. Despite aggressive resuscitative measures, including open-heart surgery and internal defibrillation, the patient did not survive.

Surgeon Signature: Dr. Steven Carlson, Cardiothoracic Surgeon

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Now change his name and change clothing to white boxing shorts, and no shirt

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Police Report

Incident Report No: 2034-8765 Date: September 24, 2024 Time of Arrival: 18:45 Location: Ironworks Boxing Gym, 4503 Cedar Lane Officer: Officer Daniel Reyes, Badge #4672 Responding Unit: Unit 311

Victim: Name: Jacob "Jake" Anderson Age: 27 Gender: Male Race: Caucasian Height: 6'2" Weight: Approximately 190 lbs Hair Color: Dark brown Clothing: White boxing shorts, no shirt Condition: Unresponsive, appeared to be suffering a cardiac event

Summary of Incident:

At 18:35, dispatch received a 911 call reporting a man suffering a heart attack at Ironworks Boxing Gym. Upon arrival at 18:45, I observed the victim lying on the gym floor near a boxing ring. Several gym members were surrounding him, visibly distressed. A bystander, who identified himself as an off-duty nurse, was administering CPR. According to witnesses, the victim had just finished a sparring session and collapsed without warning while removing his gloves.

I secured the scene and requested EMS assistance. The off-duty nurse continued chest compressions until EMTs arrived at approximately 18:53. I did not observe any signs of external trauma or foul play. The victim appeared to be suffering from a medical condition, consistent with a heart attack. Upon arrival, EMTs took over resuscitation efforts and transported the victim to City General Hospital.

I interviewed several witnesses, who all confirmed that the victim had complained of feeling lightheaded after the sparring session but attributed it to exhaustion. No one reported any prior knowledge of the victim having a heart condition.

Next Steps:

Witness statements have been recorded.

Surveillance footage from the gym is to be reviewed.

Further updates pending EMT and hospital reports.

Officer Signature: Officer Daniel Reyes, #4672

EMT Report

Unit Number: 542B Date: September 24, 2024 Time of Departure: 18:53 Time of Arrival at Hospital: 19:10 EMT on Scene: Mary Delgado, Paramedic, Badge #3429 Partner: Alex Hughes, EMT, Badge #4710

Patient: Name: Jacob Anderson Age: 27 Sex: Male Condition: Cardiac arrest

Initial Assessment:

Upon arrival at Ironworks Boxing Gym, we found the patient lying supine on the floor with bystander CPR in progress. The patient was unresponsive, pulseless, and apneic. A quick assessment showed no signs of trauma or obvious injury. The bystander reported that the patient had collapsed suddenly during a boxing session.

Treatment Provided:

CPR was continued, and an AED was applied. The AED delivered one shock with no return of spontaneous circulation (ROSC).

The patient was immediately placed on a stretcher and transported to the ambulance.

En route to the hospital, we initiated advanced life support (ALS) protocols, including bag-mask ventilation, IV access, and administration of epinephrine and amiodarone.

The patient’s heart remained in ventricular fibrillation (V-fib) despite defibrillation attempts.

At 19:02, the patient’s heart activity ceased, transitioning to asystole. Continued CPR and two additional rounds of epinephrine were administered.

Despite continuous efforts, no ROSC was achieved during transport.

Upon arrival at City General Hospital at 19:10, the patient was handed over to the emergency department team. The patient remained unresponsive and in asystole.

Outcome: The patient was in cardiac arrest throughout transport and remained unresponsive upon arrival at the hospital.

EMT Signature: Mary Delgado, Paramedic #3429

Surgical Report

Patient Name: Jacob Anderson Age: 27 Date of Surgery: September 24, 2024 Time of Surgery: 19:15 Surgeon: Dr. Steven Carlson, Cardiothoracic Surgeon Hospital: City General Hospital

Pre-Surgery Diagnosis: Cardiac arrest secondary to acute myocardial infarction (suspected).

Surgical Procedure: Emergency thoracotomy with open-heart surgery and internal defibrillation attempts.

Surgical Narrative:

The patient arrived in the emergency department in full cardiac arrest, having been unresponsive since the time of collapse at the gym. CPR was ongoing upon arrival, with no detectable pulse or measurable blood pressure. The patient was immediately transferred to the operating room for emergency thoracotomy due to the failure of external defibrillation attempts and the prolonged duration of the cardiac arrest.

Upon opening the thoracic cavity, we identified the heart in a state of ventricular fibrillation, rapidly transitioning to asystole. Manual compressions were initiated while the internal defibrillation paddles were prepared.

The following actions were taken:

Internal defibrillation was attempted at 20 joules, followed by 30 joules. The patient remained in asystole.

Epinephrine was administered directly into the heart with no effect.

The heart was manually massaged for several minutes to stimulate activity.

Two additional rounds of internal defibrillation were performed, each with no response.

After 30 minutes of resuscitative efforts, the decision was made to cease further attempts. The patient showed no signs of life throughout the procedure, and no cardiac activity could be restored.

Time of death was called at 19:50.

Conclusion: The patient suffered an extensive cardiac event, likely a massive myocardial infarction, resulting in irreversible heart failure. Despite aggressive resuscitative measures, including open-heart surgery and internal defibrillation, the patient did not survive.

Surgeon Signature: Dr. Steven Carlson, Cardiothoracic Surgeon

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Ive been too busy to diary but. So far so good. Last week kinda flop bc I missed out on some important homework assignments which was embarrassing but I promise I’m gonna do better.

clinicals is also going good, I have 6 competencies signed off!!! Chest, Wrist, ankle, foot, hand, and tib fib. I’m still super fail at like doing things on my own but my log sheets I’m spending more time on and I’m trying to follow Tech E’s advice and be more diligent in the routine like sanitizing, gloving, etc. hopefully I don’t get chewed out more at my SVP…

hw I’m embarrassingly bad at studying as usual but I think it’s bc lecture sucks SO BAD. I usually just end up doodling at lecture instead of paying attention. I think tho bc working is hard at home I want to use my class time to actually do the workbook or hw stuff better…it’s all anatomy and fact things which usually I’m good at but unfortunately here, thinking you know isn’t as good as ACTUALLY being able to reproduce knowledge!!!!

food wise: I’m eating well! Happy to say I have NOT been eating out horrendously for almost a month now. I pack my lunches, I eat a lot of cabbage and beans (farty) and sweet potato. Last week I cooked up a bunch of chicken breast chunks so I use that in my meal prep with some curry and paprika. Trying hard to make things tasty so I’m not tempted to spend more money, the tough part tho is breakfasts/mornings—I love getting my matcha drinks and pastries at the shop as I rush to school or work.