#ive been cutting my own hair
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I've been thinking about getting myself a haircut at an actual salon but the last time I went to a salon that said they knew how to handle wavy/curly hair they straightened and then curled my hair................
#listen I didn't even know I had curly hair until I was 17 cause all hair stylist told me I just had very dry and frizzy hair :(#ive been cutting my own hair#for like three years now#but I want to bleach parts of it......
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#ppl act like cutting ur own hair is weird but dudes are out here charging 35+ to give u the dorkiest cut imaginable#so ive just been cutting my own hair for the longest
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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I trimmed my fringe too short and a feel like a toddler that snuck off with the scissors 🙃
#i did it like a week ago and it still isnt any better#ive been cutting my own hair for years how did i fuck up 😩#i know itll look fine in a couple more weeks but if my hair aint right none of me looks right
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need to cut my hair asap the Bad Feelings are mauling me right now
#by bad feelings i mean DYSPHORIA AHHHHH but i’m not confident enough in my own judgement of myself to say it outright just yet#but yes#doesn’t help that i bought a cute cardigan from a charity shop a week ago and i’ve been wearing it for a couple days and wondering why#i feel like shit and it’s like…… cal take a look at yourself this is a overtly feminine cardigan of fucking course you feel like shit#you hate being perceived as feminine dumbass#alse ive been telling myself#once i reach [milestone] then i can go on T#for the past couple years#but it’s like….. eerrrmmm gang you have done minimal research no the fuck you arent#plus you haven’t even come out to ur family as not straight yet BE SO FORREAAALLLLL MANNNN#anyway who gaf i just need to get my hair cut#cal original
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DYING!!
as in dyed my hair and it was so much fucking work because my hair has been suffering for the last six months with me. like listen, my hairline has receded and my hair has thinned in a normal way for a couple years now, but i suddenly lost massive amounts of hair, basically in clumps, and my nails too went to shit.
i've lost hair similarly before, from intense stress. so here's to hoping it'll at least calm down, if not grow back.
but now it's all nice and red again. and i'm so tired. and i still need to pack my things for the trip back home tomorrow.
wish me luck
#overshare best share clearly#hair is temporary#ive been cutting my own hair for a while#going full medieval with it#might go twenties with fun head band thingies next#i just need something to hold my bangs down
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oh also here's a compilation of leviachan from my sketchbook I like him a lot
#obey me#i must have draw one of these right after i got my hair cut cause thats some SHORT hair#also im reeeeallly into project diva so i drew a bunch of them in modules lol#i recently modded my vita and ive been playing the old ones#not technically pirating because i do own physical copies#i like two things and those are a big jewish fish and hatsune miku#leviathan obey me
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every time i think abt tv glow i am so grateful to my past self for transitioning. its done. there is still time but i don't need there to be in that way, ive taken those steps and im done with it. im happy as i am now. transitioning has, for me, been as successful as it can be really
#at this point i just want to keep going to the gym#facial hair is slow but steady ish and i dont rly have the genes for it. chinese cope#of course a large part of it is luck or genes and i cant pretend it wasnt easier than it would have been if [completely different scenario]#but i am proud of how much ive changed and how far ive come#the pit in my stomach when isttvg cut to “20 years later”. i am so glad i wont live that#rare charlie happyposting. i dont talk about it much ig bc i genuinely dont think about it much#2 mins a day when i put my gel on. cispassing to everyone who meets me. life is good#idk why i feel the need to disclaimer everything i say abt my own experiences. ymmv. of course
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I'm also gonna probably cut my hair and give myself some layers today because my ends are looking a little haggard. Pray for me because I mess this up every once in a while
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struck with the urge to change my pfp and url auujgghhg
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I've been cutting my own hair for a decade and I finally found a character who has the same hairdo as I, Nimona!
#nimona#personal#i still avoid the hair dressers whenever possible and cut my own hair#hair style#it needs a trim again#my hair is wavy naturally tho i stead of strait#and curly if i let it air dry#i can make it straight by brushing it with a boar bristle brush like i do for work#i havent brush my hair in a few weeks tho since ive been really sick so its currently curly
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silly haircut lol
#i just wanted it trimmed and even had the rick danko pic but the person cutting didnt rly get it T-T#tho my own fault tho im comfy w/ it like this especially given how much hair ive been losing in the shower lately#cause if stress from... everything#bri pics
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gave myself a haircut last night and literally cried bc i didnt like how it looked but multiple people have complimented it at work today 😭
#GHSIFHSGJA I GUESS ITS FINE. THE PEOPLE LIKE IT#personal#also the haircut itself is fine im not bad at cutting hair (ive been cutting my own for years) i just made it WAYYY too short lol
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Beards/facial hair are such a mystery to me. Because I know dudes like Conrad who could go weeks without shaving and only barely look sort of scruffy for it…but then there’re guys like my little brother and my uncle, who look like Babylonian Kings without trying and had full beards by 16 and 13 respectively. Like ??? who is deciding these things.
bruh it is kinda wild just how Mystery Genes the whole thing is. guys in my family have that surfer dudebro chin patch we have to shave once a week, but fucking nothing grows anywhere else - until we reach the age of like 35+, and then the Mystery Full Beard gene activates for reasons only god knows
and then theres other guys like in ur fam who hit puberty and bam, full beard, which is also wild as hell. 13yo w a full beard is insane but it happens for sure. and yet other guys start patchy and the Mystery Full Beard Gene just never activates ever
i kinda hate that growing a full beard has been tied to trad masculinity shit cause it is literally just a game of chance. same thing w male pattern baldness, so many guys have their self esteem broken when they start balding at 16 or whatever. and ppl are so quick to judge guys over it, as if having a thinning hairline has a say in what kinda person you are
#ive been watching barber videos on yt lately to get better at cutting my own hair. which isnt going great btw#but you see haircuts for balding guys all the time and its genuinely heartbreaking how much a small thing like that can affect ppl#like it happens to all genders ykno. its more common in guys but it is genuinely universal#and in all cases its met with like. oh you have a receding hairline so you must be weird or deranged in some way#like cmon#asks
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12am bathroom haircut 🖤
#i say#my face#being able to cut my own hair is so so nice#ive been meaning to give myself a lil heart for ages...#they/them btw#2023
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thinking again
#feel like i have become too complacent with watering myself down into an easily digestible identify for society#partially bc of my career is very conservative.. so#no piercings or tattoos. cut my long hair off to a mens hairstyle. i pass exclusively as a cis straight man as much as i can#especially around the old head bosses i meat#stopped learning japanese even though im mixed so i could learn French because its more useful where i live#i dont want to be useful and i dont want to be seen as some creature mimicking human anatomy like a robot i just want 2 be myself#but ive been doing this so long idk who myself would even be anymore#sometimes i get into old interests i had as a kid and i feel that spark like that 12 yr old didnt die on the inside but then its gone again#i wish a version of myself thats not palatable to my peers could exist#i want to relearn japanese and i want to ride motorcycles and i want to get into certain types of music or clothes#but it also feels like none of it really matters anymore at the same time#if i could be anything i would be a funeral director in nagoya but thats something that can never happen#i shove everything i like down so deep you have to reach to find it#this whole blog is an amalgamation of who i was and who i wished i could be#but being human we r just cursed with bodies that dont feel like our own and having to cut and shape them in a way#that u feel better but not enough so that the people around you are frightened#this is mostly the fact i have avoidant personality disorder and i know i can never be what normal is for most people#i want 2 be myself but myself died somewhere in a past life i think#i am not even human on the inside. half the time i joke w people that im an rpg slime or the human version of those sponge slimes#hence my nickname irl literally being gelo / jello / jelly#and if not that then black German shepherd dogs r also literally just me#but alas i am stuck in a human body#one thats too fat too hairy too sick too broken and i have to deal with it and rebuild myself everyday so people aren't uncomfortable#ANYWAY!!! maybe ill add onto this later ...idk.#to be born again.. sighs.
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